When near noon, that dark cloud diverges in the morning, reveals some sunlight. 时近晌午,早晨那点乌云散去,露出些许阳光。 The west room is quiet, is floating the intense and depressed flavor. The cat dog does not pass the criticism/human language, only thinks that to was the same in the past, pursues to create a disturbance in the institute. 西屋静悄悄的,漂浮着激烈又沉闷的味道。猫狗不通人言,只觉跟往常一样,在院中追逐打闹。 They came back, the small rising sun naturally cannot get away. Was hugged by him specially a moment ago, is bashful and anxious, stays helplessly nearby. 俩人都回来了,小旭自然走不了。特别刚才被他一抱,更是又羞又急,呆坐一旁不知所措。 stretch/open Li sits another side of the desk, is complex extremely, innermost feelings surges. 张俪坐在书桌另一边,也是复杂万分,内心翻腾。 „......” “……” Silent for a long time, no one has spoken. 沉默了好久,谁也没说话。 permits non- sees two girls, because the mood is fierce, but the heart bang bang the beat, returned to normal some little time. He felt that oneself like a thermometer, just measured the body temperature, is falling slowly downward. 许非看着两个女孩子,由于情绪剧烈而心脏砰砰跳动,好一会才平复了些。他感觉自己就像一支温度计,刚测完体温,正在慢慢往下降。 Just now desperate rude, finally reveals some intentions, did not intertwine unable to withstand like before on the contrary like that. 方才情急失态,终于吐露些心意,反倒不像之前那般纠结不堪。 He managed the mentality, asked: „How do you want to walk suddenly?” 他理了理思路,问:“你怎么突然要走？” No one talked. 没人搭话。 „Having the matter solves the matter to be good?” “有事情解决事情好么？” Slightly several seconds later, stretch/open Li said in a soft voice: „Possibly who gossipped in the back.” 稍过了几秒钟,张俪轻声道:“可能谁在背后说闲话了。” Gossipped...... lives in the alley on this problem, which family/home had anything, the neighbor neighbor was clear, in addition present atmosphere and vision. 说闲话……在胡同住就这点毛病,谁家有什么事,街坊邻居一清二楚,再加上如今的风气和眼光。 permits Feicuo rubbed the face, „why didn't that you tell us?” 许非搓了搓脸,“那你为什么不跟我们说呢？” „You told that is useful?” The small rising sun opens the mouth finally. “跟你们说有什么用？”小旭终于开口。 „Other useless, this has the means.” “别的没用,这还是有办法的。” He, said: „First changes a place.” 他顿了顿,道:“先换个地方吧。” They also raise the head. 俩人同时抬头。 „Shen Lin couple walked, my mother is not, some people will truly wag the tongue. That group of old man old women on the mouth the gate, could not have provided lodging. You change a quiet place, who said this and that again to/clashes me to come, my face was in any case thick-skinned.” “沈霖两口子走了,我妈也不在,确实会有人嚼舌头。那帮老头老太太嘴上没把门的,管不住。你们换个清静地方,谁再说三道四都冲我来,反正我脸皮厚。” He actually has many words, thought that three people are clear. 他其实有很多话,却又觉得三个人都清清楚楚。 „I do not know how to say......” “我不知道怎么说……” permits non- puts out a hand, wants to grasp that two small hands, stops in the midway, „, but, I must even you unable to protect, that is really the matter that my whole life most is defeated.” 许非伸出手,想去握那两只小手,又停在中途,“但是,我要连你们都保护不了,那真是我这辈子最失败的事。” „......” “……” stretch/open Li the body trembles, this most tactful, most direct. 张俪身子一颤,这句最委婉,也最直接。 The small rising sun bursts into tears. 小旭又流下泪来。 What added? Insight that they had spoken a moment ago. 还说什么呢？她们俩刚才已经讲的通通透透。 „What to do I do not know, what to do you do not know, what to do he does not know.” “我不知道怎么办,你不知道怎么办,他也不知道怎么办。” „You, if walked, how I can with him in the same place?” “你要是走了,我又怎么能跟他在一块？” „I long am so big, know so many people, except for are kinship-bound, is you two.” “我长这么大,认识这么多人,除了父母至亲,就是你们两个。” „......” “……” Also is silent. 又是沉默。 permits non- sighed, said, „we first did solve the matter of wagging the tongue? We also need calm, I just prepare to buy......” 许非叹了口气,道,“咱们先把嚼舌头的事儿解决好么？或者我们也需要冷静一下,我刚好准备买……” „Does not use.” “不用。” stretch/open Li shakes the head, „we truly should move, we rent the place.” 张俪摇摇头,“我们确实该搬出去了,我们自己租地方。” She has a look at the small rising sun, the small rising sun wipes the eye to nod. 她看看小旭,小旭抹着眼睛点头。 „I help you look.” “那我帮你们找找。” „Un.” “嗯。” ...... …… On the same day, permits non- and stretch/open Li have not gone to go to work, the telephone asks for leave. 当天,许非和张俪都没去上班,电话请了假。 permits non- by Li Muma stream of abuse , without the organization is undisciplined, such important will go ahead, must review publicly, profound review! 许非被李沐骂的狗血喷头,无组织无纪律,这么重要的会说走就走,必须公开检讨,深刻检讨！ He accepts overall, this is Li bathe is protecting itself, so as to avoid being held does not put. 他全盘接受,这是李沐在保护自己,免得被人抓住不放。 In the afternoon, he then starts everywhere looking for an apartment, stretch/open Li and small rising sun also asks the friend to inquire. This is not the best way, is actually at present best one, can make them liberate from the chaos. 下午时,他便开始到处找房子,张俪和小旭也托朋友打听。这不是最好的办法,却是目前最好的一个,能让他们从乱糟糟中解放出来。 Is the night, the west room. 是夜,西屋。 They lie on the bed everyone has not rested, the sleep/felt had many matters. But surges after the daytime mood, quiet at dead of night, can think actually carefully. 俩人躺在床上谁也没睡,都觉发生了好多事。而经过白天的情绪激荡,夜深人静,倒是能仔细想一想。 stretch/open Liyang is lying down, looks at the pitch-dark ceiling, „looks for away your school near-point, ran back and forth is too laborious.” 张俪仰躺着,看着黑漆漆的棚顶,“找个距你学校近点的吧,来回跑太辛苦了。” „That left your unit to be far.” “那离你单位就远了。” „I sit the public transportation on the line, riding a bicycle of always province.” “我坐公交就行,省的老骑车。” „......” “……” She listens nearby long time not to speak, has rolled over, „also uncomfortable?” 她听旁边半晌不语,翻过身,“还难受呢？” „No.” “没有。” „Ok, cried during the daytime so many......” “好了,白天哭了那么多……” stretch/open Li hugs her in the bosom, is patting the back gently, „what should be uncomfortable is I, I have not cried.” 张俪把她搂在怀里,轻轻拍着后背,“应该难受的是我,我都没哭。” „You......” “你……” The small rising sun also really touches her face, really has not cried, „aren't you sad?” 小旭还真摸摸她的脸,果然没哭,“你不难过么？” „Does not know, possibly was used to it from infancy to maturity, like a dummy.” “不知道,可能从小到大习惯了,木呆呆的。” „You are not dull, you know in heart, he likes you in any case.” “你才不呆,你是心里有数,反正他喜欢你。” „Aren't you now same?” “你现在不也一样？” stretch/open Lixiao little hammer, continues to pat, asked: „I , if not come back, you really did walk?” 张俪小小锤了一下,又继续拍着,问:“我要是不回来,你是不是就真走了？” „Un.” “嗯。” „Do you go?” “那你去哪儿？” „Possibly goes home, goes home dull, then comes back, oneself find a place to live.” “可能回家吧,回家呆一段,然后再回来,自己找个地方住。” „?” “啊？” „What? Is you can stay at home honestly, can I stay at home honestly? You have the work, I have the learn/study, I also want the company in the future.” “啊什么？是你能老实在家呆着,还是我能老实在家呆着？你有工作,我有学习,我将来还想开公司呢。” „I thought that you are not uncomfortable.” “我看你一点都不难受。” „I was uncomfortable, but this was two matters.” “我难受死了,但这是两码事。” „......” “……” stretch/open Li cannot bear pinch her face, if changes into itself, possibly also similar. 张俪忍不住捏捏她的脸,如果换成自己,可能也差不多。 „Ok, do not think again. As the saying goes, draws back a step boundlessness. We move now, does not need you to guess that I guess, perhaps, is perhaps more comfortable.” “好了,别再想了。俗话说,退一步海阔天空。我们现在搬出来,不用你猜我猜的,或许,或许更自在呢。” ............ ………… House two days had not found. 房子没两天就找到了。 stretch/open Li a colleague, the neither new nor old building, others just bought the commodity apartment, wants to rent. The price is inexpensive, water and electricity pull out, has the natural gas tank and toilet, that squatting type. 张俪一个同事的,半新不旧的楼,人家刚买了商品房,就想租出去。价格不贵,水电自己掏,有煤气罐和冲水马桶,那种蹲式的。 Mainly has the warm air. 主要有暖气。 Nearby East city Faxing Temple, one walks toward east slightly is Chaoyang District, toward the west is Wangfujing, crosses Forbidden City again is Xidan, toward north is the hundred flowers alley. 东城法兴寺附近,稍往东一走就是朝阳区,往西就是王府井,再过故宫是西单,往北便是百花胡同。 permits non- called Chen Xiaoqiao, Chen Xiaoqiao borrowed a car(riage), is helping move. 许非叫来陈小乔,陈小乔借了辆车,帮着搬家。 Five buildings, more than 40 draws, two-bedroom. They live in a big bedroom, during setting aside is small, prepares to work as the study room and work room. 五楼,四十多平,两居室。俩人住一间大卧室,腾出间小的,准备当书房和工作室。 Zhou Shuren has said: Does not move never knows that own thing has many. Teacher permits the good and evil is also No. 1 character, carries the belt/bring loud, carries baggage to transport personally. 周树人说过:不搬家永远不知道自己的东西有多少。许老师好歹也是一号人物,拎出来带响的,亲自扛着行李一趟趟运。 Five buildings. 五楼啊。 „Bang!” “砰！” Two gunnysack book heavy falling to the ground, permits non- bend the waist to gasp for breath, the cold season is the perspiration. 两麻袋书沉甸甸的落到地上,许非弯腰喘气,大冷天全是汗。 „Also, is you...... others kills me not to do...... 1 million I do not do to me......” “也,也就是你俩……别人打死我都不干……给我一百万我都不干……” „Hu-hu...... hu-hu......” “呼哧……呼哧……” „Elder Brother !” “哥,还有呢！” Has not breathed heavily several, Chen Xiaoqiao voice conveys from below. 还没喘几下,陈小乔的声音从下面传来。 „Knew!” “知道了！” He is grinning, when are not many shoulders two box of clothes. Opened the couple not to endure, threw the strip hot towel, „first resting meeting, how many?” 他咧着嘴出去,不多时又扛上来两箱衣服。张俪到底不忍,投了条热毛巾,“先歇会吧,还有多少？” „Quick.” “快了快了。” permits non- wipes away sweat carelessly, „do you look at me to do?” 许非胡乱擦了把汗,“你看我干什么？” „Who cherishes to look at you!” “谁稀罕看你！” The small rising sun has turned head. 小旭扭过头。 „Ok, again similar...... yeah, the key gives me, I match.” “行了,再有一趟差不多了……哎,钥匙给我,我配一把。” He puts out a hand, perfectly justified that extends. 他伸出手,伸的天经地义。 Probably they move, is not living together, some fetter vanished all of a sudden, brings to light the intention mutually, he becomes on own initiative. 好像俩人搬出来,不在一块住,某种束缚一下子消失了,互相挑明心意,他变得更主动。 permits non- goes downstairs, they tidy up in the room, roughly more than 40 minutes come up, carry drinking that a sack is eating. 许非下楼,俩人在屋收拾,约莫四十多分钟上来,拎着一大袋吃的喝的。 „Buys between -meal snack drink, does not like preparing food with.” “买点零食饮料,不爱做饭就和一下。” He stepped on by the room, has a look at the gas, has a look at the power source, after without issue, toward leaving, „me must go to work, first walked, came again.” 他挨屋踩了一圈,看看煤气,看看电源,没问题后才往出走,“我还得上班,先走了啊,有空再过来。” „......” “……” When he leaves, the small rising sun is rousing the mouth, „you should not give him the key.” 待他离开,小旭鼓着嘴,“你就不该给他钥匙。” „Didn't you say a moment ago?” “那你刚才不说？” stretch/open Li the key skewer the knot, whish the lang lang sound, another row of three is especially conspicuous. 张俪把钥匙串回扣子,哗啷啷响,另有一排三个格外显眼。 That is the front door key, the west room key and study room key. 那是大门钥匙,西屋钥匙和书房钥匙。 ( Also has......) 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