You said that you tasted completely the pain of life 你说你尝尽了生活的苦 Could not find person who can believe 找不到可以相信的人 Because the love is always loath to part from each other 因为爱情总是难舍难分 Why cares that little attentive 何必在意那一点点温存 Must know sadly always unavoidable 要知道伤心总是难免的 In each dream awaking 在每一个梦醒时分 Some matters you do not need to ask now 有些事情你现在不必问 Some people you forever do not need to wait 有些人你永远不必等 Sang is singing Li He to cry, really the crying ratio sang easily. 唱着唱着李和就哭了,果然哭比唱容易。 „How to sing?” what Zhaodi somewhat unwilling muttered one with Li He, was having the obvious weeping voice, „really of pleasant to hear, has not listened, you continued to sing”. “怎么就唱完了？”何招娣有些不甘的跟李和咕哝一句,带着明显的哭腔,“真的好听,从来没有听过,你继续唱吧”。 The world long traveler tide has the ebb tide in a hurry 天地悠悠过客匆匆潮起又潮落 Gratitude and grudges life and death old age several people can completely understand 恩恩怨怨生死白头几人能看透 Bustling place billowing crazy affectionate 红尘啊滚滚痴痴啊情深 Assembling and parting finally sometimes 聚散终有时 Keeps half to keep one partly to be drunk soberly 留一半清醒留一半醉 At least in the dream has you to follow 至少梦里有你追随 I bet tomorrow with the youth 我拿青春赌明天 You use the true feelings to trade this to live 你用真情换此生 The years do not know world many sadness 岁月不知人间多少的忧伤 Why not to walk natural 何不潇洒走一回 The world long traveler tide has the ebb tide in a hurry 天地悠悠过客匆匆潮起又潮落 Gratitude and grudges life and death old age several people can completely understand 恩恩怨怨生死白头几人能看透 Bustling place billowing crazy affectionate 红尘啊滚滚痴痴啊情深 Assembling and parting finally sometimes 聚散终有时 Keeps half to keep one partly to be drunk soberly 留一半清醒留一半醉 Resounding that more sang, Li He more could not stop the tears, buried on what Zhaodi the chest, deeply said that „sorry, if there is a next life, next life will certainly not disappoint you”. 越唱的响亮,李和越止不住泪了,把头埋在何招娣的胸口上,深深的说了一句,“对不起,如果有来世,来世一定不辜负你”。 what Zhaodi cried saying that „good do not sing, I was content really”. 何招娣哭着说,“好了不要唱了,真的,我已经知足了”。 Li He is silent, two people are the tears rain are both speechless, murky going off. 李和静默,两个人都是泪雨无言,昏沉沉的睡去。 Next day what Zhaodi waking up early, as if nothing has happened, like having a dream...... Silently let it go. 第二天何招娣早早的醒来,像没事人一样,更像做梦一样……就那么默默的不了了之了。 Has kissed the Li He forehead secretly, wears the cotton-wadded jacket, walked while the slightly bright weather directly. Sees person who likes, becomes lowly is very very low, lowered in the dust, may be likes at heart, started out to spend from the dust. 偷偷的亲了一下李和的额头,穿上棉袄,趁着微亮的天色直接走了。见到喜欢的人,变得很低很低,低到了尘埃里,可心里又是欢喜的,从尘埃里开出花来。 She is not always able to know, actually why to fall in love with another person, perhaps on the heart has a gap, it is a cavity, whistling is filling the piercing cold wind toward the soul, therefore anxious the heart that needs a just right shape fills in it, now actually exactly is a crooked zigzag, how not to fill. 她从来都无法得知,是究竟为什么会爱上另一个人,也许心上有一个缺口,它是个空洞,呼呼的往灵魂里灌着刺骨的寒风,所以急切的需要一个正好形状的心来填上它,现在却恰恰是个歪歪扭扭的锯齿形,怎么都填不了。 Li He wakes up sought does not see what Zhaodi the person's shadow, 李和醒来的时候已经寻不见何招娣的人影了, Drills haystack, has wiped under the face with the snow, felt that sobered a point. 钻出草垛子,用雪抹了下脸,才感觉清醒了一点。 The going home time, Wang Yulan asked, „an evening has not seen you, which went”. 回到家时候,王玉兰问,“一晚上就没瞅见你人,哪去了”。 Li He said, „rests in Chen Fatty family/home, discussed a matter. Has to eat?”. 李和说,“在陈胖子家睡的,商量了点事。有吃的吗？”。 Wang Yulan pouting, pointed at the top saying that „in pot had the gruel, had the steamed bun, oneself made, I may unable to serve you”. 王玉兰努了努嘴,指着灶台说,“锅里有稀饭,有馍馍,自己弄,俺可伺候不了你”。 Li He does not make clear the temperament where the old lady on comes early in the morning, has to lift the pot cover, took a steamed bun from the steamer, asked the fourth child in a low voice, „how, what temperament in this early in the morning?” 李和搞不清楚老娘大早上又是哪里来的脾气,只得自己把锅盖掀开,从蒸笼上拿了个馒头,低声问老四,“咋的啦,她这大早上的什么脾气？” „Enters my lovesickness gate, knows my lovesickness pain, night nocturnal revery as all can see Monarch”, fourth child depends Wang Yulan unable to understand directly, saying of loud assuming an air of self approbation. “入我相思门,知我相思苦,夜夜思君不见君”,老四直接仗着王玉兰听不懂,大声的摇头晃脑的说道。 „On you can unseemly behavior”, a few words not have the tail, Li He has actually understood , to continue to ask, „he hasn't come back? This year 30, it is estimated that did not come back”. “就你会作怪”,一句话没头没尾的,李和却听懂了,继续问,“他没回来？这都年30了,估计是回不来了”。 „Hoare?”. “hoare？”。 „Is short with me entrains article”, Li He has eaten two steamed stuffed buns, has drunk one bowl of gruel, went into oneself room directly, but actually on the bed, Li Zhaokun cannot come back to celebrate the new year, he did not care. “少跟我拽文”,李和吃了两个包子,又喝了一碗稀饭,直接跑到了自己屋里,就倒床上了,李兆坤回来不回来过年,他并不关心。 Just lay down, sound that heard the fifth child, did not think relieved, had this slightly to damage, his not being able to fall asleep calm and steady sleep/felt, hurried the door inserting. 刚躺下,听见老五的声音,觉得不安心,有这小祸害在,他是睡不着安稳觉的,就又慌忙起来把门给插上了。 This thinks that Li He is rests enjoyably, to about 12 : 00 pm, makes the urine suppressing to awake. 这一觉李和才算睡得舒心,一直到中午12点左右,才让尿给憋醒。 Family's restroom, is big cesspits, Li He did not have the confidence can insist that flavor, wears the clothes directly, goes to the entrance small woods to turn on the water. 家里的厕所,就是一个一个大粪缸,李和一直没信心能坚持的了那味道,直接穿好衣服,去门口小树林子里面放水。 The Li Long young couple also hugged child to be busy at work to celebrate the new year, but the child did not recognize Li He, did not let hug. 李隆小夫妻俩也抱着孩子过来忙活过年了,不过孩子还是不认李和,一直不让抱。 Wang Yulan said, „knocks at the door to shout you have the lunch, you have not awaked. You eat a steamed bun”. 王玉兰说,“拍门喊你吃午饭,你也没醒。你吃点馍馍吧”。 „I keep a belly to eat in the evening, now is not hungry”, Li He said that and turns the head to ask Li Long, „I the day before yesterday the thing that bought from the county, delivered to Big Sister?”. “我留点肚子晚上吃吧,现在不饿”,李和说完又转头问李隆,“我前天从县城买的东西,给大姐送了吗？”。 „Has delivered five chi (0.33 m) arrange/cloth, three jin (0.5 kg) starch noodles. The cake, candy and tobacco and liquor I see the type to give”. “送了五尺布,还有三斤粉条。枣糕、糖果、烟酒我都见样给的”。 Li He thinks to continue, „you deliver two bottle and Liu Chuanqi to give two bottles the liquor of main room to the father”. 李和想了想继续说,“你把堂屋的酒给阿爷送两瓶、刘传奇给两瓶”。 Li Long listened to the words, hugs the child to set out to go, Wang Yulan is not glad, „that Liu Chuanqi asks you to serve as a substitute teacher, our 10 cents money is good to decline, but also builds toward in”. 李隆听了话,抱着孩子起身要去,王玉兰不乐意了,“那刘传奇找你代课,咱一毛钱的好没落着,还往里搭啊”。 Li He looks at Li Long to be in a daze, said, „you immediately take two embryos, now does not burn incense, makes a last-ditch effort, I may not manage”. 李和看李隆发呆,就说,“你可是马上又要二胎,现在不烧香,临时抱佛脚,我可就不管了”。 The family planning policy in 1975 started to advocate, some places implemented the measure that double opened, to violating birth control dismissal party membership and public service. At the end of 1982 integrated the constitution birth control, but started to carry out not excessively was strict. 计划生育政策1975年就开始提倡,一些地方实行双开的措施,对违反计划生育者开除党籍、公职。1982年年底才把计划生育纳入宪法,但是开始执行的并不过分严格。 segment Mei who Wang Yulan looks at the big belly, thinks not to stop. 王玉兰看着大肚皮的段梅,想了想也就没阻拦了。 Li He has remembered what Zhaodi suddenly, turned from the gate with the white liquor marine directly, he prepared to what Zhaodi makes a kerosene lamp. 李和又突然想起了何招娣,直接从门拐拿了个白酒空瓶,他准备给何招娣做个煤油灯。 Looked for a worn out toothpaste tube, cuts the next rawhide, on the package the cotton thread, has become the wick. 找了个废旧的牙膏皮,剪下一个皮条,包上棉线,就成了灯芯。 Drilled spatial with the scissors on the bottle cap, passed through with the wick, has added a petroleum, put own chimney, a simple kerosene lamp such 2-3 completed. 用剪刀在瓶盖上钻了个空,用灯芯穿过,添了点煤油,放上自家的灯罩,一个简单的煤油灯就这么三两下做好了。 Li He when ponders over to want the fourth child to deliver, what Zhaodi came actually. 李和在琢磨要不要老四送过去的时候,何招娣倒是自己过来了。 Wang Yulan said, „Zhaodi came, does your family start to make dumplings?”. 王玉兰说,“招娣来了,你家开始包饺子没？”。 what Zhaodi said, „in family/home is busy, I have several characters not to know, asks Er He”. 何招娣说,“家里正忙着呢,我就有几个字不认识,来问问二和”。 „You are busy, must drink water oneself but actually”, Wang Yulan heard that is literate, did not have the interest immediately, turned around and returned to the kitchen. “那你们忙,要喝水自己倒”,王玉兰一听说是来认字的,立马没了兴趣,转身又回了厨房。 Li He gives what Zhaodi the kerosene lamp, „you take a look, compared with before you”. 李和把煤油灯递给何招娣,“你瞅瞅,是不是比你之前的强多了”。 what Zhaodi sees Li He to put on such a minor matter the heart, nature happy serious, but looked at the chimney that a little became dark saying that „thanked, I think that you gave me a jar to finish up. This chimney is your family. You gave me, turned head your old lady unable to look, on not injust I? Her thing may be have several”. 何招娣见李和把这么个小事能放到心上,自然高兴的不得了,不过看了一眼那个有点发黑的灯罩说,“谢了,我以为你给我个瓶子完事呢.这个灯罩是你家的吧。你给我了,回头你老娘找不着,还不冤上我？她东西可都是有数的”。 Li He beckons with the hand, „has not carved the name, takes away with and that's the end. Also, me had flashlight, to have the lantern, there is an electric lamp, could not use this basically”. 李和摆摆手,“又没刻名字,拿去用就是了。再说,咱家都有手电筒、也有马灯,也有电灯,基本用不上这个了”。 what Zhaodi must walk, Li He delivers to the entrance, „it is cold, you wear clothes”. ” Li Er He, you is a good person „.” I naturally am a good person, you did not use again to my good person card „. 何招娣要走,李和送到门口,“天冷,你多穿点衣服”。”李二和,你是个好人“。”我当然是个好人,你不用再给我好人卡了“。 what Zhaodi said, „ I do graduate to stay there? „ 何招娣说,“我毕业会留在那里吗？“ „Can, I also be probably looked how the school assigns”. “大概会吧,我也是看学校怎么分配的”。 „Em, I knew, I walked”, said walking that what Zhaodi does not return. “恩,那我知道了,我走了”,说完何招娣头也不回的走了。 ( To be continued.) (未完待续。)