The sadness of feelings of regret that parents are no longer alive to be served! 风树之悲！ The child desire raises to kiss not to need. The decoys return, does not see the father and mother, Life and Death is separated by, where words are miserable: 子欲养而亲不待。游子归来,不见父与母,生死相隔,何处话凄凉: Ye Fan is with flowing tears, his all effort turns into air, reckless coming back, has crossed boundless Star Domain , the river of time, eventually was late one step. 叶凡潸然泪下,他所有的努力都成空了,不顾一切的回来,横渡过了无垠的星域,也度不过时间的河,终究是晚了一步。 He is trembling to shoulder gently, recites Scripture of Salvation, what kind of this is one and pain, read Taoism scripture for the parents with tears, hopes that they were reborn in paradise. 他在轻轻颤扛,口诵度人经,这是怎样的一和痛,含泪为父母念道教经文,希望他们往生。 Ye Fan broke by biting the lip, the blood dripped to fall, repeatedly called lightly, Yu Yu Zhan blood ‚ trim room was rune, the brand mark filled Void. 叶凡咬破了嘴唇,鲜血淌落,一遍又一遍的轻唤,宇宇沾血‘整片房间都是符文,烙印满了虚空。 For twenty years, his lifelong goal is to come back, meets the parents, has a reunion with them, lets the smile, in they die of old age with the sad face on reappear. Therefore he risks one's life, is only the return. But, the parents are not at...... in dynasties, his life did not have the goal, the whole world avalanche. 二十几年来,他的人生目标就是回来,相见父母,与他们重逢,让笑容在他们老去与悲伤的脸上重现。为此他出生入死,只为归来。可是,父母却不在了……在一朝之间,他的人生没有了目标,整个世界崩塌了。 „Master, mother...” Ye Fan muttered, the tears fell unceasingly, tremble to ask, read silently Scripture of Salvation, has not thought that will see off for the parents like this. “爷,妈…”叶凡喃喃,泪水不断滑落,颤求着,默诵出度人经,从来没有想到会这样为父母送行。 Human World most knows bucket pain not this. 人世间最知勺痛楚不过于此。 He had many words to say, told these for twenty years missing, was the person not, what can he also make? Only sobbed, tears unceasing tumbling. 他有很多的话想说,诉说这二十几年来的思念,可是人都不在了,他还能做什么？唯有哽咽,泪水不断的滚落。 The Ye Fan innermost feelings pain, his all efforts turned into the nihility in the face of the years, all may not come again, cannot change. 叶凡内心苦痛,他所有的努力在岁月面前都化成了虚无,一切都不可再来,不能更改。 The life truncates palely, brutal of years, he is sad and helpless, puts out a hand into Void, anything cannot catch! 人生削苍白,岁月的无情,他是如此的悲与无奈,伸手入虚空,什么也抓不到！ He thought that oneself is that laughable, thinks so long as some day present age can crush all invincibly, changes all. But at the present, the heaven gave him directly a blow to the head, making his tong arrive is incapable, kneels on the ground, does not think the labor 他觉得自己是那么的可笑,以为有朝一日只要当世无敌就可以粉碎一切,改变一切。可是而今,老天直接就给了他当头一棒,让他恸到无力,跪在地上,不想起来工 „Father, mother, I came back, looked at you to come.” Ye Fan kneels there, sad Pen repeatedly. “爸,妈,我回来了,看你们来了。”叶凡跪在那里,一遍又一遍的悲喷。 „I really think you very much, may walk was too far, to the effort that I go all out , has come back...... to be finally late difficultly. Why this,...... I rather die from the sixth branch!” Ye Fan low roar. “我真的很想你们,可走路太远了,远到我拼了命的努力,艰难而过,才回来……终是迟了。为什么这样、……我宁愿自巳去死！”叶凡低吼。 Now said that anything late, he pulls oneself hair, feels aura that two old people leave behind, why cannot meet before continually, cannot, he was unwilling and regretted. 现在说什么都晚了,他揪住自己的头发,感受两个老人留下的气息,为什么连见上一面前不能,他不甘与遗憾。 And finally, Ye Fan pre- however, can only silent crying, sit on the ground, leans against the sides of the bed, he suddenly thought that the life lost all significances. 到了最后,叶凡预然,只能无声的落泪,坐在地上,靠住床沿,他突然觉得人生失去了一切意义。 What practices, what Dao Severing, what Saint Physique, what invincibility, all are spatial, even the parents cannot defend are useful! 什么修行,什么斩道,什么圣体,什么无敌,一切都是空,连父母都守不住还有什么用！ He thought that oneself is very laughable, all effort turns into air, regardless all , spatial sad, anything did not do in the end late. 他觉得自己很可笑,所有的努力都成空了,抛开一切,到头来还是晚了,空悲一场,什么都做不了。 He cries and laughs, but also the cough, the corners of the mouth present a continuously blood at the same time, he suddenly thought that from sixth branch anything is not, pitiful duplicate/restores laughable. 他大哭又大笑,还一边咳嗽,嘴角出现一缕缕血,他突然觉得自巳什么都不是,可悲复可笑。 „My anything cannot change, even/including the parents in front of one had not seen finally, I am useless!” “我什么都改变不了,连父母最后一面前没有见到,我无用！” Ye Fan cries, smiles one, completely discouraged, did not have recall to this world, feels the life to be senseless, is bigger than painstakingly happily. 叶凡哭一阵,笑一阵,万念俱灰,对这个世界没有了一丝的留恋,感觉人生无趣,苦大于乐。 He cries to smile, weak pouring on the ground, did not have the sound, only then tears silent dripping falls, moves does not want to move, wants unable dead. 他哭哭笑笑,无力的倒在地上,没有了声音,只有泪水无声的淌落,一动也不想动,想长眠不起。 The appearance that the parents die of old age often appears at present, Ye Fan is ignorant, slowly passes out, he is exhausted, the body and mind was thin and pale, fainted. 父母老去的容貌不时浮现眼前,叶凡浑浑噩噩,慢慢失去知觉,他精疲力竭,身心憔悴,昏死了过去。 , „On every...... you came back.” Summon gently, makes a sound in the ear bank. ,“上凡……你回来了。”轻轻的呼唤,响在耳畔。 „Do not be sad, do not sob, we do not blame you, but thinks you very much, sees you to be safe, we compare anything to be happy.” Gentle whispering, filled spoiling: “不要伤心,不要哭泣,我们不怪你,只是很想你,见到你平安,我们比什么都高兴。”轻柔的低语,充满了溺爱: „I and your mother always believe that you are also living, one day will come back, met with us. We waited to be very long, was really tired, really could not insist. At the present, knows that you were safely good, all felt relieved.” The words are old, have the extrication also to have gratified, is feeling sad: “我和你妈始终相信你还活着,总有一天会回来,与我们相见。我们等了很久,可是真的累了,实在坚持不住了。而今,知道你平安就好了,一切都放心了。”话语苍老,有解脱也有欣慰,却让人心酸: Dreamlike, Ye Fan in the stupor, the corner of the eye unceasing dripping tears, he saw two groups of light probably, wants to grab their hands diligently, but cannot achieve. 如梦似幻,叶凡在昏迷中,眼角不断的淌泪,他像是见到了两团光,努力想抓住他们的手,可是怎么也做不到。 „ We walked, you must live well, a person must take care of well...... „, words weak, two groups of light dissipate slowly, that senile appearance in empty pale, then turned into the light rain, vanishes thoroughly. “我们走了,你要好好的活着,一个人要好好照顾好自己……“,话语微弱了下去,两团光慢慢消散,那衰老的容颜在虚淡,而后化成了光雨,彻底消失。 Ye Fan yelled, desperate struggling, wants to pursue diligently, leaves behind them, but anything cannot catch: 叶凡大叫,拼命的挣扎,努力想追赶,留下他们,可是什么也抓不到: „Bang” “砰” He awakened all of a sudden, at present anything does not have, lost delimited warm, did not have parents' aura, empty. 他一下子惊醒了过来,眼前什么都没有了,失去了划才的温暖,没有了父母的气息,空空落落。 „You awoke.” “你醒了。” Xu Qiong sits in side, hands over one cup of water, said: „Restrains grief, the person has vicissitudes of life, the moon/month has the ups-and-downs.” 许琼坐在旁边,递上一杯水,道:“节哀,人有悲欢离合,月有阴晴圆缺。” „What you delimited saw, did you listen to Finally?” Ye Fan grabs her hand, makes an effort to shake, the water in cup sprinkled on the ground. “你划才看到了什么,你听到了吗？”叶凡抓住她的手,用力摇动,杯中的水都洒落在了地上。 Xu Qiong frowns, the Ye Fan's strength is how big, even in the cautious control, she felt the ache, said in a soft voice: „You missed them greatly, the mind was tired, do not think, rested well.” 许琼蹙眉,叶凡的力气何其大,即便在小心翼翼的控制,她还是感觉到了疼痛,轻声道:“你大思念他们了,心神过于劳累,不要多想,好好休息一下吧。” „You had not really seen that hasn't heard?” Ye Fan stands up, emits Divine Consciousness, wants to seek the aura that is familiar with make him move and be intimate with. “你真的没有见到也没有听到？”叶凡站起身来,放出神识,想寻出那熟悉而让他感动与亲近的气息。 Delimited to be too real, probably personally experienced, at present, him a little does not believe firmly that was the dream is real. 划才的一切太真实了,像是亲身经历,就在眼前,他有点不太确信那是梦还是真实的。 Opens the window curtains, the dim light of night is very deep, meteor shower are going pale, vanish in the horizon. 拉开窗帘,夜色很深,一片流星雨正在淡去,消失在天际。 Ye Fan shakes unexpectedly, that looks like the light rain that in the dream dissipates very much, his body cannot bear shiver, the tears long class/flow, is staring at the jet black nighttime sky. 叶凡蓦地一震,那很像梦中消散的光雨,他的身体忍不住颤抖,泪水长流,盯着漆黑的夜空。 „Strange, no announcement said that has the meteor shower.” Another window, Xu Ye holds the chin, curious winking the big eye, is looking at the sky. “奇怪,没有预告说有流星雨呀。”另一个窗口,许晔托着下巴,好奇的眨动大眼,望着天空。 Ye Fan shoves open the window, the soaring scope goes, pursued fast, turns into the golden light to submerge together far in the air: 叶凡推开窗,腾空面去,快速追了下去,化成一道金光没入远空中: In the room, the Xu Qiong surprised opening the mouth, the teacup in hand crashed in the place all of a sudden, exuded the clear crack sound, the water current an earthwork 房间内,许琼吃惊的张大了嘴巴,手中的茶杯一下子坠落在地,发出清脆的裂声,水流了一地工 She hardly can believe all these, although has the preparation early, but is unable to accept this fact, Ye Fan such as the golden wings Péng same cuts the expansive sky, is this human? 她几乎不敢相信这一切,虽然早有心理准备,但还是无法接受这个事实,叶凡如金翅鹏一样划破长空,这还是人类吗？ Towering sees Ye Fan to return, in her cognition, thinks outside the civilization with the place is related, what first associates to arrive is . Kidnapping, were at this time her actually petrify, was that...... supernatural civilization? 突兀的见到叶凡归来,在她的认知中,认为与地外文明有关,第一时间联想到的是。绑架等,可是此时她却石化了,那是……神魔文明吗？ Another room, Xu Ye calls out in alarm, shouted mother loudly, was shouting the meteor hit in the family/home. 另一个房间,许晔惊叫,大声喊妈妈,叫嚷着流星撞进家里了。 The young girls are fearless, runs in this room fast, said: „Mother, delimits you to look at Finally, a meteor has delimited from our family/home probably, was too mysterious!” 少女天不怕地不怕,快速跑进这个房间,道:“妈,划才你看到了吗,一颗流星好像从我们家附近划过,太神奇了！” Xu Qiong both hands protect in the chest front, stopped shivering, she does not want to change colors before the daughter, was been diligently tranquil by oneself, happened all shock everybody. 许琼双手护在胸前,停止了颤抖,在女儿面前她不想失色,努力让自己平静下来,发生的一切过于惊世骇俗。 Xu Ye 16 or 17-year-old age, lively active, rubs to run up to sends often, looks at out of the window, the probe head is keeping watching, where wants to seek for the meteor to fall on. 许晔十六七岁的年纪,活泼好动,蹭蹭跑到寄常,望着窗外,探头看个不停,想寻找流星落在了什么地方。 „Mom, how your complexion a little turns white, ten thousand received frightening, did not fear, has your treasure daughter here, what all sorts of monsters came, must be expelled by me, ahem ha.” She vividly gesticulated Taiji Fist gesture. “妈妈,你脸色怎么有点发白,万才是不是受了惊吓,不怕,有你宝贝女儿在此,什么妖魔鬼怪来了,都得被我打跑,哼哼哈嘿。”她活泼的比划了一个太极拳的起手式。 However, when sees when own mother complexion is still not very natural, hurried put away mischievously, said: „Mom, how you, I gave you to pour one cup of water. Well, that little uncle, how disappears, where did he go to?” 不过,当见到自己母亲脸色依然不是很自然时,赶紧收起了顽皮,道:“妈妈,你怎么了,我去给你倒一杯水。咦,那个小叔叔呢,怎么不见了,他去了哪里？” The Xu Qiong Mi Fu state of mind, calms down finally, said: „He had walks beforehand.” 许琼芈复心绪,终于静下来,道:“他有事先走了。” The horizon end, in the Ye Fan independent nighttime sky, is in a daze dull, he is impossible to catch up with anything, the meteor shower has vanished. 天际尽头,叶凡独立夜空中,呆呆发愣,他不可能追上什么,流星雨早已消失。 „Why, is you, where went to?” “为什么,是你们吗,去了哪里？” He felt, perhaps Human World really has an inexplicable strength, delimiting is the parents is saying goodbye to him? 他觉得,人世间也许真的有一种莫名的力量,划才是父母在向他道别吗？ But, he shakes the head, he is cultivator, particularly as powerful as this position, is most sensitive to Primordial Spirit, knows its essence. 可是,他又摇了摇头,他是修士,尤其是强大到了这番境地,对于元神最为敏感,知晓其本质。 Elapsed elapsed, was impossible to reappear, is unable to regenerate, this was the Heaven and Earth essence that was irreversible changes, the person has one dead, was no exception Ancient Great Emperor. 逝去了就是逝去了,不可能再现,无法再生,这是不可逆改的天地本质,人都有一死,连古之大帝都不能例外。 „Perhaps, is my own subconscious is curing the heartache.” The Ye Fan deep sigh, grasps with the hand to the nighttime sky, anything cannot obtain by search. “也许,是我自己的潜意识在疗心伤吧。”叶凡长叹,用手抓向夜空,什么也搜不到。 He does not believe the destiny, does not believe the samsara, the world has not been reincarnated, but delimits experience also really also imaginary, making him puzzled. 他不相信命运,不相信轮回,人间没有转世,但是划才的经历亦真亦幻,让他怔怔不解。 He thinks when Western Desert, that Change into Dao the words of old monk, next life, the letter/believes will have, does not believe does not have, years may wrinkle, world will present two same flowers finally, a lot of years of review , a flower is on the wane, a flower splits. 他想到了在去西漠时,那名化道的老僧的话,来世,信则有,不信则无,岁月悠悠,世间终会出现两朵相同的花,千百年的回眸,一花凋零,一花绽。 Whether for same, no matter what descendant went to say that Ancient Buddhist cannot speak. 是否为同一朵,任后人去想去说,连那位古佛都不能明言。 „Is my own subconscious is deceiving itself, are they really saying goodbye to me?” In Ye Fan eye tears silent falling. “是我自己的潜意识在骗自己,还是他们真的在向我告别？”叶凡眼中泪水无声的落下。 He rather believes is the latter, crosses Star Domain to return, eventually was late one step, saw the parents in front of one unable continually, the state was that they are filling his regret? 他宁愿相信是后者,横渡星域归来,终究是晚了一步,连见到父母一面前未能,州才那是他们在填补他的遗憾吗？ Ye Fan muttered, no one could hear clearly him to say anything, unceasing whispering, a person stood in the nighttime sky, wanting the lie to get down forever. 叶凡喃喃,谁也听不清他在说什么,不断的低语,一个人站在夜空,想要永远停驻下去。 He does not think the rational thinking, if because goes into seriously, Ancient Sage has the elaboration early, the personally written letter has the record, has spoken the reincarnation, that is impossible to exist. 他不想理性的思索下去,因为若是深究,古之圣贤早有论述,手札有记载,讲过转世,那不可能存在。 A Ye Fan person strolls under Starry Sky alone, does not think, does not go to think, in heart empty when daybreak, he descended on the ground, after Sun raised was very high, he arrives at the Xishan Villa area, Xu Qiong him welcomed. 叶凡独自一个人在星空下漫步,不去思,不去想,心中空空落落了在黎明时,他降落在了地上,太阳升起很高后,他来到西山别墅区,许琼将他迎了进去。 „, How the little uncle you disappeared yesterday suddenly, I remember that has not seen you to go out.” Xu Ye had a drowsy look, likes hating to get out of bed, hugs a cotton cloth wombat just to get up. “哇,小叔叔你昨天怎么突然不见了,我记得没有看到你出去呀。”许晔睡眼惺忪,喜欢赖床,抱着一个大布袋熊刚刚起来。 „Clever, you first wash the face to clean the teeth to have the breakfast.” Xu Qiong pushed her. “乖,你先去洗脸刷牙吃早餐。”许琼推了她一把。 Although Xu Ye 16 or 17-year-old, but just like her mother, is slender, with was soon high, very obedient nod, said: „, Good” 许晔虽然才只有十六七岁,但是与她母亲一样,身材修长,快要同高了,很听话的点了点头,道:“哦,好吧” This is the biggest attack that the Ye Fan life is, he wants to leave this here, avoids this piece of mortal world, all that sees make him sad and pain. 这是叶凡人生遭遇的最大的打击,他很想离开这个这里,避开这片红尘,所见到的一切都让他悲伤与痛苦。 But, he is impossible to depart, wants to know that the parental final time, wants to know in the past all. 可是,他不可能就此离去,想知道父母最后的时光,想知道往昔的一切。 „You first eat a thing, a while my object said slowly.” Xu Qiong gathered together the long hair, the comfort said in a soft voice. “你先吃点东西,一会儿我慢慢对像说。”许琼拢了拢长发,轻声安慰道。 „ I cannot eat up, you eat, I and others you, then you lead me to go to their tombs to look: „ Ye Fan thought that woof body is heavy, the corner/horn moves on the sofa does not want to move, the eye becomes rough, but the tears have actually done to wither. “我吃不下,你去吃吧,我等你,然后你带我去他们的墓地看一看:“叶凡觉得汪身沉重,角在沙发上一动不想动,眼睛发涩,可泪水却已干凋。 Xu Qiong sighed lightly, she had no appetite, bringing Ye Fan to go out, drives to move to the distant place, after one hour, arrived at the tomb. 许琼轻叹,她没有什么胃口,带叶凡出门,开车驶向远方,一个多小时后到了墓地。 The cemetery was very big, plants completely four seasons often/common Lv grass, according to the short mountain constructed, some green pines and cypresses, the dignity and solemn and respectful that served as contrast here. 陵园很大,栽满了四季常绿的草株,依矮山而建,更有一些苍松翠柏,将这里衬托的庄严而肃穆。 „Is here......” suddenly, Xu Qiong revealed the look of surprise, because has one bunch of pure white flowers in front of that tombstone, with the wind however asked that flower petal coal su crashed, transmits lightly fragrance. “就是这里……”突然,许琼露出异色,因为在那墓碑前有一束洁白的花,随风而求,花瓣炭簌坠落,传来淡淡馨香。 „Will others come this to sweep the graves?” Ye Fan asked. “还有其他人会来此扫墓吗？”叶凡问道。 „I think that should not have others to know, is somewhat strange.” Xu Qiong is surprised. “我想应该没有其他人知道,有些奇怪。”许琼惊疑不定。