RINAPE :: Volume #11

#1004: Is what me to want

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Chaotic, thorough chaotic, was completely chaotic. 乱了,彻底乱了、完全乱了。 The Xie Yun itself/Ben thinks, Li Mu that boy passed simply intelligently, oneself this silly unmarried girl at all is not his opponent, therefore was Li Mu filled certainly what magic potion to the daughter, made the daughter of having little experience of the world in knowing perfectly well him has in the situation of girlfriend, but also followed whole-heartedly he, and was unretentive to him. 谢芸本以为,李牧那小子简直聪明透了,自己这个傻闺女根本不是他的对手,所以一定是李牧给女儿灌了什么迷魂汤,才让涉世未深的女儿在明知他有女朋友的情况下,还死心塌地的跟着他,并且对他毫无保留。 However didn't expect, all, unexpectedly are the daughter are initiative. 但是怎么也没想到,一切的一切,竟然都是女儿在主动。 What is laughable, oneself from yesterday to the present, before diligently overthrows Li Mu, to all good impressions that oneself made, regarded as to cheat on oneself daughter, to deceive oneself entire family him, to occupy daughter small advantage also to tread on the bastards of two ships, finally listened to the meaning in daughter words, all these , was not only not Li Mu is cheating on own daughter, instead was own daughter in deliberately planning is planning all, this subverted her the understanding simply about the daughter. 可笑的是,自己从昨天到现在,努力推翻了李牧之前给自己留下的一切好印象,把他看成了一个欺骗了自己女儿、欺骗了自己全家、占自己女儿便宜并且脚踏两只船的混蛋,结果听女儿话里的意思,这一切非但不是李牧在欺骗自己的女儿,反而是自己的女儿在处心积虑的谋划着一切,这简直颠覆了她对女儿的认识。 Zhao Ziqiu this type to love the crazy crazy attitude and action, truly makes Xie Yun extremely shocking, makes her feel like by basin cold water is irrigated from the beginning to the foot. 赵子秋这种为爱痴狂的态度与做法,确实让谢芸极度震惊,却也让她感觉像是被一盆冷水从头浇到脚。 She felt suddenly, she to the Zhao Ziqiu 20 years thinks very successful education, in fact is actually the from head to tail failure. 她忽然觉得,自己对赵子秋二十年自以为非常成功的教育,实际上却是彻头彻尾的失败。 She cannot control the mood again, brings angry reprimanding Zhao Ziqiu: „I have been teaching you from infancy to maturity, the girl must establish oneself psychological barrier, must have in the resistance society the basic capability of other person, matter and thing seduction, meanwhile must have proudly own insistence, has own, has own principle, how you come out to go to school for more than one year, after teaching your all by the brain of your throwing ?!” 她再也控制不住情绪,带着愤怒的斥责赵子秋:“从小到大我一直在教给你,女孩子一定要建立起自己的心理壁垒,要有抵御社会上其他人、事、物诱惑的基本能力,同时还要有自己的坚持、有自己的骄傲、有自己的原则,怎么你才出来上学一年多,教给你的这些就全被你抛之脑后了呢？！” Zhao Ziqiu is nipping the lower lip, ashamed also said earnestly: „Mother, you teaches all my, before meeting Li Mu I am persisting in scrupulously following, they everyone are effective to my life has presented for these years, has no function to Li Mu only......” 赵子秋咬着下唇,惭愧却又认真的说:“妈,你教给我的一切,在遇到李牧之前我都在坚持恪守,它们这么多年来对我生命中出现过的每一个人都非常有效,唯独对李牧没有任何作用……” Xie Yun agitated saying: „Why has no function to Li Mu?! Even if you like him again, so long as you uphold a correct outlook on life, the values and worldview principle, you will still first request him to make the choice in you with that girls, rather than give up the bottom line, paying constantly blindly!” 谢芸情绪激动的说道:“为什么对李牧没有任何作用？！就算你再喜欢他,只要你坚持一个正确的人生观、价值观、世界观原则,你也应该先要求他在你和那个女孩之间做出选择,而不是自己一味的放弃底线、盲目付出！” At this point, the Xie Yun mood is more intense, is fixing the eyes on the eyes of Zhao Ziqiu, said every single word or phrase: „Zhao Ziqiu , I favor you, to be used to you, to love you with your father in the twenty years, to love you, to you biggest sustenance, does not hope that you test the good school, to make the big progress, to make the big contribution, but makes you be able to establish correct outlook on life, the values and worldview, a girl, three views wanted, the road that even if chose was more difficult to walk, but the good and evil will not take the dishonest means that but I go all out with your father diligently, on was to give on you together a double insurance, guaranteed you, so long as three views, For a lifetime can walk smooth and no difficult does not have the danger, but your does not have problems, that not to have problems, only such major problem in three views! You were really disappoint me!” 说到这里,谢芸的情绪更加激烈,紧盯着赵子秋的双眼,一字一句的说:“赵子秋,这二十年来,我跟你爸宠着你、惯着你、疼着你、爱着你,对你最大的寄托,不是希望你考多好的学校、取得多大的成绩、做出多大的贡献,而是让你能够建立起正确的人生观、价值观与世界观,一个女孩子,三观只要正了,即便是选的路难走一些,但好歹也不会走上歪路,而我跟你爸拼了命的努力,就是为了给你上一道双保险,确保你只要三观正,一辈子都能走的顺顺利利、无艰无险,可你这不出问题、那不出问题,唯独在三观上出这么大的问题！你真是太让我失望了！” The Zhao Ziqiu extremely rare Mother mood fluctuates is so big, has not listened to Mother to say such heavy words, seems seriously battered at heart, the tears burst a dike immediately, sob: „Mother, compares you to teach my these since childhood, I thought that Li Mu is to me more important, if cannot run into the person who I love, I can be for a lifetime proud and act with constraint for a lifetime, but since met, I do not want to be any regret to myself.” 赵子秋极少见妈妈情绪波动这么大,也从来没听妈妈说过这么重的话,心里仿佛遭受重创,眼泪顿时决堤,哽咽道:“妈,相比从小你教给我的那些,我觉得李牧对我来说更重要,如果遇不到我爱的人,我可以一辈子骄傲、一辈子矜持,可既然遇到了,我就不想给自己留下任何遗憾。” Xie Yun asked her: „You are only 20 -year-old, what do you understand are the true love?” 谢芸问她:“你才二十岁,你懂什么才是真正的爱情？” Zhao Ziqiu nods, said especially earnestly: „I understand, because I love Li Mu, I know that type belongs to him feeling.” 赵子秋点点头,格外认真的说:“我懂,因为我爱李牧,我知道那种非他不可的感觉。” „You......” Xie Yun is at a loss for words for a while. “你……”谢芸一时语塞。 Xie Yun although vitality/angry, but from the Zhao Ziqiu look, she can see that Zhao Ziqiu loves deeply about Li Mu's, that pure firmness, even if has not appeared on oneself. 谢芸虽然生气,但从赵子秋的眼神中,她能看出赵子秋对李牧的爱到底有多深,那种纯粹的坚决,即便在自己身上都不曾出现过。 Some instance, Xie Yun to oneself this silly unmarried girl, really did not have several points to admire at heart voluntarily. 某一个瞬间,谢芸心里对自己这个傻闺女,竟然不自觉有了几分佩服。 Xie Yun used several minutes to return to normal own mood, later said to Zhao Ziqiu: „Good, I accept your explanation for the time being, the past matter I did not investigate, after us says .” 谢芸用了几分钟的时间来平复自己的心情,随后对赵子秋说道:“好,我姑且接受你的这个解释,过去的事情我就不追究了,咱们来说说以后。” Saying, Xie Yun is sitting the straight body, very serious saying: „I first declared a point with you, I did not allow you to continue with Li Mu to maintain such illegibile relations absolutely! Two choices, either, you immediately and he talk clearly, making him make an explicit choice in you with that girls ; Either, you withdraw on own initiative, immediately leaves school, mother sends you to the overseas to study.” 说着,谢芸坐直身体,非常严肃的说道:“我先跟你申明一点,我绝对不允许你继续和李牧保持这样不清不楚的关系！两个选择,要么,你立刻跟他说清楚,让他在你和那个女孩子之间做出一个明确选择;要么,你主动退出,立刻退学,妈送你去国外念书。” Zhao Ziqiu said subconsciously: „My both do not elect......” 赵子秋下意识的说:“我两个都不选……” Xie Yun takes off/escapes the tastes: „It is not good! Zhao Ziqiu do not reach out for a yard after taking an inch, if your father knows that this matter, with his temperament, you must return to Hangzhou tonight!” 谢芸脱口道:“不行！赵子秋你不要得寸进尺,如果你爸知道这件事,以他的脾气,你今晚就得回杭城！” Zhao Ziqiu said stubbornly: „I do not elect, I do not want to compel Li Mu, if he enough loves me, in the future he himself will make the choice ; If he does not have to love me, I can also accept, but I am only unacceptable, is he separates.” 赵子秋倔强的说:“我不选,我不想逼李牧,他如果足够爱我,将来他自己会做出选择;他如果没那么爱我,我也可以接受,但我唯独不能接受的,就是和他分开。” One that share anger that Xie Yun presses firmly leaps burnt, she stands up, air/Qi breathes: „Impenetrably thickheaded? Ok, I telephone to Li Mu, making him come to give me now face to face a reply!” 谢芸刚强压下去的那股子怒气又腾的一下烧了起来,她站起身来,气得直喘:“冥顽不灵是吧？行,我给李牧打电话,让他现在过来当面给我一个回答！” Xie Yun is saying, asks to pull out the cell phone. 谢芸说着,伸手就要去掏手机。 Zhao Ziqiu hurries to hold her wrist/skill, cries to entreat: „Mother, asking you not to compel me, was used to my time, to make me process, is good?” 赵子秋慌忙抓住她的手腕,哭着哀求道:“妈,求你别逼我了,惯着我这一次、让我自己处理,好不好？” The appearance of Xie Yun looks at Zhao Ziqiu pear flower belt/bring rain, even if angry serious that still loves dearly, tone also all of a sudden soft, said: „I compel you also for hello/you good, you such illegibile following Li Mu, if Li Mu which day did not have the sentiment to you, you what to do? If several years later Li Mu married other woman, you what to do?” 谢芸看着赵子秋梨花带雨的模样,就算是在生气也心疼的不得了,语气也一下子软了下来,道:“我逼你也是为了你好,你这么不清不楚的跟着李牧,如果李牧哪天对你没感情了,你怎么办？如果几年之后李牧跟别的女人结婚了,你又怎么办？” Zhao Ziqiu is bursting into tears saying: „Mother, I passes now very well, is content very much, I think very clearly to the Li Mu's time myself, am I do not care about his present girlfriend I, I only want to use my way well with him in the same place, in the future will be even separated, at least I can also leave behind a glorious memory, rather than will think years later, has regretted oneself had not been trying striving initially.” 赵子秋流着泪说:“妈,我现在过得很好,也很知足,我把自己给李牧的时候就想得很清楚,我不在乎他眼下的女朋友是不是我,我只想用我的方式好好跟他在一起,将来就算要分开,起码我还能留下一段美好回忆,而不是若干年后想起来,一直后悔自己当初没有试着争取。” The looks at Zhao Ziqiu firm look, the heart of Xie Yun also followed softly, after the moment, she is sighing: „How I lived your such silly thing, your character, with me and your father like, did not live your time hospital hugging wrong.” 看着赵子秋坚定的眼神,谢芸的心也跟着软了,片刻后,她叹着气说:“我怎么生了你这么个傻丫头,你的性格,跟我和你爸一点都不像,是不是生你的时候医院给抱错了。” Zhao Ziqiu saw Mother to give up to the thought that Li Mu telephoned, is tying tight the nerve was finally loose some, bent down in the Xie Yun bosom, said in a soft voice: „Mother, you did not think that my vision is special? I like the Li Mu's time, no one knows that he can have such high achievement unexpectedly, feeling that at that time I also unrequited love, oneself like the Hong Kong , Taiwan play in that princess who fell in love with the average person, didn't expect my princess, falls in love unexpectedly is a large sum of money mister......” 赵子秋见妈妈放弃了给李牧打电话的念头,紧绷着的神经终于松了些许,伏在谢芸怀里,轻声说:“妈,你不觉得我眼光特别好吗？我喜欢李牧的时候,谁都不知道他竟然能有这么高的成就,当时我还自做多情的觉得,自己就像港台剧里那种爱上了普通人的千金小姐,没想到我这个千金小姐,爱上的竟然是一个万金先生……” Xie Yun sighed one lightly, said: „Servant said that you with the Li Mu's matter, from you just knew starts.” 谢芸轻叹一声,道:“跟妈说说你跟李牧的事吧,从你俩刚认识开始。” Matter develops this step, Zhao Ziqiu is also unretentive in front of Mother, she also brings smiling with tears, told with Mother in detail oneself from knowing Li Mu, to all sorts that today has. 事情发展到这一步,赵子秋在妈妈面前也毫无保留,她含着泪却又带着笑,跟妈妈详细讲述了自己从认识李牧,一直到今天所发生的种种。 From most started to ride a bicycle from Yanjing to run up to the Renmin swimming pool swimming since every day that day, Zhao Ziqiu has liked on Li Mu, was from that date, Zhao Ziqiu in order to brought to the Li Mu's attention, in order to make Li Mu like itself similarly, start out of control the own road of pursuing but actually. 从最开始每天骑车从燕大跑到人大游泳馆游泳的那天起,赵子秋就已经喜欢上李牧了,也是从那天起,赵子秋为了能引起李牧的注意、为了能让李牧同样喜欢自己,一发不可收拾的开始了自己的倒追之路。 Zhao Ziqiu more said actually more is moved, seems recalling itself and Li Mu's emotion course, speaking of their first time, Zhao Ziqiu the sound has the affection, on the face floating cannot help but the smile, silly said with a laugh: „Li Mu this fellow was too intelligent, wants to deceive him is too difficult, therefore I think before is very long, moreover made both kinds of preparation.” 赵子秋倒是越说越动情,仿佛就是在回忆自己和李牧的情感历程,说到两人的第一次,赵子秋连声音里都带着浓浓的情意,脸上不由自主的浮上笑容,傻笑着说:“李牧这个家伙太聪明了,想骗他太难,所以我之前就想了很久,而且还做了两手准备。” The appearance that Xie Yun looks at Zhao Ziqiu laughs foolishly, asked her in a soft voice: „Which both kinds of preparation did you make?” 谢芸看着赵子秋傻笑的模样,轻声问她:“你做了哪两手准备？” Zhao Ziqiu is crooked the head, slightly said with a laugh: „I like Li Mu, is willing to entrust to him, but I am not a silly thing, must first determine that he really has me, if not, I do not have the significance even again on own initiative, such words I will be very definitely sad, but will definitely not have a joke backfire, therefore I think, thinks means probe, if his I, I have not really disturbed his life ; If can test him to have me, I wanted this reason anything enough.” 赵子秋歪着脑袋,微笑着说:“我是喜欢李牧,也愿意把一切都托付给他,但我也不是个傻丫头,怎么也得先确定他心里是不是真的有我啊,如果没有,我就算再主动也没意义,那样的话我肯定会很伤心,但也肯定不会自讨没趣,所以我就想,想个办法试探一下,如果他心里真的没我,我就再也不打扰他的生活;如果能试探出他心里有我,那我只要这一个理由就什么都够了。” Xie Yun looks at child rigid Zhao Ziqiu, the eye socket was red, the tears also spin in the eye, are gripping tightly her hand, In short could not say. 谢芸看着孩子般执着的赵子秋,眼眶红了,泪水也在眼里打转,紧紧握着她的手,却一句话也说不出来。 Zhao Ziqiu selfish then said: „Attractiveness that very that night I dressed up intentionally, deceived Li Mu saying that I just drank in Sanlitun, told him me also to go to the friend home then to participate in party, you know that Li Mu at that time anxious, he did not allow me to participate in party, but must open a room to make me sleep to me, at that time I know, Li Mu had me at heart, I sometimes was very silly, stupidly, so long as he had me, wanted me to be what me to want.” 赵子秋自顾自的接着说:“那天晚上我故意打扮的很漂亮,骗李牧说我刚在三里屯喝了点酒,又告诉他我还要去朋友家接着参加party,你知道李牧那时候有多紧张吗,他死活都不让我去参加party,还非要给我开个房间让我去睡觉,那个时候我就知道,李牧心里有我,我有时候是挺傻的,傻到只要他心里有我,要我做什么我都愿意。” Xie Yun hears here, 10,000 love dearly oneself this silly daughter at heart, thinks her the focus to sentiment, her eye socket heat, subconscious do not go excessively, the tears then follow the corner of the eye silent to fall. 谢芸听到这里,心里一万个心疼自己这个傻女儿,一想到她对感情的这股执着,她眼眶一热,下意识的别过头去,眼泪便顺着眼角无声滑落。 Wipes the tears quietly, Xie Yun embraces Zhao Ziqiu gently in the bosom, feels her back of the head, thought aloud that said: „The girl like you, is worth having in this world all happiness.” 悄悄拭去眼泪,谢芸轻轻把赵子秋揽在怀里,摸着她的后脑,自言自语的说:“像你这样的女孩子,值得拥有这世界上所有的美好。” The Zhao Ziqiu volt in the Xie Yun bosom, stupidly said: „I am not greedy, sometimes particularly hopes in the world only then a Li Mu person likes me.” 赵子秋伏在谢芸怀中,傻傻的说:“我没那么贪心,有时候特别希望全世界只有李牧一个人喜欢我。” Xie Yun asked her: „Why is this?” 谢芸问她:“这是为什么？” Zhao Ziqiu spits the tongue: „In that case, does not need to deal with many bewildered pursuers every day, can many energy handle other things.” 赵子秋吐了吐舌头:“那样的话,就不用每天应付很多莫名其妙的追求者,可以多出很多的精力去做其他的事情。” Xie Yun also asked: „What matter do you want to handle with the energy of many?” 谢芸又问:“你想用多出的精力去做什么事情？” „Many.” Zhao Ziqiu said earnestly: „First studies study prepares food, Li Mu prepares food very delicious, but I am awkward, anything cannot complete......” “很多啊。”赵子秋认真的说:“先学学做饭,李牧做饭很好吃,但我却笨手笨脚的,什么都做不好……”
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