MIG :: Volume #4

#369: Soul of smile

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A performing skill of person even again good, in this world the person he is unable to deceive forever, that is he himself. 一个人的演技就算再好,这世界上也有一个人他永远都无法欺骗,那就是他自己。 Was used to it in pretend joyfully, the optimism that type performs will look like a coat, as if only will then put on it becomes normal, dares to leave home, will enter the crowd. 习惯了假装快乐,那种表演出的乐观就会像一件外衣,仿佛只有穿上它才会变得正常,才敢离开家门,走进人群。 Words that young man very surprised Han Fei said that he felt that those words looked like saying he himself. 年轻男人很惊讶韩非说出的话,他感觉那句话就像是在说他自己。 As one also calculates that famous comedian, he in joy that in front of the public displays forever, but no one knows, he provoked laughter all audience, is actually not able to be smiled to make noise by oneself only. 作为一个还算出名的喜剧演员,他在公众面前永远表现的那么快乐,但是没有人知道,他逗笑了所有的观众,却唯独无法让自己笑出声。 „Did you see the content in my cell phone before?” “你之前看到了我手机里的内容了吧？” Han Fei knows what the young man said is anything, he nods. 韩非知道年轻男人说的是什么,他点了点头。 Sees Han Fei to acknowledge, the young people instead relax, probably developed for a long time, in feeling exhausted physically and mentally, the director informed saying that finally did not need to develop again: „Brings the joyful comedian, actually wants to leave in the night innumerable, truly very satirized.” 见韩非承认,年轻人反而是松了口气,好像是演了许久,在身心俱疲的时候,导演终于通知说不用再演下去了:“一个带来快乐的喜剧演员,却无数次在深夜想要离开,确实挺讽刺的。” The young man looks the medicine bottle that on the desk has not received with enough time, he does not want to conceal anything in front of Han Fei, this is a very strange feeling, as if at present the stranger of this suddenly visiting, has had with his same experience, they are the same person are the same. 年轻男人看着书桌上还没来得及收起的药瓶,他已经不想在韩非面前掩饰什么,这是一种非常奇怪的感觉,仿佛眼前这个突然拜访的陌生人,有过和他相同的经历,他们是同样的人一样。 Both people in room have not opened the mouth again, resounds the funeral music until the room outside, the cold wind insufflates in the room following the ajar window. 屋内的两个人都没有再开口,直到屋子外面响起哀乐,冷风顺着半开的窗户吹进屋内。 The young man shivers, but he does not have the related window as before, but looked to the nighttime sky of out of the window, probably the left boy and he is greeting there. 年轻男人打了个冷颤,但他依旧没有关窗,而是看向了窗外的夜空,好像已经离开的男孩正在那里和他打招呼。 „I have doubts, does not know that should ask?” Han Fei looks comedian who the side and build are similar. “我有一个疑惑,不知道该不该问？”韩非看着身边和自己体型相仿的喜剧演员。 „You said.” “你说。” „You have you to vainly hope for that in all, realized all desires, why can't smile?” Han Fei is very curious, 4064 comedians seem like another, has not contacted «Perfect Life», finally depends on who realize the dream diligently. “你已经成功拥有了你梦想里的一切,实现了所有愿望,为什么还是笑不出来？”韩非是真的很好奇,4064的喜剧演员就好像是另外一个自己,一个没有接触《完美人生》,最终靠着努力实现梦想的自己。 „I very small time lost the smile, I thought that the smile is this world's most precious thing, therefore my wish makes more people show the smile, sees their smiling faces, perhaps I can also retrieve my smile, from the beginning I truly think.” The young man adjusted oneself mood slowly: „But the fact seems to be not such, I make a long time group to develop, I do not have the outstanding appearance, does not have any background, wants to emerge in many competitors, only then diligently. I have tried many funny means that but people do not smile, they as if completely understood my essence, in my bone is a senseless person.” “我很小的时候就丢失了笑容,我觉得笑容是这世界上最宝贵的东西,所以我想要让更多人露出笑容,看到他们的笑脸,也许我也能够找回自己的笑容,一开始我确实是这么认为的。”年轻男人慢慢调整好了自己的情绪:“可事实似乎并非如此,我做过很长一段时间群演,我没有出众的外貌,也没有任何背景,想要在众多竞争者中脱颖而出,只有更加努力。我尝试过很多搞笑的办法,但人们都不笑,他们似乎看透了我的本质,我骨子里就是一个无趣的人。” „How are you hot?” “那你到底是怎么火的？” „Because of an accident/surprise, that is a performance accident. The item group made the mistake, takeoffs seven meters high background stage size build mistake, but I am strict do according to the script, finally caused me to retrocede half step, fell from seven meters high place falls. Because is tying up the safety rope, but there is a slight clash, but that type is reading the lines seriously, suddenly the person did not have feeling, really very has dramatic. Tied up me of safety rope from the sky to shake was very long, that should be for the first time some people looks my performance cannot help but smiled to make noise.” “因为一个意外,那是一场演出事故。道具组出了差错,离地七米高的布景台尺寸搭建错误,而我是严格按照剧本去做的,结果导致我多后退了半步,从七米高的地方摔落。因为绑着安全绳,只是有轻微磕碰,但那种一本正经念着台词,忽然人就没了的感觉,确实挺有戏剧性的。绑着安全绳的我在空中晃悠了很久,那应该是第一次有人看着我的表演不由自主的笑出声。” Is looking at the movie poster on wall, the smile on young male face is somewhat stiff. 望着墙壁上的电影海报,年轻男人脸上的笑容有些僵硬。 „The audience is well-meant, this point I am clear, therefore thought at that time is a bursting into tears clown is also good. My psychology is comforting itself like this, but afterward I even more anxious, every night was pondering that new smiling, I gradually start to lose sleep, in my brain was pressed down a switch probably suddenly, in some late at night felt suddenly the world covered a gray gauze.” The young man has been used to maintain the smile before the bystander, his face muscle remembered the smile appearance, does not use happily, will smile as before. “观众是没有恶意的,这一点我非常清楚,所以当时觉得做个流泪的小丑也不错。我心理这样安慰着自己,可后来我愈发的焦虑,每晚都在思考新的笑点,渐渐的我开始失眠,我的脑子里好像突然被人按下了一个开关,在某个深夜忽然感觉世界蒙上了一层灰色的纱。”年轻男人已经习惯了在外人面前保持微笑,他的面部肌肉记住了笑容的样子,根本不用开心,依旧会微笑。 „Perhaps you if initially were a horror film actor to be good.” “或许你当初要是做一个恐怖片演员就好了。” Han Fei suggested the opposite party sincerely, the young man actually shakes the head, he was equally tenacious in certain aspects and Han Fei: „I do not want to be the actor to perform in the comedy, I am because likes seeing the smile, therefore goes to to become a comedian diligently.” 韩非真诚的建议对方,年轻男人却摇了摇头,他在某些方面和韩非一样固执:“我并不是想要做演员才去演喜剧的,我是因为喜欢看到笑容,所以才努力去成为一名喜剧演员的。” In the process of dialogue, the cell phone of young man vibrates again, the group friend in Xingfu Subdistrict has not chatted in the group, they are not willing to chat the group probably turn vent the bad mood the place, but will inquire the young man in secret. 在对话的过程中,年轻男人的手机再次震动,幸福小区里的群友没有在群内聊天,他们好像都不愿意把群聊变成宣泄糟糕情绪的地方,只是在私下里会去询问年轻男人。 The cold light of phone screen is shining upon the face of young man, he is replying the information of group of friends patiently. 手机屏幕的冷光映照着年轻男人的脸,他耐心的回复着一个个群友的信息。 Han Fei stands to gaze at the young people, as if stands in front of the mirror, looks in mirror. 韩非就站在旁边注视着年轻人,仿佛是站在镜子前面,看着镜中的自己。 Under the taking office building Chang guidance, Han Fei becomes the building in Xingfu Subdistrict No. 1 building to be long, inherited the manager account number. 在上任楼长的引导下,韩非成为了幸福小区一号楼的楼长,也继承了管理者账号。 He who possibly discards the life momentarily, in completely own strength redeems the resident in Xingfu Subdistrict. 随时都可能丢掉生命的他,也在尽自己的力量救赎幸福小区里的居民。 In -depth world was covered by the night forever, in the middle of the boundless darkness, Han Fei wipes the common glow probably. 深层世界永远被黑夜笼罩,无边的黑暗当中,韩非好像一抹不起眼的萤火。 „Excuse me, today the information are quite many.” The young man after Han Fei apologized, he starts unceasingly to reply in writing. “不好意思,今天信息比较多。”年轻男人跟韩非道歉之后,他又开始不断回信。 Perhaps many people thought that he is handling the insignificant matter, but he was clear, in the world some people have insisted is handling these insignificant things, almost chooses the person who leaves to change the mind. 也许很多人觉得他是在做无意义的事情,但他清楚,正是世界上一直有人坚持在做这些无意义的事情,很多差点选择离开的人才会改变主意。 Did not say anything to with wrong , is not artificial. 不是说什么对与错,也不是什么矫情不矫情。 They are only because is experiencing a matter unceasingly, therefore understood a truth. 他们只是因为不断经历着一件事,所以明白了一个道理罢了。 Some people, you have actually seen finally at the same time, but you have not detected. 有些人,其实你们已经见过最后一面了,只是你还未发觉而已。 After the young man returns to the information already 20 minutes, he to each group friend very sincere, nothing is impatient, he as if himself in the words that in the reality saves, used and chat of group friend completely. 年轻男人回完信息已经二十分钟之后,他对每一位群友都非常的真诚,没有任何不耐烦,他似乎把自己在现实里节省下来的话语,全部用在了和群友的聊天当中。 „In group of Xingfu Subdistrict chatted mostly is a patient, they hid in the corner of this world, depended on each other residual heat to pass the mind the cold winter. I can do, is helps them defend the home.” “幸福小区的群聊里大多都是病人,他们躲在这个世界的角落,靠着彼此身上的余温来度过心灵的寒冬。我能做的,就是帮助他们守好这个家。” „You convinced yourself to go on living with this reason each time earnestly?” The Han Fei words are not gentle, this is the first time that he with such tone with the deep layer world „ghost” spoke. “你每次都是用这个理由来说服自己认真活下去的吗？”韩非的话语并不温柔,这还是他第一次用这样的语气跟深层世界的“鬼”说话。 „Reason of going on living?” The young man shakes the head: „I was not afraid the death, went on living does not need the reason.” “活下去的理由？”年轻男人摇了摇头:“我并不害怕死亡,活下去也不需要理由。” „Death was not fearful, what was fearful has not lived well, has prepared departure. Some things missed really missed, will not have come, the opportunity of even regretting did not have.” Han Fei looks at the man, he seems like persuading that comedian, as if talked with past. “死亡并不可怕,可怕的是还未好好生活过,就已经做好了离开的准备。有些东西错过了就真的错过了,再也不会重新来过,连后悔的机会都没有。”韩非看着男人,他像是在劝说那个喜剧演员,又仿佛是跟过去的自己对话。 He has never had such an opportunity, facing own soul, faces directly the innermost feelings the opportunity. 他从来没有过这样一个机会,一个面对自己的灵魂,直面自己内心的机会。 Actually is to cure the type to play this issue about «Perfect Life», Han Fei thinks from the beginning oneself found the answer, but he changes the idea now. 关于《完美人生》究竟是不是治愈类型游戏这个问题,韩非一开始以为自己找到了答案,但现在他又改变了想法。
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