„Thump and ding-dong......” is a music resounds in behind, Yang Guo endured diligently, after a few minutes, Qiqi will lie down in her toy rocking chair draws a puppet, the front music has not stood still, following music continued from above. “咚咚、当当……”又是一阵音乐在后面响起,杨果已经努力忍受了,每隔几分钟,琪琪就会躺在她的玩具摇椅里拉动一个玩偶,前面的音乐还未停歇,后面的音乐又续上了。 Yesterday bought this toy rocking chair, was looks for trouble for oneself really! Yang Guo had been broken several times to work by her a moment ago continuously. 昨天买这个玩具摇椅,真的是自己给自己找麻烦啊！杨果刚才已经连续被她打断好几次工作了。 „Do not be noisy! Qiqi, is obedient!” Time from the beginning, Yang Guo will also turn the head the good words to admonish, after all, is a gentle father is the pursues of Yang Guo! “不要吵哦！琪琪,听话！”一开始的时候,杨果还会转头去好言劝教,毕竟,做一个慈祥的爸爸一直都是杨果的追求嘛！ „,” Qiqi has coughed gently, then continued to chortle. Yesterday came back, Qiqi on some coughs, but Yang Guo thought that should the issue not be big, because coughed was not very seriously is not very frequent, therefore Yang Guo gave her to drink plain boiled water. “咳咳,”琪琪轻轻咳嗽了一下,然后继续咯咯笑了起来。昨天回来,琪琪就有些咳嗽,不过杨果觉得应该问题不大,因为咳嗽的也不是很严重也不是很频繁,所以杨果只是给她多喝一点白开水。 Yang Guo has truly underestimated the unmarried girl's active disposition. If he does not turn the head, Qiqi also entertains provokes the present puppet, Yang Guo is turning the head to visit her, she seemed encouraged to make generally happier, is not only the continual drawing puppet, but also sang loudly. 杨果确实是低估了自家闺女好动的性格了。如果他不转过头来,琪琪还只是自娱自乐地拨弄着眼前的玩偶,杨果一转头去看她,她仿佛被鼓励了一般闹得更欢了,不仅是连续的拉动玩偶,还自己放声歌唱。 What sang was in any this world nobody can certainly understand what is heard, but shouted from her out of the ordinary throat sound that was also nobody can bear. 唱的是什么当然这个世界上没人能听明白,但是从她那非比寻常的喉咙中喊出的声音,那也是没人能受得了的。 Therefore Yang Guo rather endures the sound that the rocking chair makes, is not willing to turn head to provoke Qiqi, understands her superelevation decibel Divine Comedy. 所以杨果宁愿去忍受摇椅发出的声音,也不愿回头去招惹琪琪,去领略她超高分贝的神曲。 Shouted, attracts and shouts the breath...... In family|home cultivation technique in brain applied at this time, Yang Guo closes the eye, adjusts own breath, then enters the mysterious sitting in meditation condition, but does not sit in meditation to contemplate. In such condition, Yang Guo feels in the world only remaining oneself and at present this computer, other pictures and other noisy sounds do not know that which ran up to! 呼、吸、呼呼吸……脑中的内家功法这时候派上了用场,杨果闭上眼睛,调整自己的呼吸,然后进入玄而又玄的入定状态,但又不是真的打坐冥想。在这样的状态里,杨果感受到世界里只剩下了自己和眼前这台电脑,其他景象、其他嘈杂的声音都已经不知道跑到哪儿去了！ Actually he has not left this room, he through the self- adjustment, will make the sense of hearing that the translator cannot use to seal up temporarily , will again not receive the harassment of noise. 其实他并没有离开这个房间,他只是通过自我调节,将做翻译用不上的听觉给暂时封闭住,也就不会再受噪音的骚扰了。 After the world is quiet, Yang Guo discovered that in such condition, oneself made the speed of translation unexpectedly changes quick, the efficiency has promoted about 20%! Has not thought that in family|home cultivation technique also has such wondrous use, Yang Guo types the character on the computer, while is thinking delighted. 世界清静之后,杨果发现在这样的状态下,自己做翻译的速度竟然又变快了,效率提升了近20！没想到内家功法还有这样的妙用,杨果一边在电脑上敲字,一边乐滋滋地想着。 Yang Guo is also competent, every half hour, he will relieve the condition of sitting in meditation, looks after Qiqi. Qiqi possibly was also plays extremely happily, after one hour, finally was tired to fall asleep, Yang Guo can also long breathe a sigh of relief. 杨果还算是称职,每隔半个小时,他就会解除了入定的状态,去照看一下琪琪。琪琪可能也是玩得太过开心了,一个小时后终于累得自己睡着了,杨果也可以长舒了一口气。 In the evening in the surfer, the Yang Guo buckle has glittered suddenly, selects to look that is chat information that the schoolmate of high school sends. 晚上在上网的时候,杨果的扣扣突然闪烁了起来,点开一看,是高中的一个同学发来的聊天信息。 Yang Guo remembers, before this schoolmate , after the university graduates, goes back the large state enterprise in hometown to work, except for previous time Spring Festival gets together to meet, afterward again had not related, today suddenly found itself, what matter has? 杨果记得,这个同学以前大学毕业之后就回去家乡的一家大型国企工作,除了上次春节聚会见了一面,后来就没有再联系过了,今天突然找到自己,是有什么事吗？ Yang Guo after he exchanged greetings several, finally changed over to the subject. 杨果跟他寒暄了几句之后,终于转入了正题。 Sees only him to type saying: „Yesterday, I saw Yunran.” 只见他打字说道:“昨天,我看到云冉了。” The Yang Guo body shakes, for a long time has not seen this name. Did she go back the native place really? Yang Guo hesitant, typing asked: „Right? She now how?” 杨果身体一震,好久没有看到过这个名字了。她真的回去了老家吗？杨果犹豫了一下,打字问道:“是吗？她现在怎么样了？” The schoolmate then types, he asked strangely: „Don't you know? You not in the same place?” 同学接着打着字,他奇怪地问道道:“你不知道？你们不是在一起吗？” „We bid good-bye......” Yang Guo, types this line of characters. “我们分手了……”杨果顿了一下,才敲出这行字。 „Bid good-bye? How can, you be so good for these years? The previous meeting also saw that you......” schoolmate asked completely with amazement. “分手了？怎么会,你们这几年那么好？上次聚会还看到你们……”同学满是惊讶地问道。 Yang Guo said bitterly and astringently: „Is a long story......” 杨果苦涩地说道:“一言难尽啊……” „Is unfair to......” schoolmate saying that „I do not know is such situation.” “对不起……”同学说道,“我不知道是这样的情况。” „All right, you then said that she now how?” Why Yang Guo does not know, he somewhat longs for understanding the Lu Yunran recent situation, but somewhat dreads, the fear hears the news that some do not want to hear. “没事,你接着说,她现在怎么样了？”杨果不知道为什么,他有些渴望了解陆云冉的近况,但又有些畏惧,害怕听到一些自己不想听到的消息。 „I saw her yesterday, feeling state of mind also good.” The schoolmate typed this line of characters. “我昨天看到她,感觉精神状态都还不错。”同学敲出了这行字。 He hesitant, the matter that sees him said completely: „But I from afar see her, in peninsula cafe.” 他犹豫了一下,还是把他看到的事情全部说出来:“但是我只是远远看到她,在半岛咖啡馆里。” „Was only the opposite also sat a male.” “只是对面还坐了一个男的。” Yang Guo thought own throat somewhat becomes dry, the right hand is grasping the fist, referred to closing some blanches, the nail deeply fell into the palm, the palm has seeped out the faint trace blood. 杨果觉得自己喉咙有些发干,右手握着拳头,指关有些发白,指甲都深深地陷入了掌心中,掌心渗出了丝丝鲜血。 „This.” Yang Guo has typed for a long time these three characters. “这样啊。”杨果好久才打出了这三个字。 „I mainly want to say this matter to you.” “我主要是想跟你说说这件事。” „But, since you bid good-bye, Yang Guo do not want to result in that many. Horizon where does not have the fragrant grass, yes......” schoolmate thinks somewhat guilty, hurries to type to comfort Yang Guo. “不过,既然你们分手了,杨果你也不要想得那么多了。天涯何处无芳草,是吧……”同学觉得有些愧疚,赶紧打字安慰杨果。 Actually Yang Guo did not see clearly behind the schoolmate to say anything, he only thought own head chaos, two sounds were quarrelling. 杨果已经看不清楚同学后面究竟说了什么了,他只觉得自己脑袋一片混沌,有两个声音在争吵着。 A sound shouts incisively unkindly: „Awakes! Yang Guo, you must face the reality. You already not any possibly!” 一个声音尖锐刻薄地喊道:“醒醒吧！杨果,你要面对现实。你们已经没有任何可能了！” Another sound is comforts Yang Guo: „, You do not have that many years pasts, must believe that she will certainly come back!” 另一个声音则是安慰杨果:“不是的,你们有着那么多年的过去,要相信,她一定会回来的！” „Do not deceive oneself and others!” Formerly sound refuted saying that „you understand, she was impossible to take the road back! You have a look, she proceeded! You have a look, she has arrived at one with other man! You why in besotted?” “不要自欺欺人了！”先前的声音驳斥道,“你自己心里明白,她是不可能走回头路的！你看看,她已经往前走了！你看看,她都已经跟别的男人走到了一起！你为什么还是在执迷不悟？” The response sound of second sound somewhat is pale and weak: „You know that she has made a fresh start? Perhaps, that man by chance appears in her to the table, but said something to smooth things over? Perhaps, that man, but is her cousin......” 第二个声音的回应声却有些苍白无力:“你怎么知道她就已经重新开始了？或许,那个男人只是恰巧出现在她的对桌,只是个搭讪的呢？或许,那个男人,只不过是她的一个表哥……” „Cousin? Did your soap opera look?” Formerly sound satire said. “表哥？你电视剧看多了吧？”先前的声音讽刺道。 In the mind two sounds interweave, to only remaining a piece has thundered finally in the mind, the ear buzzes, is unable to stop. 脑海里两个声音交织,到最后在脑海里只剩下了一片轰鸣,耳朵嗡嗡作响,无法消停。 Inside opened the refrigerator, Yang Guo places one dozen of beer to draw Song Zhiwen, has pried open the bottle cap completely. Raises head one bottle to meet one bottle of places to fill, some liquor froth have sprinkled, melted one with the tears. 打开冰箱,杨果把宋志文放在里边的一打啤酒都拉了出来,全部撬开了瓶盖。仰着头一瓶接一瓶地灌了起来,有些酒沫洒了出来,与泪水融到了一起。 Yang Guo is not willing to believe that really Lu Yunran bid good-bye with oneself shortly, has also arrived at one with other man, but the reason also told itself, the matter that today schoolmate says, was very likely. 杨果真的不愿意相信陆云冉跟自己分手还没多久,就已经跟别的男人走到了一起,但理智又告诉自己,今天同学说的这件事情,很有可能是真的。 Moreover, even if this matter is only their misunderstandings, however in the future, it certainly will occur! This is only the issue of time. Regardless of Yang Guo did accept, Lu Yunran will put on the pure white nuptial dress finally, became others' bride. Once many returned, Yang Guo thought one have put down, but felt as if a knife were piercing heart in the end. 而且,就算这件事只是他们的误解,但是在未来,它还是一定会发生啊！这只是时间的问题。无论杨果接受不接受得了,陆云冉最终还是会披上洁白的婚纱,成为别人的新娘。曾经多少回,杨果觉得自己已经放下了,但是到头来还是心如刀割。 In world all things, are the sentiment character are most painful. But drowns sorrow to worry taking advantage of the liquor to worry! Yang Guo sits in the corner of living room, the air-to-air beverage bottle has thrown place, head dizzy heavy, the whole body is uncomfortable, in the chest cavity has an anger to burn! 世间万事万物,就属情字最熬人。而借酒消愁愁更愁！杨果坐在客厅的角落里,空空的酒瓶扔了一地,脑袋晕晕沉沉的,全身难受,胸腔里有股怒火在燃烧！ In movie any dog blood „you compared with my happiness”, be the screenwriter make out of whole cloth! Yang Guo points is cursing angrily void, the sound is ambiguous. 电影里什么狗血的“你要比我幸福”,都是编剧瞎编出来的！杨果指着虚空怒骂着,声音含含糊糊的。 If there is loved gratefully, how possibly light to fling the next six characters then natural to depart? If there is loved gratefully, how possible giving up to make her put into others' arms? Will she be happy? I do not believe! The labor does not believe! Your Sir's TMD does not believe! 如果刻骨铭心地爱过,怎么可能那么轻飘飘地甩下六个字便潇洒地离去？如果刻骨铭心地爱过,怎么可能舍得让她投入别人的怀抱？她会幸福吗？我不信！劳资不信！你大爷的TMD不信！ Yang Guo has spoken incoherently, suddenly is holding the knee and head, chirp has cried, is ordinary with a little girl of being wronged. 杨果已经语无伦次了,突然抱着膝盖和脑袋,嘤嘤地哭了起来,就跟一个受了委屈的小女孩一般。 Cries to cry, the feeling of being drunk has welled up, the Yang Guo head one crookedly, lies down blurry on the floor. 哭着哭着,醉意涌了上来,杨果脑袋一歪,迷迷糊糊地躺倒在地板上。 In the sleep, Yang Guo as if in rags, crawls in a limitless desert, the hot sun of top of the head evaporated on him each moisture content, he only thinks the four limbs to be incapable, has a parched mouth. But takes a broad view to look, performing is the bright yellow gravel, where could not find the oasis, where couldn't find the water source? In the heart has filled desperately. 睡梦里,杨果似乎衣衫褴褛,爬行在一片漫无边际的沙漠里,头顶的烈日蒸发了他身上的每一点水分,他只觉得四肢无力,口干舌燥。可是放眼望去,尽是黄澄澄的沙砾,哪里找得到绿洲,哪里找得到水源？心中充满了绝望。 Has not known how long, Yang Guo felt a palpitation suddenly! This feeling, how long hasn't experienced? Even if in the dream, Yang Guo also never will forget. 不知道过了多久,杨果突然感觉到一股心悸！这个感觉,多久没有经历过了？就算是在梦里,杨果也永远都不会忘记。 Qiqi! 琪琪！ Yang Guo opens eyes to sit the straight body suddenly! The head faints heavy, Yang Guo felt that the headache wants to crack, good to drink water. But he could not attend to these, he struggled to crawl, ran in the bedroom direction. 杨果突然睁开眼坐直身体来！脑袋晕沉沉的,杨果感觉头痛欲裂,好想喝水。但他顾不上这些了,他挣扎着爬了起来,往卧室方向跑去。 Runs too quickly, Yang Guo has not paid attention to the under foot to have a beverage bottle, stepped on directly, the bone slides, Yang Guo only felt that the left leg toward the forward slip in the past, after the entire body could not control to soar suddenly, but actually. 跑得太快,杨果没有注意脚下有一个酒瓶,直接就踩了上去,骨溜一下,杨果只感到左脚突然往前滑了过去,整个身体控制不住腾空后倒。 In the situation of alcoholic intoxication, control of Yang Guo to the body might as well proceed greatly, he can from the sky reverse the body to fall to the ground steadily, but can only with average person such layer on layer fall down now. 醉酒的情况下,杨果对身体的控制大不如往前,本来他可以在空中扭转身体稳稳落地的,但现在只能跟普通人那样重重地摔倒在地。 „!” Yang Guo felt that the chest cavity was vibrated intensely, has a liquid almost to choke into own nostril, if not the body is really strong, changed an average person to fall like this, the whole body bone must disperse puts up. “啊！”杨果感觉胸腔受到了强烈的震动,有股液体几乎要呛入自己的鼻孔,如果不是身体实在强健,换了个普通人这样子摔下来,全身骨头都要散架了。 A moment ago in slipping, as if right foot sole also by a bottle cap delimiting, but Yang Guo could not give a thought to the examination injury, he pulled the chair to crawl, opened the bedroom door to walk with a limp. 刚才在滑倒的时候,似乎右脚脚底还被一个瓶盖给划了一下,但杨果顾不上去查看伤势了,他拉着椅子爬了起来,一拐一拐地推开卧室门走进去。 In bedroom quiet, Qiqi as if obediently sleeps on the bed. However Yang Guo believes that own intuition, that is the mind reading that came from to share the same roots! Qiqi had certainly problems. 卧室里静悄悄的,琪琪似乎还是在床上乖乖地睡觉。但是杨果坚信自己的直觉,那是来自血脉相连的心灵感应！琪琪一定是出了什么问题。 Lifts the mosquito net, Yang Guo searches the hand to go, traces Qiqi. 掀开蚊帐,杨果探手进去,摸了摸琪琪。 Good heat! Yang Guo felt that the Qiqi small arm temperature compared with has usually been higher than many. Touches the Qiqi forehead again, really quite hot! Under the skin as if lit a small stove to be ordinary. 好热！杨果感觉琪琪的小胳膊温度比平时高出了好多。再摸摸琪琪的额头,真的好烫！皮肤下面仿佛生了一个小火炉一般。 Had a fever? Yang Guo holds Qiqi, both hands keeps shaking, is shouting Qiqi in a soft voice, but Qiqi has remained unconscious! Yang Guo has flustered, felt that must lose anything's appearance, he even associated to yesterday to the sugar pill that she fed. 发烧了？杨果抱起琪琪,双手抖个不停,轻声呼喊着琪琪,但琪琪已经昏迷不醒了！杨果慌了,感觉要失去什么的样子,他甚至联想到了昨天给她喂的糖丸。 Such hot! Had a fever? 这么热！发烧了？ Won't this temperature, have surpassed 40 degrees? 这个温度,不会已经超了40度了吧？ Over 40 degrees, can that burn out the head? 超过40度,那岂不是要烧坏脑袋？ Is the virus infects? 难道是病毒感染？ Isn't that virus? 不会是那个病毒吧？ , Do not frighten itself! 不会的,不会的,别自己吓自己！ If what to do but is really? Infantile paralysis! Qiqi...... 可是如果真的是怎么办？小儿麻痹症啊！琪琪难道…… Yang Guo cannot want to get down, the head randomly has become one group of starch. He holds Qiqi to walk back and forth in the room, is anxious on ant with hot pot. 杨果不敢想下去了,脑袋乱成了一团浆糊。他抱着琪琪在房间里走来走去,急得跟热锅上的蚂蚁似的。 Must hurry to go to the hospital! Yang Guo has thought of this key finally. 得赶紧去医院！杨果终于想到了这个关键。 His shoes did not put on, open the front door to clash. Before running up to the elevator, Yang Guo has folded, before arriving at the Song Zhiwen gate, makes an effort to pound the gate. Song Zhiwen drove his father's car(riage) to come back for these days! 他鞋也不穿,打开大门就冲了出去。跑到电梯前,杨果又折了回来,来到宋志文的门前,用力砸起门来。宋志文这几天开了他爸的车回来！ In the middle of the night, almost all people have fallen asleep, the entire building is quiet, Yang Guo pounds the gate with the fist suddenly crudely, „bang bang Bang” the sound reverberates in the entire corridor and corridor, as if everything may become vulnerable is common. This did not have other inhabitant fortunately, otherwise definitely will quarrel others. 深更半夜了,几乎所有人都睡着了,整栋楼静悄悄的,杨果突然用拳头粗暴地砸起门来,“砰砰砰”的声音在整个走廊、楼道里回荡,仿佛地动山摇一般。还好这一层没有别的住户了,不然肯定会吵到别人。 „Came to come, do not knock.” Some little time, Song Zhiwen wears the night clothes to rub the eye to open the door, saw that the Yang Guo hair is disorderly, eye is red, whole body braves the liquor air/Qi the appearance, he also had a scare. “来了来了,别敲了啊。”好一会儿,宋志文才穿着睡衣揉着眼睛来开门,看到杨果头发凌乱、眼睛通红、浑身冒着酒气的样子,他也吓了一跳。 „Old Guo, you how?” Song Zhiwen referred to the foot of Yang Guo asking. Yang Guo barefoot, the right foot delimited a bloodstain on the bright and clean ceramic tile. “老果,你怎么了？”宋志文指了指杨果的脚问道。杨果光着脚,右脚在光洁的瓷砖上划出了一条血印。 „Follows me quickly, Qiqi has had a fever, is very serious.” In the Yang Guo nostril is spurting thick air/Qi, draws Song Zhiwen to walk outward. “快跟我走,琪琪发烧了,很严重。”杨果鼻孔里喷着粗气,拉着宋志文就要往外走。 „You wait / etc.!” Song Zhiwen hurries to stand firm Yang Guo, the situation is urgent, he does not dare to be dilatory, said that „I take the key now. Do you also hurry to put on shoes, bring the complete credential?” “你等等啊！”宋志文赶紧稳住杨果,情况紧急,他也不敢拖沓,说道,“我现在就去拿钥匙。你也赶紧穿鞋,带齐证件没？” Yang Guo completely had been scared now, sock has not worn wraps toward the foot on the shoes, walks absent-minded, is Song Zhiwen helps him close including the gate. 杨果现在已经完全慌了神,袜子都没穿就把鞋子往脚上套,走的时候恍恍惚惚,连门都是宋志文帮他关的。 Song Zhiwen hurries puts on the clothes, while is comforting Yang Guo: „Do not be worried that Qiqi she is certainly all right.” 宋志文赶紧一边披上衣服,一边安抚着杨果:“不要担心,琪琪她一定没事的。”