WhenSimaPingshoved open the dooruneasy, the respectedmasteris sittingbeforethatpiles up with the long and narrow table of bookspaperspaciously, is lost.
当司马萍惴惴不安地推开了房门时,敬爱的师父正坐在那宽大而堆满书籍纸张的案桌前,怔怔出神。
The strangemedicineis on the riseslowly, looks that disciplethatjust like the fawnalarmed and fearfulvision, in the eyeflashes throughcolor of the pain, saidin a soft voice: „Duckweed...... are youafraidme?”
怪医缓缓地抬头,看着弟子那犹如小鹿般惊怯的目光,眼中闪过一丝痛苦之色,轻声道:“萍儿啊……你在害怕我吗?”SimaPingis startled, shakes the head saying: „No, is not......”
司马萍吃了一惊,摇头道:“不,不是……”
The evenbladesmiles bitterlyslightly, helooks at the disciple who these yearsis bound by a common destiny, in an instanthas mixed emotions...... hislifeto be wretched, without the family member, SimaPingto him, is not only the apprentice, looks like the granddaughter, resembles the daughter, evenseems like the younger sister, buthehas not actually given the safety and happiness that thislittle missmeets, something, until the tonight'sSun Langvisit, makehimcoilhoweverawaken.
平一刀微微苦笑,他望着这几年来相依为命的弟子,刹那间百感交集……他一生孤苦,没有亲人,司马萍对他来说,既是徒弟,又像孙女,也似女儿,甚至还像是妹妹,但他却没有给予这个小姑娘以应得的平安与幸福,有些事情,直到今晚孙朗来访,才令他蟠然醒悟。Herememberedchasing down of pasta narrow escape, thinksonce the mastergatebrotherselderas close as brothershad a falling out, thinkstheirreviling, theirchasing down, theirhating bitterly, think the ownsacrifice, the ownrejection, the ownlonelyvanguard...... thiswasonedoes not knowin the futureandis endlessandis doomed unable to see the harvestandresult the road of thorn.
他想起了当年九死一生的追杀,想到了曾经亲如手足的师门兄弟长辈翻脸无情,想到了他们的唾骂,他们的追杀,他们的痛心疾首,想到了自己的牺牲,自己的舍弃,自己的孤独前行……这是一条不知未来、没有尽头、注定看不到收获和结果的荆棘之路。
Can such immatureshoulder, howhaunch the soseriousresponsibility?
这样稚嫩的肩膀,怎么能撑起如此沉重的责任?
Can such frailchest, howhold the soice-coldtenaciousheart?
这样单薄的胸膛,怎么能容纳如此冰冷坚韧的心脏?
............
罢了……罢了……Heseemed like a verydifficultdecision, but after deciding, the whole personunexpectedlybecamerelaxed, his tightfaceslowlybecamegentle, wavedto the young girl, the tonesaidgently:
他似乎下了一个很艰难的决定,但决定之后,整个人竟然变得轻松起来,他那紧绷的面孔慢慢变得和缓,向少女招了招手,语气柔和道:Duckweed, youcome...... ”
萍儿,你过来……”As ifdetected that master'schange, the girlblinks, immediatelyappeared the color of pleasant surprise, the presentmaster, becomes as if kinderandgentle, was no longer strangeandfearfullikebefore. Sherelaxesgreatly, these daysfeeling alarmed and anxious and inexplicableworryfeelingallchanged to the turbulentemotionto flow rapidly, makingherbe unable to restrain oneself, threw the strangemedicinejust likesuch asswallowGuichao, bringing the weeping voiceto shout: „Master...... youscared to deathme!”
似乎察觉到了师父的变化,女孩儿眨了眨眼睛,随即浮现了惊喜之色,眼前的师父,似乎变得更加和蔼和温柔,不再像之前那样陌生而可怕。她大大地松了口气,这几天的担惊受怕和莫名的担忧感全都化作了汹涌的情感奔流而出,令她不能自已,宛如如燕归巢般扑到了怪医的话中,带着哭腔喊道:“师父……你吓死我了!”In the strangemedicaleyeflashes through a guilt, is whipping the back of apprenticegently, muttered: „Do not fear,do not fear , there is nothing to fear......”
怪医眼中闪过一丝愧疚,轻轻地拍打着徒弟的后背,喃喃道:“别怕,别怕,已经没有什么好怕的了……”SimaPingsaa whilewas tender, thisis willingto get up, the strangemedicinelooks at the owndisciple, puts out a handwith a smile, is touchingherhead, saidgently: „Mydisciple, a blink, is such high long. Goodwantsas before, to carryyouagainis conducting the back, leadingyouto go to the mountainto pick the medicine......”
司马萍撒了一会儿娇,这才肯起来,怪医看着自己的弟子,笑着伸出手来,抚摸着她的脑袋,轻轻道:“我的徒儿,一眨眼,就长得这么高啦。好想再像以前一样,将你背在背上,带你去山中采药……”OnSimaPingfaceonered: „Master, nowmyis early healthy, did not needto makeyoucarry, ifyouwanted, tomorrowdisciplewill accompanyyouto walk into the mountain......”
司马萍脸上一红:“师父,现在我的身体早好啦,不用让您来背了,您要是愿意,明天徒儿就陪您进山……”„Tomorrow...... will not be goodtomorrow.” The strangemedicineshakes the head, the tonebecomessomewhatlonely, is actually passingsomeseriously, „duckweed...... tomorrow, will be the mastermusthaveoneto go far from home.”
“明天……明天不行。”怪医摇了摇头,语气变得有些寂寥,却透着些许郑重,“萍儿……明天,为师要出一趟远门。”„Goes far?”SimaPinglookmoves, „that my packs the thing......”
“出远门吗?”司马萍神色一动,“那我这就去收拾东西……”
The strangemedicinebeckons with the hand saying: „No, is notyou, butformastermyindependentperson...... thismatteronly thendoeswellfor a masterperson, youdo not needto follow.”
怪医摆手道:“不,不是你,而是为师我单独一人……这事只有为师一个人去做就好,你就不必跟着了。”SimaPingcomplexionchanges: „Why the master, do youwantto goto do? Can'tmakedisciplefollow?”
司马萍脸色一变:“为什么啊师父,您要去干什么?不能让徒儿跟着吗?”„Mastermusthandle the matter that musthandle...... thisis the onlyimportant matter in masterlife, is the lastimportant matter, is the masterlifetimeholdsto readto be indistinctin......”strangemedicallook, the toneis gentle, has the endlessexpectation, seems saying a verygoodverygoodmatter, „completesthismatter, the mastercandropthoroughly, returns to the hometown, pays no attention to the human affairsagain......”
“师父要去做一件非做不可的事情……这是师父人生中的唯一一件大事,也是最后一件大事,是师父一生的执念所在……”怪医神色飘渺,语气轻柔,带着无尽的期望,仿佛在说一件很好很好的事情,“做完这件事情,师父就可以彻底放手,回到家乡,再也不理世事……”Heis looking atlookanxiousSimaPing, supplesound said: „Duckweed, youwill tidy uptomorrow, goes toThat sideMissZhaoto stay, hasherto look, Ifelt relievedvery much. On that daydied100peopleto the medicine that yousaidand so on, butjokedfor the masterfor a while, youdo not needto care, does not need scruples, was extremely in the final analysis irritablefor the master, extremelyhoped for success...... youonlyto needroutinelycame, sothengood......”
他望着神色焦急的司马萍,柔声道:“萍儿,明天你收拾一下,就去赵小姐那边住下吧,有她照拂,我很放心。那天跟你说的医死一百人云云,只是为师一时戏言,你不必放在心上,不必有所顾忌,说到底,是为师太过急躁,太过求成了……你只需要按部就班的来,如此便好……”„It is not good!”SimaPingshowed the anxiouslook, „how does masteryougo ahead...... thisgoes to whenbe ableto come back?”
“一点都不好啊!”司马萍露出了惶急的神色,“师父你怎么说走就走啊……这一去要几时才能回来?”„Shortseveral months, to for a year, will be the masterwill come back.” The strangemedicinetouchesSimaPinghead, comfortsher saying that „should not be worried, the goodapprentice, the mastercertainlyto come back.”
“短则数月,多则一年,为师就会回来。”怪医摸了摸司马萍的脑袋,安慰她道,“不要担心,好徒弟,师父一定会回来的。”SimaPingis utterly confusedat this time, shefeels some not rightplacefaintly, butherageis immature, is ignorant of affair, howcanthinkclearly? Tothis matter'sshock, tomasterdoes not abandon, all makeherfeel the confusion, bursts into tears: „Master, for these yearsIhad not separated...... youto saywithyousuddenlymustwalk, discipledoes not give upyou, leadingmeto gotogether?”
司马萍此时心乱如麻,她隐隐觉得有些不对劲的地方,但她年纪幼小,不谙世事,怎能想得清楚?对此事的震惊,对师父的不舍,一切的一切让她倍感混乱,流下泪来:“师父,这几年我从来没跟您分开……你突然说要走,徒儿舍不得您啊,带我一起去可以吗?”„Sillyapprentice, thisis far away, takes your little miss, is in the way, will only implicatefor the master.” The strangemedicinepattedgirl'shead, histonight'smoodis excellent, thereforeexplainedpatiently,rather than the ice-colddirectrejection, nearsafter allon point of departure, how is hewillingto quarrelinalso the cold wordsfinally?
“傻徒弟,此去路途遥远,带上你这小姑娘,碍手碍脚,只会拖累为师。”怪医拍了拍女孩儿的脑袋,他今晚心情极好,所以耐心地解释,而非冰冷地直接拒绝,毕竟临别在即,他怎么舍得在最后还冷言相向?„Duckweed, for the master, has not accompaniedevensideyou, therefore, should not be afraid, like the cleverchild, whenIcome back.”
“萍儿,就算为师不在了,也会一直陪在你身边的,所以,不要害怕,像个乖孩子一样,等我回来。”Hestood up, looked atall around, record/native placebookandbooks that piled up, recordsmedical ethics that hislifetimepainstaking care and harvest...... hisentire lifestudied diligently, reallyshocked everybody, did not accommodatefor the world, buthestillbelieves,thesewere reprimanded as the heartlessmedical principlesattainmentby the mastergateelder, finallywill becomesolidbricks, constructed a firmermedical ethics, saved the morepainfulhelplesspatients
他站起身来,看了看四周,那堆积如山的籍册与书本,记载着他一生的心血与收获……他生平所钻研的医道,实在惊世骇俗,为天下所不容,但他依然坚信,这些被师门长辈斥为丧尽天良的医理心得,最终会成为一道道坚实的砖瓦,构筑起更加坚固的医道,拯救更多痛苦无助的病人
The books of thisroom, the attainments of theseyear of painsstudies, have performedin the heart, knows by heart.
这满屋子的书籍,这些年苦心钻研的心得,已经尽在心中,倒背如流。Meanwhile, the excellent parts in theseresearchattainments, has recorded the book, tomorrowwill entrusttothisworldin the person who is worthentrusting, ifwill die away from native placein the futureobsolete, canleave behind a thingfor the later generation.
同时,这些研究心得中的精华部分,也已经录制成册,明天就去托付给这个世上最值得托付的人,如果日后老朽客死他乡,也能为后世留下一点东西。Therefore, the thing in thisroom , there is nothing to remainwill......?
所以,这间屋子里的东西,已经没有什么留下来的必要了……吧?Butduringturning the head, hesawowndiscipleis suppressing the tears, thisgood-heartedlittle miss, thismust not exposed toothersfall ill the injuredgoodmiss, sheisnaturalmedicine, shealso is so nicely pure...... the strangemedicineto be startledhoweverlong time, thissaidslowly: „ Duckweed, thishousefulmedical book, Ileftyou, ifat leisurehad free time, canread. Not onlyandhasourmastergateancient bookmedicine
但转头间,他看到了自己的徒儿正在强忍泪水,这个心地善良的小姑娘,这个见不得别人生病受伤的好姑娘,她是天生的医者,她又如此单纯善良……怪医怔然良久,这才缓缓道:“萍儿,这满屋医书,我就留给你了,闲暇时如果有空,可以翻翻看看。其中不仅有我们师门的典籍医Book, somemastertheseyearsexperiences, something, youcanprofitlifelong, something...... lookedlooked, ifdid not like, does not needto care. ”
书,也有师父这些年的心得体会,有些东西,你可以终身受益,有些东西……看了就看了,如果不喜欢,不必放在心上。”Ifusuallyhears the masterto allow itselfto readhisbook collection, SimaPingfeimustjump is not possibledelightedly, butat this moment, shefelt the inexplicableflurry and sadness, the girlis wipingtears, saidtimidly: „Whatdoesn't like? Thing that the masterkeeps, Iallamlike......”
如果平时听到师父允许自己看他的藏书,司马萍非要欢喜地跳起来不可,但此时此刻,她只是感到莫名的慌乱与悲伤,女孩儿抹着眼泪,怯生生地说道:“什么不喜欢?师父留下来的东西,我全都是喜欢的……”Sillychild, whenyounoticed that perhapsthese...... will not think.
傻孩子,等你看到那些……也许就不会这么想了。
The master in yourmind, notlikeimaginationinperfect, heis very cruel, hedidmanymisdemeanors, hisnatural justicedoes not accommodate, hecrazed...... was sorryvery muchcannotmakeinyourheart the perfectmaster, but ifmadeyoudiscover after mytrue colors, perhapswill not fondly rememberwithsadly......
你心目中的师父,并不像想象中那样完美,他很残忍,他干了许多坏事,他天理不容,他丧心病狂……很抱歉不能一直做你心中完美的师父但如果让你发现了我的真面目之后,也许就不会那么怀念和悲伤了吧……Heat once, has mixed emotions, saidin a soft voice: „Duckweed, mustbe a gooddoctorin the future, don'tlikemaster......”
他一时之间,百感交集,轻声道:“萍儿,将来一定要做个好医生啊,别像师父这样……”
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