MRSOHP :: Volume #5 冲突之年

#448: Responsibility and burden

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Harry flushed from a mouth of fireplace finally, the both feet stepped in the rug. He looks all around the surroundings, discovered after oneself arrive at Professor Dumbledore left, continuously by the vacant headmaster office. 哈利最终从一个壁炉的口冲了出来,双脚踩到了地毯上。他环顾周围,发现自己来到了邓布利多教授离开后一直被空置的校长办公室里。 The surrounding all are like that day that Dumbledore leaves: The fine silverware was placed on the table. Occasionally spouts some white mist. Male and female old headmaster portrait peaceful napping rest on canvas. Harry looks outward from the window, the simple and elegant greyish-green hangs in the horizon together: Daybreak is arriving slowly. 周围的一切都和邓布利多离开的那天一样:精美的银器被摆放在桌子上。偶尔喷出一些白色的雾气。男女老校长的肖像都在画布上安静的打盹休息。哈利从窗口向外望去,一道素雅的灰绿色挂在天边:黎明正缓缓到来。 In office quiet, the snoring sound or the sniffing sound that only then some portrait in sleeping soundly exudes occasionally will break here peace. Harry does not have the means to endure such environment, he extremely worries that now these follow he to enter the Ministry of Magic friends, was also worried that these caught up with the the Order of the Phoenix member who rescues afterward. In the beforehand fight their washed out thoroughly, Harry can only the pray they be all right now silently. 办公室里静悄悄的,只有熟睡中的某个肖像偶尔发出的鼾声或是抽鼻子声才会打破这里的宁静。哈利没有办法忍受这样的环境,他现在非常担心那些跟着他进入魔法部的朋友们,同时也担心那些后来赶来营救的凤凰社成员。之前的战斗中他们被彻底冲散了,哈利现在只能默默的祈祷他们没事。 In he stands silently when near the window looks at out of the window, in the empty fireplace emits the emerald-green flame suddenly. When the Dumbledore big form appears from the flame, in the week fence wizards of men and women regained consciousness fiercely, many of them burst into the warm cheers. 就在他默默站在窗台边上看着窗外的时候,空荡荡的壁炉里突然冒出翠绿色的火焰。当邓布利多高大的身影从火苗里浮现出来的时候,周围墙上男男女女的巫师们都猛地苏醒了,他们当中许多人爆发出热烈的欢呼声。 „Thanks, thank you.” Dumbledore is saying, while pulled out from the pocket placed the gold-plating to roost under to be abundant gently in the thin grey tray like newly-born chickling general Fawkes, this position was the place that grown Fawkes usually treated. “谢谢,谢谢大家。”邓布利多一边说着,一边从口袋里掏出了如同刚出生的雏鸡一般的福克斯轻轻地放在镀金栖枝下面盛着细灰的盘子里,这个位置是成年福克斯平时待的地方。 „oh, Harry,” Dumbledore gets out of the way from this immature phoenix finally, said to Harry, „has a matter that is worth rejoicing to need to tell you, yesterday overwhelming majority, because you entered the Ministry of Magic people to live. In the environment of that absolute disadvantage, this simply is a miracle.” “哦,哈利,”邓布利多终于从这只幼小的凤凰身旁走开,对哈利说,“有一件值得庆幸的事情需要告诉你,昨天绝大部分因为你进入魔法部的人都活了下来。在那种绝对劣势的环境中,这简直是一个奇迹。” „Overwhelming majority?” After Harry hears this word, innermost feelings thump, the sound that he uses to shiver asked: „Everyone everyone specifically how?” “绝大部分？”哈利听见这个词后内心咯噔了一声,他用颤抖的声音问道:“大家大家具体怎么样了？” „Madam Pomfrey is treating to them,” Dumbledore said, „your young people can good, Nymphadora Tonks and Sirius Black probably need to treat some time in Hospital St. Mungo's, but will seem like them is also restored to health quickly, was Sirius five is hit by death eater with the black magic by an enemy, lost his left hand, but I believe that will not affect his life.” “庞弗雷夫人正在给他们治疗,”邓布利多说,“你们年轻人能好一点,尼法朵拉唐克斯和小天狼星布莱克可能需要在圣芒戈多待一些时间,不过看起来他们也会很快康复的,就是小天狼星以一敌五被一个食死徒用黑魔法击中,失去了他的左手,不过我相信那不会影响他的生活。” „You said a moment ago most people lived, who was dies?” Harry said these words difficultly, he felt oneself spoke seemed others to say taking advantage of his mouth, the whole person fluttered probably in the clouds is the same. “你刚才说绝大部分人活了下来,那么是谁死了？”哈利艰难的说出了这句话,他觉得自己说话的时候就好像别人借着他的嘴说出来的,整个人就好像飘在云端一样。 „Ryan and Hermione.” Dumbledore tone also low. „Although no one saw their deaths, but I finished talking after Fudge a moment ago went to that house to investigate that arched entrance, I can confirm that their two people spanned that gate.” “莱恩和赫敏。”邓布利多的语气也低落了下来。“虽然没有人看见他们的死亡,但我刚才和福吉谈完后去那间房子里探查过那个拱门,我可以确认他们两个人都跨越了那道门。” „That gate” Harry closed the eye, before he remembered Ryan , when enters that house those words that spoke: „ Across the curtain, the person will vanish from our world thoroughly, can live from that door from no one. “那道门”哈利闭上了眼睛,他想起了莱恩之前进入那间房子时所说的那句话:“穿过帷幔,人就会从我们这个世界里彻底消失,从没人能从那扇门后面活着回来。 „Their this not in?” Harry shivers the tone to speak, later seems the question also to reply probably. „Because of my reason, they not in?” “他们就这样不在了？”哈利颤抖着语气说到,之后好像疑问又好像回答。“因为我的缘故,他们不在了？” „I know that you now are what mood, Harry.” Dumbledore said with very light sound. „Because oneself factor makes the family member friend elapse, this is a very uncomfortable matter. In this matter my life has met many times” “我知道你现在是什么心情,哈利。”邓布利多用很轻的声音说。“因为自己因素让亲人朋友逝去,这是一件非常难受的事。这种事情我的一生中遇到过很多次” „No, this different.” Harry sits there, ten fingers deeply inserted in the hair. „You before that because of your mistake or mistake, but my time is equivalent delivers my friend dead personally. I am thinking now, perhaps if I listened to you not to go to save others at that time Ryan they not dead alone.” “不,这不一样。”哈利坐在那里,十根手指深深地插进了头发中。“你以前那只是因为你的失误或者错误,而我这次相当于亲手送我朋友去死啊。我现在在想,如果我当时听你们的话不去独自救人的话说不定莱恩他们就不会死了。” Harry felt own whole body is incapable, he was hoarse the throat to say. „Before Ryan, in fact has opposed I take risk, but to me decided afterward after saved others, he chooses with us goes together, because he worried that we are unable to face Ministry of Magic certain complex magics, but Hermione was also holding the similar idea at that time with. They can, my I be unfair to them.” 哈利觉得自己全身无力,他沙哑着嗓子说。“莱恩之前实际上一直是反对我冒险的,但到后来我决定去救人了以后他选择跟我们一起去,因为他担心我们无法面对魔法部的某些复杂的魔法,而赫敏当时也是抱着同样的想法跟过来的。他们本可以不去的,我我对不起他们。” „They in understanding this to the magic are very indeed fierce, moreover was worried that does not have the truth.” Dumbledore nods. „I have inspected that arched entrance, after synthesizing others 's narrations, I can determine that their two resisted the eruption of death aura before that door. If they do not have to do, basically was at that time impossible to fortunately survive on platform you. They saved everyone except for them.” “他们在对魔法的了解这点上的确很厉害,而且担心也不是毫无道理。”邓布利多点了点头。“我检查过了那个拱门,在综合其他人的叙述后,我可以确定他们两个在那扇门前抵挡住了死亡气息的爆发。如果他们没有那么做的话,当时在台子上的你们基本上不可能幸存。他们救了所有人除了他们自己。” At this point Dumbledore: „Therefore their two follow you to be nothing wrong, solely is unable to resist the strength of that death depending on you. I am only have not thought, Ryan was so far in the research of magic. However I believe that they rescue your times should be knows that they are going to face anything, but they still did that. They are very in this regard brave, is braver than overwhelming majority grown wizard.” 说到这里邓布利多顿了一下:“所以他们两个跟着你们并没有什么错,单单凭你们根本无法抵御那种死亡的力量。我只是没有想到,莱恩在魔法的研究上走了那么远。不过我认为,他们救你们的时候应该是知道他们将要面对着什么,但他们依然这么做了。他们在这点上很勇敢,比绝大部分的成年巫师都勇敢。” „Therefore, this is my wrong” Harry lowers the head is mumbling low voice, but Dumbledore broke his repenting. „This, not only your issue, my mistake.” “所以,这是我的错”哈利低着头小声叨咕着,但邓布利多打断了他的自怨自艾。“这不只是你的问题,还有我的错误。” Harry surprised raised the head this Dumbledore, then saw in the Dumbledore eye also to reveal the apology. „I, when the headmaster time was too long, this long experience lets I favor comprehensively look that the issue rather than from somebody's angle views the issue. At that time after Sirius was kidnapped, I am thinking found the optimal solution to rescue Sirius. Simultaneously reduces the innocent person injured as far as possible. However I had not considered that he is you now the only family member, neglected your feeling.” 哈利惊讶的抬头这邓布利多,然后看见邓布利多眼睛里也露出了歉意。“我当校长的时间太久了,这漫长的经历让我更倾向于全面的看问题而不是从某个人的角度看问题。当时小天狼星被绑架后,我只是想着找到最优的解决方案救出小天狼星。同时尽量减少无辜者受到伤害。但是我没有考虑到他是你现在唯一的亲人,忽略了你内心的感受。” „Harry, in this point I must apologize to you. Must apologizes to Ryan and Hermione.” Dumbledore said every single word or phrase, „this is a senior citizen to the review that oneself make a mistake, I realize my long life to me, not only experiences, the concepts of some stubborn mistakes. Sometimes as world's first white wizard, this honor and responsibility make me neglect the feeling of many. I realized that this is completely mistaken, I should not forget the feeling of average person.” “哈利,这一点上我要向你道歉。更要向莱恩和赫敏道歉。”邓布利多一字一句的说,“这是一个老年人对自己所犯错误的检讨,我意识到我漫长的生命给我的不只是经验,还有一些顽固的错误的观念。作为世界第一的白巫师,这个荣誉与责任有时候让我会忽略掉很多人的感受。我意识到这是大错特错的,我不应该忘记普通人的感受。” Sun has raised ; The mountain range presents near the orange dazzling light, the above sky is colorless and bright. That ray illuminated Dumbledore, fell on his gray eyebrow, beard, in deep wrinkle. Harry also realized that at this time Dumbledore indeed was old, these serious burdens possibly did not have the sufficient energy attending to every detail that all things thought. 太阳已经升起;山峦呈现出橘黄色的耀眼的光边,上面的天空无色而明亮。那光线照到了邓布利多,落在他花白的眉毛上、胡子上,还有深深的皱纹上。哈利这个时候也意识到邓布利多的确是老了,那些沉重的负担可能没有足够的精力把所有事情都想的面面俱到。 „Was that prediction ball that right, today Voldemort and we compete for actually what?” After office silent a while, Harry asked his another question. He hopes that knows what the friends with the outcome that the life does trade are? “对了,今天伏地魔和我们争夺的那个预言球究竟是什么？”在办公室寂静了一会儿后,哈利问出了他另一个问题。他希望知道朋友们用生命换回来的究竟是什么？ „This is a long story, Harry. I want to present with more direct-viewing means to you look.” Said that Dumbledore stands up from Harry passes through, before arriving at the phoenix to roost near a wood radical black cabinet . He stoops. Pulled out the door bolt to take out Pensieve from inside, later held up his magic wand direction temples, extracted several wisps silver, stuck like the spider web slender thought textile fiber on the magic wand, admitted stone Penli these ideological textile fibers. Harry and Dumbledore got buried into own head Pensieve together, after the quarter of an hour raised the head. He looks at Dumbledore to ask: „Is this you have concealed to me? The causes of all matters because of such a prediction?” As wizard that a muggle(s) world grows up, Harry to this prediction did not catch cold. Especially after taking the Hogwarts’ divination class has thought. In this case, he knows oneself life all things because of this prediction, but time, naturally thought that has an incredible feeling. “这是一个漫长的故事,哈利。我想用一种更直观的办法呈现给你看。”说完邓布利多站起身来从哈利身边走过,来到凤凰栖木旁边的一个黑色柜子前。他弯下身子。抽下门闩从里面取出了冥想盆,之后举起他的魔杖指向太阳穴,抽出几缕银色的、如同蛛网般纤细的思想纤维粘在魔杖上面,又把这些思想纤维放进石盆里。哈利和邓布利多一起把自己的头埋进了冥想盆里,直到一刻钟后才抬起头。他看着邓布利多问道:“这就是你一直对我隐瞒的？所有事的起因都是因为这样一个预言？”作为一个麻瓜世界长大的巫师,哈利对这种预言一直不怎么感冒。特别是在上过霍格沃茨的占卜课后更是这么认为。这种情况下,他得知自己的一生所有的事情都因为这个预言而起的时候,自然是觉得有一种荒诞的感觉。 „Yes, even if Voldemort only listened to the prediction first half: The birthday of boy in July, the parents once defeated Voldemort three times. However he still came to try to kill you, but he failed under the protection of your mother. However he also made the mark on you, labelling you are his enemy of life.” Dumbledore said slowly. „Prediction finally it was said that two people cannot live” the Harry’s heart as if to sink to be the same. „We must kill another” “是的,哪怕伏地魔只听了预言的前半部分:男孩的生日在七月份,父母曾三次击败了伏地魔。但是他仍然上门试图杀死你,但在你母亲的保护下他失败了。不过他也在你身上做了标记,标注了你是他的一生之敌。”邓布利多缓缓的说。“预言的最后它是说两个人不能都活着”哈利的心仿佛沉下去了一样。“我们必须一个杀死另一个” „Yes, this is the heavy burden that you will shoulder, anybody's burden/shoulder pole is heavier than I have seen. On this road, you will see many sacrifices. Family member, friend, even your. Unfortunately, Ryan and Hermione are very possible are only a start, but now you can do reduces such tragedy to happen as far as possible.” “是的,这就是你将肩负的重担,比我见过的任何人身上的担子都要重。在这条路上,你会看见许多的牺牲。亲人的,朋友的,甚至你自己的。不幸的是,莱恩和赫敏很可能只是一个开始,而你现在能做的就是尽量减少这样的悲剧发生。” Listened to the Professor Dumbledore words, Harry to stand there silent, for a long time for a long time 听了邓布利多教授的话,哈利沉默站在那里,好久好久
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