„If can live, should better not to think dying.” “如果能活着,最好不要想着死。” A horror film actor and a comedy movie actor are standing face-to-face, looks at each other in eye. 一个恐怖片演员和一个喜剧片演员面对面站着,看着彼此眼中的自己。 Although their future is different, the path that but chooses somewhat is similar. 他们的未来虽然不同,但选择的道路却有些相似。 Becoming the manager in -depth world by the body of living person, the body that is dragging being sick becomes bridging of fellow patient group. They stood in the respective nighttime, changed into under that piece of nighttime sky wiped the glow. 一个以活人之躯成为了深层世界的管理者,一个拖着患病的身体成为了病友群的支住。他俩都站在了各自的黑夜里,化为了那片夜空下的一抹萤火。 „I will go on living well.” On the young male face still has that smile: „My performing skill is splendid, person who your first knows my secret.” “我会好好活下去的。”年轻男人脸上仍旧带着那笑容:“我的演技非常出色,你还是第一个知道我秘密的人。” He controls the game account number that Yan ancestor is leaving behind, looks information and pictures that child leaves behind, these are he has had the proof. 他操控着彦祖留下的游戏账号,看着那个孩子留下的一条条信息和图片,这些都是他存在过的证明。 „Such account number should you have? Has been defending them, don't you feel very exhausted? Someday you will unable to support.” Han Fei moves in the chair, sits when the young man, he can detect that the condition of man is very bad, the pain of opposite party innermost feelings is unable to mediate, every has the new pain one time, constrains them forcefully in the heart. “这样的账号你应该有很多吧？一直守着他们,你不觉得很疲惫吗？也许有一天你会撑不住的。”韩非搬来椅子,坐在年轻男人旁边,他能察觉出男人的状态很糟糕,对方内心的痛苦无法排解出来,每一次产生新的痛苦时,就把它们强行压抑在心底。 „My this sickness is this, the normal person can feel happy and despair, but my anything cannot feel, surrounding bleak, stuffily is very very stuffy, anything cannot transmit, outside thing cannot come.” The young male head people have not lifted , to continue to look at the life of late boy: „Before I with others told that these ideas do not have, but why does not know, you make me feel relax very much, probably...... this world, only then you can understand my sound.” “我这个病就是这样,正常人能够感受到开心和绝望,可我什么都感受不到,周围一片荒凉,很闷很闷,什么都传递不出去,外面的东西也根本进不来。”年轻男人头也没抬,继续看着去世男孩的人生:“以前我连和别人诉说这些的想法都没有,但不知道为什么,你让我感到很放松,就好像……这世界只有你能听懂我的声音。” „Did a first 52 hertz whale meet another first 52 hertz whale?” The Han Fei clear truth, this is own soul is talking with oneself, from, on the other hand, this also is really a pitiful fact. “一头52赫兹的鲸遇见了另外一头52赫兹的鲸吗？”韩非清楚真相,这不过是自己的魂在和自己对话,从另一方面来说,这还真是个悲惨的事实。 „Yes, although we are first meetings, but you made me have the lucky feeling for the first time, probably I have supported today, you were same.” The men are reading the memory of boy, after silent was very long, opens the mouth again: „Can you comply with a I small request?” “是的,虽然我们是初次见面,但你第一次让我产生了幸运的感觉,好像我一直撑到今天,就是为了等你一样。”男人翻看着男孩的记忆,沉默了很久之后才再次开口:“你能不能答应我一个小小的请求？” „Gives you to keep the secret?” “给你保守秘密吗？” „It is not.” The man empty vision had the focus: „In I will try hard to make the group to chat last is shining the head picture, but like you said that a moment ago, if I could not support in some at night suddenly......” “不是。”男人空洞的目光重新有了聚焦:“我会努力去做群聊里最后一个亮着的头像,可就像你刚才说的,假如在某个夜晚我突然撑不住了……” The innermost feelings of young man are extremely depressing, he all can make the thing that laughed heartily to show to the audience, stayed behind alone completely painfully, in the process of Han Fei exchange, he spoke has started off and on, the finger is also trembling gently, as if felt very cold and is very cold. 年轻男人的内心极度压抑,他把所有能够制造出欢笑的东西都展现给了观众,独自留下了全部痛苦,在和韩非交流的过程中,他说话已经开始断断续续,手指也在轻轻发抖,似乎感觉很冷、很冷。 „I hope when the time comes you can replace glow account number, replaces I take care of them to have trace, guides to join group of chatting rookies.” “我希望到时候你可以接替萤火这个账号,代替我保管好他们存在过的痕迹,引导好加入群聊的新人。” „Before made the old person who you made the management also say?” “之前让你做管理的老人也是这么说的吗？” „Un, at night does not have the boundary, even if the world does not exist, at night will remain. Compared with this dim light of night, we tiny frail looks like a glow. We could not compare the nighttime sky, could not illuminate anyone, but we can choose our way of living, did not integrate by oneself at night middle.” The correct matter, the truth of the world, the young man actually understands, but understands themselves and cures is completely two matters, this comedian already very diligently. “恩,黑夜是没有边界的,就算世界都不存在了,黑夜也会存在。跟这片夜色相比,我们渺小脆弱的就像是一点萤火。我们比不了夜空,也照亮不了谁,但我们可以选择自己的活法,不让自己融入黑夜当中。”正确的事情,人间的道理,年轻男人其实都懂,但理解和治愈自己完全是两回事,这个喜剧演员已经很努力了。 Chatted compared with other sickness in the group, the young man was very lucky, he met Han Fei in this late, can completely understand that he and produced the person of soul resonance with him. 和群聊里其他的病患相比,年轻男人算是非常幸运了,他在这晚遇到了韩非,一个可以完全理解他、与他产生灵魂共鸣的人。 After saying these, the young man turns away from the computer screen, he looks very much earnestly to Han Fei, waits for the reply of Han Fei. 说完那些之后,年轻男人就把视线从电脑屏幕上移开,他很认真的看向韩非,等待韩非的回答。 The ghost of Room 4094 has not appeared to the present, who is calling back from the dead Han Fei not to make clear, after he since enters the room, on has been talking with own soul, but at present finally arrives at a quite important turning point. 4094房间的鬼到现在都没有出现,谁在招魂韩非也没搞清楚,他自从进入房间后就一直在跟自己的灵魂对话,而眼下终于到了一个比较重要的转折点。 Han Fei needs to make own choice, his choice is also affecting the choice of following 4094 house-owner. 韩非需要做出自己的选择,他的选择也影响着接下来4094房主的选择。 „Ok, I when the time comes and passing also record your account number, but I hope on the day of never appear.” “可以,我到时候会把你的账号和过往也记录下来,不过我还是希望那一天永远都不要出现。” After Han Fei answers, the expression of young man was more affable, regarding him who is unable to show the smile, at this moment is unprecedented relaxation. 在韩非做出回答之后,年轻男人的表情舒缓了一些,对于无法露出笑容的他来说,这一刻已经是前所未有的放松了。 „Can tell me your contact method? After facilitating us, contacts with” young man to put out own cell phone, on his black cell phone flashes through the private letter of group of friends as before unceasingly, in as if his cell phone circle was only left over that group to chat. “能告诉我你的联系方式吗？方便我们以后联系”年轻男人拿出自己的手机,他的黑色手机上依旧不断闪过群友的私信,似乎他的手机社交圈里就只剩下那个群聊了。 Han Fei said itself to use many year of mobile number , the young man in the process of input, did not have the too big response at first, but when he prepared to input the last number, his finger is actually not able to press again. 韩非说出了自己用了很多年的手机号,年轻男人在输入的过程中,起初没有太大的反应,但当他准备输入最后一个数字的时候,他的手指却无法再按下去。 „This number......” “这号码……” Inconceivable raising the head, the young man looks at Han Fei, in the eye full is the doubts: „How do you know my cell phone number?” 不可思议的抬起头,年轻男人看着韩非,眼中满是疑惑:“你怎么知道我的手机号码？” The blood that flows out from the chest welled up the brain, the skin of young man started becomes pale, the person who called back from the dead according to own memory, will immerse when the passing life fragment, but when he realized certain not normal things, he gradually will then sober, understands oneself were only together a solitary person. 从心口流出的血液涌上了大脑,年轻男人的皮肤开始变得苍白,被招魂来的人会根据自己的记忆,沉浸在过往生活片段当中,可当他意识到某些不正常的事情时,他便会逐渐清醒,明白自己只是一道孤魂。 „I not only know that you used the quick seven years of mobile numbers, I also know that your cell phone will be preserving a few words best actor forever, before is you in life( the first chapter of mirror, is pasting).” Han Fei saw young man's change, the temperature of entire Room 4094 also starts to drop. “我不仅知道你用了快七年的手机号,我还知道你的手机会永远保存着一句话最好的演员,就是生活中的你(第一章镜子前贴着)。”韩非看到了年轻男人身上的变化,整个4094房间的温度也开始下降。 „How do you know? These words I have not told others!” “你怎么知道的？这句话我从来没有告诉过别人！” „Because you are I, in the world does not have the second first 52 hertz whales, but there are we who are willing to make the glow in the nighttime.” On the Han Fei face showed and young man exactly the same smile, that is a very good gentle smile, this smile will make the surrounding person feeling very comfortable, they but who only show this gentlest smile know, behind this smile hides the soul that will not be smiling. “因为你就是我,世界上没有第二头52赫兹的鲸,但是有愿意在黑夜里做萤火的我们。”韩非脸上露出了和年轻男人一模一样的笑容,那是一种很善良温柔的微笑,这个笑容会让周围的人感觉很舒服,但只有露出这最温柔笑容的他们知道,这笑容背后藏着一个根本不会笑的灵魂。 „I will help you complete the final desire, becomes the new manager, protects all sickness, even if becomes in the group is only shining the head picture finally.” The hand of Han Fei built on the young man shoulder: „Matter that you insist, is I continuously at the matter of doing, we never give up, not?” “我会帮你完成最后的愿望,成为新的管理者,守护所有的病患,哪怕最后成为群里唯一一个亮着的头像。”韩非的手搭在了年轻男人肩膀上:“你坚持的事情,就是我一直在做的事情,我们都从未放弃,不是吗？” The temperature of Han Fei palm took to the young man to be slightly warm, on his face stunned and surprised turned slowly was tranquil and peaceful. 韩非掌心的温度带给了年轻男人稍许温暖,他脸上的错愕、惊讶慢慢变成了平静和安宁。 The yellowing skin has completely lost the blood-color, on the nape of the neck of young man presented a deep mark, on his face has not put on make-up, but the corner of the eye remains the obvious mark, probably in clown of sob. 泛黄的皮肤已经完全失去血色,年轻男人的脖颈上出现了一道深深的勒痕,他脸上没有化妆,但是眼角却残留着明显的勒痕,就好像一个在哭泣的小丑。 As more and more things were remembered, in the throat of young man starts to send out shouting of another stranger, the reason is gradually embezzled, but in this case, he has not touched as before deposits the computer and desk that the fellow patient remembers behind. 随着越来越多的东西被想起,年轻男人的喉咙里开始发出另外一个陌生人的嘶吼,理智逐渐被吞没,可就在这种情况下,他依旧没有触碰身后存放病友记忆的电脑和书桌。 Bulge of blood vessels on the skin, the facial features of young man differ with Han Fei more and more in a big way, the body of opposite party was seasoned probably was the same, slowly reduction. 一条条血管在皮肤上凸起,年轻男人的面容和韩非相差越来越大,对方的身体好像被晒干了一样,慢慢缩小。 Room 4094 also and young man changes, spacious, the arrangement of heroic spirit was replaced by the crude furniture, on the wall cracks slits, the roof presses downward, as if wants being run over and dying to stand in Han Fei and young man in rooms. 4094房间也和年轻男人一起发生变化,宽敞、豪气的布置被简陋的家具取代,墙壁上开裂出一道道缝隙,屋顶向下压来,仿佛要碾死站在屋子中间的韩非和年轻男人。 Until the roof worn-out lamp touches the young man time, all stop. 直到屋顶破旧的灯触碰到年轻男人的时候,一切才停止。 Room 4094 becomes extremely worn-out, the Han Fei present young man also becomes ignorant, the consciousness is fuzzy. 4094房间变得极为破旧,韩非眼前的年轻男人也变得浑浑噩噩,意识模糊。 „!” “啪！” The sound of earthenware jar disruption frightened Han Fei to jump, he drew a sword to turn around, this saw the gate of another bedroom to be shoved open, a young student stood in the entrance. 瓦罐碎裂的声音吓了韩非一跳,他抽刀转身,这才看见另外一间卧室的门被推开,一个十几岁的学生站在门口。 His foot suspends a white earthenware jar, in the jar is putting the rice and yellow paper, in the paper symbol writes a name glow. 他脚边摆着一个白色的瓦罐,罐子里放着白米和一张黄纸,纸符上写有一个名字萤火。 „Is this student the master of Room 4094?” Han Fei protects the young man after behind, is staring at the opposite party cautiously. “这个学生就是4094房间的主人？”韩非将年轻男人护在身后,小心翼翼盯着对方。 The head that the male students hang down lifts slowly, in his hand is holding a register of names and a picture frame. 男生低垂的头慢慢抬起,他的手中抱着一本名册和一个相框。 When unlike in other buildings the resident calls back from the dead, the male student calls back from the dead in the picture frame of use not to have the photograph, but placed a picture of game character, that seems like the glow had used the head picture. 跟其他楼内居民招魂时不同,男生招魂使用的相框里没有遗照,只是摆放了一个游戏人物的照片,那好像是萤火曾经使用过的头像。 „Is you calls back from the dead the glow the dead building? You his real name and picture do not know why can see him?” Called back from the dead the soul of dead building mostly is the living person, in other words that person named glow, is in now at point of death. “就是你把萤火招魂到死楼当中的吗？你连他的真实姓名和照片都不知道,为什么一定要见他？”被招魂进死楼的灵魂大多是活人,也就是说那个叫做萤火的人,现在正处于弥留之际。 „I alone do not have the means to complete to call back from the dead.” Instance that the students are starting talking, in the mouth revealed the innumerable faces, these faces like the tide, well up crazily outward. “我一个人是没办法完成招魂的。”学生在开口说话的瞬间,嘴巴里露出了无数张人脸,那些人脸如同浪潮,疯狂朝外涌来。 The cold wind that the face starts keeps Han Fei from coming to a stop, they intend to avoid Han Fei behind young man, at this time Han Fei had been raised to out of the window. 人脸掀起的阴风让韩非无法站稳,要不是它们有意避开韩非身后的年轻男人,此时韩非已经被掀到窗外了。 „I have not seen the glow, even does not know his real name, but he to me, to us is actually the most important person.” The students start talking, Han Fei saw good-for-nothings from his mouth, they hide in the body internal darkness, was being wrapped by the shadow. The skin and flesh, to them are only clothes that is used to isolate the outside world. “我没有见过萤火,甚至不知道他的真名,但他对我、对我们来说却是最重要的人。”学生开口说话,韩非从他的嘴里看到了一个个行尸走肉,他们躲藏在躯体内部的黑暗里,被阴影包裹着。皮肤和血肉,对他们来说只是一件用来隔绝外界的衣服。 „You? Are you group friends of Xingfu Subdistrict fellow patient group?” The Han Fei brain transfers fast, one guesses correctly a lot: „Should you not be that net ID will call Yan ancestor's child?” “你们？难道你们都是幸福小区病友群的群友？”韩非脑子转的飞快,一下猜到很多事情:“你该不会就是那个网名叫彦祖的孩子吧？” „The name of that group was not Xingfu Subdistrict, called back from the dead to have the problem, in the memory of glow blended your soul, two different memories interwove in one, the seen scene also changed.” Boy tone ice-cold, as if a corpse, but makes Han Fei feel what rejoices is the opposite party has not revealed too intense killing intent. “那个群的名字并不叫幸福小区,招魂出现了问题,萤火的记忆中参杂了你的一个魂魄,两段不同的记忆交织在了一起,看到的景象也发生了改变。”男学生语气冰冷,仿佛一具尸体,但让韩非感到庆幸的是对方并没有露出太强烈的杀意。 „The matter that had a moment ago you should also see, glow as before among protecting you agreement, but my soul also with the glow is the same person, we will insist this most precious thing.” Han Fei contains the good intentions and inclusive soul entered the consciousness of glow, when the glow oneself am unable to withstand the calling back from the dead ceremony soon collapses, is a Han Fei soul stood firm his consciousness. “刚才发生的事情你应该也看到了,萤火依旧在守护你们之间的约定,而我的魂也和萤火是一样的人,我们会把这份最宝贵的东西坚持下去。”韩非蕴含着善意和包容的魂进入了萤火的意识,在萤火本人无法承受招魂仪式快要崩溃的时候,是韩非的一道魂魄稳住了他的意识。 The glow oneself am willing to hug the death, but tempered such long Han Fei completely to be different in the deep layer world, his intense will to live just like the steel, was the deceased person also meets the knife edge to get up. 萤火本人愿意拥抱死亡,但在深层世界磨炼了这么久的韩非则完全不同,他强烈的求生意志宛如钢铁,就是死人也会支棱起来。 „If you really read and before death friendship, that made me have the glow to leave together. The glow has been seeking the death, but this experience may change his certain views. He has been protecting the trace that you have before, this time hopes that you can also give the opportunity that he comes again.” He must carry off the glow, has the opportunity to save in the building all people. “如果你们真的念及生前的情分,那就让我带着萤火一起离开。萤火一直在寻求死亡,不过这一次的经历或许会改变他的某些看法。他以前一直在守护你们存在的痕迹,这次希望你们也能给他一个重来的机会。”他必须要把萤火带走,才有机会拯救楼内所有的人。 „We have never thought the critical glow, has not thought that calls back from the dead really usefully, each of us attempts to shout his name, for 14 years have never succeeded. But today, he really arrived here, he stuck to 14 years of commitment, this arrival as if for you.” The boy misunderstood something, tonight they will call back from the dead successfully, more possibly is because the butterfly will return to the soul in tonight. “我们从未想过要害萤火,也没有想到招魂会真的有用,我们每个人都尝试过呼喊他的名字,十四年来从未成功过。但今天,他真的来到了这里,他坚守了十四年的承诺,这次到来似乎就是为了等你。”男学生误会了一些事情,今夜他们会招魂成功,更多可能是因为蝴蝶会在今夜回魂。 „Real?” Han Fei looking pensive: „He had also asked my similar matter a moment ago probably, hopes that I can become here new manager.” “真的吗？”韩非若有所思:“他刚才好像也拜托过我类似的事情,希望我能成为这里新的管理者。” The managers have the different meanings in the deep layer world, Han Fei said these three characters the time, the forehead of boy beat gently. 管理者在深层世界有不同的含义,韩非说出这三个字的时候,男学生的眉心轻轻跳动了一下。 What deserves careful pondering is that the boy has not gone to correct Han Fei, has not talked about this topic again, he makes Han Fei take the cell phone of good glow. 更值得深思的是男学生没有去纠正韩非,也没有再聊这个话题,他只是让韩非拿好萤火的手机。 After Room 4094 changes, the cell phone of glow also with former completely different le1, became very worn-out, the screen also card of disruption in a group chatted in the page. 4094房间发生变化之后,萤火的手机也跟之前完全不同le1,变得非常破旧,碎裂的屏幕也卡在了一个群聊页面上。 Top the page writes the group chatting name, but that name at all is not Xingfu Subdistrict, but is one line of dead characters. 页面顶部写着群聊的名字,只不过那名字根本不是什么幸福小区,而是一行死字。 „This is we of glow continuously protection, turned into the grey, we who can never get online......” boy is lowering the head lowly, he has not said, saw the glow the cell phone to vibrate. “这就是萤火一直守护的我们,变成了灰色,永远不会上线的我们……”男学生低垂着头,他还没说完,就看见萤火的手机震动了一下。 When responded, he discovered that crowd of chatting names had been revised, that line of hopeless dead characters were changed to the dead building owner rights protection cooperation group. 反应过来时,他发现群聊的名字已经被修改,那一行毫无希望的死字被改成了死楼业主维权互助群。 Saw on the phone screen the revision group name to succeed these characters, Han Fei also gawked, he somewhat embarrassed took a look at a boy. 看见手机屏幕上修改群名成功这几个字,韩非也愣了一下,他有些不好意思的瞅了一眼男学生。 „I am want to try, never expected that the manager can revise directly.” “我就是想要试一试,没想到管理员可以直接修改。”