Evening's time, outside rain gets down is getting bigger and bigger, the wind also blows is getting bigger and bigger, he suddenly thinks that forgot asked the place that the clothes that the wife brings enough, live is what kind , does money have, he for own carelessness and nuisance. 晚上的时候,外面的雨下的越来越大,风也刮的越来越大,他突然想起来忘记问媳妇带的衣服够不够,住的地方怎么样,身上的钱还有没有,他为自己的粗心大意而懊恼。 He comes in the morning together, braves the heavy rain to drive to meet Mabel Cheung, he thinks in the family/home to live comfortably, must Mabel Cheung meeting, own wife lives outside not to be after all good. 他早上一起来,就冒着大雨开车去接张婉婷,他认为还是家里住着舒服,还是要把张婉婷给接回来,自己的媳妇住到外面总归还是不好。 He went to the place, sits in the car(riage), opens the glass, from morning, when has not seen the person's shadow in the afternoon, he a little worried. He went to look for a telephone booth in spite of the rain, called old Zhao, „did you help me have a look at the line not?” 他到了地方,坐在车里,打开车窗,从早上等到下午都没有见到人影,他有点着急了。他冒雨出去找了个电话亭,打电话给老赵,“你帮我去看看行不？” Zhao Yongqi hesitant, cannot resist the request of Li He, „line, I telephone.” 赵永奇犹豫了一下,还是抵不住李和的请求,“行,我打个电话吧。” Mabel Cheung opens an umbrella, he hurried to open the vehicle door not to attend to the torrential rain welcoming, bright saying with a smile, „I in this.” 张婉婷打着伞出来了,他慌忙拉开车门不顾滂沱大雨迎了出去,灿烂的笑道,“我在这呢。” She is angry no wonder that „ you have not taken a rain cape. „ 她嗔怪道,“你也没有拿个雨披。“ His happy say/way, „who I am, you are not the person do not know, body time is good, you do not remember, before during the stay in Wangershan, I the same cold water took a bath in the winter.” 他高兴的道,“我是什么人,你又不是人不知道,身体倍棒着呢,你记得不,以前在望儿山的时候,我冬天一样凉水洗澡呢。” She covers him under the fan, asked that „I listened to Zhao Yongqi saying that you waited for day in this, you will come to say next time ahead of time, I was very usually busy.” 她把他罩在扇下,问道,“我听赵永奇说你在这等了一天了,你下次来提前说一声啊,我平常很忙的。” „Sorry, sorry, I do not know, I do not have your number.” He thought that oneself is the pig brain, forgets to ask the address, forgets to ask the number, but also forgot to care about her life. “对不起,对不起,我不知道,我没你号码。”他觉得自己就是个猪脑子,忘记问住址,忘记问号码,还忘记关心了她的生活。 „You are this appearance, anything is the self- center, can under the worry others' feeling, I go to work, this comes out to look suddenly, how others think.” “你还是这个样子,什么都是自我中心,能不能顾虑下别人的感受,我正上班呢,这样突然出来找,人家会怎么想。” His hurrying answered, „I was think to forget yesterday asked where you lived, also feared that on you did not have money, delivered a money to you, came back is the expenses.” 他慌忙解释道,“我就是想昨天忘记问你住哪里,也怕你身上没钱,给你送点钱,回来都是开销。” Mabel Cheung closes the eye, deeply inspires saying that „I do not know how should say to you.” 张婉婷闭上眼睛,深吸一口气道,“我不知道该怎么对你说。” „Outside rain is big, enters in car(riage).” The silk frivolous short skirt in his flutters at present leisurely, he also sees her bright double pupil, but the corners of the mouth did not have smiling, that once let smiling that he commends to ripple. “外面雨大,进车里吧。”丝质轻薄短裙在他的眼前慢悠悠地飘动,他还看见她明亮的双眸,只是嘴角没有了笑,那曾让他旌荡漾的笑。 She shook the head, „several days later, I look for you.” 她摇了摇头,“过几天,我去找你。” He has complied happily well, then every day sits on the threshold, toward left or has a look toward right, he does not know that which direction she is going from come suddenly. 他高兴的应了好,然后每天都坐在门槛上,向左或者向右看看,他也不知道她将要从哪个方向突然过来。 He waited for one week not to wait, he wants to look for her, but feared her to be sick, she was very busy. 他等了一个星期没有等到,他还是想去找她,可是怕她厌烦,她很忙呢。 He has moved to the front street, sits on the crossroad stair, looks on the street in a hurry the passing crowd, he is thinking she has forgotten the road by some chance, just can then she. The rain gets down is very big, he has not moved the position. 他就把战线搬到了马路上,坐在路口的台阶上,看着马路上匆匆过往的人群,他想着万一她忘记了路呢,刚好可以接着她。雨下的很大,他也没挪位置。 Qin had the meter/rice to clutch Serena's ear to ask, „Li was Laoer the mental illness manifests suddenly?” 秦有米揪着小威的耳朵问道,“李老二是不是神经病发作了？” „My brother looks at the scenery.” Serena also knows truth that cannot be subdued by force. “我哥看风景呢。”小威也知道威武不能屈的道理。 Qin had the meter/rice to open an umbrella to squat nearby Li He to ask, „isn't your which nerve right? My mental hospital has the acquaintance, gives you to introduce one?” 秦有米打着伞蹲李和跟前问道,“你哪根神经不对了？我精神病院有熟人,给你介绍一个？” Li He has not responded her, his only whole body thinks icy cold, is binding the body like a thing of porodine, he carries the backless stool to turn around to go home. 李和没搭理她,他只浑身觉得冰凉,象一层胶状的东西裹着身子,他拎起板凳转身就回了家。 Inserted the gate. 啪嗒一声插上了门。 Qin Youmi said, „ended, ended, mental illness.” 秦有米说,“完了,完了,神经病了。” He cannot remember food when has, he is only trapped/sleepy, went to bed to sleep directly. 他记不得什么时候吃的饭了,他只是困而已,直接上床睡觉了。 He gets out of bed in the morning, rubs the head not to know how long has rested, probably rested for several years to be the same. He is hesitating getting out of bed, actually could not find the slipper, he goes to bed generally the slipper places under the bed. He in diligently where wants to put the slipper, the brain that but thinks is a little sore, he decided that does not think, barefoot has gotten down. 他早上起床,揉揉脑袋不知道睡了多长时间,好像睡了好几年一样。他犹豫着下了床,却找不到拖鞋了,他一般上床的时候拖鞋都是放在床底下的。他还是在努力的想把拖鞋放哪里了,可是想的脑子有点疼,他决定不想了,就光着脚下了地。 Opens the door, outside rain, dang is getting down, appearance that probably can never stop. Raindrop not take pity on hitting on locust tree leaf, a sound. 打开门,外面的雨,还是咣当咣当的下着,好像永远不会停的样子。雨滴毫不怜惜的打在槐树叶子上,噼里啪啦的一阵响。 He was finally hungry, in the pot heated a water, the water has boiled, discovered that in the family/home did not have the noodles, had no way to burn. 他终于饿了,锅里烧了点水,水烧开了,发现家里没有面条了,没法烧了。 Wears the clothes and shoes went out, Serena sees him to come out, the happy say/way, „elder brother, your two days did not have.” 穿好衣服和鞋子出了门,小威看到他出来,高兴的道,“哥,你两天没出来了。” „.” “哦。” He in the noodle restaurant of lane entrance, has selected a pig headdress, has eaten one bowl of another bowls heartily, one after another three large bowls. 他在巷口的一个面馆,点了一个猪头面,酣畅的吃了一碗又一碗,接连三大碗。 Zhao Yongqi came. 赵永奇又来了。 Li He greeted with him with a smile, „came lately, otherwise gave you resentment one bowl of pig headdresses, delicious.” 李和笑着跟他招呼道,“来迟了,不然给你怼一碗猪头面,好吃的很。” Zhao Yongqi silent long time, finally said, „she looked for me.” 赵永奇沉默了半晌,最后才道,“她来找我了。” „Who?” “谁？” „Mabel Cheung.” “张婉婷。” Li He not comfortable saying with a smile, „she asks you to do.” 李和不自在的笑道,“她找你干什么。” „Actually I should not tell you her to return to homeland.” “其实我不应该告诉你她回国的。” „Any words that the Li He not happy say/way, old Zhao, your this spoke.” 李和不高兴的道,“老赵,你这说的什么话呢。” „She does not want to make you know that she comes back.” Zhao Yongqi was saying was saying voice unconscious big, „she came back for a half year, a half year couldn't you understand?” “她本来不想让你知道她回来的。”赵永奇说着说着嗓门不自觉的大了起来,“她已经回来半年了,半年了你懂不懂？” „She is quite usually busy, this I know. You continued.” “她平常比较忙,这个我知道的。你继续说啊。” „You asked her, I did not make this megaphone.” “你自己问她吧,我还是不做这传声筒了。” Zhao Yongqi starts to speak but hesitates, shakes the head, anything could not say, stood to turn around to walk. 赵永奇欲言又止,摇摇头,什么也说不出来了,站起来转身就走了。 Li He shouts to old Zhao's back, „yeah, old Zhao, your mental illness!” 李和冲着老赵的背影喊道,“哎,老赵,你神经病啊！” „What being sick is you! Is you! Do you know!” Finally Zhao Yongqi turns head unable to bear has ripped this throat. “有病的是你！是你自己！你知道不知道！”赵永奇终于回头忍不住的撕了这一嗓子。 His first even/including threshold at home in all weather superior several days, she saw her finally. This afternoon, left Sun finally, burning Sun, she from an automobile, has worn the black skirt, has arrived under the eaves of Li He. 他一连风雨无阻的在家里的门槛上等了好几天,她终于看到她了。这个午后,终于出了太阳,火辣辣的太阳,她从一辆汽车上走了下来,穿着黑色的裙子,走到了李和家的屋檐下。 He jumps from the ground, „you come, come.” 他从地上蹦起来,“你进来,进来。” Her light say/way, „sorry, I should tell you earlier.” 她淡淡的道,“对不起,我应该早点告诉你。” „What?” “什么？” „Crossed the stage I to walk.” “过阶段我就要走了。” He one startled, „where goes to?” 他心里一惊,“去哪里？” „Britain.” “英国。” He pushed the point to smile, „do not make to be good.” 他挤了点笑,“你别闹行不行。” They like cracking a joke in the same place. 他们在一起的时候就喜欢开玩笑。 „But you must know, this is the public service, the embassy science and technology counselor.” She looks that he continues saying that „Er He, I do not know how really should tell you, I come back I do not want to make you know that , I do not want to break your peace, does not want to mix in your world, do you know?” “可是你要知道,这是公职,使馆科技参赞。”她看着他继续道,“二和,我真的不知道该怎么跟你说,我回来的时候我真的不想让你知道的,我不想打破你的安宁,不想掺合到你的世界里,你知道吗？” „I can not delay you to work, I go Britain with you together, I can also go to Britain.” He knows that the child has a fit of temper always needs to coax. “我可以不耽误你工作,我跟你一起去英国,真的,我也可以去英国的。”他知道小孩子发脾气总需要哄得。 Mabel Cheung has cried, „Er He, is not this, you do not understand. Some words we said finished unable to achieve, that was we are young. Some matters we did had not said that was gradually mature. I do not want to say that, Er He, we such peaceful is not good.” 张婉婷哭了,“二和,不是这样的,你不懂嘛。有些话我们说了却做不到,那是我们还年轻。有些事我们做了也没有说,那是渐渐成熟了。我不想说的,二和,我们就这样安安静静的不好嘛。” „What you said that didn't you love me?” Finally he knocks ‚love’ character said that he little said this character, he always thought a little artificial. “你说什么呢,你不爱我了嘛？”他终于磕磕碰碰的把那个‘爱’字说出了口,他很少开口说这个字,他总觉得有点矫情。 „I once also think that is the love. The recollection from you knew that my moment, at that time I was a pitiful creature, the pitiful small ant, you pitied, you took care of me, right, I thought that now that was pities. You did not acknowledge! Li Er He!” “我曾经也以为那是爱。回想从你认识我的第一刻起,那时候我是个可怜虫,可怜的小蚂蚁,你怜悯,你照顾我,对,我现在觉得那是怜悯。你不承认嘛！李二和！” „I” his brain buzz, was completely chaotic, all was chaotic. “我”他的脑子嗡的一声,全部乱了,全都乱了。 Under the projection of sunlight, she displays a gracefulness, her hair hangs slightly, is very long, the both legs overlapping, supple sound said, „we have grown up slightly, was not the child. Er He, I hope you really well.” 在阳光的投射下,她表现出一种优雅,她头发微微垂下来,很长,双腿微微交叉,柔声道,“我们长大了,不是孩子了。二和,真的,我希望你好好的。” To him, she has the respect, actually not loves. 对他,她有敬,却无爱。 „Do not make well.” The say/way that he shivers, „you know that I make the money of a lifetime not being able to all spend for you, cannot all spend really for a lifetime.” “不要闹了好嘛。”他颤抖的道,“你知道我为你挣了一辈子都花不完的钱,真的一辈子都花不完的,真的。” „Sorry, Er He.” Her turns around fiercely, dashes. “对不起,二和。”她猛地一个转身,飞奔出去。 „Wife!” “老婆！” He has gawked a meeting, pursues hastily, finally can only see the sedan car to speed away to go, actually spelled to go all-out to shout this throat. He looks at the distant place dull, sunlight is dazzling, can shear the person. 他愣了一会,连忙跟着追上去,结果只能看见小轿车疾驰而去,却拼尽全力喊了这一嗓子。他呆呆地看着远处,阳光刺眼,也能割到人。 On the table is paper-insulated that Mabel Cheung leaves behind, opened looked, one stack of thick United States bank notes, his happy place came flowers showered on the earth below by a goddess of the sky, all matters that he cared about, all matters that he tried hard, will prepare for the future, but will not exist in the future. 桌子上是张婉婷留下的一个纸包,打开看了,一沓厚厚的美钞,他高高兴兴地的来了个天女散花,他所关心的所有事情,他所努力的所有事情,都是为将来所准备的,可是将来已经不存在了。 dt >\; span dt>\;span lass = ” read-author-name ” >\; fussing over trifles flower flower-trimmed bonnet said lass=”read-author-name”>\;争斤论两花花帽说 ps: Today only then these many, did not have anything that many people said to hang the appetite. These section hat write is very difficult. In difficulty compared with imagination. ps:今天只有这么多了,不存在很多人说的什么吊着胃口。这几章老帽自己写的很艰难。比想象中的艰难多了。