NPT :: Volume #5

#425: Having a guilty conscience

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However my actions, making her heart raise intermittent warm feeling, owing this young bastard were too many are too many, can only use the remaining years of life the gentleness, falls waters his future, this time period, the sister-in-law also wants to understand gradually, something were the divine intervention, undeniably, incomplete was also a beautiful, by her past status, was very that difficult marrying achieved wishes to enter the banker, when perhaps his female friend for a lifetime, was a good choice. 不过我的所作所为,让她心头升起了一阵阵暖意,欠这个小坏蛋太多太多,只能用余生的温柔,来倾洒浇灌他的未来,这阵子,嫂子也渐渐想明白了,有些东西是天意,不可否认,残缺也是一种美,以她过去的身份,很难如愿以偿的嫁入庄家,或许当他一辈子的红颜知己,也不失为一个好的选择。 Indulges with it in the sadness constantly, day-by-day depressed, might as well positively facing life, will have the unexpected harvest. 与其一味地沉溺在悲伤中,一天天闷闷不乐着,还不如积极地面对生活,也会有意想不到的收获。 Therefore, when I see the sister-in-law again, discovered that among her style of speaking manners, is emitting a charm, she no longer looks distressed, free and easy that reveals, making me feel was really gratified and happy, again many that on this issue, others persuaded, were inferior solid that she wants to understand. 所以,当我再次见到嫂子的时候,发现她谈吐举止间,散发着一种魅力,她不再是愁眉苦脸,那流露出的洒脱,令我着实感到欣慰和高兴,在这个问题上,别人劝说的再多,不如她自己想明白来的实在。 However some people like some people to worry, sees performance that the sister-in-law feels relaxed, mother -in-law is somewhat tense, after all, she kept on proclaiming before, the sister-in-law is in front of my, always forces oneself to look cheerful, when I walk, cried tears person, it seems like, this should have some ingredients of exaggeration, actually this was not strange, mother -in-law wants to aggravate the sister-in-law in my weight/quantity, therefore said as far as possible pitifully. 不过正所谓有人欢喜有人愁,见到嫂子释然的表现,丈母娘有几分紧张,毕竟,她之前才口口声声说,嫂子当着我的面,总是强颜欢笑,等我一走,就哭成了泪人儿,看来,这应该有一些夸大其词的成分,其实这也不奇怪,丈母娘想加重嫂子在我心里的分量,所以尽量说得可怜点。 Doing test-tube baby who although mother -in-law wants to volunteer, but my conscience has not vanished, if after and other children were born, then told the sister-in-law, without doubt was an attack, only if the sister-in-law also agreed, I possibly considered, clearly, mother -in-law understood her daughter's personality, does not dare to mention this matter with the sister-in-law. 虽然丈母娘想要自告奋勇的做试管婴儿,但我良心未泯,如果等孩子出生后,再告诉嫂子,无疑是一种打击,除非嫂子也同意,那我才可能考虑,很明显,丈母娘了解她女儿的性格,才不敢跟嫂子提这事。 In sister-in-law opinion, the person who does not want to walk, expels cannot drive out, but wants to walk, making an effort skills, asks for trouble, but I, obviously am the former, even without the child as the tie, impossible to go to her. 在嫂子看来,不想走的人,撵也撵不走,而想走的,使劲浑身解数,也只是自讨苦吃罢了,而我,显然是前者,即便没有孩子作为纽带,也不可能离她而去。 The sister-in-law basically stood firm, but losing of Liu Jie recalled, to me is a big attack, but then these days, I like the sticky candy, brazen-faced and shameless is entangling Liu Jie, frequently goes to her hospital ward to visit, time from the beginning, Liu Jie also very repels me, but to afterward, gradually also accepted my existence. 嫂子这边基本是稳住了,但柳洁的失忆,对我而言是一大打击,不过接下来这段时间,我像个牛皮糖一样,死皮赖脸的缠着柳洁,经常去她的病房探望,一开始的时候,柳洁还挺排斥我,但到了后来,逐渐也接受了我的存在。 Because I understood clearly, her food habit, eats the small dumplings obtuse not to add the scallion non- carat, plays the King glory, hits auxiliary does not insert the eye, likes delivering the head/number of people, but well in having me leads her, generally can lie down to win, as the saying goes, falls in love over time, as my on own initiative attack, Liu Jie as if became a little likes me, but her chest varied, the reminder that always strikes I, do not vindicate with her, will otherwise be relentless to reject me, made that my awkwardness, how this young woman knows I thought the confession. 因为我清楚的了解,她的饮食习惯,吃小馄钝不加葱不加辣,玩王者荣耀,打辅助不插眼,爱送人头,不过好在有我带她,一般都是可以躺赢的,俗话说的好,日久生情,随着我的主动出击,柳洁似乎变得有点喜欢我了,只是她心口不一,总是不无敲打的提醒我,不要跟她表白,否则会毫不留情拒绝我,弄得我一阵尴尬,这小娘们咋知道我想告白呢。 These days, I have socialized in two sickness rooms cautiously, avoided the parents and willow Zhanpeng the line of sight, so as to avoid being found by them, on the mouth did not say anything, definitely is not at heart good to think. 这段时间,我一直小心翼翼周旋于两个病房间,也避开了二老和柳展鹏的视线,免得被他们瞧见了,嘴上不说啥,心里肯定也不好想。 Because the sister-in-law thought through, my whole time, are accompanying Liu Jie, are enjoying like the first love feeling, before because just, have lost one time, therefore I treasure especially, were many in the together time with Liu Jie, even more felt, oneself was unfair to her before, is easy to neglect the feeling of Liu Jie, after all she is only a 18-year-old silly thing, naive pure, good-hearted, even if the moment in front of leaping off a building, she has not threatened me to leave the sister-in-law, instead thinks that own charm is insufficient, cannot attract me completely. 由于嫂子想通了,我大部分时间,都陪伴着柳洁,享受着如同初恋般的感觉,正因为之前失去过一次,所以我格外珍惜,跟柳洁在一起的时光多了,也越发觉得,自己以前对她不公平,容易忽略了柳洁的感受,毕竟她只是一个18岁的傻丫头,天真单纯,心地善良,即使在坠楼前的一刻,她也没有威胁我离开嫂子,反而认为自己的魅力不够,不能完全吸引我。 I have been trying to awaken the Liu Jie memory, but also pays attention to the method very much, like the doctor said that wants the lukewarm water to boil the frog, once stimulates to the nerve that she is damaged, will be only intense, that is not the aspect that I want to see. 我一直在试图唤醒柳洁的记忆,但也很注意方法,就像医生说的,要温水煮青蛙,一旦刺激到她受损的神经,只会变本加厉,那绝不是我想看到的局面。 I reminded Liu Jie cautiously, she was leaps off a building turns into this, Liu Jie is covering the head, the small face revealed the meaning of pain, may have a scare me, quickly is hugging her waist, this action, stirred up her to be red in the face, shoved open me gently, making me do not raise a rumpus, then the Liu Jie small face is passing doubts, told me unintentionally, oneself had a very long dream, dreamed of her to sit in the roof looks at the scenery, probably had a small stone, suddenly pounded her neck, finally the dream awoke. 我小心翼翼的提醒柳洁,她是坠楼才变成这样的,以至于柳洁捂着脑袋,小脸露出痛苦之意,可把我吓了一跳,急忙搂着她的腰肢,这一举动,惹得她面红耳赤,轻轻推开了我,让我不要动手动脚,接着柳洁小脸透着一股疑惑,有意无意告诉我,自己做了一个很长的梦,梦见她坐在楼顶看风景,好像有颗小石头,突然砸到了她的脖子,结果梦就醒了。 Before regarding the reason that Liu Jie leapt off a building, I have been suspicious, heard her saying that more definite was the external factor, it seems like it was not she jumps from an upper story intentionally, but leapt off a building accidentally/surprisingly! 之前对于柳洁坠楼的原因,我就一直心存疑惑,听到她这么讲,更加确定是外在的因素,看来不是她故意跳楼,而是意外坠楼！ However, I do not have to contact with Chief summer anxiously, but went to a school, because of departure of Teacher Liu and Liu Yuhan, therefore changed a teacher in charge, although I had not gone to attend class, but he does not dare to manage me, after all at the games, I was previously startled for beauty's performance, had determined the result of this semester is harmless, in addition the face of principal is placed in that even if I directly enroll the college entrance examination, still what no one said. 不过,我没有急着联系夏局长,而是去了一趟学校,因为刘老师和刘雨涵的离去,所以换了个班主任,虽然我一直没去上课,但他也不敢管我,毕竟先前在运动会上,我惊为天人的表现,已经确定了这学期的成绩无伤大雅,再加上校长的面子摆在那,即使我直接来参加高考,也没人说啥。 I went to the teaching roof, investigates, initially I had not felt neighbor has the person, moreover goes to the roof, only then a road which must be taken, in other words, that stone, does not throw in the teaching roof. 我去了教学楼顶,探查一番,当初我并没有感觉到附近有人,而且去楼顶,只有一条必经之路,也就是说,那颗石头,并不是在教学楼顶抛掷的。 I stand in the roof, looked all around, a nearest building, was the back student's dormitory, probably dozens meters away, if must throw the pebble, the average person was impossible to achieve, but regarding achieving the expert of bright vigor period, was not a difficult matter. 我站在楼顶上,环顾了一圈,距离最近的一栋楼,是背后的学生宿舍,大概几十米远,如果要扔石子,普通人是不可能做到,但对于达到了明劲期的高手,并非难事。 Therefore, I arrived at the school special control room, fought the principal telephoned, explained the situation probably, after his urging, that staff also very coordinated me, assigned out same day video recording directly , after Liu Jie went upstairs panting in indignation, the grey clothes man, without interest slid a dormitory after classroom building quietly, moreover according to each building's monitoring, he was on direct the attic! 于是,我到了学校专门的监控室,跟校长打了一通电话,大概说明了情况,经过他的叮嘱,那工作人员也是挺配合我,直接调出了当天的录像情况,果然,在柳洁气呼呼上楼后,有一名灰衣男子,悄声无息溜到了教学楼后的一栋宿舍楼,而且根据每层楼的监控来看,他是直接上了顶楼！ Moreover at that time, after Liu Jie leapt off a building, he had/left the dormitory hurriedly, this time was to tally completely, did not have any coincidence saying, in my eye jumped shoots, but the cold glow , leaping off a building was not the Liu Jie original intention, but was the function of external force! 而且当时,柳洁坠楼后,他就匆匆忙忙出了宿舍楼,这时间完全是吻合的,也不存在什么巧合一说,我眼中迸射而出的寒芒,果然,坠楼不是柳洁的本意,而是外力的作用！ However the clarity of camera is limited, I take a look carefully, who has not recognized this fellow is, after the grey clothes man had/left the school , the whereabouts where, that was unknown, after all the monitor area of school is limited. 不过摄像头的清晰度有限,我仔细瞅了瞅,并没有认出来这家伙是谁,至于灰衣男子出了学校后,又去向何方,那就不得而知了,毕竟学校的监控范围有限。 I can only call Chief summer, hears is I, his attitude good many, but mentioned assigns out the video recording the matter, becomes afraid to say a word, unclear, he told me, temporarily wants to meet, hung up the telephone. 我只能打电话给夏局长,一听到是我,他态度好了不少,但一提到调出录像的事儿,又变得吞吞吐吐,含糊不清,他告诉我,临时要个开会,就挂断了电话。 If as expected, this Chief summer should be one of the insiders, is not good, this matter I must investigate to come to light, is the ghost who who does! 不出意外的话,这夏局长应该是知情人之一,不行,这件事我必须调查个水落石出,到底是谁搞的鬼！ I rushed to the police station swaggering, entered the office of Chief summer directly, he sees me, it may be said that is in reverential awe, evidently, he has not held what conference, but is perfunctory me intentionally. 我大摇大摆赶往了警察局,直接进了夏局长的办公室,他一见到我,可谓是诚惶诚恐,看样子,他并没有开什么会议,只是故意在敷衍我。
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