„Yang Guo, you where? The babies fell ill!” In the telephone broadcasts the Fang Wenjing anxious sound. “杨果,你在哪儿？宝宝生病了！”电话里传来方文静焦急的声音。 The Yang Guo heart has raised all of a sudden, he nearly partly exclaimed: „Did Qiqi fall ill? Actually was she how?” 杨果心一下子提了起来,他近乎半吼道:“琪琪生病了？她究竟是怎样了？” His shouting and wrangling has caused in the car(riage) other passengers looking askance in abundance, but Yang Guo has had no time to take into consideration. 他的大呼小叫引起了车内其他乘客的纷纷侧目,但杨果已经无暇顾及了。 „Yang Guo should not be anxious first, her present hands and feet is icy cold, possibly caught cold, before this me, has not met. We prepare to send her to the hospital.” “杨果你先别急,她现在手脚冰凉,可能是感冒了,这我以前也没遇到过。我们准备送她去医院。” „Right, right, right, sends to the hospital to have a look,” Yang Guo looked at a landing out of the window, supposed that own position, said that „you send Province Third Hospital her, there I have the doctor of understanding, past that I also hit now, we to entrance meeting.” “对,对,对,送去医院看看,”杨果看了一下车窗外,估摸一下自己的位置,说道,“你们把她送来省第三医院吧,那里我有认识的医生,我现在也打的过去,我们到门口会合。” Province Third Hospital was that hospital of Qiqi birth, had Head Nurse Jiang , may be more convenient. Yang Guo burning with impatience, when the public transportation anchors in the next station, the gate opens him to hurry to jump down. 省第三医院就是琪琪出生的那个医院,有姜护士长在,可能会更方便一些。杨果心急如焚地等到公交车在下一站停靠,门一打开他就赶紧跳了下来。 Yang Guo almost the mind worries now, in does not know was how on Qiqi, can make always steady Fang Wenjing so anxious, explained that the situation was not very wonderful, he wishes one could to fly the Qiqi side immediately. 杨果现在几乎心神都牵挂在了不知是怎样了的琪琪身上,能让一向稳重的方文静如此焦急,说明情况已经很不妙了,他恨不得立刻飞到琪琪的身边。 Looked to arrive at a spatial taxi from afar, the Yang Guo carrying out official duties passing station jumped to the streets hurriedly, almost stood in the front the taxi blocking. 远远望到来了一辆空的士,杨果急匆匆地从公交车站跳到马路中间,几乎是站在车头把的士给拦下。 Opened the vehicle door, Yang Guo hears one of the taxi driver to cuss out. 拉开车门,杨果就听到了的士司机的一顿臭骂。 „Driver, I was sorry really very much that now my daughter got sick, I must hurry to the hospital, really did not have the means like this to block the car(riage), sorry.” Yang Guo has broken him. “司机师傅,我真的很抱歉,现在我女儿病了,我要赶去医院,实在是没办法了才这样拦车,对不起对不起。”杨果打断了他。 The drivers look at this forehead anxiously has perspired the young fellow in the rear view mirror, sighed one: „Ok, looks at your this, I did not scold you, next time must pay attention, this was dangerous! Do you want to go?” 司机在后视镜里看了一眼这个额头都急出汗来了的小伙子,叹了一声:“算了,看你这样,我也不骂你了,下次要注意,这多危险啊！你要去哪？” „Province Third Hospital, Master, opens troublesome quickly.” The Yang Guo urging said. “省第三医院,师傅,麻烦开快一点。”杨果叮嘱道。 On the vehicle, he has not been idling, pulls out the telephone to hit to Head Nurse Jiang. 车上,他也没闲着,掏出电话打给姜护士长。 „Hello, Little Yang?” “喂,小杨？” „Auntie Jiang, is I, are you on duty tonight?” “姜阿姨,是我,您今晚值班吗？” Listens to Head Nurse Jiang environment a little likely is not the hospital. 听姜护士长身边的环境有点不像是医院。 „Tonight is not on duty, Little Yang, what happened? What situation did your daughter have?” “今晚不值班,小杨,发生什么事了？是不是你女儿出现什么情况了？” „Yes, I just received the neighbor telephone, said that the Qiqi hands and feet is icy cold, how did not know, possibly was the cold, therefore I want to lead her to go to the hospital to have a look.” “是啊,我刚刚收到邻居电话,说琪琪手脚冰凉,不知道怎么了,可能是感冒,所以我想带她去医院看看。” The Head Nurse Jiang sound becomes very serious, she said in telephone: „Hands and feet is icy cold, possibly is not the cold, is very likely the newborn low temperature.” 姜护士长的声音变得很严肃,她在电话里说道:“手脚冰凉,可能不是感冒,很有可能是新生儿低温。” „What sickness is this? Has the danger?” The Yang Guo sound trembles. “这是什么病？有危险吗？”杨果声音发颤。 „Must look at the degree, if situation is quite serious, feared that will cause to twitch, internal organs to be damaged, even is the shock.” “要看程度,如果情况比较严重,就怕会引起抽搐、脏器受损,甚至是休克。” The explanation of Head Nurse Jiang made the heart of Yang Guo crash into the ice hole all of a sudden, his breath became the pressing, the right hand pinched the cell phone psst to make noise. 姜护士长的解答让杨果的心一下子坠入了冰窟,他的呼吸变得紧促,右手捏得手机吱吱作响。 „Do not be afraid, you hurry to deliver to the hospital her now, if the situation is not serious, restores is quick.” The Head Nurse Jiang hear his worry, has comforted to say. “不过你也不要害怕,你现在赶紧把她送到医院,如果情况没那么严重,恢复还是很快的。”姜护士长听出了他的着急,安慰道。 „I am not on duty tonight, but Little Cen is on duty tonight, I helped you tell her, making her help you hang an emergency medical treatment first, after you, she led you to find the doctor directly.” “我今晚不值班,不过小岑今晚值班,我帮你跟她说一下,让她先帮你挂个急诊,等你到后她带你直接去找医生。” Nurse Cen is that Catholicism he to that Qiqi takes a bath, Yang Guo has the impression. 岑护士就是那天教他给琪琪洗澡的那位,杨果还是有印象的。 „Auntie Jiang, I arrived thank you have contacted with her.” The Yang Guo sound becomes somewhat low and deep, said after several, has hung up the telephone. “姜阿姨,谢谢您,我到了就联系她。”杨果声音变得有些低沉,说了几句后挂断了电话。 Yang Guo arrived at the hospital first, he stands in the hospital entrance, pokes head to be away from the crowd to search Fang Wenjing their trace, the come and gone out passer-by pushes leans this way and that came to a stop with great difficulty the footsteps, but he neat true thing also becomes was in utter confusion. 杨果先到了医院,他站在医院门口,探着头隔着人群搜索方文静她们的踪影,被出入的路人挤得东倒西歪,好不容易才站稳了脚步,而他本来整齐的正装也变得凌乱不堪。 Finally, Yang Guo has waited till Liu Guilin that small size tractor, he rushes to by the car(riage) hurriedly. Fang Wenjing opens the vehicle door, held Qiqi to walk. Yang Guo hurries to receive, the small face of Qiqi a little turns green, the breath is very weak, touches the small face, icy, is good to love dearly. 终于,杨果等到了刘贵林那辆小四轮,他急忙冲到车旁。方文静拉开车门,抱着琪琪走了下来。杨果赶紧接了过来,琪琪的小脸有点发青,呼吸很微弱,摸摸小脸,冷冰冰的,让人好心疼。 „Possibly caught cold.” Fang Wenjing said. “可能是着了凉。”方文静说道。 „I lead her to find the doctor first.” Yang Guo turns around not to return said. “我先带她去找医生。”杨果转身头也不回地说道。 Yang Guo unties the knot of jacket, embraces tightly Qiqi in the bosom, hopes that can use own body temperature warm one her icy cold small body. He pushes furiously the crowd, shouted loudly: „Letting, troublesome letting.” 杨果解开西装外套的扣子,把琪琪搂紧在怀里,希望能够用自己的体温温暖一下她冰凉的小身躯。他奋力挤开人群,大声叫到:“让让,麻烦让让。” Ran up to birth clinic with the building that the department of pediatrics was, Nurse Cen in the entrance waited. Nurse Cen looked at Qiqi, did not exchange greetings, beckoned to say with Yang Guo: „Catches up to follow close on me to come.” 跑到妇产科跟儿科所在的大楼,岑护士已经在门口等了。岑护士看了一眼琪琪,也不寒暄,招手跟杨果说:“赶紧跟我来。” Nurse Cen brings Yang Guo to a room of middle-aged doctor, the doctor received Qiqi from Yang Guo, then starts to inspect. 岑护士把杨果带到一个中年医生的房间,医生从杨果手上接过琪琪,然后开始检查。 Yang Guo saw that the complexion of doctor gradually becomes stern, in the heart is even more disturbed, he asked restlessly: „Doctor, is the situation what kind of?” 杨果看到医生的脸色渐渐变得严峻起来,心中越发忐忑,他不安地问道:“医生,情况怎样？” The doctor shakes the head saying: „Situation is not very good, was late again must be in shock, she was not because other diseases caused?” 医生摇头说道:“情况不是很好,再晚点就要休克了,她不是因为其他疾病引起的吧？” Sees Yang Guo unable to understand, the doctor explained: „I.e., did she have septicaemia, pneumonia, suppurative meningitis and other infectious diseases before?” 见杨果听不懂,医生解释道:“就是说,她之前有没有过败血症、肺炎、化脓性脑膜炎等感染病？” Yang Guo shakes the head saying: „No, being out of hospital time is fortunately good, suddenly has such problem on today.” 杨果摇头说道:“没有,出院时候还好好的,就今天突然出现这样的问题。” Nearby Nurse Cen said: „Can be because today rains, received the cold exciting reason?” 旁边的岑护士说道:“会不会是因为今天下雨,受了寒冷刺激的原因啊？” The doctor nods, said to Yang Guo: „Has the possibility, do you lead the child to exit today?” 医生点头,向杨果说道:“有可能,你今天是不是带孩子出去了？” Yang Guo said: „She in my neighbor family|home shop, I must go to work today today, makes the neighbor help look.” 杨果说:“她今天在我邻居家店里,我今天要上班,就让邻居帮忙照看一下。” „That and that's the end, outside rains, will always be much colder than the family|home, your Sirs could not feel, but this is a child, was just born, the thermotaxic center growth of body is imperfect, will come very much under the influence of variety of environment temperature easily, therefore should better do not let such little child to outside, must remain as far as possible at home.” “那就是了,外面下雨,总是会比家里冷得多,你们大人感觉不到,但这是孩子啊,刚出生,身体的体温调节中枢发育还不完善,很容易就会受到环境温度变化的影响,所以最好还是不要让这么小的孩子到外面去,尽量要留在家里。” Yang Guo lowers the head saying: „Is.” 杨果低头说道:“是是。” „Since is not other disease causes, that fortunately. Thus, we give her to inject the glucose first, then duplicate observes in the incubator warm.” The doctor said.( Here method of treatment is purely talks irresponsibly, please do not imitate.) “既然不是别的疾病引起的,那还好一点。这样,我们先给她注射葡萄糖,然后在培养箱里复温观察一下。”医生说道。（这里的治疗方法纯属瞎掰,请勿模仿。） Intravenous injection time, Yang Guo saw that the doctor braved the cold brightness the needle to grip on the Qiqi tender and delicate small hand that felt as if a knife were piercing heart, the feeling was uncomfortable. Such long needle grips, Qiqi suffers hardship! Pulls out, on the pinhole of careful blood thread has seeped out from Qiqi small arm, according to be incarnadine in the above cotton swabs, Yang Guo is a little not cruel enough to turn the head, the tears a little cancould help falling. 静脉注射的时候,杨果看到医生将那冒着寒光的针头扎进了琪琪娇嫩的小手上,心如刀割,感觉非常难受。这么长的针扎进去,琪琪多么受罪啊！拔出来的时候,细细的血丝从琪琪小手臂上的针孔中渗出了,将按在上面的棉签都染红了,杨果有点不忍心地转过头去,眼泪有点忍不住要掉下来了。 Qiqi sent in the insulation can, Yang Guo stood outside looks, in the heart rebukes oneself completely. 琪琪被送入了保温箱,杨果站在外面看着,心中满是自责。 At this time Liu Guilin followed Fang Wenjing, a Fang Wenjing face was sorry that said: „Yang Guo, is I am not good, has not looked after good Qiqi.” 这时候刘贵林跟方文静走了过来,方文静一脸抱歉地说道:“杨果,都是我不好,没有照顾好琪琪。” Liu Guilin said: „Is gentle she not to have the brain, regarded Little Dong to come to see Qiqi, does not think that Little Dong was big, Qiqi was just born, can catch a chill outside?” 刘贵林说道:“文静她没脑子,都把琪琪当成小东来看了,也不想想,小东都多大了,琪琪刚出生,能在外面吹风吗？” Yang Guo waves the hand again and again, said: „, It is not your mistakes, like this do not think. Is I do not have the consideration to be complete. You worked outside, you find time to help to bring Qiqi, I have been deeply grateful. This is my idea, where can blame you!” 杨果连连摇手,说道:“不不不,不是你们的错,你们可别这样想。都是我没有考虑周全。你们本来就在外面工作,你们抽空帮忙带琪琪,我已经感激不尽了。这都是我的主意,哪能怪你们啊！” Own unmarried girl was turned into this by the cold, Yang Guo said that a complaint does not have at heart, that is definitely false. He just saw the daughter time, in the heart thought that is because Liu Guilin they have not looked, therefore has not spoken to them in the hospital entrance, oneself held Qiqi to run away. 自己闺女受风寒变成这样,杨果说心里一点埋怨都没有,那肯定是假的。他刚刚看到女儿的时候,心中觉得都是因为刘贵林他们没有照顾好,所以在医院门口没有跟他们说话,自己抱着琪琪就跑走了。 However now thinks that actually all have only self to blame. If not throws down Qiqi to work, all these will not occur! Let Fang Wenjing bring Qiqi in the shop, was complies, didn't oneself have the consideration to be complete must blame others? Must know that others may not have this duty. Is willing to help him see the child is the huge benevolence! Can Yang Guo give this to look to the couple complexion of good intention again? 但是现在想一想,其实一切都是自己咎由自取。如果不是自己丢下琪琪去工作,这一切都不会发生啊！让方文静在店里带琪琪,也是自己答应了的,自己没有考虑周全难道还要怪别人？要知道,别人可没有这个义务。愿意帮他看孩子已经是天大的恩情了！杨果怎么能够再给这对好心的夫妇脸色看？ Liu Guilin helped him pack the dinner outside with Fang Wenjing, after Yang Guo received, the good words comfort, urged to go home them, after all they also had a Little Dong person at home, if had any accident again, Yang Guo did not have the face to see them again. 刘贵林跟方文静帮他在外面打包了晚饭,杨果接过之后,好言安慰,把他们劝回家,毕竟他们还有小东一个人在家,要是再出现什么意外,杨果再也没脸见到他们了。 After finishing eating the food, Yang Guo stood outside the hospital ward, accompanied for night. Looks that the Qiqi complexion is gradually ruddy, the small face restored the gloss, his heart is hanging oneself that big stone slowly fell. 吃完饭后,杨果又是站在病房外面,陪了一夜。看着琪琪脸色渐渐红润起来,小脸重新恢复了光泽,他的心上吊着的那块大石头才慢慢落了下来。 That night, Yang Guo has thought. 这一夜,杨果想了很多。 If from the beginning, Yang Guo does not go to work, Qiqi will not leave the warm home, the heavy rain weather also lies down in the cold shop. 假如一开始,杨果就不去上班,琪琪也就不会离开温暖的家,大雨天气还躺在寒冷的店里。 If from the beginning, Yang Guo has not left the Qiqi side, Qiqi not because cannot see the father, cries that rendingly. Perhaps is because cried to be so long loudly, Qiqi will become weak, then the cold can go to enter. 假如一开始,杨果就没有离开琪琪的身边,琪琪就不会因为看不到爸爸,哭得那么撕心裂肺。或许就是因为大声哭了那么久,琪琪才会变得虚弱,然后风寒才能够趁虚而入。 If from the beginning, Yang Guo is defending Qiqi, he can note the change of Qiqi body, early discovered the drop of Qiqi body temperature, such Qiqi by needle, will again not return to the hospital to suffer hardship. 假如一开始,杨果就守着琪琪,他就能够注意到琪琪身体的变化,及早地发现琪琪体温的下降,那样琪琪就不会被针扎,就不会再回到医院受罪。 Yang Guo thought that he goes back to go to work is a wrong choice! Qiqi was really too small, as the parents, how can leave cruel-heartedly, didn't accompany in the side? 杨果觉得,自己回去上班就是一个错误的选择！琪琪实在是太小了,作为父母,怎么能够狠心离开,不陪伴在身边呢？ But, Yang Guo thinks one do not go to work, in the heart is a confusedness. 可是,杨果一想到自己不去上班,心中又是一阵迷茫。 Does not go to work, what do oneself take to provide for Qiqi? Qiqi one month of estimate powdered milk must spend more than 1500, inspects, sees a doctor, inoculates wait / etc., is a big big disbursement, moreover oneself must eat meal must pay the house rent! If not work, on less than 20,000 deposits by own card, how many months can also be able to support? 不上班,自己拿什么来供养琪琪？琪琪一个月估计奶粉就要花费1500多,还有检查、看病、打预防针等等,都是一大笔一大笔的支出,而且自己也要吃饭也要支付房租啊！如果不工作了,靠自己卡上面不到20000的存款,又能撑得住几个月？ Can reach out the parents? Was the adults, Yang Guo wiped really does not remove the fine hairs from face asks for money with the family|home. 难道要向父母伸手吗？都是成年人了,杨果真的抹不开脸跟家里要钱。 Yang Guo thought own present is in a dilemma. He now is clear, originally before , had underestimated fosters a child's difficulty. 杨果觉得自己现在进退两难。他现在才明白,原来自己以前还是低估了抚养一个孩子的困难。 It is not good, cannot blame god and man like this! 不行,不能这样怨天尤人！ Must try to find a solution! 得想一个办法！ The Yang Guo intelligent head started to revolve crazily, he searched each piece to remember that was piecing together each possibility, hopes that can find the means of explaining. 杨果聪明的脑瓜子开始疯狂地运转了起来,他搜索着自己每一片记忆,拼凑着每一种可能,希望能够找到破解的办法。 The wisdom that Wen Quxing entrusts with is truly abnormal, when are not many, Yang Guo has discovered dawn of hope in the memory! 文曲星赋予的智慧确实很变态,不多时,杨果就在记忆里发现了一道希望的曙光！ That was the year ago matter. Yang Guo emerged at that time for a while, was translating the word web publishing system many quality very good translations, obtained the attention of many translation company, he received invitations of many company in his account backstage. However that time Yang Guo mixed in foreign trade company enjoys the sight and sound of the wind whipping up the water, received attaching great importance to of divisional manager, where was in the honeymoon Yang Guo to have the thoughts to consider these translator companies! 那是年前的事了。杨果当时一时兴起,在译言网上发布了很多质量很不错的译文,得到了不少翻译公司的关注,他在自己账户后台收到了很多公司的邀约。不过那时候的杨果在外贸公司里混得风生水起,也受到了部门经理的重视,处于蜜月期的杨果哪有心思去考虑这些翻译公司啊！ Yang Guo recalls that he remembers many companies invited him to register in their company, on backstage text message said that translated at home can the date gain ten thousand Yuan and so on. 杨果回想起来,他记得有很多公司都邀请他在他们公司注册,后台短信上说在家翻译就能日赚万元的云云。 Before did not care, now these companies have become the Yang Guo straw to grasp! 以前不在意,现在这些公司就成了杨果的救命稻草了！ Does not need to register the backstage, with the memory of Yang Guo photographic memory, he remembers clearly all sends out to invite the contact method of company, including was known as that is southern China biggest named Xinda translation company, is situated in Guangzhou! 不需要重新登录后台,凭着杨果过目不忘的记忆力,他清晰地记得所有发出邀约公司的联系方式,其中有一家号称是华南最大的名叫信达的翻译公司,就坐落在羊城！ For Qiqi, Yang Guo has set firm resolve, he is willing to give up oneself nearly one year of effort, makes a fresh start! 为了琪琪,杨果已经下定决心,他愿意放弃自己近一年的努力,重新开始！