NPT :: Volume #4

#342: Injured mind

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Thinks that this matter, my one headache, Liu Jie had clashes of opinion with me before, the sister-in-law also inquired specially, lets me if certainly wants to be clear, this is concerning the future in the future, a blink in a month, Liu Jie will return again, happening was too meddlesome, naturally, what is most important was older cousin did not have, the parents are taking good care of the sister-in-law, once they and Liu Jie met, I and sister-in-law's intimate relation was shouting already... 想到这件事,我就一阵头疼,之前柳洁跟我闹矛盾,嫂子还特意询问,让我一定要想清楚,这关乎着前途未来,一眨眼过了一个月,柳洁再度归来,发生太多事儿了,当然,最重要的还是堂哥没了,二老又在悉心照料嫂子,一旦他们和柳洁见面,我和嫂子的亲密关系可谓是呼之已出... I am actually afraid very much, according to the Liu Jie character, is hard to accept this matter, she is an out-and-out small vinegar jar, but to save face to me, usually on the mouth did not say, at that time ate meal together, the sister-in-law falls ill cannot drink the cold drink, I say impatiently, seems very anxious, possibly older cousin and father's younger paternal cousin have not detected, but Liu Jie is the thoughts exquisite miss, guessed correctly anything indistinctly, the sister-in-law is also very intelligent, afterward various types kibitzed, taught how Liu Jie encircles my heart. 我其实很害怕,按照柳洁的性格,难以接受这事,她是个不折不扣的小醋坛子,但为了给我留面子,通常嘴上不说,当时一起吃饭,嫂子生病不能喝冷饮,我就迫不及待提出来,显得十分焦急,可能堂哥和堂叔没察觉到,但柳洁是个心思细腻的姑娘,隐约猜到了什么,嫂子也是挺聪明的,后来各种支招,教导柳洁怎么圈住我的心。 These actions, dispelled her misgivings, I remember very clearly, that meeting sister-in-law goes to the clinic to examine to be really pregnant, Liu Jie cheers, is holding my hand, cracks a joke. 这些举动,打消了她的顾虑,我记得很清楚,那会嫂子去诊所检验出是真怀孕,柳洁不禁欢呼雀跃,拉着我的手,开起了玩笑。 After all this, I can break thoroughly read think, but Liu Jie cannot think, the child unexpectedly is not older cousin, but is my... naturally, at the present the child does not have, is very difficult to coordinate the sister-in-law and Liu Jie, I impossible, therefore desolate sister-in-law, does not want to lose Liu Jie, without a doubt, this is the headache issue. 毕竟这样,我就能彻底断了念想,可柳洁也想不到,孩子竟不是堂哥,而是我的...当然,而今孩子没了,很难协调嫂子和柳洁,我不可能因此冷落嫂子,也不想失去柳洁,毫无疑问,这是个头疼的问题。 However, first goes to the hospital to have a look at the sister-in-law, then to Liu Jie was saying slowly, too, Liu Jie looked a moment ago wearily, got into bed, dug pursed the lips saying that „small Brother Feng, had anything, you went busily, I will first rest think, when you returned.” 不过,先去医院看看嫂子,回头在跟柳洁慢慢说吧,刚才啪的太嗨,柳洁面露疲倦,钻进了被窝,撅了噘嘴说,“小风哥,有什么事,你就去忙吧,我先睡会觉,等你回哟。” „Good, comes back the belt/bring delicious to you.” I complied with one, a Liu Jie likely docile small kitty, nods cleverly. “好,回来带好吃的给你。”我应了一声,柳洁像个温顺的小猫咪,乖巧点了点头。 I rushed to the first People's Hospital hurriedly , the sister-in-law has sobered to come, but she is disgruntled. 我风风火火赶往了第一人民医院,果然,嫂子已经清醒过来,不过她在闹情绪。 Arrives at the hospital ward entrance quickly time, hears the sister-in-law making a tearful scene sound to pass on. 快到病房门口的时候,就听到嫂子哭闹声传出来。 „Xiaomei, you calmly.” The mothers-in-law are somewhat at a loss, she discovered just in time I enter the hospital ward, sees my first, the sister-in-law complexion framed, her beautiful pupil exuded guilty and rebukes oneself, what were more was sorrowful. “小梅,你冷静一点啊。”丈母娘有些束手无策,正巧她发现我走进病房,见到我的第一眼,嫂子脸色定格住了,她美眸泛起了愧疚和自责,更多的是悲痛。 Is this complex look, makes me very uncomfortable, as if has what heavy item, pressing is the same in my chest. 仅仅是这一个复杂的眼神,就让我无比难受,仿佛有什么重物,压在我胸口一样。 The mothers-in-law also very come the matter, is pulling the father-in-law, „walks, takes a stroll, gives their young couple privates.” 丈母娘还挺来事的,扯着老丈人,“走,出去散散步,给他们小两口一点私人空间。” Before long, the hospital ward only has me and sister-in-law, cannot help but pulling her small hand, but her body has been trembling, „Little Feng, our children, did not have .” 不一会儿,病房只剩下我和嫂子,不由自主挽着她的小手,只是她的身体一直在发抖,“小风,我们的孩子,没了,呜哇。” The parents , the sister-in-law have been constraining the mood a moment ago, saw me to come, she not only gratified and was afraid, cried, tears falling falling. 刚才二老在,嫂子一直压抑着情绪,见到我来,她既欣慰又害怕,哇的一声哭了出来,眼泪扑簌扑簌的落下。 Visits me to feel like a knife twisting in the heart, is hugging her gently, although comes soberly, but her is pale, the hair has some disorderly, disclosed a feeling of gently beautiful person. 看得我心如刀割,轻轻地搂着她,虽然清醒过来,但她的脸色苍白,头发有些许凌乱,透露出一种柔美人的感觉。 „Oh, do not cry not to cry, I have avenged a grievance.” Actually, my special remorse, because offended these big shot, was suspended one by them, not only, when the spear/gun causes, but also my flesh and blood died. “乖乖,别哭别哭,我已经报仇雪恨了。”其实,我特别的自责,因为得罪了那些大佬,被他们摆了一道,不仅被当枪使,而且我的骨肉夭折了。 Originally sister-in-law's physique is not good, she can live to be content, yeah, possibly complied with those words- person has vicissitudes of life, the moon/month has the ups-and-downs, perhaps this matter, will become me and sister-in-law secret disease for a lifetime. 本来嫂子的体质就不好,她能活下来就该知足的,哎,可能应了那句话吧-人有悲欢离合,月有阴晴圆缺,或许这件事,将成为我和嫂子心里一辈子的隐疾。 She and older cousin has not been pregnant, that is the older cousin issue, must say that not strange older cousin, that is false, but she more often is withstanding silently, moreover afterward, because the older cousin mud gets sucked fully, was infatuated with gambling, in the life rough also increases, the sister-in-law also cannot help but rejoiced, perhaps is really inappropriate, until my appearance, ignited her hope. 她和堂哥没有怀孕,那是堂哥的自身问题,要说一点不怪堂哥,那是假的,但她更多时候是默默的承受,而且后来,由于堂哥泥足深陷,迷上了赌博,生活中的磕磕绊绊随之增多,嫂子也不由得庆幸,或许是真的不合适,直到我的出现,燃起了她的希望。 With great difficulty, the sister-in-law took bravely one step, on the bosom our flesh and blood, day-by-day is hoping the belly grew up, actually turned into such aspect, her heart pain, I understood compared with anyone. 好不容易,嫂子勇敢的迈出一步,怀上了我们的骨肉,一天天盼望着肚子长大,却变成这样的局面,她的那份心痛,我比谁都了解。 The sister-in-law had a dream that becomes mother, even if later gives her the glory, splendor, riches and honor, the life of sumptuous lifestyle, solid that is less than the child to come, after all, that is the crystallization and extension that we like. 嫂子本来就有一个当母亲的梦,哪怕以后给她荣华富贵,锦衣玉食的生活,也不及孩子来的实在,毕竟,那才是我们爱的结晶和延续。 One hear of this saying, the sister-in-law has a scare, the beautiful pupil circle opens the eyes, „Little Feng, did you kill people?!” 一听这话,嫂子吓了一跳,美眸圆睁,“小风,你杀人了？！” She is good-hearted, even if the flesh and blood died, has not thought pays with life by the life, what is main, this year is the society under the rule, the sister-in-law does not want in my hand to contaminate the human life, shakes the head, „does not have, but fed in the prison cell them.” 她心地善良,哪怕骨肉夭折了,也没想过以命抵命,最主要的是,这年头是法治社会,嫂子也不希望我手上沾染人命,摇了摇头,“没,只是把他们送进了牢房。” The sister-in-law then relaxes, twittering said, „that is good, that is good, Little Feng, later did not have the child, will you abandon me?” 嫂子这才松了口气,呢喃道,“那就好,那就好,小风,以后没了孩子,你会抛弃我吗？” Since she wakes up, takes to heart about this matter, even quarrelled with two Boss, she no doubt wants to accompany together with my appearance, is actually willing to make the life obtain extension, at that time she was delivered to the hospital, the mouth has been talking over my child... 自从她醒来之后,就对这事就耿耿于怀,甚至跟二老大吵了一顿,她固然想跟我长相厮守,却更愿意让生命得到一种延续,当时她被送到医院,嘴里就一直念叨着我的孩子... „Sister-in-law, you are silly, even does not have the child, I deeply will have been loving you.” I said ill-humoredly, to be honest, the ideological concept in this aspect, I do not care very much, naturally, my parents are different, listens to the villager to talk over since childhood, the buttocks have a child excellently, growing up to look to be good to work, takes a wife to have a child, words, cannot leave the child in any case. “嫂子,你傻呀,就算没孩子,我一直会深爱着你。”我没好气说道,说实话,这方面的思想观念,我并不是很在意,当然,我爹娘不一样,从小就听村里人念叨,屁股大好生孩子,长大找份好工作,娶个媳妇生孩子,反正句句话,离不开孩子。 If the sister-in-law did not have the fertility, they are more impossible to agree, but, this crucial point, I naturally cannot raise these. 如果嫂子没了生育能力,那他们更不可能同意,不过,这个节骨眼,我自然不会提这些。 „This child is the heaven bestows our treasure, later is impossible to have again, moreover by my status, is impossible to become the wife of Zhuang once again, does not want to make you difficult to cultivate the behavior, instead I died, is a best helping way, later you are looking after the child well, fosters him to grow up, that is I biggest hope, cultivating the behavior to understand to be content, the God is good to me too, making me run into you at incomparable vacant, the life had the different splendors, my also achieving wishes bosom the baby, lived on the big house, how can. Is insatiably greedy, now the child did not have, even he went to the heaven, still same will hate my mother.” The sister-in-law tells, said, cannot bear cry. “这孩子是上天赐给我们的宝贝,以后不可能再有,而且以我的身份,不可能再次成为老庄家的媳妇儿,也不想让你难做人,反而我死了,是一种最好的成全方式,以后你好好照看着孩子,抚养他长大成人,那是我最大的期盼,做人要懂得知足,老天爷对我已经太好了,让我在无比茫然的时候遇到了你,生活有了不一样的精彩,我也如愿以偿怀了宝宝,还住上了大房子,又怎么能贪得无厌,如今孩子没了,就算他去了天堂,也一样会恨我这个母亲。”嫂子娓娓道来,说完,忍不住失声痛哭起来。 This silly woman, the aspects stand in my viewpoint issue, I was infected by her tears, some tip of the nose also acids. 这个傻女人,方方面面都站在我的角度考虑问题,我被她的眼泪感染了,鼻头也有些酸酸的。 Then just restored points, I worried very much, the sister-in-law cannot withstand such result, quickly hugs the bosom her, although the body is hot, but small hand icy cold like the iron, the cheek of that pear flower belt/bring rain, brought back my sadness, can only whip sister-in-law's back gently, relaxes her aura. 这才刚恢复一点,我很担心,嫂子承受不住这样的结果,急忙把她搂进怀里,虽然身上热乎乎的,不过小手冰凉的像铁一样,那梨花带雨的脸蛋,勾起了我的悲伤,只能轻轻拍打嫂子的背,舒缓她的气息。 Yeah, I am really good to hate , because are not very powerful, turned into this, if the time can flow backwards well this/should... 哎,我真的好恨,都是因为自己不够强大,才变成了这样,如果时光能倒流该多好...
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