******************************************************************************************************** ******************************************************************************************************** To a Shi Shan outside Pandemonium Fortress thousand li (500 km) on, takes a broad view at all around, all was piece by piece uneven different crushed stones and wilderness, the setting sun smeared one to here whinny the fallen flowers. 离群魔堡垒千里之外的一座小石山上,放眼四周,全都是一片片凹凸不同的碎石和荒野,夕阳给这里抹上了一笔萧萧残红。 At this time is the sunset dusk the time, after afternoon dashing about wildly, we arrived at even strength rank the enemy fight of world finally, will not create slightly the influence safe place to Pandemonium Fortress. 此时已经是日落黄昏时间,经一个下午的狂奔,我们终于来到了就算是与世界之力级别的敌人战斗,亦不会对群魔堡垒造成丝毫影响的安全之地。 Because was separated from the Pandemonium Fortress range, the dark cloud on sky does not need to cause trouble again, diverges early, occasionally was also dyed rosy cloud, arches moon/month the setting sun to support the group star is fiery redder. 因为脱离了群魔堡垒范围,天空上的乌云也再没必要作祟,早早散去,偶尔一丝也被染成了霞朵,将群星拱月的夕阳承托地更加火红。 Lies down on a biggest stone, was hugged by me gently is sitting on the knee, surrounds the bosom, the small black coal begins slightly supinely, that pair is narrowing the eye decides to look at this setting sun sunset glow. 躺在一座最大的石头上面,被我轻轻搂着坐在膝盖上,环抱怀里,小黑炭微微仰起头,那双眯着的眼睛定定看着这一幕夕阳晚霞。 By the setting sun incarnadine cheek, was exuded the health luster, the forehead is also no longer having the sweating, disclosed from that water silver curtains vision that looks has energy , when with comes sweat profusely, compared with painful appearance incessantly, like getting sick completely well. 被夕阳染红的脸蛋,泛着健康的色泽,额头也不再出虚汗了,从那水银色帘间透露出的目光,看起来十分有精神,和一路来时大汗淋漓,痛苦不止的模样相比,就像病完全好了一样。 Clean also thinks that was only painful the worm to be law-abiding, gripped tightly the small hand of small black coal, in thin of crying crash-bang on the face is revealing the facial features that relaxed, but...... adventurer that probably only then frequently and death had to do, can look. 洁露卡还以为那只痛苦蠕虫安分下来了,紧紧握着小黑炭的小手,哭的稀里哗啦的脸上露出松一口气的面容,只是……大概只有经常和死亡打交道的冒险者,才能看出来。 Small black coal appearance, has returned to consciousness just before dying, but the so brutal matter, how I am cruel enough to tell clean. 小黑炭这副模样,已经是回光返照,但是如此残酷的事情,我又怎么忍心告诉洁露卡。 Once for a while carries wipes the eye excessively, returns again, I show the same relaxing smile with clean, but can deceive the intelligent small black coal? The instinct and intuition of person are very fearful, even if only a weak child, perhaps can also feel that what condition oneself is. 时不时背过头去擦眼睛,再回过来,我和洁露卡露出一样的松口气笑容,只是能骗过聪明的小黑炭吗？人的本能和直觉十分可怕,哪怕只是个幼稚的孩子,恐怕也能感觉到自己正处于一种什么样的状况吧。 even/including Mao before the point of death, will find the dark narrow place, then static lying in inside, no longer comes out. 连猫在临死之前,也会去找黑暗狭窄的地方,然后静静的趴在里面,不再出来。 „Attractive?” “好看吗？” Is caressing the emaciated cheeks of small black coal gently, I look following her vision, falls to that setting sun remnant rosy cloud on. 轻轻抚着小黑炭的瘦弱脸颊,我顺着她的目光看去,落到那一片夕阳残霞上面。 „Un, attractive.” “嗯,好看。” The small black coal by has the sound of vitality/angry compared with the ordinary day, nods, on the naivete small face, is glittering the exciting color and nepheline mixes in the together moving ray, is lovable just like the ruddy apple, making one unable to bear want above to kiss one. 小黑炭以比平日更具生气的声音,点了点头,稚气的小脸上,闪烁着兴奋色彩和霞色混合在一起的动人光芒,宛如红扑扑的苹果般可爱诱人,让人忍不住想在上面亲上一口。 „Likes well, so long as is the small black coal likes, even if the star of space, the father and mother will also pick to give the small black coal.” “喜欢就好,只要是小黑炭喜欢,哪怕是天上的星星,爸爸和妈妈也会摘下来送给小黑炭。” „Even willful request...... still?” “就算是任性的要求……也可以吗？” Takes back the vision from the sky, the small black coal looked at clean carefully timidly, finally falls to me on. 从天空收回目光,小黑炭小心胆怯的看了看洁露卡,最后落到我身上。 „Did fool, you say?” “笨蛋,你说呢？” I am pasting her forehead, is with the smile. 我贴着她的额头,报以微笑。 Nods, the small black coal still a little shrinks, that...... that for a long time, had the courage, opens the mouth to say. 点了点头,小黑炭依然有点畏缩,那个……那个了许久,才鼓起勇气,开口道。 „Can I...... have a look at the father and mother's true appearance again?” “我……能不能再看看爸爸和妈妈真正的样子？” Has a look again? 再看看？ I and clean had a scare by the words of small black coal. 我和洁露卡被小黑炭的话吓了一跳。 She not only knows us is the fake goods, but who also knows us is? 难道说,她不但知道我们是冒牌货,而且还知道我们是谁？ Actually thinks, this is not very difficult to guess the matter that contacts with us to discover the crystal fragment on small black coal forehead, less than several days, father and mother of adulteration on impatient runs, just is also a man and a woman, can completely 70-80% assurance affirmations. 其实想想,这也不是很难猜出来的事情,联系我们发现小黑炭额头上的水晶碎片,没过几天,冒牌的爸爸和妈妈就迫不及待的跑出来,刚好也是一男一女,完全就可以有七八成的把握肯定。 Although is not very difficult to guess, but the small black coal is only less than after all ten years old, has almost stayed in the mine, the experience limited little girl, this intelligent and keen is actually inborn, disciplines in these year of difficult environment? 只是,虽然不是很难猜,但小黑炭毕竟只是个不到十岁,几乎是一直呆在矿山,见识有限的小女孩,这股聪慧和敏锐究竟是天生的,还是在这些年艰苦的环境中磨练出来的？ „Right? Originally the small black coal has discovered, really does not have the means.” “是吗？原来小黑炭已经发现了,真是没办法。” Although by small black coal having a scare of slightly, but has long known that the fake goods the status has exposed, I and clean have not done am too surprised. 虽然被小黑炭微微的吓了一跳,不过早就知道冒牌货的身份已经暴露,我和洁露卡也未作太多惊讶。 Temperate touches in the head of small black coal, cancelled the moon/month of Wolf imaginary technique, oneself and clean true colors showing in of little black coal. 温和的摸了摸小黑炭的脑袋之中,取消了月狼的幻术,将自己和洁露卡的真面目示之于小黑炭。 „Really...... is really you, the uncle and aunt of good intention......” “果然……果然是你们,好心的叔叔和阿姨……” The words of small black coal make us obstruct, love dearly want to crack , after exposing the final level camouflages, calls not to have the means to continue to maintain? 小黑炭的话让我们心里一窒,心疼欲裂,果然,揭破最后一层伪装之后,就连称呼也没有办法继续维持下去了吗？ However under the small black coal a few words, let me and clean cannot bear the eye be also moist. 但是小黑炭下一句话,让我和洁露卡忍不住眼睛又湿润起来。 „Can I also...... call you...... the parents again?” She is timid, timid and is full of the hope like this asked one. “我还能……再叫你们……爸爸妈妈？”她怯生生,怯生生而又充满期盼的这样问了一句。 „Naturally naturally, calling this for a lifetime, to call the next generation not to relate again.” “当然当然,叫完这一辈子,再叫下辈子也没关系。” I and clean nod as if one had found a treasure, the clever clever small black coal will hug closely. 我和洁露卡如获至宝的点着头,将乖巧伶俐的小黑炭搂得紧紧。 „Mother...... sharp-eared sharp...... good attractive...... the hair good attractive...... the small black coal to have such pretty mother......” “妈妈……耳朵尖尖的……好漂亮……头发好好看……小黑炭有这么漂亮的妈妈……” The small black coal shows the happy smile, looks at clean, this in the elf clan still rare beautiful young girl, voices the slight opinions even. 小黑炭露出幸福微笑,看着洁露卡,这位即使在精灵族也少有的美丽少女,发出轻微感叹。 „After small black coal grows up, will be certainly more attractive than mother.” Grasps gently, in the hand of small black coal pastes on the cheeks, the clean vision is gentle and sad. “小黑炭长大以后,一定会比妈妈更漂亮。”轻轻抓在小黑炭的手贴在脸颊上,洁露卡的目光温柔而悲伤。 „Father...... is Hero.” Has turned head, the small black coal visits me, suddenly like this said. “爸爸……是英雄哦。”回过头,小黑炭看着我,突然这样说道。 Doesn't give the commentary on semblance? 呃,不予外表上的评论吗？ I am wiping the grieved eye, while rubbed the small black coal with a smile. 我一边擦着酸楚的眼睛,一边笑着蹭了蹭小黑炭。 „Even to unknown, base and low humble me, is still very gentle, not only gave gold coin, but also protected me.” “就算是对素不相识,卑微低贱的我,也很温柔,不但给了金币,还保护了我。” The nest is ordinary in the kitty that the female cat bosom acts like a spoiled brat, like this saying, the small black coal is instead rubbing the cheek, is very close mutually intimately. 窝在母猫怀里撒娇的猫咪一般,这样说着,小黑炭反将脸蛋蹭过来,互相亲热耳鬓厮磨。 „Father...... ear......” “爸爸……耳朵……” The vision falls to my head, suddenly puts out a hand, touched on that pair of Wolf ear, then immediately shrinks, visits me timidly, that feeling, seemed the kitten to touch the water the same as fill gently carefully with the claw. 目光无意间落到我的头上,突然伸出手,在那双狼耳朵上碰触了一下,然后立刻缩了回去,胆怯的看着我,那种感觉,就好像小猫用爪子轻轻触水一样充满了小心。 Because must maintain the imaginary technique once for a while, in addition dashed about wildly a moment ago, I have not solved in twelfth lunar month Wolf shapeshift, finally looked by the small black coal, although is not the secret that cannot make her see and that's the end. 因为要时不时维持幻术,再加上刚才一阵狂奔,我至今尚未解除月狼变身,结果被小黑炭看了个正着,虽说也不是什么不能让她看见的秘密就是了。 „This is father's shapeshift, the father, but Druid, is slightly is a little also different, is very strange?” “这是爸爸的变身,爸爸可是德鲁伊哦,可是又稍稍有点不同,很奇怪吗？” I lower the head, is vibrating the furry Wolf ear, collects on own initiative to the small black coal, she cautious putting out a hand, above is then rubbing lightly. 我低下头去,抖动着毛茸茸的狼耳朵,主动凑给小黑炭,她这才小心翼翼的伸出手,在上面轻揉着。 Un shouted, was a little itchy. 嗯呼,有点痒。 „Tail, tail.” “还有尾巴,尾巴。” I also flung the tail, this is continually usually Ruth, card clean three small Angel, will not let the spot that they easily touch. Naturally, does not base on is held the tail to lose whole body strength such reason, like the fox person clan Werewolf clan, does not touch the tail of opposite party represents „affectionate” the behavior, but is...... does not make me bump her fox tail with Lucia in brief , has a common reason. 我将尾巴也甩了上来,这可是连平时西露丝和艾柯露,卡洁儿三个小天使,都不会让她们轻易碰触的部位。当然,并非基于被抓住尾巴就会失去全身力气这样的原因,也并非像狐人族狼人族那样,碰触对方的尾巴代表“最亲昵”的行为,而是……总之和露西亚不让我碰她的狐狸尾巴,也是有着其中一个共同的理由。 „Wool soft......” “毛软软的……” The small black coal gives up rubbing to make my ear decisively, held the tail. 小黑炭果断放弃揉弄我的耳朵,将尾巴抱了起来。 On the words of soft plush, compared with has no way to compare with Lucia that tail, is caressing the small black coal gently, when visits her to embrace the tail happy expression, I show the crazy smile. 论柔软毛绒的话,和露西亚那条尾巴可是比都没法比,温柔抚着小黑炭,看着她搂抱尾巴时的幸福表情,我露出痴痴笑容。 If...... if can make you happy, even this pair of ear, this tail clutches why not? 如果……如果能让你开心的话,就算把这双耳朵,这条尾巴揪断下来又何妨？ Feels, the small black coal as if regards the quilt my tail, the eye closes gradually, breathes the slightly draw, rested. 摸着摸着,小黑炭似乎就把我的尾巴当成被子,眼睛渐渐合上,鼻息微平,睡过去了。 ...... It is not right,...... 不……不对,难道说…… Heart like ruthlessly hold, the breath becomes solidifies, an intense sentiment charges into the brain, buzz, becomes blank one piece. 心脏如同被狠狠抓住似地,呼吸变得凝固起来,一股强烈的感情冲向大脑,嗡一声,就变得空白一片。 „Small black coal!!” “小黑炭！！” Subconscious enclasps the small black coal, suddenly, her eyelash trembles slightly, the eye narrowed the eyes difficultly. 下意识的抱紧小黑炭,突然,她的睫毛微微一颤,眼睛艰难的眯了开来。 Merely the changes within these 12 seconds, finds time my complete strength and energy, body is weak. 仅仅是在这一两秒之内的变化,就将我全部的力气和精神抽空,身体不由的瘫软下来。 „Father...... the small black coal is good to think that...... good to sleep......” “爸爸……小黑炭好想……好想睡觉……” The small black coal is leaning gently a cheek revolution, visits me, even under the exaggeration of sunset glow, can still see pale complexion, the pea-sized beads of sweat condense unknowingly on the head, wanders about destitute during sending slowly, the split lip is shivering, makes the weak sound from inside. 小黑炭轻轻侧着的脸蛋一转,看着我,即使在红霞的渲染下,依然能看到一丝苍白脸色,豆大的汗珠不知不觉在头上上凝聚起来,顺着发间缓慢流落,干裂嘴唇颤抖着,从里面发出虚弱的声音。 „Doesn't want...... do not have a good sleep? Asked you, talked with the father again?” “不要……不要睡好吗？求求你,再陪爸爸说说话好吗？” The tears that is unable to suppress, turn out in full strength to tumble out from the eye socket equally, I that thin and small icy cold palm tight post on own face, one after another sobbing, raised the head with great difficulty, reveals a ratio to cry also to want the ugly entreaty smile to the small black coal. 无法抑制的泪水,倾巢一样从眼眶里滚出,我将那瘦小冰凉的手心紧紧贴在自己脸上,一声一声哽咽着,好不容易抬起头,对小黑炭露出一个比哭还要难看的哀求笑容。 Looked in...... looks in father's tears, can accompany the father to chat a meeting again , so long as one will be good, god, so long as gave us time of meeting to be good again!! 看在……看在爸爸的泪水上,能再陪爸爸聊一会,真的,只要一会就好了,神啊,只要再给我们一会的时间就好了！！ „Father...... cried......” “爸爸……又哭了……” The small black coal dull vision looks, by becomes gentle , helping me clean the tears gently, difficult nod. 小黑炭呆呆的目光看过来,逐而变得温柔,轻轻帮我擦拭着泪水,艰难的点了点头。 „Small black coal does not sleep...... and father speaks......” “小黑炭不睡觉……和爸爸说话……” „Good...... good......” “好……好……” Nose is pulling out, at this time, I could not say a few words. 鼻子一个劲的抽着,这种时候,我却连一句话也说不出来。 Damn!! Speech!! Damn!! 该死的！！说话呀！！该死的！！ „Father......” “爸爸……” The small black coal as if detected my at this moment hates the sentiment, first opens the mouth. 小黑炭似乎察觉到了我此刻的自我憎恶感情般,先开了口。 „Father does not want to know that...... why I will know the father and mother...... not real?” “爸爸不想知道……为什么我会知道爸爸和妈妈……不是真的吗？” „......” “……” Is these words, attracted the one's wits that I and clean discarded. 仅仅是这一句话,就将我和洁露卡丢掉的三魂六魄重新吸了回来。 Looks at the small black coal, she uses the tranquil vision and we are looking at each other, is no longer timid, the doubts that perhaps for a long time, these have not solved, must make known in this moment all. 看着小黑炭,她用平静的目光和我们对视着,不再胆怯,或许长久以来,那些还未解开的疑惑,就要在这一刻尽数得到揭晓。 Why...... why the small black coal must shoulder this difficult life to go on living, she in the five years difficulty, let alone a child, an average person, even if there is adventurer will, can thorough crashing. 为什么……为什么小黑炭要背负着这种艰苦的生活而活下去,她这五年来的艰苦,别说一个孩子,一个普通人,哪怕就是拥有冒险者的意志,也能彻底的压垮。 Moreover, just with she met, and her vision looking at each other time, I could not find the hope that any lived from inside, in bad chaotic dirty Liu Hai disclosed that was the dead gray being defeated and dispersed vision. 而且,刚刚和她相遇、和她的目光对视的时候,我从里面找不到任何活下的渴望,糟乱肮脏的刘海里面透露出来的,是死灰色的溃散目光。 Also, why always shows the sorrowful expression from time to time? Why doesn't the negative sentiment of innermost feelings reduce instead increases? Even very early in the morning discovered I and clean status this point, the explanation does not pass, I have that self-confidence, the small black coal and we when the smile of together showing, does not camouflage. 还有,为什么总是时而露出悲哀的表情？为什么内心的负面感情不减反增？就算是一早发现了我和洁露卡的身份这一点,也解释不通,我有那份自信,小黑炭和我们在一起时露出的笑容,并不是伪装出来的。 I and clean turn very quiet, motionless looks at the small black coal, although has not nodded, but the meaning in vision already completely reveal without doubt, although knew perfectly well that this is very likely a phase of black history, making the small black coal say, to her is a very cruel matter. 我和洁露卡屏住呼吸,一动不动的看着小黑炭,虽然没点头,但是目光里的意思已经尽露无疑,虽然明知这很有可能是一段黑历史,让小黑炭说出来,对她来说是一件很残忍的事情。 Without the means that I and clean, are her parents, how can not worry! 没办法,我和洁露卡,可是她的父母呀,怎么能不去操心！ „Sees the parents from first, I know that is false.” By very tranquil sound, the small black coal said slowly. “从第一眼见到爸爸妈妈,我就知道是假的。”以十分平静的声音,小黑炭缓缓说道。 „Because I know that...... has long known, the parents have died.” “因为我知道……早就已经知道,爸爸妈妈已经死了。” „But according to us...... acts according to the material that we investigate, small black coal...... that doesn't two people, go out to be missing?” “但是根据我们……根据我们调查到的资料,小黑炭的……那两个人,不是外出失踪吗？” I and clean are stunned. 我和洁露卡愕然。 „Is...... that day...... the original parents day did not have to go out...... to lead me brightly together......” “是的……那一天……原来的爸爸妈妈天还没亮就外出……带着我一起……” „......” “……” This is completely no material. 这可是完全没有的资料。 Probably recalled that the recollection of what terrifying, the body of small black carbon hit shaking slightly. 像是回想起了什么恐怖的回忆般,小黑碳的身体微微打起了抖。 „I...... that night...... did not hear them carefully, because...... because I could not work...... must eat and drink...... they to me sell out...... sold to a mine main...... to like eating the child...... a big evil person named Meiling......” “我……那天晚上……不小心听到了他们,因为……因为我干不了活……还要吃喝……他们要将我卖掉……卖给一个矿场主……喜欢吃小孩……一个叫麦林的大恶人……” Is suppressing pitying of innermost feelings, the shock and anger, we continue to listen. 强忍着内心的怜艾,震惊和愤怒,我们继续听下去。 „In the morning...... said that picks the wild herbs together......, but...... but knows...... knows they actually want to lead to go out to sell out me............ feared all the way very much...... feared very much...... feared very much...... cannot bear the fear finally, struggles......” “早上……说一起去摘野菜……但是……但是知道了……知道了他们其实是想把我带出去卖掉……一路上……很怕……很怕……很怕……最后还是忍不住害怕,挣扎起来……” At this point, the small black coal silent some little time, finally, under decided anything to be determined probably general, raised the head, the vision closely visits us. 说到这里,小黑炭沉默了好一会儿,最后,像是下定了什么决心一般,抬起头,目光紧紧看着我们。 „Then...... the original parents...... that time just think that on the cliff basket( is these places in cliff, high and low hangs transportation, big basket that ore coal mine holds)...... the result...... the result is pushed by me got down......” “然后……原来的爸爸妈妈……那时候正想上崖篓子(就是那些安置在悬崖,上下吊动运输,将矿石煤矿提上来的大篮子)……结果……结果被我推了下去……” Then, small black coal deep closed the eye, stays behind me and clean who a face shocks. 说完,小黑炭深深的闭上了眼睛,留下一脸惊呆的我和洁露卡。 Originally is such matter, no wonder we, as soon as appeared seen through the status, originally the small black coal original parents, were pushed down the cliff by her unexpectedly personally. 原来是这么回事,怪不得我们一出现就被看穿了身份,原来小黑炭原本的父母,竟然是被她亲手推下悬崖的。 „Cliff...... original father and mother already......, because was afraid...... is good to be afraid...... me to bury the corpse......, therefore no one discovered......” “等下了悬崖……原来的爸爸和妈妈已经……因为害怕……好害怕……我将尸体埋掉了……所以没有人发现……” „......” “……” „Kills the parents personally...... likely people like me......, even if was cursed...... under the soul Hell...... forever and ever received to suffer...... unable to make reparations...... likely people like me......” “亲手杀死父母……像我这种人……就算被诅咒……灵魂下地狱……永生永世的受到折磨……也赎罪不了……像我这种人……” „Therefore, the small black coal has been living, suffers itself with this way, reduces innermost feelings feeling of guilty?” “所以,小黑炭就一直活着,用这种方式来折磨自己,来减轻内心的罪恶感吗？” Is caressing the head of small black coal, in her surprised vision, closely holds in the arms her who I make an effort...... 抚着小黑炭的头,在她惊讶目光中,我用力的将她紧紧搂住…… ******************************************************************************************************************** ******************************************************************************************************************** Yesterday no omen was sent to travel on official business, had free time to touch the keyboard to this afternoon, the full attendance of May/five months had lost, who dares to make small seven lose in June the full attendance, even Super Unique must let his two blade slotting tools...... roar roar ~~ ~~ 昨天毫无预兆的被打发去出差了,一直到今天下午才有空碰键盘,五月的全勤已经丢了,谁敢让小七丢六月全勤,就算是BOSS也要让他两刃插刀……吼吼~~~~