MSG :: Volume #14

#1356: Tribulation numerous incarnation monsters

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Occurs on this Christian biggest the accident, is arrival of that disaster. 发生在这个基督徒身上最大的变故,莫过于那个灾难的降临。 When the giant nuclear explosion resounds through when his at present, he pledged, oneself entire world is dim. This type dim is not dangerous fear that because he faces to himself, but is he regarding the despair that oneself as well as these children's future will produce. 当巨大的核爆响彻在他的眼前的时候,他发誓,自己的整个世界都是昏暗的。这种昏暗不是因为他对自己所面临的危险的恐惧,而是他对于自己以及自己那些孩子们的未来所产生的绝望。 As a missionary, the Christian can be said as this national unusual high-level intellectual. Although he family background is poor, however under his teacher's education, he is also considered as on is the elite class of this country. Why this is also he can close right up against a broken church to raise the reasons of that many orphans. His ability can help him obtain the soaring reward in this society, although does this often means that he must and scolded by the discrimination that these tall seed/type are surnamed, but in the heart has he of oneself ideal and belief will not care about these. 作为一个传教士,基督徒可以说是这个国家少有的高级知识分子。他虽然出身贫苦,但是在他导师的教育之下,他也算得上是这个国家的精英阶层。这也是他为什么能靠着一间破教堂就能养育那么多个孤儿的原因。他的能力能让他在这个社会上获得高昂的报酬,虽然这样做往往会意味着他要饱受那些高种姓的歧视和责难,但是心中有着自己理想和信仰的他并不会在乎这些。 In his life only then these children's weights, other all are immaterial regarding him. So long as can look that these children live happily joyfully, other anything he can withstand. The similar suppression, is castigation of society, he can withstand. He thinks that oneself was fearless, when the entire world turns into the appearance of today suddenly, he actually discovered that this type fearless that laughable, then being nothing to speak. 他的生命里只有那些孩子们的重量,其他的所有一切对于他来说都是无关紧要的。只要能看着那些孩子们幸福快乐地生活下去,其他的任何东西他都是可以承受的。不论是同类的打压,还是社会的苛责,他都可以承受。他以为自己已经无所畏惧了,但是,当整个世界骤变成今天的这幅模样,他却是发现,这种无所畏惧是那么的可笑,那么的不值一提。 The nuclear bomb destroys is not only a city, a country, he destroys also has on this lands the inherent order. Under this terrifying destruction, maintained the strength that the human society is having to disintegrate past immediately, human wants to maintain a livelihood, has to return to the most primitive jungle principle. But this, regarding protecting this group of children's Christian, simply is most test awfully. 核弹毁灭的不仅仅是一个城市,一个国家,他毁灭的还有这片土地上固有的秩序。在这种恐怖的破坏之下,昔日维持着人类社会所存在的力量顿时就土崩瓦解,人类想要活命,就不得不回归到最原始的丛林法则之中。而这,对于保护这一群孩子的基督徒来说,简直就是最要命的考验。 He is not strong, will not use any schemes and tricks. He can rely on, only then good, own honest duty. But this is not worth a red cent in the chaotic world after this nuclear bomb. It can be said that if he before nuclear explosion can also close right up against oneself effort to support itself as well as that several lovable child, then now, he is wish is lived by himself is an issue. 他并不强壮,也不会使用什么阴谋诡计。他能凭借的只有善良,还有自己的老实本分而已。而这在这个核弹后的混乱世界里根本一文不值。可以说,如果核爆之前的他还能靠着自己的努力养活自己以及那十几个可爱的孩子的话,那么现在,他就是想要让自己活下来都是个问题。 This is a fearful test, is to his, to his belief. He does not know how oneself should do to be able like before to continue to foster this child. However he is very clear, oneself must want completely all means that to continue to foster them to be good. 这是个可怕的考验,是对他的,也是对他的信仰的。他不知道自己该怎么做才能像以前那样继续去抚养这个孩子。但是他很清楚,自己必须要想尽一切的办法,去继续抚养他们才行。 He has not thought giving up, has not thought this issue. Even if the fearful disaster arrived, even if this world gradually became chaotic, person also becomes is more like Beast, but likely is not a person, he still has not presented such idea. That is entirety in his life, even if gets rid of all, he absolutely is impossible to get rid of these. 他没有想过放弃,从来没有想过这个问题。即便是可怕的灾难已经降临,即便是这个世界已经逐渐地变得混乱,身边的人也变得更像是野兽而非像是一个人,他也依然是没有出现过这样的想法。那是他生命中的全部,哪怕是抛弃所有,他也绝对不可能抛弃这些。 However, this not the matter that set firm resolve to achieve. The disparity of mind world and real world has been doomed, huge gap that among this two has. Although he once thought oneself in mind rich has almost the entire world, however in this brutal real world, he still does not have all these that any means change themselves to face. 然而,这并不是下定了决心就能做到的事情。心灵世界和现实世界的差距就已经注定了,这二者之间所存在的巨大鸿沟。尽管他曾经觉得自己在心灵上富有的几乎拥有整个世界,但是在这个残酷的现实世界里,他也依然是没有任何办法去改变自己所面临的这一切的。 This is a very pitiful matter, pitifully to nearly desperate. However Christian not desperate, he already is desperate, therefore at this time, he did not plan that continues to get down desperately. 这是一件非常可悲的事情,可悲到近乎绝望。但是基督徒没有绝望,他早就已经是绝望过了,所以在这个时候,他根本就不打算继续绝望下去。 He is trying hard, the futile effort tries hard. Collects food on the ruins, seeks for the water source in the wilderness. Exhausts oneself all abilities, he is trying to protect these small and weak lives. Was a pity, he makes the effect that can present like this is very weak. The conflict that human to survive almost spreads to his body inevitably, when he places at this conflict, his meager strength made him unable to protect own obtained. 他在努力,徒劳地努力。在废墟上收集食物,在旷野中寻找水源。穷尽自己所有的能力,他在试图保护着那些弱小的生命。只是可惜,他这样做所能呈现出的效果是非常微弱的。人类为了生存下去的争端几乎是不可避免地蔓延到他的身上,而当他身处在这种争端的时候,他那微薄的力量让他根本保护不了自己的所得。 Many times, he cut and bruised that for together food hit. Many times , he for one bottle of clean water sources were insulted the strength of continually standing not to have. Huge payout lets him often only to receive very meager repayment, but such repayment let alone supported that many children, even if made him continue to struggle, was difficult. 多少次,他为了一块食物被人打的遍体鳞伤。多少次,他为了一瓶干净的水源被人欺辱到连站立的力气都没有。巨大的付出让他往往只能获得非常微薄的回报,而这样的回报别说是养活那么多的孩子了,就算是让他继续地挣扎下去,都是艰难的。 One month, nuclear explosion from now on merely one month, he lost a child. That type had realized the great suffering, making the innermost feelings of his whole person border on the brink of collapse. He was soon insane, or he was insane. When because he grasps that child's corpse, bit by bit him buries , in earth, he started to pledge at heart, even if exhausts own all, even if pays own all, he certainly will not let such tragedy to repeat once again. 一个月,核爆过后仅仅一个月的时间,他就已经是失去了一个孩子。那种曾经体会过的巨大痛苦,让他整个人的内心都已经濒临了崩溃的边缘。他快要疯了,或者说他已经疯了。因为当他抱住那个孩子的尸体,一点一点地把他掩埋在土里的时候,他就已经开始在心里发誓,哪怕穷尽自己的所有,哪怕付出自己的一切,他也一定不会让这样的悲剧再度重演起来。 This is his having made up mind, is he bets the matter that the soul and life are not willing to see absolutely again. But also happen to was at this time, a special opportunity was delivered to his front. 这是他的决意,是他赌上自己灵魂和生命也绝对不会愿意再看到的事情。而也正好是这个时候,一个特殊的机会被送到了他的面前。 In the cities that he is at came one group of special people, they declared that oneself have the means to help all people go through the difficulty of present, helping them obtain in the ability that on this lands continued to survive. They do not need to pay anything, they only need to make the choice on the line. A difficult choice, is an only choice. 他所在的城镇里来了一群特殊的人,他们宣称自己有办法能够帮助所有人度过眼下的这场难关,帮助他们获得在这片土地上继续生存下去的能力。他们不需要付出什么,他们只需要做出抉择就行。一个艰难的抉择,也是一个唯一的抉择。 They only needed to choose to accept their procedures on the line. Does not accept, they are still the appearance of present, the pain in the threat of death was struggling, was seeking livehood on this lands difficultly. But accepted, they can get rid of this pain, got rid of that momentarily possibly death the destiny. Naturally, this is needs to pay a price, indefinite dangerous price. 他们只需要选择接不接受他们的做法就行了。不接受,他们就依然是现在的这幅模样,在死亡的威胁中痛苦挣扎着,在这片土地上艰难地求生着。而接受了,他们就可以摆脱这种痛苦,摆脱那种随时可能死亡的命运。当然,这是需要付出一点代价的,一点不确定的危险代价。 Has succeeded, they will transform into another shape, but can also retain the human the special characteristics. But failed, they can only turn into the monster thoroughly, until gradually loses including the essence of human. The probability is indefinite, because the physical quality of everyone is different. The strong person successful probability of will be high, the small and weak person probability will lower. This is the common sense, but is actually not absolute. 成功了,他们就会转变为另一个形态,但是本质上还能保留人类的特质。而失败了,他们就只能彻底地变成怪物,直到连人类的本质都逐渐地丧失。几率是不确定的,因为每个人的身体素质是不一样的。强壮的人成功的几率会高一点,弱小的人几率则会低一点。这是常理,但是却并不是绝对。 But facing this kind of special choice, majority of people to live almost to have chosen acceptance. But the nature, the Christian is not exceptional. He same accepted this transformation with these people, but he had not actually been accepted all these by oneself children. Because his wisdom told him, that will possibly lead to the disaster that is unable to recall. But as these children's fathers , he regardless of not to be how impossible to make such matter occur on their bodies. Therefore he chose had sacrificed himself, he was only accepted all these by himself. 而面对这样一个特殊的选择,大部分的人为了活下来都几乎选择了接受。而自然的,基督徒也并不例外。他和那些人一样接受了这个改造,但是他却并没有让自己的孩子们也跟着接受这一切。因为他的智慧告诉了他,那可能会酿成一个无法挽回的祸患。而作为那些孩子的父亲,他无论如何也不可能让这样的事情发生在他们的身上。所以他选择了牺牲自己,他只让自己接受了这一切。 The first time, the result is pleasantly surprised. Although his body is not considered as strong, but he had insisted that test, became of that less than half upper dogs. This cannot change the bitter experience that he places. Because this world is becomes worse. 第一次,结果是让人惊喜的。尽管他身体并不算是强壮,但是他坚持过了那个考验,成为了那不到半数的成功者的一员。只是,这并不能改变他身处的遭遇。因为这个世界已经是变得更糟了。 Becoming a modifier, does not mean that his having ability protects own all, because his surroundings are also a modifier, with contends for the fellow of modifier with these, he simply does not have any superiority. But failure straggler who in the wilderness has everywhere, was makes him in going out to seek for food in the process to be full of the danger. 成为一个改造者,并不意味着他就有能力守护住自己的一切,因为他的周围也是改造者,和这些同为改造者的家伙相争,他根本没有任何的优势可言。而荒野中到处存在的失败游荡者,更是让他在外出寻找食物的过程中充满了危险。 His situation not only has not improved, instead became more awful. But in this case, a more severe test also appeared in his front. 他的情况不仅没有变好,反而变得更糟糕了起来。而就在这种情况下,一个更加严峻的考验也跟着出现在了他的面前。 Influence that because radiates, as well as the reason of long-term undernourishment. His child fell ill on the bed. The responses of some high fever also dysenteries, making him want the rescue of food and drugs urgently needed. However now makes the Christian look for food and medicine, radically is the impossible matter. 因为辐射的影响,以及长时间缺乏营养的缘故。他的一个孩子病倒在了床上。高烧还有痢疾的反应,让他急需要食物和药品的救助。但是现在让基督徒去找食物和药物,根本就是不可能的事情。 Food now how precious, that is the average person wants not to dare to imagine. After the turmoil of initial period, almost in market all food by these organized influences collecting. The ordinary people want to obtain food of filling the belly, simply is the countless sufferings and hardships. Even said that many women in order to fill the belly, started not to hesitate to betray the physical body. But in addition food so, scarcer medicine naturally also even more precious. 食物现在是多么的宝贵,那是一般人想都不敢想象的。在初期的动乱过后,几乎市面上所有的食物都被那些有组织的势力给收集了起来。平常人想要获得一份填饱肚子的食物,简直是千难万难。甚至说很多女人为了能够填饱肚子,都开始不惜出卖肉体了起来。而食物都尚且如此,更加稀少的药物自然也越发地宝贵了起来。 Although the Christians know the hospital in own cities has certain medicine storage quantity. However hospital actually early by certain big influences occupying. They overwhelm with numerical strength, and strength is strong. The average people want to obtain medicine from their there, must have must be given to nip the next meat to come by them to be good. 基督徒虽然知道自己城镇里的医院有着一定的药物存量。但是医院却早已经是被某些大势力给盘踞了下来。他们人多势众,而且力量强大。普通人想要从他们那里获得药物,少不得要被他们给咬下一口肉来才行。 Is person who the Christian does not have a thing in the world like this wants the drugs that likely brings life-saving from their there, radically is the impossible matter. His only fate was given to throw by them, even said that serious point words, he may keep there oneself poor life. 像是基督徒这样一无所有的人想要从他们那里拿来救命的药品,根本就是不可能的事情。他唯一的下场就是被他们给扔出来,甚至说严重一点的话,他都有可能把自己的小命留在那里。 The Christians do not fear death, but he was afraid himself dead the later these children became all alone, can only with dying. That is matter that he is unable to accept, but he early has also sent the pledge, will not make any child leave itself absolutely. Yes, he cannot let such matter occurrence, therefore at this time, he has made a very special decision. Sacrificed him! 基督徒并不怕死,但是他害怕自己死了之后那些孩子们变得无依无靠,只能跟着死去。那是他无法接受的事情,而他也早已经发了誓言,绝对不会让任何一个孩子离开自己。是的,他不能让那样的事情发生,所以在这个时候,他做出了一个非常特殊的决定。牺牲他自己！ This sacrifice did not mean, he must betray himself to anyone. In fact, likely is his such fellow, even to sell unable to sell a price. Indian anything are not many, is the person are many. In this human life was inferior that on the land of dog, his value is not worth a red cent. 这种牺牲并不是说,他要把自己出卖给谁。事实上,像是他这样的家伙,即便是想卖也根本卖不出一个价格来。印度什么不多,就是人多。在这个人命不如狗的土地上,他的价值根本是一文不值的。 His so-called sacrifice was gambling. But this gambling, is that crowd said that is the person god fellows warns them over and over, and prohibits strictly. 他所谓的牺牲是一场赌博。而这种赌博,是那群自称是人神教的家伙们所再三告诫他们,并且严令禁止的。 That medicine, that special transformation medicine. Is very special existence, the ordinary dosage sufficiently makes a person have the huge change. If the dosage is oversized, then the human body cannot withstand that formidable medicine function. The person god said very is clear, that almost will be 100% places will turn into a monster you. But because of this clear explanation, all people have not thought of a way on this thing. But now, the Christian had own idea on the bodies of these medicines, because he knows, if did not turn into a monster, then he was impossible to protect oneself child. 那种药物,那种特殊的改造药物。是一种非常特殊的存在,普通的剂量就足以让一个人发生巨大的改变。而如果剂量过大,那么人体是根本承受不了那种强大的药物作用的。人神教说的非常清楚,那几乎是100地会把你变成一个怪物。而也正是因为这个清楚的说明,所有人都没有在这个东西上面打过主意。而现在,基督徒就把自己的主意打在了这些药物的身上,因为他知道,如果自己不变成一个怪物的话,那么他根本就不可能保护得了自己的孩子。 For them, he is willing to make sacrifice. But also for them, he has that consciousness to turn into a monster. This is his choice, is he regarding fulfilling of own pledge. But under this special reason, he fruitfully turned into the monster, a special monster. 为了他们,他愿意做出牺牲。而也是为了他们,他有那个觉悟去变成一个怪物。这是他的选择,是他对于自己誓言的践行。而就在这个特殊的理由之下,他如愿地变成了怪物,一个特殊的怪物。
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