Gu Jun knows finally from some strange feelings in the mental institution is anything, false, empty shell. 顾俊终于知道了从在精神病院时就有的怪异感是什么,虚假、空壳。 No matter in hospital these guards and white coats, comes out these pedestrians on escape route, probably defect soul. The houses in these roadsides, inside turning on a light light, probably is obviously empty, he understood, that is only a background. 不管是医院里那些守卫、白大褂,还是出来之后路上的那些行人,都好像缺失着灵魂。还有那些路边的住宅,里面明明亮着灯光,却好像空荡荡的,他明白了,那只是个背景。 Gu Jun stands up, female but who also really moves toward that golden hair, her 20 years old is, the appearance is beautiful, wears the quite fashionable one-piece dress, with another female companion joke of sharing a table words. He arrives at their tables, „hello/you good.” 顾俊站起身来,还真的走向那个金发的女子,她二十来岁,长相姣好,身着颇为时尚的连衣裙,正与同桌的另一名女伴笑谈着话语。他走到她们的餐桌边,“你好。” „Hello?” The blonde female has doubts should say. “你好？”金发女子疑惑地应道。 „My name was handsome.” Gu Jun said, „can know you, do you name?” “我叫俊。”顾俊说,“能认识你吗,你叫什么名字？” The female opposite female companion was happy, because the blonde female was also said something to smooth things over to smile, „oh, I...... I, I am......” 女子对面的女伴乐了,金发女子亦因为被搭讪而轻轻一笑,“噢,我啊……我,我是……” She starts to speak but hesitates, several times want to say oneself name, but, has spoken of the mouth, she could not say...... 她欲言又止,好几次想说出自己的名字,但是,已经说到嘴边了,她却说不出来…… , The blonde female is startled gradually, as if also realized strangely, do oneself name? Who are oneself? 渐渐地,金发女子怔着,似乎也意识到了古怪,自己叫什么名字？自己是谁？ How this, on a name, did not tell the opposite party to result, that female companion wants to say for the friend, however the opens the mouth is also shocked. 这怎么了,不就一个名字吗,告诉对方得了,那个女伴本想替朋友说出来,然而张口也是愣住。 What did she call to come? Oneself? 她叫什么来着？自己呢？ „You could not say.” The Gu Jun mute sound muttered, „, because you did not have the name.” “你们说不出。”顾俊哑声地喃喃,“因为你们没有名字。” While these two females feel startled, but other surroundings person also feelings confuse, there is anything to sparkle. 正当这两名女子都感到惊慌,而周围其他一些人也感迷惑的时候,有什么闪了闪。 Gu Jun continues to sit near the table and Hannah is having the dinner, that dialogue had not happened a moment ago, that blonde female discussed with the companion really happy, at this time they set out to pay up to leave, was discussing did not know what content the words, if must listen with rapt attention carefully, actually did not listen dimly clearly. 顾俊继续是坐在餐桌边与汉娜吃着晚餐,刚才那场对话没有发生过,那个金发女子还是与同伴相谈甚欢,这时候她们起身结账走人了,谈着不知什么内容的话语,如果要凝神仔细去听,却是朦朦胧胧听不清楚的。 He sees Hannah to shrug slightly, the entire restaurant only then he and Hannah still remembered a moment ago. 他看见汉娜微微地耸了耸肩,整个餐厅只有他和汉娜还记得刚才。 But others, that two female customer, they in this script are not the character roles, they do not have the name, does not have the lines. 而其他人,那两个女顾客,她们在这个剧本里面不是人物角色,她们没有名字,也没有台词。 They are only a background detail of restaurant scene, others are also. 她们只是一个餐厅场景的布景细节,其他人也都是。 „Brother, told me.” Hannah asked that „was we are insane? Did we awake?” “老弟,告诉我。”汉娜问道,“是我们疯了？还是我们醒了？” „Difference/Two kinds has.” Gu Jun by to the chairback, looks at outside street for a while weak, looks at the surroundings. “两样都有吧。”顾俊一时无力地靠向椅背,看着外面的街道,看着周围。 The background, others are your background, you are also others' background. 布景吗,别人是你的布景,你也是别人的布景。 Even in the beforehand world, how many he can determine? He can meet the different 1000 people in the street in a day, sees their facial features, hears their sounds, but can also did not know. When they left his line of sight, he is unable to determine that these people still do exist. 即使是在以前的世界,他又能确定多少？他可以一天之间在街头上遇到不同的一千人,看到他们的面容,听到他们的声音,但也可以其中一个都不认识。当他们离开了他的视线,他无法确定这些人还存不存在。 Also does not know whether they have really existed. 也不知道,他们是否真的存在过。 Before, he can also determine in the vision, now, his anything is indefinite. 以前,他还能确定视线范围之内,现在,他什么都不确定了。 „I see your meaning.” Gu Jun said to Hannah, „what situations you do know now? What to do do you feel us should?” “我已经明白你意思了。”顾俊向汉娜说道,“你现在都知道些什么情况？你觉得我们该怎么办？” „Known are less than you.” Hannah puts down the knife and fork in hand, takes up a napkin to scratch the mouth, „what means have tried, kills people, sets on fire and destroys, anything has not changed. People who have the name is the person who we know, if you enter one suddenly in the house outside traveling schedule plan, you even can notice that some people stand in dull that motionlessly, might as well the corpse comes brightly.” “知道的不比你多。”汉娜放下手中的刀叉,拿起一张餐巾擦着嘴巴,“什么办法都试过了,杀人、放火、破坏,什么都没改变。有名字的人都是我们认识的人,你要是突然走进一间在行程计划之外的房屋,你甚至能看到有人呆站在那一动不动,还不如死尸来得鲜活。” Before Gu Jun really remembered, has played gta and so on game, the passer- by street, is delay so. 顾俊真是想起了以前玩过的gta之类的游戏,街头上的路人,也是这般的呆滞。 Manipulates the leading character to hit half dead the passer-by, runs about a section of road, like crosses nothing happened. 操纵主人公把路人打个半死,跑出一段路开外,又像什么都没发生过。 „Suicide?” He had not heard Hannah to say this moment ago, „has tried?” “自杀呢？”他刚才没听到汉娜有说这项,“有试过吗？” „You know that «Yellow Clothes King» inside lead is what result.” Hannah puts down the napkin, first called to wait on to pay up, said: „Doesn't suicide conform to the style very much one result? I have not tried the suicide, but tried to cut own finger, then, was suddenly good, without scar.” “你知道《黄衣王》里面的主角都是什么结局的。”汉娜放下餐巾,先叫了侍应来结账,又道:“自杀不就是很符合风格的一种结局吗？我没试过自杀,但试了割伤自己的手指,然后,突然好了,没有伤痕。” She lifted oneself right hand index finger, intact. 她抬起了自己的右手食指,完好无缺。 Gu Jun is frowning, faintly is a little at heart confused. 顾俊皱着眉头,心里隐隐有点错乱。 If has acquaintance there of name unable to get the answer from these passers-by and background people...... 如果从这些路人、背景人和有名字的熟人那里都得不到答案…… It is not will inquire into from oneself there, was the suicide the final means? Also has other, takes an axe by him, cut Hannah. 不是会从自身那里去探究吗,自杀是最后的办法了吧？或者还有别的,由他拿着一把斧头,把汉娜砍了。 Originally is to break through the trapped/sleepy lock, but later the matter has not revised, because this is the result, Jim Mazeres Vichy goes crazy, hacked to death own elder sister. 本是想要突破困锁,但是之后事情没有修正,因为这就是结局,杰姆-马泽尔维奇发了疯,把自己姐姐砍死了。 This is the typical «Yellow Clothes King» formula result. 这是典型的《黄衣王》式结局。 „That «Yellow Clothes King»?” Gu Jun must read the originally, „lets that we are insane and awake.” “那本《黄衣王》呢？”顾俊要看一看原本,“让我们又疯又醒的那本。” „In dense big library.” Hannah said, „the matter of your acute dysphrenia, the school authorities are know, our university is a little always mystical, the school authorities have locked that book, forbidding the student to consult. I am because is not only your older sister, is a reporter, is from the dense big graduation, can see.” “在密大图书馆。”汉娜说,“你急性精神障碍的事情,校方是知道的,我们这大学总有点神神秘秘,校方已经把那本书锁起来了,禁止学生查阅。我是因为既是你姐姐,又是记者,还是从密大毕业的,才能看到。” „We go densely big.” Gu Jun sets out, „the present goes, does the library also open the door?” “那我们去密大吧。”顾俊起身,“现在去,图书馆还开门吗？” „Must look that the story does make us go, if arranged is this, midnight also opened the door, if were not this, we cannot go.” She said calmly. “要看故事让不让我们去,如果安排了是这样,半夜也开门,如果不是这样,我们去不到的。”她从容说。 Gu Jun deeply inspires, when the mental institution, he has not felt the so strict fetter. 顾俊深吸一口气,在精神病院的时候,他都没有感受到这般严密的束缚。 Although whole time he was closed in that small hospital ward, now contrasts, he actually felt oneself were free at that time. 虽然大部分时间他都是被关在那个小病房里面,现在一对比,他却感觉自己那时才是自由的。 Mental institution why Jim enters? Really goes crazy? Can go in intentionally? 杰姆为什么进的精神病院？真的是发疯？还是故意要进去？ „My notes?” Gu Jun also asked, „was taken away by you.” “我那些笔记呢？”顾俊又问,“是被你拿走了吧。” „No.” Hannah said, „your oneself burnt down completely, burns while shouted crazily, ‚burns down the writing, ruins! Do not let them control, no!’” “没有。”汉娜说道,“你自己全部烧掉了,一边烧一边疯狂地喊,‘把文字烧掉,毁掉！别让它们支配,不！’” Waiting on to come, she tied the account, paid the tip again, „walks, the dinner finished eating, where having a look at then us to go to by the writing control, will make anything.” 侍应过来了,她把账结了,再给了小费,“走吧,晚餐吃完了,看看接着我们会被文字支配去哪里,做什么。” Was controlled by the writing, Gu Jun ponder, was controlled by the destiny. 被文字支配么,顾俊沉思,还是被命运支配。 A person understood clearly own destiny, does effort that all can make, actually discovered that the history is repeated unceasingly, the sad end arrives. 一个人洞悉了自己的命运,做了一切能做的努力,却只是发现历史不断重演,悲剧终是降临。 Then...... 然后…… Regarding this issue, when that altar space, Gu Jun calmed down, then challenges, knows it is not possible, but for it. 对于这个问题,早在那个祭坛空间的时候,顾俊就定下心了,然后还是去挑战,知其不可而为之。 Each being drowned human, before the death, struggled was dying. 每个溺水的人类,在死亡之前,都是挣扎着死去的。 Therefore, Nyarlathotep did this, ridicules him, to ridicule him, looked how he can resist the destiny? Destiny that it decides? 所以呢,奈亚拉托提普就搞了这一出,奚落他、嘲弄他,看他能怎么样对抗命运？它定的命运？ Suddenly, Gu Jun heard Mr. Wilde probably the strange sound. 忽然,顾俊好像又听到了王尔德先生怪异的声音。 Right, is this...... the yellow clothes king Ding destiny...... 是吗,是这样吗……还是黄衣王定的命运……