If. 如果。 I do not have that high talent. 我没有那么高的天赋。 Will they be good to me? 他们是不是就会对我好一些？ Some at sixes and sevens, the bewildered not normal thought that passes along with the time of dreamland, starts to gather toward the brain of Cheng Jinyang. 一些乱七八糟的、莫名其妙的不正常思想,伴随着梦境的时间流逝,开始往程晋阳的脑子里汇聚。 Although he wants to complain, this time Zheng Qiupei obviously bores tip of cows horn, but is to take possession the condition now after all does not have the means to speak , the energy level was only borne by the place awkwardly. 他虽然很想吐槽,此时的郑秋佩明显钻了牛角尖,但现在毕竟是附身状态没办法说话,也只能极为难受地忍住。 Meanwhile, he also saw clearly the Zheng Qiupei not right characteristics. 与此同时,他也看清了郑秋佩的不对劲特点。 Too base and low. 太卑微了。 This miss is very sensitive to others 's motion appearance, moreover attaches great importance among the relations with cousin sisters-in-law. 这姑娘对于他人的情绪状态很敏感,而且非常重视和堂哥堂嫂之间的关系。 Cousin Zheng Wengong also calculates to her impression, after all in the rank she is own younger female cousin, the character is also good ; Sister-in-law Liu Clan is face to face grinning, back mmp model, not only has the intense hostility to her, but also agitates in front of Zheng Wengong frequently, exaggerates. 堂哥郑文恭对她的观感还算可以,毕竟辈分上她是自己的堂妹,性格也不错;堂嫂刘氏则是当面笑嘻嘻,背后mmp的典范,不仅对她抱有强烈的敌意,还经常在郑文恭面前煽风点火,夸大其词。 For example, once old Patriarch adopts Zheng Qiupei, will wait for her to work as Patriarch in the future, will not marry? So long as looks for the husband in a Zheng Clan clan, then the Patriarch power is lost to her husband inevitably one is in the hand. 比如说,一旦老族长将郑秋佩过继起来,等她将来当了族长,难道就不结婚的吗？只要在郑氏一族内部找丈夫,那么族长大权必然旁落到她丈夫一系手里。 Zheng Qiupei oneself do not have the parents, without own brothers and sisters, the only relative is male cousin Zheng Wengong. Her future husband to control the wife seizes power smoothly, but also cannot push aside by any means possible from the power center Zheng Wengong one? Even if you did not consider that our future, must consider our children. 郑秋佩本人没有父母,也没有亲的兄弟姐妹,唯一的亲戚就是堂兄郑文恭。她未来的丈夫为了控制妻子顺利夺权,还不得千方百计将郑文恭一家从权力中心排挤出去？你就算不考虑我们的未来,也要考虑考虑我们的孩子呀。 Cannot make Zheng Qiupei adopt to old Patriarch absolutely! 绝对不能让郑秋佩过继给老族长！ The Zheng Wengong attitude also swings very much, saying of Liu Clan near the ear, he attitude to Zheng Qiupei then somewhat became estranged each time ; Then Zheng Qiupei recalls the relations diligently, he feels sorry again difficult to bear, changes the attitude again. 郑文恭的态度也很摇摆,每次刘氏在耳边一说,他对郑秋佩的态度便有些疏远;然后郑秋佩这边努力挽回关系,他又再次觉得愧疚难当,再次转变态度。 Perhaps is also such reason, making Zheng Qiupei keep flattering the male cousin whole family diligently, licked even Cheng Jinyang some situations of being unable to continue watching. 兴许也是这样的原因,让郑秋佩不停地努力讨好堂兄一家人,以至于舔到了连程晋阳都有些看不下去的地步。 For example Zheng Qiupei likes in the maids with family/home snatching very much does exactly, washes clothes, prepares food and tidies up the trash and cleans up, making Liu Clan complain „not the Young Lady conformation” in secret. Zheng Wengong is actually very gratified, thought that „she has this thoughts, is very sensible”, making Liu Clan angry only rolls the eyes. 比如郑秋佩很喜欢跟家里的女仆抢活干,洗衣、做饭、收拾垃圾和打扫卫生,让刘氏私下里吐槽“没个大小姐的正形”。郑文恭倒是很欣慰,觉得“她有这番心思,很懂事”,让刘氏恼怒得只翻白眼。 Naturally, a person again how competent, is insufficient to be able all maids withstood/top exactly, therefore Zheng Qiupei became the maid to be long spontaneously, often explained in detail the habits and customs of Zheng Mr. Madame Zheng with the maids, as well as how should look after to serve their family. 当然,一个人再如何能干,也不至于能把所有女仆的活都顶了,于是郑秋佩就自发当上了女仆长,时常跟女仆们细讲郑老爷郑夫人的生活习惯,以及应该如何照料伺候他们一家子。 This then makes Liu Clan more repugnant. When the Zheng Wengong second son full moon, the relatives pay a visit to eat the full moon liquor, Liu Clan arrives at the kitchen entrance slowly, saw Zheng Qiupei to say the matter of dinner to the maids: 这便让刘氏更加反感。在郑文恭第二个儿子满月的时候,亲戚们登门拜访来吃满月酒,刘氏缓缓来到厨房门口,就看见郑秋佩在跟女仆们说晚饭的事情: „...... The sister-in-law post-natal just now restores, the diet is primarily is light, the fruit are more, the meats do not use so many, must aggravate the stomach burden......” “……嫂子产后才刚恢复过来,饮食还是以清淡为主,水果多一些,肉类不用那么多,要加重肠胃负担的……” „Little Pei!” Liu Clan then digs up the doorframe to call exaggeratingly, must draw her to leave the kitchen tremblingly, the mouth says with a smile, „what you are busy in the kitchen, is instructing the maids to work? Do not be fastidious about these goose bumps the minor matters, the relatives are waiting for and you outside speak!” “小佩呀！”刘氏便扒住门框夸张地叫起来,颤巍巍地要拉她离开厨房,嘴里笑道,“你在厨房忙什么呀,又在指导女仆们干活了？别讲究这些鸡毛蒜皮的小事了,亲戚都在外面等着和你说话呢！” Therefore outside relative's attention was then attracted. In any event, Young Lady that manages a household infatuated, makes „has no interest in cultivating” the mechanical impression easily, this in Aristocratic Family was also the negative assessment- after all only then the talent incorrect clansman, will crave in the housework and Clan Business( e.g., Yuexian elder sister). 于是外头亲戚的注意力便被吸引过来。无论如何,一个痴迷持家的大小姐,容易给人留下“无心修炼”的刻板印象,这在世家也算是负面评价了-毕竟只有天赋不行的族人,才会热衷于家务和族务(例如,月仙姐)。 „Sister-in-law.” Zheng Qiupei bites the lower lip. Through taking possession the sensation, Cheng Jinyang knows that she understood clearly Liu Clan to say completely the intention of these words, however this time Big Sister Xiaopei, and had nothing resentful or repugnant, only then had mind filled with suffering with sad. “嫂子。”郑秋佩咬住下唇。通过附身的感知,程晋阳知道她完全洞悉了刘氏说这番话的用意,然而此时的小佩姐,并没有任何愤懑或反感,只有满腹的委屈和难过。 She has a mind to argue, actually does not want to anger the sister-in-law , can only nod silently, covered the face to fight back the tears to walk. 她有心想要辩解,却又不想去惹怒嫂子,也只能默默点头,捂脸忍泪走出去了。 Leaves home, Zheng Qiupei is walking in Clan Ground alone, unknowingly then comes to the Patriarch office. 离开家门,郑秋佩在族地里孤零零地走着,不知不觉便来到族长办公室。 Uncle Zheng Junming usually here work, but returns to the son daughter-in-law wife and children to live occasionally. After seeing Zheng Qiupei knocks on a door comes, face has the sad expression, he then somewhat wonders and has doubts. 舅舅郑君明平时都在这边办公,只是偶尔才回儿子儿媳家小住。看到郑秋佩敲门后进来,脸上带着悲戚的表情,他便有些纳闷和疑惑。 „What's wrong, Little Pei?” Zheng Junming hints her first to sit down. “怎么了,小佩？”郑君明示意她先坐下。 However Zheng Qiupei anything not agrees said that but shakes the head. 然而郑秋佩什么也不肯说,只是摇头。 Crossed probably for ten minutes, she says in a low voice: 大概过了十来分钟,她才低声开口说道: „Uncle.” “舅舅。” „Un?” “嗯？” „I do not want to snatch the position of Patriarch successor with the male cousin.” Zheng Qiupei said in a low voice. “我不想和堂兄抢族长继承人的位置。”郑秋佩低声说道。 The brow of Zheng Junming then wrinkled. 郑君明的眉头便皱了起来。 He really has to make Zheng Qiupei adopt the meaning under oneself name, but that merely is only preliminary idea that's all, is who goes to front of Zheng Qiupei carelessly gossip? 他确实有让郑秋佩过继到自己名下的意思,但那仅仅只是一个初步的想法而已,是谁去郑秋佩面前胡乱嚼舌根的？ „Little Pei.” Zheng Junming takes up a material, said slowly, „you first take away to have a look.” “小佩。”郑君明拿起一张资料,缓缓说道,“你先拿去看看。” Zheng Qiupei received silent, carefully looked, shows the somewhat surprised expression. 郑秋佩沉默接过,仔细地看了一遍,才露出有些惊讶的表情。 On this document showed, the Zheng Wengong newly-born second son, Pedigree Appraisal bloodlines talent was quite outstanding, similarly also guarantees a minimum Fourth Grade sprint Third Grade, and entered Third Grade probability Gundam 35, lowered 20 that's all compared with oneself merely. 这张文件上面显示,郑文恭刚出生的第二个儿子,谱系鉴定的血脉天赋相当优秀,同样也是保底四品冲刺三品,且进入三品的概率高达35,比自己也仅仅是低了20而已。 „Uncle, is your meaning?” Zheng Qiupei asked in a soft voice. “舅舅,你的意思是？”郑秋佩轻声问道。 „I was still considering.” The Zheng Junming both hands junction grasps to place on the table, the sinking sound said, „my grandson, Dehui...... he and you same have the sprint Third Grade potential, had the qualifications of becoming the Patriarch successor.” “我还在考虑。”郑君明双手交握放在桌上,沉声说道,“我的这个孙子,德辉……他和你一样拥有冲刺三品的潜力,也就具备了成为族长继承人的资格。” „But you enter the Third Grade probability, compared with his probability enough high 20, this is a quite considerable number. Although Pedigree Appraisal not necessarily is accurate, the actual result must be able to be clear when you were 40 years old, but Patriarch successor impossible, when 30 years later establishes, do you understand my meaning?” “但是你进入三品的概率,比他的概率足足高了20,这是一个相当可观的数字。虽说谱系鉴定也不一定准确,实际结果要到你们40岁以后才能见分晓,但族长继承人不可能等到三十年后才确立,你明白我的意思吗？” „Understood.” Zheng Qiupei bites the lower lip, „, if you were still considering, must chooses one from me and him, I am willing to withdraw.” “明白。”郑秋佩咬住下唇,“如果您还在考虑,要从我和他之中选一个,那我愿意退出。” „You......” some Zheng Junming aphasias, long time said, „you aren't willing to adopt to me?” “你……”郑君明有些失语,半晌才道,“你是不愿意过继给我吗？” „It is not.” Zheng Qiupei shakes the head saying that „uncle waits me to be very good, such as one's savior, I am also very grateful you.” “不是。”郑秋佩摇头说道,“舅舅待我很好,如再生父母,我也很感激您。” „Are you are worried about Wengong to your attitude?” Zheng Junming knits the brows again. “那你是担心文恭对你的态度？”郑君明再次皱眉。 „I do not want because of this matter, making in the male cousin family/home have the enmity to me.” The Zheng Qiupei tone said bitterly and astringently, „I do not want to work as this Patriarch.” “我不想因为这件事情,让堂兄家里对我产生嫌隙。”郑秋佩语气苦涩地说道,“我也不想当这个族长。” „You are clear, the outcome that you give up is anything.” The Zheng Junming sigh said that „, if I establish Dehui for the successor, you cannot have compared with he higher bloodlines talent, moreover entire 20, do you understand? This will inspire some clansman unnecessary ideas and ambitions.” “你要明白,你放弃的究竟是什么。”郑君明叹息说道,“如果我确立德辉为继承人,你就不可以拥有比他更高的血脉天赋,而且还是整整20之多,你明白吗？这样会引动一些族人不必要的想法和野心。” „If you choose to give up the position of successor, then your foreign Pedigree Appraisal result must revise, at least drop entire first-level, turns guarantees five to struggle four, to Third Grade......, but this will seriously affect you prestige without a doubt in clan, position and treatment, only if really the success promoted Third Grade when you were 40 years old. Are you, you really willing these that gives up you earning?” “假如你选择放弃继承人的位置,那么你对外的谱系鉴定结果就要修改,至少得下降整整一级,变成保五争四,到不了三品……而这毫无疑问会严重影响你在族里的声望、地位和待遇,除非你40岁后真的成功晋升到三品。你,你真的愿意放弃你原本应得的这些吗？” „Uncle.” Zheng Qiupei said earnestly, „prestige, position and treatment, you thought these can be more important than the family member?” “舅舅。”郑秋佩认真说道,“声望、地位和待遇,你觉得这些能比家人重要吗？” Zheng Junming for a while speechless. 郑君明一时失语。 Long time, he supports the forehead weak, wielded wielding with another hand weakly, hinted her to leave. 半晌,他才无力地扶住额头,用另一只手虚弱地挥了挥,示意她可以离开了。 Zheng Qiupei goes out of the Patriarch office silent, before arriving at the corridor window, looks the setting sun that the distant place is sinking gradually. 郑秋佩沉默地走出族长办公室,来到走廊边的窗前,望着远处渐渐沉下的夕阳。 „I do right.” She thought aloud that said. “我做的没错。”她自言自语地说道。 „My family member were not many, I do not want to make them dislike me.” “我的亲人本来就不多,我不想让他们讨厌我。” „Do you feel?” She looked half window that suddenly sidewise opens wide. “你觉得呢？”她忽然看向侧边敞开的半扇窗户。 The person's shadow that on the pane reflects light, revealed the face of Cheng Jinyang. 窗格玻璃上反光的人影,露出了程晋阳的面孔。