Qin Ze rubbed the face , although to the closet in mirror photo, heavy, is not heavy, has not kept close to that elder sister hits to be in charge, otherwise paid attention later by the mother, asked the words that he is not good to reply. 秦泽揉了揉脸,对着衣柜上的镜子照,姐姐打的虽说不轻,也不算重,没留巴掌印,否则待会儿被老妈注意到,问起来的话他不好回答。 Arrived kitchen, Mother Qin in hold hot/iron, elder sister eager looks in the one side, but wants to eat, acts like a spoiled brat saying: „Mother, I do not eat the soup, I eat the chicken to be good.” 到了厨房,秦妈在盛烫,姐姐眼巴巴的在一旁看着,可想吃了,撒娇道:“妈,那我不喝汤,我吃鸡肉好不好。” Does not wait for Mother Qin to speak, Qin Ze enters the kitchen, is happy: „Quite fragrant, mother's craftsmanship was getting better and better, this bowl first gives the elder sister, I drank a point enough.” 不等秦妈说话,秦泽走进厨房,开心道:“好香啊,妈的手艺越来越好了,这碗先给姐吧,我喝一点就够了。” The chicken soup with that small-sized Tao Guoao, is not the chicken and ingredient and medicinal herb, most two bowls of chicken soup, the capacity for food of man, eats two bowls of chicken soup to play, therefore Mother Qin has not really calculated daughter's share. 鸡汤用那种小号的陶锅熬,不算鸡肉和配料、药材,最多两碗鸡汤,男人的饭量,喝两碗鸡汤玩儿似的,所以秦妈是真的没把女儿的份算进去。 Qin Baobao one hear, is putting on a serious face immediately: „Who must drink, I and other mothers gave under me.” 秦宝宝一听,顿时板着脸:“谁要喝,我等妈给我下面。” Mother Qin gawked staring: „Wasn't the greedy saliva flowed a moment ago quickly? Does not drink well, the son you drinks, is your.” 秦妈愣了愣:“刚才不是馋的口水快流下来了？不喝最好,儿子你喝,都是你的。” Became so many day little princesses, suddenly was fallen the face by the mother in front of younger brother, puts in great inconvenience is not good, Qin Baobao nips the lip, angry say/way: „Without your such mother, the noodles I do not eat.” 当了这么多天的小公主,突然被老妈在弟弟面前落了面子,委屈的不行,秦宝宝咬了咬唇,气恼道:“没你这样的妈,面条我也不吃了。” Was saying the running living room. 说着跑客厅去了。 Mother Qin is confused: „What's wrong.” 秦妈一头雾水:“怎么了。” Qin Ze: „Possibly the big maternal aunt came.” 秦泽:“可能大姨妈来了吧。” Mother Qin: „Your older sister's day is not right.” 秦妈:“你姐的日子不对。” Qin Ze carries two bowls of chicken soup to arrive at the living room, elder sister and old gentleman by sitting watches the television in the living room, he puts one bowl the chicken soup before her, flatters saying: „Elder sister, eats the chicken soup.” 秦泽端着两碗鸡汤到客厅,姐姐和老爷子挨着坐在客厅看电视,他把鸡汤放一碗在她面前,讨好道:“姐,喝鸡汤。” Qin Baobao is unemotional, watches the television. 秦宝宝面无表情,看电视。 old gentleman looks at her one eyes, „A'Ze spoke to you.” 老爷子看她一眼,“阿泽跟你说话呢。” Qin Baobao icy say/way: „Does not drink.” 秦宝宝冷冰冰道:“不喝。” She does not drink, Qin Ze oneself drink, the soup flavor is very rich, the fragrance of medicinal herb and seasoning has not competed to cover the chicken soup the taste, after experiencing more than a childhood boil, instead very harmonious fuses together. The Chinese matrimony-vine is the good Chinese matrimony-vine, is healthy, after swallowing burns, chews the Chinese matrimony-vine, sweet. 她不喝,秦泽就自己喝,汤的味道很浓郁,药材和调料的香味并没有喧宾夺主掩去鸡汤的味儿,在经历一个多小时候的熬煮后,反而很和谐的融合在一起。枸杞是上好的枸杞,颗粒饱满,吞下烫后,嘴嚼枸杞,甜滋滋的。 In the living room is fluttering the attractive fragrance. 客厅里飘荡着诱人的香味。 Qin Baobao always has no strength of spirit, especially the belly is hungry, swallowed several saliva secretly, then flings the pot to Qin Ze: „Said that doesn't eat also to hold, is bothersome.” 秦宝宝向来没什么骨气,尤其肚子饿着,偷偷咽了几口唾沫,便把锅甩给秦泽:“都说不吃不吃还要捧过来,烦不烦的。” The appearance that a face shuts out, disguises very awkward carrying bowl. 一脸嫌弃的模样,假装很为难的端起碗。 old gentleman saw that snatches to receive the bowl, said: „All right, does not want to drink do not drink, the father helps you drink, your mother's craftsmanship is a stick.” 老爷子见状,劈手接过碗,说:“没事,不想喝就别喝了,爸帮你喝嗯,你妈的手艺就是棒。” Qin Baobao: „” 秦宝宝:“” Sees the elder sister bright and clean forehead bulge two blue veins, the Qin Ze corners of the mouth also follows to twitch, his heart said the father, you did not give the secondary attack even, you also hit a person when he is down, with a system welldoing. 看到姐姐光洁的额头凸起两条青筋,秦泽嘴角也跟着抽搐起来,他心说老爸,你不给助攻就算了,你还落井下石,和系统一个德行。 He also wants to wait for elder sister to be satiated with food and wine, after the mood improves, said that several sweet talk looked can relax to relate. 他还想等姐姐吃饱喝足,心情变好之后,说几句甜言蜜语看能不能缓和一下关系。 Now was hopeless, is at least hopeless today. 现在没指望了,至少今天没指望。 Cool. 凉凉。 Is good cooks the noodles the craftsmanship is also good because of Mother Qin, the cooking liquor was spicy, cut the diced meat and carrot thread, above spread a fried egg, the two sides sprinkled the oil fry meat. 好在秦妈煮面条的手艺也不错,汤汁香浓,切了肉丁、红萝卜丝,上面铺一个荷包蛋,两边洒了油炸肉。 Qin Baobao throws to the tea table wolfs down, is really fragrant. 秦宝宝扑到茶几狼吞虎咽,真香。 Mother Qin cooks the surface, cut a fruit to carry, the full-time mother, the biggest advantage never will worry on the living room tea table not to have the thing to eat, will never worry that the clothes no one washed the quilt no one to expose to the sun. 秦妈煮完面,又切了一盘水果端来,有一个全职妈妈,最大的好处就是永远不愁客厅茶几上没东西吃,也永远不愁衣服没人洗被子没人晒。 Qin Baobao eats half, stops, extracts Paper Towel (zhijin) to wipe the mouth, „mother, you have the right matchmake object.” 秦宝宝吃到一半,停下来,抽出纸巾擦擦嘴,“妈,你有合适的相亲对象么。” The Qin Ze brow jumps ruthlessly. 秦泽眉头狠狠一跳。 Mother Qin and old gentleman looked at each other one, the heart said that the daughter was really lovelorn. 秦妈和老爷子对视一眼,心说女儿果然是失恋了。 „Did not need urgently” Mother Qin to say. “不用这么急吧”秦妈说。 Then was just lovelorn, although has thought the daughter did not marry for two years to become the unmarried female, but the Mother Qin hope daughter can give careful consideration, earnestly facing sentiment, rather than this „at will” mentality. 这才刚失恋虽说一直觉得女儿再不结婚过两年就成大龄剩女了,可秦妈希望女儿能慎重考虑,认真面对感情,而不是这样“随意”的心态。 „Was funny, continuously you most anxious, isn't this little while anxious? Seeks happily with me.” Qin Baobao said ill-humoredly: „Anxious, celebrates the new year I 27, doesn't get married to work as the unmarried woman? Now discusses a boyfriend, I also had self-confidently married myself at age 30.” “好笑了,一直就你最急,这会儿又不急了？拿我寻开心啊。”秦宝宝没好气道:“急的嘞,过了年我都27啦,再不嫁人难道当老姑娘？现在谈个男朋友,我还有自信30岁之前把自己嫁出去。” Qin Ze solemnly said: „It is not anxious, your year 25, early.” 秦泽沉声道:“不急啊,你周岁才25,早着呢。” Qin Baobao said lightly: „Does elder sister want to get married, is obstructing you?” 秦宝宝淡淡道:“姐姐想嫁人,碍着你了？” Qin Ze is dumbfounded. 秦泽哑口无言。 „Ate to the full,” Qin Baobao sets out, „mother, then looks to me, should not be rich, person good on line, whatever happens do not, if that undecided scumbag I do not have the vision, is blind, is exhausted you to check to me many.” “吃饱了,”秦宝宝起身,“妈,回头给我看着点,不要多有钱,人好就行,千万不要是那种三心二意的渣男我没眼光,是个瞎了眼的,得劳烦您多给我把把关。” „I, I go to chat with her, the elder sister her mentality is not very good.” Qin Ze found an excuse, with. “我,我去和她聊聊,姐她心态不是很好。”秦泽找了个借口,跟了上去。 After the son daughter walks, the old couples spoke were short of the scruples. 儿子女儿走后,老两口说话便少了顾忌。 Mother Qin is heavyhearted: „Was really lovelorn, was flung evidently.” 秦妈忧心忡忡道:“真失恋了,看样子还是被人甩的。” old gentleman is breaking down the face, angrily said: „A'Ze did not say that he does have the energy in the entertainment world very much? Looks that elder sister was bullied? Another day I ask him to ask the situation. Baobao (darling) likes boring tip of cows horn, or do you help look for the matchmake partner? Diverts her attention.” 老爷子垮着脸,怒道:“阿泽不是说他在娱乐圈很有能量？就看着姐姐被人欺负？改天我找他问问情况。宝宝爱钻牛角尖,要不你帮着找找相亲对象？分散她注意力。” Mother Qin white husband eyes: „Silly you, is likes boring tip of cows horn, must slowly, fear she holds the mentality of playing.” 秦妈白老公一眼:“傻了吧你,就是爱钻牛角尖,才要缓缓,怕她抱着玩玩的心态。” Qin Ze catches up before elder sister locks a door twisted off the hand, inside makes an effort to keep off is not making him come , but how Maggot Baobao is possible and he competes, opened the door easily. 秦泽赶在姐姐锁门前拧开了把手,里面用力挡着不让他进来,但蛆宝宝怎么可能和他较劲,轻而易举的推开了门。 In room, elder sister and younger brother two silent looking at each other, Qin Ze said in a low voice: „You spoke what nonsense, what/anything kisses/intimate, mother will take seriously.” 房间里,姐弟俩默然对视,秦泽低声道:“你说什么傻话,相什么亲,妈会当真的。” Qin Baobao icy tone: „I have not cracked a joke.” 秦宝宝冷冰冰的语气:“我没开玩笑。” „Okay good, you have not cracked a joke, is I do not let your matchmake, ok.” Qin Ze said: „Your matchmake, I what to do.” “好好好,你没开玩笑,是我不让你相亲,好了吧。”秦泽说:“你相亲了,我怎么办。” „You?” Qin Baobao sneers: „Looks for your Sister Zijin to go, gave me air/Qi Capital City, this week boiled was very laborious, the mothers said that you thin, thinks that she looked, I have not made you go.” “你？”秦宝宝冷笑:“找你子衿姐去呗,都给我气回京城了,这星期是不是熬的很辛苦,妈都说你瘦了一圈,想她就去找,我没不让你去。” „Good elder sister, is not angry, was I am wrong.” Qin Ze holds on her hand, the taking advantage of opportunity link lives in elder sister Small Waist. “好姐姐,你别生气,是我错了。”秦泽拉住她的手,顺势环住姐姐小蛮腰。 „pā!” “啪！” Who knows Qin Baobao a slap to pat him, is excited, the voice is incisive: „Qin Ze you think your I couldn't have lived?” 谁知秦宝宝一巴掌拍开他,神情激动,嗓音尖锐:“秦泽你是不是以为没你我就活不了？” She responded is very big, wicked is staring Qin Ze, the eye socket was suddenly red, after having one suffering the hysteria to extreme, did not fear that by the parents was heard, to abandon something as beyond redemption. 她反应很大,恶狠狠的瞪着秦泽,眼眶突然红了,带着一丝委屈到极点后的歇斯底里,不怕被爸妈听见,破罐子破摔。 Qin Ze gawked staring, such elder sister he has not seen, a little feels helpless. 秦泽愣了愣,这样子的姐姐他从没见过,有点不知所措。 Silent, in the Qin Baobao eye coasts two lines of tears, wipes with the back of the hand hastily, the look is dehumanizing: Right that „Wang Zijin said that I was used to selfishly, since childhood selfish, wants what/anything, likes what/anything, all depending on the intention, does not care about others' feeling. What to do I have not thought mother , never considered that your feeling, I do not think you look for the girlfriend, thinks that entangles you to limit you, as long as my conscience, so will not be a little willful, should not cling to tenaciously you not to put. When celebrity is also, because the vanity does not attend to the parents and your dissuading, worked as celebrity, I do not have to think oneself will arrive at today this status.” 沉默之中,秦宝宝眼里滑下两行泪,连忙用手背擦去,神色凄苦:“王子衿说的对,我自私惯了,从小就自私,想要什么,喜欢什么,全凭心意,不去顾及别人的感受。我从来没有想过妈会怎么办,也从不考虑你的感受,我不想你找女朋友,觉死活缠着你限制你,但凡我有点良心,就不会这么任性,不该死守着你不放。当明星也是,因为虚荣心不顾爸妈和你的劝阻,就这么当了明星,我也没想到自己会走到今天这个地位。” „You know that I have regret to make a debut, the regret intestines were blue, was I thrust the abyss us step by step, took this road of no return step by step, a wee bit rooms to manoeuvre did not have. But in this world will not have the regret after the fact, the time will not flow backwards, thinking that for these days I kept, what to do I should, I not, when celebrity was not good, I went abroad is not good, but these means were useless, I think, was this sentiment is doomed to be wrong from the beginning, its existence will only stab me, stabbed person. This is my mistake, I recognized, A'Ze you let off me, I am quite tired” “你知道吗,我有多后悔出道,悔的肠子都青了,是我自己一步步把我们推入了深渊,一步步走上这条不归路,一丁点回旋的余地都没有。但这个世上不会有后悔药,时光也不会倒流,这几天我不停的想,我该怎么办啊,我不当明星了还不行么,我出国还不行么,可这些办法都没用,我又想,是不是这段感情从一开始就注定是错的,它的存在只会刺伤我自己,也刺伤身边的人。这都是我的错,我认了,阿泽你放过我吧,我好累” Qin Baobao visits him, cried. 秦宝宝看着他,哭了。 „I have not fettered you, is you are not willing to let off you, I understand this feeling.” Qin Ze puts out a hand, scratches the tear stains of her face, Qin Baobao frightened fawn drew back one step, the hand in the midair, his astringent sound said: „Has a child, likes own elder sister since childhood, from the beginning knows oneself and elder sister does not have the blood relationship, thinks child's innocent elder sister is that picks, therefore even if she already is loving by the parents and relatives, oneself will still take care of her, because she is picks. Falls in love with elder sister truly in the junior middle school period, since discovered oneself fall in love with her to start, has wallowed elder sister to be individually uncorrectable. She is so attractive, is outstanding, had the child to all conditions that „ happy” yearns. Rejoiced very much that elder sister is also loving him similarly, the courage is not big, can actually when he was nipped by the dog goes crazy throws. Fights repugnantly, so long as who bullies younger brother, she looks for immediately the gathering place, after does not keep being on vacation from school, absolutely. Can for him from university to the present, not look for the boyfriend, disagreeing any man is ambiguous, after university graduation, each month wages insufficient spend, but remembers forever must to the younger brother living expenses, leave a money of quarter four clothes to him. ” “我从来没有束缚过你,是你自己不肯放过你自己,我懂这种感受。”秦泽伸手,去擦她脸庞的泪痕,秦宝宝受惊小鹿似的退了一步,手顿在半空,他涩声道:“有个孩子,从小就喜欢自己的姐姐,一开始就知道自己和姐姐没有血缘关系,孩子天真的以为姐姐才是捡来的那个,所以哪怕她已经被父母和亲戚宠爱着,自己仍然应该照顾她,因为她是捡来的嘛。真正爱上姐姐是在初中时期,从发现自己爱上她开始,就已经沉迷姐姐不可自拔。她那么漂亮,那么优秀,具备了孩子对“美好”向往的一切条件。很庆幸,那个姐姐也同样爱着他,胆子不大,却能在他被狗咬时发疯似的扑上去。讨厌打架,但只要谁欺负弟弟,她就立刻把场子找回来,绝对不留到放学后。可以为了他从大学到现在,不找男朋友,不和任何男人暧昧,大学毕业后,每个月的工资都不够自己花,但永远记得要给弟弟生活费,给他留一个季度四套衣服的钱。” „Boy loves oneself elder sister very much, actually does not dare saying that what is happiest is elder sister acts like a spoiled brat and kisses to him reward fragrant, scolding small rascal or black heart's maggot he is happy. What most anticipates is elder sister comes to the school to look for him, because such he can fit out the elder sister's boyfriend himself, rather than younger brother. Actually younger brother after making a rapid career advance, has thought must lay cards on the table with the parents, he cannot put down that grateful liking, that is his youth. But afterward, he knows finally, the child who originally that picks is oneself.” “男孩很爱自己的姐姐,却不敢说出口,最开心的是姐姐对他撒娇、香吻奖励,骂一声小赤佬或者黑了心的蛆他都开心。最期待的是姐姐来学校找他,因为那样他就可以把自己装成姐姐的男朋友,而不是弟弟。其实弟弟在飞黄腾达之后,想过要和父母摊牌,他放不下那段刻骨铭心的喜欢,那是他的青春。可是后来,他终于知道,原来那个捡来的孩子是自己。” „He was one had not been born on the child of experiencing suffering supercilious look, the birth mother unmarried is first pregnant, the father still the news does not have, the person on town/subdues even used pregnancy of biggest malicious guess birth mother, according to the original life path, he should live in the countryside small town, is receiving the supercilious look of stepfather, is living and he equally mediocre life, no, possibly this will not have, because compared the child, the birth mother loved oneself younger brother, the desire of lifetime was to supply younger brother reads off university, changed the destiny. In order to change destiny, she paid oneself life, she is not parsimonious pays a child again.” “他是一个还没出生就受尽白眼的孩子,生母未婚先孕,父亲至今音信全无,镇上的人甚至用最大的恶意揣测生母的怀孕,按照原本的人生轨迹,他应该生活在乡下小镇,受着继父的白眼,过着和他一样平庸的生活,不,可能这都不会有,因为相比起孩子,生母更爱自己的弟弟,毕生的愿望是供弟弟读完大学,改变命运。为了改变命运,她付出了自己的一生,她不吝啬再付出一个孩子。” „Was mother adopted him, carried over Xu Family Town him, suffered great hardships the 24 year, gave his complete family/home, gave him the best education, him, when the biological son raised. He very small time, sleeping to feel mother's earlobe to sleep, he is sleepy time, mother will put down all matters to accompany him, knows that he falls asleep. 3 rd high school third year in the two years, the meals nutrition of fear school is insufficient, she makes the vegetable/dish every noon ahead of time, rides one hour of public transportation to deliver the vegetable/dish to the son.” “是母亲收养了他,把他带出许家镇,含辛茹苦二十四年,给他完整的家,给他最好的教育,把他当亲儿子养。他很小的时候,睡觉要摸着妈妈的耳垂睡觉,他困的时候,母亲就会放下所有的事陪着他,知道他睡着。初三高三这两年,害怕学校的伙食营养不够,她每天中午提前做好菜,坐一个小时的公交车给儿子送菜。” „Perhaps mother made the mistake in the past, she told blatant lies, deceives the husband entire 20 year, possibly is guilty, possibly is unwilling, possibly is seeks consoles at heart, no matter how she thinks initially, I only know without her , there would be no present me. Our father's personality you know, even if I have thousand reasons, should not such treat her. Therefore” Qin Ze lowers the head, said in a soft voice: „Sorry, I may not marry you.” “母亲当年或许做错了事,她撒了个弥天大谎,欺骗丈夫整整二十年,可能是愧疚,可能是不甘心,可能是寻求心里慰藉,不管她当初是怎么想的,我只知道没有她,就没有现在的我。咱爸的性格你知道纵使我有千般理由,也不该那样待她。所以”秦泽低着头,轻声道:“对不起,我可能不会娶你。” Qin Baobao closely is covering mouth. 秦宝宝紧紧捂着嘴。