The diagnosis of hospital in the pocket of Han Fei pants, he enters the kitchen, stood by the wife. 医院的诊断结果就在韩非裤子的口袋里,他进入厨房,站在了妻子旁边。 The limpid water flowed out from the water pipe, washes out the greasy dirt and bubble on dinner plate, all by the wife has cleaned the place, became like the mirror surface general clean bright. 清澈的水从水管中流出,冲刷掉了餐盘上的油污和泡沫,所有被妻子擦拭过的地方,都变得如同镜面一般干净明亮。 „Have you known?” “你是不是已经知道了？” Han Fei is looking at wife's both hands, she compared with Fu Yixiao is several years old, but that both hands are rougher than Fu Yi's hand. 韩非望着妻子的双手,她比傅义小好几岁,但那双手却比傅义的手还要粗糙。 „What knows?” “知道什么？” Dinner plates and rice bowls were returned the cabinet, after the wife proficiently cleans, starts to do the kitchen cleaning, after she all tidy up, Han Fei still stood on the spot. 一个个餐盘和饭碗被放回柜子,妻子熟练的清洗完后,又开始打扫厨房卫生,她将一切收拾好后,韩非仍旧站在原地。 Regarding Han Fei, he has never had such experience, these words have welled up the mouth obviously, but is very difficult to say. 对于韩非来说,他从未有过这样的经历,那些话明明都已经涌到了嘴边,但就是很难说出来。 These days should be the warmest time that the wife spent, if said the truth, that false happy may be disillusioned directly. 这段时间应该是妻子度过的最温馨的时间,如果说出真相,那虚假的美好可能会直接破灭。 Actually Han Fei has also felt, the wife not only knows Fu Yi at outside and things of these women, but also knows he possibly is not Fu Yi. 其实韩非也已经感觉到了,妻子不仅知道傅义在外面和那些女人的事情,还知道了他可能不是傅义。 In this world, the wife most understood person who Fu Yi, her times forgive and make concessions, until takes up the dagger finally. 这个世界上,妻子是最了解傅义的人,她一次次原谅和退让,直到最后拿起尖刀。 To her who the family so regards as important, the situation that if to is unable to maintain again, will not make that decision, Han Fei even was conceivable her then despair. 对家庭如此看重的她,如果不是到了再也无法维系的地步,是不会做出那种决定的,韩非甚至可以想象出她当时的绝望。 After tidying up the kitchen, the wife left, she looked like avoids Han Fei intentionally, did not make Han Fei continue was the same. 收拾完了厨房之后,妻子就离开了,她就像是故意躲避韩非,不让韩非继续说下去一样。 „She as if really knew.” “她似乎真的知道了。” Han Fei has not thought that person who this world's first looks through the Grandmaster Level performing skill, can be an most common woman unexpectedly. 韩非没有想到,这世界上第一个看破自己大师级演技的人,竟然会是一个最普通的女人。 Around 10 : 00 times, Han Fei and wife enter the bedroom, this wife lay on the bed, she was sideways to rest on the side of the bed. 十点多的时候,韩非和妻子进入卧室,这次妻子躺在了床上,她侧身睡在床铺一边。 Han Fei turns on the cabinet, prepares to hold the bedding, surprise inside quilt and mattress have replaced, some people changed a softer and warm bedding for him. 韩非打开柜子,准备抱出被褥,意外发现里面的被子和褥子都已经更换,有人为他换上了更柔软、暖和的被褥。 Paved, lies down on the ground, Han Fei looks at the ceiling to be in a daze, this he lost sleep late. 铺好,躺在地上,韩非望着天花板发呆,这一晚他失眠了。 Around 6 : 00 am time, the wife has gotten out of bed, goes out of the room cautiously, starts to prepare for the home new day. 早上 6 点多的时候,妻子已经起床,小心翼翼走出房间,开始为这个家新的一天做准备。 After the wife leaves the bedroom, Han Fei also opened the eye. 等妻子离开卧室后,韩非也睁开了眼睛。 Has not handled the unnecessary matter, Han Fei like in the past, when the alarm clock resounds, he crawls from the quilt. 没有做多余的事情,韩非像往常那样,等到闹钟响起,他才从被子里爬出。 Enters the bathroom to wash, then sits near the table, eats breakfast that the wife is preparing. 走进卫生间洗漱,然后坐在桌边,吃着妻子准备的早餐。 Two building gate sounds, Fu health/life wears the school uniform, takes the book bag to go downstairs. 二楼房门响动,傅生穿着校服,提着书包下楼。 „Fu health/life, I prepares today.” The wife puts out the box from the kitchen, gave Fu health/life. “傅生,今天我多准备了一些。”妻子从厨房拿出餐盒,递给了傅生。 Has not rejected, Fu health/life takes up the box, walked out of the door. 没有拒绝,傅生拿起餐盒,走出了家门。 „High-school student pressure is too big, sometimes goes to work us is more laborious.” Han Fei also come, he has deep feeling. “高中生压力太大,有时候比我们上班都要辛苦。”韩非自己也是这么过来的,他深有感触。 „You also hurry to eat meal, was soon late.” “你也赶紧吃饭吧,快要迟到了。” Fu health/life is first goes out, after Han Fei goes to work, the wife must send Fu heaven to the kindergarten. 傅生是第一个出门的,等韩非上班走后,妻子还要送傅天去幼儿园。 Finished eating the last food in a hurry, Han Fei takes up the briefcase, like prepared to go to work in the past. 匆匆吃完最后一口饭,韩非拿起公文包,像往常那样准备去上班。 „Waits for.” The wife stopped by calling out Han Fei suddenly, before she scratches the hand arrived at the Han Fei body, helping Han Fei reorganize the shirt neckband. “等一下。”妻子忽然叫住了韩非,她擦了擦手走到韩非身前,帮韩非整理衬衫领口。 Looks at the wife earnest dedicated appearance, Han Fei has not rejected the good intention of opposite party. 看着妻子认真专注的样子,韩非没有拒绝对方的好意。 „Walks, on road careful.” “走吧,路上小心点。” „Relax, I went to work.” “放心,我去上班了。” The half step leaves, Han Fei touched medical certificate in the trouser pocket, the definite thing still, he relaxes. 快步离开,韩非摸了摸裤子口袋里的诊断书,确定东西还在后,他松了口气。 Goes out of the community, Han Fei arrives at the bus stop, he looks that public transportation drive out of the station, the surrounding person are getting fewer and fewer, finally is only left over he himself also in the platform. 走出小区,韩非来到公交车站,他看着一辆辆公交车驶出车站,周围的人越来越少,最后就只剩下他自己还在站台上。 Without the work, did not have the income, goes to work? Where goes to work? 没有了工作,没有了收入,上班？去哪里上班？ „Fu heaven kindergarten in the west side, the wife is responsible for sending and picking up every day, I stay here, might be seen by her.” “傅天的幼儿园在西边,妻子每天负责接送,我留在这里,有可能会被她看见。” Takes the briefcase, Han Fei is going down the public transportation platform, walks toward the east side. 提着公文包,韩非走下公交站台,朝着东边走去。 He is still disguising oneself go to work, finally actually goes to the small park that east soon left uncultivated. 他仍旧在假装自己去上班,最后却来到了东边一个快要荒废的小公园。 Has no place to go he, sat on the bench of park. 无处可去的他,坐在了公园的长椅上。 This place usually few people come, are wooded, bird in groups has flown from the top of the head, occasionally can also see the squirrel to jump in the trunk and branches. 这地方平时很少有人过来,树木繁茂,成群的小鸟从头顶飞过,偶尔还能看见松鼠在枝干中跳跃。 Morning sunlight according to weed, several stray cats languid is licking own wool, they are not afraid the person, as if here is their families/home is the same. 早晨的阳光照在杂草上,几只流浪猫懒洋洋的舔着自己的毛,它们一点也不害怕人,似乎这里是它们的家一样。 „Stays to here getting off work.” “就在这里呆到下班吧。” Han Fei does not know how oneself should do, shouldered the debt of life, that must repay, he needs to save from the family puts out 720,000 to be good. 韩非也不知道自己应该怎么做,背负了人生的债务,那就要去偿还,他需要从家庭原本的积蓄中拿出七十二万才行。 The innermost feelings feel exhausted, Han Fei depend on the chairback, raises head to look at the deep blue sky. 内心感到一阵疲惫,韩非靠着椅背,仰头望着蔚蓝的天空。 No matter in the reality, is in the deep layer world, he not such experience, rarely stops the footsteps, like sitting silently in city corner. 不管是在现实里,还是在深层世界,他都没有这样的经历,也很少停下脚步,像这样默默的坐在城市角落里。 Crossed some little time, Han Fei felt suddenly the arm was rubbed by anything. 过了好一会,韩非忽然感觉手臂被什么东西蹭了一下。 He looks down, a stray cat jumped up the bench, lay in his side, that furry tail had the thought probably, rocked back and forth. 他低头看去,一只流浪猫跳上了长椅,趴在了他的旁边,那毛茸茸的尾巴好像有自己思想,来回晃动。 „Did I occupy your position?” Han Fei is wanting to touch the head of that cat, all stray cats smelled what smell probably suddenly, they left from Han Fei together, run to another side of grove. “我是不是占了你的位置？”韩非正想要去摸那只猫的脑袋,所有流浪猫好像突然闻到了什么气味,它们一起从韩非身边离开,跑向了树丛的另一边。 Some Han Fei stations of doubts, he of suit and dress shoes turned around to look back, a high-school student of wear school uniform is taking the cat canned food that was just opening to walk. 有些疑惑的韩非站了起来,西装革履的他转身向后看去,一个穿着校服的高中生正拿着刚打开的猫罐头走来。 Looks in the eyes, surprised of two people whole face, is almost saying with one voice: 四目相对,两人满脸的惊讶,几乎是异口同声的说道: „Haven't you gone to the school?” “你没去学校吗？” „Haven't you gone to go to work?” “你没去上班吗？” Han Fei of suit and dress shoes, looks at Fu health/life who wears the school uniform, the father and son stands in the small park face-to-face. 西装革履的韩非,看着身穿校服的傅生,父子两人面对面站在小公园里。 The wind moves the treetop, sunlight in broken bits sprinkles, the kitties look at Fu Shengshou cat canned food eagerly, unceasing is calling, probably was asking that you are doing? 风吹动树梢,细碎的阳光洒落,猫咪们眼巴巴看着傅生手里的猫罐头,不断的叫着,好像在问你们在干什么？ „I actually want to go to the school every day, but always gets to the school entrance time will hesitate, is not willing to forward.” Fu health/life puts down the cat canned food, that several stray cats encircled: „Why don't you are go to work?” “我其实每天都想要去学校的,但总是走到校门口的时候就会犹豫,不愿意向前。”傅生放下猫罐头,那几只流浪猫都围了过去:“你又是为什么不去上班呢？” „I was dismissed.” Han Fei passes through the grove, arrived at Fu health/life, he and Fu health/life sat on the bench of park abreast in row. “我被辞退了。”韩非走过树丛,来到了傅生这边,他和傅生并排坐在了公园的长椅上。 The father and son have not spoken again, they look at these stray cats together. 父子两人没有再说话,他们一起看着那些流浪猫。 „Sometimes I very envy them, anything does not need to think, free, does not need to go to too many things.” Fu health/life feels a chin of stray cat, that cat as if likes Fu health/life very much, is very intimate with him. “有时候我挺羡慕它们,什么都不用想,自由自在的,也不需要去懂太多的东西。”傅生摸着一只流浪猫的下巴,那猫似乎很喜欢傅生,跟他特别亲近。 „If there is a family/home, who is willing to make a stray cat?” Han Fei is an orphan, the heart deep place is hiding the hope of opposite party, this hope makes him be willing to protect the neighbor in Xingfu Subdistrict, protects that the ghost who he treats as the family member. “如果有家的话,谁又愿意做一只流浪猫？”韩非是一个孤儿,他内心深处隐藏着对家的渴望,正是这种渴望让他愿意去保护幸福小区的邻居,保护那一个个把他当做家人的鬼。 After the kitties finished eating, some run away immediately, some look cold and indifferent, but also some lie in same place, like a hair bulb that lost the dream. 猫咪们吃完后,有的立刻跑走,有的对人爱答不理,还有的趴在原地,像一个失去了梦想的毛球。 Fu health/life has not gone to go to school, Han Fei has not gone to go to work, the father and son sit in the lonely park at noon, although has not chatted anything, but the distance pulled closer, this should also be their living alone time longest day. 傅生没有去上学,韩非没有去上班,父子俩在冷清的公园坐到中午,虽然没聊什么,但距离拉近了很多,这应该也是他们独处时间最长的一天。 12 : 00 pm, Fu health/life put out the box from the book bag, he turns on the cover, is preparing to eat, suddenly discovered that Han Fei has been visiting him. 中午12点,傅生从书包里拿出了餐盒,他打开盖子,正准备去吃,忽然发现韩非一直在看着他。 „Wants the same place?” “要一起吗？” „Good.” “好。” „?” “？” Fu Shengna the only chopsticks, is shaking the head: „Ok.” 傅生拿着唯一的筷子,摇了摇头:“还是算了吧。” „Your this child, you asked I to do what?” “你这孩子,那你问我干什么？” „I think that you will reject.” “我以为你会拒绝的。” Heard Fu health/life reply, Han Fei felt the happiness. 听到傅生的回答,韩非感到了一点久违的开心。 „Does light eat that to order food enough? Do not move dull here, I go to buy a thing for you.” Han Fei touches the pocket, he walks toward the small park outside. “光吃那点菜怎么够？你呆在这里别动,我去给你买点东西。”韩非摸了摸口袋,他朝着小公园外面走去。 In a while, Han Fei raised a big bag to come back. 没过多久,韩非提着一个大袋子回来了。 He the heavy bag will place on the bench, then oneself depend on the chairback, as if the mood is very good. 他将沉甸甸的袋子放在了长椅上,然后自己靠着椅背,似乎心情很是舒畅。 Fu health/life curious looked at one toward the bag, inside is all kinds of beer. 傅生好奇的朝袋子里看了一眼,里面是各种各样的啤酒。 „Since met since your day, I have not touched the liquor again, I worried that I was been lacking in vigilance by the alcohol, presented the miscalculation after 0 : 00 o'clock at night , any a wee bit deviation will make me be killed.” Han Fei opened one can of beer: „I lost the lots, but also had the lots, I do not know that should thank you, should hate you.” “自从遇到你的那天起,我就再也没有碰过酒,我担心自己被酒精麻痹,在午夜零点之后出现判断失误,要知道,任何一丁点的偏差都会让我丧命。”韩非打开了一罐啤酒:“我失去了很多东西,但也拥有了很多东西,我不知道是该感谢你,还是该憎恨你。” The drunk up jar has from the sky drawn an arc, was thrown into the trash can by Han Fei accurately. 喝完的罐子在空中划过一道弧线,被韩非准确的丢进了垃圾桶。 „What didn't I understand you to say?” In Fu Shengyan full is the doubts. “我不是太懂你在说什么？”傅生眼中满是疑惑。 „, I am partial on the whole thanking you, therefore I will appear here, makes all these.” Han Fei opened one can of beer, he shot a look at Fu health/life one eyes: „Can try?” “大体上来讲,我还是更偏向于感谢你,所以我才会出现在这里,做这一切。”韩非又打开了一罐啤酒,他瞥了傅生一眼:“要试试吗？” „.” Fu health/life shakes the head, eats meal with single-hearted devotion. “不了。”傅生摇了摇头,专心吃饭。 After finishing eating the food, Fu health/life cleaned the box, then sat on the bench starts to study independently. 吃完饭后,傅生去清洗了餐盒,然后坐在长椅上开始自学。 Rarely Han Fei enjoys oneself to the full drank, he sits side Fu health/life, depends on the center of the world, relaxes the time tight nerve shortly. 韩非则难得尽兴的喝了起来,他就坐在傅生身边,靠着世界的中心,短暂放松自己时刻绷紧的神经。 Sun descends the mountain slowly, after the ray tarnish, Fu health/life returns the book bag the textbook and exercise, looked at one toward side. 太阳慢慢下山,在光线变暗后,傅生将课本和习题放回书包,朝旁边看了一眼。 Han Fei suit becomes wrinkled, he drank up in the bag all liquor, crooked lying down on the bench, fell asleep probably. 韩非身上的西装变得皱皱巴巴,他喝完了袋子里所有的酒,歪歪斜斜的躺在长椅上,好像是睡着了。 „Are you have been very tired?” “你是不是一直都很累？” Fu health/life never sees the father to reveal such side, before father's image in his heart was the dignity, uncouthly and selfish, because the father ability was extremely strong, therefore also requested to the child very strictly, disobeyed slightly, will then scold and beat and scold. 傅生从未见过自己父亲露出这样的一面,以前父亲在他心中的形象是威严、粗鲁、自私,因为父亲自身能力极强,所以对孩子也要求十分严格,稍有违逆,便会呵斥、打骂。 Does not know from starts, Fu health/life felt that own father probably changed. 可不知道从什么时候开始,傅生感觉自己的父亲好像变了。 Perhaps is because on that day in back lane, Fu health/life noticed that the father supported for oneself, drove away all bludgers ; Perhaps is because he listens secretly the father to tell mother in telephone, said the principal hitting ; Also or is because the father chooses to believe that oneself words, assist the police to elute the wrongful treatment for the senior principal finally. 也许是因为那天在后巷里,傅生看到父亲为自己撑腰,赶走了所有的混混;也许是因为他偷听到父亲在电话里告诉母亲,说是把校长给打了;又或者是因为父亲选择相信自己的话,最终协助警方为老校长洗脱冤屈。 The recent these things flashed through in Fu health/life mind, he crossed returned to for a long time normal. 最近发生的那些事情在傅生脑海中闪过,他过了好久才恢复平静。 Sun has soon descended the mountain, Fu health/life reorganizes the book bag, then he shook lethargic sleep Han Fei gently. 太阳已经快要下山,傅生将书包整理好,然后他轻轻晃了晃昏睡的韩非。 „Father, should go home.” “爸,该回家了。”