At this time, the night wind strokes, Xia hot completely, the automobile has not rolled by the long street, the street light is dodging the dreary white light, will divide several continuously dark, the dark looks like has opened the huge big mouth wild animal, the wheel difficulties, opens, in has not driven to the wild diameter of place of turning over. Daytime made noise to leave behind trash everywhere to be ground by the wheel, sent out xi su the plastic dehiscence sound, afterward dissipated in the boundless silence...... 此时,夜风微拂,夏热未尽,汽车驶过长长的街道,路灯闪着惨淡的白光,将黑暗分割成条条缕缕的几块,黑暗又像张开了庞然大口的野兽,车轮颠沛,开在了驶往不归之地的野径上。白天喧嚣留下遍地的垃圾被车轮碾过,发出窸窣的塑料开裂声,随后消逝在无边的寂静中…… „Old Guo! Old Guo!” Shouting of Song Zhiwen as if transmits from void general, finally from at a loss and awakens Yang Guo. “老果！老果！”宋志文的呼喊仿佛从虚空中传来一般,终于将杨果从茫然和恍惚中唤醒。 Made an effort to swing the ache to want the head of crack, Yang Guo sobered finally. Looked at all around, discovered that he is holding Qiqi now, is sitting on the back seat of automobile. 用力摇了摇疼痛欲裂的脑袋,杨果终于清醒了过来。看了看四周,发现他现在抱着琪琪,正坐在汽车的后座上。 Song Zhiwen drives with single-hearted devotion, shot a look at returning of Yang Guo look from rear view mirror burnt, then said: „Old Guo, you must hurry to buoy up! No matter had anything to make you drink that many liquor, now you must buoy up! Qiqi needs you.” 宋志文专心开着车,从后视镜上瞥到了杨果眼神的回焦,接着说道:“老果,你要赶紧振作一下！不管发生了什么让你喝了那么多酒,现在你都要振作起来！琪琪需要你。” „Right! Qiqi.” Yang Guo is suddenly enlighted, he lowered the head, has touched the Qiqi forehead, as if such boiling hot boiling hot, the feeling was even hotter than a moment ago. The breath of Qiqi is very rapid, but listens, the aura were too weakly many compared with before. “对！琪琪。”杨果恍然大悟,他低下头来,摸了一下琪琪的额头,似乎还是那样滚烫滚烫的,感觉甚至比刚才还要热了。琪琪的呼吸很急促,但听上去,气息较之以前微弱太多了。 Must make the artificial radiation to her! 必须给她做人工散热！ Yang Guo has untied several knot of Qiqi chest first, cannot make the clothes restrain her neck. He looked at all around, finally the vision fell on own clothes. Bends the waist took off oneself T-shirt, then he pulls out one bottle of mineral water from the chair following Chu space, has twisted off the cover, the inclined jar, drenched the mineral water on the clothes. 杨果先把琪琪胸口的扣子解开了几个,不能让让衣服勒住她的脖子。他看了看四周,最后目光落到了自己的衣服上。弯着腰把自己身上的T恤脱了下来,然后他从座椅后面的储物空间里掏出一瓶矿泉水,拧开了盖子,倾斜瓶子,将矿泉水淋在了衣服上。 Too many, Yang Guo is supposing. The clothes are the purified cotton, the hygroscopicity is quite strong, now the water must drop. 太多了,杨果估摸着。衣服是纯棉的,吸水性比较强,现在水都要滴出来了。 A Yang Guo hand twists bottle cap, a hand stretches out outside the clothes the glass, has pinched gently, pushes the unnecessary moisture content. Before recalling, has read book, Yang Guo took the wet clothes to scratch to the Qiqi chest, control and armpit has scratched, wiped her have the slightly red small face again, then folded the lower hem part, the shop on the Qiqi forehead. 杨果一只手拧好瓶盖,一只手将衣服伸出车窗外,轻轻捏了一下,把多余水分挤出去。回忆着以前看过的书,杨果拿着湿衣服给琪琪胸口、手心、腋下都擦了一擦,再抹一抹她有些微红的小脸,然后才将衣摆部分叠了一层,铺在琪琪的额头上。 „Wenzi, opens quickly.” Yang Guo discovered that own sound is similar to sandpaper rubs general dry, hurried to take up the mineral water to drink one, but in the mouth the beer residual pleasant after-impression was flushed by the mineral water, all integrated in that water, swallowed into the throat, had to plant ill-smelling that separated the supper, Yang Guo felt one felt nauseated. “蚊子,开快一点。”杨果发现自己的声音如同砂纸摩擦一般干涩,赶紧拿起矿泉水喝了一口,可是嘴巴里啤酒残留的余味被矿泉水一冲,全都融入了那一口水中,咽入喉咙,有种隔夜饭的酸臭,杨果感觉自己都要吐出来了。 Cannot spit, is not time! Yang Guo has drunk two again, will tuck dive stomach hydraulic pressure. 不能吐,不是时候！杨果再喝了两口,才堪堪把翻腾的胃液压了下去。 „Was quick, immediately.” Song Zhiwen said. “快了,马上就到。”宋志文说道。 Crossed a block again, the Province Third Hospital front door has been able to look, Yang Guo was burning with impatience, directs Song Zhiwen to open directly, bypassed a building, has arrived at the department of pediatrics center. 再过了一个街区,省第三医院的大门已经可以望及了,杨果心急如焚,指挥着宋志文直接开了进去,绕过一栋楼,开到了儿科中心。 Has not waited for the car(riage) stop, Yang Guo then jumped, gave the Qiqi head temperature decrease the T-shirt unable to attend to a moment ago has put on again, this stripped holds the Qiqi foot to keep the hoof firing into the building. Song Zhiwen hurries the parking flameout to pull out the key, follows on the heels by far. 还没等车停稳,杨果便跳了下去,刚才给琪琪脑袋降温的T恤也顾不上再穿上了,他就这样光着膀子抱着琪琪脚不停蹄地冲向大楼。宋志文赶紧停车熄火拔钥匙,远远地跟在后面。 Yang Guo speed quick? Yang Guo does not know, but he gets bigger and bigger with the Song Zhiwen distance, he crazily has crashed in the building like gust, hit the office of doctor in attendance. 杨果的速度有多快？杨果也不知道,但他跟宋志文的距离越拉越大,他就像一阵风一样狂冲进了楼里,撞进了值班医师的办公室。 „Doctor, saves my daughter quickly!” Yang Guo by in the entrance, sound some shiver was shouting. “医生,快救救我女儿！”杨果靠在门口,声音有些颤抖地喊着。 Sits the doctor on chair saw that the Yang Guo clothes have not put on the neat appearance, knows that the situation was quite possibly urgent. His hurrying has stood, told that Yang Guo holds on Qiqi the hospital bed, took up the receiver to walk. 坐在椅子上的医生看到杨果衣服都没穿齐整的模样,也知道情况可能比较紧急了。他赶紧站了起来,吩咐杨果把琪琪抱到病床上,拿起听筒走了过来。 Yang Guo sees the doctor to manipulate the arm of Qiqi, the receiver is pressing in the chest of Qiqi, in heart disturbed, he asked anxiously: „Doctor, my daughter she now how? Does she have a fever will not be serious?” 杨果看着医生摆弄着琪琪的胳膊,听筒在琪琪的胸口按来按去,心中忐忑,他焦急地问道:“医生,我女儿她现在怎么样了？她发烧不会很严重吧？” He has the regret, to say sadly: „Yesterday I led her to eat the sugar pill, won't infect infantile paralysis that sickness? May not be that sickness!” Yang Guo holds their palms together, talks over prayed to nine deity that he did not believe any religion, but he one after another sent regards to Jesus, Allah, Buddha now and other groups of deities. 他有懊悔、忧愁地说道:“昨天我才带她去吃了糖丸,不会是感染了小儿麻痹那个病吧？可千万不是那个病！”杨果双手合十,念念叨叨地向九天神佛祈祷,他本来不信任何宗教,但现在他却轮番地问候了耶稣、真主、佛祖等各路神仙。 „Do not quarrel!” The doctor gains ground angry, is looking angrily at and Tang Xuanzang equally wordy Yang Guo. “别吵！”医生恼怒地抬起头,怒视着跟唐僧一样啰嗦的杨果。 „Good, good, I did not speak.” Yang Guo hurried to cover own mouth. “好,好,我不说话。”杨果赶紧捂住了自己的嘴巴。 The doctor takes up a clinical thermometer to make Qiqi clamp in the armpit, then holds back the chest lung of Qiqi. 医生拿起一个体温计让琪琪夹在腋下,然后接着按压琪琪的胸肺。 At this time Song Zhiwen rushed over, opens the door, had a look at the situation in room, he asked Yang Guo in a low voice: „How?” 这时候宋志文才匆匆赶到,推开门,看看房间内的情况,他低声问杨果:“怎么样了？” „Still is inspecting.” Yang Guo said in a low voice that he has rubbed his temples, the head is a little painful. “还在检查。”杨果低声说道,他揉了揉自己的太阳穴,脑袋还是有点痛。 Waited for a while, the doctor gained ground, he said: „Child is fever that the cold cough causes, had a fever is not very serious matter, but you a little delayed the time to be long, now the child body temperature is too high, is 39. 7 ° C, I must make urgent temperature decrease processing to her first.” 等了一会儿,医生才抬起头来,他说道:“孩子是感冒咳嗽引起的发烧,本来发烧不是很严重的事,但你们拖得时间有点长了,现在孩子体温过高,已经是39。7°C了,我得先给她做紧急降温处理。” It is not the infantile paralysis, thank God, Yang Guo breathed a sigh of relief, but the doctor following words of made grieving of Yang Guo raise newly, he worried that asked: „Body temperature is too high, what this can cause not good consequence?” 不是小儿麻痹症,谢天谢地,杨果舒了一口气,但医生后面的话又让杨果的心重新提了起来,他担忧地问道:“体温过高,这个会不会导致什么不好的后果啊？” „Did not say, the order of severity of fever had the high relations to be not quite big with the body temperature, some children were was less than 39 degrees, but burnt too for a long time will have had problems!” The doctor, felt one said somewhat seriously, hurried to comfort saying that „first should not be worried, so was not necessarily serious, this we must further continue to observe.” “不好说,发烧的严重程度跟体温有多高关系不太大,有些孩子就算是只有不到39度,但是烧太久了也会出问题！”医生顿了顿,感觉自己说得有些严重了,赶紧安慰道,“你先不要担心,也不一定就这么严重,这个我们还得进一步继续观察。” The Yang Guo eye socket was red, looks that Qiqi lies down in the appearance that on the hospital bed loses consciousness, he feels as if a knife were piercing heart. 杨果眼眶都红了,看着琪琪躺在病床上不省人事的样子,他就心如刀割。 „Blames me!” In the Yang Guo heart full is the regret, drinks is dead drunk, has not noted the unusuality of Qiqi, the matter will not turn into now such! Drinks to mess things up, drinks to mess things up, Yang Guo you drink each time have an accident, haven't you drawn the lesson? “都怪我！”杨果心中满是懊悔,要不是自己喝得酩酊大醉,没有注意到琪琪的异常,事情就不会变成现在那样！喝酒误事,喝酒误事,杨果你每次喝酒就出事,你怎么还不吸取教训？ „The Qiqi heaven protects the good, will certainly be all right, should not be worried. I register first.” The Song Zhiwen comfort has patted the shoulder of Yang Guo, walked. “琪琪吉人天相,一定会没事,你别担心了。我先去挂号。”宋志文安慰地拍了拍杨果的肩膀,走了出去。 The doctor toward the beaker but in actually spirit and lukewarm water, then picked one group of cotton to moisten with the small tweezers, then wears the hand of glove to take is starting to clean the Qiqi nape of the neck, from top to bottom, scratched the skin to blush to stop slightly. 医生往烧杯里倒了酒精和温水,然后用小镊子夹起一团棉花蘸湿,然后戴着手套的手拿着开始擦拭琪琪的脖颈,从上往下,擦到皮肤微微发红才停了下来。 Yang Guo is nipping the lower lip, looks Qiqi that whatever the doctor organizes, in the heart prayed silently that hoping Qiqi can pass this pass/test calmly and steadily, hopes that all these have a false alarm. 杨果咬着下唇,看着任由医生摆布的琪琪,心中默默地祈祷,希望琪琪能够安稳地度过这一关,希望这一切只是虚惊一场。 Then the similar means that the doctor also has scratched the armpit of Qiqi with the inguen place, under the function of spirit, Qiqi twisted in the same place expression was finally more moderate, the skin also had scarlet. 接着同样的办法,医生还擦了琪琪的腋窝跟腹股沟处,在酒精的作用下,琪琪拧在一起的表情终于缓和了一些,皮肤也有了一点血色。 „Was the good point?” Yang Guo asked anxiously. “是不是好一点了？”杨果急切地问道。 „Now looked at the situation truly is the good point, but must eat to instill.” The doctor slight bow said that however his expression has not relaxed, sees this, the big stone in Yang Guo heart is unable to fall. “现在看情况确实是好一点了,不过还得吃点药。”医生微微点头说道,但是他的表情并没放松下来,看到这样,杨果心中的大石无法落下。 Waits for Song Zhiwen to come back, the doctor opened young child drops, making him go to the pharmacy to take. 等宋志文回来,医生开了一份小儿滴剂,让他去药房取回来。 Yang Guo defends side Qiqi, where does not want to go, he used the hand to search the Qiqi forehead, felt that was better than a moment ago a point, but was not quite definite. He has to come the clinical thermometer with the doctor, has measured. 杨果守在琪琪身边,哪里都不想去,他用手探了探琪琪的额头,感觉比刚才好了一点,但又不太确定。他只好跟医生要来体温计,重新测了一下。 39. 2 ° C, was truly better than a moment ago, but above danger line. Yang Guo partly squats on the ground, by looks at Qiqi on the hospital bed heavyheartedly. 39。2°C,确实是比刚才好一点,但是还是危险线以上。杨果半蹲在地上,靠在病床上忧心忡忡地看着琪琪。 Song Zhiwen brought back the medicine, the doctor has fed Qiqi to drink, then they said to Yang Guo benignly: „Also must observe again for two hours, you sit first.” 宋志文取回了药,医生喂琪琪喝下,然后和颜悦色地跟杨果他们说:“还要再观察两个小时,你们先坐一下吧。” Yang Guo turned the head to say with Song Zhiwen: „Wenzi, or do you go back first? You must go to work tomorrow.” 杨果转头跟宋志文说:“蚊子,要不你先回去吧？你明天还要上班。” Song Zhiwen shakes the head saying: „All right, tomorrow I told leader that goes late not to relate, today the matter are not many.” 宋志文摇摇头说道:“没事,明天我跟领导说,去晚一点没关系的,今天事情不多。” „You go to the corridor on the bench to rest first, here I defended am being good.” Yang Guo has referred to outside. “那你先去走廊的长椅上睡一下,这里我守着就好了。”杨果指了指外面。 Song Zhiwen looked at Qiqi, nod said: „That line, has any matter you to be called me.” He arrives at the corridor on the bench, the head closes right up against the chairback, has covered the clothes, starts whistling to rest greatly. Tonight Song Zhiwen was also too tired, just went to sleep is less than two hours, by Yang Guo awakening by noise, has then ranned back and forth to be busy at work was so long, already was stranded the eye unable to open. 宋志文看了看琪琪,点头说道:“那行,有什么事情你叫我一声。”他走到走廊的长椅上,脑袋靠着椅背,捂了捂衣服,开始呼呼大睡起来。今晚宋志文也是太累了,刚刚睡下不到两个小时,就被杨果给吵醒了,然后又跑前跑后忙活了这么久,早就困得眼睛都睁不开了。 The doctor shakes the head, moved a stool to Yang Guo, letting Yang Guo can sit in the hospital bed looks. 医生摇摇头,给杨果搬了一个凳子,让杨果能够坐在病床边看着。 Although Yang Guo now with Song Zhiwen compared with also very many, but he is suppressing the sleepiness, once for a while searches the hand to observe the Qiqi body temperature to fall. The original doctor must every other 15 minutes measure a body temperature to her, but Yang Guo volunteered to receive living of doctor, he was Qiqi clamps the clinical thermometer personally, took up the clinical thermometer he also to look first gave the doctor. 虽然杨果现在跟宋志文比也好不了多少,但是他强忍着睡意,时不时探手去观察琪琪的体温有没有降下来一点。本来医生是要每隔15分钟给她测一次体温的,但杨果自告奋勇接过了医生的活,他亲自为琪琪夹上体温计,拿起体温计他也是要先自己看一眼才递给医生。 But all these are unable to alleviate the guilty feeling in Yang Guo heart. If have not neglected the symptom of Qiqi cough from the beginning, if much pay attention to the Qiqi body temperature to change from the beginning, the dead drunk that if have not drunk causes Qiqi to have a fever sends the hospital seriously, then Qiqi will not lie down like the present on the hospital bed is unable to move! 但这一切都无法缓解杨果心中的愧疚感。如果自己一开始没有忽视琪琪咳嗽的症状,如果自己一开始就多多关注琪琪的体温变化,如果自己没有喝的烂醉导致琪琪发烧那么严重才送来医院,那么琪琪就不会像现在这样躺在病床上无法动弹！ You radically are not a competent father! Yang Guo was scolding itself in the heart, besotted, was stranded for the sentiment, dropped out oneself daughter to drink to drown sorrow unexpectedly, this was a father should do? In the world woman that many, why do you want to go one way to the end? 你根本就不是一个称职的父亲！杨果在心中骂着自己,执迷不悟、为情所困,竟然抛下自己女儿去喝酒消愁,这是一个父亲该做的吗？天底下女人那么多,为什么你偏偏要在一棵树上吊死？ „Was the father makes a mistake really!” Yang Guo is rebuking oneself in the heart, „father should not be so silly, should not put down you not to manage.” In the Yang Guo heart pledged, so long as Qiqi can restore well, restores the beforehand adorable love to smile the appearance that oneself later certain, will again certainly not change countenance by the matter of that woman, the past matter made it pass with the wind, the person who cannot pursue does not need crazy not to forget! “真的是爸爸错了！”杨果在心中自责着,“爸爸不应该这么傻,不应该放下你不管。”杨果心中发誓,只要琪琪能够好好地恢复过来,恢复以前可爱爱笑的样子,自己以后一定、一定不会再被那个女人的事情所动容,过去的事就让它随风而逝吧,追不回来的人也不必痴痴不忘了！ Later not such crazily drank! Yang Guo thinks bitterly that two excessive drinking alcoholic intoxication, first time has always killed Wu Yue, has given birth to Qiqi, second time made Qiqi fall into the dangerous region. No matter what, later can not bump liquor, absolutely do not bump the liquor! 以后再也不那样疯狂地喝酒了！杨果恨恨地想到,平生两次酗酒醉酒,第一次害死了伍玥,生下了琪琪,第二次却又让琪琪陷入了危险的境地。不管怎么说,以后能不碰酒,就绝对不要碰酒！ Perhaps was the pray of Yang Guo the result, when the horizon blanch, Qiqi brought down a fever finally. Although the look somewhat is blurry, but Qiqi opens that moment of her beautiful both eyes, Yang Guo collapsed joyfully on the chair. 或许是杨果的祈祷起了成效,等到天际发白,琪琪终于退烧了。虽然眼神还有些迷糊,但琪琪睁开她美丽的双眼的那一刻,杨果欣喜地瘫倒在了椅子上。 After the inspection of doctor, Qiqi now is somewhat weak except for the body, the forehead also has the little slight fever, other did not have what to obstruct greatly. Because Qiqi must go home to drink the milk supplementary energy, the doctor also agreed that makes her leave the hospital. Yang Guo awakens Song Zhiwen, went through formalities to go home. 经过医生的检查,琪琪现在除了身体有些虚弱,额头还有一点点微热,其他的都已经没有什么大碍了。因为琪琪必须回家喝奶补充能量,医生也同意让她出院。杨果叫醒宋志文,办了手续回家。 The rising sun raises slowly, golden yellow sunlight sprinkled the entire city, the automobile had opened, the street pedestrian was gradually dense, by the loud noise of glass, at this time actually appeared especially the vitality abundant. Yang Guo looks down is out of control the spirit weary and shuts Qiqi that the eyelid is sleeping soundly, stiff night of cheeks have shown the bright smile. 旭日冉冉升起,金黄色的阳光洒满了整个城市,汽车开过,街道行人渐密,透过车窗的喧闹声,这时候却显得格外生机盎然。杨果低头看着禁不住精神疲倦而闭着眼皮酣睡的琪琪,僵硬了一夜的脸颊露出了粲然微笑。 Has a look at this fine attractive small cheek, Qiqi, you are not the female celestial, but you certainly are father's small female celestial! 看看这精致漂亮的小脸蛋,琪琪啊,你不是仙女,但你一定是爸爸的小仙女！