When Qin Baobao elementary school knows that younger brother is not kisses/intimate, the elementary school fifth grade starts to like him, middle school second grade clear intention, and confirmed falls in love with him, liked passing through the junior middle school along with this, passed through the high school, arrives at the present. 秦宝宝小学时知道弟弟不是亲的,小学五年级开始喜欢他,中学二年级明白心意,并且确认爱上他,伴随着这份喜欢走过初中,走过高中,走到现在。 What from understanding is likes starting, to the present her is 26 years old, entire 13 year time, just as she said that that is her life. 从懂得什么叫喜欢开始,一直到现在她26岁,整整十三年的时间,正如她自己所说,那是她的一生。 Liked so many years, waited so many years, what waits is one „sorry”. 喜欢了这么多年,等了这么多年,等来的是一句“对不起”。 Qin Ze was the end for this taboo sentiment personally. 秦泽亲口为这段禁忌感情画上了句号。 Even if there is answer at heart early, but Qin Baobao is always having the expectation to younger brother, she did not have the means that could not find out the law of collapsing, because this was a dead end. 哪怕心里早有答案,可秦宝宝始终对弟弟抱着期望,她自己是没办法了,更想不出破局之法,因为这是个死局。 But she hopes that younger brother can be reckless, can be strong, mops up all hindrance like Great Sage Who is Equal to Heaven. 可她希望弟弟可以不顾一切,可以强势,像齐天大圣那样扫灭一切阻碍。 But she forgot, Great Sage Who is Equal to Heaven also instigated finally, compromise. 但她忘了,齐天大圣最后也怂了,妥协了。 Will not marry me, 不会娶我, Will not marry me! 不会娶我！ Perhaps Love has the color, certainly is the blood red, is she now color at heart. 如果爱有颜色,一定是血红色的,正是她现在心里的颜色。 In an instant, sad adverse current to become river! 刹那间,悲伤逆流成河！ „,......” “啊,啊……” Qin Baobao lets loose the mouth, weeps bitterly loudly, the teardrops are billowing, simply is the flood of bursting a dike. 秦宝宝放开嘴,放声痛哭,泪珠滚滚,简直是决堤的洪水。 At this time Qin Ze is pulling out cigarette from the pocket, first smokes a smoke to help get over a shock, then discussed with elder sister. 此时秦泽正从兜里掏出一根烟,先抽口烟压压惊,再和姐姐谈下去。 The small hand who frightens at the scene shakes, the smoke falls on the ground. 当场就吓的小手一抖,烟掉在地上。 „Do not cry......” “你别哭……” Voice side drop, out of the door corridor hears the small running sound, the room gate was shoved open, the old house of this set of 20 several years of history, the sound-insulated effect does not compare Emperor's View Grand Gardens that type of Fuhao Subdistrict. elder sister lets loose the throat such a to cry, the living room can hear. 话音方落,门外走廊传来小跑声,紧接着房间门被推开,这套二十几年历史的老房子,隔音效果不比帝景豪苑那种富豪小区。姐姐放开嗓子这么一哭,客厅都能听到。 Then, Qin Ze is very very small the small time, but can also hear the table sound of next door parents room indistinctly, but also has asked elder sister: That is what sound! 说起来,秦泽很小很小的时候,还隐隐约约能听见隔壁爸妈房间的摇床声,还问过姐姐:那是什么声音啊！ What takes the lead is Mother Qin, sees the daughter stands in the bedside, crying rendingly( tears not to wipe), immediately scared. 率先进来的是秦妈,见女儿站在床边,哭的撕心裂肺(眼泪都不抹),顿时吓坏了。 The treasure daughter from the urination is a beloved daughter, that was including fears to melt in the mouth, mother contained to pass to the father to contain, the father contained younger brother also to contain. 宝贝女儿自小便是掌上明珠,那是含在嘴里都怕化了,妈妈含完传给爸爸含,爸爸含完弟弟还要含。 The whole families are hard, long has hit greatly two, therefore the daughter is always happy small Duke lifts. 一家人紧巴巴着,长这么大就打过两回,所以女儿从来都是开开心心的小公举。 So to be how could rending? 何曾如此撕心裂肺？ What second coming is old gentleman, later several seconds, but responded that is bigger than Mother Qin, face instantaneous gloomy: „What's the matter.” 第二个进来的是老爷子,稍晚了几秒,但反应比秦妈大,一张老脸瞬间阴沉:“怎么回事。” No matter Qin Baobao, cries, tears huā lā la class/flow. 秦宝宝不管,就是哭,泪水哗啦啦的流。 The Qin Ze body is stiff, the elder sister mentality collapsed, his seeking livehood wants also, at this time cannot attend to comforting elder sister, does right after something else saying: „Parents, I are comforting elder sister, after all she...... was lovelorn. You leave alone, crying to be good, vented......” 秦泽身体僵硬,姐姐心态崩了,他的求生欲还在,此时顾不上安抚姐姐,接茬道:“爸妈,我在安慰姐姐呢,毕竟她……失恋了嘛。你们别管,哭出来就好了,发泄出来……” Qin Baobao cries while called: „He did not want me.” 秦宝宝边哭边叫:“他不要我了。” Mother Qin old gentleman: „Anyone, is.” 秦妈老爷子:“谁,到底是谁。” Just as they expected, the daughter was lovelorn, slow so many days, thought that has not thought that has suppressed at heart. 正如他们所料,女儿就是失恋了,缓了这么多天,原以为好了,没想到一直憋在心里。 „Which pimp lamb bullies your, A'Ze, you said.” “哪个王八羔子欺负你的,阿泽,你说。” A old gentleman face was ugly, wished one could to kill people that type. 老爷子一张脸难看极了,恨不得杀人那种。 Sought livehood to want in this flash bursting, Qin Ze loudly said: „Parents, you first go out, how also the whole family surrounded, asking the elder sister to feel sad...... turns head I to tell you. I am talking openly you to come in her, come to do.” 求生欲在这一瞬间爆棚了,秦泽大声道:“爸妈,你们先出去,咋还一家人围观起来了,叫姐情何以堪……回头我在跟你们说。我正和她谈心呢你们就进来,进来干嘛啊。” Looked at elder sister one, seeing her lip to move, frightened chrysanthemum one tight: „Elder sister, even if others do not love you, I still love you for a lifetime.” 瞄了姐姐一眼,看见她嘴唇动了动,吓的菊花一紧:“姐,就算别人不爱你,我也一辈子爱你。” Qin Baobao one hear, blurting out the words swallow back. 秦宝宝一听,把脱口而出的话咽了回去。 „Then said with you, then said with you.” Qin Ze pushes and shoves the entrance the parents, in the expression that in the parents frown tightly closes. “回头和你们说,回头和你们说。”秦泽将父母推搡到门口,在爸妈紧皱眉头的表情中关了门。 Is backing on the gate, after the ear is a small heart hundred meters sprint jumps crazily, the back seeped cold sweat, the chrysanthemum was separated to shut tightly the condition slowly. 背靠着门,耳边是小心脏百米冲刺后的狂跳,后背沁了一层冷汗,菊花缓缓脱离紧闭状态。 He makes the keeping silent movement toward elder sister, blinks fiercely. 他朝着姐姐做噤声动作,猛眨眼。 The Qin Baobao tearful eyes dance is looking at him , to continue to abandon something as beyond redemption: „Why you did not want me......” 秦宝宝泪眼婆娑的望着他,继续破罐子破摔:“你为什么不要我了……” Finishes barely the words, bellows: „Damn son of a bitch, then I make him pay the price, my Qin Ze has a 100 method to make him unable to treat in the entertainment world, do not want to turn over/to stand up for a lifetime.” 话音未落,一声大吼:“该死的狗东西,回头我就让他付出代价,我秦泽有一百种方法让他在娱乐圈待不下去,一辈子别想翻身。” Qin Baobao has a scare, the weeping sound stopped. 秦宝宝吓了一跳,哭声都止了。 „You......” “你……” „You could rest assured that I will not make him feel better, the elder sister you do not cry, asked you......” “你放心,我不会让他好过的,姐你别哭了,求你了……” Also is quick-witted vying to answer first. 又是一顿机智的抢答。 During the dialogues, Qin Ze has rushed to front of elder sister, dies to cover her mouth: „Parents are listening in the entrance, wants to perish together with me.” 对话之间,秦泽已经冲到姐姐面前,死捂住她的嘴:“爸妈在门口听着,想和我同归于尽么。” The Qin Baobao red eye is staring at him, the earnest nod, the sound conveys by his palm: „Waist rips abandons rips.” 秦宝宝通红的眼睛盯着他,认真点头,声音透过他的手掌传来:“腰撕一弃撕。” „......” Qin Ze: „My words have not said.” “……”秦泽:“我话没说完啊。” He hangs down to focus, said in a soft voice: „Elder sister, I will not marry you...... I not to want in the sweet talk to continue to coax you, even if you like listening again, was happy, actually has no security sense. Will say the man of sweet talk to the woman to bring joyfully, to could not give the woman security sense forever.” 他低垂着眼,轻声道:“姐,我不会娶你……我不想用甜言蜜语继续哄你,哪怕你再喜欢听,再高兴,其实还是没什么安全感。会说甜言蜜语的男人能给女人带来快乐,到永远给不了女人安全感。” „I could not marry you, was my whole life biggest regret, but I will be defending you for a lifetime, liked the wife loving you like the husband, I did not fear that with the entire world was the enemy, but I cannot with mother be an enemy.” “我娶不了你,是我这辈子最大的遗憾,但我会一辈子守着你,像丈夫爱着妻子那样爱着你,我不怕和全世界为敌,可我不能和妈为敌。” „Asked you, do not make.” “求求你,别闹好吗。” Qin Baobao deeply is looking at him, in a minute, catches up to shove open him, sits in the bedside, is sideways, sobbed in a low voice. 秦宝宝深深望着他,片刻,发力推开他,坐在床边,侧着身,低声哽咽。 This is weeps bitterly the later inertia, this little while already not like a moment ago completely discouraged, but has no way to stop the weeping sound immediately. 这是痛哭之后的惯性,这会儿已经不像刚才那样万念俱灰,但没法立刻止住哭声。 It is difficult to describe that mood at this moment, is greatly sad and great happiness is being complicated, not only feels joyful, and feels sad. 很难形容此刻的心情,大悲和大喜交缠着,既觉得喜悦,又觉得悲伤。 Many words want to ask, for example Wang Zijin, for example you and her matter I have not asked you to do accounts, after for example what to do, cannot arrive in ancient times wait/etc. alone. But was also clear that parents' welldoing, listens secretly in out of the door certainly, slightly calmed down Maggot Baobao not to have „to die a moment ago dies together” courage and decidedly, started to instigate. 好多话想问,比如王子衿呢,比如你和她的事我还没找你算账,比如以后怎么办,总不能单身到天荒地老等等。但也清楚自个爸妈的德行,铁定在门外偷听,稍稍冷静下来的蛆宝宝没了刚才“要死一起死”的勇气和决然,开始怂了。 Qin Ze walks, drags into elder sister the bosom gently, the latter symbol turned a body. 秦泽走过去,轻轻把姐姐拉入怀中,后者象征性扭了一下身子。 „Do not want, who cherishes, I did not cry...... I unable to find the man for this.” Supplement that she sobs. “不要就不要,谁稀罕呢,我才不是为了这个哭……我又不是找不到男人。”她抽抽噎噎的补充一句。 „Right, you said right, there are plenty more fish in the sea, did not lack his one......” to say loudly that put on a long face, said in a soft voice: „Elder sister, the parents is listening in the entrance, asked you let alone, we can also rescue, was insufficient dead together.” “对对对,你说的都对,天涯何处无芳草,又不缺他一个……”大声说完,顿了顿,哭丧着脸,轻声说:“姐啊,爸妈在门口听着呢,求您别说了,咱们还可以抢救一下,不至于一起死。” The Qin Baobao chest fluctuates, sobbing, not to have been speaking. 秦宝宝胸脯起伏,抽噎着,没在说话。 《Fairy Tale》 of Qin Ze snort/hum near her ear, the sound is very low, only then Qin Baobao can hear clearly. 秦泽在她耳边哼起《童话》,声音很低,只有秦宝宝能听清。 On this ten minutes, out of the door, put one's mouth close to another's ear probably one after another listened to half-day Mother Qin and old gentleman, cross-eyed of doubts, pressed said in a low voice: „Doesn't cry? Did not have the sound.” 就这样大概十分钟,门外,相继附耳听了半天的秦妈和老爷子,疑惑的对视一眼,压低声道:“不哭了？也没声音了。” „Was the A'Ze sound very light, what says to talk on endlessly?” “阿泽的声音很轻,叨叨叨说着什么？” „Does not listen clearly, but the daughter does not cry on the line, loved dearly me.” “听不清楚,但女儿不哭了就行,心疼死我了。” „This called anything, performed adds to stop up to me, yeah.” “这叫什么事儿,尽给我添堵,哎。” „Relax, A'Ze will teach that fellow ruthlessly, good my son is fierce, otherwise Baobao (darling) must be bullied dead.” “放心,阿泽会狠狠教训那家伙,还好我儿子厉害吧,不然宝宝要被人欺负死。” „When, but also self-satisfied this? Tomorrow you ask him what's the matter, then told me. Right, this matter makes him conceal the truth, otherwise I will attend class will die by the student bothersomely.” “都什么时候,还得意这个？明天你问问他怎么回事,回头告诉我。对了,这件事让他瞒好,不然我上课会被学生烦死。” The sound vanishes, the person walked. 声音消失,人走了。 Qin Ze and Qin Baobao simultaneously relaxes. 秦泽和秦宝宝齐齐松口气。 elder sister shoves open Qin Ze silently, is turning away from him: „Wang Zijin?” 姐姐默默推开秦泽,背对着他:“王子衿呢？” Qin Ze: „She went back.” 秦泽:“她回去了。” elder sister turns the head, coldly said: „Bid good-bye.” 姐姐转过头来,冷冷道:“分手了么。” Qin Ze is silent. 秦泽默然。 On a Qin Baobao foot pedal his waist, is putting on a serious face: „Get lost, I must sleep.” 秦宝宝一脚蹬他腰上,板着脸:“滚出去,我要睡觉了。” Qin Ze stood the moment in the bedside, sighed, opened the door softly. 秦泽在床边站了片刻,叹口气,轻手轻脚开门出去。 Qin Baobao lies on the bed, without sleepiness, thinks about the future matter, concealing the truth will be easy for a while, conceals the truth difficultly, must have a child for a lifetime in the future. 秦宝宝躺在床上,没有困意,想了很多关于未来的事,瞒一时容易,瞒一辈子难,将来总要生孩子吧。 Otherwise lives one? Then deceived the parents saying that bumped into scumbag, threw down the orphan widowed mother. In the television develops, in the reality the example are also many. 要不然就生一个？然后骗爸妈说碰到渣男了,丢下孤儿寡母。电视里都这么演,现实里例子也很多。 Most makes the parents worry about the period of time. 最多让父母操心一阵子。 But A'Ze? He is impossible not to find a wife for a lifetime, looks at the incense and candle cannot explode old gentleman that the day is heavier than same place? 但阿泽呢？他不可能一辈子不娶妻,把香火看得比天重的老爷子还不得原地爆炸？ Moreover elder sister younger brother does not get married not to find a wife, but also lives goes together, the fools must look to have problems oh. 而且姐姐弟弟都不嫁人不娶妻,还住一起去,傻子都得看出问题哦。 Otherwise cheap Wang Zijin? 要不然便宜王子衿？ Bah, not thinks about it. 呸,想都别想。 The words that does not find a wife, which day I and A'Ze exposed, both of us completely finished. 不娶妻的话,哪天我和阿泽暴露了,我俩就彻底结束了吧。 Thinks of here, a chill in the air from the heart covers her. 想到这里,一股发自内心的寒意将她笼罩。 Qin Baobao hit to tremble slowly. 秦宝宝缓缓打了个寒颤。 She crosses fortunately in Capital City, dies the stubborn person, definitely wipes tears daily, thin. 她在京城过得还好么,死犟的人,肯定天天抹眼泪,瘦了一圈了吧。 Our friendship were ends. 我俩的交情算是完了。 This evening, Qin Baobao has not rested all night. 这一晚,秦宝宝整宿没睡。 ...... …… 10 : 00 pm, white Audi stops in Yu Taida the Xiamen mouth, the man who two wear black suit from the vehicle, their passing over gently and swiftly ordinary elevator, to leaned directly, here has a VIP elevator. 晚上 10 点,白色的奥迪停在裕太大厦门口,两个身穿黑色西装的男人从车上下来,他们径直掠过普通电梯,到了里侧,这儿有一架vip电梯。 The elevator door opens, the black clothes waiter stands in the elevator respectfully, smiles toward two people: „Please show the membership card.” 电梯门打开,黑衣侍者恭敬的站在电梯里,朝两人微笑:“请出示会员卡。” Combs the man of head of tender to pull out own membership card, the waiter brushes on the elevator sensor, smiles to hand over, the elevator leads them to go upstairs. 梳着油头的男人掏出自己的会员卡,侍者在电梯感应器上一刷,微笑着递回,电梯带着他们上楼。 This elevator can only lead on the person 19, other floors according to are not bright, the guests comes to here to pull out the membership card, after the waiter confirmation, will lead them to go upstairs. 这部电梯只能带人上19层,其他的楼层是按不亮的,客人们来这里掏出会员卡,侍者确认之后,就会带他们上楼。 „Old Xu, here recharges 300,000 is the primary member, the 500,000 intermediate member, the 1 million advanced member. The member benefits are many, like that Dutch officer and service person young girl, a intermediate membership card they becomes you to select, does not ask for money. But these are the insignificant small benefits, the genuine top gambling table, the advanced member can come up to play.” Combs the middle-aged man of head of tender to say. “老许,这儿充值三十万是初级会员,五十万中级会员,一百万高级会员。会员福利很多,像那个荷官、服务员小妞,一张中级会员卡她们就任你挑,不要钱的。但这些都是微不足道的小福利,真正的顶级赌桌,高级会员才能上去玩。”梳着油头的中年男人道。 This fellow is surnamed Chen, is small boss that carries out the property development, carves up the negligible perquisite that the big developer mouth is leaking with one group of peers, industry that naturally, real estate opening hangs, even if leaks off to lubricate the planetesimal, still suffices the average person to step onto the life peak easily. 这家伙姓陈,是个搞房地产开发的小老板,和一群同行瓜分着大开发商嘴里漏出来的微末油水,当然,房地产这种开挂的行业,即便漏出点油星子,也够普通人轻而易举走上人生巅峰。 Xu Guang „un”, on the mouth said: „Later said that if my nephew I manage this membership card, should be angry. Boss Chen, must trouble you to lead me next time to come up.” 许光“嗯”了一声,嘴上说:“以后再说吧,我外甥要是自己我办这种会员卡,就该生气了。陈老板,下次还得麻烦你带我上来。” Speaking of „my nephew” three characters, Xu Guang throws out the chest to raise the head, conceited over the face. 说到“我外甥”三个字,许光不由的挺胸抬头,牛气满面。 „Does not have the issue, is within call.” Boss Chen is patting the chest, the smiling face both sincere and modest. “没问题,随叫随到。”陈老板拍着胸膛,笑容既诚恳又谦虚。 Shortly after Xu Guang and he knows, is the friend introduces. Two people are the gambling friends. 许光和他认识不久,也是朋友介绍的。两人算是赌友。 Xu Guang drifted outside for many years, Shanghai already Shanghai that the casino did not proliferate initially. 许光漂泊在外多年,沪市早就不是当初赌场遍布的沪市。 Photoshop: Germany lost unexpectedly! False. Trash, waste, right the former champion, the life is black henceforth. ps:德国竟然输了！假的吧。垃圾,废物,对的起上届冠军么,从此一生黑。 Bah, but also my payment for published piece! 呸,还我稿费！