MSG :: Volume #14

#1355: Hides the story to start sadly

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The monster is elinguid. He can only struggle under holding back of that great hand same light waterfall furiously, angry roaring. The average men can only hear the anger from his response, the sensation to an uncontrolled confusion. But regarding the bright envoy, he can actually hear desperately as well as the deepest sadness from his sound. 怪物是不能言语的。他只能在那巨手一样光瀑的按压之下奋力地挣扎着,怒吼着。常人只能从他的这种反应中听到愤怒,感知到一种不受控制的混乱。而对于光明使者来说,他却能从他的声音里听到绝望以及最深沉的悲伤。 Little has any life to have such pinnacle sentiment, once can have such formidable emotion to fluctuate, then also almost means that the story that enough remembers with eternal gratitude produced on his body. But what story is can make this monster have such response? Bright envoy curious, but this curious driven by, he starts even more thoroughly to inquire into this monster the story. 很少有什么生命能够出现这样极致的感情,而一旦能产生这样强大的情感波动,那么也几乎就意味着,一个足够刻骨铭心的故事产生在了他的身上。而到底是什么样的故事能够让这个怪物产生这样的反应呢？光明使者好奇了起来,而在这种好奇的驱使下,他开始越发深入地探究起这个怪物的故事来。 The memory in monster brain is fragmentary, is similar to the shatter mirror fragment is the same, is almost unable to be pieced together. However, when the bright envoy own line of sight searches and to the bodies of these children, with their limited memory help, he had the ability that these fragments piece together. When he bit by bit pieces together these fragments that see, a sad story also starts to show in him slowly at present. 怪物脑中的记忆是零碎的,如同破碎的镜子碎片一样,几乎无法被人拼凑起来。但是,当光明使者把自己的视线探及到那些小孩的身上时,在他们那有限的记忆帮助下,他就已经有了把这些碎片拼凑起来的能力。而当他一点一点地拼凑起自己看到的那些碎片时,一个悲伤的故事也开始慢慢地展现在了他的眼前。 This is a story of missionary, a missionary of Christianity, is persevering a story of orphanage. 这是一个传教士的故事,一个基督的传教士,坚守着一座孤儿院的故事。 Story from the beginning is one has the Christian of pitiful experience. He is a person of mixed blood, has the father and a basis that has never met does not have mother of taking care of oneself ability. The mother when he was very young left him, but after losing blessing of parents, he can only live on dishonorably by oneself ability. At that time was perhaps lucky, he has run into oneself teacher, an old Christian. But under the influence of that teacher, he joined in Christianity this big family. 故事的一开始是一个有着悲惨经历的基督徒。他是一个混血儿,有着从未见过面的父亲和一个根本没有自理能力的母亲。母亲在他很小的时候就离开了他,而在失去了父母的庇佑之后,他只能靠自己的能力苟活下去。那个时候也许是幸运的,他遇到了自己的导师,一个老基督徒。而就在那个导师的引领下,他加入到了基督这个大家庭之中。 In Indian this place, the development of Christianity is not smooth. But his teacher is not that blind Christian. He is believing in God, rather he is believing in the heart the goodness of that named God. Yes, he is a good person, secure guard in the poverty, own all offers to the person who these needs he has helped. Although from the material, he is not wealthy. However on the spiritual level, he is almost actually equal to having the entire world. 在印度这个地方,基督的发展是不顺利的。而他的导师也不是那种盲目的基督徒。与其说他信奉着上帝,不如说他信奉着自己心中那名为上帝的善良。是的,他是一个善良的人,安守于贫困,把自己的所有都奉献给了那些需要他帮助的人。虽然从物质上来说,他是不富裕的。但是就精神层面上来说,他却几乎等同于拥有整个世界。 However was a pity, destiny that this cannot change the old Christian. Year to year impoverished and made him early let go tired this world. But as his only disciple, the Christian like this inherited his church, carried on his enterprise. 然而可惜,这并不能改变老基督徒的命运。常年的贫困和劳累使得他早早地就撒手了人寰。而作为他唯一的弟子,基督徒就这样继承了他的教堂,继承了他的事业。 The Christians were inferior that the old Christian is so reverent, he cannot achieve for heart the situation of kindhearted and thorough selfless contributions. A long time, he is living the life of duty. But in that case, he married, had oneself child. However what is a pity, cholera took away his all, his wife and children died under a bursty disease. 基督徒并不如老基督徒那样虔诚,他做不到为了心中的良善而彻底无私奉献的地步。很长的一段时间里,他都是过着本分的生活。而在那样的情况下,他结了婚,有了自己的孩子。不过可惜的是,一场霍乱夺去了他的所有,他的妻子和孩子都死在了一场突发性的疾病之下。 This disaster almost thoroughly has destroyed his faith, making him almost lose the hope to own life. He was dispirited, was depressed. The huge attack almost the inadequate human form that he suffers. During that time, let alone strictly adhered to the serious Christian as one, even if as a drunkard, he were dirtiest and of scoundrel. 这种灾难几乎彻底地摧毁了他的信念,让他对自己的人生都几乎失去了希望。他颓废了,消沉了。巨大的打击几乎把他折磨的不成人形。在那段时间里,别说是作为一个谨守本分的基督徒,就算是作为一个酒鬼,他都是最肮脏和混账的那个。 He is ignorant all day long, only knows that was cursing own God, interrogated why the destiny so suffered in him. Naturally, he impossible to find him the answer that from the interrogation of that nearly nonsense wants to know. Therefore he can only painful and sad continues to perish in this type, until thorough withering away, or is a favorable turn. 他成天浑浑噩噩,只知道咒骂着自己的上帝,质问命运为何如此地折磨于他。当然,他不可能从那种近乎胡言乱语的质问中找到他想要知道的答案。所以他只能在这种痛苦和悲伤中继续地沉沦下去,直到彻底消亡,或者是一个转机。 Perhaps was the destiny finally unknowingly investigates this pitiful life, but it also finally was moved the compassion to him. Therefore, a special turning point that appeared in his life. 也许是命运终于在不经意间探查到了这个可悲的生命,而它也终于是对他动了恻隐之心。所以,一个特殊的转折点就那么出现在了他的生命之中。 That is a rainstorm from now on morning, the Christian who the hangover wakes up staggering revived from own worn-out church. He of waking almost must buy wine subconsciously, but when he opens the front door of church, a resounding baby wail stopped by calling out his footsteps. 那是一个暴雨过后的早晨,宿醉醒来的基督徒踉踉跄跄地从自己的破旧教堂中苏醒了过来。醒过来的他几乎是下意识地要去买醉,而就在他推开教堂的大门的时候,一声响亮的婴儿哭泣声叫住了他的脚步。 When that sound and he died child born the sound almost to be exactly the same, but also for this reason, his early had been tormented for a long time nerve by the alcohol finally is the tremor. 那个声音和他夭折孩子出生时的声音几乎是一模一样的,而也正是因为这个原因,他那早已经被酒精荼毒已久的神经终于是久违的颤动了起来。 He starts to seek for the origin of sound, but is quick, he had found a abandoned baby from the corner in church. That is a girl, the swarthy skin color showed that her low family background, in the country of this having a strict hierarchy, will be her such child has almost been doomed to have this likely what kind of life. 他开始寻找声音的来源,而很快,他就从教堂的墙角里找到了一个被遗弃的婴孩。那是一个女孩儿,黝黑的肤色显示她低下的出身,在这个等级森严的国家里,像是她这样的孩子几乎都已经是注定了会有这着怎么样的人生。 Impoverished and poverty-stricken. If the life in these condition difficult and bad places, then also often possibly suffers the suffering of hunger and disease. This is the unavoidable matter, because this country is this, this society is this. But because also understands this point clearly, the Christian understands that this baby was abandoned the reason here. 贫困、窘迫。如果是生活在那些条件艰苦而恶劣的地方的话,那么还时常可能遭受到饥饿和疾病的折磨。这是无法避免的事情,因为这个国家就是这样,这个社会就是这样。而也正是因为清楚地明白这一点,基督徒才会明白这个婴孩被遗弃在这里的原因。 Perhaps this child's parents really did not have the ability to foster her. Their life are very possible to be poor, the light supports itself, they could make the huge effort. Moreover before this child, they possibly also had several children. The small life that these cried for food gave them not necessarily is happy, tremendous pressure that but also is not possibly able to sustain. If possible, is willing to abandon own child without any parents. If not as a last resort, who own child abandoning? 这个孩子的父母也许是真的没有能力去抚养她了。他们的生活很可能是贫苦的,光是养活自己,他们都可能要付出巨大的努力。而且在这个孩子之前,他们可能也已经有了好几个孩子。那些嗷嗷待哺的小生命给予他们的不一定是幸福,还可能是无法承担的巨大压力。如果可能,没有任何父母愿意抛弃自己的孩子。如果不是万不得已,谁又会把自己的孩子给遗弃掉呢？ Christian has also been father's person, he knows that a child in his parents heart is how important existence. Therefore he can understand, before these abandon his parents intentionally this small life stays in the church, are what kind of wishing. They hope that this child can be rescued, does not have that ability to foster him in them, lets in situation that she grows up, they hope that these tall Song the pastor of hymn, these should be the believer of noble person can give their child future, a hope of going on living. 基督徒自己也是做过父亲的人,他知道一个孩子在他的父母心中到底是多么重要的存在。所以他能理解,那些遗弃他的父母故意把这个小生命留在教堂前是一个怎么样的祈愿。他们希望这个孩子是能够获救的,在他们没有那个能力抚养他,让她长大成人的情况下,他们希望这些高颂着圣歌的牧师,这些理应是高尚之人的教徒能够给他们孩子一个未来,一个活下去的希望。 Is this desire excessive? It is not excessive. However does this usefully? The Christians actually cannot guarantee this point. The parents of abandoned baby can think saves own child's thoughts he to understand with such way, but this does not mean that he can achieve them to vainly hope for as a pastor that all that expects. 这个愿望过分吗？并不过分。但是这样做有用吗？基督徒却并不能保证这一点。弃婴的父母会想着用这样的方式来拯救自己的孩子的心思他能理解,但是这并不意味着他作为一个牧师就能做到他们梦想中所期望的那一切。 Oneself are any appearance, the Christian is clear. Year to year immersed in the ability that he in alcohol anaesthesia possibly continually took care of oneself lost. He was living and dies did not have what difference. Fosters a delicate baby with the condition of this kind of good-for-nothing. This radically is the impossible matter. 自己是什么样子,基督徒心里非常清楚。常年沉浸于酒精麻醉中的他可能连自理的能力都已经丧失了。他活着和死了都没有什么区别。用这样一个行尸走肉的状态去抚养一个娇弱的婴孩。这根本就是不可能的事情。 Can say at that time, the Christian's first response gives up this baby, but is not the reignition fighting spirit fosters her to grow up. But when he planned hesitant she sends off, together the light penetrates the worn-out cathedral glass, shot on that cross in church. 可以说在那个时候,基督徒的第一个反应是放弃这个婴孩,而不是重燃斗志地去抚养她长大成人。而就在他犹犹豫豫地打算把她送走出去的时候,一道光透过破旧的教堂玻璃,射在了教堂中的那个十字架上。 The reverent votary will see their Gods at this time, their God. However the Christian has not seen these, what he sees is oneself, that for him is similar to the father same teacher. He knows, if own teacher is living, certainly will adopt this child. Even if this will increase the huge burden to him, he certainly such will also do. He exhausts oneself life to work perseveringly the good true meaning, even in temporary, is entrusting the Christian, hopes that can carry forward his unfulfilled will, does a good person. 虔诚的信仰者会在这个时候看到他们的神,他们的上帝。但是基督徒并没有看到这些,他看到的是自己,还有那个对他来说如同父亲一样的导师。他知道,自己的导师如果活着的话,一定会收养这个孩子的。哪怕这会给他增添巨大的负担,他也一定会这么做。他用尽自己的一生来笃行善良的真意,甚至在临时的时候,也在嘱托着基督徒,希望能够继承他的遗志,去做一个善良的人。 But did he such do? He, his life is not ignorant, let alone expects like the old Christian makes one nobly, can help others' person. Even if the person who makes an a little value, he cannot achieve. He lives in this world simply does not have any significance, except for living, is similar to the good-for-nothing same is living beside, he has not achieved the matter that any old Christian expects. 而他这么做了吗？他并没有,他的生命浑浑噩噩,别说是像老基督徒期望的那样做一个高尚的,能够有益于别人的人了。就算是做一个有点价值的人,他都没能做到。他活在这个世界上根本没有任何意义,除了活着,如同行尸走肉一样地活着之外,他根本就没有做到任何老基督徒所期望的事情。 This doing right by old Christian's to his raising and guidance? He lives like this is really being meaningful? The Christians cannot think this issue at this time, because he knows that answer, will certainly let his painful penetrating heart. 这对得起老基督徒对他的养育和教导吗？他这样活着真的是有意义的吗？基督徒这个时候根本不敢去想这个问题,因为他知道那个答案,一定是会让他痛彻心扉的。 At this moment, he realized that oneself mistake, he had recalled at this moment the old Christian taught his all. Baby who looks at the bosom, he starts quickly to awaken, then, he ascended oneself belief finally. 这一刻,他认识到了自己的错误,这一刻他回想起了老基督徒所教导他的一切。看着怀里的婴孩,他开始幡然醒悟,然后,他终于是重新拾回了自己的信仰。 It is not the doctrine of God, but is the good essence. In the innermost feelings had him of belief to swear off own alcohol addiction, started the total involvement investment to take care of this baby. This is the first baby who he takes care, but is actually not last that he considers. Retrieved him of life belief to start oneself new life battle path. 不是上帝的教义,而是善良的本质。内心里拥有着信仰的他戒掉了自己的酒瘾,开始全身心地投入照顾起了这个婴孩。这是他照顾的第一个婴孩,但是却不是他所照顾的最后一个。重新找回了人生信仰的他开始了自己新的人生征途。 He starts to seek to save these pitiful children on this brutal land, uses own meager strength, he starts to take care of them, fosters them to grow. He changed to the orphanage oneself church, he raises these basic and him with oneself work does not have any child of relations. 他开始在这个残酷的土地上寻救那些可怜的孩子,利用自己的微薄之力,他开始照顾他们,抚养他们成长。他把自己的教堂改成了孤儿院,他用自己的劳动去养育那些根本和他没有任何关系的孩子。 Regarding him, these children are not and he do not have any relations. They called his father, but also was this father, making him understand finally oneself lived the significance in this world. Offers oneself to other people, with own all will irrigate these to fill future existence, this was by far be more diverting than perishing of being deliberately bad and happy matter. Satisfaction in that mind, exceeds in this world absolutely all commending and praises. 对于他来说,这些孩子并不是和他没有任何关系的。他们叫他父亲,而也就是这一声父亲,让他终于明白了自己活在这个世界上的意义。把自己奉献给其他人,用自己的一切去灌溉那些充满了未来的存在,这是远远要比自暴自弃的沉沦更加让人快乐和幸福的事情。那种心灵上的满足,绝对胜过这个世界上一切的褒扬和嘉奖。 From that time, he understood finally thing that oneself teacher life investigates. But also from that time, he also finally found the significance that in oneself life should pursue. 从那个时候起,他终于是明白了自己导师一生所追究的东西。而也就是从那个时候起,他也终于是找到了自己生命中所应该追求的意义。 He own offered to these children completely, regarding him, these by the orphan who he raised is in his life all important. For them, he can withstand all misery, for them, he can withstand to suffer. 他把自己的全部都奉献给了这些孩子,对于他来说,这些被他养育的孤儿就是他生命中所有的重要。为了他们,他能承受一切苦难,为了他们,他能承受一切折磨。 The life is freely impoverished, but he is joyful, satisfies. Perhaps his lifetime expectation is also this, brings up these children, the children who will need him to help will bring to own side. Exhausts own life, goes to bring the smiling face to them, exhausts own all, will go to mold a future to them. 生活尽管清贫,但是他是快乐的,是满足的。也许他一生的憧憬也就是这样,将这些孩子一个个抚养成人,将一个个需要他帮助的孩子们带到自己身边。用尽自己的一生,去给他们带来笑容,用尽自己的一切,去给他们塑造一个未来。 He believes that his day that does this can depart finally with a smile, can in the heaven in that legend, proud faces own teacher, own father. He thinks that oneself life is this, but he has not thought, the destiny took pity on to him early had ended, the present is it carries on the taunt of evil intention to him and plays with. 他相信,这样做的他终于一天可以笑着离去,可以在那个传说中的天国里,自豪的面对自己的导师,自己的父亲。他以为自己的人生就会是这样,只是他没有想到,命运对他垂怜早已经结束,现在是它对他进行恶意的嘲讽和玩弄的时候了。
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