Is Chapter 205tenderhearted? Fear?
第205章心软?害怕?Hears the Sun Langwords, the strangemedicineis first startled, thenslightlylook changes.
听闻孙朗的话语,怪医先是一怔,然后微微色变。Is welcomingRangerthatsharplook, the evenbladesaidslowly: „Marshalconsidered thoroughly...... obsoletethisnegligibletrick, how dare to be calledisyourpersonal doctor? Butonitsmeeting, the mistake arising out of chance circumstances, recuperatedsome timebodyfor the marshal, that is all. This matteris the secret, obsoletealsoneverdaresto claim creditto be conceit, flauntedto discussspeaks irresponsiblyeverywhere.”
迎着游侠那锐利的眼神,平一刀缓缓道:“元帅多虑了……老朽这点微末伎俩,怎敢称得上是您的私人医生?只不过恰逢其会,阴差阳错,为元帅调理了一段时间的身体,仅此而已。此事即为隐秘,老朽也从来不敢居功自矜,更逞论到处乱说了。”Rangeris staring athiseye, looked at the moment, coldsound said: „Has no oneaskedyou? Have youno onesaid?”游侠盯着他的眼睛,看了片刻,冷声道:“谁都没问你?你也谁都没说过?”„In the pastrobeZeeyes, Iwas only a personalitystrangeeccentricdoctor, in the pastin the army, the medical skillwas better than me, having, the temperamentwas worse than me, did not have, did Igoto saythismatterwithwhom?” The corners of the mouth of evenbladefloat offto sneer, „, ifdiscussed the personal doctor, GrandmasterLu the medical skillwas outstanding, skilled artistto becomespring/lust, twopassed throughby the three delicacies of the landheart to heartwith the Zhaohuaxishipalmwell-knownarmy, wasmedicalmartialdual cultivation
“在当年袍泽眼中,我只是一名性情古怪孤僻的医生,当年军中,医术比我好的,不是没有,脾气比我差的,却一个也无,我又去跟谁说这事?”平一刀的嘴角浮起一丝冷笑,“若论私人医生,鲁大师医术卓绝,妙手成春,又以三仙二心心经与朝花夕拾掌闻名军中,乃是医武双修的Certainlyforperson of high skill, furthermorestraightforward, eye socketadjoins to report, speakspertinently, encounters a difficultyto speak franklywhoever, insodangerousclear the person, got along wellwith the marshal, mentions the personal doctor of marshal, shouldbethisLuGuoshouis right. ”
绝代高人,更兼性情耿直,眶毗必报,出言一针见血,逢人遇事直言不讳,如此险清中人,与元帅甚是投契,说起元帅的私人医生,应该是这位鲁国手才对。”Sun Langsaidsuddenly: „Sounding like you are turning roundto scoldDoctorLuto be hot tempered, smallbf1andvenomous tongue, to likespurting the person, thereforea meeting of mindswithme, thereforebecame the good friend?”孙朗突然道:“听起来像是你在拐着弯骂鲁神医性格暴躁、小bf1、毒舌、喜欢喷人,并因此跟我臭味相投,所以成了好朋友?”Strangemedicalsubmissivesay/way: „Does not dare, obsoleteate the leopardguts, does not dareto destroy the marshallowly.”
怪医低眉顺眼道:“不敢,老朽就是吃了豹子胆,也不敢低毁元帅。”
...... Thereforedoes not haveto denyoneselfare destroyingthatgoodslowly, right.
……所以没有否认自己在低毁那货,对吧。Sun Langremembers the old friend, changes one's mindto show a faint smile, butrecoversimmediately, knocked the head: „It is not right, was almost broughtto run...... evenLaosibyyou, do not shift the topic, in the pastchased downyourorganization, whowas?”孙朗想起故人,回心微微一笑,但立刻回过神来,敲了敲脑袋:“不对,差点被你带跑了……平老四,不要转移话题,当年追杀你的组织,到底是谁?”Strangemedicalcalm and composedsay/way: „Obsoletereallydoes not know...... them, sincedares to make a moveobsolete, consideringconsequence of leak, if knownbyyouthismatter, will definitely bring in a marshalthunderanger, theydreadyourinvincible might, howalsodaresto leak the identity, exposes the origin? Byobsoleteat that time, unexpectedlyhas not discovered the valuableclue......”
怪医神色自若道:“老朽实在不知……他们既然敢对老朽出手,就考虑到泄密的后果,如果被您知道了这事,肯定会引来元帅雷霆一怒,他们忌惮您的神威,又怎么敢泄露身份,暴露来历?是以老朽当时,竟然没有发现一点有价值的线索……”„Techniqueindustryhasto study, evenblade.”Sun Langwill blame the medicineto put down, patted the foldclothestohimbenignly, the temperatesay/way, „youlook, people like me, is good atfighting, reason things out, acting coolandphysicsto pull up the younger sisterandlying, people like you, is good atescaping, surgery, to prescribe a medicineanddoto roast, therefore, yourlittle darlingcompletes the labor of duty, idlebeing all right, do not liewithme, useless......”
“术业有专攻啊,平一刀。”孙朗将怪医放下,和颜悦色地给他拍了拍褶皱的衣服,温和道,“你看,我这样的人,擅长打架、讲道理、装逼、物理撩妹和撒谎,你这样的人,擅长逃命、手术、开药和做叉烧,所以,你就乖乖做好本职工作,闲的没事,别跟我撒谎,没用的……”Heis patting the strangemedicalshouldergently, like thisis more benign, the heart of evenbladejumpsfiercely, Rangersighed, tranquilsay/way: „Youlooked, actuallywefiveyearslatersaid goodbye, everyonehas not died, wasoneis worth the happymatter, thereforelike thishas been happy,roars? Therefore, the obedientplace, said...... me saying that at this moment, youwill not hold the deep love and attachmenttoyourmastergate......”
他轻轻地拍着怪医的肩膀,越这样和颜悦色,平一刀的心脏就跳得越厉害,游侠叹了口气,平静道:“你看,其实咱们五年后再见,大家都没有死,是一件值得高兴的事情,所以就一直这样高兴下去,吼不吼啊?所以,乖乖地,说出来……我说,事到如今,你不会还对你的师门抱有热爱和眷恋吧……”Hesmiles saying: „Yourmasternephewnot outside? Yournotagreessaid,Iaskedhim saying that hisnotagreessaid,Ihaveto walkonetoward the south, yourmastergateso manypeople, yourSenior Brotherthatlineage/veinflourishing population, always some people of agreessaid.”
他微笑道:“你师侄不在外面吗?你不肯说,那我就请他说了,他不肯说,那我只好往南面走一趟了,你师门这么多人,你师兄那一脉人丁兴旺,总有人肯说的。”
The strangemedicallookchanges, loses the sound said: „Marshal! Theyare innocent! This matterhas nothing to dowiththem!”
怪医眼神一变,失声道:“元帅!他们是无辜的!此事与他们无关!”
The Sun Langlooktransferssuddenlycoldly: „In front ofmyto scatterthisboredlyingto be very interesting? Yousaidagainonedoes makemelisten? Also did theyhave nothing to dowiththismatter?”孙朗的眼神骤然转冷:“当着我的面撒这种无聊的谎很有趣吗?你再说一遍让我听听?再说一遍他们与这事无关?”Evenbladewoodenmoment, kneltsuddenly, the bow heavyheavyknockson the ground: „Asked the marshalto let offmyourShimen! In the pasttheychased downobsolete, is only the struggle of idea, knew the sinto be graveobsolete, does not accommodate the present age, was cleaned up the gatewayby the Senior Brother, did not have the complaint......, thereforeescaped after at risk of lifeassigned/life, has not considered the matter of retaliation. Iknow that theyactedarbitrarily, offended the marshalinvincible might, butpleasespare and not punish too severely, read, intheirtheseyearstreated the illness to save the patientin the share that andpracticed medicineto provide relief, forgavethem......”
平一刀木然片刻,突然跪了下来,头重重地磕在地上:“求元帅放过我敝师门!当年他们追杀老朽,只是理念之争,老朽自知罪孽深重,不容当世,被师兄清理门户,也毫无怨言……所以拼死逃得一命之后,也从来没考虑过报复的事情。我知道他们擅自出手,冒犯了元帅神威,但请您高抬贵手,念在他们这些年来治病救人、悬壶济世的份上,饶过他们……”Sun Langis looking athimindifferently, snort/hum: „eye socketadjoins to report, gloomyevenLaosi, unexpectedlywill also ask favorfor the personal enemy? MissZhaosaidat that timepicked you time, youhave been dyingallmisery and humiliations that...... your withstandsentire life, paidalleffortsandsacrifices, almostinyourSenior Brothersuperficialseesbecomesdoes not have the significance, doesn't hateyourSenior Brother?”孙朗冷眼望着他,哼了一声:“眶毗必报、性格阴沉的平老四,居然也会替仇人求情?赵小姐说当时捡到你的时候,你已经奄奄待毙……你这一生承受的所有苦难与屈辱,付出的所有努力与牺牲,差点就在你师兄的浅薄之见下变得毫无意义,就一点都不恨你师兄吗?”
The evenbladelieson the groundlike this, is going against the ice-coldfloorwith the forehead, the dignity and arroganceastopfamous doctorwill throwdoes not remain, tranquilsay/way: „Hates, howcannot hate...... in the past, almost, obsoleteandis destroyed in a momentwith the painstaking care of ancestorslifetimediligently, almost, dawn in medical ethicseternalendless nightmustdissipateinvisible, almost, does not know that in the futuremanypatientswill be savedwithout enough time, butlivedobsolete, noreason of hate. Pleaseleave behindtheirlives, theycansavemorepeople......”
平一刀就这样趴在地上,用额头顶着冰冷的地板,将作为顶尖名医的尊严和傲气抛得一点不剩,平静道:“恨,怎能不恨……当年,就差一点,老朽与先人毕生的心血和努力就毁于一旦,就差一点,医道万古长夜中的一点曙光就要消散无形,就差一点,将来不知有多少病人会来不及得救,但是老朽活了下来,就没有什么恨的理由了。请留下他们的性命,他们能救更多的人……”Sun Langcoldlyis looking the strangemedicines that kneelson the ground , he whattonot investigatetodayoffendedhislittleMengthief...... heto get downwith a nationalabsolutely irreconcilablelife and deathblood debtabilityheart, howalsoto respondhow manychased down the evenbladeunderstood the ignorantthief? Thisbrainis the medical ethicsstrangemedicine, does not know that chases down, meansanything.孙朗冷冷地望着跪在地上的怪医,他今天来,可不是为了追究什么得罪了他的小孟贼……他连与一个国家不共戴天的生死血债都能耐心地等下去,又怎么会搭理几个追杀平一刀的懂无知的贼?这个满脑子都是医道的怪医,根本就不知道那场追杀,意味着什么。Howeverlooks that the strangemedicinesthiskneelswithout the dignityin the appearance of groundnow, remembers his liferegretlessroad, whydoes not know, the moods that continuesto press for an answerwere pale.
但是看着怪医现在这毫无尊严跪在地上的样子,想起他此生无悔的一条路,不知为何,继续逼问的心情就淡了。Sun Langsomeinterestare waningfor a while, justwantsto sayanything, suddenlyoutsideheard the livelysounds of footsteps, isSimaPing...... the strangemedicalbodytrembles, lifted the headsanxiously.孙朗一时有些兴致阑珊,刚想说什么,突然外面传来了轻快的脚步声,是司马萍……怪医身子一颤,紧张地抬起了头。Rangerfeeleven moreworriedly, beckons with the hand: „Ok, youput best into it.”游侠感觉越发烦闷,摆了摆手:“算了,你好自为之吧。”Inroomscandlelightsuddenlyonedark, the light shadowfluctuate, Sun Langvanishedwithout the tracesquietly.
屋内烛光骤然一暗,光影变幻之间,孙朗悄无声息地消失无踪了。Meanwhile, the lighttimidknocking on a doorsound, the SimaPingruoweakvoicetaught others fromoutside: „Masters...... masters......”
与此同时,轻怯的敲门声响了起来,司马萍弱弱的声音从外面传人:“师……师父……”At this time the backdropshave lightened the stars, Sun Langlook up to the sky, is welcomingslowly the night winds, stands and waits for a long timealone, suddenlyhesmiles, shakes the head: „Tenderhearted...... I, fears?”
此时天幕已经点亮繁星,孙朗仰望天空,迎着徐徐夜风,独自伫立,突然他一笑,摇头:“心软了吗……还是我,害怕了?”Rangerleisurely strollto descend the mountain, the barren mountains and wild hills, no onenoticeshisdarknightto act alone, Sun Langfeel the nighttranquilities, the state of mindis being clear, in the brainsthinks,as ifcomes clearly into view.游侠信步下山,荒山野岭,没人注意到他暗夜独行,孙朗感受着夜晚的宁静,心绪澄明,脑中所想,仿佛历历在目。
It is not you, the evenblade......, youdo not know that justIraised the matter of personal doctorquite baffling, iswhy? The reallybrainis the idiot of medical principles, youhad diagnosedmypersonal doctor, Iasked, is to clarify, at that timedivulgedmyphysical condition and meridianscloud chart, isyou...... after allfiveyears ago youwere expelledin the army, receivedorganizedstrictchasing down, are not been manybymethinks......
不是你,平一刀……呵,你不知道刚刚我没头没尾地提起了私人医生的事情,是为什么吧?真是满脑子都是医理的白痴,你是曾经诊治过我的私人医生啊,我这么问,就是想要弄清楚,当时泄露了我身体状况和经脉云图的,是不是你……毕竟五年前你被逐出军中,就受到了有组织的严密追杀,不由我不多想啊……However, was notyou...... Ijustdeterminedwas notyou.
但是,不是你……我刚刚确定了不是你。Sun Langstopped the footsteps, puts out the one breathgently, the brainis not satisfiedsometimes, the intentionsame place, will have the recollection of correspondenceto float the heart, makingyou unable to hide, cannot wipe...... like the present, afterremovingevenblade, in the pasthad the contact, to havesuspicion the facial features of doctorswithhim, cannot help butpassed over gently and swiftlyin the mindfast.孙朗停下了脚步,轻轻地吐出一口气,大脑有时并不称心如意,心念一起,就会有对应的回忆浮上心头,让你躲不掉,抹不开……就如现在,在排除了平一刀之后,当年与他有过接触、有所嫌疑的医生们的面容,不由自主地在脑海中飞快掠过。
Everyone, eachrecollection...... anyone, I do not hopeisinyouany......
每一个人,每一段回忆……无论是谁,我都不希望是你们中的任何一个……Itrulywas...... the fear.
我确实是……害怕了呢。Therefore, Ido not dareto askyouto confirmdirectlyone by one,Ido not wantto face such process of a suspicionandevidence collection, Ido not want the disturbedmoodto faceyou, does not know that shouldbehugsordraws a sword......
所以,我不敢直接去找你们逐个确认,我不想面对这样一个猜忌与取证的过程,我不想带着忐忑的心情面对着你们,不知道应该是拥抱还是拔剑……Therefore......
所以……Hethenlooks at the light in institute...... evenLaosi, Ido not feel embarrassedyou, your whole lifehas had the painare manyenough, Iwill not moveyourmasternephew, thiswill makeyourvigilanceindulge in flights of fancy. Moreoverthisboyis young, to the matter of past years, definitelyknewlimitedly, even ifperformed the severe punishmentto interrogate and torture, will not obtain any usefulinformation.
他回头看着院内的灯光……平老四,我不为难你,你这辈子吃过的苦已经够多了,我也不会动你的师侄,这会让你警觉而胡思乱想。而且这小子年纪不大,对当年之事,肯定所知有限,就算加以严刑拷问,也不会得出什么有用的情报。
The matter, looked for a free time, Iwill look foryourmastergatedirectly.
此间事了,找个空闲,我会直接去找你的师门的。
It is not punishesthem, butwantsto know,whoin the pastprovided the informationandfor the person who theymade the plantothem...... is.
不是去惩罚他们,而是想知道,当年给他们提供情报、替他们制定计划的人……到底是谁。
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