Brand-new Maserati drove out of the square, in the bellow of motor, broke in the stream of vehicles with lightning speed, whistling the fresh breeze from the glass of opening floods into slightly, dishevel that gorgeous golden red long hair, actually could not blow down on the milk fair face the despondent expression. 崭新的玛莎拉蒂驶出了片场,在马达的轰鸣声中,风驰电掣般冲入了车流,呼呼的劲风从微微开启的车窗涌入,吹乱了那头艳丽的金红色长发,却吹不掉牛奶般白皙的脸庞上抑郁的表情。 Looked under the dial plate, Nicole reduced the vehicle speed on own initiative, she still remembers until now when auto purchase Ryan had said seriously words- did not permit to exceed the speed limit! 看了下表盘,妮可主动降低了车速,她迄今还记得购车时瑞恩郑重说过的话-不准超速行驶！ Remembers that person who most cares about, the Nicole complexion was slightly attractive, the left hand held down the chest, the platinum necklace that under the clothes wears personal, above Ryan Jenkins flower body English is often rubbing the flesh, he has not left her. 想起最在乎的那个人,妮可的脸色稍稍好看了一些,左手不禁按住了胸口,衣服下是贴身戴着的白金项链,上面瑞恩?詹金斯的花体英文不时摩擦着肌肤,他从来就没有离开过她。 Quick one month had not met, that missing looks like puts on the demon sound of brain to be the same, twines every time in her heart, she wishes one could to fly to go to New York now! 快一个月没有见面了,那种思念就像是穿脑的魔音一样,每时每刻都缠绕在她心头,她恨不得现在就飞去纽约！ Do not indulge in flights of fancy, Nicole? Kidman! You are not Ryan such kid! In her heart such talking over, last night was just not through the telephone, he three days later will come back. 不要胡思乱想了,妮可?基德曼！你不是瑞恩那样的小屁孩！她心中如此的念叨,昨晚不是刚刚通过电话吗,他三天后就会回来了。 The vehicle finally arrived in main house gate, when decelerates, many reporters surrounded, is away from the glass to ask loudly. 车子终于抵达了家门口,在减速进去的时候,好多记者围拢了上来,隔着车窗大声问着。 „Does Miss Kidman, hear you and side? Is base black ink mister in the appointment?” “基德曼小姐,听说你与方?基墨先生正在约会？” „Nicole, did some people see the side yesterday? Base black ink delivers you to go home, you had determined related!” “妮可,昨天有人看到方?基墨送你回家,你们是不是已经确定关系了！” „Can ask, what view does Ryan make the boyfriend to you?” “可以问一下,瑞恩对你交男朋友有什么看法吗？” „......” “……” The face of Nicole is black and cold, if in the hand has the Chicago typewriter, absolutely the person who will tell tales outside these all pit-a-pat. 妮可的脸又黑又冷,如果手中有支芝加哥打字机,绝对会将外面这些搬弄是非的人全都突突了。 Under her fierce stepping on the accelerator, buzz in the loud sound, vehicle flings the tail, entered in the home, only leaves reporter paparazzi light smoke. 她猛的踩下油门,嗡的巨响中,车子一个甩尾,进入了家中,只留给记者狗仔一阵青烟。 Bastards! Completely is the bastard! 混蛋！全部是混蛋！ Makes an effort to close the vehicle door. The Nicole mood becomes worse, last night was the Bentley car(riage) had/left a glitch, built the side? The bandwagon of base black ink goes home, finally next day was cooked up everywhere scandal by the tabloid. 用力关上车门。妮可的心情变得更加糟糕,昨晚不过是宾利车出了点小故障,搭了方?基墨的顺风车回家,结果第二天就被小报炒成了漫天绯闻。 Rubbed the frontal eminence, Nicole entered in the villa. The worried expression almost wrote on the face, if Ryan knows how this matter he will see? 揉了揉额角,妮可走进了别墅中。烦闷的表情几乎写在了脸上,如果瑞恩知道了这件事他会怎么看？ This is her most issue of concern! 这才是她最最关心的问题！ Perhaps I should not meet to pat this damn «Forever Batman»! Nicole starts to regret that oneself sign performed the contract ? The base ink is actor, their two have massive opponent plays, in the future erratically will also be hyped what appearance by these bored fellows. 或许我就不该接拍这该死的《永远的蝙蝠侠》！妮可开始后悔自己签下的那份演出了合约了,方?基墨可是其中的男主角,他们两个有大量的对手戏,未来还不定会被这些无聊的家伙炒作成什么样子呢。 Does not know when from starts, she desirably with other men maintain must the distance. 不知道从什么时候开始,她就刻意与其他男人保持着必须的距离。 „Nicole. This is the magazine that you want.” “妮可。这是你要的杂志。” Nicole received thick one pile that the female steward hands over, walks toward the building, „thank you, Lisa.” 妮可接过女管家递过来的厚厚一摞,向着楼上走去,“谢谢你,莉莎。” Since own bedroom, Nicole kicked the sharp high-heeled shoes, after going to the bathroom to take a shower . Changes the pajamas and home clothing/taking, the nest in the comfortable arrange/cloth skill sofa, turned that pile of magazines. 进入自己的卧房,妮可踢掉了尖尖的高跟鞋,去浴室冲了个澡后。换上睡衣和家居服,窝在舒服的布艺沙发中,翻起了那一摞杂志。 She do not look about oneself these scandals, this is only some music magazines, above introduced mostly was the pop latest development. 她并不是要看关于自己的那些绯闻,这只是一些音乐杂志而已,上面介绍的大多是流行乐界的最新动态。 Really, in the position of influential person, about Ryan in the report of New York signing meeting. Looks the youngster who on the picture is in high spirits, the Nicole pale blue pupil shines, corners of the mouth unconscious pulled a happy expression. 果然,在显要的位置上,是关于瑞恩在纽约签售会的报道。看着图片上神采飞扬的少年,妮可淡蓝色的眸子亮了亮,嘴角不自觉的扯出了一丝笑意。 Ryan was getting more and more successful! Nicole remembered «My Lover» this special edition, smiled happily. 瑞恩越来越成功了！妮可想起了《我的爱人》这张专辑,笑得更加开心了。 First week 1.35 million, times week 1.29 million, three weeks are over 3 million, the singer who the major recording sale rankings that such sales volume swept away the beginning of the year, many this month or next months will want to send the piece, postponed sold the plan, to evade its point. 首周135万张,次周129万张,三周超过300万张,这样的销量横扫了年初的各大唱片销售排行榜,许多这个月或者下个月想要发片的歌手,纷纷推迟了发售计划,以避其锋芒。 Discards the magazine in hand. Nicole took up «Notice board», sure enough, on faces the criticism of Ryan as before. 扔掉手中的杂志。妮可拿起了《公告牌》,果不其然,上面对瑞恩的批评依旧。 Shakes the head, Nicole has not looked, threw the magazine one side. The words of these music critics do not need to look that she can also guess correctly, nothing but was the Ryan new special edition gave up the exploration and ponder of the music, favored the commercialization completely, was on the wrong roads in their eye! 摇了摇头,妮可没有看下去,将杂志扔到了一边。那些乐评人的话不用去看她也能猜到,无非就是瑞恩的新专辑放弃了对音乐的探索和思考,完完全全倾向了商业化,走上了他们眼中的歧途！ Good! Popular song not commercialization! Movie not commercialization! Do the jobholders of that these two industries take to the streets to go begging? 好吧！流行歌曲不商业化！电影不商业化！那这两个行业的从业人员上街去乞讨吗？ Is some liking stands in the high place attacks others 's fellow, will not consider the actual situation! Shaking the head of Nicole disdains, although does not approve the Ryan art commercialization very much the viewpoint, but she also knows, if turns into independent circle that style, these two industries will only decline. 都是些喜欢站在高处抨击他人的家伙,根本就不会考虑实际情况！妮可不屑的摇了摇头,尽管不是很认同瑞恩艺术商业化的观点,但她也知道,如果变成独立圈子那种风格,这两个行业只会没落。 The tune the knees hugged in the chest front, Nicole had/left the meeting god, routine looked to the opposite, that was the glass cabinet, inside is placing more than ten picture frames, is completely she and Ryan group photo. 曲起双膝抱在胸前,妮可出了会神,习惯性的看向对面,那是个玻璃橱柜,里面摆放着十多个相框,全部是她和瑞恩的合影。 Nicole jumps down the sofa, taking is soft and white thick cotton fabric, walked, puts out the picture frame 11 to clean, the careful earnest appearance, seems like cleaning the most precious jewelry. 妮可跳下沙发,取过又软又白的厚棉布,走了过去,拿出相框一一擦拭着,仔细认真的模样,就像是在擦拭最为珍贵的珠宝。 Always, the clean reorganizations of these picture frames are she begin personally, she will not make anybody touch, this inside has she best memory, these memories deep looked like carves was the same in the mind, whenever saw these group photos, she can always think about with the tips that Ryan was together. 一直以来,这些相框的清洁整理都是她亲自动手,她不会让任何人碰触,这里面有着她最美好的记忆,这些记忆深的就像是刻在了脑海中一样,每当看到这些合影,她总能想起与瑞恩相处的点点滴滴。 Last picture frame, was new year that day group photo, past the emaciated boy has completed the transformation, not only the height was orthogonal with, among looks immature also removed gradually. 最后一个相框,是新年那天的合影,昔日瘦弱的男孩早已完成了蜕变,不但身高与自己平齐,相貌间的稚嫩也渐渐褪去。 He must become a real man! The hand of Nicole shook gently, this is, my Ryan. 他就要成为一个真正的男人了！妮可的手轻轻抖了一下,这是,我的瑞恩啊。 In an instant, seven years, for seven years they had been constantly together, they are bound by a common destiny, they encourage mutually, they never make the opposite party sad, they are not only themselves, but also belongs...... each other. 转眼间,已经七年了,七年来他们朝夕相处,他们相依为命,他们相互鼓励,他们从不让对方伤心,他们不仅仅属于自己,还属于……彼此。 Static looks at the person in picture frame, Nicole was startled long time, when she does not know is, changed to the Ryan sentiment gradually. 静静的看着相框中的人,妮可怔了好长时间,她也不知道是什么时候,对瑞恩的感情渐渐发生了转变。 Perhaps is his having mind filled with talent, perhaps is unceasingly the mature appearance, perhaps is the eruption of sentimental accumulation, perhaps is the wish of being doomed and God of destiny. 或许是他的满腹才华,或许是不断成熟的外貌,或许是感情积累的爆发,也或许是命运的注定和上帝的意愿。 „You know that Ryan, I have been waiting for you to grow up!” Nicole muttered whispers. “你知道吗,瑞恩,我一直在等你长大啊！”妮可喃喃低语。 But...... will he understand himself? Will he accept himself? In the heart of Nicole surged worriedly, to future did not determine that makes her be swayed by personal gains and losses. 可是……他会理解自己吗？他会接受自己吗？妮可的心中又涌起了烦闷,对未来的不确定让她患得患失。 How...... also had others to regard Ryan...... Nicole to neglect itself directly, something she is not only hoping the arrival, and fear arrived. 还有……还有其他人会怎么看待瑞恩……妮可直接忽略掉了自己,有些事她既盼望着到来,又害怕到来。 Ok, do not think again! Nicole shakes the head, but these read absurdly look like the winding general in the heart. Let her to be peaceful. 好了,不要再想了！妮可摇了摇头,但这些妄念就像是缠绕在了心头一般。让她一刻都不能安宁。 „Perhaps, I need to relax.” “或许,我需要放松一下。” Nicole arrived at the cabinet of bedhead, takes out Ryan had looked at that cigarette case from inside, extracted a hand scroll cigarette, placed the tip of the nose to smell smelling. 妮可走到了床头的橱柜边,从里面取出了瑞恩曾经看过的那个烟盒,抽出了一支手卷香烟,放在鼻端嗅了嗅。 When these things have one year to return to Australia. Where obtains from younger sister Anne, occasionally when the pressure is oversized, she also small attracting, to alleviate nervousness. 这些东西是有一年回澳大利亚时。从妹妹安妮哪里得到的,偶尔压力过大时,她也会小小的吸上一口,以缓解紧张的情绪。 Several years later, attracted limited several, including time is also almost discovered by Ryan. After that she threw in the cabinet, has not used again. 只是几年下来,也不过吸掉了有限的几支而已,其中有次还差点被瑞恩发现。自那之后,她就扔在了橱柜中,再也没有用过。 After the ignition, made an effort to attract one, the smog entered the illness of lungs, making Nicole cough fiercely. Some little time later, steady breath. 点燃后,用力吸了一口,烟雾进入肺部的不适,让妮可剧烈的咳嗽了起来。好一会之后,才平稳了呼吸。 On the pure white cheek exuded blushing gradually, the pale blue eye narrowed the crescent moon, Nicole raised head by the sofa, silly looks at the ceiling, was smog spat from the lips. 洁白的脸蛋上渐渐泛起了红晕,淡蓝色的眼睛眯成了月牙,妮可仰头靠在沙发上,傻傻的看着天花板,又是一口烟雾从唇间吐了出来。 Burnt the end, Nicole lit one. 一支燃烧到了尽头,妮可又点燃了一支。 With other these star ratios. I can be called the model of Hollywood! Nicole fell into excitedly, their excessive drinking, revelry and substance abuse, " yiyeqing " ...... 同其他那些明星比。我可以称为好莱坞的楷模了！妮可陷入了兴奋中,他们酗酒、狂欢、嗑药、"yiyeqing"…… I? Every day is defending him to grow up, poured into the complete painstaking care on his body, did he understand oneself pains? He understands in own heart depressed? 我呢？每天都在守着他长大,将全部心血都倾注在了他的身上,他明白自己的苦心吗？他明白自己心中的苦闷吗？ Nicole sway stood, the under foot seems stepping on the soft velvet, the body crooked, almost falls down on the sofa, in the blurred eyes, shining through to be infatuated and demented. 妮可摇摇晃晃的站了起来,脚下仿佛踩着柔软的天鹅绒,身体歪了歪,差点栽倒在沙发上,迷离的双眼中,透射出了痴迷和癫狂。 I am a normal woman! I have the normal physiological drive! My these years whose is depressed he X awareness! 我是个正常的女人！我也有正常的生理需求！我这些年来的苦闷谁他X的知道！ 2-3 next within, the Nicole solution falls the home clothing/taking. Threw on the thick rug conveniently, wore the light suspenders pajamas, crooked is walking back and forth, is venting more and more stimulated mood. 2-3间,妮可解掉家居服。随手扔在了厚实的地毯上,穿着薄薄的吊带睡衣,歪七扭八的来回走着,发泄着越来越亢奋的情绪。 „Ryan Jenkins, your bastard. Why does not come back in New York, that is Natalie so important?” “瑞恩?詹金斯,你这个混蛋。为什么在纽约不回来,那个娜塔莉就这么重要吗？” ............ ………… The time advances, before the Nicole Maserati enters Beverly Hills, Ryan at the back of the backpack, from the distinguished guest channel of Los Angeles International Airport, probably is he temporarily the relations that decides to come back, the nearby has not seen the reporter and paparazzi, after George drives the car(riage), the person to Hollywood Record Company beckons with the hand, hurries to worm one's way into. 时间向前推,就在妮可的玛莎拉蒂进入贝弗利山前,瑞恩背着背包,从洛杉矶国际机场的贵宾通道中走了出来,大概是他临时决定回来的关系,附近并没有见到记者和狗仔,在乔治将车开过来后,对好莱坞唱片公司的人摆了摆手,赶紧钻了进去。 „Goes home!” Ryan only has a few words. “回家！”瑞恩只有一句话。 Originally he is plans three days later comes back, last night had also told Nicole, what without thinking, temporarily cancels a propaganda trip of broadcasting station, simple today flew back to the city of angel. 本来他是打算三天后回来,昨晚还告诉过妮可,没想到的是,临时取消了一个电台的宣传行程,干脆今天就飞回了天使之城。 „Lisa, Nicole?” “莉莎,妮可呢？” After going home, Ryan has not seen the Nicole form, asked to the female steward. 回到家中后,瑞恩没有见到妮可的身影,不禁问向了女管家。 „Should in the building.” “应该在楼上。” Lisa's words have not fallen, the Ryan stride stepped onto the staircase, throws into own room the backpack, walks toward the Nicole room. 莉莎的话还没有落下,瑞恩大步走上了楼梯,将背包扔进自己的房间,向着妮可的房间走去。 Before arriving at the door, the Ryan tune the knuckle knocked gently several, no one responded, was indistinct can actually hear inside some people to take a walk. 来到房门前,瑞恩曲起指节轻轻敲了几下,没有人回应,隐约间却能听到里面有人在走动。 Ryan opened the door directly, walked, then sees Nicole? The Kidman cheek flushed red, brings to be excited and exhausted, dancing with joy walking back and forth, as if this condition continued quite for a long time. 瑞恩直接打开了房门,走了进去,然后看到妮可?基德曼脸蛋酡红,带着兴奋和疲惫,正手舞足蹈的走来走去,似乎这种状态持续了相当长时间。 „Nicole!” “妮可！” Knits the brows, Ryan smelled the strange smell. 皱了皱眉,瑞恩嗅到了奇怪的气味。 „Ryan!” Nicole turned around to look, in the pale blue eye, is glittering unclear meaning. “瑞恩！”妮可转身看了过来,淡蓝色的眼睛中,闪烁着不明的意味。 „What are you making?” “你在做什么？” The Australian girls only wear the light pajamas, the chest can see two points that obviously break out. 澳大利亚女郎只穿着薄薄的睡衣,胸口能看到明显突起的两点。 „What am I making?” Nicole? Lady Kidman smiled, „you want to know that Ryan?” “我在做什么？”妮可?基德曼格格笑了起来,“你想知道吗,瑞恩？” „Did you drink?” Ryan gathers her mouth, smelled, without wine taste. “你喝酒了？”瑞恩凑到她嘴边,嗅了一下,没有酒味。 „Drinks?” “喝酒？” Nicole shook the body, suddenly was blowing the tone to the cheek of Ryan, „you are the illusion! My Ryan in New York......” 妮可晃了晃身体,突然对着瑞恩的脸蛋吹了口气,“你是幻觉！我的瑞恩在纽约呢……” Then, lifts the hand to put to the mouth, actually cannot attract anything, originally that cigarette has extinguished. 说完,抬起手向嘴边放去,却吸不到任何东西,原来那根烟早就灭了。 „Really is repugnant!” “真是讨厌！” Nicole? Kidman just wants to look for the power-driven device, Ryan has referred to the thing snatching her, only looked at one, understood. 妮可?基德曼刚想去找火机,瑞恩已经将她指间的东西抢了过来,只看了一眼,就明白了过来。 „Nicole, you attract were too many!” The Ryan sound shifts gradually seriously. “妮可,你吸的太多了！”瑞恩声音渐渐转向严肃。 „Many, how I did not feel.” Nicole puts out a hand to snatch, was held the wrist/skill by Ryan, „ok, you should rest, Nicole.” “多嘛,我怎么不觉得。”妮可伸手想要抢回来,却被瑞恩一把抓住了手腕,“好了,你该休息了,妮可。” „Did you...... you really come back?” Nicole opened the mouth slightly, is only in the eye demented , after being excited exhausted also appeared. “你……你真的回来了？”妮可微微张开了嘴,只是眼中的癫狂更甚,兴奋之后的疲惫也显现了出来。