Yang Guothiscoming back , the mattermustprocessactually.杨果这次回来,其实还有一件事情要处理。Beforewas busy with the attendance of Qiqi, had not looked for an appropriatequartertoQiqibirth motherWu Yue, Yang Guo was also guiltyin the heart. Wu Yueis an orphan, whichwas impossibleto traceto obtainherhometown, people eventually go back homethisviewalsobasicallycanoverrule.
之前忙于琪琪的照顾,一直没有给琪琪的生母伍玥找个合适的处所,杨果也是愧疚在心。伍玥是个孤儿,不可能追溯得到她的家乡在哪了,落叶归根这个说法也基本上可以否决了。Yang Guois pondering over, no matterWu Yueandbetweenhimdoes have the sentiment, sheafter is the treasuredaughter'smother, has the evilsentiment of over nightwithoneself, moreovershewithoneselfthattime, is the puremissfamily|home! Said, shouldgiveher a confession.杨果琢磨着,不管伍玥跟他之间有没有感情,她毕竟是自己宝贝女儿的母亲,跟自己也是有过一夜的孽情,而且她跟自己那个的时候,还是清白的姑娘家呢!怎么说,也该给她一个交代。Thereforethisgoing home, Yang Guo the book shelfuppermostbone ashpotinnertube, wantsto makeWu Yuebe ableto buryinowngrave, every yearPure Brightnesstimecanhandle a grave moundtoher, afterQiqigrows up, canleadherto come back mother who has a look atthisnot to seek a meeting.
所以这次回家,杨果将书柜最上面的骨灰罐子带了回来,就是想让伍玥能够安葬在自家的坟地里,每年清明的时候能给她打理一番坟堆,在琪琪长大后,也可以带她回来看看这个未曾谋面的亲生母亲。However, „bystander”( in name, weWu Yueis called„bystander”to buryinowngravefor the time being), thisis not the smallmatter, fatherYang Tieis a bigbarrier! The firstnight of thereforecoming back, Yang Guolies downwith the fatheron the bamboocanebench in courtyardhas a lengthy conversationall night, finallyfatherconvincing.
但是,把“外人”(在名义上,我们姑且把伍玥称为“外人”)安葬在自家的坟地里,这可不是小事情,父亲杨铁就是一大障碍!所以回来的第一个夜里,杨果跟父亲躺在院子里的竹藤长椅上彻夜长谈,最后才把父亲给说通。Yang Tieafterwardwas looking up toall over the skystarry sky, longsighed, said: „Youhave stressed the idea, youmanage! Tomorrowearlierwill go, do not disclose, making the neighborhoodknow, embarrassed! In the clan, Itoldagainyourbiggreat unclethat the issueshouldnot be big.”杨铁后来仰望着满天的星空,长长地叹了一口气,说道:“你自己抓了主意,那你就去办吧!明天早点去,别声张,让邻里知道了,难堪!族里,我再跟你大叔公说说,问题应该不大。”Therefore, Yang Guo4 : 00 am gropingget up, at that time the dayalsoun-dawn, all around a silence, onlyhadAfuto hear the soundto stand. Yang Guohas tappeditshead, saidin a soft voice: „Afu, all right, isI.”Then, heis then holding the Wu Yuebone ashjar, is carrying a hoe, pushed the doorto exit.
于是,杨果凌晨四点就摸黑起来,那时候天还未蒙蒙亮,周遭一片寂静,唯有阿福听到声响站了起来。杨果拍了拍它的脑袋,轻声说道:“阿福,没事,是我。”说完,他便抱着伍玥的骨灰罐子,拎着一个锄头,推门出去了。Passed by the villagerfamily|hometime, hasothers of dogto transmitseveralyelps, Yang Guo, fordoes not disturbothers'rest, sped up the footsteps, ran. Herunshas used an art, a tip of the toepoint, falls to the groundthento shoot, like the swallow, speedily, thenverticalleftlithelywas very far.
路过村里人家时候,有狗的人家都会传来几声狗吠,杨果为了不打扰到别人的休息,加快了脚步,一路小跑了起来。他跑的时候用了点巧劲,脚尖一点,落地便弹起,轻盈如燕,一溜烟,便纵出了很远。Invillage after midnight , the openinglamp, Yang Guodoes not hurry alongonlyto be abletaking advantage of the star light of twinkle, is goodis excellentbecause ofhiseyesight, the littlelightwas enough.
村里半夜之后是不开路灯的,杨果赶路只能借着闪烁的星光,好在他的眼力过人,一点点光就足够了。Yang Familygravesmallhillside of behindvillageat the back ofliangsan kms away, sideis a bayQing Lake, the lake surfaceis not big, butthisgrave was also a little geomancy.杨家的坟地在村后头两三公里外的一座小山坡背面,旁边是一湾清湖,湖面不大,但是这块坟地也算是有点风水了。
The journeygot off the subject not far, said that nearlywas not near, Yang Guoarrived, weatheralreadya littlefloodwhitesign. However, this momentlakesideswaying shadows of the trees, had a wind, in the intermittenthowlingsound, the shadow that in the gloomygrave moundmanymake threatening gestures, looks likemakes the will of the peoplebottomtingle with numbness. Even if Yang Guo, hasto plant to turn the headon the impulsion of running.
路途说远不远,说近也不近,杨果到达的时候,天色已经有点泛白的迹象了。不过,此刻湖边树影婆娑,也起了点风,在阵阵呼啸声,暗淡的坟堆里好些张牙舞爪的黑影,看起来让人心底发麻。就算是杨果,也是有种想转头就跑的冲动。„Do not fearthatdo not fear, inthisworlddoes not have the ghost!”Yang Guois shivering, comforts itselfin a low voice.
“不要怕,不要怕,这个世界上没有鬼!”杨果颤抖着,低声安慰自己。Yes, in worldbookdid not haveghost, the personscary, to frighten itselfto be many, had the ghost. Yang Guoemboldensto approach, discovered that originallyissomeshrubberiescancels the plasticbagto sway.
是的,世间本没有鬼,人吓人、自己吓自己多了,就有了鬼。杨果壮着胆子走近了,才发现原来是一些灌木丛勾着塑料袋子在飘摇。„......”Yang Guobreathed a sigh of relief, is somewhat speechless, the fear in heartdispersesandemptiesimmediately.
“……”杨果舒了一口气,有些无语,心中的害怕顿时一散而空。Hehas selectednearby a grandfather, does not havetoomanygrave moundsto press togetherland. Places one side the bone ashpotgently, thencarried the hoeto dig.
他挑了一块自己爷爷附近,又没有太多坟堆挤在一起的土地。轻轻将骨灰罐放在一边,然后拎起锄头就掘了起来。
If beforehandYang Guo, studiesto readdelicately, does not certainly handlewiththishoe, butnow his strengthis very big, raises the hoewith ease, makes an effortto wieldanddig, is bulksoilis turned inside out.
如果是以前的杨果,读书读得弱不禁风,拿这个锄头一定是玩不转,但是现在他的力气大得很,轻松扬起锄头,用力一挥、一掘,便是一大块泥土被翻了过来。
The bone ashpot, Yang Guodoes not needto digverygreatlythisgrave, severalthenselect the basicappearance, repairs and maintainsagainslightly, grave of onecubic metersquare shapedid well.
只是骨灰罐,杨果就不用把这块坟地掘得很大,十几下便掘出基本样子,再稍微修整一下,一块一立方米方形的坟地就弄好了。Yang Guohas pattedclapping, singleXiguion the ground, has held the Wu Yuebone ashpot, is strokingitgently, sighedgently, said: „Wu Yue, Qiqi was born, howyouno longerinsist, how did yougo ahead?”杨果拍了拍手,单膝跪在地上,将伍玥的骨灰罐抱了起来,温柔地抚摸着它,轻轻地叹了一口气,说道:“伍玥啊,琪琪都出生了,你怎么不再坚持一下,你怎么就说走就走了呢?”Yang Guoas ifreturned tohimto rush to the hospitalat that time, a Wu Yuepersonlies downon the hospital bedalone, the face whiten, on the foreheadfullwas the appearance of sweat.杨果仿佛又回到了当时他赶到医院,伍玥一个人孤零零地躺在病床上,脸色苍白,脑门上满是汗水的模样。„Iknow that youreceived the muchpain.”Yang Guomurmured, „, butyoushouldtellme! Why does a personaloneundertake? My is Yang Guo a thatirresponsibleperson? Ifyoutoldme, youwill not fallto the presentsituation! Qiqi was just borndid not havemother!”
“我知道你受了很多苦。”杨果囔囔道,“可是你应该告诉我啊!为什么一个人独自承担?难道我杨果就是一个那么不负责任的人吗?如果你告诉我,你就不会落到现在的地步啊!琪琪刚出生都没有了妈妈了!”„Nowsaid that anythingwas a belated action, IknowthatIalsovery muchrebuked oneself.”Yang Guowry smile said that „Isawyourtimeat that time, shouldgiveyou a pointto encourage, butdoes not ask this and that shouldgrabyourhand, toconfidence that yougo on living, butdoes not have the vision of suspicionto gaze atyou. Am Isohow stupid?”
“现在说什么都是马后炮了,我知道,我也很自责。”杨果苦笑道,“我当时看到你的时候,应该多给你一点鼓励,而不是问这问那,应该抓住你的手,给你活下去的信心,而不是带着怀疑的眼光注视你。我怎么那么笨呢?”„You are also silly! Onedo not preserve itself, is childsoimportanttoyou? Youdo not know, ifhas changedotherirresponsibleman, Qiqihas become the orphan! Do youknow?”Yang Guosomewhatsobbedsaidthat„, youdid not fearourchildrendid make same mistakes over again?”
“你也是傻!自己不保住自己,难道孩子对你就那么重要吗?你不知道,如果换了别的不负责任的男人,琪琪就成了孤儿了!你知道吗?”杨果有些哽咽地说道,“难道,你就不怕咱们的孩子重蹈覆辙吗?”Yang Guosuspends the bone ashpotto the midpoint of gravegentlystraight, stares atit saying: „Youfelt relieved! Sinceyoudiscarded the lifeto liveQiqi, sinceyougavemeourchildren, Iwill certainly be thoroughly responsible for! Qiqishenowis very good, eatswell, drinkswell, hasmeto favorat home, hasgrandparents and friends of mineto show loving concerntooutside. Oh, was right, Ihave not toldyou, ourdaughters, Igiving a nameto callYang Luoqi, Anqi who YangismyYang GuothatYang, LuoqiisluoandQi of radical, the harmonicsisto fall, the heavenbestowsourangels the meanings, according toourdomesticcustoms, sheisoursmallfemale celestial! Nowis longverycute!”( About the angelandfemale celestialthesetwowords, is actually relatedwith the change of book title, everybodycanopen the earlyworkto have a lookrelated. Howeverdo not care aboutthesedetails!)杨果轻轻地将骨灰罐端端正正地摆到坟的正中央,凝视着它说道:“不过你放心!你既然舍弃生命把琪琪生了下来,你既然把咱们的孩子交给我了,我一定会负责到底!琪琪她现在很好着呢,吃得好,喝得好,在家里有我宠着,到外面也有爷爷奶奶、我的朋友们关爱着。喔,对了,我没有跟你讲吧,咱们的女儿,我给起名叫了杨珞琪,杨就是我杨果的那个杨,珞琪就是王字旁的珞和琪,谐音是落下的安琪,上天赐给我们的天使的意思,不过啊,按照咱们国内的习俗来说,她就是我们的小仙女呢!现在长得别提有多可爱了!”(关于天使和仙女这两个词,其实跟书名的更改有关,大家可以翻开早期的作品相关看看。不过不要太在乎这些细节了!)Yang Guosandy soil that startsto dig, selects the stone, bit by bitheldwith the hand, is filling in the grave, whilesays: „Thereforeyoufelt relieved that goes, later, Iwill bringQiqito come backto visityoufrequently. Was right, ourdaughtersmaybe intelligent, did youhaveto seechilda halfyear old whichfamily|hometo startto speak? OurQiqi, nowask the fatherto call to be agile!”杨果开始将挖出来的沙土,挑掉石块,一点一点地用手捧了进去,一边填着坟,一边说道:“所以你就放心地去吧,以后,我会经常带琪琪回来看你。哦,对了,我们的女儿可聪明了,你有没有见过谁家的孩子半岁就开始会讲话了?咱们的琪琪就可以,现在叫爸爸叫得可利索了!”„What, were youangry? Hasn't learnedto callmother?”Yang Guostartsto think aloudthatself-examinedanswered, „, but, do not worry that went backmeto makeherstudy and ensure madeherknowhowto call mother!”
“什么,你生气了?不是还没学会叫妈妈嘛?”杨果开始自言自语,自问自答了,“不过,你别担心啊,回去我就让她去学,保证让她知道怎么叫妈妈!”„After her, ifaskedthatwho mother is, mothernotin? Iwhat to do?”Yang Guodid not attend to the handmoistening the soil, flexurewas askingdifficultly.
“不过她以后要是问,妈妈是谁,妈妈怎么不在了?我怎么办?”杨果不顾手上沾着泥土,挠了挠头问道。
( Asked the monthly ticket, sought the recommendation, everybodytook the billto poundmy impoverished family! ≧▽≦)
(求月票,求推荐,大家拿票票砸寒门吧!≧▽≦)
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