MSG :: Volume #14

#1357: In the hell heart in the heaven

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What is the monster? The monster is chaotic, does not have reason, only by ugly existence that the narrow desire whips on. They change is not only own semblance, their innermost feelings, their souls, thoroughly were being putrefied also degenerate. 怪物是什么？怪物是混乱的,没有理智的,只被自己狭隘的欲望所驱策的丑陋存在。他们改变的不仅仅是自己的外表,连带着他们的内心,他们的灵魂,都已经是彻底地被腐化并且堕落了。 They cannot say that is the perfect life, because their pitiful does not have including the reason that oneself have. However, the monster that the Christian changes is different, because he exactly in this regard and other monsters differ from. 他们根本称不上是健全的生命,因为他们可悲的连自己存在的理由都没有。但是,基督徒变化的怪物却并不一样,因为他恰恰在这点上和其他的怪物有所不同。 Although is the same ugly fearful, same does not have the reason, even the same bloodthirsty is cruel. However, in the brain of Christian throughout was actually remembering a thought that that is he must protect own child. He must protect them to live safely in this brutal world. 虽然是同样的丑陋可怕,同样的没有理智,甚至同样的嗜血残忍。但是,基督徒的脑子里却始终铭记着一个念头,那就是他要保护自己的孩子。他要保护他们在这个残酷的世界中安然地生活下去。 This once was a how difficult issue, the Christian also had the withstood misery with the cut and bruised body has given a straightforwardest explanation. However now, this issue was no longer difficult, because the Christian had the strength, but this strength also helps him finally to achieve itself all of pledge. 这曾经是一个多么艰难的问题,基督徒已经用自己遍体鳞伤的身躯还有所承受的苦难做出了一个最直白的解释。但是现在,这个问题已经不再艰难了,因为基督徒已经有了力量,而这种力量也就使得他终于可以做到自己所誓言的一切。 He can obtain food with ease, the drugs and water source, he can protect oneself child with ease, making them no longer receive any injury. This is his incarnation after the monster strength that obtains, but obtains such strength him, has paid the incomparably heavy price. 他可以轻松地获得食物,药品和水源,他可以轻松地保护自己的孩子,让他们不再受到任何的伤害。这就是他化身为怪物之后所得到的力量,而得到这样力量的他,也是付出了无比沉重的代价。 As all of human is going far away to him gradually. He no longer likely is person such can eat the human food and water, regarding him, the fresh flesh is became can fill the food of his hunger and thirst stomach only. But this is in his all changes slightest one. 身为人类的一切都在逐渐地离他远去。他不再像是一个人那样可以食用人类的食物和水,对于他来说,新鲜的血肉已经是成为了唯一能填补他饥渴肠胃的食物。而这还是他所有变化中最轻微的一个。 Compared with this, no longer feels the pain, no longer feels happily. All becomes numb, all belongs to the emotion of human wild nature ** substitutes. This is a more serious situation. 和这相比,不再感觉到痛苦,不再感觉到欢乐。所有的一切都变得麻木,所有属于人类的情感都被野性的**所取代。这才是更为严重的情况。 When does not know from, he lost the ability of spoken language. When also does not know from, he starts to take oneself similar for food. The chaotic ponder has replaced his once reason, when some day he own name starts to forget, he was really thorough turned into a monster. 不知道从什么时候起,他就已经是失去了言语的能力。也不知道从什么时候起,他开始以自己的同类为食。混乱的思考代替了他曾经的理智,当有一天他连自己的姓名都开始被忘记的时候,他就真的已经是彻彻底底得变成了一个怪物。 A crazy monster, a bloodthirsty monster. When this good Christian reduces to this situation finally. He also gives back to these once like this to treat his person all pain that oneself suffered. He starts to attack oneself similar, satisfies the desire of own food and drink with their flesh. He starts to slaughter, wails to satisfy his distortion beastly nature with others' pain. 一个疯狂的怪物,一个嗜血的怪物。当这个善良的基督徒最终沦落到这一地步的时候。他也是将自己所遭受的所有痛苦都还给了那些曾经这样对待他的人。他开始袭击自己的同类,用他们的血肉来满足自己的口腹之欲。他开始杀戮,用别人的痛苦哀嚎来满足他的扭曲兽性。 His existence is fearful, despairs. Because of his existence, that small town that he occupied turned into a genuine world clever legendary creature. All people, all living the life, did not leave here because of his threat, had been treated as food by him, has forced in oneself that never in the satisfied stomach. 他的存在是可怕的,是绝望的。就因为他的存在,他原本所居住的那个小镇变成了一个真正的人间鬼蜮。所有的人,所有活着的生命,不是因为他的威胁而离开了这里,就是被他当做了食物,塞进了自己那永不满足的肠胃里。 Almost nobody can escape from his evil clutches, except for his these children. 几乎没有人能逃脱他的魔掌,除了他的那些孩子们。 It is difficult to imagine, this kind of confusion, the thoroughly twisted abnormal monster, still remembers unexpectedly existence of own children. Those who make people be hard to imagine, he can unexpectedly, for these pitiful children restrain oneself that distortion the desire, and from beginning to end has not injured to their fine hair. 很难想象,这样一个混乱的,彻底被扭曲的畸形怪物,居然还会记得自己孩子们的存在。更让人难以想象的是,他居然能够为了这些可怜的孩子们克制自己那扭曲的欲望,并且从始至终都没有伤害到他们一根汗毛。 As if even if he has put behind oneself existence, simply has not forgotten their existences. Probably was their significances completely has dominated above his life, even if because he lost as all of human, has not discarded oneself that as father's mission. 似乎他即便是忘却了自己的存在,也根本没有忘记他们的存在。就好像是他们的意义已经是完全地凌驾于在了他的生命之上,因为即便他已经丧失了身为人类的所有,也没有丢掉自己那身为父亲的使命。 He is continue look after them, is fostering them. In a way of monster. But this kind of special relations have maintained the appearance of Hydra are ended. 他在继续地照料着他们,抚养着他们。以一个怪物的方式。而这样一个特殊的关系一直维持到九头蛇的出现才算是结束。 Hydra had discovered existence of this monster, simultaneously they also had discovered these by luck by the child who the human stance lives. Out of curiosity, they have extended oneself evil clutches. But this naturally has also caused the counter-attack of monster. The monster is formidable, he is not the average person can resist by the strength that the so huge price obtains. When most starts to contact, Hydra is some losses is indeed serious. 九头蛇发现了这个怪物的存在,同时他们也发现了那些侥幸以人类姿态活下来的孩子。出于好奇,他们把自己的魔爪伸了过来。而这也自然地就引起了怪物的反击。怪物是强大的,他以如此巨大的代价所获得的力量根本就不是一般人所能对抗的。所以在最开始接触的时候,九头蛇的确是有些损失惨重。 However, Hydra after all is Hydra. Once its elite strength meddled, even if by the strength of this monster, is impossible to insist. He was grasped, but these naturally cannot escape by luck by the children who he protects. 但是,九头蛇毕竟是九头蛇。一旦其精锐力量插手了进来,即便是以这个怪物的力量,也根本不可能坚持下去。他被抓了起来,而那些被他所保护的孩子们自然也是不能幸免。 Afterward, Hydra was under investigation to discover the monsters and these children between relations, stemmed from their evil scientific studies and bad hobby interests, they and these children closed/pass this monster in one, wanted to have a look in the situation, in not providing any flesh food, can this monster make any unusual action. 随后,九头蛇在调查中发现了怪物和这些孩子们之间的联系,出自于他们邪恶的科学研究和恶劣的爱好兴趣,他们把这个怪物和那些孩子们关在了一起,想要看看在不提供任何血肉食物的情况下,这个怪物会不会做出什么异常的举动来。 They think that the monster will attack these children in the situation of extreme hunger and thirst, looks like some Beast will treat as food to be the same own flesh and blood in the hungriest situation. However, this monster has not conceived according to them does. He inscribes faith in soul to make him protect these children from beginning to end, with own life, uses own all. Even if were the Hydra fellow is using all sorts of methods to him, he was still also persevering this last bottom line. 他们以为怪物会在极度饥渴的情况下袭击这些孩子,就像是一些野兽在最饥饿的情况下会把自己骨肉当做食物一样。然而,这个怪物并没有按照他们设想中的那么做。他铭刻在灵魂里的信念让他至始至终都在保护着这些孩子,用自己的生命,用自己的一切。哪怕是九头蛇的家伙对着他用出了种种手段,他也依然坚守着这最后一条底线。 It is difficult to imagine, actually in his chaotic brain is how to implement this faith. However he such has implemented, until now, he is still also spelling to try to protect oneself these children. 很难想象,他那混乱的大脑里究竟是怎么样把这个信念贯彻下去的。但是他就是这么贯彻了下来,直到现在,他也依然在拼尽全力地想要去保护自己的那些孩子们。 This is one type the spirit that makes the person admire, because the bright envoy has not imagined, human that in their eyes has no merit to speak of can achieve this kind of great situation unexpectedly. As father, has achieved merely the matter of this nearly miracle, this makes them really have to this monster regard with a special fondness. 这是一种让人敬佩的精神,因为光明使者从来都没有想象到,他们眼中一无是处的人类居然能做到这样一个伟大的地步。仅仅是以一个父亲的身份,就做到了这种近乎奇迹的事情,这让他们实在是不得不对这个怪物另眼相看。 He is very ugly, he is very terrifying. However by that ugly semblance, fierce movement. It shows in front of all bright messengers is actually a father gentlest and most selfless innermost feelings. His great radically is not general human can compare, how even if to be again gloomy and desperate world, is impossible the light that covered up in his innermost feelings to send out. 也许他很丑陋,也许他很恐怖。但是透过那丑陋的外表,狰狞的动作。它展现在所有光明使者面前的却是一个父亲最为温柔和最为无私的内心。他的伟大根本就不是一般人类所能比拟的了的,即便是再怎么灰暗而绝望的世界,也不可能遮掩得了他内心里所散发出来的光明。 This is a great father. However, he also similarly is a pitiful father. Because made him of so great sacrifice actually at all impossible to be understood by anybody. Nobody knows that his story, his these children are also same. He who turns into the monster thoroughly although also reluctantly retains part to be the appearance of human, however such appearance actually early is different remembers in these children the father. 这是一个伟大的父亲。然而,他也同样是一个可悲的父亲。因为做出了如此巨大牺牲的他却根本不可能被任何人所了解。没有人知道他的故事,就连他的那些孩子们也一样。彻底变成怪物的他虽然还勉强保留着一部分属于人类的外貌,但是那样的容貌却早已经是不同于这些孩子们记忆中的父亲了。 Regarding these children, he is also only a monster. Was understanding they who this world change perhaps, oneself father early died. Perhaps died in some corner of this brutal world, perhaps died in the hand of this monster. Therefore, they regarding the mood of this monster are very complex. 对于这些孩子们来说,他也只是一个怪物而已。在了解到这个世界变化的他们心里,自己的父亲恐怕早已经是死了。也许是死在了这个残酷世界的某个角落里,也许是死在了这个怪物的手中。所以,他们对于这个怪物的情绪是很复杂的。 Has the hatred, is hostile, there is grateful. However does not have only, is that type regarding father's love. Their loves early have given that Christian, therefore in any event, this monster is impossible to obtain that to belong to his all. 有痛恨,有仇视,也有感激。但是唯独没有的,就是那种对于父亲的爱。他们的爱早已经交给了那个基督徒,所以无论如何,这个怪物也不可能得到那原本属于他的一切。 If this time he will ponder suddenly, he can perhaps rejoice. Rejoiced oneself turned into an ignorant monster, does not need to accept this pitiful reality. Rejoiced own best side like this was kept in these children's hearts, became they forever recalls. 如果这个时候的他突然会思考的话,他也许是会庆幸的吧。庆幸自己变成了一个浑浑噩噩的怪物,不用去接受这个可悲的现实。庆幸自己最好的一面就这样被留在了这些孩子们的心中,成为了他们永远的回忆。 Perhaps he does not hope own present appearance by these children recognizing, because he is not certainly willing to make these children shoulder a monster child's infamy. However, does this regarding him is really fair? 他也许并不希望自己如今的模样被这些孩子们给认出来,因为他一定是不会愿意让这些孩子们背负一个怪物孩子的骂名的。但是,这样做对于他来说真的是公平的吗？ The bright envoy does not believe, he thinks such great father, this kind of noble soul should not be such buried. Therefore he almost wants to give to say the story that oneself see immediately, he almost wants to inform the truth of matter immediately to these children knows. 光明使者并不这么认为,他认为这样一个伟大的父亲,这样一个高尚的灵魂是不应该被这么埋没的。所以他几乎是立刻就想要把自己所看到的故事给说出来,他几乎是立刻就想要把事情的真相告知给那些孩子们知道。 How he does not care about the average person to see this noble monster father, he only hopes that these children can know, a great man once had made such sacrifice for them. 他不在乎普通人是怎么看这个高尚的怪物父亲,他只希望这些孩子们能够知道,一个伟大的男人曾经为他们做出了这样的牺牲。 Yes, he wants such to do. However finally, he such has not done. Because when he plans such to do, that monster as if feels his intention, has been calling out in grief to him. 是的,他想要这么做。但是最终,他也并没有这么做。因为就在他打算这么做的时候,那个怪物似乎是感受到了他的心意,对着他悲鸣了起来。 Turned into one to lose the sane monster obviously, is obviously impossible to have again any belongs to the emotion of human. However he has been calling out in grief to the bright envoy at this time. Some sad desperate average people who that penetrating passes the heart perhaps could not have felt, but the bright envoy can actually feel. He can see the muddy tears that this monster flows seriously, he can understand this monster now the entreaty in innermost feelings. 明明都已经是变成了一个失去理智的怪物,明明都不可能再有任何属于人类的情感。但是他偏偏在这个时候对着光明使者悲鸣了起来。那种彻透心扉的哀伤还有绝望普通人也许感觉不到,但是光明使者却能感觉的到。他能看到这个怪物严重流淌出来的浑浊泪水,他能明白这个怪物现在内心里的哀求。 He is not willing to be known in their mind the great father to turn into a monster by oneself child, he does not want to notice that these children know after his real status, disappointed expression that reveals. They are his all, the ash that he rather dies does not remain, does not hope in their life to appear absolutely little is not joyful. 他不愿意让自己的孩子知道他们心目中伟大的父亲变成了一个怪物,他不想看到那些孩子们知道他真实身份后所流露出来的失望表情。他们是他的所有,他宁愿自己死的灰都不剩,也绝对不希望他们生命中出现一点点的不快乐。 He wants them well. So long as they can, he really satisfy well. 他只要他们好好的。只要他们能够好好地,他就真的满足了。 Other all regarding him are unimportant, how he becomes regarding him is unimportant. Only then these children, only then these children. 其他的所有一切对于他来说都是不重要的,他自己变得怎么样对于他来说都是不重要的。只有那些孩子,也只有那些孩子。 Perhaps is the soul of surviving is causing trouble, the intention of his chaos almost endlessly is duplicating such thought. But facing this monster such statement, the bright envoy finally was sighing, stopped own movement. 兴许是残存的灵魂在作祟,他混沌的心意几乎是不断地重复着这样的念头。而面对这个怪物这样的表态,光明使者才终于是叹息着,停止下了自己的动作。 He is unable to violate wishing of great father, perhaps he can only for the matter that he handles, is gives him specially tolerant. 他无法违背一个伟大父亲的祈愿,恐怕他唯一能为他做的事情,也就是给他一点特殊的宽容而已了。 Perhaps he once accomplished to slaughter, perhaps he once fell into the wrong path. However no matter what, his soul is the sparkle, is similar to the solar stars general brilliance is eye-catching. As the apostle of bright king, he is willing to accept a such life to enter to the land that in his master shelters. This is his jurisdiction, is his to great father pitying and compensation. 也许他曾经造就杀戮,也许他曾经堕入迷途。但是不管怎么说,他的灵魂是闪耀的,如同太阳星辰一般光辉夺目的。作为明王的使徒,他愿意接受这样的一个生命进入到他主人所庇护的土地之中。这是他的权限,也是他对着伟大父亲的怜悯和补偿。 But, some people actually do not want to make him such do. Because, this good play just started. 可是,有些人却并不想让他这么做。因为,这场好戏才刚刚开始而已。
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