Pain! 痛！ Very painful! 很痛！ Unendurable severe pain! 难以忍受的剧痛！ It whips tentacles worriedly, the surrounding sea atmospheric conditions just before a rain a pollution, hides in within the body " blade " and " foot " trembles, obviously is frightened by the anger that it reveals. 它烦闷地拍打触须,将周围的海水搅得一片浑浊,隐藏于体内的「刃」和「足」都瑟瑟发抖,显然被它流露出来的怒意所震慑。 The pain is not a strange feeling. 痛并不是一种陌生的感觉。 From birth to becoming Eye of Sub-Nest, it more than once fights with the enemy, injured, annexes and evolves, the ache can make the response of body keener, is takes in magic power to the feedback. 从诞生之初到成为分巢之眼,它不止一次与敌人战斗、受伤、吞并、进化,疼痛可以让身体的反应更加敏锐,也是吸纳魔力所必须的回馈。 Made its angry was not the pain, but was...... One unprecedented mood. 令它愤怒的并不是痛感,而是……一种前所未有的情绪。 It tries to correspond with the responses of other lives this mood, but discovered quickly that does not need-- this feeling to contain in most species instinct, even if the individual is far away, actually accidental/surprised same in this point. 它试图将这个情绪与其他生命的反应对应起来,但很快发现那没有必要——该感受蕴藏于绝大多数物种的本能之中,哪怕个体相距甚远,在这一点上却意外的相同。 Fear. 畏惧。 It discovered that the own first second quality item tasted the sentiment of fear. 它发现自己第一次品尝到了畏惧之情。 This made it somewhat feel helpless, and violent anger got up subconsciously. 这令它有些不知所措,并下意识地暴怒起来。 Kill! 杀！ Has killed her! 杀了她！ Wanted to kill her! 想要杀了她！ That crashes in the tiny insect and of oneself within the body to empty somewhat not worthy of mentioning magic power to dare to the insect that oneself initiate the challenge! It sooner or later one day must rip the powder dust her, hangs the head on the skeleton, like such that the red mist reptile makes. 那个冲进自己体内的渺小虫子、那个空有些微不足道的魔力就胆敢向自己发起挑战的虫子！它迟早有一天要把她撕成碎末,将头颅挂在骨架上,就像红雾爬虫所做的那样。 However the anger fears, is not the growth must mood-- it never will be before this afraid for the grief, not because of temporary frustration but annoying extremely, even...... Before it, simply has not pondered such issue. 然而无论是怒还是惧,都不是成长所必须的情绪——此前它从不会为伤痛而感到恐惧,也不会因一时的挫败而懊恼万分,甚至……它以前根本没有思考过这样的问题。 Besides the evolution, no other thinks. 除了进化外,别无所想。 Evolution compared with survival important, survival from the perspective of the individual, but the evolution is actually the sublimation of ethnic group. 进化比生存更重要,生存只是对个体而言,而进化却是族群的升华。 It realized that on oneself had some problems. 它意识到自己身上出现了一些问题。 Where does not suit? 到底是哪里不对劲？ The light thinks deeply about this issue, made its head ache hard to endure-- that high fever the flame not only make it lose one-third bodies, made its response become slow incomparable. 光是思索这个问题,都让它的脑袋疼痛难忍——那道高热的火焰不仅使它失去了1的躯体,也令它的反应变得迟钝无比。 It requires the time. 它需要时间。 The time can let its body rebirth such as beginning. 时间可以让它的躯体重生如初。 The time can also make it find answer. 时间也可以让它找到答案。 It depresses the diverse and confused mood that the bottom of heart fearing intent and anger, and other slight diversely and are actually first time experience, sank to the seabed muddy land. 它压下心底的惧意、愤怒、和其他细微多样、却都是第一次体验到的纷杂情绪,沉入了海底的泥地中。 ...... …… More than ten days later, it crawls the hiding place, within the body " blade " and " foot " has released completely. 十多天后,它爬出藏身之地,将体内的「刃」和「足」全部释放了出去。 Although loses much in the fight, but it does not care. So long as and other injuries fully restore, momentarily can breed the new dependency. 尽管在战斗中损失不少,但它并不在意。只要等伤势完全恢复,随时都能孕育出新的附庸。 It was hungry, needs to eat. 它饿了,需要吃的。 Simultaneously own some issues also had the conclusion. 同时自身的一些问题也有了结论。 First, it discovered that oneself lost many pheromone, these capture from various insects, can provide the help for the evolution direction of ethnic group, collects them is also the Eye of Sub-Nest priority. This loss can understand that-- along with that loud sound, its body to/clashes scattered about by the roaring flame and heat wave, has the part to be used to store up the brain of pheromone. Now even if patching results in bits and pieces, but did not have then did not have, was just like the water pocket that punctured, afterward made up not to help matters. 首先,它发现自己丢失了许多信息素,这些都是从各类虫子身上夺取来的,可以为族群的进化方向提供帮助,收集它们亦是分巢之眼的首要任务。这一损失能够理解——随着那声巨响,它的身体被烈焰和热浪冲得七零八落,其中就有部分用于储存信息素的脑子。现在即使修补得七七八八,但没了便是没了,就好比戳破的水囊,事后补好也无济于事。 This is not any important matter, the insect has but actually everywhere, lost collected again is. 这倒不算什么要紧的事,虫子到处都有,丢失了再收集就是。 Let alone most important red mist Myriad Eye Insect has not lost, loses limitedly. 何况最重要的红雾多眼虫没丢,损失可谓有限。 However the issue is, it lost the contact with Main Nest's Mother unexpectedly! 然而问题在于,它竟然失去了与主巢之母的联系！ This is simply inconceivable! 这简直不可思议！ Since the birth, its destiny with the ethnic group closely links, this type relates inalienablly, so long as places the same piece waters, regardless of being separated by far, it can feel existence of main nest. Through the wave, it already can transmit acquired pheromone, can share the evolution instruction of ethnic group. 自从诞生之后,它的命运就和族群紧密地联系在一起,这种关系不可分割,只要身处同一片水域,无论相隔多远,它都能感受到主巢的存在。通过水波,它既可以传递收集到的信息素,也可以分享族群的进化指令。 But now-- does not have. 但现在——都没了。 After being injured, it has almost not thought toward this aspect, when the consciousness circulation is smooth, prepares to disseminate Myriad Eye Insect pheromone, faints from fear beforehand does not suit to feel the bottom from where. 受伤后它几乎没有往这方面想过,等到意识流转顺畅,准备将多眼虫的信息素传播出去,才惊觉之前的不对劲感到底从何而来。 Even if ocean ebb tide, when waters normalizing, it cannot hear the summon of main nest. 即使是大洋潮落,水域归一之时,它也听不到主巢的呼唤。 At first it suspected is the body not yet rebirth complete issue, may want is not the thorough death, any individual that separates from the main nest will not cut off its relation. After inspects repeatedly, it discovered that oneself brain had part unexpectedly and red mist Myriad Eye Insect fusion in one, but incomplete annexation. 起初它怀疑是身体尚未重生完全的问题,可只要不是彻底死亡,任何从主巢中分离出来的个体都不会断绝其联系。经过反复检查,它发现自己的脑子有一部分居然和红雾多眼虫融合在了一起,而非完全的吞并。 Obviously when the opposite party while it cannot withstand weakly, has made final putting up a last-ditch struggle. 显然对方趁着它虚弱不堪之际,做了一番最后的垂死挣扎。 After realizing this, it first is startled and anger, but quick is then tranquil. 意识到这点后,它先是又惊又怒,但很快便平静下来。 The feeble-minded insect is the insect. 低能虫子就是虫子。 Even if this has not asked to an advantage. 即使这样也没有讨到一丝好处。 It could not feel existence of Myriad Eye Insect completely, the eye that on the contrary, the red mist insect remains belongs to its all completely, through these unusual Magic Eye, it can „see that” looks to its primitive life body. 它已经完全感受不到多眼虫的存在,相反,红雾虫子残留下来的眼睛全部归于它所有,通过这些奇特的魔眼,它能“看到”许多望向它的原始生命体。 Has pondered for a long time, it drew a conclusion finally. 思考了好久,它终于得出了一个结论。 This meromixis makes it have no way to relate on the main nest again, lets it has contaminated strangely some „insect mood”. 正是这部分融合让它没法再联系上主巢,也让它沾染了一些奇怪的“虫子情绪”。 For example dreads. 例如畏惧。 For example anger. 例如愤怒。 ....... 还有……自我。 According to the above result, it should return to the zenith sea area first, tells all that this place has to Main Nest's Mother, then also gives opposite party-- oneself under situation that in the wave transmission does not have an effect, the annexation can the complete local constable leave behind pheromone, thus helps the ethnic group obtain available evolution instruction. 按照上述结果,它本应该先返回天顶海域,将此地发生的一切告诉给主巢之母,再把自身也交给对方——在水波传递不起作用的情况下,吞并可以完整地保留下信息素,从而帮助族群得到可用的进化指令。 The evolution compared with survival important, this is the natural matter. 进化比生存更重要,这原本是理所当然的事情。 But now it hesitates. 但如今它却犹豫了。 In these more than ten days, it detected the thing that oneself ponder were more than past hundred years, once the fight, annexed, collects and grows such as the instinct be all ordinary, but now, this instinct as if not exist...... 在这十多天里,它发觉自己所思考的东西比过去百余年都要多,曾经无论是战斗、吞并、采集、还是成长皆如本能一般,而现在,这个本能似乎不复存在了…… Another point is, the use of pheromone did not have to limit. 另一点便是,信息素的使用也没有了限制。 The evolution is a very prudent choice, all Nest Eye acquired pheromone transmit after the main nest, by advocating nest Fenxi, screening useful fragment, after restructuring, issues the evolution instruction again. The evolution also is not just the change of Nest Eye, as big as main nest, small to " blade " and " foot " such dependency, so step by step grows. 进化是一项十分慎重的选择,所有巢眼收集到的信息素传递给主巢后,由主巢分析、筛选有用的片段,重构后再发布进化指令。进化也不单是巢眼的变化,大到主巢、小到「刃」和「足」这样的附庸,都是如此一步步成长过来的。 Therefore each Eye of Sub-Nest almost does not have anything to distinguish. 因此各个分巢之眼几乎没什么区别。 But it when waiting recovers, used pheromone-- to be able from one type unexpectedly accidentally/surprisingly the primitive individual of fast self-recovery. Because of this reason, at least the severely wounded short ten days that took several months to patch obtained change for the better, made it realize own difference. 可它在等待身体恢复时,竟意外地使用了一段信息素——来自一种能快速自愈的原始个体。正是因为这个缘故,至少需要数个月来修补的重伤短短十来天就得到了好转,也令它察觉到了自己的不同之处。 It no longer is general Nest Eye. 它已经不再是一般的巢眼了。 " Foot " quick then towed big pile of food-- is the primitive water living body of nearby, or deferred to the name of insect: Fish. They mostly had been sliced the head by " blade " neatly, the fishy smell that spreads will definitely bring in more fish, how long it could not want to fill the belly. 「足」很快便拖回来了大堆食物——都是附近的原始水生体,或者按照虫子的叫法:鱼类。它们大多被「刃」干净利落地切去了脑袋,扩散出去的腥味必然会引来更多的鱼,它要不了多久即能填饱肚子。 These low status water living bodies are enjoying obviously with their same natural resource, actually is still in the lowest level of competitor. Why does not know, saw the fish that these deliver without reason, it associated to oneself suddenly. 这些低等水生体明明享受着和它们一样的资源,却依然处于竞争者的最底层。不知为何,看到这些没头没脑送上门来的鱼,它忽然联想到了自己。 Since had the fear, it was not then willing to return to the zenith sea area, the mood of insect to disturb it again, at this moment, survival importance has surpassed all. 既然已有了恐惧,它便不愿再回到天顶海域,虫子的情绪干扰了它,此刻,生存的重要性超过了一切。 It is afraid Main Nest's Mother to annex it, is afraid the insect that only drifts from place to place to walk in once more. 它害怕主巢之母将它吞并,也害怕那只飘忽不定的虫子再次找上门来。 It also wants to take revenge to the insect, the anger in heart has not dissipated, but hides temporarily. 它亦想向虫子复仇,心中的愤怒并未消散,只是暂时掩藏起来。 Fears intent and anger appears alternately, it detected oneself want also has, but before these are, has never considered. 惧意和怒意交替出现,它发觉自己想要的还有许多,而这些都是以前从未考虑过的。 If wants to realize these, the evolution is the only way. 若想实现这些,进化是唯一的途径。 Swallows into within the body the school of fish, it goes into action impatiently. 将鱼群吞入体内,它迫不及待地行动起来。 Before it so will not be anxious, all Nest Eye were doing the same matter, were many its not to be many, is short of its many. 之前它绝不会如此急切,所有巢眼都在干着同样的事情,多它一个不多,少它一个不少。 But is now different. 但现在不同了。 The following collection and evolution have had nothing to do with the ethnic group. 接下来的采集、进化已与族群无关。 This time, only for it. 这一次,只为了它自己。