Li Hesaidfunnily,„yourgirlunderstandsanything, does not wantnonsense”.李和好笑的说,“你一个姑娘家懂什么啊,不要浑说”。whatZhaodimoved to the body, was tighter, saiddirectly,„I who the Li Hebosomdependsunderstand, before the production teamhad not divided the draft animaltime, isIbreeds, what does the personhavenot to be different from the draft animal? Also, ouryounger sisterswereIreceive.”
何招娣移了移身子,在李和的怀里靠的更紧了,直接说,“我都懂,以前生产队没分牲口的时候,都是我配种,人跟牲口有什么不一样吗?再说,我俩妹妹都是我接生的。”Li Hedoes not know whether to laugh or cry, does not know that explained that changes the topicto ask, „production teamdraft animal is not greatlystronghis fatheris managing? Hadyourmatter?”.李和哭笑不得,不知道怎么解释了,换话题问道,“生产队牲口不是是大壮他爹管着的吗?怎么有你事了?”。„Howto havemymatter? Ihave studiedveterinarianin the people's commune, the draft animal of ourproduction teamfalls ill, breeding, turns over tometo manage. Mr.Liu is only responsible for the animal feed, driving a cart, the guardingdraft animal. Youthree years agograspswamp eeltime, your familythird childusesmyhand that the donkeypasses through. Ifothersborrowtwodonkeyall of a sudden, Iam not glad”.
“怎么没我事?我可是在公社学过兽医的,咱生产队的牲口生病,配种,都归我管。刘老汉只负责喂料、赶车、看守牲口。你大前年抓黄鳝的时候,你家老三来借驴子还是经的我手呢。要是别人一下子借两头驴子,我才不乐意呢”。Li Hehas thoughtwhatisMr.Liu'shand, does not know that herehas also owedwhatZhaodi the favor, saidembarrassed,„thanks, Ido not knowinsidematter. Thank youhelpsmebe so busy”.李和一直以为过的是刘老汉的手,不知道这里还欠了何招娣的人情,不好意思的说,“谢谢,我是真的不知道里面的事情。谢谢你帮我这么大忙”。„Iam willing, howIam glad”.
“我心甘情愿,怎么我都乐意”。Li Heaskingcautiously, before „us, childhoodthatwill have chatted, Ido not haveanyimpression”.李和小心翼翼的问,“我们以前小时候那会聊过天吗,我都没什么印象”。whatZhaodisuddenlyaffectionateis hugging the neck of Li He, „hownot to have, youhad addedmustmarrymeto become the wife”.
何招娣突然又亲昵的搂着李和的脖子,“怎么没有,你还说过要娶我当媳妇呢”。Generally the mansaid‚me to marryyou’thiswords, butalsoforsustainable developmentnextartillery.
一般男人说出‘我要娶你’这种话,不过也是为了可持续发展下一炮。HoweverLi Hetreats unjustly, inhismemorysimplydoes not havewhatZhaodi a pointrelatedmatter.
但是李和冤枉啊,他的记忆里根本没有何招娣一点的有关的事。whatZhaodimore said that „yougo to the junior middle schooltime, eachFridayafternoonearlyin the village, afterwardyourhigh schoolonemonthnotnecessarilycame backone. Whenyouwent to college, Idid not have the opportunityto look atyou. Yousaid that Iamverysilly”.
何招娣越说越多,“你上初中的时候,我每个周五的下午都早早的等在村口,后来你高中了一个月也不一定回来一趟了。等到你上了大学,我就更没机会瞧着你了。你说我是不是很傻”。Li Heloves dearlyhas rubbedherhair, said,„isverysilly, becauseIhave not seenyou”.李和心疼的揉了揉她的头发,说道,“是挺傻的,因为我从来没瞅见过你”。„Idistantcanseeyou, Iwas well satisfied, Ithink that after me, was rich, Ibuy a motorcycle, isourpeople's communelocal police stationthattype, whichlateryougo, Icandistanthas followed, did not fearwiththrowingyou”.
“我就远远的能看见你,我就心满意足了,我就想呢,等我以后有钱了,我就买个摩托车,就是咱公社派出所那种,以后你去哪,我就能远远的跟着了,不怕跟丢你了”。„It is not a motor”, justsaid the motorcycle, Li Hestops suddenly, becauseheremembers a mattersuddenly. IshisfirsttimebringsprobablyMabel Cheunggoes home, at that time many peoplelooked at the bride, remembers that trulyis a wearleather jacket, bringingyounggirl of sunglassesto ride the motorcycle, stares atMabel Cheungto lookin the crowd, inownmain house gatecrazyspinning, aroundLizhuangcrazygoing around.
“不就是一个摩托”,刚说道摩托车,李和戛然而止,因为他突然想起一件事情。大概是他第一次带张婉婷回家的时候,当时有很多人过来看新媳妇,记得确实是一个穿着皮夹克,带着蛤蟆镜的年轻的姑娘骑着摩托车,在人群里盯着张婉婷看,在自己家门口疯狂的打转,绕着李庄疯狂的绕圈。Li Healsoaskedwhenat that timeLizhuanghadsuchfashionablegirl, Wang Yulan added that „whatXijiabiggirla littlemoneyXiasaowrapped, biggirlrode a motorcycleto show offeverywheresmelly”.李和当时还问李庄什么时候有这么时髦的姑娘,王玉兰还说,“何老西家大姑娘有点钱瞎骚包,一个大姑娘骑个摩托车到处臭显摆”。Li Hecould not smilesuddenly, hewas not how clear, previous lifebewilderedunder-such a bigbad karma, has looked likeby the stoneat heartis pounded, saidin a low voice, „sorry”.李和突然笑不出来了,他怎么就不明白,上辈子会莫名其妙的欠了这么一大孽缘,心里像被石头砸了一下,低声的说,“对不起”。„Yourthissayingsaid that youhaveanythingto be unfair tome, Isaidis I am willing”.
“你这话说的,你有啥子对不起我哟,我说了都是我心甘情愿”。Li Hecanfeel the heartbeats of twopeople, huggedwhatZhaodi was tighter, „believedme who the bosomhugged, youcan the futuremeetare better, Iwas not worthyourthis”.李和能感受到两个人的心跳,把何招娣搂在怀里搂的更紧了,“相信我,你会将来遇到更好的,我不值得你这样”。„Valueis not worthwhile, youcannot say that does not calculate. Ilivedecline, had not been seeing that yourIthoughthad the whereabouts, had the whereabouts. Nowcanlie downinyourarms, was the presentdieshas been worthwhile”, whatZhaodisaid.
“值不值当,你说不了不算。我就活的没着没落的,看到你我就觉得有了着落,真的有了着落。现在能躺在你怀里,就是现在死了都值当”,何招娣说道。„Spokeanynonsense, well, wholeavesanyonewell, canlivewell”.
“说什么胡话,好好的,都好好的,谁离开谁,都能活的好好的”。whatZhaoditurned over/stood upto rideonLi Hedirectly, both handswere hugging the Li Heneck, „Isaid that toyoutoyou, do not rub gently”.
何招娣一翻身直接骑到了李和身上,双手搂着李和脖子,“我说给你就给你,不要磨蹭”。OnwhatZhaodi the remaininglightautumngarments, Li Hea littlecannot only breathe, „cannotlike this, everybodybe the adults, Icannotharmyoulike this, has harmedyoufor a lifetime. Iwanted the schoolto begin schoola few days, knew perfectly well that will not have the result, sowas why impulsive”.
何招娣身上只剩下一件薄薄的秋衫,李和有点呼吸不过来,“不能这样,大家都是成年人,我不能这样害了你,害了你一辈子。我没几天就要学校开学了,明知不会有结果,何必这么冲动”。
„ Youshut outme? „
“你是嫌弃我?“„Howpossible, youaregoodcannotgoodgirl. Youthink that youmusthaveyourfamilyin the future. Wedo this, howyoumustconfesswithothersin the future. If were also not pregnantcarefully, has destroyedyoufor a lifetime.”
“怎么可能,你是个好的不能再好的姑娘了。你想想你将来要有自己的家庭的。我们这样做,你将来要怎么跟别人交代。再说要是不小心怀孕,更是毁了你一辈子。”whatZhaodisaid,„personcanhaveanythingto distinguishwith the draft animal, to the old motherpigbreedingmustover and over again, where the personhaveis so easyto be pregnant. Do not rub gently, IsaidIdid not fear, mythis whole lifehas not plannedto get married, likemyparents, livesfor a lifetimeanyvigor. Even ifhad a childis better, ismywhatZhaodi, withyournickelrelationsnot”.
何招娣说,“人跟牲口能有什么区别,给老母猪配种都要三番五次,人哪有那么容易怀孕。别磨蹭,我说了我不怕,我这辈子是没打算嫁人的,像我爹妈那样,一辈子活个什么劲。即使生了孩子更好,也是我何招娣的,跟你半毛钱关系没有”。Li Hedoes not dareto continueto chatwithwhatZhaodilike this, if same as the younghoodlum, has destroyed a biggirlfame and integritycasually, cannot take responsibility, hecannot passoneselfat heartthispass/test, „Iwas a little sleepy, wehurryto narrow the meeting, whiledaynotbright, hurries. Was seen, many mouthsdid not talk clearly. Givesyoulined jacket, puts onquickly, youput onwas a little thin”.李和不敢跟何招娣这样继续聊天了,要是跟个小流氓一样,随便把一个大姑娘名节毁了,又负不了责任,他过不了自己心里这关,“我有点困了,咱赶紧眯会,趁天没亮,赶紧走。被人瞅见了,有多少嘴巴也说不清了。给你袄子,快穿上,你穿的有点薄了”。whatZhaodihas not goneto meet the clothes, traces the part that Li Hejackswith the hand, said,„youuncomfortablybecamelike this, but alsosupportedanyvigor, haha, youwantednot to turn on the flashlight, Itook a look atyouranythingcomplexion”.
何招娣没有去接衣服,用手摸了摸李和顶起的部分,笑着说,“你都难受成这样了,还撑个什么劲,哈哈,你要不把手电筒打开,我瞅瞅你啥子脸色”。Li Hechildindrilledtoward the haystackwas deeper, the bodyhas covered a straw, said,„do not provokeme, was careful that Ihave managedyou, otherwiseyoucriednot to have the place. Hurriesto rest the meeting, got up earlyto go hometo tidy uphas celebrated the new year”.李和往草垛子里钻地更深了,身上又盖了点麦秆,笑着说,“你别撩拨我了,小心我真把你办了,不然你哭都没地方。赶紧睡会,早起回家收拾收拾就过年了”。whatZhaodihas not gasped for breathalso the speechwhole personisignorant/veiled, extends the arm, hugsLi Heto lie downsingle-handed, „thatIhugyouto rest, yourcomingpoint”.
何招娣喘不过气也说不出话整个人都是蒙的,把胳膊伸过去,单手搂着李和躺着,“那我搂你睡,你过来点”。Li Hethistimehad not opposed,whatZhaodifirepowercompared withhisstrong point, twopeopleintogetheris truly easierto warm up.李和这次没反对,何招娣身上的火力确实比他强点,两个人在一起更容易取暖。whatZhaodileansto lie downis being very tight, a foot that Li HehugsbuildsonLi He, evencanfeel the mutualbreath, butdoes not have the wordsagain.
何招娣侧躺着把李和搂的很紧,一只脚搭在李和身上,甚至能感受到互相的鼻息,不过再也无话。Li Hesuchstaticis lying low, in the brain is the same with the mess, his feelingtowhatZhaodiis very complex, has a full of vigoryoungbody, howpossiblynot to be infatuated withthisto be like this frank, charmingandyouthfulgirl, moreoverthisgirlhas the attractivebody.李和就这样静静的平躺着,脑子里跟乱麻一样,他对何招娣的感觉很复杂,拥有一个血气方刚的年轻身体,怎么可能不迷恋这样这样爽朗、迷人、充满朝气的姑娘,而且这个姑娘有着诱人的身体。HoweverLi Heactuallyhas toacknowledge that in the hearthas the indistinctfeartoher, was afraidownimpulsionto destroyhim.
但是李和却不得不承认心中对她有着隐隐约约的害怕,害怕自己的冲动会毁了他。
The nightis very static, evencanhear the cry of owlclearly.
夜很静,甚至能够清楚的听到猫头鹰的叫声。After a while, Li Hewas huggedlike thisis being a little uncomfortable, felt that whatZhaodipossiblyfell asleep.
过了一会儿,李和被这样搂着有点不舒服,感觉何招娣可能睡着了。Li Heraising the headslowly, gentlyputs asidewhatZhaodi the hand.李和慢慢的抬起头,轻轻的将何招娣的手移开。„Do not move, Imusthugyoulike this, Iknow that this whole lifewill not have the opportunityto hugyouagainlike this, was impossibleto havesuchopportunityagain”, whatZhaodisobbedsuddenlywas saying.
“别动,我就要这样搂着你,我知道这辈子不会再有机会这样搂着你了,不可能再有这样的机会了”,何招娣突然的呜咽着说。
( To be continued.)
(未完待续。)
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