******************************************************************************************************************** ******************************************************************************************************************** „Why......” “为什么……” The bosom small black coal begins supinely, the vision confuses. 怀里的小黑炭仰起头,目光迷惑。 „After I am an ominous person...... perhaps...... perhaps, meets even/including the parents......” “我是个不祥的人……说不定……说不定以后也会连爸爸妈妈……” „Breathed out...... cannot speak the nonsense......” “嘘……不许说胡话……” The words have not said, I stretch out the finger, the small mouth of small black coal will stop up. 话还没说完,我就伸出指头,将小黑炭的小口堵住。 „Small black coal has not made the any mistake, since they must be disadvantageous to the small black coal, does not struggle that is the fool, said again, you are also not careful, is not intentionally, the small black coal is my treasure daughter, is not the ominous person, hears such words, even if oneself said like this, I am angry very much.” “小黑炭没有做错什么,既然他们要对小黑炭不利,不挣扎那才是笨蛋,再说,你也不过是不小心,并不是故意的,小黑炭可是我的宝贝女儿,不是什么不祥的人,听到这样的话,就算是本人这样说,我还是很生气。” „Father......” “爸爸……” Grabs my clothes/armor tightly, small black coal weak smiling, closely pastes the head, but, the sorrowful remorse look on that small face, actually not, because I comforted to get over an emotion a moment ago many. 紧抓着我的衣服,小黑炭虚弱的笑了笑,将脑袋紧紧贴过来,不过,那张小脸上的悲哀自责神色,却并未因为我刚才的安慰而释怀多少。 Persevered entire five years of remorses, and is to maintain her to go on living, withstands all these misery the roots to be, this idea, regarding the small black coal, is one type is similar to belief firm existence. 坚守了整整五年的自责,并且是维持她活下去,承受这一切苦难的根源所在,这种想法,对于小黑炭来说,已经是一种类似于信仰般的坚固存在。 Insisting oneself are guilty, insists on the self- penalty, obtains the making reparations feeling by this from that intense remorse compunction, is similar to attaches the deep-rooted ulcer of bone, the dark barrier of this implementation in little black coal entire soul, if only depends on me to break in a few words, then has perhaps started younger sister's the title of hand. 坚持自己有罪,坚持自我惩罚,以此从那股强烈的自责内疚之中获得赎罪感,就如同附骨之疽,这种贯彻于小黑炭整个灵魂的黑暗壁垒,如果仅靠我三言两语就能打破,那把妹之手的称号或许早就入手了。 Perhaps, small black coal innermost feelings separates the miasma, is in the route finally, was must difficultly together the cross past difficulty, otherwise was BE. 恐怕,小黑炭内心这道隔瘴,就是里路线中最后,也是最难一道必须跨过去的难关,不然就是BE。 „Father and mother...... really gentle......” “爸爸和妈妈……真温柔……” Some little time, the small black coal implored the one breath in the bosom gently, muttered said. 好一会儿,小黑炭在怀里轻轻吁出一口气,喃喃说道。 „Even small black coal such...... will not shut out...... can run into the parents...... really well, but......” “即使是小黑炭这样的……也不会嫌弃……能够遇到爸爸妈妈……真好,但是……” Raised the head, the small black coal looks at me and clean two, that is narrowing the vision, resembles to fall in our faces has cried the fresh tear stains. 抬起头,小黑炭看着我和洁露卡两个,那眯着的目光,似落在我们脸上哭过的新鲜泪痕上。 Then, her pain jogging shaking the head. 然后,她痛苦的轻摇了摇头。 „I...... am the parents who an ominous person...... harms unexpectedly am so sad......, if...... if not meet with me sadly...... the parents not......” “我……果然是个不祥的人……竟然害的爸爸妈妈那么伤心……要是……要是不和我相遇的话……爸爸妈妈就不会伤心了……” „You are saying anything...... the fool......” “你在说什么……笨蛋……” I stare, after seeing the small black coal weak weak facial features, the heart was also soft. 我瞪了瞪眼睛,看到小黑炭虚弱无力的面容之后,心又软了下来。 „Originally...... should think that early...... ominous...... should not accept the person who this happiness...... kills the parents...... this/should to get down Hell...... only their one to tow to the words that...... and others are close to......” “本来……本来早应该想到……不祥的自己……不应该接受这一份幸福……杀死父母的人……本就该下地狱才对……和别人接近的话……只会把他们一起拖下去……” „It is not right! It is not this!!” “不对！不是这样的！！” Is gripping tightly the small hand of small black coal, facing that pair of vision decidedly, my a few words cannot explain, at this time, was roaring by the small black coal ear even if loudly „and you is very together happy in us” in this case, is also useful to the small black coal? 紧握着小黑炭的小手,面对那双决然的目光,我却一句话也解释不了,这时候,纵使在小黑炭耳旁大声吼着“和你在一起我们很幸福”这样的话,对小黑炭来说又有什么用？ Innermost feelings that demon barrier, that matter firm incomparable soul barrier, making the small black coal have the negative sentimental the source, now towers before us, but empties strength, we do not have the means that painful worm hides opposite of the barrier, is absorbing strength crazily, while ridiculed our considering resources bite off more than can chew. 内心那道魔障,那层坚固无比的灵魂壁垒,让小黑炭产生负面感情的源泉,现在就耸立在我们面前,但是空有一身力量,我们却毫无办法,痛苦蠕虫似就躲在壁垒对面,一边疯狂吸收着力量,一边嘲笑我们的自不量力。 „But...... cannot bear...... the parents appear in the front again......, even if knows obviously is false...... clearly knows perhaps sudden the crystal came...... unable to bear like for the forehead on...... happy...... does not have the qualifications...... actually unable to bear accept this happiness obviously...... the present result...... is...... actually implicated the father and mother to my final penalty......” “但是……还是忍不住……爸爸妈妈再次出现在面前的时候……即使明明知道是假的……明知道是为额头上突然出现的这块水晶而来……还是忍不住欢喜……高兴……明明没有资格……却忍不住去接受这份幸福……或许现在的结果……就是对我的最终惩罚……却连累了爸爸和妈妈……” „The small black coal believes, our meets, are God give your penalty?” “难道小黑炭认为,我们的相遇,是上帝给你的惩罚吗？” I bellowed hoarsely, is only this full pain and anger, actually should aim at anyone, could not say a reason why, can only suppress at heart, drop blood that loved dearly. 我声嘶力竭的大吼了一声,只是这满腔的痛苦和愤怒,究竟该指向谁,却说不出一个所以然,只能憋在心里,心疼的滴血。 „It is not right......” “不对哦……” The small black coal is caressing my some faces of distortion lightly, shows the gentle smile. 小黑炭轻抚着我那有些扭曲的面庞,露出温柔笑容。 „Our meets...... were God took certainly a nap quietly......” “我们的相遇……一定是上帝悄悄的打了一个盹……” „Fool......” “笨蛋……” I want to cry, wants to smile, feared that is the present expression is very certainly vivid. 我又想哭,又想笑,怕是自己现在的表情一定很生动。 „But...... naps after all is only a while's matter......” “但是……打盹毕竟只是一会儿的事情……” Is caressing the small hand of my cheeks lightly, is even more gentle, even more ice-cold, my absent-minded opening mouth, the throat actually can only exude some significance unclear hoarse sounds, can only closely wrap the small hand on cheeks, using own body temperature to go warm. 轻抚着我的脸颊的小手,越发温柔,也越发冰冷,我失神的张大嘴巴,喉咙却只能发出一些意义不明的沙哑声,只能紧紧将脸颊上的小手包裹住,用自己的体温去温暖。 „But...... very happy...... such I...... have also been able to enjoy such happiness...... , even after , turned into what appearance...... not to matter......, but implicated the parents sadly...... to sorry...... sorry...... should say sorry...... was I to......” “但是……已经很幸福了……这样的我……还能享受到这样的幸福……就算以后变成什么样子……都无所谓了……但是连累了爸爸妈妈伤心……对不起……对不起……该说对不起的……是我才对……” „Your this fool, do not embrace toward oneself on all crimes! How will I have such fool daughter?” “你这笨蛋,别把所有的罪都往自己身上揽啊！我怎么会有这样的笨蛋女儿呢？” Looks that puts the blame on all mistakes to oneself on, puts the blame on the small black coal to oneself ominous attribute, I muttered said. 看着将一切的过错都归咎到自己身上,归咎到自己不祥的属性上的小黑炭,我喃喃说道。 „We are the whole families, we are a body, the happiness is sharing, sad is also shares, if the small black coal is ominous, we make the ominous whole family together, will disseminate to give the world ominous.” “我们是一家人啊,我们是一体的,幸福是共享的,伤心也是共享的,如果小黑炭是不祥的话,那我们就一起做不祥的一家子,将不祥散播给世人吧。” „Didn't such become Lesser Evil?” The small black coal corners of the mouth spill over the smile, gentle is taking a look at me. “那样不是成魔王了吗？”小黑炭嘴角泛出笑容,温柔的打量着我。 „I no matter, so long as the small black coal were happily good.” Overbearing the small black coal will be hugging, I do not care at to say. “我才不管,只要小黑炭开心就好了。”霸道的将小黑炭搂着,我满不在乎道。 „Father is really...... willful......, but...... I most liked...... such father...... wū!!” “爸爸真是……任性呢……但是啊……我最喜欢……这样的爸爸了……呜！！” Suddenly, slightly blew black painful calling out in grief, the face starts the distortion of pain. 突然,小黑炭发出一声痛苦的悲鸣,脸庞开始痛苦的扭曲起来了。 „Small black coal!!” My complexion changes. “小黑炭！！”我脸色一变。 „...... It‘s nothing...... haven't I...... I complied...... to accompany the father to chat together...... had not finished...... not?” “没……没什么……我……我可是答应了……要陪爸爸一起聊呢……还没有结束呢……不是吗？” Obviously the painful look on face, restrains by force with the astonishing will, the small black coal shows a pale smile reluctantly. 明显是将脸上的痛苦神色,以惊人的意志强压下去,小黑炭勉强露出一个苍白的笑容。 „To...... must...... accompany the father to chat...... the small black coal unable to do...... is not the obedient child.” “对……要一直……一直陪爸爸聊下去……小黑炭可不能做……做不听话的孩子哦。” I and clean voice choked again, had a look at the setting sun, to sank completely the horizon, only had a distance, a dim light of night shop quietly in this wilderness. 我和洁露卡的声音再次哽咽起来,看看夕阳,离完全沉下地平线,只有一线距离了,一层夜色正悄悄的铺在这片荒野上。 We shiver to tremble, like crashing into the icehouse, the blood of whole body gushes out an intense chill in the air in an instant, the heart as if stopped the beat. 我们不由的颤抖战栗起来,如同坠入冰窖,全身的血液刹那间涌出一股强烈寒意,就连心脏似乎都停止了跳动。 The time that Cain said...... has almost arrived. 凯恩说的时间……已经差不多到了。 „Name......” “名字……” „What?” “什么？” We are wiping the tears, catching the small black coal is weak, almost like the lip language same sound, asked. 我们擦着泪水,捕捉到小黑炭虚弱的,几乎如同唇语一样的声音,问道。 „Parents' name...... I have not known......” “爸爸妈妈的名字……我还不知道……” Has the small black coal of chin supinely, looks at me and clean with the vision of hope, said again. 仰起下巴的小黑炭,用希冀的目光看着我和洁露卡,再次说道。 „......” “……” Head buzz, our two regret almost wants a fist toward own head, this anything, to be together ruthlessly about two moon/month with the small black coal, is not completely different from the whole family. 脑袋嗡的一声,我们两个懊悔的几乎想狠狠往自己脑袋上来一拳,这都什么啊,和小黑炭相处了将近两个月,已经完全和一家人没什么两样。 However among the family, what the daughter parents called not to know, what matter this was, before must hide the identity , but why also forgot to this moment? Are we also qualified parents? 但是这一家子之间,女儿却连父母叫什么都不知道,这算什么回事啊,以前要隐瞒身份也就罢了,但为什么到这一刻都还忘记呢？我们还算是一个合格的父母吗？ „, Small black coal.” “记好了,小黑炭。” Deeply inspires, I am whipping the young small chest of small black coal gently, making her breathe is more relaxed, at the same time with the gentle and serious expression, like this to her. 深吸了一口气,我轻轻拍打着小黑炭的稚小胸口,让她呼吸更轻松一些,一边用温柔而严肃的表情,这样对着她。 „Small black coal, you must remember well, next time...... next waking up time, must is proud of own father and mother.” “小黑炭,你要好好记住,下一次……下一次醒来的时候,要为自己的爸爸和妈妈而自豪。” In the small black coal nod earnest vision gaze, I open the mouth slowly. 在小黑炭点头认真的目光注视中,我缓缓开口。 „Your father I, Druid Wu Fan, is the alliance elder, the crown prince of elf clan, is honored as the person of continent twin stars, in other words, entire Dark Continent, only then another person, may the and father to be on par.” “你的爸爸我,德鲁伊吴凡,可是联盟长老,精灵族的亲王殿下,被誉为大陆双子星的人,也就是说,整个暗黑大陆,唯独只有另外一个人,才有可能和爸爸比肩。” In order to let small black coal proud sticking out chest, the first time, I use the incomparably proud tone, said the these very exaggerating title. 为了让小黑炭自豪的挺起胸膛,第一次,我用无比骄傲的口吻,说出了自己那些十分夸张的称号。 „Wu Mis...... Wu every...... I remembered......” “吴凡……吴凡……我记住了……” The small black coal muttered several, shows the smile: „My father...... called Wu Fan...... is the elder...... the crown prince...... is greatest Hero......” 小黑炭喃喃自语了数遍,露出笑容:“我的爸爸……叫吴凡……是长老……亲王……是最伟大的英雄……” „Doesn't plan to suspect my words?” “不打算怀疑我的话吗？” I to am the embarrassed tracing nose, the father who if one day, you work in the blacksmith's shop, makes before you just like suddenly must invade the XX native of Singapore same show/unfolds chest of Milky Way to expand the hand posture, announced loudly oneself are the Savior in this world, in this world has, and only then can be a worthy opponent with, wants unprincipled person who prevents itself to save the universe, you will make what feelings. 我到是不好意思的摸了摸鼻子,如果有一天,你在铁匠铺里工作的爸爸,突然在你面前做出宛如要侵略银河的XX星人一样的展胸扩手姿势,大声宣布自己是这个世界的救世主,这个世上有且只有一个可以与自己匹敌,想要阻止自己拯救宇宙的坏人,你会作何感想。 Has not thought that was actually trusted easily. 没想到却被轻而易举的信任了。 „What the father said is false?” The small black coal asked back. “难道爸爸说的是假的？”小黑炭反问。 „Fool, how the father possibly deceives you , the father raises to testify Geli Europe now immediately.” “笨蛋,爸爸怎么可能骗你,要不,爸爸现在立刻把格力欧提过来作证。” Geli Europe is also known to everybody in Pandemonium Fortress, the words small black coal that being known to everybody character, some he testified should believe. 格力欧在群魔堡垒也算是无人不知,无人不晓的人物,有他作证的话小黑炭应该会相信了。 „Does not need......” small black coal to shake the head. “不用了……”小黑炭只是摇了摇头。 „I believe what the father...... and...... these unimportant...... are important was......”, the vision of small black coal affection gazed. “我相信爸爸……而且……这些都不重要……重要的是……”顿了顿,小黑炭深情的目光注视过来。 „Father...... was in my mind greatest Hero...... this enough......” “爸爸……是我心目中最伟大的英雄……这样就够了……” „Small black coal......” “小黑炭……” My affected wipes the eye, perhaps the so lovable daughter, in the fairy tale was also not necessarily able to find. 我感动的直抹眼睛,如此可爱的女儿,或许就连童话里也未必能够找到。 „Mother called clean, was the elf clan...... one of the 12 inheritance, wū ~~ ~” “妈妈叫洁露卡,可是精灵族的……十二传承者之一,呜~~~” The vision of small black coal falls to clean on, she chest one, is proud immediately, but is a little later discouraged. 小黑炭的目光落到洁露卡身上,她立刻把胸膛一挺,骄傲起来,但随后有点泄气。 The alliance elder and crown prince anything said fortunately, some actually big backgrounds even if not very clearly, but the light is listens to the reputation still to fool. 联盟长老、亲王殿下什么还好说,就算不是很清楚究竟有多大来头,但光是听名头也能将人唬住。 How however 12 inheritance of elf clan...... the small black coal possibly know, the light listens to the name not to daunt the person. 但是精灵族的十二传承者……小黑炭怎么可能知道,光听名字也吓不住人。 „Elf clan Jalander Lanzhou University elder...... personal maidservant...... crown prince...... personal maidservant......” “精灵族雅兰德兰大长老……的贴身侍女……亲王殿下……的贴身侍女……” Then, clean voice getting smaller, and stared my one eyes with no reason at all. 接下来,洁露卡的声音越来越小,并且无缘无故的瞪了我一眼。 What did I make the mistake? 我又做错了什么？ „Crown prince...... personal maidservant?” The small black coal to is keen, immediately notices me and common words and expressions between clean. “亲王殿下的……贴身侍女？”小黑炭到是敏锐,立刻就注意到了我和洁露卡之间的一个共同词语。 „Is mother...... father's personal maidservant?” “妈妈是……爸爸的贴身侍女？” „cough cough, said theoretically right.” I cough awkwardly several, in the clean dangerous vision, the eye moves fast said. “咳咳,理论上是这么说没错。”我尴尬的咳嗽几声,在洁露卡险恶的目光中,眼睛飘忽道。 „Originally...... the original father and mother...... are not true......, but I thought that...... thought the father and mother's relations...... are more like the couple......” “原来……原来爸爸和妈妈……并不是真正的……但是我觉得……觉得爸爸和妈妈的关系……更像是夫妻哦……” Small black coal a few words, our two bashful big red painted-face, subconscious wants to explain, but sees in the small black face the residual happy smile, the mouth opened, gathered. 小黑炭一句话,将我们两个臊了个大红脸,下意识的想解释,但是看到小黑脸上残留的幸福微笑,嘴巴张了张,又合了上去。 ......, if can make the small black coal happy. 也罢……如果能让小黑炭开心的话。 „Right that small black coal said.” Thinks, I thought should consider a clean shape, making the daughter figure out to oneself. “小黑炭说的对。”想了想,我觉得应该告洁露卡一状,让女儿给自己评评理。 „This fellow, obviously is the personal maidservant, actually also defends the duty a little anxiously, not only always called my fool crown prince, all day was dark in clear(ly) to ridicule me, the time of but, as a wife was unqualified, you think that a qualified wife, will make the husband eat a day of Morgan cake?” “这家伙啊,明明是贴身侍女,却一点儿也不安守本分,不但老是叫我笨蛋亲王,整天暗里明里揶揄我,而且,就连作为一个妻子的时候也不合格,你想想啊,一个合格的妻子,会让丈夫吃一天的摩根饼吗？” I show the pitiful expression. 我露出可怜兮兮的表情。 „That is because the crown prince is a fool.” Clean throws by the desolate vision. “那是因为亲王殿下是笨蛋。”洁露卡投以冷淡的目光。 „You look, here we go again, the small black coal you must figure out to me.” “你看,又来了,小黑炭你得给我评评理。” „Although is a crown prince, because is a fool, therefore needs to train.” “虽然是亲王殿下但是因为是笨蛋,所以需要调教。” „You need to train! Your entire family needs to train!!” “你才需要调教！你全家都需要调教！！” The small black coal looks at this, the pale corners of the mouth, overflow from the heartfelt happy smile, but has been paying attention her I and clean of every action and every movement, warms at heart. 小黑炭看着这一幕,苍白的嘴角,溢出发自由衷的幸福笑容,而一直都在留神着她的一举一动的我和洁露卡,心里也温暖起来。 „Right, did the small black coal want the name?” I asked suddenly. “对了,小黑炭想要名字吗？”我突然问道。 „Isn't small black coal...... of pleasant to hear?” The small black coal gawked staring, reveals the puzzled vision. “小黑炭……不好听吗？”小黑炭愣了愣,露出困惑目光。 „Of course not, but the small black coal is our exclusive names, does not allow others to randomly call casually, giving a name is also good.” “当然不是,只是小黑炭可是我们的专属称呼,可不允许其他人随便乱叫,取个名字也好。” My proud the chin, announced the exclusive rights of small black coal name. 我自豪的挺了挺下巴,宣布了小黑炭这个名字的专有权。 „I...... listen to the father after......” listened to my aggressive explanation, small black coal clever nod. “我……听爸爸的……”听了我的霸气解释后,小黑炭乖巧的点了点头。 „Good, called...... un wū ~~” “那好,就叫……嗯呜~~” In this historical when one will arrive immediately, a silent fist, actually broke the solemnity of history, the accuracy unmistakable hit on my lumbocostal. 就在这历史性的一刻即将到来之时,一只无声无息的拳头,却打破了历史的严肃性,准确无误的命中到我的腰肋上。 What are you...... you making? My vision stares ruthlessly to clean. 你……你在做什么？我的目光狠狠瞪向洁露卡。 But clean, but the surface does not squint returned to a vision: Dares to give these strange names randomly the words, chases down you to arrive at the ends of the earth. 而洁露卡,只是面不斜视的回了一记目光:敢乱取那些奇怪名字的话,就追杀你到天涯海角。 Ha? Strange name? I? 哈？奇怪的名字？我？ I swallowed saliva, sends out, opens the mouth that secretly disdains, is wanting to announce oneself have prepared the good exquisite name, suddenly the chill, mixes with the inexplicable sense of crisis to well up, will unify the ancient and modern in China and abroad high and low in 5000 that name of essence, swallowing down of forcefully. 我咽了一口口水,发出不屑的暗哼,重新张开嘴巴,正欲宣布自己早就准备好的优美名字,突然有一股恶寒,夹杂着莫名的危机感涌上心头,将结合了古今中外上下五千年精华的那道名字,硬生生的吞了下去。 Considered again is quite good. 还是再考虑一下比较好。 Closed one's eyes to think the moment, I said three characters slowly. 闭着眼睛想了片刻,我缓缓的说出三个字。 „Lilith.” “莉莉斯。” Looked at clean one eyes, she as if could not find any nitpicking place, has not made noise the opposition. 看了洁露卡一眼,她似乎找不到任何挑剔的地方,没有出声反对。 „Lilith...... Lilith......” “莉莉斯……莉莉斯……” The small black coal was also mutters read several, then earnest nod of: „I remembered...... from now henceforth...... my name...... am Lilith...... am also parents' small black coal......” 小黑炭又是喃喃念了几遍,然后认真的点了点头:“我记住了了……从今以后……我的名字……就是莉莉斯……也是爸爸妈妈的小黑炭……” „Small black coal clever ~~” I smile am touching her head. “小黑炭乖~~”我微笑着摸了摸她的脑袋。 In the future, besides me and clean, no one knows, later prestige prominent dead spirit monarchy Lilith, the name unexpectedly is when this type being uncertain of one's fate, will decide hastily. 将来,除了我和洁露卡以外,谁也不知道,以后威名显赫的亡灵君主莉莉斯,名字竟然是在这种生死未卜的时候,仓促决定下来的。 „Lilith...... Lilith......” “莉莉斯……莉莉斯……” The small black coal is muttering this name unceasingly, as if the wish generally, has the satisfied vision, the sound is gradually weak. 小黑炭不断喃喃着这个名字,就仿佛心愿已了一般,带着满足的目光,声音逐渐微弱下来。 „Small...... small black coal......” “小……小黑炭……” I and clean voice shiver fiercely, the small black coal should reach the limit, should reach the limit, we can also continue the willful request she to open the eye, endures suffering of pain to talk with itself? 我和洁露卡的声音剧烈颤抖,小黑炭应该已经到了极限,早就应该到了极限,我们还能继续任性的要求她睁开眼睛,忍受着痛苦的折磨陪自己说话吗？ „Small black coal...... Lilith...... I...... I was an ominous child...... killed my parents personally......, even if...... even if degenerated...... degenerates to most fearful Hell...... was still hard to eliminate own...... the sin......, but...... I...... very happy......, because...... because...... met...... wū wū ~~ with the parents” “小黑炭……莉莉斯……我……我是个不祥的孩子……亲手杀死了自己的父母……就算……就算堕落……堕落到最可怕的地狱……也难以消除自己的……罪孽……但是……我……很幸福……因为……因为和爸爸妈妈……相遇了……呜呜~~” Suddenly, the face of small black coal twists fiercely, withstood five years of inhuman difficult one not to have the throat, that emaciated and strong body, actually called out in grief fiercely because of this time pain, from time to time felt cold held the body tightly, from time to time the whole body sweated, the blood vessel that varied thick or thin, appeared from her pale flesh, proliferated the whole body, looked really terrifying. 忽然,小黑炭的脸庞剧烈扭曲起来,承受了五年非人艰苦却一声都没吭过,那具瘦弱而坚强身躯,却因为此时的痛苦而剧烈悲鸣起来,时而发冷的紧抱身体,时而浑身冒汗,一条条粗细不一的血管,从她苍白的肌肤上面浮现出来,遍布全身,看起来煞是恐怖。 „Small black coal!!” “小黑炭！！” Regardless of the innermost feelings are painful, we can achieve at this moment , is gripping tightly that emaciated small hand, the pain that the praying small black coal receives can shift to oneself on. 无论内心有多么痛苦,此时此刻我们能做到的,也只有紧紧握着那瘦弱的小手,祈祷着小黑炭受到的痛苦能够转移到自己身上。 Small hand from grasps tightly, suddenly surges a strange strength, broke away unexpectedly I and clean hand, then, sends out the small black coal that the intense pain wails, painful is tearing own body with this both hands, no matter what that one after another blood stream such as the scar of column proliferates the whole body. 从紧抓的小手上,忽然涌起一股怪力,竟然挣开了我和洁露卡的手,然后,发出强烈痛苦哀嚎的小黑炭,痛苦的用这双手撕扯着自己的身体,任那一道道血流如柱的伤痕遍布全身。 „...... wū...... the matter...... has not done......” “还有……呜……还有一件事……没做……” In the so rending painful suffering, the small black carbon is still very tranquil, she also regarded this pain is a point of making reparations. 在如此撕心裂肺的痛苦煎熬中,小黑碳依然十分平静,她把这种痛苦也当成了是赎罪的一环了。 „Parents...... made me look at...... the true colors...... I also should...... to make the parents see...... to......” “爸爸妈妈……让我看了……真面目……我也应该……让爸爸妈妈看到……才对……” Like this said, she rotates the pain to result in the eye of direct-current tears, is narrowing the eyes setting sun that shot a look at sinking, muttered: „Almost...... was the time......” 这样说完,她转动着痛得直流泪水的眼睛,眯着瞥了沉落的夕阳一眼,喃喃道:“差不多……是时候了……” When I and clean brain are unable to turn around, her difficult turning head, is facing us, then...... 就在我和洁露卡大脑无法转过来的时候,她艰难的回过头,面对着我们,然后…… Then, that pair has been narrowing the eye, opened suddenly. 然后,那双一直眯着的眼睛,忽然张开了。 Is the flash, we are then attracted by the pupil that pair presents suddenly. 仅仅是一瞬间,我们便被那双忽然出现的瞳孔所吸引住。