SYITHW :: Volume #1 当时年少

#81: The difficult shed to leave

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The clear pride of the morning thick reveal of summer is heavy, is good rides because of Yun Jing in the cow conducts the back, pours did not fear that the dew moistened the shoes pants. 夏日的清晨雾浓露重,好在云景骑在牛背上,倒也不怕露水打湿了鞋子裤子。 In the crisscrossing footpaths between fields diameter, the shepherd boy rides the cow, goes through in the thick fog, the scenery of distant place from the fuzziness to clear, does not know that the place has the insect warbler to call to transmit breaks early morning peace, those images and scenes, some actually dust dreams. 阡陌径上,牧童骑牛,穿行在浓雾中,远处的景物从模糊到清晰,不知处有虫鸣鸟叫传来打破清晨的宁静,此情此景,倒是有些出尘梦幻。 Stopped from time to time, arrives at remote slopes, Yun Jing got down ox back, no matter what it looked for the tender grass to eat, oneself arrived on a clean flagstone to sit down. 走走停停,来到一处偏僻的荒坡,云景下了牛背,任其找嫩草吃,自己则来到一块干净的石板上坐下。 The surrounding thick fog surrounds, cannot see the distant place, probably the whole world only had him, he does not feel lonely lonely, enjoys this tranquility on the contrary very much. 周围浓雾环绕,看不到远处,像是整个世界都只剩下了他一个人,他并不觉得孤独寂寥,反倒是很享受这种宁静。 He knows, since oneself acknowledge as teacher, probably in the future this tranquil free and unrestrained day are not many. 他知道,从自己拜师之后,大概未来这种平静自由又无拘无束的日子已经不多了。 A feather gorgeous bird kicks the wing to fly, falls combs the hair on his shoulder, before long, another small squirrel flees to jump to his arms, the small claw also hugs a nut to gnaw, later a small rabbit runs to join in the fun...... 一只羽毛艳丽的小鸟扑腾着翅膀飞来,落在他的肩头梳理毛发,不一会儿,又一只小松鼠窜出来跳到他怀里,小爪子还抱着一颗坚果啃着,随后还有一只小兔子跑来凑热闹…… These are the Yun Jing familiar small creature, frequently plays with him intimate, in some sense could have been the friend. 这些都是云景熟悉的小动物,经常和他亲近玩耍,某种意义上已经算得上是朋友了。 Especially that is only small the rabbit, the grey, Yun Jing meets for the first time, that little while the palm of the hand size, he also thinks at that time, waited for the rabbit to grow up grasped goes home to have a sumptuous meal, the time of but being together was long, as it grew up, he did not hate to start. 尤其是那只小兔子,灰色的,云景第一次遇到的时候,那会儿才巴掌大小,当时他还想,等兔子长大了就抓回家打牙祭,但相处的时间久了,随着其长大,他又舍不得下手了。 This time he after these small creature playing moments, no matter also they do hear, is smiling the injunction saying: „Later I cannot play with you frequently, you are more careful, be not grasped to eat by little white” 此番他和这些小动物玩耍片刻后,也不管它们听不听得懂,自顾自笑着嘱咐道:“以后我就不能经常和你们玩耍啦,你们自己小心些,别被小白抓去吃了” little white is a eagle, spreads the wings more than one meter, the head is white, Yun Jing names little white. 小白是一只鹰,展翅有一米多,脑袋是白的,云景给其取名小白。 Said that Cao Cao Cao Cao, the mist turns wells up, little white spread the wings to fly to fall on Yun Jing beyond several meters, the under foot also grabbed a ruler long fish, it tilted the head looked at Yun Jing one, probably was asking that you must come. 说曹操曹操到,雾气翻涌,小白展翅飞来落在了云景几米外,脚下还抓着一条尺多长的鱼,它歪头看了云景一眼,像是在问你要不要来点。 With its arrival, before also Yun Jing played flees helter-skelter with the bird squirrel and rabbit that vanished in the thick fog quickly. 随着它的到来,之前还和云景玩耍的小鸟松鼠和兔子鸟兽散,很快消失在了浓雾中。 „Yourself eat”, no matter it does hear, Yun Jing speechless say/way. “你自己吃吧”,不管它听不听得懂,云景无语道。 Then that Bald Eagle lowers the head to eat the fish, finished eating a fish quickly, at once takes a step to rub Yun Jing, finally spread the wings to fly away. 然后那白头鹰低头吃鱼,很快将一条鱼吃完,旋即迈步过来蹭了噌云景,最后展翅飞走了。 Regarding this Yun Jing does not know whether to laugh or cry, the small white elephant frightens the beforehand small creature to be the same specially, as if must not exposed to them and plays. 对此云景哭笑不得,小白像是专门来吓唬之前的小动物一样,似乎见不得它们和自己玩耍。 These are interlude in the daily life, Yun Jing come recently, his alone person time almost must experience every day. 这些都是日常生活中的插曲,云景近些日子来,他独自一个人的时候几乎每天都要经历。 As the sun rises gradually, scatters the thick fog, the dew seasons, ate to the full greatly black, while Sun is also not very sinister, Yun Jing ended morning cowherding to go home...... 随着日头渐渐升高,驱散浓雾,露水晒干,大黑也吃饱了,趁着太阳还不是很毒辣,云景结束了一早上的放牛回家去了…… Goes home, Yun Jing just now cow pass/test good, entrance Jiang Susu carries a bamboo basket to come out to him saying: „Little Jing , helping me pick the cowpea, waits to boil to eat” 回到家,云景才刚把牛关好,门口江素素就端着一个竹篮出来冲着他说:“小景,过来帮我摘豆角,等下煮来吃” Hears this word, the Yun Jing heart is happy, he guessed correctly probably oneself actions had an effect, should be cowherds the grandfathers and parents has communicated, at this moment, he obviously feels himself, because after acknowledging as teacher, vanished with the family member indistinct sense of distance. 听闻此言,云景心头开心,他大概猜到自己的所作所为起作用了,应该是自己放牛去了爷爷和父母有所沟通,此时此刻,他明显感觉到自己因为拜师后和家人隐隐约约的距离感消失了。 This is he wants, is he treasures to care. 这才是他想要的,也是他所珍惜在意的。 „Mother, I washes the hands comes”, Yun Jing said with a smile, washes the hands picked the cowpea. “娘,我洗了手就来”,云景笑道,洗了手屁颠屁颠的去摘豆角。 Puts down a concern, the mood was joyful, is feeling the warmth of family/home, the Yun Jing unexpected discovery, his keen sense range is growing quietly, seriously is a unexpected happiness. 放下一桩心事,心情愉悦了,感受着家的温暖,云景意外的发现,他那敏锐的感官范围都在悄然增长,当真是意外之喜。 The growth of this sense range is not rapid, but can obviously be able to feel, moreover his also feelings, as if oneself finished this concern, this sense range the growth period, can grow as for the final perception area to many him can only wait greatly. 这种感官范围的增长不快,但能明显感觉得到,而且他还有一种感觉,似乎随着自己了却这桩心事,这感官范围将有一段成长期,至于最后感知范围能成长到多大他就只能拭目以待了。 The family/home is the harbor of mind, processes with family member's relations, as if is also to the one exercise of mind, the bustling place refining up the heart, what refine is the worldly wisdom, what refine is thought understanding, therefore had the growth of perception area...... 家是心灵的港湾,把和家人的关系处理好,似乎也是对心灵的一种锻炼,红尘炼心,炼的是人情世故,炼的是念头通达,所以才有了感知范围的成长么…… Feels strongly about this, the Yun Jing heart had some clear(ly) to become aware. 有感于此,云景心头有了些许明悟。 However these do not affect his life, before how, now as before how. 不过这些并不影响他的生活,以前怎样,现在依旧怎样。 Eating meal time, their gathers together, because does not have the bystander, Yunlin they have not evaded Yun Jing, works as his face-to-face talk to discuss him to acknowledge as teacher this matter. 吃饭的时候,他们一家聚在一起,因为没有外人,云林他们也没避讳云景,当着他的面谈论他拜师这个事情。 Yunshan carves to tread around the millstone: „Father, the kid's mother, you looked that Little Jing acknowledges as teacher, later must work as the scholar, this is the good matter, the huge good matter, what lively I to ponder over this to manage banquet?” 云山琢磨道:“爹,孩子他娘,你们看啊,小景拜师,以后要当读书人,这是好事儿,天大的好事儿,我琢磨这是不是办个酒席什么的热闹一下？” Hears this word, Yun Jing is slightly scared, oneself acknowledge as teacher, has not formally started to study, had not been admitted to the academic honor, this must prepare a banquet the celebration, is too excessive? 听闻此言,云景稍微傻眼,自己只是拜师,还没正式开始学习呢,也不曾考取功名,这也要办酒席庆祝,是不是太过分啦？ However changes mind thinks, in the family/home a scholar, to ordinary civilians, simply is the good matter that ancestor doing good deeds all that one could wish cannot strive, as if manages a banquet to celebrate is not excessive. 不过转念一想,家里出个读书人,对此间的普通平民来说,简直就是祖上积德烧高香都求不来的好事儿,似乎办个酒席庆祝一下也不过分。 Yunlin said hesitant: „Does not need, my also few relatives, celebration also with villagers happy, moreover Little Jing has not formally started to study, can the words that now does this, early? Others also think that we are showing off, refers to erratically behind gossips, or ok, after waiting, said?” 云林犹豫道:“没必要吧,咱家也没几个亲戚,庆祝也就和村民们高兴一下,况且小景还没正式开始学习,现在这样做的话,会不会早了点？人家还以为我们在炫耀呢,指不定背后说闲话,要不算了吧,等以后再说？” „Truth is this, but I always felt, does not manage a banquet the words, the heart does not get a grip”, a Yunshan face intertwines. “道理是这样,可我总感觉,不办个酒席的话,心头不得劲”,云山一脸纠结。 Good, Yun Jing was looks, oneself father wants to show off, this was also the way things should be, after all in the society that own previous generation that everyone studied, some others later generations were admitted to the diploma mill to prepare a banquet lively, this ‚only had studied high’ the world let alone, preparing a banquet, not only did not lose face, instead will become the object who everyone envied the respect. 好吧,云景算是看出来了,自家老爹就是想炫耀一下,这也是人之常情,毕竟在自己前世那人人读书的社会,一些人家的后辈考上个野鸡大学都要办酒席热闹一下呢,更何况这个‘唯有读书高’的世界了,办酒席不但不丢人,反而会成为人人羡慕敬仰的对象。 Yunlin thinks, looked at Yun Jing one, said: „I feel not to need now, wait for the later Little Jing study a positive result is not late, the morning matter, is not in any case anxious” 云林想了想,看了云景一眼,道:“我觉着现在没必要,等以后小景学出点名堂来说也不迟,反正早晚的事情,不急” „I felt right that the father said that is not anxious, was inferior that and other Little Jing had the knowledge, best was admitted to the academic honor to prepare a banquet again, at that time was sight, his father you said that was?”, Jiang Susu also consoles to say in the nearby. “我觉得爹说的对,不急,不如等小景有了学问,最好是考取功名了再办酒席,那个时候才风光呢,他爸你说是不是？”,江素素也在边上劝解道。 Listened to their such saying, Yunshan also to feel oneself a little acted with undue haste, scratched the head embarrassed, but somewhat lost said: „Good, later said”, then he looked that said to Yun Jing: „Little Jing you must make every effort to succeed, earlier studied the positive result to be admitted to the academic honor, let your father my following long long face” 听他们这么一说,云山也觉得自己有点操之过急了,挠挠头不好意思但又有些失落道:“那好吧,以后再说”,然后他看向云景道:“小景你可得争气点啊,早点学出名堂考取功名,也让你爹我跟着长长脸” The Yun Jing heart said that you think was admitted to the academic honor is so easy, on the mouth said: „Father you felt relieved that I will try hard” 云景心说你以为考取功名那么容易啊,嘴上却是说道:“爹你放心吧,我会努力的” „That is good, hey, if you cannot learn to go home dingily, later farms, Yunshan satisfied nod that for a lifetime your suffering eats” said, stimulates the Yun Jing desire to do better in this simple clumsy spoken language. “那就好,嘿,你要是学不好灰溜溜回家来,以后一辈子种地有你苦头吃的”,云山满意的点点头道,用这种朴实笨拙的言语刺激云景的上进心。 Yun Jing has not found it ridiculous, the heart is on the contrary warm, after all ‚hoping that a son will grow up to be successful’ is each strongest wishes of becoming the parents. 云景没觉得好笑,反倒心头暖暖的,毕竟‘望子成龙’是每个当父母的最大心愿。 Afterward Yunlin thinks to say actually: „Little Jing studies, after matter of preparing a banquet , said that but I am pondering over, he studies this matter, should inform his future father-in-law family/home one, later was a whole family, this matter should inform to be good ahead of time, otherwise somewhat looked on as an outsider, did you feel?” 随后云林想了想倒是说道:“小景读书,办酒席的事情以后再说,不过我琢磨着,他读书这个事情吧,应该告知他未来老丈人家一声,以后都是一家人了,这种事情应该提前通知才好,否则就有些见外了,你们觉得呢？” „I felt the father said in principle”, Yunshan nod said. “我觉得爹说的在理”,云山点头道。 Jiang Susu also nods, thought that this matter told ‚parents of son or daughter-in-law’ one not to have the problem. 江素素也点点头,觉得这个事情告诉‘亲家’一声没毛病。 „That decided that finds an opportunity to take a verbal message to go to them”, Yunlin pats the plank road...... “那就这么定了,找个机会让人给他们捎个口信去”,云林拍板道…… The following day has actually tranquilly, in Yun Jing desirably for , that sense of distance of he and family member vanishes thoroughly, moreover every day can feel that the growth of perception area, this growth is not eruption, bit by bit can obviously feel, moreover as if the growth period is not short. 接下来的日子倒是过得平静,在云景的刻意为之下,他和家人的那点距离感彻底消失,而且还每天都能感觉到感知范围的成长,这种成长不是爆发式的,一点一点能明显感觉到,而且似乎成长期还不短。 Day at a moderate pace is crossing. 日子不紧不慢的过着。 Yun Jing is quite a little helpless, does not have the matter of means that that is he obviously feels, since oneself came back after the town/subdues on that day, family's day as if had some senses of urgency. 有一点云景颇为无奈,也是没有办法的事情,那就是他明显感觉到,自从自己从镇上回来那天后,家里的日子似乎有了一些紧迫感。 The most direct-viewing performance is, mother Jiang Susu day and night doing needlework work, but shoes and clothes that she sews, obviously is the size that put on, several Yun Jing midnight get up also to see that mother is in a daze in the oil lamp, the finger was gripped the hemorrhage not to notice by the needle, will be almost every night quietly will come bedside to look at itself, as if looked that will be few to result. 最直观的表现就是,母亲江素素没日没夜的做着针线活儿,而她缝制的鞋子和衣服,明显是自己穿的尺寸,有几次云景半夜起来还看到母亲在油灯边发呆,手指被针扎出血都没注意到,更是几乎每天夜里都会悄悄的来自己床边自己看自己,似乎看一眼就少一眼似得。 These situation Yun Jing watching silently, the heart is quite uncomfortable. 这些情况云景都默默的看在眼里,心头颇为不是滋味。 But no matter what, the person must always grow up, will have own life, is impossible to treat for a lifetime frequently side the parents. 可不管怎么样,人总是要长大的,会有自己的人生,不可能一辈子时时刻刻都待在父母身边。 The difficult shed to leave, to difficult shed, perhaps this society, because had these to be loath to part from each other, did the life seem meaningful? 难舍离,离难舍,或许这人世间,正是因为有了这些难舍难分,人生才显得有意义吧？ Even if thousand do not hope, but the footsteps of time have not stopped for anybody, unknowingly, Yun Jing the day that goes to the town/subdues to acknowledge as teacher officially approaches quietly...... 纵使千般不愿,可时间的脚步不曾为任何人停下,不知不觉,云景去镇上正式拜师的日子悄然来临……
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