In the morning. 上午。 In Porsche car(riage). 保时捷车内。 Dong Xuebin is driving steadily high-speed, Sun Kai sits, in passenger seat drives in the position to start to speak but hesitate has a look at him, some probably words saying. 董学斌目不转睛地开着车上了高速,孙恺则坐在副驾驶位置上欲言又止地看看他,好像有话说。 „What's wrong?” Dong Xuebin one side head. “怎了？”董学斌一侧头。 „Brother Dong.” Sun Kai said: „thank you you.” “董哥。”孙恺道:“谢谢你了。” Dong Xuebin said with a smile: „Thanks? What has the matter that is worth thanking?” 董学斌笑道:“谢？有什么值得谢的事儿？” After Sun Kai is nipping , the molar said: „Were too many, I, I listened calmly to say yesterday, her family member too did not agree matter that I and she am in love, no one is willing to support us, only then you are willing to help us , un, to my elder sister child's new year's money, thank you you Brother Dong.” 孙恺咬着后槽牙道:“太多了,我,我昨天听静静说了,她家里人都不太同意我和她谈恋爱的事情,谁也不肯支持我们,只有你愿意帮我们,还有,嗯,还有给我姐孩子的压岁钱,也谢谢你了董哥。” Dong Xuebin waves the hand, said: „Little Jing is my younger sister, she asked me, I naturally must help, that red packet to the child, you did not need to thank.” 董学斌摇手一下,道:“小静是我妹妹,她求到我了,我自然得帮,那个红包也是给孩子的,你就不用谢了。” „But that money were too many.” “可是那钱太多了。” „Said is one after another, without many.” “说了是一块一块的了,没多少。” „Possibly, Brother Dong, I am not how silly, I know that you want to help me.” “怎么可能,董哥,我不傻,我知道你是想帮我。” Dong Xuebin has a look at him, „does the present your family count on your one person? Does Little Jing know your family's situation?” 董学斌看看他,“现在你们家都指望你一个人吧？小静知道你们家的情况吗？” The Sun Kai expression stagnates, „she does not know, I did not have to tell her with enough time.” 孙恺表情一滞,“她不知道,我还没来得及跟她说。” „Why didn't say? You feared that Little Jing does look down upon you?” Dong Xuebin spoke frankly. “为什么不说？你怕小静看不起你？”董学斌直言道。 hearing this, Sun Kai hesitant, nods. 闻言,孙恺犹豫了一下,还是点了点头。 Dong Xuebin one dozen of steering wheels, intend to strike his, on sincere say/way: „But I thought that now is not Little Jing looks down upon you, but is yourself looks down upon itself.” 董学斌一打方向盘,有意敲打他一下,就正色道:“可我觉得现在不是小静看不起你,而是你自己看不起自己。” Sun Kai sighed: „What you said that but my family's present situation differed with Little Jing was too disparate, I, I really could not be joined to her.” Since knowing the Xie Jing family's situation, Sun Kai thinks always, even thinks oneself get out of the way by far, leaves the Xie Jing world is the most correct choice. 孙恺叹气道:“你说的是,可我家现在的情况跟小静家相差太悬殊了,我,我真的配不上她。”自从知道谢静家里的情况后,孙恺就无时无刻不这么想,甚至想到自己远远走开,离开谢静的世界才是最正确的选择吧。 „Why said?” “为什么这么说？” „My family is poor, my person also has no skill, Brother Dong, you possibly have no way to understand my present mood, if I can have you 1/10 skills, I do not have that......” “我家穷,我人也没什么本事,董哥,你可能没法理解我现在的心情,我要是能有你十分之一的本事,我也就没那么……” Dong Xuebin blinks the eye, said: „Hehe, why couldn't I understand?” 董学斌眨巴眨巴眼睛,道:“呵呵,我为什么理解不了？” Sun Kai thought that he asked something already known, „you were capable of having the skill inborn, but I......” 孙恺觉得他是明知故问,“您天生就有能力有本事,可我……” „You thought that we aren't a person in the world? Therefore couldn't I understand you?” Dong Xuebin asked. “那你觉得咱俩不是一个世界的人？所以我理解不了你？”董学斌问道。 „All is not, but you are the high-ranking young, money also has, the power also has, but I...... you possibly overflowed have said the child painstakingly, in our family/home, the one cent really must break off two halves flower, I know that I am not possibly self-confident, but...... in front of static I really self-confident.” “也不全是,但你年纪轻轻就身居高位,钱也有,权也有,而我……您可能没过过苦曰子,在我们家,一分钱真的是要掰成两半儿花的,我知道我可能不自信,但……在静静面前我真的自信不起来。” Dong Xuebin loses says with a smile: „How you know that I did overflow have said the child painstakingly?” This does not know that is several question that Dong Xuebin asked. 董学斌失笑道:“你怎么知道我没过过苦曰子？”这已经不知道是董学斌问的第几个问题了。 „Did you say the child also to be able painstakingly? Is impossible.” Sun Kai does not certainly believe. “您曰子还能苦？不可能的。”孙恺当然不信。 Dong Xuebin shakes the head slightly, slowed down the vehicle speed, „Little Sun, your words I do not approve of very much, the consciousness that you are deliberately bad now was too strong, good, I acknowledged that some people one are born with have the golden key, for example Little Jing, but you think that Little Jing is depends on family's relations to arrive at the position that now the Xinhua News Agency personnel leads purely? How can, Little Jing live in this family, the elders will definitely have to her help, what are more is must depend on her own, if Little Jing has not made effort, does not work earnestly, the enterprise does not progress, even if there is in a family/home lends a hand she unable to arrive at present this position, all were she try hard, this point I can be clear very much tell you, you only saw the Little Jing family members are the powerful leadership, but actually neglected Little Jing own diligently, my those words, we are all human beings, long a head, who compared with whom. Difference?” 董学斌微微摇头,把车速放慢了一些,“小孙啊,你的话我不是很赞同,你现在自暴自弃的意识太强了,好吧,我承认有些人一下生就是含着金钥匙的,比如小静,但你以为小静纯粹是靠着家里的关系才走到现在新华社人事部门领导的位置吗？怎么会,小静生在这种家庭里,长辈们对她的帮助肯定会有,但更多的还是要靠她自己,如果小静根本就没做过努力,工作不认真,事业不上进,就算有家里的帮衬她也到不了现在这个位置,一切都是她自己努力来的,这一点我可以很明确地告诉你,你只看见了小静家里人都是位高权重的领导,但却忽略了小静自身的努力,我还是那句话,大家都是人,都长了一个脑袋,谁比谁差啊？” Sun Kai said: „But......” 孙恺道:“可是……” „Said me again.” Dong Xuebin is smiling interrupted: „Do I have the skill inborn? Your this is not cracks a joke, you really think me, as soon as were born has money to have the car(riage) able?” “再说说我吧。”董学斌笑着打断道:“我天生就有本事？你这不是开玩笑呢嘛,你真以为我一出生就有钱有车有能力呢？” Sun Kai blinks, obviously thinks. 孙恺眨眨眼,显然是这么认为的。 „I told you, I came to miss compared with you before far, you learned/studied, had a good command of three foreign languages, but I? Starts to be average-performing from the junior middle school high school time, in the class is middle and lower reaches, my appearance you also saw, were also more than your difference, in class radically common, if I now go to the gathering, they estimated that cannot call my name, because I when the class radically am the dispensable person, no one will care about me, taught me two years of teacher to attend class sometimes cannot call my name continually, can you imagine?” “我告诉你,我以前比起你来要差远了,你学习好,掌握了三门外语,而我呢？从初中高中时候开始就成绩一般,在班里都是中下游的,我的长相你也看到了,比你也差多了,在班里根本就不起眼,我现在要是去同学聚会,他们估计都叫不出我的名字,因为我在班里根本就是可有可无的人,没人会在意我,连教了我两年的老师上课时有时都叫不出我名字,你能想象吗？” „This......” “这……” „Hehe, does my also appeal to heaven born with the skill? My skill was also too big!” “呵呵,我这还叫天生就有本事？那我的本事也太大了啊！” „You are low-key, is not willing to show off,” Sun Kai very earnest say/way. “您是低调,不愿意显摆,”孙恺很认真道。 Dong Xuebin cannot help laughing, „you also thought highly of me, Little Sun, hasn't Little Jing said the situation in my family with you?” 董学斌哑然失笑,“你也太看得起我了,小孙,小静没和你说过我家里的情况吗？” Sun Kai, „she had said you are very fierce, anything can be solved.” 孙恺呃了一声,“她就说过你很厉害,什么事情都能解决。” Dong Xuebin said: „You do not think that I am the official's second generation and second generation of rich?” 董学斌道:“你不会以为我是官二代和富二代吧？” „Aren't you?” Sun Kai stares, he really thinks. “您不是？”孙恺一愣,他真这么以为的。 Dong Xuebin talked about with interest: „My mother is also a teacher, most grassroots that initially one monthly salary 2000 Yuan, my father before was a worker, most tired that in my father family/home did no relative, my mother family members in the rural area, hehe, you see most painstakingly has had this official's second generation? Do you see have had this second generation of rich?” 董学斌乐道:“我妈也是教师,最基层的那种,当初一月工资两千元,我爸以前是工人,最苦最累的那种,我爸家里没什么亲戚,我妈家里人都在农村,呵呵,你见过有这种官二代吗？你见过有这种富二代吗？” Sun Kai said: „Did you say really?” 孙恺啊道:“您说真的？” Dong Xuebin lightly said: „Some words I have not said to my spouse, has not talked to others, today I tell you, hehe, my family must be painstakingly more than your family present saying before, you leave this look to look at me, I have not made out of whole cloth with you, truth, very many years ago my father was critically ill, the operation fee and medical expenses want a lot of money, my family/home the family was very at that time ordinary, which also has the spare cash? Therefore my mother sold to my father to see a doctor the house, how many months squandered in the family/home all savings, my father's sickness is also unable to cope, finally did not have, since then I they have not had sating the appetite with my mother, must pay the house rent, must go to school for me, at that time was my family far more than one cent breaks off two halves? Almost daily is the green vegetables steamed buns, even the egg does not hate to eat, fruit? That do not raise again, one month can eat previous time well, the neighbor gives financial aid my family.” 董学斌淡淡道:“有些话我跟我爱人都没有讲过,跟别人也没有谈过,今儿个我跟你说说吧,呵呵,我家以前比你们家现在的曰子还要苦多了,你别这个眼神看我,我没跟你瞎编,实话而已,挺多年前我爸病危了,手术费和医药费要很多钱,我家当时家境就很一般,哪儿还有闲钱？于是我妈就把房子卖了给我爸看病,几个月的时间就花光了家里所有的积蓄,我爸的病也没治好,最后还是没了,自那以后我跟我母亲俩人就没怎么吃过饱饭,要交房租,要供我上学,那时我家何止是一分钱掰成两半？几乎天天都是青菜馒头,连鸡蛋都舍不得吃过,水果？那就更不要再提了,一个月能吃上一次就不错,还是邻居接济我家的。” Sun Kai looks at him stunned, how can? Even their family/home, the meat can eat, daily is not the green vegetables steamed buns. 孙恺错愕地看着他,怎么会？就算是他们家,肉还是能吃上的,不会天天都是青菜馒头。 The Dong Xuebin booth lets go, „this saying child probably 34 years, I have known that at that time what complained of hardship to say the child, but I was different from you, I have not looked down upon me one time, afterward after university graduation, I was accepted as the official, then depended on own effort to crawl step by step upward, without background? Poor? At that time I thought is to mix an appearance, must help my mother cross to say the child, other my anything have not considered, arrived at today with this tone, every step is I spells, rather than sits is waiting for meat pie falls from the sky from sorrow self-blame at home, therefore had present me, I can sit in the car(riage) speak these words to you.” 董学斌摊摊手,“这种曰子过了大概三四年吧,那时我才知道什么叫苦曰子,可我跟你不一样,我一次也没看不起过我自己,后来大学毕业以后我考上了公务员,然后靠着自己的努力一步一步往上爬,没背景怎么了？家境贫寒怎么了？我当时想的就是要混出一个样子来,要让我妈过上好曰子,其他的我什么也没考虑过,就是凭着这口气走到了今天,每一步都是我自己拼出来的,而不是坐在家里自哀自怨等着天上掉馅饼,所以才有了现在的我,我才可以坐在车里跟你说这些话。” „Brother Dong......” Sun Kai does not know that should say what good. “董哥……”孙恺不知该说什么好。 To be honest, he really thinks that Dong Xuebin one is born with is rich and powerful others, never expected that the Little Jing brother-in-law unexpectedly is also my impoverished family family background. 说实话,他真的以为董学斌一下生就是有钱有势的人家儿呢,没想到小静姐夫居然也是寒门出身。 From penniless to worth over a hundred million? 从身无分文到身价上亿？ From accomplishing nothing to powerful?? 从一事无成到位高权重？？ From the Dong Xuebin tone, Sun Kai can also listen to Dong Xuebin to experience many setbacks, these tribulations, possibly are not he can imagine. Now thinks, Sun Kai also understands just after Dong Xuebin entered his home, why has not looked down upon him like others, even also very at will in one dirty on the backless stool sits down, does not attend to that tens of thousands even hundreds of thousands suit completely, is speaking to his family member very much warmly politely, Sun Kai is clear, originally the Dong Xuebin beforehand life compared with them must painstakingly. 从董学斌的语气里,孙恺也能听出来董学斌经历过多少挫折,那些磨难,可能都不是他可以想象到的。现在想一想,孙恺也才明白了刚刚董学斌进了他家以后为什么没有像别人那样看不起他,甚至还很随意地在一个脏乎乎的板凳上坐下,完全不顾身上那几万甚至十几万的西装,更是很热情客气地跟他家里人说着话,孙恺才明白,原来董学斌以前的生活比他们还要苦。 Dong Xuebin takes a look at him, said: „Now you add that your family is very bitter? You have your house at least, has own family/home, having no worries about food and clothing, in the family/home the old person is also healthy, is this insufficient? Compared initially with me, you now are too happy, what but also there is good to complain? Do not look down upon yourself, in the family/home doesn't have money to buy the meat? I did to eat the steamed bun the same as come! Doesn't my family have money to pay tuition? My one week hit three labor the same as come! At that time I felt inferior, but I never felt others compared with my many! Their one month tens of thousands income? I work for a year is not good work for two years! Two years are not good for three years! I same make to obtain tens of thousands! Do they have the background? Doesn't need too to be able through relating the promotion diligently? I spend they ten times of hundred times of time diligently! I can make the leader trust me in the same old way! I can in the same old way step by step to get a promotion! I lost on the starting line, but what's the big deal? I will not lose for a lifetime! They will not win for a lifetime!” 董学斌瞅瞅他,道:“现在你还说你们家很苦吗？你们起码还有自己的房子,有自己的家,吃穿不愁,家里老人也都健健康康的,这还不够吗？跟我当初比起来,你现在太幸福不过了,还有什么好抱怨的？不要看不起你自己,家里没钱买肉？我干吃馒头一样过来了！我家没钱交学费？我一个星期打三份工一样过来了！那时我是自卑,但我从来不觉得别人比我强多少！他们一个月几万的收入？我打工一年不行就打工两年！两年不行就三年！我一样挣得出几万！他们都有背景？不用太多努力就能通过关系晋升？那我就花他们十倍百倍的时间努力！我照样能让领导信任我！我照样能步步高升！我是输在了起跑线上,可那又怎么样？我不会一辈子输！他们也不会一辈子赢！” The Sun Kai breath is somewhat rapid. 孙恺呼吸有些急促。 Dong Xuebin said: „Now I achieved, why aren't you good? I wondered, you eat meal by your both hands, to be how worse than others? How compared with others low one? Pulling his grandmother is pale!” Dong Xuebin side is looking at him, retook his chest again, „throws out the chest! Gain ground! You remember my these words, this society you can lower the head with others, when but regardless of also can never lower the head with oneself! Such you really lost!” 董学斌道:“现在我做到了,你为什么不行？我就纳闷了,你靠自己的双手吃饭,怎么就比别人差了？怎么就比别人低一头了？扯他姥姥淡！”董学斌侧头望着他,重重拍了他胸口一把,“挺起胸！抬起头！你记住我这句话,这社会你可以跟别人低头,但无论什么时候也永远不能跟自己低头！那样你才真的输了！” Atmosphere. 气氛一顿。 Dong Xuebin looked that said to him: „Finally asked that your, do you want to win want to lose? You must think that you get out for a lifetime like this now, go back also with enough time!” 董学斌看向他道:“最后再问你一句,你想赢还是想输？你要认为一辈子就这样了,那你现在就下车,回去还来得及！” Sun Kai clenches teeth to grip the fist, „...... I want to win!” 孙恺咬牙攥着拳头,“……我想赢！” „To win is right!” “想赢就对了！” „Brother Dong, I thinks that I understood!” “董哥,我想我明白了！” Dong Xuebin said with a smile: „That is good, I did not say so many to you in vain.” 董学斌笑道:“那就好,也不枉我跟你说了这么多。” „You feel relieved!” Sun Kai attracts the inspiration, said resolutely: „this time I will put together well one time! Will not let you and Little Jing is disappointed! Later you are my goal! Your line, I am also good!” “您放心吧！”孙恺吸吸气,语气坚定道:“这回我会好好拼一次的！不会让你和小静失望的！以后您就是我的目标！您行,我也行！” „Good! The imposing manner is good!” “好！气势不错！” ( to be continued ) (未完待续)