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371Yang Gongminglooks that similarlyreveals for severalpointsto shock the lookYang Chen, hahasmilednaturally.杨公明看着同样露出几分震撼神色的杨辰,大方地哈哈笑了笑。
„ Do not dislikemythisold fogy, does not know that the sense of honorkneels downtoyou. I who nowkneels down, is notyourGrandfather, is notyourelder, is not the old cadre of retirement.
“不要嫌我这个老家伙,不知廉耻地向你下跪。现在跪下的我,不是你的爷爷,也不是你的长辈,更不是什么退休的老干部。Iam a representative, in the pastclosed right up againstyoursacrifice, the Yang Familyhigh and low more than hundredpeople that canpreserve, knelt downtoyou. ThisisYang Familyowesyou, althoughIknelt down unable to sayrecallanything, but the good and evil, Ihope that ownchartfelt at ease. ”
我是代表,当年靠着你的牺牲,得以保全的杨家上下百多人,向你下跪的。这是杨家欠你的,虽然我一个人下跪不能说挽回什么,但好歹,我希望自己图个心安。”Then, Yang Gongmingownslowlystands up, sticks out chestfearlessly, had not thoughtslightlykneels downto be ignominious, on the contraryis a facerelaxedappearance.
说完,杨公明又自己缓缓地站起身来,昂然地挺起胸膛,丝毫没觉得下跪多么可耻,反倒是一脸轻松的样子。„Youthinkthis, will Irecognizeyou?”Yang Chencannot bear smilesaid.
“你以为这样,我就会认你们么?”杨辰忍不住笑道。Yang Gongmingshook the head, in a serious tone said: „ Idid not count on that youbecause ofmykneeling down, approveourthesefamily members. I said that asGrandfather, asyourelder, Ihad not thought that needsto kneel downtoyou. Even ifIthinkto haveguilty, Inotto the truth that the grandsonkneels down.杨公明摇摇头,郑声道:“我也并不指望你因为我的下跪,就认可我们这些家人。我已经说了,作为爷爷,作为你的长辈,我从来没觉得需要向你下跪。哪怕我多么觉得心存愧疚,我也没有向孙子下跪的道理。Likewise, Isaidonesomewhatextremely, butIthink that is the words of correct principletakes the parents, neverwiththinkingto be unfair to the children, because, will not have the parents, will not have the children!
同理,我说一句有些偏激,但我认为是正理的话作为父母,永远不用觉得对不起子女,因为,没有父母,没有子女!Althoughyourparentshave not raisedyou, buttheyhave given birth toyou, whateven ifyouwithstandinlaterisall kindspain, butto your graciousness of birth, actuallycannotcancel. Let alone, theiroriginal intentions, do not makeyouinsuffer hardshipsnext life, set firm resolveto give birth toyouatthat time, experienced the greatestrisk.
你的父母虽然没有将你养大,但他们生下了你,哪怕你在之后承受的是万般痛苦,但对你的生育之恩,却不能抹去。何况,他们的本意,不是让你来世上受苦的,就连下定决心在那种时候生下你,都是经历了莫大的风险。Youcanhatethem, butyoumustacknowledge that theyareyourparents, cannotdeny that theygiveyourlife. ”
你可以恨他们,但你不能不承认他们是你的父母,不能否认他们给你的生命。”Yang Chenhas not spoken, hetriesto refute, butdiscoveredthatownreallycannot discover the reasonto refute the Yang Gongmingwords.杨辰没有说话,他试图反驳,但发现,自己实在找不出理由去反驳杨公明的话。Perhaps, the ownconscienceindeeddoes not havetofamily memberto cutthoroughly the sentiment, otherwise, will not saytoGuo Xuehuathatdoes not requestown, otherwise, will not show mercytoYang Lie.
或许,自己本心的确没有彻底地将对亲人的感情斩去,不然,也不会对郭雪华说,不要求自己,不然,也不会对杨烈手下留情。Yang Chenis very clear, althoughownoutsideis called„god”, butin factown is also individual.杨辰很清楚,自己虽然外界称为“神”,但实际上自己也不过是个人罢了。Canhandle the matter that someaverage peoplecannot achievemerely, butpsychologically, hasSeven Emotions and Six Desires of personsimilarly.
仅仅是可以做一些一般人做不到的事情,但心理上,却同样有着人的七情六欲。own is very young, matter that althoughexperienceswere many, the heartbecomessomewhatold, butin the sentiment is also notverymature. ownwill loveothers, will enjoyothers the lovetoown, similarly, will loathe, will go to the anger.自己还很年轻,虽然经历的事情多了,心变得有些苍老,可感情上很多还不是很成熟。自己会去爱别人,也会享受别人对自己的爱,同样的,会去厌恶,会去愤怒。ownoncetaughtTang Tang, do not look atheavilymother's and daughter'scontradiction, is mother, the mannerchildren, is the greatestfates, putsin the bigworld, in the great antiquityuniverse, the ownpain and roughness, are actually notanything.自己曾经教导糖糖,不要把母女的矛盾看得太重,为人母,为人子女,都是莫大的缘分,放到偌大的世界上,洪荒的宇宙里,自己的痛苦与坎坷,其实并不算什么。But, the personis always self-contradictory, educatesTang Tangis a matter, but is the ownsituation, whichmerely the parents and childrenquarrelslike thatpurely?
可是,人总是自相矛盾的,教育糖糖是一回事,但自己的情况,哪是仅仅父母与子女吵架那般单纯的?
The words that Yang Gongmingas to speaksaidthathas hintedwithbehindold woman, then the plangoes out of the room.杨公明似乎想说的话已经说完,与身后的老妇人示意了一下,便打算走出房间去。Passes throughsideLin Ruoxitime, Yang Gongmingsmilingtunnel: „Ruoxi, makingyoufrightened, excuse me.”
走过林若溪身边的时候,杨公明笑眯眯地道:“若溪,让你受惊了,不好意思。”„Does not have...... Being all right”, Lin Ruoxidoes not know that shouldcallYang Gongminganything.
“没……没事的”,林若溪也不知道该叫杨公明什么。Properly speaking, ownandYang Chenarehusband and wiferelate, actuallymustopen the mouthto call„Grandfather”, butcannot open the mouthafter all, thereforeis a little stiff.
按理说,自己与杨辰是夫妻关系,其实得开口叫“爷爷”,但总归是开不了口,所以有点僵硬。Yang Gongminghas turned head, complexionseveralpointsregretted that saidtoYang Chen: „ Yourmothershe, knows that youwere her son, shelooked foryourtwentyyears, has managedthese manyorphanages, wantsto make up forregretat heart. Actuallymythisfather-in-lawlooks that shealsofeels sorry for her. Shewantsto seeone sideyouvery much, because ofsomereasons, was closedbyPojunin the yard, cannot come out.杨公明回过头,脸色几分惋惜地对杨辰道:“你母亲她,已经知道你是她儿子了,她找了你二十几年,办了这么多孤儿院,想来弥补心里的遗憾。其实我这个公公看着她也为她可怜。她很想见你一面,不过因为一些原因,被破军关在了大院里,出不来。AlthoughIam the Pojunfather, buttheirhusband's and wife'smattersInevergoto inquire about, ifyouare convenient, Iamhope that youcanmakethatpitifulwomanlook atyouroneeyes.
我虽然是破军的父亲,但他们夫妻的事情我从来不去多过问,如果你方便的话,我是希望你能去让那个可怜的女人看你一眼。Naturally, thisis only a hope of old person, Iknowtoyou, seesthemperhaps is also a painfulmatter, thereforeIdo not demand. ”
当然,这只是一个老人的希望,我知道对你来说,见到他们或许也是一件痛苦的事情,所以我不强求。”Then, Yang Gongming and old womanleftstudy roomtogether, goes down the building.
说完,杨公明与老妇人一同离开了书房,走下楼去。TransmitsWang MaandHui Lintodownstairswith the sound that Yang Gongmingsaid goodbye, Yang Chen in study room, slowlyhas turned around.
一直到楼下传来王妈与慧琳跟杨公明道别的声音,书房里的杨辰,才缓缓转过身来。Lin Ruoxilooks atYang Chen that unemotionally, wantsto sayanything, eases up the atmosphere, orcomfortsYang Chen, butactuallydoes not know how ownshouldopen the mouth, finallyturned intotheretheirstationto be silenttogether.林若溪看着面无表情的杨辰,想说点什么,缓和气氛,或者说安慰一下杨辰,但却不知道自己该怎么开口,最后变成了两人一同站那儿沉默不语。Crossedsome little time, the Yang Chencorners of the mouthrevealwipe the like a smile yet not a smilelook, toLin Ruoxipouting, „fed, Baby, whatfeelingsdo not saytoyour husband?”
过了好一会儿,杨辰嘴角露出一抹似笑非笑的神色,对林若溪努了努嘴,“喂,宝贝儿,没什么感想要对你老公说么?”Lin RuoxiseesYang Chento do intentionallyrelaxedexpression, was teaseddoes not havecold visionas beforeto visithim, askedearnestly: „How do youplanto do?”林若溪见杨辰故作轻松的表情,被调侃也没像过去一样冷眸看他,认真地问道:“你打算怎么做?”„Whathowdoes?”Yang Chenasked.
“什么怎么做?”杨辰问。„Old Yangsaida moment ago, Ms. Guowas closednot to letbyCommander Yang, you......”Lin Ruoxihave not saidthatsheis afraidthisto letYang Chenangry/vitality, somehow, Yang Chenmorelike this seems like all right, herexceedthought that Yang Chenat this momentis fearful.
“刚才杨老说的,郭女士被杨司令关着不让出来了,你难道……”林若溪没说下去,她害怕这会让杨辰生气,不知怎的,杨辰越是这样看起来没什么事,她就越觉得此刻的杨辰才可怕。Toounusual.
太反常了。Yang Chenslows paceto arrive at the Lin Ruoxiwork the skinswivel chairto sit down, straightened upsluggishly, said: „Ialsothink that whatyoumustsay, the wife, your husband'smyfamily background, unexpectedlyis the character of Crown Prince Partyrank, youdid not think that the ownventure capitaldid gain?”Yang ChenblinkstoLin Ruoxi.杨辰慢步走到林若溪办公的皮转椅边坐下,懒散地伸了个腰,道:“我还以为你要说什么,老婆,你老公我的出身,竟然是太子党级别的人物,你难道不觉得自己风险投资赚了么?”杨辰冲林若溪眨眨眼。Lin Ruoxihas not managedhisjoke, „Yang Chen, don't be like this good, Iknow that youdefinitely are very sad......”林若溪没理他的玩笑,“杨辰,你不要这样好不好,我知道你心里肯定很难过……”„Whatyouknow!!?”
“你知道什么!!?”Yang Chensatfrom the seatsuddenly, pounces upon suddenly, pressednearLin Ruoxiherbehindwalldirectly!杨辰骤然从座位上坐了起来,一个猛扑,直接将林若溪压到了她身后的墙边!Lin Ruoxibeautiful facechanging colors, onlyfelt that the Yang Chenwhole personis similar toferocious beastis common, oppressedownto dependinbehindwallinstantaneously!林若溪花容失色,只感觉杨辰整个人如同猛兽一般,压迫着自己瞬间靠到了身后的墙壁上!
The Yang Chenfacial featuresenlargeinownat present, firsttimeappearsthatfierce! Thenhot tempered! Hispair of eyes, has the scarletto flowfaintly, has been full of the anger!杨辰的面容在自己眼前放大,第一次显得那么的狰狞!那么的暴躁!他的一对眼眸,隐隐有猩红色在流动,那么的充满了怒火!Twohands of Yang Chenare similar to the ironwallare common, arrivedin the Lin Ruoxitwoshouldersides, the boiling hotbreathspurtedon the face of Lin Ruoxi.杨辰的两只手如同铁壁一般,直直地抵在了林若溪的两肩侧,滚烫的鼻息喷在林若溪的脸上。terrifyingmoves mountains the imposing manner, makingLin Ruoxifeel that the chest of ownwas suppressedby the giant stone, the breathappears the difficulty.恐怖的排山倒海般的气势,让林若溪感觉自己的胸口被巨石压住,呼吸都显得困难。ButLin Ruoxibites the lower lip, the physical strength of all-out effortwhole body, opensboth eyes, refuses to admit being inferiorwithYang Chenlooks at each other.
但林若溪咬住下唇,拼劲全身的气力,睁开双眼,与杨辰不甘示弱地对视。Looks at the unyieldingbeautifulfacial features, Yang Chenlaughsat present, „ woman, youknows that whattasteeatsdead person's meatis? Itoldyou, actuallywitheatingfreshmouse meatwas similar, was right, youdefinitelydid not have the opportunityto eat the mouse.
看着眼前不屈的绝美面容,杨辰一阵嗤笑,“女人,你知道吃死人rou是什么滋味么?我告诉你,其实跟吃生老鼠rou差不多,哦对了,你肯定没机会吃老鼠。Youknow that feigns death for threedaysin the corpsepile of becoming stalethreenightsis a taste? Itoldyou, havemaggotandam same as the earthworm, was longer than severaltimes of insects the earthworm, will worm one's way intofromyournose, drilledfromyourear......
那你知道在发臭的死尸堆里装死三天三夜是怎么个滋味么?我跟你讲,有蛆虫和一些跟蚯蚓一样,比蚯蚓长好几倍的虫子,会从你的鼻子里钻进去,又从你的耳朵里钻出来……Youknow that was rinsedin the bodyby more than tenbiochemicalmedicament, was regarded the ratto do the experimentisfeeling? Itoldyou, withinnumerablebladeinyourbodyraisedblowsyourinside meatto be the same, moreoverblewcontinuouslyblows for oneweek, for half a month!
你知道被十多种生化药剂灌进身体里,被当成白老鼠做实验是怎么的感受么?我告诉你,就跟无数把刀在你身提里刮你里面的rou一样,而且一刮就是连续刮一星期,半个月!Youknow...... Wú! ”
你知道……唔!”Yang Chencannotcontinueagain.杨辰没能再继续说下去。
Do both eyeswink, floodblood threadLin Ruoxi, the front surfacewas kissing the lip of Yang Chensuddenly!
双眼一眨不眨,泛着血丝的林若溪,猝然的,迎面亲吻住了杨辰的嘴唇!Yang Chenonlyfelt that twopiecesicy coldpleasantly warm, is sending outjasminefragrantflowery lips, jerkilyandhas stopped upownallwordsoverbearingly.杨辰只感觉到两片冰凉温软,散发着茉莉香的唇瓣,生涩而霸道地堵住了自己的所有话。own, was kissedbythiswoman!?自己,被这个女人强吻了!?Lin Ruoxieyeswas still opening, theirfour eyes intersect, fourlipinterlocking, tip of the noserubsinone.林若溪的双眸仍旧睁开着,两人四目相交,四唇相接,鼻尖摩在了一起。
The breath of Lin Ruoxiis rapid, is making clear to the tumblingandintense of herinnermost feelings.林若溪的呼吸非常急促,昭示着她内心的翻滚与紧张。
The fragrantaurafermentsin the flashcrazily, makingYang Chenimmerse.
香甜的气息在一瞬间疯狂地发酵,让杨辰为之沉醉。Mayfollow close on, Yang Chencanseeclearly, in the eye socket of Lin Ruoxi, graduallymoistlyturned into the shiny smooth, shiny smoothmany a little makes a mickle, finally, twolines of cleartearshave flowedrecklessly.
可紧跟着,杨辰能清晰地看到,林若溪的眼眶里,渐渐地湿润变成了莹润,莹润聚少成多,最终,两行清泪肆意地流淌了下来。BecauseLin Ruoxikissesextremelymakes an effort, theircheekstightpostsin the same place, do not keep a crevice.
因为林若溪吻地太过用力,两人的脸颊也紧紧贴在一起,不留一丝空隙。Yang Chencanfeelthatineach othercheeks, Lin Ruoxitearsunexpectedlythatboiling hot......杨辰能感觉到,彼此的脸颊间,林若溪的泪水竟是那么的滚烫……Long time, whenYang Chenhas forgotten the time, had forgottenwhereownplaces, Lin Ruoxislowlyputs aside the coloredlip of own, serious in speech and manneras always, as cold as ice and frost, suchpeacefullyis looking atYang Chen.
良久,当杨辰已经忘记了时间,忘记了自己身处何地,林若溪才缓缓地移开自己的花唇,一如既往的不苟言笑,冷若冰霜,就这么安静地望着杨辰。
„ Iknow that youare very uncomfortable, Ialsoandyouequallyuncomfortable.
“我知道你很难受,我也跟你一样难受过。WhenIrack one's brains, has abandoned the ownlife, turns into a poisonousscorpionsameto protectall that Grandmotherleaves behind, butfrom that man of endlessfatherresponsibility, indulges in dissipation outside, the linkbystanderbulliesme, insultedme, evenhitme...... Iwantto pass dead, wantsto passwithhimperishes together, has thoughtallmakehimvanish, orlets the method that Iextricate.
当我一个人殚精竭虑,抛弃了自己的人生,变成一只毒蝎子一样地守护奶奶留下的一切,但从不尽父亲责任的那个男人,在外面花天酒地,联通外人来欺负我,辱骂我,甚至打我……我想过去死,想过去跟他同归于尽,想过一切让他消失,或者让我解脱的方法。Even ifhewere insane, Ihave not loved dearlyforhim, Ieventhinkthathewas insane, was very cheaphe.
就算他疯了,我也没为他心疼过,我甚至想,他疯了,已经很便宜他。However, whenyoutoldme, he in the insane asylumdied, Ilooked down uponownto be sadvery much, was sad, thatmyactuallyintelligenceconfusedlyprayedin the eveningthathewill not crossinanotherworldverylaboriously. ”
但是,当你告诉我,他在疯人院里死了的时候,我很看不起自己地伤心了,难过了,那一晚上我竟然神智错乱地祈祷,他不会在另一个世界过得很辛苦。”Lin Ruoxisipsflowery lips, tearful eyesdancedsaid: „Is you make mehaveopportunityto makemyown, thereforeIhope, likepastme, whenthatpersondied, regrettedinhimalso in thatdays, has not goneto look athisoneeyes. Althoughhewas insane, did not know that Ihave not related, so long asIcanlook atone, Inotthatsad. Even if, youcannotacceptthatperson, butinthisworld, the husband and wifecandivorce, the friendcanassemble and part, the colleaguecanreplace...... Only the parentswith the children, Life and Deathdo not leave......”林若溪抿了抿唇瓣,泪眼婆娑地说道:“是你让我有机会做回我自己,所以我希望,你不要像过去的我一样,等到那个人死了,去后悔在他还在的那段日子里,没去看他一眼。虽然他疯了,不认识我也没关系,只要我能去看一眼,我就不会那么地难过。哪怕,你心里不能接受那个人,但这个世界上,夫妻可以离婚,朋友可以聚散,同事可以更换……只有父母跟子女,生死不离啊……”Yang CheneyesgraduallybecomesPure Brightness, is looking at present the weeping beautywoman, the look on Yang Chenface, graduallygentle.杨辰的眼眸渐渐变得清明,望着眼前梨花带雨的女人,杨辰脸上的神色,渐渐平和了下来。Immediately, Yang Chensmiledfromsmile, as ifmuttered: „No wonder, the old mansaidthat the womanstudiesis the good deed......”
随即,杨辰自哂地笑了笑,仿佛喃喃自语道:“怪不得,那老头子说,女人多读书是好事……”WhatLin Ruoxihas not listened toclearYang Chento sayisanything, the doubtsare blinking the bigeye, is actually confused.林若溪没听清楚杨辰说的是什么,疑惑地眨巴着大眼睛,却是一头雾水。„tsk!”
“啧!”Suddenly, Yang Chenpotentialquickly, kissedmaliciouslyonLin Ruoxileftface!
忽然,杨辰迅雷不及掩耳之势,一口狠狠地亲在了林若溪的左脸蛋上!Lin Ruoxihas called out in alarmone, leftfaceas ifmaliciouslyhad been attractedoneby a sucker!林若溪惊呼了一声,左脸蛋仿佛是被一吸盘狠狠地吸了一口!„Reallytender, andlipequallyfresh-faced”.
“真嫩啊,跟嘴唇一样粉嫩粉嫩的”。Yang Chenwas acclaiming, poundedmouth, laughing, before the Lin Ruoxibodymoved out of the way the body, turned aroundto leavestudy roomdirectly.杨辰赞叹着,砸砸嘴,哈哈大笑着,从林若溪身前挪开身子,径直转身离开了书房。Lin Ruoxishamesis angryandsomewhatslightlylikes, seesYang Chensuchdirectslip away, was worried that askedloudly: „Where do youwantto go to?!”林若溪又羞又恼又有几分小欢喜,见杨辰这么直接拍拍屁股走人,担心地大声问:“你要去哪里?!”Yang Chentowardbehindbeckoned with the hand, „your husbandImake up foryourregret.”杨辰朝身后摆了摆手,“你老公我去弥补你的遗憾。”
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