MOTGAR :: Volume #10

#969: Before death, after dying .


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Human is also one in animal. 人类也是动物中的一种。 Although the ways of other animals show emotions, without human are complex, but has the common traits in certain aspects. 虽然其他动物们表达情感的方式,没有人类复杂,但在某些方面有共同性。 On for example the Indian elephant, they see the skeleton of companion in the journey, can stop to mourn for it collectively. 就比如非洲象,它们在旅途中看到同伴的尸骨,会集体停下来为它哀悼。 During the chum salmon traces the river spawning migration, will jump the cascade and small dike, after making a long and wearisome journey, enters the inland river from the sea. 鲑鱼溯河产卵洄游期间,会跳越小瀑布和小堤坝,经过长途跋涉,从海洋进入内河。 Can arrive at the spawning ground after untold hardships, moreover in this period had not taken in food, after spawning, quick will then die, during a lot of years repeat this process. 历经千辛万苦才能到达产卵场,而且期间还不摄食,产卵后很快便会死亡,千百年间重复这一过程。 Only if the accidental death, no chum salmon will avoid own fate...... 除非意外死亡,没有哪条鲑鱼会去避开属于自己的宿命...... These similar emotions, can see on human. 这些类似的情感,在人类身上都可以看到。 At this moment, the pudding revealed that what is joyful. 此刻,布丁表露出的是喜悦。 Without seeing the form of master, may hear old Patton that familiar sound, seems him to be now same in the side. 即使没有看到主人的身影,可听见老巴顿那熟悉的声音,就好像他现在在身边一样。 The pudding knows oneself are dying. 布丁知道自己要死了。 The ancestor of dog is the wolf, until now the dog is also inheriting some characteristics of wolf, they are the social animals, but the cat is not. 狗的祖先是狼,直到现在狗还继承着狼的一些特点,它们都是群居动物,而猫不是。 Just like wolf, dog, once discovered oneself got sick, will leave the community, oneself depart alone. 跟狼一样,狗一旦发现自己病了,就会离开群体,自己独自离去。 Hides in the jet black corner, or leaves the home, is not willing is close to usually the intimate people or other animals. 躲在漆黑的角落,或者是离开家,不愿意和平时亲近的人或是其他动物接近。 This is the characteristics of wolf, the scientists guessed that will have this approach , because feared that infects in other members to ethnic group the disease, because the ancestor of dog is the wolf, therefore also inherited the characteristics of wolf. 这是狼的特点,科学家们猜测之所以会有这种做法,是因为怕将疾病传染给族群中的其他成员,由于狗的祖先是狼,所以也继承了狼的这个特点。 Therefore, in the morning the pudding will leave alone, goes to place that it most wants to go to now- lived old Patton for a lifetime. 因此,早上布丁才会独自离开,去到它现在最想去的地方-生活了一辈子的老巴顿家。 Between the people and person are together, will deliberately hide own real feeling, but is together with the animal, without so many worries. 人和人之间相处,会刻意隐藏自己的真实情感,但和动物相处,则没有那么多的顾虑。 Telephone that head, old Patton cried. 电话那头,老巴顿哭了。 Even the sound is very small, but Han Xuan can still listen to him to cry. 即使声音很小,但韩宣依然能听出他在哭。 From knowing that senior cowboy starts, Patton with the pudding lives together, others mentioned the pudding, will then say: Is Patton......” 从认识那个老牛仔开始,巴顿就和布丁生活在一起,别人提到布丁,便会说:“是巴顿家的......” Old Patton herds the time to bring it and go to the bar drinking time also to bring it. 巴顿去放牧时候会带着它、去酒吧喝酒时候也带着它。 Fishes and goes to the Augusta town/subdues purchase thing, to ask the old friend to get together, can bring the pudding. 去钓鱼、去奥古斯塔镇采购东西、去找老友聚会,都会带着布丁。 That strong for a lifetime, dares to take the spear/gun to hunt for the wolf alone, even if falls ill is not willing to trouble others, oneself strong senior cowboy who drives to find the doctor. 那个坚强了一辈子,敢独自拿枪去猎狼,即使生病也不愿麻烦别人,自己开车去找医生的坚强老牛仔。 In hearing pudding that woof called the time, in crying to be thin crash-bang. 在听到布丁那一声声汪叫时候,哭得稀里哗啦。 Past more than ten years. 过去的十多年时间里。 Each time Patton going home time, the pudding sees him, called like this. 每次巴顿回家时候,布丁见到他,也是这样叫的。 Han Xuan this time could not bear cry, Old John is also wiping tears secretly, two people do not look at opposite party frail side, does not seem to know and unable to see. 韩宣这次没忍住哭,老约翰也在偷偷抹眼泪,两人不去看对方脆弱的一面,好像不知道、也看不见。 The cowboys can shoulder, does not disclose...... 牛仔能自己扛,就不声张…… In following a half hour, old Patton through the cell phone, spoke many words with the pudding. 接下来的半个多小时里,老巴顿通过手机,和布丁说了许多话。 Content mostly about recently at the Australia interesting rumor, but also complained that the vegetable/dish is not delicious, the complaint weather is burning hot. 内容大多是关于最近在澳大利亚的趣闻,还抱怨菜不好吃,抱怨天气炎热。 Does not know the pudding to understand, but it listens is very earnest, but also coordinates to respond, simple woof called, its life was the Patton most faithful outpouring object. 不知道布丁听没听懂,但它听的很认真,还配合着做出回应,简单汪叫,它的一生都是巴顿最忠实的倾诉对象。 „...... Han, you also in?” “……韩,你还在不在?” Hears old Patton to call itself, Han Xuan takes up the cell phone to wipe the eye, walks outward. 听到老巴顿叫自己,韩宣拿起手机擦擦眼睛,往外走去。 Un, I.” “嗯,我在。” I possibly...... did not have the means to hurry back. “我可能......没办法赶回去了。 East side we in west Australia, must have the airport, hurries back at least needs to spend for-and-a-half days, please help look after it, lets the pudding happily. 我们在西澳大利亚,要去东边才有机场,赶回去至少需要花一天半,请你帮忙照顾好它,让布丁开心点。 Moreover...... I do not want to see the appearance that it dies quickly, should say had said a moment ago, believes that it does not want to see me. 而且......我不想见到它快死的样子,该说的刚才已经说了,相信它也不想见到我。 This is a strong old dog, west the man like us, it does not hope that I see its present appearance...... ” 这是条坚强的老狗,就像我们西部男人一样,它才不会希望我看到它现在的样子……” Makes the call. 打完电话。 Old John holds the pudding to go out, fears it to be cold, one packages layer upon layer with the blanket. 老约翰抱着布丁出门,怕它冷,用毯子一层层包裹好。 Cattle pen and sheepfold that went to go to frequently, although the pudding was old, but dignified also. 去了它经常去的牛圈、羊圈,布丁虽然老了,可威严还在。 Damn simultaneous/uniform simultaneous/uniform visits it, probably was saying that today haven't done the misdemeanor, do not come to look for itself. 草泥马们齐齐看着它,好像在说今天自己没干什么坏事,别来找自己。 The pudding finds these familiar fellows, 布丁瞧见这些熟悉的家伙, Came a spirit slightly. It starts from the record, was herding, Snow Mountain Ranch has about it and master the recollection of everywhere. 稍微来了点精神。它从记事开始,就在放牧了,雪山牧场到处都有关于它和主人的回忆。 Han Xuan rides Wigny to brave the snow to go home, drives a Hummer car(riage) to catch up again. 韩宣骑着维尼冒雪回家,驾驶一辆悍马车再次赶来。 Waits for Old John to hold it to board to sit, embarks goes in the pasture aimless, bringing the pudding to have a look at the Snow Mountain Ranch scenery. 老约翰抱着它上车坐好,出发在牧场里漫无目的地行驶,带布丁看看雪山牧场风光。 Super obese pig Sras, steps on the snow to walk alone on the road. 超级肥胖的猪斯拉,独自踩着雪走在路上。 Hears behind the trumpet, but also knows that lets arrive at the roadside, who turning head to have a look is. 听见身后喇叭声,还知道让到路边,扭头看看是谁。 Pig almost and Hummer glass is impartial, it this year fat many, raises plump and sturdy. 猪头几乎和悍马车窗持平,它今年胖了不少,养得膘肥体壮。 Has arrived around Lake Rota, turns back goes to the Augusta town/subdues. 一直开到罗塔湖附近,又折返前往奥古斯塔镇。 In the town/subdues the pedestrian of street are not many, the pudding vision is staring at outside the glass, runs into the familiar person, but also wants to cry out, what a pity does not have the strength to greet again. 镇上街道的行人不多,布丁目光盯着车窗外,遇到熟悉的人,还想要叫唤,可惜已经没有力气再打招呼了。 Three hours of anything has not done, Han Xuan only driving brings it to saunter everywhere. 三个小时什么都没干,韩宣只开车带着它四处转悠。 Passing away in home is a very aggrieved matter, most wants to do before leaving the world, should have a look at this world to be right. 老死在家中是件很憋屈的事情,在离世前最想干的,应该是多看看这个世界才对。 Around 2 : 00 pm, it shrinks toward the blanket, then shut the eye. 下午 2 点多钟,它往毯子里缩缩,接着闭起了眼睛。 Like is finding a warm place to sleep, the breath is getting more and more weak...... 如同是在找个温暖的地方睡一觉,呼吸越来越微弱…… = = = = = = = = = = ========== Goes to the warehouse to look for two shovels. 去仓库找来两把铁锹。 Han Xuan with the help of bodyguards, completed a crude small cross personally, but also paints white Qi, does not use its air-drying, placed outside frozen a half hour to be OK. 韩宣在保镖们的帮助下,亲手做好了一个简陋的小十字架,还刷上白漆,不用等它风干,放在外面冻半个小时就可以了。 In the route according to memory, drove to find near Lake Rota the most beautiful place, when spring the time, there can be the lawn, will also be in full bloom many purple and white little flowers. 按照记忆中的路线,开车找到罗塔湖边最美的地方,等到春天时候,那里会是草地,还会盛开许多紫色、白色的小花。 Old Patton likes fishing there , is he for the tomb that oneself choose. 巴顿喜欢在那里钓鱼,也是他为自己选的墓地。 This pudding first used. 这次布丁先用上了。 According to the custom of Montana state, after the relatives and friends passed away, should to face with a smile, even if a person time still cries suffering extreme distress to stand by the coffin at night must smile. 按照蒙大拿州的习俗,亲友去世后应该要笑着面对,即使夜晚一个人时候哭得死去活来站在棺木旁也要笑。 At sixes and sevens matter, enough has made one worry, cannot die cannot be calm and steady. 生前乱七八糟的事情,已经够让人烦心,总不能连死了都不能安稳。 Was gotten buried into before by earth underground, should with the world's most wonderful thing contact, is not white to come one time. 被土埋进地下之前,应该要和世界上最美妙的事物接触,才不算白来了一遭。 The pudding passes away, moreover walks is very serene, Han Xuan for its splendid lifetime and happiness. 布丁是老死,而且走的很安详,韩宣为它精彩的一生而开心。 Clears the soil above snow. 清除泥土上方的积雪。 Reveals the area approximately five square meters, is mixing with the land of withered and yellow weeds. 露出面积约五平方米,夹杂着枯黄野草的土地。 Was frozen hardly, Han Xuan digs to be very strenuous, the gasping for breath time puts out the white fog, the complexion somewhat blushes. 地被冻硬了,韩宣挖起来很费力,喘气时候吐出白雾,脸色有些发红。 Does not have the big fee/spent to inform others flustered, to most people, this is only a dog, in that billion dogs with the world has no difference. 没有大费周章通知其他人,对多数人来说,这只是一条狗而已,和世界上那千百万条狗没什么区别。 Only then Alexander, Martinez and the others came to mourn, after these cowboys learn of the news, oneself catch up. 只有亚历山大、马丁内兹等人前来悼念,那些牛仔是得知消息后,自己赶来的。 Martinez should also go to Australia, but his wife has a child, is a boy, two months of big, matter too cannot get out of the way. 马丁内兹原本应该也去澳大利亚,不过他老婆生孩子,是个男孩,才两个月大,事情太多走不开。 After digging good pit, Han Xuan holds the box to put. 挖好坑后,韩宣抱着箱子放进去。 This wooden crate is old Patton, usually is used to place spanner and other tools, light engine oil taste. 这个木箱是老巴顿的,平时用来摆放扳手等工具,还有股淡淡的机油味。 Looked at this box, he levels the earth with effort. 看了看这个箱子,他又费力填平土。 Except that has renovated trace, and surrounding other lands are equally smooth, this is the pudding the last change that leaves behind in the world. 除了翻新过的痕迹,和周围其他土地一样平整,这是布丁在世界留下的最后一点改变。 Let Old John dig a pit, buries the cross. 老约翰挖了个坑,埋好十字架。 Han Xuan was worried oneself are not Christian, God will think that the pudding is not very reverent, resists it out the heaven. 韩宣担心自己不是基督教徒,上帝会觉得布丁不够虔诚,将它拒于天堂门外。 Now he discovers finally why will have so many people religious. 现在他终于发现,为什么会有那么多人信教。 In order to makes the mind have a sustenance probably, the soul is insufficient to drift about destitute. 大概是为了能让心灵有个寄托,灵魂不至于颠沛流离吧。 If the heaven exists, after dying, can continue to lead a life of comfort. 如果天堂存在,死后还能继续享乐。 If not exist, anything does not know in any case, will not always owe......( to be continued.) 如果不存在,反正什么都不知道了,总不会亏......(未完待续。) Browsing reading address: 浏览阅读地址:
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