Tonyhas not raisedanyexcessiverequest. Even if so, the Zhou Yicomplexionsomewhatis also stiff.托尼没有提什么过分的请求。但是即便是如此,周易的脸色也有些僵硬。„YourmeaningisIneedsto play this clownsamerole.”
“你的意思是我需要出演这种小丑一样的角色。”„Excuse me, Mate. Can thisbe the clownsamerole of? Thisisveryofficial, verysacredwork. Youmustwork as, butmybest man, has not compared this bettermatter.”
“拜托,伙计。这怎么能是小丑一样的角色呢?这可是很正式,也很神圣的工作。你要当的可是我的伴郎,没有比这更好的事情了。”Tonywas emphasizing, the expression on facewas the incomparablesincerity.托尼强调着,脸上的表情是无比的真诚。„YoualsoletJean, whenyourbridesmaid, makingourchildrengiveyouto work as the partnerchild.”
“你还让琴当你的伴娘,让我们的孩子给你当伴童。”„Thisis a bestblessing. Mate, mustknow that does the person of thismatterto obtain very goodgoodluck.”
“这是一种美好的祝福。伙计,要知道干过这种事情的人都可以获得非常不错的好运气的。”Tonywas still arguing, andattemptedis becomingbyownexpressionis more sincere. All these, Zhou Yidoes not show respect for somebody's ability, hecontinuesto complain.托尼还在辩解着,并且尝试着让自己的表情变得更加真挚起来。只是这一切,周易并不买账,他只是继续抱怨道。„Youalsowanted more than 100Godsto causewithme, works asanylaughablechoir.”
“你还跟我要了100多个神使,去当什么可笑的唱诗班。”„Excuse me, Mate. Ihave not madethemcome out the wingdew. Imakethemreveal the lovablecheek, is smilingto the camerasome, offered the blessingtouswhile convenienton the line. Thisis not very difficultmatter. Yes, right!”
“拜托,伙计。我又没有让她们把翅膀露出来。我只是让她们露出可爱的脸蛋,然后对着摄像机微笑一些,顺便给我们送上祝福就行了。这并不是什么非常困难的事情吧。是吧,没错吧!”Was raisedbyZhou Yithisrepeatedlyignites, even ifbyTonyinsensitivesomewhatcould not hang. Heemphasizedhastily. Andstopped upZhou Yito continuewith the wordsdirectlyin the possibility that inthisissuepestered. Butheardhim saying that Zhou Yi can only shrug the arm, swungbeginning.
被周易这样反复提点着,即便是以托尼的厚脸皮都有些挂不住了。他连忙强调了起来。并且直接拿话语堵住了周易继续在这个问题上纠缠的可能性。而听到他这么说,周易只能耸了耸肩膀,摇了起了头。„You said that I can also sayanything. Icannotguarantee that the Jeanmeetingis willingto work asthisbridesmaid. Youshouldknow,mytheywill not handleanythingforcefully.”
“你都这么说了,我还能说些什么。只是,我不能保证琴会愿意当这个伴娘。你应该知道,我不会强行她们做任何事情。”„Thisis not the issue.”Beckoned with the hand, Tonysuchwas sayingtoZhou Yiimmediately. „Iknowyounowmanygirlfriends. Jean, Ida, Susan, Lilysilk, Serena. Thatchild'smother, is calledJillthatwoman. Ibelieve that wouldbeing willingto acceptthiswork. Even if they do not want, Ithink that MissSelinacertainlyis also gladto assumethisduty.”
“这不是问题。”摆了摆手,托尼立刻就对着周易这么说道。“我可是知道你现在有多少个女朋友。琴,艾达,苏珊,莉莉丝,瑟拉娜。还有那个孩子的母亲,叫做吉尔的那位女士。我相信总会有愿意接受这个工作的吧。就算是她们不愿意,我想瑟琳娜小姐也一定是非常乐意承担这个任务的。”„What do you mean?”
“你这是什么意思?”Hearsthese words, hastouchingZhou Yi unable to bearselect the eyebrowat heart. Butsawhisexpression, Tonyrevealsmento understandimmediately, obviousexpression.
听到这句话,心里有着触动的周易忍不住挑了挑眉毛。而看到他的表情,托尼立刻就露出了一个男人都懂的,心照不宣的表情。„The meaning in wording.”Hewas saying, whilethrew a cigaretteto giveZhou Yi. Simultaneouslywas sayingtohimmeaningfully. „Knows? SometimesactuallyIreallyveryadmireyour. Imeaninwomanthis, on the one hand. AlthoughIam a bastard, Iwill not denythis point. HoweverIam very clear, myshoulderare mostalsoonly to undertake a weight of woman. Butyouare different. Letmecalculate,thiswasseveral. Sixthseventh? Oralsohasexistence that Ido not know?”
“字面上的意思而已。”他一边这么说着,一边扔了根香烟给周易。同时意味深长地对着他说道。“知道吗?其实有时候我真的挺佩服你的。我是说在女人这一方面。虽然我是个混蛋,我自己也不会否认这一点。但是我很清楚,我的肩膀最多也只能承担起一个女人的重量。而你则不同。让我算算,这是第几个了。第六个还是第七个?或者说还有我所不知道的存在?”„Heh, Mate. Can Iregard asyourwords am finding fault?”
“嘿,伙计。我能把你的这种话看成是在找茬吗?”Emitted the smoke rings, Zhou Yicannot be bearingenhanceownvolume, startedto hint itself the disaffectioninthisissue. ButthismakesTonyshake the headtohimto smileimmediately.
喷吐着烟圈,周易忍不住提高了自己的音量,开始示意自己在这个问题上的不满。而这立刻就让托尼摇着头对着他笑了起来。„Sorry, Ido not haveothermeaning. Ienvyyou, youcanobtainthese many, moreovercanprocesssuchwellthem. Make the womanfeel that happyis not a easymatter, youneedto protectthem, looks likeholds a woofQingchespring waterto be the same, needs the five fingersbinding, does not leave behinda wee bitslits, canmakethemnot receiveanyinjury. This pointyoudois very good. Be much better than me!”
“抱歉,我没有别的意思。我只是羡慕你,你能得到这么多,而且还能把她们处理得这么好。让女人感到幸福可不是一件容易的事情,你需要保护好她们,就像是捧着一汪清澈的泉水一样,必须要五指紧合,不留下一丁点的缝隙,才能让她们不受到任何的伤害。这一点你做的很好。要比我好得多!”
Here, hislookdrifted away, inown the cigaretteonsmog that hiked up. Closelyis wrinkling the eyebrowdemonstrated that hispresentmoodis not simple, butoncorners of the mouth that his pulls, thenclearlyfloodmeaning of obviousridicule. Thisishetoownridicule.
说到这,他的眼神游离了起来,在自己手上香烟飘起的烟雾上。紧紧皱着的眉毛显示出他现在的心情并不简单,而他那扯动的嘴角上,则清楚地泛起着一丝明显的嘲弄的意味。这是他对自己的嘲弄。„Mywomendid not protect. Knows? Whenshementionshertoday'sbitter experiencewithme, Iwish one couldto killthesebastardsreallyentirely. HoweverIcannot. Sitsinmyposition, Imustconsidermorematters. Butthisconsideration, makingmeearlierplaceto injurehercompared withanybody. Althoughshehas not saidanything. HoweverI can feel, Idisappointedher. Thisis notmyoriginal intention, butIdo not haveotherchoices.”
“我连一个女人都保护不了。知道吗?当她跟我说起她今天的遭遇的时候,我真的恨不得把那些混蛋统统干掉。但是我不能。坐在我的这个位置上,我必须要考虑更多的事情。而这种考虑,让我比任何人都更早一步地伤害到她。虽然她并没有说些什么。但是我能感受得到,我让她失望了。这不是我的本意,但是我没有其他的选择。”Like thisTony was also andZhou Yifewsuchfriendssays. Butfacingsuchsayingheartmark, Zhou Yideeplyhas smokedcigarette on a hand, thensighedwas sayingtohim.
这样的话托尼也就是和周易这样为数不多的朋友说一说了。而面对这样的坦露心迹,周易深深地吸了一口手上的香烟,然后才叹息着对着他说道。„To open, Tony. Thisis the choice that youmake, isyoumustsitinthisposition. I can only suchtellyou, sinceyouhave chosenthis. Thenyou can only insistthisroad. Moreover, wasn't MissDeborah very obvioussurfacehas showntoyoursupport? Shehas achievedthisdegree. Do youalsowantwhat kind of?”
“想开一点吧,托尼。这是你做出的选择,是你要坐在这个位置上的。我只能这么告诉你,既然你选择了这样。那么你就只能把这条路坚持下去。而且,黛博拉小姐不是很明显地表示出了对你的支持吗?她都已经做到了这种程度。你还想要怎么样?”„Ido not know!”Pinched out the cigarette in hand, Tonydeeplyloweredownhead. „IsbecauseIdo not know how Ishouldbe ableto compensateher. ThereforeIfeelguilty. Thismakesmefeel that oneselfis defeatedvery much, veryfailure. Youknow that Ishould notbethisappearanceam right.”
“我不知道!”掐灭了手里的香烟,托尼把自己的头深深地低了下去。“就是因为我不知道我该怎么才能补偿她。所以我才感觉到愧疚。这让我感觉自己很失败,非常失败。你知道的,我不应该是这个样子才对。”„Is yourrecentpressurevery big?”
“你最近的压力很大?”Tony Starkwill havesuchresponse, thisin the Zhou Yieye is really somewhatstrangelyevenis the inconceivablematter. Mustknow,in the Zhou Yimemory, Tonyforeveris a self-confidence, fellow who evenis insufferably arrogant. Hehas not been defeatedthisidea, does not haveto be defeatedthisidea. Alsobecause is just this, hispresentperformanceappearsespeciallystrange. AlsomakesZhou Yi unable to bearstartto be worriedforhim.托尼.史塔克会有这样的反应,这在周易的眼里实在是有些奇怪甚至是不可思议的事情。要知道,在周易的记忆力,托尼永远都是一个自信满满,甚至不可一世的家伙。他从来没有失败这个观念,更没有自己会失败这种想法。也正因为是这样,他现在的表现才显得尤为奇怪。也让周易忍不住开始为他担心起来。„Said that recentlyhad the matter that whatIdid not know?”
“还是说最近发生了什么我不知道的事情?”„Aren't you a God? The Spiritual Godkeeps aloof, should notbe omniscient, omnipotent?”
“你不是神吗?神灵高高在上,不是应该无所不知,无所不能的吗?”Grinning, Tonyhas been havingsuchquestiontoZhou Yisuddenly. Buthas not waited forZhou Yito reply,helike thisinterrogatedtohimimmediately.
咧了咧嘴,托尼突然对着周易发出了这样的疑问。而还没有等周易回答出来,他立刻就紧接着对他这样质问了起来。„ObviouslyyouareSpiritual God, whyyoucannot knowCaptain AmericaSteve. Rogersunexpectedlyis a Hydramatter. WhatyourthisSpiritual Godworks as was really toolaughable, was not competent. Arrivedusbythatbastarddid not play withcompetent, inhas applauded. Evenalsoonegroup of foolsforhim, butalmostdiscards the poor life. Ifcanknow in advanceall these, perhaps will then not havesuchmatter.”
“明明你都已经是神灵了,为什么你会不知道美国队长史蒂夫.罗杰斯居然是一个九头蛇的事情。你这个神灵当的真是太可笑了,太不称职了。不称职到我们所有人都被那个混蛋玩弄在了鼓掌之间。甚至还有一群傻瓜为了他而差点把小命丢掉。如果能预知这一切的话,那么也许就根本不会发生这样的事情。”Can look, Tony is venting, creates a scenesamevent. Buthecanbe in front ofoneselfto makesuchperformance, without doubtalsoexplainedactuallyhehashowhugepsychological burdennow.
看得出来,托尼是在发泄,无理取闹一样的发泄。而他能当着自己的面做出这样的表现来,无疑也说明了他现在究竟有着多么巨大的心理负担。
If usually, onZhou Yimanyalsoironictwo. Ifhemustpesteragain, thenunavoidablygiveshim a lesson. Howevernow, looked, inhehas married sooninface, Zhou Yihas knockedownfinger, preparesto giveto uncoverall.
如果是平时,周易多少也会反讽上两句。如果他要再纠缠下去的话,那么怎么也免不了给他一点教训。但是现在,看在他都快要结婚了的面子上,周易只是敲了敲自己的手指,就准备把一切都给揭过去。„Tony, Ido not knowsuchmatter. Ido not know,youwill have that bigburdenbecause ofthismatter.”
“托尼,我不知道这样的事情。我也不知道,你会因为这种事情而有那么大的负担。”„Why?”Interruptedhiswords, Tonyhas lifted the head, once againshoutedtohim. „Why can younot know?”
“为什么?”打断了他的话,托尼抬起了头,就再度冲着他叫嚷了起来。“为什么你会不知道?”Butlooks athispresentperformance, Zhou Yideeplyknit the brows, thenevery single word or phrasewas sayingtohim.
而看着他现在的表现,周易深深地皱起了眉,然后一字一句地对着他说道。„Spiritual Godis not multipurpose. Icanachievesomeyouto imagine the matter, but something areIcannot achieve. Is omniscient, omnipotentthatisyouregarding the conjecture of Spiritual God. It looks like thatGod that yousaid. Ifhehasthisskill, alsowill not be givento make into the smashingbymehisheaven.”
“神灵不是万能的。我能做到一些你们想象中的事情,但是有些事情也是我做不到的。无所不知,无所不能那是你们对于神灵的臆想。就像是你们所说的那个上帝。如果他真的有这种本事的话,也不会被我把他的天堂都给打成了粉碎。”Was stating the fact , was givinghissilentwarning, Zhou Yilike thisgavehimto answer. Buthearssuchanswer, on the face of Tonybloomsimmediately the bitter and astringentsmiling face.
陈述着事实,也是在给予他无声的警告,周易就这样给出了他答复。而听到这样的答复,托尼的脸上顿时绽放出苦涩的笑容来。„Really islaughable. WhyImustsaythismatterwithyou. Icananythingnot tellyouobviously. Before looking likeus is the same, oneselfissueare solved, will never complain the opposite party. Iam thinkingobviously before looking likeus can thatbeing togetherway, whythisappearance?”
“真是可笑。我为什么要和你说这种事情。我明明可以什么都不跟你说的。就像是我们以前一样,自己的问题自己来解决,永远不去埋怨对方。我明明是想着像我们以前的那种相处方式来的,为什么会这个样子?”
Before hespoke, alsomadeZhou Yithink oftheirbeforehandappearances. That timethey and presentare entirely different. Oralmostcannot seebeforepresentthemanyandsimilarity. He, isTony, isthisappearance. Evensaid that amongthemtherelations, comparedwithbefore, there is an obviouschange.
他说到了以前,也让周易想到了他们以前的模样。那个时候的他们和现在是截然不同的。或者说,从现在的他们身上几乎看不到任何和以前相似的地方。不论是他,还是托尼,都是这个样子。甚至说他们之间的这种关系,和以前相比,也有了一种显然的变化。Thistypedetected that makesZhou Yi unable to bearbegansupinely, the turnoverhadownsmoke ringssilently. Until after long time, hehas been makingsuchsoundtoTony.
这种发觉让周易忍不住仰起了头,默默地吞吐起了自己的烟圈。直到半晌之后,他才对着托尼发出了这样的声音。„Tony, weare different from before. Beforehandweare mindless, howcanwantto playhowto play. Drinks, goes crazycarefreeanddallies with the woman. Whenwantsto cryto cry, wantsto smilesmiles. Looked that whois not pleasing to the eyeshitshim, to scoldhisidealist. Howevernow, wewere impossibleto achievethatsituation. YouareI, wehad experiencedtoomanythings. Before thisallexperiencesus , the thing that has strippedlittle. Eliminatesideally, increasesreality. Presentwecrossthattypeforideal the age of life. The reality, thisis the thing that wemustconsider, thing that alsodefinitelywill consider.”
“托尼,我们和以前不一样了。以前的我们没心没肺,可以想怎么玩就怎么玩。畅快地喝酒、发疯、玩女人。当一个想哭就哭,想笑就笑。看谁不顺眼就打他、骂他的理想主义者。但是现在,我们已经不可能做到那种地步了。不论是你还是我,我们都已经经历过了太多的东西。这所有的经历都把我们以前所拥有的东西一点点地剥离了出去。淘汰出理想,添加进现实。现在的我们都已经过了那种为了理想而生活的年纪了。现实,这才是我们要考虑的东西,也是必然会考虑到的东西。”Heardsuchwords, Tonyhad opened mouthsubconsciously. To refuteanything. Howeverhehas opened the mouth, could not say any words of rebuttal. Hehas no wayto refutethese, becausetheseindeedare the realthings. It is not ableto refute, is unable to oppose,thisis placedinhisfronttruth.
听到了这样的话,托尼下意识地张了张嘴。想要反驳一些什么。但是他张开了嘴,却是说不出任何反驳的话语来。他没法反驳这些,因为这些的确是再真实不过的东西。无从反驳,无法反对,这就是摆在他面前的真理。Heturned into the realist who oneselfpastinstitutehas most detested and rejected. Butheregardingall thesechanges, simplydoes not haveanyresistance. Orall thesearehischoice. Thismadehimfeellaughably. Buthelooks atownoppositeZhou Yi, immediatelycannot bearsend outlow and deep, is similar to the nightowletsamelaughter.
他已经变成了自己以往所最为厌弃的现实主义者。而他对于这一切的改变,根本没有任何的抗拒。或者说,这一切都是他自己的选择。这让他感觉到了可笑。而他看着自己对面的周易,立刻就忍不住发出了低沉的,如同夜枭一样的笑声。„Realism? Idealism? Thischange is really bigsomewhatscary. Ihave not thought that mybodywill havesuchchangeunexpectedly. It looks like the playis simply same, laughable, really******was too laughable!”
“现实主义?理想主义?这种变化真是大的有些吓人啊。我还从来没有想过,我的身上居然会发生这样的变化。简直就像是戏剧一样,可笑,真******太可笑了!”„Thank you, Mate. Youmademesee clearly itself!”
“谢谢你,伙计。你让我看清了自己!”„Does not needto thank, Mate. Imakeourtwosoberly.”
“不用谢,伙计。我只是让我们两个变得更加清醒一点而已。”Has stood up the body, has patted the shoulder of Tony. Zhou Yisuchwas sayingtohim. Butlistened to the side the sound that vanishedgradually, the smiling face on Tonyfacealsoto startbecomesmore and morestiff.
站起了身,拍了拍托尼的肩膀。周易就这么对着他说道。而听着自己身边已经渐渐消失的动静,托尼脸上的笑容也开始变得越来越僵硬了起来。Heknows,perhapsoneselfandthisold friend, againdid not have the meansto return to the formerappearance.( To be continued.)
他知道,自己和这个老朋友,恐怕是再也没有办法回到从前的模样了。(未完待续。)
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