Therefore, Italk backtoherseveraltimes, Liu Yuhantakesto ask the guardianto threatenme, but alsolooks forLiu Jieto talkfrequently, inculcates the concepts of somerare and beautiful flowerstoher, for example, cannotdepend on the man, otherwisemustsuffer a lossto be swindledsooner or later, is easierto obtain the girl of hand, manmoredoes not knowto treasure.
为此,我几次跟她顶嘴,刘雨涵就拿找家长威胁我,还经常找柳洁谈话,给她灌输一些奇葩的观念,比如说,不能太依着男人,否则迟早要吃亏上当,越容易得到手的女孩子,男人就越不知道珍惜。Originally, from the beginning, isI who Liu Jiepursuesbut actually, Ifelt that Ioccupied the initiative, isafter the brainwashing of Liu Yuhan, Liu Jieis maintaining the distancewithmegradually, the limbscontact is also fewer and fewer, insteadsheis close to the Liu Yuhancommunication, togetherwhattwofemalesalwayswindow-shop, Iwondered, Liu Yuhanhow manymeanings, Liu Jieismygirlfriend, whymusttakehertime, doesn't thisbreak upusintentionally?
本来,从一开始,就是柳洁倒追的我,我感觉自己占据了主动权,可是经过刘雨涵的洗脑,柳洁渐渐和我保持着距离,肢体接触也是越来越少,反而她跟刘雨涵来往密切,二女总是一起逛街啥的,我就纳闷了,刘雨涵到底几个意思呀,柳洁是我的女朋友,干嘛要占据她的时间呢,这不是故意拆散我们吗?Iwas depressed, thiswas similar, extremely easy to obtaingood meal, has putis not hatingto eat, suddenly, was one day robbedbyothers, thatsense of being lost and lonely, could be imaginedat heart.
我郁闷极了,这就如同,一个唾手可得的美味佳肴,一直放着舍不得吃,突然有一天,被别人抢走了,心里那种失落感,是可想而知的。
The sister-in-lawalsoaskedmeregularly, hownot to bring homeLiu Jieto eat meal, Iwas perfunctory, said that recentlyinherfamily/home the matterwere many, the sister-in-lawalsoasked that quarrelled, Ideniedhastily,thismatter, said was also awkward.
况且,嫂子还隔三差五问我,怎么不带柳洁回家吃饭,我都是敷衍,说最近她家里事多,嫂子又问是不是吵架了,我连忙否认,这种事,说出去也是尴尬。Absent-minded that recentlylearned/studied, causingmylearn/studyto regress, Liu Yuhanmademehelprevise the examination paper, thuspromoted the result.
最近学习上的心不在焉,导致我的学习一直退步,刘雨涵就让我帮忙批改试卷,从而提升成绩。On that day, Ias usual, toheroffice, preparedto revise the examination paper, discovered that the redball penused up, Iflipinherdrawer, the penhad not found, actuallydiscovered a finediary.
那天,我像往常一样,到了她的办公室,准备批改试卷,发现红色圆珠笔用完了,我在她的抽屉翻了翻,笔没找到,却发现了一个精致的日记本。Originally, combination lock, buthas not buckled, Icould not bearopen, set uprightline of strikinglarge characters, „Liu Yuhanconcern.”
本来,有一个密码锁,但没有扣进去,我忍不住翻开了,一竖行醒目的大字,“刘雨涵的心事。”Oh, thisis the diary of smellyyoung married woman, if the teachingdiary, has no needto cagecompletely, shehas certainly any secretivesecret.
天哪,这是臭婆娘的日记本啊,如果是教学日记,完全用不着上锁,她一定是有什么不可告人的秘密。Cannot help butopened, an all various professionsdelicatesmall characterattractedmeimmediately..
不由自主翻开了,一行行清秀的小字顿时吸引了我。。Whendoes not knowfrom, Ilost the interestin the man, no matter the longgracefulclown, Ithought that theydirtily are very very false, theytryto hoodwinkgirl'sheartwith the honeyed words, finallyfalls downin the bed, exposeswild naturemost realside......
不知从何时起,我对男人失去了兴趣,不管长的帅的丑的,我都觉得他们很肮脏很虚伪,他们试图用花言巧语蒙蔽女孩的心,最后扑倒在床,暴露出最野性最真实的一面......Myhandshakes, the diaryalmostfallson the ground, mother, is Liu Yuhanreallynear the lace?!
我手一抖,日记本差点掉在地上,妈呀,刘雨涵真的是蕾丝边?!Inthisdiary, the information contentis astonishing, orphan who first, Liu Yuhanwas picked, is not the Teacher Liubiological daughter, whenherseveralyears old, were sold toothersto be the child bride, every dayundertookhouseworkin one's power, the bonuswasthis, family'smale leadpeoplelikedbeginningto hitheras before, so long asis a scapegoat, drinks, went flatwithher, the smallchildhood, was coveredsmog, sheeight -year-old time, reallycould not endure the inhumansuffering, took the opportunityto escape, was actually discovered, had almost not been killed.
这日记本里,信息量惊人,首先,刘雨涵是被捡来的孤儿,并不是刘老师的亲生女儿,在她几岁的时候,就被卖给别人做童养媳,每天承担起了力所能及的家务,饶是这样,家里的男主人依旧喜欢动手打她,只要受了气,喝了酒,就拿她撒气,小小的童年,被蒙上了一层灰霾,她八岁的时候,实在忍受不了非人般的煎熬,借机逃跑,却被发现了,差点没被打死。Because the male leadpersonknowsto be in the wrong, does not dareto deliver to the hospitalher, hasdozen of intravenousescasuallyat home, originallyat that time, Liu Yuhanwas weak, thissimpleprocessing mode, is not of usefrom the start, visitsherday-by-daythinly, the vitalityelapsesgradually, the male leadperson is also with trepidation, can only while the midnight, throwon the streether.
因为男主人自知理亏,又不敢把她送到医院去,随便在家里打打吊针,本来那时候,刘雨涵就体弱多病,这种简单的处理方式,压根是不顶用,看着她一天天地骨瘦如柴,生机渐渐逝去,男主人也是提心吊胆,只能趁着半夜,把她扔到了街上。Shewrites, „Icould not forgetforever that coldwinter, tomymarrow, frozemybraincoldly, whenIsoonlose the consciousness, there is a person of good intention, gaveonebowl of hot soup, depends onthisbowl of soup, Ilived.”
她是这么写的,“我永远都忘不掉,那个寒冷的冬天,冷到了我的骨髓,冰冻了我的大脑,在我快要失去意识的时候,有个好心人,给了一碗热汤,靠着这碗汤,我活了下来。”Butthisperson of good intention, isTeacher Liu, when sheis youngloses one's spouse, had not looked for a partner, out of the sympathy, adoptedLiu Yuhan, andgives a nametoher, in other words, to8 or 9-year-old, shedoes not have an accuratename.
而这个好心人,就是刘老师,她年轻时丧偶,一直也没找个伴,出于同情,收养了刘雨涵,并且给她起了名,也就是说,一直到八九岁,她都没有一个确切的名字。Alsobecause of the gloominess of childhood, makingLiu Yuhanbe full of the dislike and hatredto the man, althoughTeacher Liuhas triedto enlightenher, actuallydoes not help matters, mostmainly, her ridgecannot pass.
也正是因为童年的灰暗,让刘雨涵对男人充满厌恶和憎恨,尽管刘老师一直试图开导她,却无济于事,最主要,她心里那道坎过不去。Sherejoicedvery muchin the pastwas still small, ifmore than tenyears old, possiblyarereleasing of thatmanwant the toolfor a lifetime, onjunior middle schooltime, sheliked the femalewith the novel, oftenwhatlooked was unable to extricate oneself, sprouted the impulsion in thisaspect, abovealsorecorded an embarrassedmatter, she bathroomindormitory, helped the femaleschoolmatecocoa, unexpectedlydug outto breakothersmembrane, shedmanyblood, did the guardianto come to the schoolto ripto compel, Teacher Liu can only lose moneyalsoapologizes, eased the disturbance...
她很庆幸当年尚小,如果十几岁的话,可能一辈子就是那个男人的泄欲工具,上初中的时候,她就喜欢上了女同小说,经常看的是无法自拔,也萌生了这方面的冲动,上边还记录了一件囧事,她在宿舍的卫生间,帮女同学抠抠,居然把人家膜抠破了,出了不少血,搞得家长来学校撕逼,刘老师只能赔钱又道歉,才平息了风波...Asgets older, sheeven moreslim and graceful, pursueshermale studentto be not infrequent, butLiu Yuhanhas not complied.
随着年纪增长,她越发的亭亭玉立,追求她的男生不在少数,可刘雨涵一个没答应。Therefore, but alsoquarrelswithTeacher Liu, shespoke of when spends one's last yearslonely, is not willingto livewith the man, got sick the Teacher Liuair/Qiobstinately, Liu Yuhandoes not have the means that out of the filial piety, she can only look for a counterfeitboyfriend, makingTeacher Liuhappy, but the issuecame, shepreviouslymade a few rules for all concerned, thisfakeboyfriendactuallywantsto start out insincerely but end up seriously, as of late, inharassingher, Liu Yuhanbe forced, rushes tooutside areato seek employment, thatmaleclings to for dear lifeas beforehitsrottenly, knew that sheis the teacherinthree, frequentlyonlinesubscribes the flowerto send, ourschoolmakesiswell-known, gaveherto have a bigpuzzle.
为此,还跟刘老师吵了一架,她说及时孤独终老,也不愿跟男人过日子,愣是把刘老师气病了,刘雨涵没办法,出于孝心,她只能找了个假冒男友,让刘老师开心开心,但问题来了,她先前约法三章了,这假男友却想假戏真做,最近这段时间,一直在骚扰她,刘雨涵迫于无奈,跑到外地去求职,那男的依旧死缠烂打,得知她在三中当老师,经常在网上订花送来,以至于我们学校闹得是人尽皆知,给她带了不小的困扰。Moreover, in the diaryalsomentionedIandLiu Jie, originally, regardingmyflagrantpinchingchest, shewas full of the anger, on the one handwantsto break upmeandLiu Jie, on the other hand, shewantsto change the Liu Jiesex orientation, makingherturn intonear the lace, because ofpure of Liu Jie, noguardpsychology, shemakes a veiled attacklittle, said that Iinsufficientlysympathize, does not understand the caregirl, onlyknowsto demand, the truesentimentcan stand up to the timetestand so on.
而且,日记里还提到了我和柳洁,本来,对于我明目张胆的捏胸,她充满了愤怒,一方面想要拆散我和柳洁,另外一方面,她想改变柳洁的性取向,让她变成蕾丝边,因为柳洁的单纯,根本没什么防范心理,她一点点旁敲侧击,说我不够体贴,不懂得关心女孩,只知道索取,真正的感情经得住时间考验之类。Liu Jiefrommylittlefanyounger sister, alienatesmeslowly, is shecreatessingle-handedly, Liu Yuhanalsowrote, sees the indignantappearance that Ifoam with rageeach time, shesmiles.柳洁从我的小迷妹,慢慢疏远我,全是她一手造成的,刘雨涵还写了,每次看到我吹胡子瞪眼的气愤样子,她就偷着乐。What the eggis sore, Liu Yuhan the Liu Jiemeasurements, the heightbody weight, records, gave back to a label, the little misslikeporcelain doll, mustaskherrecently, minded„grinding soya beans into bean curd” the posture, un un, takesbravely the firststep!
蛋疼的是,刘雨涵把柳洁的三围,身高体重,都记录下来,还给了一个标签,像瓷娃娃一样的小姑娘,最近要问问她,介不介意“磨豆腐”的姿势,嗯嗯,勇敢迈出第一步!Looks atthese, Ijust likethousands ofdamnto howl, originallythinks,Liu Yuhanandsheis onlypurebecoming friends, whoknows that sheunexpectedlyisnear a lace, whatis most hateful, shealsowantsto change the Liu Jiesex orientation, thismother, whenIquitedo bully?
看完这些,我心里犹如千万头草泥马呼啸而过,本来以为,刘雨涵和她只是单纯的交朋友,谁知道啊,她居然是个蕾丝边,最可恨的是,她还想改变柳洁的性取向,这尼玛,当我好欺负呢?KnewLiu Yuhanpitifullife experience, Iwantto askherto do accountsimmediately, actuallywantsto comecarefully, cannotallblameher, the childhood of thisnearlydistortion, is not the average personcanimaginecompletely, the childhood, was worry-free, was full of the joyfultime, regardingLiu Yuhan, does not wantto mention.
要不是得知了刘雨涵的悲惨身世,我都想立马找她算账了,其实仔细想来,也不能全怪她,这种近乎扭曲的童年,完全不是一般人能想象的,童年,是无忧无虑,充满了快乐的时光,对于刘雨涵而言,一点都不想提及。Iput the diary, stares at the examination paperto be in a daze, howmustsaveLiu Jie, ifshewere developedbyLiu Yuhan, did not cherishmethoroughly, whereonmecried?
我把日记本放了回去,盯着试卷发呆,要怎么拯救柳洁呢,万一她被刘雨涵开发了,彻底不稀罕我了,那我上哪哭去?Ia littlewantto seek helpolder cousin's wife, after allsheis experienced, butwas worried,older cousin's wifeis a lonelywoman, shedoes not dareto go off track, refers toerraticallyis turned intonear the lacebyLiu Yuhan, when the time comesthreewomanplays, Iam really in the wayinside.
我有点想求助堂嫂,毕竟她见多识广,但又担心,堂嫂是个寂寞的女人,她又不敢出轨,指不定被刘雨涵变成蕾丝边,到时候三个女人一台戏,我在旁边真碍事。WhenIam depressed, is full of the magneticmale voiceto resoundtogether, „schoolmate, is this Liu Yuhandesk? How to seeherperson?”
在我郁闷的时候,一道饱含磁性的男声响起,“同学,这是刘雨涵的办公桌吗?怎么没见着她的人?”
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