A wordsexit|to speak, includingMurong Xiuxiuthought that does not havethispossibility, herdaughterusuallyconsidered oneself ashigh, todoes not look at the worldmaninin the eye, inoutstandingincludingLi Youranthisgrade of personis no exception, althoughJun Moxiethis occasion the statusis aloof, the strengthisastonishing, far frommediocremaycompare, butthesechangeastonishinglycompletelyinextremelyshortsome timeoccurrence, previousJun Moxieradicallyis onlyfulldebaucheewastrel, howcanenterdaughterin the eyes?
话一出口,连慕容秀秀自己都觉得没有这个可能,自己的女儿素来自视极高,向不把天下男子看在眼内,连李悠然这等人中俊杰也不例外,君莫邪此际虽然地位超然,实力更是惊人,远非凡俗可比,但这些惊人变化尽都是在极短的一段时间内发生的,此前的君莫邪根本就只是一个十足的纨绔败家子,如何能入得女儿眼中?
The number of times that furthermoretheymeetis few, when is also the daughtervisitsYe Guhanoccasionalmeeting by chanceat most, in additionno other human relations, reallywill be hardto linkagain.
再者两人连相见的次数都屈指可数,顶多也就是女儿探望夜孤寒之时的偶尔相逢,此外再别无交际,实在难以将之联系在一起。„I......”Princess Ling Mengopened mouth, lowered the head: „...... No.”
“我……”灵梦公主张了张嘴,低下头去:“……没有。”Althoughdenied, butherthese wordssaidespeciallydifficultly, the wordshave not exported, drop of tearsdroppedonpataoneon the hand back.
虽是否认,但她这句话却说得格外的艰难,话尚未出口,一滴眼泪就啪嗒一声滴落在了手背上。„The day of...... On that dayUncle Yesevere wounddying...... Only thenJun Moxiehas the meansto rescue. Istrove forin every possible wayearnestlyinvalid, mustdistributeblood oath...... So long ashecanguaranteeUncle Yenot dead, I...... Is willingto marryhim, forwifeforconcubine, so that......”
“那天……那天夜叔叔重伤垂死……只有君莫邪才有办法施救。我百般求恳无效,只得发下血誓……只要他能保夜叔叔不死,那我就……甘愿嫁给他,为妻为妾为俾……”„? Hasthisgrade of matterunexpectedly?”Although the empressalsoknows that wasJun Familyrescues , said severely woundedYe Guhan, butactuallycompletelydoes not know that in the whole story, thissecretfirsttimeheardparticularly, cannot help butastonishmentopened the eye.
“啊?竟有这等事?”皇后虽然也知道是君家救下了当曰重伤的夜孤寒,但却完全不知个中原委,尤其是这桩秘密更第一次听说,不由得惊讶的睁大了眼睛。
The Princess Ling Mengtearful eyesare mournful, performingisdifficultto sayanguishedto look atownmother: „Queen mother, Iam goodpain, reallygoodpainstakinglygoodpain...... On that dayIknowthatperson who Jun Moxiehas rescuedmy, protectsmyperson. Thatmysteriousflying daggerexpert......”灵梦公主泪眼凄然,尽是难言苦涩地望着自己的母亲:“母后,我心里好苦,真的好苦好苦……那天我才知道,君莫邪就是救了我的人,也是守护我的人。那位神秘的飞刀高手……”„OriginallyJun Moxie the strengthwas early outstanding, at that timeisSky Profoundpeak!” The empresswas shocked to lose the spoken language...... „, since that day, Ihave hadto pay attentionJun Moxieevery action and every movement, anynewshas not let off. Even, heall sorts ofbehaviorsextremely, Ialsotook an analysis of each articlebefore......”
“原来君莫邪早已经实力超群,在那个时候就已经是天玄巅峰!”皇后震惊得失去了言语……“自从那天之后,我一直都有留意着君莫邪的一举一动,任何一点消息也不曾放过。甚至,他以前种种的不堪行为,我也都拿出来一件件的分析……”„Queen mother, IdiscoverednowthatIcannot compareXiaoyireally\;Xiaoyicanseehisgood, Iactuallycould not seethatcannot seecompletely. Thisdeeppalaceinner courtyard, has isolatedtoomanymatters...... Regardless ofwantsto knowanything, can only depend uponothers'mouth saying that but the truth, foreveris hazyin the thick fog! Annihilates the virtueto be simple-mindedloyally, wecompletelydo not see clearly, the so-calledmoral behaviorfit and unfit quality, make groundless accusations, are hardto do......”
“母后,我现在才发现,我真的比不上小艺\;小艺能看到他的好,我却看不到,完全都看不到。这个深宫内院,隔绝了太多的事……无论想要知道什么,都只能依靠别人的嘴在说,而真相,却永远迷蒙在浓雾之中!忠歼贤愚,我们根本就完全看不清楚的,所谓的人品优劣,更是捕风捉影,难以作准……”Smiling of Princess Ling Mengself-ridicules: „Queen mother, remembers, whenIyoung, youhad warnedme, Imperial Palaceis a nationalmost gloriousplace, is the darkestplace, is the most depressingplace...... At that timeyoufrequentbursting into tears, whyIdid not know, at that timealsothoughtoneas the Emperordaughter, the statuswas noble, above the commonperson, howto constrain, shouldverygoodto......”灵梦公主自嘲的笑了笑:“母后,记得在我年幼的时候,你曾经告诫过我,皇宫是一个国家最荣耀的地方,也是最黑暗的地方,更是最压抑的地方……那时候您就经常的流泪,我不知道为什么,那时候还觉得自己身为皇帝的女儿,身份至为高贵,远在寻常人之上,怎会压抑,应该很好才对……”„ButIfinallyunderstandnow\;Imperial Palaceevenalso was not only yousayssuch, heresocietywas most falsedirtywas at! The lifeinthisImperial Palaceinsideperson, radicallyisonegroup of fools\; The intelligentpersonentershere, finally must turn into the fool...... Even, ownfuturecannotgrasp, the lifelivesinfalse and rumor, reallycannot seecompletely...... Queen mother, thisis the howpitifulmatter!”
“但是现在我终于明白\;皇宫甚至还不仅仅是您说得那样,这里还是人世间最虚伪最龌龊的所在!生活在这皇宫里面的人,根本就是一群傻子\;再聪明的人进入到这里,最终也要变成了傻子……甚至,连自己的未来都不能掌握,一生都活在虚伪与谎言之中,完全看不到一点真实……母后,这是多么可悲的事!”
The empresslooks at the beatcandlelight, deeplysighed, the candlelightbeatsinherpupil, likeoncewas beating the dream, along withspookypouring out of daughter, sherememberedonce againthishas thoughtonehad already forgottenpassing...... Sunlight that in the past a youth of thatlofty character, alsothatclearbeautifulyoung girl, thatspring said that mossalley that the autumnflower fragrance, thatonceshoulder to shoulderpassed through, as well as...... Thatsnuggle, warmbosom...... Unknowingly, herin the eyesoverflowedcompletely the tears, has smiled that long time, sheanddespised the tone that mutterswith the taunt, said: „Emperor's clan? Glory? Dark, falseanddirty, Hehe......”Murong Xiuxiusoundat this momentexceptionallydistantdeep, seems the sleep talking in dream.
皇后怔怔地看着跳动的烛火,深深地叹了一口气,烛火在她瞳仁中跳动,就像一个个曾经的跳动着的梦想,随着女儿的幽幽倾诉,她再度想起了本以为自己早已遗忘了的过往……当年那个一身傲骨的少年,还有那个清纯秀丽的少女,那春曰的阳光,秋天的花香,那曾经并肩走过的青苔小路,以及……那曾经依偎过的,温暖的怀抱……不知不觉,她的眼中就溢满了泪水,良久,她才用嘲讽和鄙视的口气喃喃的笑了一下,道:“皇族?荣耀?黑暗、虚伪、龌龊,嘿嘿……”慕容秀秀此刻的声音异常的悠远深沉,就仿佛是梦里的梦呓。„Queen mother? Are youall right?”Princess Ling Menghad a scareby this suddenone, startledlifts the tearful eyes, seesownmotherpuzzled.
“母后?你没事吧?”灵梦公主被她这突如其来的一声吓了一跳,不由惊慌地抬起泪眼,不解地看着自己的母亲。„All right, all right, the queen motheris all right, is onlysomefeelings.” The empresshas smiledslightly, is comfortingowndaughterwith the palestandweaklanguage, is very somestate of mindis not, the palpitation a meeting, lowering the head of slightly, with the aid of the lightshadow, coasted the tearsquietly, calmsay|way: „Youthensaidthat the queen motheris listening.”
“没事,没事,母后没事,只是有些感触。”皇后微微的笑了一下,用最苍白、无力的语言安慰着自己的女儿,很是有些神思不属,怔忡了一会,微微的低下头,借助灯光的暗影,将泪水悄悄滑下,沉静的道:“你接着说,母后听着。”„Yes, Queen mother, likeJun Moxiethisperson, beforeall sorts ofdebaucheedissoluteacts, allpeopleonlysaw the representation, said that thispersonwas incurable, Jun Familythoroughended, ifGrandpa Jundiestoday, Jun Familytimesaid that mustperish\; A personsaid that twopeoplesaidhundredpeoplesaid...... Alsoreallyhas accomplished the Jun Moxiedebaucheereputation\;Nowthinks, person who initially said that isto take joy in other people's misfortuneshits a person when he is down? IfJun Moxierevealshispowerfultalentseriouslysince childhood, thenheorearlyalreadynotinworld?”
“是,母后,就像君莫邪这个人,之前种种纨绔浪荡行径,所有人都只看到了表象,都说这个人没救了,君家彻底的完了,若是君老爷子今天一死,君家次曰就得灭亡\;一人说二人说百人说……也就真的造就了君莫邪的纨绔声名\;现在想起来,当初说的人,何尝不是幸灾乐祸落井下石?若是君莫邪当真从小就表露出他的强悍天赋,那么他或者早已经不在世上了吧?”Say|Way of Princess Ling Mengridicule: „At leastfathersovereign, absolutelyis intolerable! Can't hetoleraterising of anotherJun Wuhui? Evencompared withJun Wuhuisharperexistence?! Moreovercannottolerateto have a suchpersonto askhimto revenge!”灵梦公主讥讽的道:“起码父皇,就绝对不能容忍!他不能容忍另一个君无悔的崛起吧?甚至是比君无悔更犀利的存在?!而且更不能容忍有这样的一个人找他来报仇!”Sheusessurpassedherage the vicissitudestone, lowsay|way: „IknownowthatJun Moxiein the enddoes not hesitateto damage the featherforanything\;Nowknewin the past the past event, can imagineJun Moxietheseyearsto havemanypain, enduredanything...... Myis almost oldwithhim, butexperiences, is actually a spaceunderground! PassingIalways doing nothing butthink the ownhowextremely brightandhownatural talentoverflows , compared with Jun Moxie, myradicallyanythingis not, differencealtogetherHeaven and Earth, evendoes not have the comparisonsignificance, in the pastsuch asis the naiveidea , is not only laughable, ispitiful!”
她用一种超出她年龄的沧桑口气,低落的道:“我现在才知道,君莫邪到底是为了什么不惜自损羽毛\;如今知道了往昔旧事,才可以想象得到君莫邪这些年吃了多少苦,又忍受了什么……我的年纪跟他差不多大,但所经历的,却是一个天上一个地下!过往的我竟自以为自己如何如何的冰雪聪明、如何的天资横溢,跟君莫邪一比,我根本什么都不是,差共天地,甚至是全无比较的意义,往昔的如是幼稚想法非但可笑,更是可悲!”„Now his wingis plentiful, risesat one fell swoop, does not needanyconcealing, hassix months, Jun Familythenbecameanybodyalso the superaristocratic family that is hardto shake, beforehandbadXi, vanishescompletelydoes not see\; The Jun Moxiename, like a spring thunder, shocksin world! Whatis pitiful, until now, weare clear\;But the worldpersonis also clear. Actuallyalreadylate.”
“如今他羽翼丰满,一举崛起,再不需有任何的掩饰,前后只得短短半年时间,君家便已成为了任何人也难以撼动的超级世家,之前的坏习姓,也全部消失不见\;君莫邪的名字,就像一声春雷,震撼世间!可悲的是,直到现在,我们才明白\;而天下人也才明白。却已经晚了。”On the Princess Ling Mengfaceexpressionmore and moreissad, alsosomeproud: „Actuallythisoriginallyno wonder, becausehehas not neededto endureagain, does not needto camouflageagain! Jun Moxieis a man, a realman! Queen mother, Ieven thought that Jun Moxiecompared withhis fatherJun Wuhui, is not inferior!”灵梦公主脸上神色越来越是伤心,还有些骄傲:“其实这本就难怪,因为他已经无须再忍下去,更没必要再伪装下去!君莫邪是个男人,一个真正的男人!母后,我甚至觉得,君莫邪比他的父亲君无悔,也是毫不逊色!”„Addedanythingnot to have, youhave fallen in love withhimradically. Otherwise, how will youusesuchtonespeech?” The empressdeeplysighed: „ButMeng'er, will youfall in love withJun Moxie? Don't youalwayslook down uponhim? Because of a pledge? Thatalsotoochild's play? Youmarryhim, withfalls in love withhim , is actually completelydifferenttwo matters, this is a non-solutionfast knot, absolutelydoes not haveanyhope, Meng'er, you...... Howyoumademesay that was good?”
“还说什么没有,你根本就已经爱上了他。要不然,你又岂会用这样的口气说话?”皇后深深地叹了一口气:“可是梦儿,你又是怎么会爱上君莫邪的?你不是一向都看不起他吗?就只是因为一个誓言吗?那也太儿戏了吧?你嫁给他,和真的爱上他,却是完全不同的两码事,这更是是一个无解的死结,绝对没有任何希望的,梦儿,你……你让我如何说才好?”„Because ofmyhatefulhe, thereforechangescomeseasy?”expression on Princess Ling Mengfacesomewhatis at a loss: „Queen mother, do youknowthis kind offeeling? Whenyouthink that is only the smallrole of solereptile, was actually shownisonehoversradicallyaboveNine Heavens, dominatesin the earthmyriad thingsin the big dragon of under foot! Whenyoulookedperson who is not willingto look, afterward the proofwas you have actually misread, was you have misunderstood, was you have been unfair toothers...... What is thisfelt?”
“正因为我讨厌他,所以改变才来的容易吧?”灵梦公主脸上的神色有些迷惘:“母后,你知不知道这样一种感觉?当一个你认为只是脚底爬虫的小角色,却被证明根本就是一条翱翔在九天之上,凌驾于大地万物于脚下的巨龙!当一个你连看都不愿意看的人,后来却证明是你看错了,是你误解了,是你冤枉了人家……这是一种什么感觉?”Hertouchingsmiling, said: „I, sinceknows that Imisreadhimto start, focused oncollectinghismaterial, allmaterials, fromhis past anymatter, had toldmeanya few wordsspeculated the true meaningas well as the motive that hesaidwere at\;Thenconsidered at that time the Jun Familysituationas well asWhite Cloth Commanderenmitythisat the same time...... Idiscoveredthateachmatter, has the profound meaning, eveneachspeech, was the processthinksandagrees withthenenvironmentatmosphere! Queen mother, thisis the wisdom! Jun Moxiethisperson, is the realman who deserves, realman!”
她凄婉的笑了笑,道:“我自从知道我看错了他开始,就一路着力收集他的资料,所有的资料,从他以往的任何一件事,跟我说过的任何一句话来推测他这么说的真意以及动机之所在\;然后与当时君家的处境以及白衣军帅的仇这一方面去考虑……我才发现,他每一件事,都有深意,甚至于每一句说话,都是经过深思熟虑、契合当时的环境氛围!母后,这就是智慧!君莫邪这个人,才是当之无愧的真男人,真汉子!”„A person, lives on dishonorablyeasily\;Endures humiliationactuallydifficultly! Goes to one's deathgenerouslyisdirects the bladeonequickly, butenduressilentlyevencoordinatesothers'contempt, has the peerlesstalentactuallyfor the familytohateoneselftreats as itself the comedian clown...... Toowas really difficult! At leastI, Icannot achieve! HowIcannot receivethat manysupercilious looks, thereforeJun Moxieappearsgreat! Thereforealong withinvestigation, Ialsoslowlyfell intolittle, suchfell into...... Queen mother...... Suchman, the bookis the common people in anywomandream, can Ibe exceptional? Has nothing to dothatblood oath, Ihave treated asmehimthis life the man of onlyapproval!”
“一个人,苟且偷生容易\;忍辱负重却难!慷慨赴义不过是引刀一快,但默默忍受甚至配合别人的轻视,身怀绝世的才华却为了家族为了仇恨自己把自己当做小丑……实在太难了!起码我,我就做不到!我怎地也受不起那么多的白眼,所以君莫邪就显得更加的伟大!所以随着调查,我也就慢慢的一点点陷入了进去,就这么陷入了进去……母后……这样的男人,本就是任何一个女人梦中的良人,我又怎能例外?无关那血誓,我只是已经把他当做我今生唯一认可的男人!”Princess Ling Mengwas sayingspookily, actuallystubborngaining ground, unexpectedly the whole faceis the tears: „Iknow that thismatterdoes not have the hope, does not have! Because ofthis, Iwill be saying\; Since the previousfathersovereignmentionedthatmatter, Iknow, betweenIandhim, thoroughdid not haveanylittlepossibility! The fatherpersonal enemyhatesabsolutely irreconcilable, how will heacceptme?! Whyalsoto acceptme!? ButIam not willingly! Iam not really willingly! Queen mother! Iam not resigned tomysentimentsuchwith the windto pass away......”灵梦公主幽幽的说着,却倔强的一抬头,竟然已经满脸是泪:“我知道这事根本就没希望,一点都没有!正因为这样,我才会说出来\;自从上一次父皇说起那件事之后,我就知道,我跟他之间,彻底的就是没有任何一点点的可能!父仇家恨不共戴天,他又怎么会接受我?!又凭什么会接受我!?可我不甘心!我真的不甘心啊!母后!我不甘心我的感情就这么随风逝去……”Shecried: „Initiallyallpeoplewere hoodwinkingmyseeing and hearing\;Allpeoplebeforemesaid that Jun Moxiemalicious remarks, youroldmisterdiscusses marriage, was categorically rejectedby the fathersovereign...... AlthoughIwas not gladat that time, but...... But if makesmeearlyknow that littletruth, Iwill agreethatIwill attemptto make reparationsfor the fathersovereign! Repaysfor the evil that wemake! Even ifhedoes not accept, butIalsoafter alloncewas his wife, had...... Youknow that I , before knowinghim, has received after the pain, I am very pain...... After eachinvestigation, Iwantto supporthiminbosomcomfortwell...... As a man, heis not easy, even if the firm and resoluteman, will certainly have the weakmoment, Igood to becomereallyinthataccompanyhispersonfor a while......”
她失声痛哭起来:“当初所有人都在蒙蔽我的视听\;所有人都在我面前说君莫邪的坏话,君老公爷来提亲,也被父皇断然拒绝……虽然那时候我自己也不乐意,可……可要是让我早知道一点点真相的话,我都会同意,我会尝试着替父皇去赎罪!替我们做下的孽去偿还!纵然他不接受,可我也毕竟曾经是他的妻子,也曾经拥有过……你知道吗,我自从知道了他之前受过的苦之后,我心里很疼……每一次调查之后,我都想把他拥在怀里好好的安慰……作为一个男人,他太不容易,纵然是再坚毅的男人,也一定会有软弱的一刻,我真的好想成为在那一时陪伴他的人……”( to be continued )
(未完待续)
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