Chapter 600 innermost feelings pledge 第600章内心誓言 Ye Chen sits in the bedside, on the dawn facing floor, fell into the thick confusion. 耶尘坐在床边,面对地板上的晨光,陷入了浓浓的困惑。 Returns to the first evening of hunter town/subdues, he connected the dream to lose village dozens different villagers to that in the meeting misfortune beforehand story. 回到猎人镇的第一晚,他就接连梦到了那座遗落村庄数十位不同村民在落难之前的故事。 Then to Wen sister and brother one of them 而那对温氏姐弟正是其中之一 However, if must say that is dreamland that fictionalizes, these scenes rather appear extremely in the lifelikeness. 然而,如果要说是虚构的梦境,这些情景又未免显得太过于栩栩如生。 Their names, their family backgrounds, their relations, their ideas and their sentiments 他们的名字、他们的出身、他们的联系、他们的想法、他们的感情 When they see the hunters come to being wild with joy finally, as well as later faces the despair and sadness of brutal tragedy 以至于他们最后看见猎人们现身之时的欣喜若狂,以及之后面对残酷悲剧的绝望与悲伤 All, as if are Ye Chen who lets the dreamer, felt completely at the angle of view of observer. 一切的一切,仿佛是让做梦者的耶尘,以旁观者的视角全部感受了一遍。 Ye Chen does not understand why in own mind will have such dreamland. 耶尘不明白自己的脑海里为什么会产生这样的梦境。 However he when the confusion, is actually the truth of this dreamland first cares. 但是他在困惑之余,首先关心的却是这道梦境的真伪。 Is own guilty psychology extremely in serious, did this cause in the subconscious to compile this dreamland arbitrarily? 难道是自己的愧疚心理太过于严重,这才导致潜意识里擅自编造出了这场梦境么？ Is holding so the question, Ye Chen immediately through own communication and elite hunter jurisdiction, to hunting for the relevant authority of group conducted a private inquiry, thus long-distance demonstrated murdered personnel list that loses the village. 抱着如此疑问,耶尘立刻就通过自己的通讯器以及精英猎人权限,向猎团的相关部门进行了一番私人查询,从而远程显示出一张那座遗落村庄的遇害人员名单。 Afterward, when the line of sight falls to this list surface that moment, Ye Chen the expression then solidified instantaneously. 随后,当视线落到这份名单表面的那一刻,耶尘的表情便是瞬间凝固了。 Because, its above recorded the blood artisan hunter clearly in these names that in the dreamland knows. 因为,它上面清清楚楚地记录了血匠猎人在梦境中所知晓的那些名字。 And has warm beautiful and Winger this to the sister and brother, the age, is the sex, records completely without exception clearly. 其中就有温丽与温格这对姐弟,无论是年龄,还是性别,全部都无一例外记录得清清楚楚。 This means that Ye Chen the dream of doing does not fictionalize. 这意味着,耶尘所做之梦并非虚构。 All in dream are completely real. 梦里的一切全部都是真实的。 Ye Chen does not know ahead of time information why oneself can know in advance these villagers with remembering. 耶尘不知道自己为什么能够提前预知到这些遇难村民的信息与记忆。 With him is not clear that actually until now the frequent attack the auditory hallucination stems from what cause of disease. 就和他至今为止也不清楚自己时常发作的幻听究竟是出自于什么病因。 Ye Chenzhi can understand, when oneself arrive at the shower room distracted, gazes in mirror another face dull, in the mind was recalling that say/way came in the dreamland shadow slowly, the jet black form of named blood artisan hunter. 耶尘只能够明白,当自己精神恍惚地走到淋浴间,呆呆注视着梳妆镜里面的另一张脸庞,脑海内紧接着就回想起了那道在梦境阴影中缓缓现身,名为血匠猎人的漆黑身影。 The abyss changed the Wen sister and brother and lives of Master Macuz and all villagers. 深渊改变了温氏姐弟、马库兹村长、所有村民的人生。 Without a doubt, it throughout is the secret chief criminal. 毫无疑问,它始终是幕后的罪魁祸首。 However, even so, this is unable to change Ye Chen to become the fact of that cruel executioner. 但是,即便如此,这也无法改变耶尘成为了那名残忍刽子手的事实。 Everybody, village several hundred families, overnight, finished the respective life in the hand of blood artisan hunter. 男女老少,全村几百口人家,一夜之间,就这么在血匠猎人的手里结束了各自的人生。 They are once hoping Ye Chen becomes their liberators, however has not actually thought what finally waits is an indifferent god of death. 他们曾经期盼着耶尘成为他们的救星,然而却没有想到最后等来的是一位冷漠的死神。 The intention hence, Ye Chen casts light upon side the double pupil in the mirror, immediately inflated the red blood threads. 心念至此,耶尘照映在镜子里侧的双眸,顿时膨胀出了通红的血丝。 He felt very uncomfortable. 他感觉很难受。 By as the status of cruel inflicter, experiences the angles of view of these innocent victims. 以身为残忍加害者的身份,去体验这些无辜受害者的视角。 Several years ago that moment that finish a job blindly must make Ye Chen feel uncomfortable. 比起几年以前自己瞎眼断手的那一刻要更加令耶尘感到难受。 Meanwhile, although not clear evidence, but Ye Chen the intuition told itself in indistinct, this dreamland and abyss have the indivisible relation. 与此同时,尽管毫无确切的证据,但是耶尘的直觉更是在隐约之间告诉自己,这场梦境与深渊存在着不可割裂的联系。 All these simply look like 这一切简直就像是 The abyss is deliberately suffering his mind 深渊在刻意折磨着他的心神 The abyss was ridiculing intentionally ridiculed his actions to be the same. 深渊在故意嘲笑讥讽着他的所作所为一样。 Is gazing in the mirror another side, Ye Chenpan double palm by the washing the hands pond gets hold of immediately slightly, almost must pinch the ceramic tile to the smashing directly. 注视着镜子里另一侧的自己,耶尘攀在洗手池两侧的双掌顿时微微握紧,差点就要直接将瓷砖捏至粉碎。 The arrival of this strange dreamland, lets him originally the serious mind, all of a sudden became more unendurable. 这场诡异梦境的到来,让他本就沉重的心神,一下子变得更加难熬了起来。 Three days later, Ye Chen goes to the summit of hunter, is hunting for the group middle-level psychology diagnosing and treating department to conduct another round state of mind appraisal. 三天之后,耶尘前往猎人之颠,在猎团中层的心理诊疗部门进行了又一轮的精神状态评估。 This, his spiritual appraisal score has not only changed for the better, instead also dropped 45 points. 这一回,他的精神评估分数不仅没有好转,反而还一口气跌落到了45分。 Without a doubt is unqualified. 毫无疑问的不合格。 The spiritual inspectors were confirming the result on report paper, immediately issued the instruction by the dignified tone to Ye Chen. 精神检测人员确认着报告纸上的这个结果,随即以凝重的口吻向耶尘下达了指示。 „Blood artisan mister, very sorry, it seems like you need to be separated from post at least one month, therefore please rest during this period well, if there is what worry and a concern, our psychiatrist is glad at your service.” “血匠先生,很抱歉,看来您需要脱离岗位至少一个月的时间了,所以请在这段期间好好地休息一下吧,如果有什么烦恼与心事的话,我们这里的心理医生十分乐意来为您服务。” Ye Chen listens, the expression nodded to accept lightly arrangement that hunted for the group. 耶尘听罢,表情平淡地点头接受了猎团的安排。 In fact, he had expected regarding this situation, because of short these three days, being insufficient made Ye Chen digest radically initially that „the nightmare of victim angle of view”. 实际上,他对于这种情况早就已经是有所预料,因为短短的这三天,根本就不足以让耶尘消化掉当初那场“受害者视角的噩梦”。 Even, even if to the present, then to letting Ye Chen impression most profound Wen the sister and brother, two children's desires and despairs, has made noise in his skull faintly. 甚至,哪怕到了现在,那对让耶尘印象最深刻的温氏姐弟,两名孩子的愿望与绝望,都一直在他的脑颅内隐隐作响. However, Ye Chen then was only the stride left the spiritual diagnosing and treating department, has not planned to hunting for the psychiatrists of group his concern pours out honestly. 但是,耶尘接下来仅是大步离开了精神诊疗部门,并没有打算将他的心事向猎团的心理医生坦白倾诉。 Because only Ye Chen is not a fool. 只因为耶尘不是一个傻瓜。 Since these years, blood artisan hunter not only can induce to existence of abyss lifeform, but also was always fully suffering suffering of strange auditory hallucination. 这些年以来,血匠猎人不仅能够感应到深渊生物的存在,而且还一直饱受着诡异幻听的折磨. But is carrying such a series of strange conditions, has made Ye Chen have some type regarding own existence sufficiently „suspicion”, but he definitely is unable to find the decisive evidence until now. 而身负着这么一系列诡异的状况,早就已经足以让耶尘对于自身的存在产生了某种“怀疑”,只不过他至今为止都完全无法找出决定性的证据。 The most likely clue, is that diary that Lysle keeps, however present Ye Chen did not have that qualifications to read the lattern half the content. 最有可能的线索,就是莱尔留下来的那本日志,然而现在的耶尘还没有那个资格去阅览后半部分的内容。 Therefore, the blood artisan hunter then decided that since this „suspicion” present, in addition has not become the reality, since own „difference” has not developed not the controllable situation, then he does not need to deal with it temporarily, does not need to make more bystanders know this matter temporarily, will thus advance the unnecessary trouble. 因此,血匠猎人便是决定,既然这道“怀疑”如今尚且没有成为现实,既然自己的“异样”还没有发展到不可控制的地步,那么他就暂时没有必要对其进行处理,也暂时没有必要让更多的外人知晓此事,从而将自己推到毫无必要的麻烦当中。 Just, with it relative, Ye Chen actually also made the pledge in the innermost feelings simultaneously 只不过,与之相对的,耶尘同时却也在内心立下了誓言 If one day, this type „suspicion” becomes „reality”. 倘若有一天,这种“怀疑”成为了“现实”. If, he soon will one day lose regarding oneself physical body control thoroughly. 倘若有一天,他即将彻底失去对于自己肉体的控制权. Then, before that moment arrives officially, Ye Chen at once first place to oneself brutally implement „sanction”. 那么,在那一刻正式到来之前,耶尘旋即就会抢先一步地对自己实施无情的“制裁”。 It looks like in Ye Chen, the abyss must die. 在耶尘看来,深渊必须死。 Therefore, even if this object included himself 因此,哪怕这个对象包括了自己 He will not leave leeway the half a point selfishness absolutely. 他也绝对不会留有半分私心。 Cuts open own throat. 切开自己的喉咙。 Holds to put on own heart. 捅穿自己的心脏。 Even if must exert the most brutal penalty to oneself, was ended up a fate that by oneself under inhuman suffering dies not entire corpse 哪怕是要对自己施加最残酷的刑罚,让自己在非人折磨之下落得一个死无全尸的下场 The blood artisan hunter also vows must not take the least bit the hesitation! 血匠猎人也誓必不会带上半点的犹豫！ In any event, he must drag it dead absolutely together! 无论如何,他绝对要拖上它一起死！ Absolutely! 绝对！ At dusk, Ye Chen lies down above the sofa of flowered dwelling living room, closes one's eyes to rest tired. 傍晚时分,耶尘躺倒在花宅客厅的沙发之上,神情疲惫地闭眼小憩。 At this moment, his side piled up with the every large or small bonsai. 此时此刻,他的身边堆满了大大小小的盆栽。 The colorful flowers and plants stand regarding Ye Chenting Pavilion, the flower fragrances of different variety mixed to interweave together a natural fragrance, is touching Ye Chen the mouth and nose gently, is massaging Ye Chen the brain gently. 五颜六色的花卉围绕耶尘亭亭而立,不同品种的花香共同混合交织成了一片天然的芬芳,轻轻抚摸着耶尘的口鼻,温柔按摩着耶尘的大脑. ( This chapter ends) (本章完)