Heroes? Hearssuch a namesuddenly, Zhou Yicannot bearis laughingat heart. It is not becausethiswas calledSkaj'sgirlflexuretohisitchyplace, because byherstatussaid that thiswords, was really extremelylaughable.
英雄吗?骤然听到这么个称呼,周易忍不住在心里哈哈一笑。不是因为这个叫做斯凯的小姑娘挠到了他心里的痒处,而是因为以她的身份说这种话,实在是太过可笑了一些。
A SHIELDagentruns up to himselfin front, towas saying that shebelieves herself, believesoneself is a hero. No matter this sayingstems frominciting of herbehindperson, stems fromownconscience. Thoroughlyhas been separated from the soil of reality.
一个神盾局的特工跑到自己面前,对着自己说她相信自己,相信自己是一个英雄。不管她这话是出自她身后的人的授意,还是出自于自己的本心。都已经彻底地脱离出了现实的土壤。Ifsheisstems from the meaning of herbehindperson, thenZhou Yi can only think that the SHIELDinteriorhad certainly the seriousfissionproblem. NotbutNick Fury and astuteness of Coulsonthesepeople, are absolutely impossibleto makethisdecision.
如果她的话是出自她身后的人的意思的话,那么周易只能认为神盾局的内部一定是出现了严重的分裂问题。不然以尼克.弗瑞和科尔森这些人的精明,是绝对不可能做出这种决定的。
If stems fromheroriginal intention, thenhas saying that thisgirl is really somewhatis much sillier. Mostat leastlookedfrom the Zhou Yiangle,sheinmost people's the ideawiththisworldis entirely different.
而如果是出自她自己的本意的话,那么就不得不说,这个小姑娘实在是有些傻得可爱。最起码从周易的角度去看,她和这个世界上的大多数人的想法是截然不同的。Thiscannotsay that is a good deed, butcannotsay that is a misdemeanor. Naturally, inthesituation of present. Zhou Yihas had a favorable impressiontothissomewhatalternativegirl.
这不能说是一件好事,但是也不能说是一件坏事。当然,在现在的这个情况下。周易还是对这个有些另类的小姑娘产生了一丝好感。Asjustjoined the SHIELDnew person, Skaj, althoughhas not learned the agent to have the ability of watching a person's every mood. Howeverregardingcloses right up against itselfher who since childhoodtries hardto survive, feels the manner of oneselfnearby personbecame an instinctresponse. Therefore the nature, Zhou Yikeenlywas also caughtbyherto her good intentions. Thismakeshersomewhatexcited, evensomewhatcannot bearoneselfinnermost feelings the excitement, was askingtoZhou Yianxiously.
作为刚刚加入神盾局的新人,斯凯虽然还没有学会特工应该有的察言观色的能力。但是对于从小就靠着自己一个人努力生存的她来说,感受自己身边人的态度已经成为了一种本能性的反应。所以自然的,周易对她的那种善意也被她敏锐地捕捉到了。这让她有些兴奋,甚至有些忍不住自己内心的激动,对着周易急切地问道。„Heis a hero, right? Youalsothink so?”
“他是一个英雄,对吗?你也是这么觉得的吗?”Was asked is in itself a hero, this firsttimeregardingZhou Yi. In this case, hecan certainlyremain silenttothisgirl, butlooks at her earnestlook, heactuallymustsayanything'simpulsion. Butwhatshouldsay? Suddenly, Zhou Yihasto plantto act bashful the uncertainfeeling.
被人问起自己是不是个英雄,这对于周易来说还是第一次。在这种情况下,他当然可以对这个女孩保持沉默,但是看着她那热切的眼神,他却有一种自己必须说些什么的冲动。而该说些什么呢?一时间,周易却是有种拿捏不定的感觉。
If before, perhapshe can also call the herohimselfself-confidently. Howevernow. Can oneself have thisenergy? This point, Zhou Yiare unable to affirm. Thereforehehesitated.
如果是以前,他或许还能自信地把自己称之为英雄。但是现在。自己是否还能有这个底气呢?这一点,就连周易自己都无法肯定。所以他犹豫了。Butwhenhehesitates, Skajactuallystaresin a big way the eye, was openingownsmallmouth. Is gazing at the change of hisexpressionstubbornly. As ifregardingher, Zhou Yievery action and every movement, eachhas made up mindsufficientlyto affecthermind, has the enoughinevitablerelationsto be the same withher.
而就在他犹豫的时候,斯凯却是瞪大了眼睛,微张着自己的小嘴。死死地注视着他表情的变化。似乎对于她来说,周易的一举一动,每一个决意都足以牵动她的心神,都和她有着足够必然的关系一样。
On how long, onZhou Yifacecloudyclearuncertainquiet. Helooksthatanxiouslooks atowngirl. Shows a faint smile, saidtoher.
没过上多久,周易脸上的阴晴不定就沉寂了下来。他看着那个紧张的看着自己的小姑娘。微微一笑,就对她说道。„Icannotsaywhatyousaidisright, cannotsaywhatyousaidis the mistake. Butbywords that myviewpointcomes to see, hispast can indeed calculateonis a hero. Howeverhe can also be able to become a name of heroin the futureactions, thatwas notIcannarrate and comment.”
“我不能说你说的是对的,也不能说你说的是错的。而以我的观点来看的话,他的过去的确可以算的上是一个英雄。但是他在未来的所作所为是不是还能当得上一个英雄的称谓,那就不是我能评述得了的了。”
The reply of Zhou YimadeinSkaj'seyespresentoneto be anxiousandpuzzled. Sheis not as if clear, whyZhou Yiwill replyherlike this. Saying that thereforeshe can only think oneself infallible.周易的回答让斯凯的眼中出现了一丝焦躁和不解。她似乎并不明白,为什么周易会这样回答她。所以她只能自以为是的说道。„Youare perfunctorymyview? Thistype of ambiguousthingcannotbe persuasive. Sir, Iknow that youhad not possibly felt relievedregardingmythisstranger, thereforeyoudid not havethattypeto reveal the aspirationtome the meaning. HoweverIcantellyou, each few words that Ispokeare earnest, thing that isItrulythought. Ifyoudo not believe. Youcanlook forone to watch for the innermost feelingsfromthiscitycasuallyMutantsto come, letsall that shehad a look atmeto say is myinnermost feelingstallies.”
“你这是敷衍我的说法吗?这种模棱两可的东西可不能让人信服。先生,我知道你对于我这种陌生人可能没有那么放心,所以你还没有那种对我吐露心声的意思。但是我可以告诉你,我说的每一句话都是认真的,都是我心里真正在想的东西。如果你不信。你可以从这个城市里随便找一个能窥伺内心的变种人来,让她看看我所说的一切是不是和我的内心相吻合的。”„Putswith ease, putswith ease!”Looks that graduallybecomesalong withownspoken languagesomewhatanxiousandanxiousSkaj, Zhou Yishows a faint smile, has held downhershoulder. „Ido not haveanyto suspectyourmeaning, does not have any meaning of being perfunctory. In fact, Ido not haveanyreasonto be perfunctoryyoursuchyoung people. All that youhear, is actually mytrueidea.”
“放轻松,放轻松!”看着随着自己的言语而逐渐变得有些急切和焦躁的斯凯,周易微微一笑,就按住了她的肩膀。“我没有任何怀疑你的意思,也没有任何敷衍的意思。事实上,我没有任何的理由来敷衍你这样的年轻人。你听到的一切,其实就是我真正的想法而已。”„Indeed, in the past years, hehas handleda lot. Eventoprotectother people, heis even fightingby a spirit of nearlyoffer. At that time, whenhebelievesthisworlddoes right byhisprotection, he can indeed call the hero. Ithink. Healsothinks.”
“诚然,在过去的岁月里,他做了很多事情。甚至为了保护他人,他甚至在以一种近乎奉献的精神在战斗着的。在那个时候,在他相信这个世界对得起他的保护的时候,他的确可以称之为英雄。我想。就连他自己也是这么认为的。”„But, the personbecomes. Butthischangemutual. Whenhediscovered that thisworldhas abandonedhimrepeatedly, betraysalltimes that histheseyearscameto make. Hewas naturally impossibleagainlikeinitially, did not change the first thoughtto continueto work as a -calledhero.”
“但是,人是会变得。而这种变化是相互的。当他发现这个世界一再抛弃了他,背叛了他这些年来所做的一切的时候。他自然不可能再像当初一样,不改初心地继续去当一个所谓的英雄。”„Skaj, youmustknow. The heroesare notgiven nameof pleasant to hear. Itmeans the responsibility, means the sacrifice. Meansinsistence of faith. Whenone day, was the persondiscoveryownsacrifice of hero, the responsibility that oneselfbore, oneselfallfaithwas protected the thingbetrayal that destroybyoneself the time, hedefinitelywithchanging.”
“斯凯,你要知道。英雄不是什么好听的名号。它意味着责任,意味着牺牲。意味着一种信念的坚持。而当有一天,身为英雄的人发现自己的牺牲,自己背负的责任,自己所有的信念都被自己守护的东西背叛破坏的时候,他肯定会跟着发生变化的。”„Somepeoplewill perhaps chooseto continueonthisroadto walk, thentakes the dead end, finallyturns intooneonlyto be ableby the milestone that the personcommemorates. But before somepeoplewill actually put down themselvesall, chooseto make a fresh start a newjourney. Veryobviously, Dawn Knightchoiceis the latter. Regardinghim, the given name of so-calledherobecame the laughableburden, thereforeisheshoulddrop outalltimes.”
“有些人也许会选择继续在这条路上行走,然后走上末路,最终变成一个只能被人纪念的丰碑。而有的人却会放下自己之前的一切,选择重新开始一段新的旅途。很显然,黎明骑士选择的就是后者。对于他来说,所谓英雄的名号已经成为了可笑的负担,所以是他该抛下一切的时候了。”„No, thisis unfair! Should notbethis.”Listens toZhou Yithattranquillyto havesomeregrettableexplanations, Skajactuallylikewasencounters any fearfulpainful event, in a terrified wayandhas held on the arm of Zhou Yianxiously, then the corner of the eyebelttearswere sayingtohimrepeatedly. „Thisfrom beginning to endis only the idea that you alonethink oneself infallible. Hehas not thought that are thisworld how manypeoplealwayssteadfastlybelievinghim? Somehow manypeoplewere anticipatinghecanreturntotheirsides? Hedoes not know, whenhemakesthischoice, hewas equal to actuallybetrayingthesepeopletohistrust, tohishope?”
“不,这不公平!不应该是这样的。”听着周易那平静中带着些许遗憾的说明,斯凯却像是遭遇到了什么可怕的伤心事一样,惶恐而急切地拉住了周易的手臂,然后眼角带泪地对着他连声说道。“这从头到尾只是你一个人自以为是的想法而已。难道他就没有想过,这个世界到底有多少人在始终坚定不移地相信着他吗?到底有多少人期待着他能回归到他们的身边吗?他难道不知道,当他做出这种选择的时候,他其实就等同于背叛了那些人对他的信任,对他的希望吗?”„Skaj, listening tome saying that child!”Has pattedthisbecause ofgirl'sback of the hand that butshedstears, on the Zhou Yifaceappearstake pity on, a helplessness. „Thisworldlikelyis notsimplicity that youknow. Perhapsregardingtheseaverage people, they have not handled the matter of betrayal. Howevertheyhave not done, does not representotherpeoplenot to do. Inthisworldvoice is never the average person, butis the government and so-calledperson in power. Butregardingall that theymake, youdo not haveanyright to speak. This is yourirrelevantwars, but the resultearlyhas decidedactually, therefore, is actually thisletting loosetime.”
“斯凯,听我说,孩子!”拍了拍这个会因为自己而流眼泪的女孩的手背,周易脸上浮现出一丝怜惜,一丝无奈。“这个世界并不像是你认识的那么简单。也许对于那些普通人来说,他们是从来没有做过背叛的事情。但是他们没有做过,不代表其他人没有做过。在这个世界发声的永远不是普通人,而是政府和所谓的当权者。而对于他们所做的一切,你们是没有任何发言权的。这是和你们无关的战争,而结果其实早已经决定了,所以,其实是该放开的时候了。”Goes all outto shake the head, Skajwas pale the faceto make an effortto hold on the arm of Zhou Yi. Sheas ifwantedto sayanythingagain, butat this time, sheactuallyreallydoes not knowoneselfshouldsayanything.
拼命地摇了摇头,斯凯苍白着脸用力拉住了周易的手臂。她似乎想要再说些什么,但是这个时候,她却是真的不知道自己应该说什么了。Canlivethese manyyears, thenalsojoinsbyownabilitytoSHIELD, Skajnaturallypossiblyis notthattypefool who does not havewhatbrain. Althoughsheis pure, butis not stupid, particularlyafterZhou Yi the wordsspokesuchopens, sheis clearer, keeps offin front ofoneselfisanythingthing.
能够独自一人生活这么多年,然后还凭借自己的能力加入到神盾局之中,斯凯自然不可能是那种没有什么脑子的傻瓜。她虽然单纯,但是却不愚蠢,尤其是在周易把话说地这么开之后,她就更加清楚,挡在自己前面的到底是一些什么东西。WishmakesDawn Knightreturn, at allwas notherwishcanchange. Whatkeeps offbeforeheris the governmentinfluenceandDawn Knightoneselfwishthesetwocannotbe moved the mountain that butmustcrossthem, is almost a impossiblematter.
想要让黎明骑士回归,根本不是她一个人的意愿能够改变得了的。挡在她面前的是政府势力和黎明骑士本人意愿这两座不可挪动的大山,而要越过它们,几乎是一件不可能的事情。Skajis not one person who easily speaksto give up, regardingthismattershenaturallyis not willingly. However something were notsheare not willing to change, was most minimum, sheabsolutelyis helpless the present. Thereforeshe can only be paleface, saton the chairdullsilly, likewasonedoes not have the puppet of soul, the lookwas gazing atZhou Yiemptilyoneself.
斯凯不是一个轻言放弃的人,对于这种事情她自然是不甘心的。但是有些事不是她不甘心就能改变得了得,最起码,在现在她就绝对是无能为力的。所以她只能苍白着脸,呆呆傻傻地坐到了椅子上,像是一个没有灵魂的木偶一样,眼神空洞地注视着周易本人。ThislookZhou Yihas looked, inthaton the reporter who is calledto reveal the Yi (easy)silk. At that time, herlookhas given itselfverybigtouching. Butnow, whenheseesthissamelookonce again, an inexplicablefeelingwell upedonce again.
这种眼神周易看过,在那个叫做露易丝的记者身上。那个时候,她的眼神就给了自己很大的触动。而现在,当他再度看到这一样的眼神的时候,一种莫名的感觉再度涌上了心头。Withangryirrelevant, withhas nothing to dosadly. Somefeelingsas well assomeregrets, as well asonetypejust likesseparates the worldsame not clearfeeling.
和愤怒无关,和悲伤无关。只是些许的感慨以及些许的遗憾,以及一种恍若隔世一样不真切的感觉。
The heroes, thisnamewas too was really farregardinghim, blurredtohimtoitsimpression. If not this girl who calledSkajmentionedthismattertohim, perhapslinkedhimsoonto forget, oneselfonce have this kind ofname.
英雄,这个名字对于他来说实在是已经太远太远了,远到了他自己都已经模糊了对它的印象。如果不是这个叫斯凯的女孩对他说起这件事,恐怕连他自己都快要忘了,自己曾经还有着这样一个名字。Howeverlooked likehehad saidsuch, thatwas onlyonce. Butonce, absolutelycannotmean the future. Hisheroicprofessionearlyhas answered a curtain call, howeven ifrecallsagain , is impossibleto return. This point, Zhou Yiis well aware. Thereforelooks atSkaj'schange, he can only sighto pathershoulder, was sayingtoher.
但是就像是他说过的那样,那只是曾经。而曾经,就绝对不能意味着未来。他的英雄生涯早已经谢幕了,就算是再怎么回忆,也是不可能回到过去的。这一点,周易心知肚明。所以看着斯凯的这种变化,他只能叹息着拍了拍她的肩膀,对着她说道。„Skaj. Whenhedied. Holds the past that the sadfutile effortis fondly rememberingis havinghimto protectwithit, might as wellmakes a fresh start , to continue oneselfthathimnot to protect the life that. Thisis an advice, perhapsthis, toyoursuchperson, canbe a good deed.”
“斯凯。就当他已经死了吧。与其抱着伤悲徒劳地怀念着有他保护的过去,还不如重新开始,继续自己没有那个他来保护的生活。这是一个忠告,也许这样,对你这样的人来说,会是一件好事。”Pattedhand of Zhou Yifiercelyaccording to inownshoulder, Skajlooked likeinjects the soulsameto live. However, presentsheactuallyas iflostoneselfreasonto be the same in the grief and indignation, was screamingto shouttoZhou Yi.
猛地拍开了周易按在自己肩膀上的手,斯凯就像是重新注入了灵魂一样活了过来。不过,现在的她却似乎在悲愤中丧失了自己的理智一样,对着周易就大声地嚷嚷道。„Do not find the excuseforyourbetrayal, Dawn Knight. Youthink that yourthiscancast asidecleanlyoneself, thenwalkswith easecomfortably? Yougave up any idea of,yougave up any idea. Iwill not makeyousuchprevailonsucheasily, cannotabsolutely. Imust to know that yourtrue colors, makingyouforeverimpossibleto escape fromthisshackles. Ilive up to one's words, youhearnot to have. Dawn Knight!”
“不要为你的背叛找借口,黎明骑士。你以为你这样就能把自己撇得干干净净,然后走得轻松自在吗?你休想,你休想。我不会让你这么就这么轻易得逞的,绝对不会。我要让所有人知道你的真面目,让你永远也不可能逃出这个枷锁。我说到做到,你听到没有。黎明骑士!”Hersoundissuchshouting oneself hoarse, is completely conceivable, will havemany people attractedbyhershouting. Butthis, isSkajhas the idea.
她的声音是如此的声嘶力竭,以至于完全可以想象,会有多少人被她的这种呼喊吸引过去。而这,就是斯凯打得主意。
It looks like such that she said that shecannotmakeZhou Yisuchwith easecomfortablyescapein any event, thereforeexposesownrealstatus, she must suchdo. From someangle, toletZhou Yirotates, sheput together all her.
就像是她说的那样,她无论如何都不能让周易这么轻松自在地逃掉,所以就算是暴露自己的真实身份,她也要这么做。从某种角度上说,为了让周易回转过来,她是真的拼上了自己的一切。Howeverthisreallyuseful? The realityhas givenher a brutalanswer.( To be continued.)
但是这真的有用吗?现实给了她一个残酷的答案。(未完待续。)
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