" Before down, today does not have " 「第五更,今天没了」 309 309 Sees such complexion, Yang Chen naturally can detect that the Cai Yan mood is not quite as if right, but does not understand what’s going on, the doubts asked: „How, to have had problems?” 看到这样的脸色,杨辰自然能发觉蔡妍似乎情绪不太对,但不明白这是怎么回事,疑惑地问道:“怎么了,出什么问题了？” „To be honest, you thought that with me together, eats meal wastes your precious time?” Cai Yan asked indifferently. “说实话,你是不是觉得跟我一起,吃顿饭都是浪费你宝贵的时间？”蔡妍漠然地问。 Yang Chen is stunned, said with a frown: „Cai Yan, your anything meaning, how said suddenly.” 杨辰错愕,皱眉道:“蔡妍,你什么意思,怎么突然这么说。” „My what meaning”, Cai Yan sneers, „you have meal with other woman, was three minutes finished eating, what words did not say that then bit the toothpick that female to eat slowly?” “我什么意思”,蔡妍冷笑,“难道你跟别的女人吃饭,也都是自顾自地三分钟吃完,什么话也不说,然后咬着牙签让那女的一个人慢慢吃么？” Yang Chen had understood indistinctly the Cai Yan angry/vitality reason, said with a smile awkwardly: „Excuse me, I think that you are police, therefore works stresses the efficiency, moreover I do not know that said any good to you. Actually eats for three minutes, is the speed that my own person eats meal, I have not thought anything other. Has not thought that this will make you not happy.” 杨辰隐约理解了蔡妍生气的原因,尴尬地笑道:“不好意思,我以为你是警察,所以做事就讲效率,而且我也不知道跟你说什么好。其实吃三分钟,就是我自己一个人吃饭的速度,我也没多想什么别的。没想到这样会让你不高兴。” Cai Yan complexion one gloomy, „police...... In your eyes, I except for am police, wasn't a woman?” 蔡妍面色一黯,“警察……在你眼里,我除了是一个警察,难道就不是一个女人了么？” Yang Chen is silent, the question of Cai Yan, making him somewhat strange, because own has not taken Cai Yan probably is really regarded as is the same with other side woman, as beautiful woman who can appreciate. 杨辰默然,蔡妍的问话,让他心里有些怪异,因为自己好像真的没把蔡妍当作是跟身边别的女人一样,作为一个可以欣赏的美女。 Although, the Cai Yan appearance and stature are the one in a hundredcream of the crop beautiful woman silkworm embryos, but the past some not good recollection, with the Cai Yan the style of conduct and speech, making him very difficult draw the high-grade number this beautiful woman with „beautiful woman”. 虽然,蔡妍的外貌和身材都是百里挑一的美人胚子,但过去的一些不好的回忆,跟蔡妍行事、说话的风格,让他很难把这个美女跟“美女”画上等号。 „I...... I have not thought really this issue”, Yang Chen said truthfully. “我……我真没想过这个问题”,杨辰如实地说道。 Cai Yan faintly said: „Before I go out today, has dressed up specially, comes to here, restaurant that chooses carefully, you know why this is?” 蔡妍幽幽地说道:“我今天出门前,特意打扮了一下,来这里,是精心选的餐馆,你知道这都是为什么吗？” Yang Chen is not a fool, relates to previous time delivers the own Rolex watch, so conscientiously helps to look after Zhenxiu, as well as front all sorts of spoken language performance of several meeting, today specially for the own appearance, makes own to eat meal together...... 杨辰不是傻瓜,联系到上次送自己劳力士手表,又如此尽心尽力地帮着照拂贞秀,以及前面几次见面的种种言语表现,今天特别为自己打扮,又约自己一起吃饭…… Although Yang Chen thinks inconceivable, but Cai Yan had that meaning to own obviously. 虽然杨辰觉得不可思议,但蔡妍明显是对自己有了那一层意思。 Yang Chen feels has a headache very much, beforehand own, if there are such beautiful police officer to deliver, definitely all comes are welcome, happy also without enough time. But now, bumps into the beautiful woman who such own is willing to paste, Yang Chen somewhat was actually afraid. Several young people, own always fill to them had a deficit the feeling, if again hard to solve with this beautiful police officer , after or, comes several, Yang Chen to think that again own meets the nerve to split, will make at heart him be in deep sorrow to the guilty feeling of each woman. 杨辰感到很头疼,以前的自己,如果有这样的美女警花送上门来,肯定是来者不拒,高兴还来不及。可如今,碰到这样自己愿意贴上来的美女,杨辰却是有些害怕了。身边的几个红颜,自己总是对她们充满了亏欠感,要是再跟这个美女警花纠缠不清,亦或者以后再来几个,杨辰觉得自己会神经分裂,心里对每个女人的愧疚感也会让他痛不欲生。 Cai Yan sees Yang Chen not to speak, nips the lower lip, „you can look, I such do, you definitely know what I think is anything, do not want to evade.” 蔡妍见杨辰不说话,咬了咬下唇,“你看得出来的,我这么做,你肯定知道我想的是什么,你别想逃避。” „Cai Yan, I today...... Really”, Yang Chen that comes also you to wrap does not know how should decline Cai Yan, can only make a veiled attack has rejected the Cai Yan regard. “蔡妍,我今天……真的只是来还你包的”,杨辰不知道该怎么回绝蔡妍,只能旁敲侧击地拒绝了蔡妍的心意。 Cai Yan is on the tender face one loses first, follows close on the hidden bitterness in heart to transform a resentfulness of cavity, feeling feeling wronged and unwilling has to speak out all! 蔡妍先是娇颜上一阵失落,紧跟着心中的幽怨转化成一腔的愤懑,感受的委屈与不甘尽数不吐不快！ Cai Yan looks straight ahead Yang Chen, in the eye is holding the tears, the satire is saying with a smile: „ Yang Chen, you know that I probably am the first time since birth, meets man who cannot resist. 蔡妍直视着杨辰,眼里噙着泪花,讽刺地笑道:“杨辰,你知道么,我好像是有生以来第一次,遇到招架不住的男人。 Facing such man, my family background, status and enterprise, the appearance that the women envy, has not helped me...... 面对这样的男人,偏偏我的家世、地位、事业,就连女人都羡慕的容貌,都对我没有帮助…… The man who whether to me a complete love, cannot can affirm, other woman affirmation ridiculed that I am stupid. 能否给我一份完整的爱,都不能肯定的男人,别的女人肯定嘲笑我多么愚蠢。 Delivers the package? Ahem, this package value how much money...... Told you, I also never had to pay attention to this matter! 送包？哼哼,这种包到底值多少钱……告诉你,我还从来没去关注过这个事呢！ If you have a wee bit, even if the tiny bit, has considered my feeling, in sitting before my opposite, before you said a moment ago, at least should examine your own, was this says such cruelly the words, cruelly to letting one only wants to speak to you, does not have any self-confident woman, injured is a mass of cuts and bruises! 如果你有一丁点,哪怕是一星半点的,考虑过我的感受,在坐到我对面之前,在你说刚才的话之前,至少应该检验一下你自己,是不是该把话说得这么残忍,残忍到让一个只想跟你说说话,没什么自信的女人,伤得体无完肤！ I am insufficient am that type to bring back purse of 2000 dollars, called the person who you this place came...... Does not see you, I do not go on living really!? 我不至于是那种为了拿回2000块钱的包包,把你叫到这种地方来的人……不见到你,我真的就活不下去吗！？ I do not have a point package!? Does not have time own to take!? The situation does not permit!?...... I buy a money of package not to have...... 难道我没有好一点的包吗！？没有时间自己去拿吗！？情况不允许吗！？还是……我连买一个包的钱都没有…… You replied Ah!? ” 你回答啊！？” The Cai Yan sound to finally becomes somewhat big, because the dining room by the avenue, outside static makes inside other guests not pay attention. 蔡妍的声音到最后变得有些大,不过因为餐厅在大街旁,外面的杂音让里面的其他宾客并没多注意。 Yang Chen sits in the position, body is somewhat unbending, the Cai Yan words result in nail, grip in the Yang Chen heart, although has not looked like that sentiment to other young person to Cai Yan, but Yang Chen knows, regardless of own whether likes her, this dares the woman who likes daring to hate, has made the indelible impression to own. 杨辰坐在位置上,身体有些僵直,蔡妍的话就跟一根根的钉子似得,扎在杨辰的心头上,虽然对蔡妍没有像对别的红颜的那种感情,但杨辰知道,不论自己是否喜欢她,这个敢爱敢恨的女人,已经给自己留下了难以磨灭的印象。 Cai Yan sees Yang Chen still not to reply, in the eye reveals several points of contemptuous, said with a smile: „You do not believe that I for even/including 2000 packages, will look the man who I am heavier than...... One all day, one week, one month, is this man in the heart movement!?” 蔡妍见杨辰依然不回答,眼中流露出几分轻蔑,笑道:“你不会认为,我会为了一个连2000块的包,都看得比我重的男人……一整天,一个星期,一个月的,都为这个男人在心动！？” Yang Chen knows that own cannot evade anything again, Cai Yan makes Yang Chen feel that honestly own is somewhat despicable, but engages in introspection, limits to the Cai Yan sentiment on the unfriendliness merely, indeed is far from the love, even likes continually forced. Let alone she is Lin Ruoxi best friend, even if own must divorce with Lin Ruoxi, does not have the reason well for no reason again with her best friend on. 杨辰知道自己不能再逃避什么,蔡妍的坦白让杨辰感到自己有些卑劣,但扪心自问,对蔡妍的感情仅仅局限在友好上,的确谈不上爱,甚至连喜欢都牵强。何况她是林若溪的闺蜜,即便自己要跟林若溪离婚,也没理由无端再跟她的一个闺蜜好上。 Reorganized under the clue, Yang Chen seriously said: „Cai Yan, you can have this thoughts to me, I felt that somewhat feels helpless. But you should know that I have married, Ruoxi is your good sisters, we not.” 整理了下头绪,杨辰郑重地说道:“蔡妍,你能对我有这份心思,我感到有些不知所措。但你应该知道,我已经结婚了,若溪是你的好姐妹,我们是不可以的。” „You are just the fake marriage, the contract marriage, not?” Cai Yan straightforwardly said. “你们只不过是假结婚,合同婚姻,难道不是么？”蔡妍直白地说道。 Yang Chen scalp tingles with numbness fiercely, follows close on Chest one to jump madly, has not thought that Cai Yan meets knew own and Lin Ruoxi that matter. 杨辰猛地头皮一阵发麻,紧跟着心口一阵乱跳,怎么也没想到,蔡妍会已经知道自己与林若溪那点事。 „Feels odd? Because of your night non- home to return, has clashes of opinion with Ruoxi, therefore she told me these. Actually she did not say that I have not believed that you are the sincerity fall in love marry, Ruoxi is not that type dodges the woman of marriage suddenly, she is calmer than anyone, is impossible suddenly”, Cai Yan that who marries said that „now, you also do want to treat as the excuse to reject me with Ruoxi?” “感到奇怪么？因为你夜不归宿,跟若溪闹矛盾,所以她告诉了我这些。其实就算她不说,我也从来没相信,你们是真心相爱才结婚的,若溪不是那种突然就闪婚的女人,她比谁都冷静,不可能突然跟谁结婚的”,蔡妍说道,“现在,你还想用若溪当作借口拒绝我么？” The Yang Chen forced smile again and again, „I have not thought really you can know this matter, but Cai Yan, even if I with Ruoxi am the fake marriage, but I cannot accept you. Does this to you and is unfair to her, if initially I had not married Ruoxi, if our first meeting, in the police station, that perhaps will not have any different result. However, now...... I do not have the means to accept your cordiality, I do not want to deceive you, does not want to deceive own.” 杨辰苦笑连连,“我真没想到你会已经知道了这件事,但是蔡妍,即便我跟若溪是假结婚的,但我还是不能接受你。这样做对你和对她都不公平,如果当初我没跟若溪结婚,如果我们的第一次见面,不是在警察局,那或许还会有什么不一样的结果。但是,现在……我真的没办法接受你的这份情意,我不想骗你,也不想骗自己。” Cai Yan is suppressing the tears, has not made it remain, do not go excessively, said with a smile grieved: „ If...... If...... If? 蔡妍强忍着泪水,没让它留下来,别过头去,惨然笑道:“如果……如果……如果么？ ‚If’ this word, were I most hateful in the world. Occurred, said also useless not yes?? However after meeting Yang Chen you, especially the day, after building you have saved my life, I frequently think this word. ‘如果’这个词,是我在世上最讨厌的话了。都已经发生了,说了也没用不是吗？不过遇到杨辰你之后,特别是那天,在大厦里你救了我的性命以后,我就经常想这个词。 ‚If’ gives me the opportunity to know you first, ‚, if’ Yang Chen you run into me first, ‚, if’ I do not have silly work as the evil person you, ‚, if’ you have not married Ruoxi...... ‘如果’是先给我机会认识你的话,‘如果’杨辰你先遇到我的话,‘如果’我没傻乎乎把你当恶人,‘如果’你没跟若溪结婚的话…… ‚If’ gives me opportunity, I will not give up absolutely for one minute one second with you in the together time. I think like this. However your marriages, are only transactions, is only paper words, am I now not late? ‚If’, gives me the opportunity? ” ‘如果’重新给我机会的话,那我绝对不会放弃一分一秒跟你在一起的时间的。我是这样想的。但是你们俩的婚姻,只是交易,只是一张纸的话,那我现在还不算晚？‘如果’可以,也给我机会好吗？” Listens to Cai Yan to seem the sleep talking words, Yang Chen realized suddenly that own has neglected on this woman too many things, but, this is also useful, sentimental thing, had not said that some truth, it must come, you cannot block, it does not come, your shade looks does not see it. 听完蔡妍好似梦呓般的话语,杨辰忽然意识到,自己真的忽略了这个女人身上太多的东西了,可是,这又有什么用呢,感情这东西,从来没有说有就有的道理,它要来,你挡不住,它不来,你连影儿都找不见它。 The Yang Chen apology said with a smile: „Sorry, this is not the opportunity issue, we could be the good friend, but...... I have not let you as the idea of my woman. This did not explain that you are not better than other my side woman, but I am unable to force own to have that sentiment, therefore I do not have the means to pledge your anything.” 杨辰歉意地笑道:“对不起,这不是机会不机会的问题,我们或许可以做不错的朋友,但……我从来没有让你作为我女人的想法。这不是说明你比我身边别的女人不好,只是我无法强迫自己产生那种感情,所以我没办法承诺你什么。” „If so, why you in the building, must go against that many people on that day, facing that many bullets, saves me reckless?” Cai Yan not willingly asking. “如果是这样,为什么你那天在大厦里,要顶着那么多人,面对那么多子弹,不顾一切地救下我？”蔡妍不甘心的问道。 Yang Chen shook the head, „I not reckless, saves you are because, you are the Ruoxi friend, is the good police. These bullets, regarding me, do not have the danger actually.” 杨辰摇头,“我没有不顾一切,救你是因为,你是若溪的朋友,也是个好警察。那些子弹,对于我来说,其实根本没危险。” „You deceive me, you definitely are hateful I, before hateful me, is so bad to you, right?” The Cai Yan sound somewhat shivers. “你骗我,你肯定是讨厌我,讨厌我以前对你那么坏,对么？”蔡妍声音有些颤抖。 „I have not deceived you, my hateful you, I have not saved you, but this cannot represent anything. I have saved many people, I have also killed many people, this for me is only normal matter”, Yang Chen some do not endure, said: „Actually you can choose a better man, is unable to achieve the single-minded fellow like me, is not worth bursting into tears like this.” “我没骗你,我也不讨厌你,我救了你,但这不能代表什么。我救过很多人,我也杀过很多人,这对我来说只是再正常不过的事情”,杨辰有些不忍,说道:“其实你可以选择更好的男人,像我这样无法做到专一的家伙,不值得你这样流泪的。” Cai Yan has laughed at several, does not know that is smiling anyone, „seemed like my original work was sentimental, you walked.” 蔡妍嗤笑了几声,也不知道在笑谁,“看来是我自作多情了,你走。” Then, Cai Yan takes up the tableware , to continue to start to eat meal. 说完,蔡妍拿起碗筷,继续开始吃饭。 Yang Chen has not walked, frowns, several points did not feel relieved that look at Cai Yan. 杨辰没走,皱着眉头,几分不放心地看着蔡妍。 Cai Yan has wiped the tears, raised the head, shows a bright smiling face, „you, when I am the 16-year-old flower season young girl? Because was rejected by a man, what will jump from an upper story or shear lineage/vein? Walks, I very much hateful see you now.” 蔡妍擦了擦泪水,抬起头,露出一个灿烂的笑容,“你当我是16岁的花季少女么？就因为被一个男人拒绝,会去跳楼还是割脉啥的？走,我现在很讨厌看见你。” Yang Chen knows that this moment Cai Yan definitely hates own at heart, but could not say other words that can console came, to reject a sentiment that difficultly, Yang Chen is unable to imagine, if loves own, a woman who similarly own also loved, can own also reject? 杨辰知道此刻蔡妍心里肯定非常痛恨自己,但却是说不出别的可以劝解的话来,拒绝一份感情是那么的艰难,杨辰根本无法想象,如果是爱自己,同样自己也爱的一个女人,自己还能拒绝么？ Was in the serious mood, Yang Chen sets out to leave the dining room. 怀着沉重的心情,杨辰起身离开了餐厅。 When the Yang Chen form goes out of the moment of dining room front door, Cai Yan put down the tableware, the whole person by pouring on the table, the fragrant shoulder was shrugging, choked with sobs. 当杨辰的身影走出餐厅大门的一刻,蔡妍放下了碗筷,整个人靠倒在桌子上,香肩耸动着,泣不成声。