„Excuse me, gives back to me, Ryan.” Nicole obviously was not very sober, sane as if must vanish, „I do not want the worry, I did not want the pressure, giving back to me was good, dear?” “拜托,还给我,瑞恩。”妮可明显不是很清醒,理智似乎就要消失了,“我不想有烦恼,我不想要压力,还给我好吗,亲爱的？” „Worry? Pressure?” “烦恼？压力？” Ryan will certainly not give back to him, threw into another side dust bin conveniently, „ok, Nicole? Miss Kidman, the present is the sack time!” 瑞恩当然不会还给他,随手扔进了另一边的垃圾筒,“好了,妮可?基德曼小姐,现在是睡觉时间！” „Sleeps? Why can sleep?” Nicole exuded the laughter of young lady, drew back backward two steps, sat on the bed, both hands supported in behind, was crooked the head to look at Ryan, „knows that dear, I look like in the space fly now, this feeling was too terrific!” “睡觉？为什么要睡觉？”妮可发出了格格的笑声,向后退了两步,坐在了床上,双手撑在后面,歪着脑袋看着瑞恩,“知道吗,亲爱的,我现在就像是在天上飞,这种感觉太棒了！” You know that what you are making? Ryan shot a look at the eye translucent light pajamas, hurried to receive the vision. 你知道你在做什么吗？瑞恩瞥了眼半透明的薄薄睡衣,赶紧将目光收了回来。 „You pull out were too many, Nicole!” The tone unprecedented earnestness of Ryan, „later must abstain!” “你抽的太多了,妮可！”瑞恩的语气前所未有的认真,“以后必须戒了！” „Are too many? Abstention? Two.” The flushed on Nicole cheek diverges gradually, the exhausted color is getting more and more obvious, „I want to relax! Ryan, you know that I am worried? You know that I am depressing? You all do not know!” “太多？戒了？只是两支而已。”妮可脸蛋上的红潮渐渐散去,疲惫之色越来越明显,“我只是想要放松而已！瑞恩,你知道我有多么烦闷吗？你知道我有多么压抑吗？你全都不知道！” Ryan is clear, Nicole currently does not estimate that many reason, that made her vent simply, „good, I am listening, you continued!” 瑞恩清楚,妮可现在估计没多少理智可言,那干脆就让她发泄好了,“好吧,我在听着,你继续！” „Listening?” Nicole shows the smiling face of self-ridiculing, had a big yawn, „you are only a little rascal, how to understand the nature that grown woman constrains!” “听着？”妮可露出了自嘲的笑容,打了个大大的哈欠,“你只是个小鬼而已,怎么会了解成年女人的性压抑！” „I understood!” Ryan has drawn tall Beiyi, sat opposite of Nicole simply. “我了解！”瑞恩拉过高背椅,干脆坐在了妮可对面。 „You did not understand! You did not understand!” “你不了解！你根本就不了解！” Nicole stood from the bed suddenly, the most exciting stage passed probably, body inevitable somewhat soft, one fell on the thick rug crookedly, Ryan just wants to put out a hand to hold. Was actually waved to open by Nicole. 妮可突然从床上站了起来,大概最兴奋的阶段过去了,身体不可避免的有些软,一下歪倒在了厚厚的地毯上,瑞恩刚想伸手去扶。却被妮可挥手打开了。 „My heart do you understand?” Nicole covered own chest, erupted, „Ryan you are my, no one can rob! You are my......” “我的心你了解吗？”妮可捂住了自己的心口,就这么爆发了,“瑞恩你是我的,谁都抢不走！你是我的……” „Good, dear. I here, which my will not go.” “好吧,亲爱的。我就在这里,我哪也不会去。” Looked to hit Nicole of yawn, Ryan no matter also her making threatening gestures, made an effort to hug her. 看了看打着哈欠的妮可,瑞恩也不管她的张牙舞爪,用力将她抱了起来。 „Ok, the little darling slept, tomorrow will restore normally.” “好了,乖乖睡一觉,明天就恢复正常了。” „I do not want!” “我才不要呢！” The Nicole eye was about unable to open. Actually had the final strength and courage, while that stimulated, shouted the heart most covert secret that only remains. 妮可眼睛都快睁不开了。却鼓起了最后的力气和勇气,趁着仅剩的那点亢奋,将心底最隐蔽的秘密喊了出来。 „I love you, Ryan, you know that I love you!” “我爱你,瑞恩,你知道吗,我爱你！” The eye of Ryan first narrowed the eyes. Then the pupil put in a big way, in the mind had anything to explode the fragment, oneself hope that oneself vainly hoped, oneself most wanted to have, arrived unknowingly...... 瑞恩的眼睛先是眯了起来。接着瞳孔放到了最大,脑海中有什么东西炸成了碎片,自己期盼的,自己梦想的,自己最想要拥有的,就这么在不经意间降临了…… Originally...... in her heart has had me, God that old fogy waits himself is not really thin. 原来……原来她的心中一直有我啊,上帝那个老家伙待自己果然不薄。 „Nicole!” He closely grasped her. The mood of surging cannot return to normal for a very long time, for a long time later, near which only pure white ear gathered, „Nicole, I......” “妮可！”他紧紧抱住了她。激荡的心情久久不能平复,许久之后,才凑到了哪只洁白的耳边,“妮可,我……” „Shut up, Ryan, you quarrelled......” excited and demented from now on are exhausted, the Nicole eyelid hung, „good pain! I must sleep! I must sleep......” “闭嘴,瑞恩,你太吵了……”兴奋和癫狂过后就是疲惫,妮可眼皮垂了下来,“头好痛！我要睡觉！我要睡觉……” Good, some words waited for you to sober tomorrow reached an agreement again! 好吧,有些话还是等你明天清醒了再说好了！ Made an effort to kiss on the pure white forehead. Ryan placed on Nicole the bed, drew in the quilt cautiously, the Australian girls are blurry, but also is shouting thirstily. 在洁白的额头上用力吻了一下。瑞恩将妮可放在了床上,小心翼翼的拉上了被子,澳大利亚女郎迷迷糊糊间,还喊着口渴。 Hey her to drink water, Ryan frowns. How many did she attract? Luckily this is only big...... 喂她喝了水,瑞恩皱起了眉头。她到底吸了多少？幸好这只是大嘛…… Quick, Ryan found that cigarette case, threw into the trash can without hesitation, in any event cannot make Nicole bump. 很快,瑞恩找到了那个烟盒,毫不犹豫的扔进了垃圾桶中,无论如何都不能让妮可碰了。 Seats in the arrange/cloth skill sofa, Ryan does not feel relieved is staring at Nicole, but he just underwent the long-range flight, shortly after on low head. 坐进布艺沙发中,瑞恩不放心的盯着妮可,只是他刚刚经过了长途飞行,没多久就低下了脑袋。 ............ ………… Wakes up from the sleep, Nicole opened the eye slowly, the head picture split general hurting, stuffy snort/hum, has transferred the head, happen to saw that person on sofa. 从睡梦中醒来,妮可缓缓睁开了眼睛,头像裂开一般的疼,闷哼了一声,转过了脑袋,正好看到沙发上的那个人。 Ryan? He not in New York? When comes back? Nicole is first startled, then pictures flash through from the mind like the movie, since instantaneous recollection all things. 瑞恩？他不是在纽约吗？什么时候回来的？妮可先是一怔,接着一幅幅画面如同电影般从脑海中闪过,瞬间回忆起了所有的事情。 On...... God! I made anything! The Nicole entire body shivered, laments, startled and ashamed, looked like the tide to well up generally. 上……上帝啊！我都做了些什么啊！妮可整个身体都颤抖了起来,悔恨、惊慌、羞愧,就像是潮水一般涌了上来。 Nicole stuffy snort/hum naturally awakened Ryan, he raised the head, the vision happen to welcomed that to the pale blue pupil, showed a faint smile, has taken the drinking glass, before arriving at the bed . 妮可的闷哼自然惊醒了瑞恩,他抬起头的时候,目光正好迎上了那对淡蓝色的眸子,微微一笑,取过水杯,走到了大床前。 „Must drink a water, Nicole?” “要喝点水吗,妮可？” When Nicole stares blankly, Ryan lowered the head to kiss on her forehead. 就在妮可发怔的时候,瑞恩低头吻在了她的额头上。 „I...... I......” “我……我……” Nicole put aside the vision, does not dare to visit him, only looks at the Nicole expression, Ryan can also guess correctly, she definitely remembers last night has said anything! 妮可移开了目光,再也不敢看他,只看妮可的表情,瑞恩也能猜到,她肯定记得昨晚说过什么！ Such being the case, does that have something hesitant? 既然如此,那还有什么可犹豫的？ „Nicole, you said last night, I want to say to you!” “妮可,你昨晚说的,正是我想对你说的！” Matter to this situation, Ryan had planned to face confidently, said again, this is not just wants? 事情到了这个地步,瑞恩已经打算坦然面对了,再说了,这不正是自己想要的吗？ Nicole? The Kidman shocking opening the mouth, seemed to be unbelievable, wants to set out, actually discovery body soft does not have the strength. 妮可?基德曼震惊的张大了嘴巴,似乎难以置信,想要起身,却发现身体软绵绵的没有力气。 „We in seven years, I have not thought together you will leave me, in the past , cannot now in the future!” Ryan knelt to sit side her, is gripping tightly her hand, incomparably earnest facing directly Australia girl, has scruples and hesitates has no help to the present. “我们在一起七年了,我从来没有想过你会离开我,过去不会,现在不会,将来也不会！”瑞恩跪坐在了她身边,紧紧握着她的手,无比认真的直面澳大利亚女郎,顾忌和迟疑对现在没有任何帮助。 On the Nicole face revealed wild with joy, has the person who what love also to like being happier simultaneously? But transformed instantaneously in a terrified way. 妮可脸上露出了狂喜,有什么比自己爱的人同时还爱着自己更幸福呢？但瞬间又转变成了惶恐。 Yes! On the day of she has been hoping , on the day of cannot think, she and Ryan are not average people, will the media that the public of North America and these anxious to stir up trouble how regard them? 是的！她一直在盼望这一天,又一直不敢去想这一天,她和瑞恩可不是普通人,北美的公众和那些唯恐天下不乱的媒体会怎么看待他们？ Woody? After Alan married oneself adopted daughter, the sound that the media attack has not broken, if and Ryan? 要知道,伍迪?艾伦娶了自己的养女后,媒体抨击的声音就没有断过,如果是自己和瑞恩呢？ Nicole does not care actually, her happy side will only show in front of Ryan in any case completely, in many media eyes, she both arrogant and individualistic, even if the reputation destroyed, is still not all that serious, depending on these year of growing assets, even if later does not make a movie, life that can still comfortable want. Although that will make her extreme is unwilling! 妮可倒是不在乎,反正她美好的一面只会完完全全展现在瑞恩面前,不少媒体眼中,她既高傲又特立独行,即使名声毁了,也没什么大不了,凭这些年不断增长的资产,就算以后不拍戏了,那也可以舒舒服服过自己想要的生活。尽管那会让她非常非常的不甘心！ But Ryan is different, his enterprise only started, he is the object who North American countless people worship, he is the American dream in media eye...... 但瑞恩不一样,他的事业才刚刚起步,他是北美无数人崇拜的对象,他是媒体眼中的美国梦…… This...... this will destroy him! 这……这会毁了他！ „Nicole......” “妮可……” „No!” Nicole threw off Ryan to hold her hand, „I. We......” “不！”妮可甩掉了瑞恩拉着她的那只手,“我。我们……” „Nicole......” Ryan looks straight ahead her pale blue eye, does not give the opportunity that Nicole evades, who knows that the Australian girls hid on own initiative, „Ryan, you first go out, I...... we need calm.” “妮可……”瑞恩直视她淡蓝色的眼睛,不给妮可逃避的机会,谁知道澳大利亚女郎主动躲了过去,“瑞恩,你先出去好吗,我……我们需要冷静一下。” Ryan has not spoken. In the eye flashed through firm and haze simultaneously! The darkness corroded the sunlight! 瑞恩没有说话。眼中同时闪过了坚定和阴霾！黑暗侵蚀了阳光！ „Goes out......” “出去……” Saw that the face of Nicole as if had the revolutions cold trend, Ryan dangled the eyelid, covered sharp, asked last near her ear gently. 看到妮可的脸似乎有转冷的趋势,瑞恩垂下了眼皮,掩盖住了其中的犀利,在她耳边轻轻问了最后一句。 „I...... I do not know, I...... I, if thinks.” Nicole is still hiding his vision, „goes out.” “我……我不知道,我……我要想一想。”妮可依然躲着他的目光,“出去好吗。” Carries that trash can. Ryan walked, returning to the room to wash, went to the living room directly, sat before the black grand piano, coldly did not speak a few words. 拎起那个垃圾桶。瑞恩走了出来,回到自己房间洗漱了一番,直接去了客厅,坐在黑色的三角钢琴前,冷冷的不说一句话。 Matter develops the present situation, in any event, he will not let loose Nicole to leave. Let alone, he can feel the Nicole intention. 事情发展到了如今的地步,无论如何,他都不会放开妮可离开。何况,他能感觉到妮可的心意。 The words that...... asked that why can't she formal response? 只是……自己问的话,她为什么不能正面回应？ Ryan is not a fool, on the contrary is extremely intelligent, to Nicole? Kidman enough understood, immediately thought of the possible reason. 瑞恩不是笨蛋,相反还极其聪明,又对妮可?基德曼足够了解,马上就想到了可能的原因。 Fame? Prestige? Idol of North America? The American dream of realistic version? Compared with Nicole, what these do calculate? At the worst oneself with Woody? Alan and Roman? Polansky is the same, shifts comprehensively secretly and that's the end. 名气？声望？北美的偶像？现实版的美国梦？与妮可相比,这些又算的了什么？大不了自己同伍迪?艾伦和罗曼?波兰斯基一样,全面转向幕后就是了。 Also, he not and Nicole relations exposed prematurely himself, was no good to two people. In increase of capital with the growth and hand of age, he naturally can let the public and mainstream society with the method accepts them, even if doesn't accept what's the big deal? 再说了,他也不会将自己和妮可的关系过早曝光出去,那对两人没有任何好处。随着年龄的增长和手中资本的增加,他自然会用手段让公众和主流社会接受他们,就算不接受那又如何？ As for clamoring of these tabloids, who manages them! 至于那些小报的叫嚣,谁管他们！ Here is vanity fair Hollywood of incomparable reality, is not moral sacred place! 这里是无比现实的名利场好莱坞,不是道德圣地！ The corners of the mouth of Ryan hung up sneering. The sunlight on face diverges gradually, the charming face covered in the darkness slowly. 瑞恩的嘴角挂上了冷笑。脸上的阳光渐渐散去,帅气的脸庞缓缓笼罩在了黑暗之中。 „Ryan ~” “瑞恩~” Outside the living room to/clashes a little girl suddenly, blond, is hanging bright smiling face Taylor Swift. 客厅外面突然冲进来一个小女孩,金发碧眼,正是挂着灿烂笑容的泰勒?斯威夫特。 „How you came, Taylor.” “你怎么来了,泰勒。” Ryan is not happy, in the words took a chill in the air unavoidably, the little girl did not shrink the neck voluntarily, „driver...... the driver delivered me to come.” 瑞恩的情绪并不好,话中不免带上了一丝寒意,小女孩不自觉的缩了缩脖子,“司机……司机送我过来的。” Then, she looks at Ryan was black a face, felt oneself leave him to be farther to wonderfully, „Ryan, I went to the building to look for Nicole.” 接着,她看了看瑞恩黑着的一张脸,觉得自己还是离他远些为妙,“瑞恩,我去楼上找妮可了。” Then, crawls to running continually on two buildings. 说完,连爬到跑的上了二楼。 The Ryan appearance is quite fearful, probably the entire world owed his money! Taylor's mischievous spitting tongue, shoved open the Nicole door, „, Nicole!” 瑞恩的模样好可怕啊,好像全世界都欠了他的钱！泰勒调皮的吐了吐舌头,推开了妮可的房门,“嗨,妮可！” No one replied, Taylor looked intently to the front, always loved own Nicole to wear the short pajamas very much, both hands kneecap cast sits on the rug, the attractive eyebrow wrinkled a lump, the eye also red, cries after oneself the appearance. 没有人回答,泰勒直愣愣的看向了前方,一向很宠爱自己的妮可正穿着短睡衣,双手抱膝坐在地毯上,漂亮的眉毛皱成了一个疙瘩,眼睛还红红的,就像自己哭完鼻子后的样子。 „What had, Nicole?” Asking that she cares about. “发生什么了吗,妮可？”她关心的问道。 „Taylor?” The Nicole voice is low and deep, the mood is not obviously right, even if Taylor listened, her curious asking, „Ryan...... Ryan is still having a fit of temper probably, did you quarrel?” “泰勒？”妮可的话音非常低沉,情绪明显不对,就算是泰勒都听了出来,她好奇的问道,“瑞恩……瑞恩好像也在发脾气,你们吵架了吗？” The little girls think naturally after oneself parents quarrelled the appearance. 小女孩自然而然想到了自己父母吵架后的样子。 „No.” Nicole does not seem to know how should say, „had some...... other matter.” “没有。”妮可似乎不知道该如何说,“只是发生了一些……别的事情。” „Ryan?” She exceptionally cared that is the person who most care about. “瑞恩呢？”她异常关心,那可是自己最在乎的人。 „In the living room, gets angry scary.” Taylor remembers that appearance, shot a look at the lower jaw. “在客厅呢,黑着脸好吓人。”泰勒想起那副样子,不禁瞥了下嘴。 „I...... I have a look at him.” The Nicole station, only walked two steps, covered the forehead to sit on nearby sofa. “我……我去看看他。”妮可站了起来,只走了两步,就捂住额头坐在了旁边的沙发上。 Damn! How many last night did I attract? Later I will not touch these things absolutely again! Nicole is clenching teeth to pledge in the heart! 该死！昨晚我到底吸了多少？以后我绝对不会再碰那些东西！妮可咬着牙在心中发誓！ „Nicole, are you uncomfortable?” Taylor flatters collected. “妮可,你不舒服吗？”泰勒讨好的凑了过去。 Nicole felt that the body soft resembles velvet, has to look at Taylor, helpless saying, „...... passes on a few words to give Ryan for me......” 妮可感觉身子软的像天鹅绒,只好看了看泰勒,无奈的说道,“替我……传一句话给瑞恩……” Sits before the piano, Ryan calmly is pondering, how to do to make Nicole accept him truly...... 坐在钢琴前,瑞恩静静思考着,怎么做才能让妮可真正的接受他…… Treads in the sound of footsteps of tread, little girl who that just went upstairs, ran, arrived at side Ryan directly. 蹬蹬的脚步声中,那个刚刚上楼的小女孩,又跑了下来,径直来到了瑞恩身边。 „Has the matter, Taylor?” Ryan ill-humored asking. “有事吗,泰勒？”瑞恩没好气的问道。 The little girls did not shrink the neck voluntarily, after stopping one next, this said, „Nicole...... Nicole makes me tell you, the question that you asked she had the answer.” 小女孩不自觉的缩了缩脖子,停顿了一下后,这才说道,“妮可……妮可让我告诉你,你问的问题她有了答案。” Had the answer? In the Ryan eye the ray flashes through, was also dim, she rather makes the little girl convey a message, is not willing to come personally, that...... 有了答案？瑞恩眼中光芒闪过,接着又黯淡了下来,她宁愿让小女孩传话,都不肯亲自过来,那…… „Said.” “说吧。” Ryan dangled the view, he knows oneself vision scary. 瑞恩垂下了眼帘,他知道自己的眼光有多吓人。 „Ryan.” Some little girl as if really fears, „Nicole said, saying the answer was...... every minute every seconds!” “瑞恩。”小女孩似乎真的有些害怕,“妮可说,说答案是……每一分每一秒！” Every one minute every seconds! Ryan leaps stood, the view that just closed opens suddenly, inside only then...... wild with joy! 每一分每一秒！瑞恩腾的站了起来,刚刚合上的眼帘猛然张开,里面只有……狂喜！ Nicole! Ryan no longer manages Taylor, turns toward the staircase to walk with stride. 妮可啊！瑞恩不再管泰勒,大步向着楼梯走去。 Who knows, transmitted the little girl exceptionally to question curiously, „Ryan, what did you ask Nicole?” 谁知,身后传来了小女孩异常好奇的问话,“瑞恩,你到底问了妮可什么啊？” „She may once love me!” “她可曾爱过我！”