Li He this sleep/felt awakes is around 5 : 00, he lies on the bed, the eye is opening the eyes, dull is looking at the ceiling, near the ear, only then alarm clock dá dá sound. Looked reluctantly some little time turns sets out. Sits on the sides of the bed is in a daze. 李和这一觉睡醒的时候已经是五点多钟了,他躺在床上,眼睛是睁着的,呆呆的望着天花板,耳边只有闹钟的哒哒声。望了好一会儿才懒懒的翻起身。愣愣地坐在床沿上发傻。 This was in a daze for several minutes, he wore the shoes to leave the room, Sun had already gotten down, the Capital City of the end of October had a cool feeling, the breeze has blown, the trees moved slightly, resemble one type to sigh with sadness, gently passed through in around the house. 这样足足的发傻了好几分钟,他才穿上鞋出了屋子,太阳早就已经下去了,十月底的京城已经有了一丝凉意,小风吹过,树木微动,似一种悲叹,轻轻的在房前屋后之间穿过。 He traces the sleeves, he only has worn a shirt, returned to the room to pull open several cabinets, had not found the appropriate fall clothing to put on, helpless can only wrap/sets one to bring hair Ling the jacket. 他摸了摸衣袖,他还是只穿了一件衬衫呢,回屋拉开了好几个柜子,都没找到合适的秋衣穿,无奈只能套了一件带毛领的夹克。 On the table in main room is putting the cover, he turns on the cover looked, inside has the vegetable/dish and rice of completion. 堂屋里的桌子上放着罩子,他把罩子打开看,里面有做好的菜和米饭。 He transferred, it seems like often/common static walked, the chicken duck is no longer noisy, the front door in courtyard shuts tightly. He soaks in the boiling water the rice, has eaten a point carelessly. 他转了一圈,看来常静已经走了,鸡鸭不再吵闹,院子里的大门紧闭。他把开水泡进米饭里,胡乱的吃了一点。 Now sleeps he is definitely again cannot fall asleep, locks the front door to start in the lane entrance to take a stroll. 现在睡觉他是肯定再也睡不着的了,锁上大门开始在巷口里溜达。 „Xiao Li, came back.” “小李,回来了啊。” Unceasing has the neighbor of lane entrance and he greets. 不断的有巷口的邻居和他打招呼。 Old Man open/stretch said, „your this winterred ahead of time.” 张老头道,“你这提前过冬了啊。” Li He said, „had not found the appropriate clothes, puts on casually.” 李和道,“没找到合适的衣服,随便穿的。” Old Man open/stretch continues to ask anything again, he pretends not to hear, to continue to face forward, stopped on a bridge, the river water appeared blurred, the chimney actually stood tall and erect to cloud gap/between, entirely white brought cold and still desolate cable/search all. 张老头再继续问什么,他就装作没听见,继续朝前走,在一座桥上停下来了,河水显得微茫,烟囱却高耸到云间,傻白傻白的把一切都带得冷寂萧索。 „Yeah, what sends to stare? This water is shallow, floods non- deceased person, suggested that goes to Miyun Reservoir to try.” “哎,发什么愣呢？这水浅,淹不死人,建议去密云水库试试。” „, Is you.” “哦,是你啊。” When Qin had the meter/rice to hold arm to stand nearby him he does not know. 什么时候秦有米抱着胳膊站在他跟前他都不知道。 „South heard you to go to play, how to have taken me?” Qin had meter/rice very not happy asking. “听说你去南方玩了,怎么没带上我？”秦有米很不高兴的问道。 „, Forgot.” The thoughts that Li He rolls the eyes continually do not have, but spoke thoughtlessly to deal with, he had the meter/rice not to be ripe with Qin. “哦,忘记了。”李和连翻白眼的心思都没有,只是随口应付,他跟秦有米本来就不熟。 This woman has as if forgotten, two people quarrelled shortly. 这个女人似乎忘记了,两个人吵架才没多长时间呢。 „That must lead me next time, they said that south is the new world, I must go to the new world to have a look.” “那下次一定要带我,他们说南方是新的世界,我一定要去新的世界去看看。” Li He on bypass, „line.” 李和应付道,“行。” „That deceives my person is the puppy!” “那骗我的人是小狗!” „.” Li He turns around to walk, the matter of taking an oath he does not dare. “哦。”李和转身要走,赌咒发誓的事情他可不敢。 „Yeah, you are really the puppy.” Qin had the meter/rice to hold on him. “哎,你真是小狗呢。”秦有米一把拉住他。 „, The darkness, went home.” Qin had the meter/rice sudden manner to be so good, Li He could not find to choking reason. “咳咳,天黑了,回家了。”秦有米突然态度这么好,李和找不到对呛的理由。 Qin had the meter/rice to fling the arm of Li He, „you were really insipid.” 秦有米一甩李和的胳膊,“你这人真没劲。” „Previous time listened to your grandfather saying that you were promoted?” “上次听你爷爷说,你升职了？” „That naturally, I now am the wild subject director. You?” “那当然,我现在是副科主任。你呢？” Li He said, „I am a broken teacher, you have not had prospects.” 李和道,“我就是个破老师,没你有出息。” Qin had the meter/rice sincere racket the shoulder of Li He, „you must try hard, worked hard, strives to progress, my grandfather said that you were very lazy, this manner was not good!” 秦有米语重心长的拍拍李和的肩膀,“你要努力了,努力工作,争取进步,我爷爷说你很懒,这种态度可不行！” „Thank you.” Finally two character Li He lengthened the tone intentionally, was given to reprove by a silly girl, on his face cannot hang, „you have a bright future, so long as becomes the deputy director section member, illuminates you like this to do now, in two years a stair does not have the issue. You nearly are 26 years old, 28 -year-old have become the director section member this year, 30 -year-old become the deputy office chief, 32 -year-old become the department head, 34 -year-old become the deputy director, 36 -year-old become the chief, 38 -year-old become the vice-minister, 40 years old can become the ministry-level cadre. This whole life you can become the minister, my this grade of common people can only look up.” “谢谢你了。”最后两个字李和故意拖长了语气,被一个黄毛丫头给训斥,他的脸上怎么也挂不住,“你前途远大啊,只要当上副主任科员,照你现在这样干下去,两年上一个台阶没问题。你今年快26岁了,28岁当上主任科员,30岁当上副处长,32岁当上处长,34岁当上副局长,36岁当上局长,38岁当上副部长,40岁就可以当上正部级干部了。这辈子你能当上部长,我这等草民只能仰望了。” The silly girls after all are the silly girls, she does not know that their university student deputy director section member should result, in the governmental agency work, everybody has the share. Strives not to need, cannot raise anything to make an exception to promote. 黄毛丫头总归是黄毛丫头,她难道不知道她们那一届的大学生副主任科员是应该得的,在政府机关工作,人人有份。连争取都不需要,更提不上什么破格提拔。 Qin had biological father and Old Man Qin must know that this inside say/way, had not told Qin Youmi, it seems like does not want to attack the self-confidence of this girl. 秦有米的亲爹和秦老头不可能不知道这里面的道道,却没有跟秦有米说,看来还是不想打击这丫头的自信心。 Before Qin had the meter/rice heard, on the half words face is smiles, thought Li He to be a promising young man, may after hearing the words of half, have clenched jaws, „you” 秦有米听到前半截话脸上是笑眯眯的,觉得李和孺子可教,可直到听到后半截的话,已经咬牙切齿,“你” Li He said that „I said isn't right?” 李和道,“我说的不对吗？” „Right, is very right, you plant!” Qin had turning around of meter air/Qi to walk. “对,很对,你有种！”秦有米气的转身就走。 Li He had a look at the weather also to turn around to go home to sleep. 李和看看天色也转身回家睡觉了。 Next day drove his van to go to the school. 第二天开着他的那辆面包车去了学校。 Enters the office, Chen Yun bluffed, „you did, for a long time did?” 一进办公室,陈芸就诈唬道,“你作死呀,这么长时间干嘛了？” Li He has dispersed the smoke to two of office first, then said with a smile, „went to the outside a little matter.” 李和给办公室的两个先是散了烟,接着笑道,“去外地有点事。” Teacher vermilion said, „hurries Professor Wu there, he arranged the person to look for your several times, was coming to see you to have.” 朱老师道,“赶紧去吴教授那里一下,他都安排人来找过你好几次了,就是来看看你有没有回来。” „Whose is my recent class generation?” “那我最近的课是谁代的？” Chen Yun can dao, who „besides me also? Then, compensates.” 陈芸道,“除了我还能有谁？说吧,怎么补偿。” „Has thanked, in the evening asked you to have the feast, the inn elects casually.” “谢谢了,晚上请你们吃大餐,馆子随便选。” Li He no longer exchanged greetings, hurried went to the office of Professor Wu. 李和不再多寒暄,匆匆忙忙的去了吴教授的办公室。 He knocks on a door, Professor Wu is writing a manuscript in low spirits, has not lifted, but asked at will, „came back?” 他敲门进去,吴教授正在闷头写稿,头也没抬,只是随意问道,“回来了？” „Came back, Professor Wu, excuse me, making you worry.” The Li He manner is very proper. “回来了,吴教授,不好意思,让你操心了。”李和的态度很到位。 „Writes a review, tomorrow the educational administration group will meet, keeps at the meeting to read.” “写一份检讨,明天教务组开会,留着会上读。” „!” The Li He hurried say/way, „Professor Wu this does not need.” “啊！”李和急忙道,“吴教授这不必了吧。” Professor Wu in the pen raised the head to ask, „has the issue?” 吴教授驻笔抬起头问道,“有问题？” „Does not have the issue.” Li He was not good to say again, Professor Wu usually such took care of him, must go against doing, did not have the big meaning. “没问题。”李和不好再多说,吴教授平常这么照顾他,要是非要顶着干,就没多大意思了。 Began school to the present is Chen Yun dai class, Li He in the afternoon starts attended class, big one returns alive newly to him is quite strange, thinks that has changed the teacher of attending class. 原本开学到现在都是陈芸代的课,李和下午开始上课的时候,大一的新生还对他极为陌生,以为换了上课的老师。 Li He roll-call period had discovered many big take, the joy of but not having start, starts to become accustomed. 李和点名的期间又发现了不少的大拿,不过已经没有了开始的欣喜,开始习以为常。 He went to the dormitory to look for Mu Yan, „written self-criticism came one.” 他去宿舍楼找了穆岩,“检讨书来一份。” „, You worked as the wholesale department my this.” “得,你把我这当批发部了啊。” Li He says with a smile, „I have experience, will not write, helping me write has resulted.” 李和笑着道,“我不是没有经验吗,不会写,帮我写了得了。” Mu Yan hehe said with a smile, „did I have the experience? I have not lacked the class, has not asked for leave.” 穆岩呵呵笑道,“难道我就有经验了？我可从来没缺过课,也没请过假。” „Do not feel embarrassed me, I may not write, tomorrow morning I take.” Li He does not give the opportunity that Mu Yan refuted, left the dormitory immediately. Yang Ling must keep eating meal warmly, he also can only reject with a smile. “别为难我了,我可真不会写,明早我过来拿。”李和不给穆岩反驳的机会,立马就出了宿舍。杨玲要热情的留着吃饭,他也只能笑着拒绝了。 Next morning time, Mu Yan went to his office, threw an envelope to him, turned around to walk. 第二天一早的时候,穆岩就去了他的办公室,丢了个信封给他,转身就走了。 Li He has disassembled happily, is really a understanding is profound, summarizes the proper written self-criticism. 李和高高兴兴地拆开了,果然是一份认识深刻,总结到位的检讨书。 He when will pitch up to raise the abort read aloud loudly, Professor Wu on own initiative did not wrinkle several times brows. Stage next 20 people, at this time, if did not clap the palm of the hand tactfully, definitely was harbors evil intentions, clearly wants to ridicule anyone. 他在会上仰扬顿挫大声朗读的时候,吴教授不自觉的皱了好几次的眉头。台下20来人,这个时候谁要是不知趣拍起了巴掌,肯定是不怀好意的,分明是想嘲弄谁。 Breaking up time, Professor Wu kept him alone, „do not look at oneself too high, your value is not you recognized that but is others recognizes. You looked at yourself high, others will despise you \; You have despised yourself, others will look to be high you. The intellectual suffers a loss bad luck, looks at oneself too high, but also cannot persist in the haughty manner.” 散会的时候,吴教授把他单独留了下来,“别把自己看太高,你的价值不是你自己认定的,而是别人认定的。你把自己看高了,别人就会看低你\;你把自己看低了,别人才会看高你。知识分子吃亏倒霉,就是把自己看得太高,还放不下架子。” Li He has not ravelled this words meaning, asked that „I reviewed what issue had?” 李和没弄明白这个话的意思,就问道,“我检讨的有什么问题吗？” „I did not tell you, remembers my words, is overcautious in dealing with people, definitely will not suffer a loss.” Professor Wu stood up to take up the document also to leave the conference room. “我不跟你多说了,记住我的话,夹着尾巴做人,肯定不会吃亏的。”吴教授站起身拿起文件也出了会议室。 A Li He unluckiness, he has not known and touched any mildew head of Professor Wu, is simply bewildered! 李和一阵晦气,他不知道又触了吴教授的什么霉头,简直莫名其妙！ In the office three person teachers are laughing, Chen Yun sees Li He to come, with a smile asked that „today lost face!” 办公室里三个人老师正在哈哈大笑,陈芸见李和进来,才笑着问道,“今天丢人了吧！” „Read a written self-criticism as for?” Li He also is this annoying. “读个检讨书至于吗？”李和还在为这个懊恼呢。 Teacher vermilion said, „written self-criticism definitely is not you writes.” 朱老师道,“检讨书肯定不是你自己写的。” „How is not I to write?” “怎么就不是我自己写的了？” Chen Yun dao, whom „deceives, doesn't your what level everybody know? If you write, at most is the template article, the polite talk is stereotyped. That that but you at the meeting read, should not be good, the gathering of beautifully dressed people, you could not write.” 陈芸道,“糊弄谁呢,你什么水平大家不知道？要是你自己写的,顶多就是个模板文,套话千篇一律。可是你在会上读的那篇,不要太好哦,花团锦簇的,你是写不出来的。” Li He said that „writes good also to have the mistake?” 李和道,“写的好也有错？” Chen Yun dao, „writes good right, finds the person to write also right, wrong wrong in the presence of everyone read in you, moreover read was so loud, didn't this deceive Dean Wu in the presence of everyone? If the following some people follow the example like this deceive, after Dean Wu, how to do the work.” 陈芸道,“写的好没错,找人代写也没错,错就错在你当众读了,而且还读的那么大声,这不是当众糊弄吴院长吗？万一后面有人有样学样都这样糊弄,吴院长以后还怎么开展工作。” Teacher vermilion also said, „ideological work does not have the minor matter.” 朱老师也道,“思想工作无小事。” „Yeah, I acknowledge that the punishment is deserved.” Li He had realized finally own frivolous, his annoying very much, does not know should say oneself young have made widely known, should say that the heart old forgetting was big, the straight meeting atmosphere, can record seriously, a such conference general knowledge is unable to achieve! “哎,我认栽。”李和终于意识到了自己的轻浮,他懊恼的很,不知道是该说自己年轻了张扬了,还是应该说心老了忘性大了,端正会风、严肃会纪,这样的一个会议常识都无法做到！ The conference must have the serious earnest manner, this is human in the cognition standard in the process of development forming, because this can display you to attach importance to this conference! 会议都要有严肃认真的态度,这是人类在发展的过程中形成的一个认知标准,因为这样才能表现出来你重视这次会议! Although some conferences are the formalism, perhaps mostly the person know, understood, but nobody said that everyone must speak the polite talk empty talk at the meeting, emphasizing the meeting atmosphere can record this is the mutual recognition of all people. 虽然有些会议是形式主义,也许大多人都知道,都了解,但是没人说出来,每个人都要在会上说套话空话,强调会风会纪这是所有人的共识。 To the attending personnel, takes own hard constraint various discipline and customs, is compulsory „internal strength”. His previous life has practiced very top level, may this whole life entirely give to lose, in many conferences along with nature, but is unconscious. 对参会人员来说,把各项纪律和规矩作为自己的刚性约束,是必修的“内功”。他上辈子已经修炼到很高层次了,可偏偏这辈子统统给丢了,在许多会议上随性而不自觉。 He felt that oneself is a brain is remnant, in the evening went home to pass by Chen Dadi hotel not to go, but has bought an egg pancake, went home on the lying down bed to sleep, mumbled one: white living! 他感觉自己是个脑残,晚上回家路过陈大地的饭店也没进去,只是买了一块鸡蛋饼子,回家躺床上就睡觉,嘟囔了一句:白活了！