„Don't you have the opinion?” “你没有意见？” The Natalie look as if becomes sharp, originally without expression cheek on, covered a light anger, „why can you appear here? Why can suffer me? You can definitely turn down this role......” 娜塔莉的眼神似乎变得犀利,原本没有表情的脸蛋上,也笼罩上了一层薄薄的怒气,“你为什么要出现在这里？为什么要这么折磨我？你完全可以推掉这个角色……” „Why you know .” Ryan closely is staring at her eyes. “你知道为什么的,娜特。”瑞恩紧紧盯着她的双眼。 „I......” “我……” „I have not thought turns down this role.” Ryan went forward one step, makes use of the overwhelming superiority of height, occupying a commanding position is visiting her, „you know that, because of...... you here!” “我从来没想过推掉这个角色。”瑞恩上前了一步,借助着身高的绝对优势,居高临下的看着她,“你知道的,娜特,因为……你在这里！” „Good, good.” Natalie deeply shouted inspires, „that made all these finish a bit faster.” “好吧,好吧。”娜塔莉深深呼吸了一口气,“那就让这一切快点结束吧。” Finished, I could not see you, could not see you, I can forget you, she warned herself in the innermost feelings one after another, own Ryan has disappeared, what stood in the front was only a devil, a devil who tempted her to fall the abyss. 结束了,我就看不到你了,看不到你,我才能忘掉你,她接连在内心告诫自己,属于自己的瑞恩已经不见了,站在面前的只是一个恶魔,一个引诱她滑落深渊的魔鬼。 „Actually do you want to say what? What wants to make?” She also asked. “你究竟想说什么？想做什么？”她又问道。 „No.” Ryan has turned around suddenly, when first turns toward the photography the location to walk, „you know that? These days, I want to understand a very important matter.” “没什么。”瑞恩忽然转过了身去,当先向着拍摄的场地走去,“你知道吗,娜特？这段时间,我想明白了一件很重要的事情。” Natalie silent following on the heels, does not meet his any words. 娜塔莉沉默的跟在后面,不接他的任何话。 „Arrived at this world more than 20 years.” Ryan was saying, only then he clear words, „until several days before, un...... on that evening that you get drunk, I found my belief......” “来到这个世界二十多年了。”瑞恩说着只有他自己才明白的话,“直到前几天,嗯……就你喝醉的那个晚上,我才找到了自己的信仰……” At this point, he stopped the footsteps suddenly, Natalie was startled being startled, she knew opposite that fellow. Is one does not believe the bastard of God! 说到这里,他忽然停下了脚步,娜塔莉怔了怔,她知道对面的那个家伙。根本就是一个不信上帝的混蛋！ „I remember that some people have said that had the person of belief. The goal will be firmer, the determination will also be more powerful!” Ryan believes that she understood a moment ago the meaning in words, continued saying that „, what your goal was? Me do not tell that you are Harvard, dear, you understand me, I also understand you.” “我记得有人说过,有了信仰的人。目标会更坚定,决心也会更强大！”瑞恩相信她明白刚才话中的意思,继续说道,“娜特,你的目标又是什么呢？别跟我说你属于哈佛,亲爱的,你了解我,我也了解你。” Ryan was clear that what kind of tacit understanding have with Natalie. Passes through the corner directly, before returning to the camera . 瑞恩清楚自己跟娜塔莉有着怎样的默契。直接走过拐角,返回了摄像机前。 What is own goal? 自己的目标是什么？ Looks the person's shadow that vanishes, Natalie moves the footsteps slowly, with snail speed with, without the support of sufficient strength, wants to become Natalie? Does Portman first, want to become the legend of Hollywood difficultly? 看着消失的人影,娜塔莉缓缓移动脚步,用蜗牛般的速度跟了上去,如果没有足够力量的支持,想成为娜塔莉?波特曼第一,想成为好莱坞的传奇有多难？ „79 th. 27 th, starts now!” “第七十九场。第二十七幕,现在开始！” The youth men and women stand behind the railing of lakeside, is looking into the lake and mountain scenery complementing each other of distant place, discusses topic that as if cannot be talking about forever. 青年男女站在湖边的围栏后面,眺望着远处的湖光山色,谈论着似乎永远都说不完的话题。 „I do not like the sand beach, the sand is thick and hard, moreover makes people very uncomfortable.” “我不喜欢沙滩,沙子又粗又硬,而且让人很不舒服。” Played Annajin Ryan to look to person. Natalie wears the gauze skirt of strapless, similarly looked, two vision from the sky hit in one, „here all were different, the sand was exquisite and soft. It is smooth......” 饰演安纳金的瑞恩看向了身边的人。娜塔莉穿着露背的纱裙,同样看了过来,两道目光在空中撞在了一起,“这里的一切都不一样,沙子细腻而柔软。还很光滑……” The finger of Ryan has delimited the back of Natalie slowly, more depends to the apparent together two people are nearer. Four petal lips kissed finally in one. 瑞恩的手指缓缓划过娜塔莉的后背,对视在一起的两个人越靠越近。四瓣嘴唇终于吻了在一处。 Natalie is controlling itself strongly, simultaneously the innermost feelings stressed repeatedly, this, is only the work! 娜塔莉竭力控制着自己,同时内心一遍一遍强调,这,只是工作！ This familiar kiss once made her incomparably yearn, now actually seems exceptionally strange, when she is hoping Director stops quickly, a tongue broke through all hindrance suddenly, incomparably proficiently found her to be, closely pestered in one. 这熟悉的吻曾经让她无比留恋,现在却显得异常陌生,就在她期盼着导演赶快喊停的时候,一条舌头忽然冲破了所有的阻碍,无比熟练的找到了她的所在,紧紧纠缠在了一起。 Yes! Is this feeling, when that the kiss happy feeling as if returned to the hearts initially...... 是的！就是这种感觉,那初吻时的美好感觉仿佛又回到了心间…… „CUT!” The George Lucas sound resounds once again, this attitude was better, „finally the kiss that Natalie, Parde must work loose Anaquim , you must display the feeling that wants to like and cannot like.” “CUT！”乔治?卢卡斯的声音又一次响起,这次态度要好了很多,“娜塔莉,帕德梅最后要挣脱阿纳金的吻,记着,你要表现出想爱而又不能爱的感觉来。” To love and cannot love? 想爱而又不能爱？ Natalie wiped the brilliant red lip, the waiting make-up artist makes up the makeup the time, wicked looked to the opposite, that fellow had not come to understand, instead is discussing anything with Lucas in a low voice. 娜塔莉抹了抹红艳艳的嘴唇,等待化妆师补妆的时候,恶狠狠的看向了对面,那个家伙根本就没有觉悟,反而低声在跟卢卡斯商议什么。 Bastards! Do you know, you are entraining the abyss me...... 混蛋！你知不知道,你这是在把我拽下深渊…… Short instantaneous, she gave the opposite party to fasten the innumerable charges, if the legal ruling according to Kingdom of Great Britain, 10,000 years were also enough. 短短瞬间,她就给对方扣上了无数的罪名,如果按照大不列颠王国的法律判决的话,一万年也足够了。 You are calm ! This is only the work! This is works! 你要冷静,娜特！这只是工作！这就是工作而已！ The girl from Long Island returned to forcefully normal, starts to photograph when next time, finally successfully completed this lens. 来自长岛的女孩强行恢复了平静,下一次开始拍摄时,终于顺利完成了这个镜头。 Looking like writes the thesis to be the same in the elementary school, most difficult opening always, to people, saddest is also the first pass/test, when broke through the limit of first pass/test, many things will often adapt naturally. 就像是在小学写作文一样,最难的总是开头,对于人来说,最难过的也就是第一关,当突破了第一关的局限,许多事情往往会理所当然的适应。 On the pure white nuptial dress decorated tassels, the setting sun afterglow was overspreading the flat roof, splendid attire appearance Natalie under lake and mountain scenery complementing each other complementing, beautiful not local products, when put on Ryan of warrior symbolic costume held her hand certainly, does not know why, suddenly has the feeling that the wish must recompense. 洁白的婚纱上缀着朵朵流苏,夕阳的余辉铺满了露台,盛装打扮的娜塔莉在湖光山色的掩映下,美艳的不可方物,当穿着绝地武士标志性戏服的瑞恩牵起她的手的时候,不知道为什么,忽然有了心愿得偿的感觉。 Previous generation time, he had envied this innumerable, this finally becomes one of the participants. 前世的时候,他曾经无数次羡慕过这一幕,这一世终于成为了参与者之一。 „If you dare to put in my mouth the tongue again, I bite it!” Because the present is the relations of prospect photography, the Natalie change lip, sent out sound that only then two people can hear. “如果你再敢把舌头伸进我嘴里,我就把它咬下来！”因为现在是远景拍摄的关系,娜塔莉翻动嘴唇,发出了只有两个人才能听到的声音。 „, Came back.” Ryan does not care. “哦,原来娜特回来了呢。”瑞恩根本不在意。 „You can try!” “你可以试试！” Who „like this spoke, was my.” “这样说话的娜特,才是我的娜特啊。” Saying, Ryan shut the small mouth of Natalie, four petal lips attract permit the winding, was similar to was ordinary in those days. 说着,瑞恩就堵住了娜塔莉的小嘴,四瓣嘴唇吸允缠绕,就如同往日一般。 Waits for four petal lips to separate, Natalie closely is staring at his eye, does not go to the manages to come and go to remove the staff of background, a few words like pushing general from soul most deep place, „Ryan, I hate you! I will hate you forever! You destroy that person who I most loved personally!” 等四瓣嘴唇分开的时候,娜塔莉紧紧盯着他的眼睛,根本不去管来来往往撤着布景的工作人员,一句话如同从灵魂最深处挤出来一般,“瑞恩,我恨你！我永远都会恨你！你亲手毁了我最爱的那个人！” „Person would changes.” Ryan discards item metal conveniently, „for example you, childhood you compared with the present combative and stubborn, you think forever oneself are correct that is the life only winner, for example Alison, in childhood looked like equally soft, often cried to give the person who the water did to look, now is actually the lawless young fiendish person, will only make to cry others......” “人总会变的。”瑞恩随手扔掉道具金属手,“比如娜特你,小时候的你远比现在好斗和倔强,你永远认为自己才是正确的那一个,才是人生唯一的赢家,比如艾莉森,小时候就像是水做的一样软,动不动就哭给人看,现在却是无法无天的小魔王,只会把别人弄哭……” „You!” Natalie interrupted his words suddenly, „childhood, although likes quarrelling with me. But sunlight, open and temperate good, will never harm person! Will not injure associated ten years of good friend!” “还有你！”娜塔莉忽然打断了他的话,“小时候虽然喜欢跟我争吵。但阳光、开朗、温和善良,从来不会伤害身边的人！更不会伤害交往了十年的好朋友！” „I have not thought must harm you.” Ryan grabbed her hand gently. Does not go to by the manages the look of person of difference, „returns to side me .” “我从来没有想过要伤害你。”瑞恩轻轻抓住了她的手。根本就不去管旁边人异样的眼神,“回到我身边吧,娜特。” Natalie closed the eye slightly, pulled out the hand slowly, „I do not know how should do, Ryan.” 娜塔莉微微闭上了眼睛,缓缓把手抽了回来,“我不知道该怎么做,瑞恩。” You really do not know how should do? 你真的不知道该怎么做吗？ Looks the Long Island girl who goes far away, Ryan forwards one step, avoided the setting sun afterglow. Hides in shadow that the trees cast. 看着远去的长岛女孩,瑞恩向前走了一步,避开了夕阳的余辉。躲进了树木投下的阴影里。 Why the person must always to extraordinary does not make the choice the time will choose? For example oneself. 为什么人总是要到了不得不做出选择的时候才会选择呢？比如自己。 If oneself make the choice earlier, the heart is hard, perhaps will the thought be realistic, this disturbance will not happen? 如果自己早点做出选择,心再硬一点,思想再现实一点,或许这场风波就不会发生了吧？ Originally barely escaped death, facing sentiment time is still naive. 原来两世为人了,面对感情的时候依然天真。 Bill? Gates and Steve? Jobs's wife, knows obviously the husband has other women outside, why never raises the divorce the matter? The Hillary such domineering woman changed the surname for Clinton. Even after the zipper gate, spoke to support own husband several times publicly, for what is? 比尔?盖茨和史蒂夫?乔布斯的老婆,明明知道丈夫在外面有其他女人,为什么从来不提离婚的事情？希拉里这样强势的女人为了克林顿都改了姓氏。甚至在拉链门之后,数次公开发言支持自己的丈夫,为的又是什么？ Because they are silly? Are they stupid? 因为她们傻？她们蠢？ Other woman he is not clear, what woman but Hillary is, perhaps the entire world knows. 别的女人他不清楚,但希拉里是什么样的女人,恐怕全世界都知道。 These woman not fools, even some people are not quite miraculous. But with the gain of fame and fortune of husband, realized the worldly person 这些女人没有一个笨蛋,就算其中有人不太灵光。但随着丈夫的发迹,也都练成了人精 They can stay behind, besides dozens years of sentiment, because also left staying behind must lose were too too more , many are unable to withstand to them. 她们能留下,除了数十年的感情外,还因为离开比留下要失去太多太多了,多到她们无法承受。 Naturally. Groom's families situation control based on this, is a reason in aspect. 当然。男方将事态控制在一定范围内,也是一方面的原因。 Unique intelligent. Periphery has will use all advantageous conditions, perhaps even Ive Avner and Madame do not have him to be clear. 娜特有多聪明。有多会利用周围所有有利的条件,或许连艾夫纳先生和谢莉夫人都没有他清楚。 Chooses Portman as the surname of own actor, really to reduce unnecessary harassment? Why she does not choose an ordinary surname, can choose a surname of second war Jewish hero? Although that person is her grandmother. 选择波特曼作为自己演员的姓氏,真的只是为了减少不必要的骚扰？那她为什么不选择一个平凡的姓氏,非要选择一个二战犹太英雄的姓氏呢？虽然那个人是她的祖母。 Disdains in the commercial movie and vase role, why chose the business can't again the Star War series of commercial? Elected Parde? Ami Talat? Even if has own persuasion, opinion so many that but he proposes, how many times has she accepted? 不屑于商业电影和花瓶角色,为什么偏偏选了商业的不能再商业的星球大战系列？选了帕德梅?阿米达拉？即便其中有自己的劝说,但他提的意见那么多,她接受过几次？ Although was not directly intervened her enterprise by oneself, how many people but does Hollywood have not to know her with own relations? If really must not exposed to the light the method use on her, what retaliation will draw on? Tom Cruise learns from another's mistakes! 虽然娜特不让自己直接干预她的事业,但好莱坞有几个人不知道她跟自己的关系？如果真的把一些见不得光的手段用在她身上,会招来什么样的报复？汤姆?克鲁斯就是前车之鉴！ Is naive? Very is truly naive, in treating this sentiment, she and happy all invested in which young girl all moods. 娜特天真吗？确实很天真,在对待这段感情上,她把少女所有的情怀和美好全部投入到了其中。 Meanwhile she is high ability, always ingenious the surrounding all, in transforms as to the most advantageous factor. 同时她还是个高能力者,总是巧妙的把周围的一切,在不知不觉间就转化为对自己最有利的因素。 Perhaps she is not intentional, but after Ryan discards the final level thought fetters, all that passing neglects are similar to the inverted image in mirror general. 或许她不是有意为之,但瑞恩扔掉最后一层思想束缚后,过往忽视的一切就如同镜子中的倒影一般清晰。 No matter Natalie in previous generation hearsay, is this life his in eye, has the obvious common ground, big winner who wants to make the life. 不管是前世传闻中的娜塔莉,还是今世他眼中的娜特,有着明显的共同点,都想做人生的大赢家。 Although does not know the further development, but Ryan believes that Natalie of previous generation, an Oscar best actress is unable to satisfy her absolutely. 虽然不知道后续的发展,但瑞恩相信,前世的那个娜塔莉,一个奥斯卡最佳女主角绝对无法满足她。 Mounted itself train to Sydney, Natalie shut in the theater box, perhaps was away from is clearly recognized each other best tool, the passing these years, she and Ryan walked was too near, nearly to could not have distinguished clearly each other appearance. 登上返回悉尼的火车,娜塔莉把自己关进了包厢中,或许距离才是认清彼此最好的工具,过往这些年来,她与瑞恩走的太近了,近到已经分不清彼此的模样。 She likes him, from the young girl mood presenting that quarter, Ryan on seal in her hearts. 她喜欢他,从少女情怀出现的那刻起,瑞恩就印在了她的心间。 She hates him, was Ryan destroyed him the happy image personally in own heart, making own sentimental world crash into the darkness. 她痛恨他,是瑞恩亲手毁了他在自己心中的美好形象,令自己的感情世界坠入了黑暗。 The renouncing of light taunt and ruthless offense as if yesterday, Natalie wants to forget Ryan, thoroughly breaks out of his influence, until he appears in the dramatic team, every day will sway in the front, she knows this difficultly. 平淡的嘲讽和狠戾的决绝仿佛就在昨天,娜塔莉想忘掉瑞恩,彻底摆脱他的影响,直到他出现在剧组,每天都会在面前晃来晃去,她才知道这有多难。 She wants to stay in Hollywood, wants deductive enterprise that continues itself most to like, wanting achievement own magnificence, Ryan Jenkins this to have the name of enormous influence in Hollywood, spell that cannot circle. 她想要留在好莱坞,想要继续自己最喜欢的演绎事业,想要成就属于自己的辉煌,瑞恩?詹金斯这个在好莱坞拥有巨大影响力的名字,就是绕不过去的魔咒。 Ten years of intersection, she knows that what person he is! 十年的相交,她知道他是什么样的人！ Oneself really must hide in Harvard, gives up all, after completing the studies, hides in Jerusalem or Tel Aviv? 难道自己真的要躲进哈佛,放弃所有的一切,完成学业后再躲到耶路撒冷或者特拉维夫？ God, how you teach me to do! 上帝啊,你教教我到底该怎么做吧！ Another does not believe the fellow of God, sent out the pray devotionally. 另一个不怎么信仰上帝的家伙,也虔诚的发出了祈祷。