370 370 Goes again eats meal, any flavor/smell, Yang Chen had not finished eating the gruel of large bowl actually, Lin Ruoxi simple has eaten several, then same has put down the tableware with Hui Lin. 再接下去吃饭,已经没什么味道了,杨辰倒是把大碗的粥都吃完了,林若溪简单吃了几口,便跟慧琳一样放下了碗筷。 Wang Ma packed the thing on dinner table like a whirlwind that sweeps away scattered clouds, the matter of making tea directly has actually pushed to Hui Lin has done, Wang Ma wants to come not to be at all the surface of this character to steep tea. 王妈风卷残云似地收拾了餐桌上的东西,泡茶的事儿却直接推给了慧琳做,王妈想来也是不敢当着这种人物的面沏茶。 Called Wang Ma to think what wondered, did such character for no reason come from the family/home? Does Lin Ruoxi do business to the situation that the state leaders must drop around to see in a big way? 更叫王妈觉得纳闷的是,这样的人物怎么无端端来自家了？难道林若溪做生意大到了国家领导人都要来串门见见的地步？ Yang Gongming is staring at an oil painting of famous painter Lin Ruoxi is buying to look, the old woman sees Yang Chen and the others to wait for him, then urged: „Old Master, finished eating.” 杨公明正盯着林若溪买来的一副名画家的油画瞧呢,那老妇见杨辰等人已经等他,便催促道:“老爷,吃完了。” Yang Gongming with a laugh has then turned round, the hand is pointing at the oil painting on wall, said to Lin Ruoxi: „The picture of this Westerner, looks is attractive, but I always thought that might as well makes the picture really to come.” 杨公明这才笑呵呵地回过身来,手指着墙上的油画,对林若溪笑着说:“这西洋人的画,看着是好看,可我总觉得还不如拍照片来得实在。” „Un”, Lin Ruoxi does not know that this said that said that he didn't have the artistic cell? Courts death? Said that he is right? own is at heart uncomfortable, therefore was only „un” one. “嗯”,林若溪也不知道该怎么接话,说他没艺术细胞？找死么？说他对？自己心里不舒服,所以还是只“嗯”了一声。 Yang Gongming did not mind that turns the head to say to Yang Chen: „Yang Chen, your this name, is your own takes.” 杨公明也不介意,转头对杨辰道:“杨辰,你这名字,是你自己取的。” Yang Chen nodded, „code number, surname anything, called anything lightly, actually did not matter.” 杨辰淡淡地点点头,“代号罢了,姓什么,叫什么,其实都无所谓。” „Young people, the words cannot say that the person cannot forget one's origin, with loving the own country is the same, must first love own, next loves the own family/home, if including the own root, can be casual, what that person also does have to be able not to be casual?” Yang Gongming said with a soft voice. “年轻人,话不能这么说,人不能忘本,就跟爱自己的国家一样,首先就得爱自己,其次爱自己的家,如果连自己的根,都能随便,那人还有什么能不随便呢？”杨公明温声道。 Yang Chen thought suddenly own is a fist hits likely on the cotton, old person's words are very gentle, moreover is with smile on the face, so-called „puts out a hand not to hit smiling face person”, others such with you and sound song, you were not always good to violate to meet the tough head-on with toughness with him, said again bullied the old person always not to make sense. 杨辰忽然觉得自己像是一拳头打在棉花上,老人的话语很是柔和,而且还面带笑容,所谓“伸手不打笑脸人”,人家都这么跟你和声细语了,你总不好犯冲地跟他硬碰硬,再说欺负老人家总不像话。 „Today with me will not discuss that the matter of my name”, Yang Chen can only rush to the subject as far as possible, tries a bit faster to finish talking. “今天来不会跟我谈我名字的事情”,杨辰只能尽量奔主题,试图快点谈完。 Yang Gongming nodded, „is a little quite important matter, but...... This matter I think...... Found static point place saying that didn't know to be able?” 杨公明点点头,“是有点比较要紧的事,不过……这事我想……找个静一点的地方说,不知道可不可以？” „Anything cannot cover up, wants to say said that does not want to say knocks it off”, Yang Chen impatiently said. “没什么可以遮掩的,想说就说,不想说就拉倒”,杨辰不耐烦地道。 „Yang Chen, cannot such speak”! Lin Ruoxi frowned, stared Yang Chen one, this fellow also too not politeness, regardless of the opposite party is own the person who does not hope to see, after all is the elder, said again with discussing the questionnaire tone, how can such impolitely speak? “杨辰,不能这么说话”！林若溪一皱眉,瞪了杨辰一眼,这家伙也太不礼貌了,不论对方是不是自己不希望见到的人,毕竟是长辈,再说都是用商量征询的口吻,怎么能这么无礼地说话呢？ „Did words that Old Yang, does not mind, go to my study room to say what kind of?” Lin Ruoxi proposed. “杨老,不介意的话,去我书房里说怎么样？”林若溪提议说。 Yang Chen also knows that the own speech expression was heavy, saw Lin Ruoxi to ease up the atmosphere on own initiative, again has not said anything. 杨辰也知道自己说话语气重了点,见林若溪主动要缓和气氛,也就没再说什么。 Yang Gongming not angry, is also glad to nod saying: „That thank you, young miss.” 杨公明也不生气,乐意地点头道:“那就谢谢你了,小姑娘。” Lin Ruoxi sets out, the posture that has made invitation on own initiative, leads Yang Gongming and on old woman together 2nd Floor. 林若溪起身,主动地做了个请的姿势,带杨公明与老妇一起上二楼。 Before going upstairs, Lin Ruoxi looked at Yang Chen one discontentedly, that meaning is very obvious „comes up with me”! 上楼前,林若溪不满地看了杨辰一眼,那意思很明显“跟我上来”！ A Yang Chen strangeness, usually to the own matter little inquired about at heart, was not the woman of that love control/tube others matter, but today, how is matter of Lin Ruoxi to own and old person's such careful? Because of old person's honored status? 杨辰心里一阵古怪,平日里对自己的事情很少过问,更加不是那种爱管别人事情的女人,可今天,怎么林若溪对自己与老人的事情这么上心呢？难道是因为老人的尊贵身份么？ Actually this issue, Lin Ruoxi own somewhat is strange, but thought that before this old person, own should display to be better, merely on such feeling. 其实这个问题,林若溪自己都有些奇怪,只是觉得,在这个老人面前,自己应该表现好一些,仅仅就这样的感觉罢了。 Yang Chen saw Lin Ruoxi to bring Yang Gongming to come up, cannot know that was not a matter, must walk up to the building leisurely. 杨辰见林若溪带着杨公明上去了,知道不上去也不是个事,只得慢悠悠地走上楼去。 Hui Lin in downstairs, just wants to be Yang Gongming makes tea, sees four people to go upstairs, is startled on the spot, anxious incomparable. 慧琳在楼下,刚想为杨公明泡茶,就见四人已经上楼,怔在原地,焦急无比。 Arrives at the study room entrance, Lin Ruoxi is Yang Gongming opened the door, Yang Gongming said with a laugh sound „thanks”, enters with the old woman to study room in together. 来到书房门口,林若溪为杨公明开了门,杨公明笑呵呵地说了声“谢谢”,与老妇一同进到书房里。 Made Lin Ruoxi feel shyly what blushed, before that kind old woman entered study room, smilingly said unexpectedly sound „little girl was long really smartly”. 令林若溪感到羞涩脸红的是,那名和蔼的老妇人进书房前,竟是笑眯眯地说了声“小丫头长得真俏”。 Although is the old person's to child's one favors to drown the praise, but many years have not felt Lin Ruoxi of this treatment, do not adapt very much. 虽然是老人对孩子的一种宠溺般的夸赞,可好多年没感受过这种待遇的林若溪,还是很不适应。 Afterward Yang Chen also entered study room, Lin Ruoxi has seen that the plan closed to go downstairs. 随后杨辰也进了书房,林若溪见状,就打算关门下楼去。 But, just about to leaves, in Yang Gongming by study room was actually stopped by calling, 可是,刚要离开,却被书房里的杨公明喊住了, „Ruoxi, you also come, these matters you have the qualifications to listen.” “若溪啊,你也进来,这些事你也有资格来听。” The Lin Ruoxi tender body trembles lightly, Yang Gongming actually early knows that who own is? Has the qualifications to listen? What meaning? Yang Chen is really...... 林若溪娇躯轻颤,杨公明竟然早知道自己是谁？有资格听？什么意思？难道杨辰真的是…… Was bringing several points of disturbance hesitant, Lin Ruoxi, nodded, walked into study room, closed the door. 带着几分忐忑,林若溪犹豫了下,点点头,也走入书房内,将门关上。 All of a sudden, in study room peaceful, several wisps of early morning sunlight shoot from the louver of window, warm, dissipated several points of sadness. 一下子,书房里就安静了下来,几缕清晨的阳光从窗户的百叶窗射进来,暖融融的,消散了几分沉闷。 Around Yang Gongming looks, reads the dazzling books, says with a smile: „Ruoxi, are these books, you look?” 杨公明四周望了望,看着琳琅满目的书籍,笑着道:“若溪啊,这些书,都是你看的？” The Lin Ruoxi quiet sound should say, „.” 林若溪幽声应道,“是的。” „Good, although the ancient said that the female incapacity is virtue, but there are woman of culture, the matter that can always the bright several points of affair, especially want to handle a respected family, does not have the ink unable to handle. This is a good deed.” Yang Gongming several points happily look at Yang Chen, said: „Yang Chen, you marry wife, Grandfather is very satisfied.” “不错,虽然古人说女子无才便是德,但有文化的女人,总是能多明几分事理,特别是想要打理好一个大家族的事情,没墨水是办不好的。这是件好事。”杨公明几分欣慰地看着杨辰,道:“杨辰,你娶得媳妇儿,爷爷很满意。” Grandfather!? 爷爷！？ Lin Ruoxi instantaneous pair of bright and intelligent eyes opened the eyes in a big way, almost the brain oxygen deficit, simple-hearted has turned the head, looks does not have Yang Chen of throat to one. 林若溪瞬间一对水汪汪的眼眸睁到了最大,几乎大脑都缺氧了,木讷地转过头,望向身边一声没吭的杨辰。 Yang Chen pressed eyebrow, he indeed has not thought that Yang Gongming so simple at will say, each other relations in blood relationship. 杨辰蹙了蹙眉毛,他的确没想到,杨公明会如此简单随意地说出,彼此血缘上的关系。 „I have not said that I have any Grandfather, I thought the old person your admitting mistakes person”. “我可没说过,我有什么爷爷,我想老人家你认错人了”。 Speaking of in this, Yang Chen on the contrary calm, the corners of the mouth were hanging the light happy expression, returned to say. 说到这份上,杨辰反倒心静了下来,嘴角挂着淡淡的笑意,回道。 Yang Gongming did not mind that as if has not heard the Yang Chen words, in the eye flashes through several wisps of trains of thought that the expression somewhat moves fast the tunnel: 杨公明也不介意,仿佛没听到杨辰的话,眼里闪过几缕思绪,语气有些飘忽地道: „ More than 20 years ago winters, almost is also this season. My son Yang Pojun, with daughter-in-law Guo Xuehua that my has not passed through the gate, has given birth to my grandson. However, their two people are hiding the truth from me, because, this child before my daughter-in-law has not passed through the gate, on bosom on. “20多年前的冬天,差不多也是这个时节。我的儿子杨破军,跟我那还没进门的儿媳妇郭雪华,生下了我的一个孙子。不过,他们两个人都瞒着我,因为,这个孩子是在我儿媳妇没进门前,就怀上的。 They thought that I do not know, actually, I early knew. Luckily, they have not wiped out this child, if they do, I definitely will prevent them. 他们觉得我不知道,其实,我早知道了。幸好,他们没把这孩子打掉,如果他们那么做,我肯定会阻止他们。 Since is the God decided that must make child be born, should not write off his existence, even if had not been born, is our Yang Family life, my grandson or granddaughter. 既然是老天爷决定要让孩子诞生,就不该去抹杀他的存在,即便还没出生,都是一条我们杨家的生命,我的孙子或者孙女。 Was only a pity that then I, campaigned for the important checkpoint of NPC chairman, Yang Family, the collateral branch head-family added hundred everybody, was waiting for my superior, came the status of consolidated family. Initially our China developed the most rapid age, anybody's superior, was equal to a family absolute prosperous. If failed in that campaign, as having Yang Family of profound detail, that many with the state-owned enterprise that our family links up with, that many magistrates, were suppressed, even eats the bone not to remain, is inevitable. 只可惜,当时的我,正是竞选人大委员长的重要关卡,杨家上上下下,旁系本宗加起来过百的男女老少,都等着我的上位,来巩固家族的地位。当初正是我们华夏发展最为迅速的年代,任何人的上位,等于是一个家族的绝对兴旺。而若是在那竞选中失败,作为拥有深厚底蕴的杨家,那么多与我们家族挂钩的国企,那么多地方官员,被打压下去,甚至吃得骨头都不剩,也是必然的。 Then I, simply did not have leisure to care about the secret birth of my this grandson, even, I was very clear, unmarried was pregnant first gives birth to the child, regarding that time our such family, was a scandal. 当时的我,根本没有闲暇去顾及我这个孙子的秘密诞生,甚至,我还很清楚,未婚先孕地生下孩子,对于那个时代我们这样的家族而言,就是一桩丑闻。 My son daughter-in-law is also very clear that therefore, they my grandson, entrusted to an orphanage. The plan I campaigned, hugs again the child...... ” 我的儿子儿媳妇也很清楚那点,所以,他们把我的孙子,寄放在了一家孤儿院里。打算等我竞选完了,再把孩子抱回来……” As Yang Gongming slowly narrated, Yang Chen complexion gloomy and uncertain. 随着杨公明的慢慢叙说,杨辰的脸色yin晴不定。 Lin Ruoxi finally probably had also understood the truth of this matter, from the initial shock, looked gradually gently to the side Yang Chen vision. 林若溪也总算大概了解了这事情的真相,从起初的震惊,渐渐的,看向身旁杨辰的目光柔和了起来。 Originally, is his life experience so rough? 原来,他身世这么坎坷么？ „ Afterward, I not let people down, close right up against the help of these many student and colleague, helping Yang Family obtain in the foundation of Beijing survival stable development. “后来,我不负众望,靠着这么多学生和同仁的帮忙,帮杨家获得了在燕京生存稳固发展的根基。 I remember, matter that day of election, my first thought, was, should think of a way, hugged the grandsons of our family/home. If not that kid goes to the orphanage to suffer hardships, his Grandfather can be elected safely? 我记得,当选的那一天,我第一件想到的事情,就是,该想法子,把我们家的孙子抱回来了。如果不是那个小家伙去孤儿院里受苦,他爷爷怎么能安然地当选呢？ But, when my son with the daughter-in-law goes to that orphanage again, there unexpectedly is relocated, that group of children , has wide divided opinions disappears, does not need to raise, our family/home that was born few month of kids. ” In the Yang Gongming eye reveals several points of sadness, the past matter, came clearly into view, lets this old person morning and evening deep sigh. 但,当我儿子跟儿媳妇再去那家孤儿院的时候,那里竟然被拆迁了,那群孩子,也是众说纷纭地不见了,更不用提,我们家那个才出生没几个月的小家伙。”杨公明眼里流露出几分哀伤,当年的事情,历历在目,却是让这名老人夙夜长叹。 Hears here, the old woman of Yang Gongming body side is a face is also sorrowful, has wiped the tears of corner of the eye silently. 听到这里,杨公明身侧的老妇人也是一脸伤怀,默默地擦了擦眼角的泪水。 Lin Ruoxi looks at wooden Yang Chen, originally he does not have the parents since childhood real, he was the baby such lost all family members, did he grow? 林若溪望了望身边默无表情的杨辰,原来他从小没父母是真的,他还是婴儿就这么失去了所有亲人,他是怎么成长起来的？ Simultaneously Lin Ruoxi was also understood why Yang Chen to Guo Xuehua that day knelt down said anything „forever let alone sought” and so on words, understood, did not kill the Yang Lie reason truly...... It seems like that Yang Chen early knew all these. 同时林若溪也算是明白了杨辰为什么对那天下跪的郭雪华说什么“永远别说求”之类的话,也明白了,真正不杀杨烈的原因……看来,杨辰早知道了这一切。 „You think that said usefully these? Has memory to start from me, in my world, already not any so-called family member. In my statement of personal history like the police station, before five -year-old matters, I completely has forgotten, was adopted also well, sold out, some are only one does not know that who told my surname. After five years old, I went to the overseas, to the present, I have been able to stand here, I do not know I live”, Yang Chen self-ridicules smiled, „Monkey Sun also knows that own is in the stone jumps, when I become not like individual, who can tell me, where do I arrive in this world? Let loose the pain of body not saying that you know, own is what does not know, was what kind of feeling? Were your so-called sadness, what considered as?” “你以为,说这些有用么？从我有记忆开始,我的世界里,就已经没有任何所谓的亲人了。就像警察局里我的个人履历一样,五岁前的事情,我全部都忘记了,被人领养也好,被人卖掉的也罢,有的只是一个不知道谁告诉我的姓。五岁后,我就去了国外,一直到现在,我能站在这里,我都不知道我是怎么活下来的”,杨辰自嘲地笑了笑,“孙猴子还知道自己是石头里蹦出来的,当我变得都不像个人的时候,谁能告诉我,我是从哪里来到这个世界上的？放开身体的痛苦不说,你知道,连自己是什么都不知道,是怎么样的感受么？你们那所谓的悲伤,算得了什么？” Yang Gongming speechless, is looking at Yang Chen, could not speak silent. 杨公明哑然,望着杨辰,沉默说不出话来。 The Lin Ruoxi eye socket somewhat blushes, on this moment Yang Chen the sloppy aura in ordinary day is nothing left, as if the whole person was covered by a desolate wilderness, chats without the vitality desperately. 林若溪眼眶有些发红,此刻杨辰身上平日里的散漫气息荡然无存,仿佛整个人都被一片苍凉的荒漠所覆盖,聊无生机地绝望。 „My heart was very tired, whose idea I do not have that type to retaliate, but hopes that you can do not disturb my life, I only want to live peacefully, making outside world have nothing to do with me”, Yang Chen said that turns around to go out of study room. “我的心已经很累了,我没有那种要报复谁的想法,但希望你们可以不要来打扰我的生活,我只想安静地生活,让外面的世界与我无关”,杨辰说完,转身就欲走出书房。 „wait a moment!” “等一下！” Yang Gongming shouted one suddenly. 杨公明突然喊了一声。 Yang Chen footsteps, just wants to turn head, actually hears the floor to exude a heavy vibration sound. 杨辰脚步一顿,正想回头,却听得地板发出一沉沉的震动声。 This sound? Yang Chen opened the eye fiercely, turns around to look that Yang Gongming is a face stern knees down unexpectedly! 这种声音？杨辰猛地睁大了眼,转身一看,杨公明竟是一脸正色地跪倒在地！ Not is only Yang Chen, Lin Ruoxi and that old women complexion big change! 不仅是杨辰,就连林若溪与那名老妇人都脸色大变！ The elder is also good, the leader is also good, Yang Gongming kneels down to the own grandson, is challenges the person psychology to withstand the limit absolutely the matter! 不论是长辈也好,领导人也好,杨公明给自己的孙子下跪,绝对是挑战人心理承受极限的事情！