NPT :: Volume #1

#10: Pain of yearning


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That night was on vacation from school, I was about to go home, the hygienic committee member shouted that I took out the trash together, has not rejected, helping the class make the contribution, should actually. 那天晚上放学,我准备回家,卫生委员喊我一块倒垃圾,也没拒绝,帮班级做做贡献,倒是应该的。 I am lifting the trash can with Liu Sanmao, toward the trash room, passed by the poster wall the time, hears a noise. 我跟刘三毛抬着垃圾桶,往垃圾房去,路过海报墙的时候,听到一阵吵闹声。 Liu Jie, little installs purely, do not think that I do not know, you with Li Zhiyuan on good, his mother, delivers silk stockings to make commemorating to me!” 柳洁,少装纯,别以为我不知道,你跟李志远好上了,他娘的,送一条丝袜给我作纪念呀!” Guo Tao, your bastard, talked nonsense anything, disliked, let loose quickly, otherwise I shouted that saved a life.” 郭涛,你混蛋啊,胡说八道什么,讨厌死了,快放开,不然我喊救命了。” Hears this dialogue, I stopped the footsteps, Liu Jie, is the class flower of our class, clear pretty, non- young man unrequited loves her, but Guo Tao is the feudal bully of next door class, all day idles about, causing trouble, incessantly is the student, even the teachers have a headache very much. 听到这个对话,我停下了脚步,柳洁,是我们班的班花,清纯貌美,不少男的暗恋她,而郭涛是隔壁班的恶霸,整天游手好闲,惹是生非,不止是学生,连老师都很头疼。 At this time a Liu Jie face is frightened, noticed us, Sanmao, Zhuang Feng, helped me quickly.” 此时柳洁一脸惊惶,也注意到了我们,“三毛,庄风,快来帮我啊。” Liu Sanmao pretends not to see, lowered the sound saying that walked, this matter do not meddle, asking for trouble of province.” 刘三毛装作没有看到,压低声音说,“走走走,这种事不要插手,省的惹火烧身。” Because the surroundings are very peaceful, Liu Jie heard his words, was anxious the tears to be about to come out, Liu Sanmao, were you a man? Unexpectedly sees somebody in danger and does nothing.” 因为周围很安静,柳洁听到了他的话,急得眼泪快出来了,“刘三毛,你是男人吗?居然见死不救。” By her such saying, the Liu Sanmao complexion was blushed, how does not know to answer, Guo Tao smiles one inexpensively, wants to touch her leg, I am unable to continue watching, put down the trash can, walks quickly. 被她这么一说,刘三毛脸色发红,不知道怎么作答,郭涛贱笑一声,就想摸她的腿,我看不下去,放下垃圾桶,快步走过去。 Guo Tao, how do you bully the female student?” I curl the lip, despises completely. 郭涛,你怎么欺负女生呢?”我撇撇嘴,满是鄙夷。 He actually thinks otherwise, the angry quirk, rolls the distant point, other his mother minds others' business, otherwise father's fist does not keep eyes open.” 他却不以为然,恼火道,“滚远点,别他妈多管闲事,否则老子的拳头不长眼。” As a mountain in the child, I have been very low-key in the school, the quick two months, some little schoolmates have not known me. 作为一个山里来的孩子,我在学校一直都很低调,以至于快两个月,还有小部分同学不认识我。 Guo Tao this person, frightens the pass student, fights, I have really not feared him. 郭涛这种人,也就是吓唬普通学生,打起架来,我还真不怕他。 His fist wields to come, on the face is hanging the self-confident smile, my is sideways, evades his style, then a foot, tramples to his lower abdomen fiercely, hits him to spit the water directly. 他一拳挥动而来,脸上挂着自信的笑容,我一个侧身,就躲过他的招式,然后猛地一脚,踹到他的小腹,直接打得他吐水。 Drafts, calculates you to suppress, is waiting to father.” The Guo Tao face was green, he is not too stupid, knows that is not my opponent, does not have on hardly. “草拟吗,算你狠,给老子等着。”郭涛脸都绿了,他不算太蠢,知道不是我的对手,就没有硬上。 After he departs in a hurry, Liu Jie relaxes, the small face said ruddy, Zhuang Feng, thanks, you come, I was finished.” 等他匆匆离去后,柳洁松了口气,小脸红扑扑说,“庄风,谢谢啊,要不是你过来,我就完蛋了。” Un, all right, we are the schoolmates , helping the cooperation should mutually, you return to the dormitory earlier.” I discovered, Liu Jie wears the black long leg sock, in matching the school uniform, has makings. “嗯,没事,我们是同学,互帮互助应该的,你早点回宿舍吧。”我发现,柳洁穿着黑色的长腿袜,搭配上校服,别有一番气质。 That Guo Tao is really bad, I jog in the pasture, he said that the teacher looks for me, entrains me to this comes, actually wants to be discourteous I, you deliver me to return to the dormitory, so as to avoid he stages a comeback.” Liu Jie slightly anticipated to say obviously. “那个郭涛真是坏,我在草场跑步呢,他说老师找我,把我拽到这来,竟然要非礼我,要不,你送我回宿舍吧,免得他卷土重来。”柳洁略显期待说。 To be honest, I did not mind, but 9.2 ten, according to the convention, older cousin's wife 9 : 30 must take a bath now, in other words, I hurry back a bit faster, the opportunity appreciates her to put on the appearance of pajamas, now I eat meal also in the school, setting out early and returning late, is very difficult to bump into her. 说实话,我是不介意的,但现在九点二十,按照惯例,堂嫂九点半要洗澡,也就是说,我快点赶回去,还有机会欣赏她穿睡衣的样子,如今我吃饭也在学校,早出晚归,很难碰到她。 Excuse me, I want the hurrying back back word, he runs toward that side, is opposite with your dormitory direction, should be all right.” I hit, looks the apology. “不好意思啊,我要赶回去背单词,他往那边跑,跟你宿舍方向相反,应该没事。”我打了个哈哈,面露歉意。 The Liu Jie eyeground flashes through loses, is not good to blame me, Liu Sanmao is somewhat awkward, „, actually I am also victorious Guo Tao, but gives him the opportunity of performance.” 柳洁眼底闪过失落,也不好怪我,刘三毛有些尴尬,“嘿嘿,其实我也打得过郭涛,只是把表现的机会给他。” Hehe, usually boasted you good, met troublesome instigated, I looked down upon you.” Liu Jie stared his one eyes, beckons with me, is turning the small buttocks, vanishes in the curtain of night. “呵呵,平时吹牛你最行,遇到麻烦就怂,我看不起你。”柳洁瞪了他一眼,跟我招招手,扭着小屁股,消失在夜幕中。 Next day, noisy that this matter passes on, Guo Tao also said for this reason, must the color take a look to me, I toward have not gone actually at heart, on the contrary is Liu Jie calm, runs over to comfort me, Zhuang Feng, do not fear, if Guo Tao moves your soft body hair, I told the director, had him to feel better.” 第二天,这件事就传的沸沸扬扬,为此郭涛还放出话来,要给我颜色瞧瞧,我倒是没往心里去,反倒是柳洁淡定不住,跑过来安慰我,“庄风,你不要怕,郭涛如果动你一根毫毛,我就告诉教导主任,有他好受的。” My big masters, but also wants the female student to protect inadequately? 我一个大老爷们,还要女生保护不成? Where did I fear? You are actually nervous, is really lovable, he must dare to annoy me, I will make him regret.” This seems like the first time, Liu Jie initiated a talk with me, after all, in our class the dinosaur younger sister was in the majority, like Liu Jie this stature appearance good miss, was really few. “我哪里怕了啊?倒是你紧张兮兮,真是可爱,他要敢惹我,我会让他后悔。”这好像是头一次,柳洁主动跟我说话,毕竟,我们班上恐龙妹子居多,像柳洁这种身材样貌俱佳的姑娘,实在是屈指可数。 Good, told you secretly, my father knew the director, Guo Tao, if did not know the good and evil, by demerits!” Liu Jie said seriously. “好吧,偷偷告诉你,我爸认识教导主任,郭涛要是不识好歹,会被记大过的!”柳洁一本正经说。 Looked coming out, this girl is worried about me very much, then she brings bag between-meal snack, originally I do not want, her hard stopper gives me, added that in the family/home could not finish eating, regarding these things, I very likes actually, although some spending money, but does not hate to bring to buy between -meal snack, the feeling is too luxurious. 看的出来,这小妮子很担心我,然后她拿来一袋子零食,本来我不要的,她硬塞给我,还说家里吃不完的,对于这些东西,我倒是挺喜欢,虽然有一些零花钱,但舍不得拿来买零食,感觉太奢侈。 Many schoolmates noticed the Liu Jie behavior, teased, said that Liu Jie liked me, may blush the face her, returned to the position hastily, put out clothes, the small head buried. 不少同学注意到了柳洁的行为,纷纷调侃起来,说柳洁喜欢我,可把她羞红了脸,连忙回到自己位置,拿出一件衣服,小脑袋埋了进去。 To be honest, although she attractively, the stature is also very good, but contacted with older cousin's wife for a long time, I liked the flavor of mature woman, therefore had no idea to Liu Jie. 说实话,虽然她长得漂亮,身材也很棒,但是跟堂嫂接触久了,我更喜欢成熟女人的韵味,所以对柳洁没什么想法。 But others give me between -meal snack to eat, not necessarily likes me, I pretend klutz- remains silent. 但人家只是给我零食吃,也不一定是喜欢我吧,我就装作木头人-保持沉默。 Although Guo Tao threatened that must retaliate me, had not actually begun, I am a little strange, this fellow instigated, I toward have not gone at heart. 尽管郭涛扬言要报复我,却一直没有动手,我有点奇怪,这家伙是怂了吧,我也没往心里去。 Puzzles my matter truly, is not Guo Tao, but cannot see older cousin's wife, accurate, older cousin's wife as if intends to avoid me, does not know, is older cousin detected my unusual feelings, making older cousin's wife maintain the distance with me, although with older cousin's wife under same eaves, but my work and rest and she staggers perfectly, sees her opportunity to be getting fewer and fewer, I can only in the underwear through her fluttering window, alleviate missing. 真正困扰我的事情,并不是郭涛,而是见不着堂嫂,准确来说,堂嫂似乎有意回避我,也不知道,是不是堂哥察觉到我异样情愫,让堂嫂跟我保持距离,尽管跟堂嫂在同一屋檐下,但我的作息和她完美错开,见她的机会越来越少,我只能通过她飘窗上的内衣,来缓解思念。 This feeling, is just like the cowherd boy and female weaver, wants to see actually cannot see, naturally, possibly is I one-sided wishes, older cousin's wife has probably forgotten, among us small secret. 这种感觉,就好比是牛郎和织女,想见却不能见,当然,也可能是我一厢情愿,堂嫂或许早就忘了,我们之间的小秘密。 Actually, I also feared very much, if older cousin's wife drinks, violates muddled, discussed the beforehand matter, older cousin can not pull out me, naturally, the load returned the thoughts the worry, so long as older cousin did not ask me to talk, then on is well with everything. 其实,我也很怕,万一堂嫂喝了酒,犯糊涂,把之前的事讲出来,堂哥不得抽死我啊,当然,担心归担心,只要堂哥不找我谈话,那就万事大吉。 This missing has not diverged over time, instead is even more intense, sometimes I go back in the evening, knock their doors, asked that some immaterial issues, for example must eat noodles anything, older cousin's wife rejects without hesitation, hears her sound, I even think, she not in room. 这种思念没有随着时间推移散去,反而越发强烈,有时候我晚上回去,敲他们的房门,问些无关紧要的问题,例如要不要吃面条什么的,堂嫂都是不假思索拒绝,要不是听到她的声音,我甚至以为,她不在屋子里了呢。 I have a premonition, this is the meaning of older cousin, he possibly catches, I looked that the older cousin's wife look is not right, after all male, understands each other idea, is indisputable, to be honest, I do not support comfortably, felt that older cousin like against thief, oneself head was for fear that green. 我有一种预感,这是堂哥的意思,他可能捕捉到,我看堂嫂的眼神不对劲,毕竟都是男的,了解彼此想法,也是无可厚非,说实话,我心里挺不舒服,感觉堂哥就像在防贼一样,生怕自己头上绿了。 Yeah, if can see older cousin's wife this/should well, even if not watch the piece together, chatting is also good. 哎,要是能见见堂嫂该多好,哪怕不一起看片,聊聊天也是好的呀。 This missing, to yesterday morning, older cousin's wife suddenly appeared in the classroom entrance, in the hand is taking the heat preservation barrel, delivered the food specially that her whole body is lending the charming aura, after first was raised , the hot stature of outstanding, was the vision of attraction many hungry wolf. 这种思念,一直到昨天上午,堂嫂突然出现在教室门口,手里提着保温桶,专门送饭的那种,她浑身散发着妩媚气息,前凸后翘的火辣身材,更是吸引不少饿狼的目光。
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