„old daoist.” “老道。” „Yeah, Boss, what's wrong?” “哎,老板,咋了？” „Parking.” “停车吧。” „oh, good.” “哦,好。” Gets out, Zhou Ze threw the cigarette butt in hand on the ground, the shoe sole stepped on stepping in the cigarette butt. 下了车,周泽将手中的烟头丢在了地上,鞋底在烟头上踩了踩。 „You first go back.” “你先回去。” „Ah?” old daoist gawked, „boss, I can wait for you to come out.” “啊？”老道愣了一下,“老板,我可以等你出来的。” „Goes back.” “回去吧。” „All right, Boss, I do not fear ............” “没事的,老板,我不怕等…………” „Goes back.” “回去。” Zhou Ze has turned head, looks to old daoist. 周泽回过头,看向了老道。 old daoist frightens one to tremble, 老道吓得一个哆嗦, tsk tsk, 啧啧啧, Really, this fellows who crawl from underworld, the essence is the same, at present before this, thought that very compatible, actually camouflages, 果然,这帮从地狱里爬出来的家伙,本质还是一样的,眼前这个之前觉得挺亲和的,其实都是伪装, Camouflage! 伪装！ old daoist salutes immediately, „good, Boss, when you need to use a vehicle calls me.” 老道马上敬了一个礼,“好,老板,你需要用车时打电话给我。” old daoist drove, 老道开车走了, Zhou Ze stood in the subdistrict entrance stopped over the roughly a quarter of an hour time. 周泽站在小区门口逗留了大概一刻钟的时间。 Before the Tang poem has said to him, Tongcheng after little loli left, besides own bookstore, under a lamp black place. 之前唐诗对他说过,通城在小luoli离开之后,除了自己的书店以外,还有一个灯下黑的地方。 merely, this lamp possibly had a problem, this also causes the Tang poem not to have the choice to hide here, but went to that side oneself reading room. 只是,这盏灯可能出现了一点问题,这也导致唐诗没有选择在这里进行躲藏,而是去了自己书屋那边。 The Tang poem suggested oneself can go to there to have a look, perhaps has the discovery and harvest of accident/surprise, gets sick to want him to assign/life while him, at least can also profit. 唐诗暗示自己可以去那里看看,说不定有意外的发现和收获,趁他病要他命,最起码也可以占点便宜。 Zhou Ze feared the trouble at that time, has not gone, even has not questioned in detail. 周泽当时怕麻烦,没去,甚至没细问。 Also therefore, until just from the old daoist mouth, Zhou Ze knows that under this lamp black place, is actually Dr. Lin subdistrict. 也因此,直到刚刚从老道的口中,周泽才知道这处灯下黑的地方,其实就是林医生所住的小区。 Points, painting a circle, 一个一个的点,画作了一个圆, Even if these points did not have, but this circle, ultimately formed. 哪怕那些点都没了,但这个圆,最终还是形成了。 Oneself to Dr. Lin around the change of impression, 自己对林医生前后观感的变化, Dr. Lin retained oneself before death room, buys it, handles carefully, 林医生保留了自己生前的屋子,将其买下,细细打理, Xu Le’s status, 徐乐的身份, The minute bed rests, 分床睡, Camouflages the real murder of accidental/surprised car crash, 伪装成意外车祸的真实谋杀, Silences a witness of crime, destroying evidence. 一个一个地杀人灭口,毁灭证据。 Actually, many details, have pointed out the direction. 其实,很多很多的细节,早就指明了方向。 Including that day in the hospital pretends that the doctor completes the surgery to confess after Dr. Lin, 包括那天自己在医院假装医生完成手术对林医生坦白后, Dr. Lin grasped itself on own initiative. 林医生主动抱住了自己。 Then, merely thought that all these were very happy, possibly had not noticed, oneself cherished the corners of the mouth of that face, possibly had presented some radians. 当时的自己,只是觉得这一切很美好,可能并没有留意到,自己怀中那张脸的嘴角,可能已经出现了些许的弧度。 A hand, 一只手, It mixed pond water, making the sea-monster in water start to seethe, to finally, the fishing net falls, the draw in a net receives the officer. 它搅动了潭水,让水里的游鱼开始翻腾,到最后,渔网落下,收网收官。 People netting, to fish, fishing to eat fish ; 人们结网,是为了捕鱼,捕鱼是为了吃鱼; The house repairs, for artistic, artistic to occupy suitably. 房屋装修,是为了美观,美观则是为了宜居。 Anything, to will have a goal finally, even if sits there motionless merely is in a daze, that also to enjoy this blowing off self- comfortable. 任何事情,到最后都会有一个目的,哪怕坐在那里一动不动只是发呆,那也是为了享受这种放空自我的闲适。 Own beforehand death, oneself later reincarnating into another’s body, 自己之前的死亡,自己之后的借尸还魂, Own new status, new family relationship, 自己新的身份,新的家庭关系, Arrived finally, 到最后, To whom is best? 对谁是最好的？ That has unrequited loved own woman, husband who do not like, she is scrupulously following the fetter of Confucianism, is abiding by family's rule. 那个一直暗恋自己的女人,有一个自己所不喜欢的丈夫,她恪守着礼教的束缚,恪守着家庭的规则。 She has not gone to violate, has not gone to break, the husband but who she under the rule, was not successfully liked by oneself changed a person. 她没有去违反,也没有去打破,但是她在规则之下,成功地让自己原本不喜欢的丈夫换了一个人。 A bystander did not know completely, does not know completely, person of completely impossible discovery. 一个外人完全不晓得,完全不知道,完全不可能发现的人。 She lies down in the bedside satisfiedly , to continue to make own lady, lives appearance that in the parents eyes live, but as before is also handling something for own idea and pursue. 她心安理得地躺在床边,继续做自己的大家闺秀,活出自己父母眼中自己所活出来的样子,但依旧也在为自己的想法和追求做着一些事情。 Many thoughts, troubled, 很多念头,纷纷扰扰, Keeps scurrying about in the Zhou Ze mind, lets some Zhou Ze minute of not clear directions, even, in this moment, his innermost feelings could not have grasped itself to oneself randomly. 不停地在周泽脑海中乱窜,让周泽自己都有些分不清楚方向,甚至,在这一刻,他的内心已经乱到自己都把握不住自己。 If all these, really guessed with oneself was the same, controlled the whole thing development path truly, was really she, then oneself should go with what attitude facing her? 如果这一切,真的和自己所猜测的一样,真正操控整件事情发展轨迹的,真的是她,那么自己该以何种的态度去面对她？ Is the anger, is the vitality/angry, she killed herself, ruined the original life? 是愤怒,是生气,她害死了自己,毁掉了自己原本的人生？ Changes countenance, is helpless, after all she does many, actually more is proves her to own emotion? 是动容,是无奈,毕竟她做得越多,其实越是证明她对自己的情感？ Before, Zhou Ze can no pressure take the tobacco smoked dry pole to Xu Dachuan strong drive, but now, Zhou Ze does not have the branch that share frame of mind picked up the ground, broke in Lin family. 之前,周泽可以毫无心理压力地拿着旱烟杆对着徐大川猛抽一顿,而现在,周泽却没有那股子心气儿捡起地上的树枝,冲入林家。 The people are such a complex lifeform, he is not a robot, only needs to comply with the actuation of some procedure/program, has own choice under the triggering code establishment naturally. 人就是这样子的一种复杂的生物,他不是机器人,只需要遵从某个程序的驱动,在一个个触发代码设置之下自然而然地产生自己的选择。 Hesitation of quarter of an hour, the hesitation of quarter of an hour, 一刻钟的迟疑,一刻钟的踌躇, Finally, 最终, Zhou Ze or the starting to walk step walked into subdistrict. 周泽还是迈开步子走入了小区。 Some things, need to explain, some words, must say. 有些事情,需要说明白,有些话,也必须讲开。 This is oneself, 这是自己, Gives an own confession, 给自己的一个交代, Gave the confession of ancestors. 给自己上辈子的一个交代。 Rare muddled, 难得糊涂, It is not suitable here. 并不适用在这里。 „Thump thump thump ............” “咚咚咚…………” Knocks on a door, 敲门, Actually, Zhou Ze has in the family/home the key, but this is not on Zhou Ze’s, he already very long not chapter of Lin family. 其实,周泽是有家里钥匙的,但这并不在周泽的身上,他已经很久没回林家了。 „Come.” “来啦。” Sister-in-law's voice conveys from inside, opens the door, seeing is Zhou Ze, asked: 小姨子的声音从里面传来,打开门,看见是周泽,问道: „Xu Le, did your uncle walk?” “徐乐,你大伯走了？” „Un, walked.” “嗯,走了。” Was hit by me. 被我打走了。 „oh.” The sister-in-law has not guarded a door full, “哦。”小姨子还没把门全开, She sees Zhou Ze not to walk, some intent outlets: 她见周泽不走,有些意外道: „Are you want?” “你是想要进来？” Zhou Ze has not moved. 周泽没动。 The sister-in-law spits the tongue, Zhou Ze was very long had not gone home, he must come back suddenly, she somewhat did not have the psychology to prepare, but Zhou Ze her brother-in-law, opened the door in the final analysis immediately. 小姨子吐了吐舌头,周泽很久没回家了,他忽然要回来,她都有些没心理准备,但周泽说到底还是她的姐夫,当下打开门。 Zhou Ze walked, sits down on the sofa in living room. 周泽走了进来,在客厅里的沙发上坐下。 The sister-in-law took one bottle of orange juice to Zhou Ze, sent an ash-tray, she recently actually and Zhou Ze related well, because Zhou Ze helped her covering make her go out frequently to play, therefore at home also and had very big change to the Zhou Ze’s attitude from the beginning. 小姨子给周泽拿了一瓶橙汁,送来了一个烟灰缸,她最近倒是和周泽关系不错,因为周泽经常帮她打掩护让她出去玩,所以在家里对周泽的态度也和一开始有了很大的变化。 „Your older sister?” “你姐呢？” „ Just went out to do grocery shopping, my parents had/left the front gate yesterday, other provinces a child marriage of old friend, supported, words saying, your uncle just sat in my family entrance, really frightened me. “刚出门买菜去了,我爸妈昨天出院门了,一个外省的老朋友的孩子结婚,去捧场了,话说,你大伯刚刚坐在我家门口,真的把我吓到了。 Especially he added that must send you to the prison to be imprisoned, tsk tsk, Xu Le, your family's that side relative is so how strange. ” 尤其是他还说要送你进监狱坐牢,啧啧,徐乐啊,你家那边的亲戚怎么都这么奇怪。” The sister-in-law sits on the opposite sofa, turned on the television, a both feet slave child curls upwards on the tea table, pure sitting has not sat, the station has not stood. 小姨子坐在对面沙发上,打开了电视,一双脚丫子就翘在茶几上,纯粹的坐没坐相,站没站相。 Is graceful compared with Dr. Lin’s, is well-mannered, really does not seem like the sisters. 比起林医生的落落大方,举止得体,真的不像是姐妹。 Really, 真的, Not like. 不像啊。 „Hey, Xu Le, you have not replied me, what handle your whether or not has in your uncle hand, did he ask for money with you?” “喂,徐乐,你还没回答我呢,你是不是有什么把柄在你大伯手上,他跟你来要钱来了？” Xu Le is Lin family marrying in son-in-law, Lin family about Xu Le’s that group of children the relative who likes getting money, naturally cannot have the good impression, after all before the Xu Le’s money, was actually Lin family gave. 徐乐是林家的上门女婿,林家对徐乐的那帮子喜欢打秋风的亲戚,自然不会有太好的观感,毕竟以前徐乐的钱,其实都是林家给的。 „All right.” “没事。” Zhou Ze lit cigarette, preparation and other Dr. Lin came back. 周泽又点了一根烟,准备等林医生回来。 „Is really all right?” The sister-in-law looks at Zhou Ze. “真的没事？”小姨子看着周泽。 „You are quite bothersome.” “你好烦。” Sister-in-law hears word, the mouth rises rouses the drum, discontentedly snort/hum. 小姨子闻言,嘴巴涨得鼓鼓的,不满地哼了一声。 She thought that Xu Le was getting more and more dissolute, but looks, also needs him for the share that in oneself cover to play, did not haggle over with him. 她觉得徐乐越来越放肆了,但看着以后还需要他替自己打掩护出去玩儿的份儿上,就不和他计较了。 Cigarette, places in the ash-tray, Zhou Ze looks that it burns through slowly. 一根烟,就放在烟灰缸上,周泽看着它慢慢地燃尽。 The cigarette curls, gathers suddenly disperses suddenly. 香烟袅袅,忽聚忽散。 Also in the meantime, 也就在此时, The entrance heard the opening the door sound, Zhou Ze stood up subconsciously. 门口传来了开门声,周泽下意识地站起身。 Dr. Lin raised some vegetables/dishes to come back, she is combing the braid, today is on leave, therefore looked very neat. 林医生提着一些菜回来了,她梳着辫子,今天休假,所以看起来很是清爽。 Zhou Ze, she somewhat is at home accidental. 周泽在家里,她有些意外。 „Elder sister, you goes to the kitchen today oh.” The sister-in-law takes is holding the pillow to watch the television, referred to Zhou Ze smart-alecky. “姐,今天你下厨哦。”小姨子拿着抱枕看着电视,俏皮地指了指周泽。 „Ate?” Dr. Lin asked Zhou Ze. “吃了么？”林医生问周泽。 Zhou Ze shakes the head, „does not have.” 周泽摇摇头,“没有。” „That wait a moment, I prepare food.” Dr. Lin deliberately seems to be maintaining the tranquil relations, then, she walked into the kitchen. “那等一下,我去做饭。”林医生似乎在刻意维持着平静的关系,然后,她走入了厨房。 Zhou Ze stands in same place, suddenly is somewhat in a dilemma. 周泽站在原地,一时间有些进退维谷。 His innermost feelings, now are very chaotic. 他的内心,现在很乱。 „Hey, you are gawking doing , helping.” “喂,你愣着干嘛,去帮忙啊。” The sister-in-law extended the foot to trample gently on the Zhou Ze leg, 小姨子伸脚在周泽腿上轻轻踹了一下, The opportunity that such good improves the relationship does not treasure, silly here, is really the emotional quotient inept plan. 这么好的一个增进感情的机会不去珍惜,傻愣在这里,真是情商拙计啊。 The sister-in-law felt, oneself this brother-in-law pursued oneself these male students really to miss compared with the school in far, simply was the wood/blockhead head. 小姨子觉得,自己这个姐夫比学校里追自己的那些男生真的差远了,简直是木头脑袋。 Zhou Ze walked into the kitchen finally, 周泽最终还是走入了厨房, In the kitchen, Dr. Lin has tied the apron, is cutting the vegetable/dish. 厨房里,林医生已经系上了围裙,正在切菜。 „All right, I can complete, you accompany Little Yi to watch the television.” Dr. Lin said to Zhou Ze. “没事的,我自己可以做好,你去陪小忆看电视吧。”林医生对周泽说道。 „Has a matter, I want to ask you.” Zhou Ze looks at Dr. Lin to say. “有件事,我想问问你。”周泽看着林医生说道。 „Un?” Dr. Lin somewhat raised the head surprisedly, „that I make this food do not give regards again well, I do not want to divert attention, actually I really rarely prepare food, feared that does not with your appetite.” “嗯？”林医生有些惊讶地抬起头,“那等我把这顿饭做好再问好不好,我不想分心呢,其实我真的很少做饭,怕做得不和你胃口。” Looks that she is cutting the vegetable/dish carefully, follows a prescribed pattern, Zhou Ze feels some words suddenly, is very difficult to ask the exit|to speak. 看着她正在仔细地切着菜,一板一眼,周泽忽然觉得有些话,很难问出口。 „I first go to the room, a while you come up.” “我先回房间,等会儿你上来。” „Good, when I make the vegetable/dish, I shouted that you eat meal.” “好,等我把菜做好,我上去喊你下来吃饭。” Zhou Ze went out of the kitchen, in sister-in-law surprised vision, on second floor. 周泽走出了厨房,在小姨子惊讶的目光中,上了二楼。 Opens the door of bedroom, Zhou Ze sees that bed, that bed, he has rested, but at that time, Dr. Lin rested the place under bed to spread out. 推开卧室的门,周泽看见那张大床,那张床,他睡过,而当时,林医生睡在床下的地铺上。 He to here, actually without many accepting as a memento. 他对这里,其实没有多少的留念。 Raised the head, sees on the bedhead wall is hanging the wedding picture. 抬起头,看见床头墙壁上挂着的结婚照。 In wedding picture, 结婚照中, Two people who put on the nuptial dress are away from is a little far, the woman is solemn, male shy restricting, is Dr. Lin and Xu Le’s wedding picture. 穿着婚纱的两个人距离有点远,女人端庄娴静,男的腼腆拘束,是林医生和徐乐的结婚照。 A wedding picture, has actually been able to see many issues. 一张结婚照,其实已经可以看出很多问题。 But now, 而现在, Has in the wedding picture male that face, 拥有结婚照中男子那张脸的, Is oneself. 是自己。 Zhou Ze has been staring at that wedding picture, 周泽一直盯着那张结婚照, If this matter, including the murder advancement, is Dr. Lin adds fuel to the flames in the back, watches in the above entire journey, understands clearly completely. 如果这一整件事,包括谋杀的进程,都是林医生在背后推波助澜,在上方全程观看,完全地洞悉。 Then, 那么, Beforehand Xu Le, 之前的徐乐, Before each night person lay down in Xu Le that on this bed slept, 之前每晚一个人躺在这张大床上睡觉的徐乐, He, what kind of role is also? 他到底,又是一种怎样的角色？ It looks like pasta, but this pasta agitates this whole life very rarely seen crazy and courage finally, 就像是一个面团,而这个面团终于鼓动起这辈子都很鲜见的疯狂和勇气, Finally, 结果, His all behaviors, were actually watched by his wife, treats as to raise the line puppet it, 他的一切行为,其实都被他的妻子看在眼里,将其当作提线木偶, Looks that he proceeds step by step. 看着他一步一步地往前走。 Even, to finally, her cleans the trace personally, 甚至,到最后,她亲自打扫痕迹, The deserve to die person, died, 该死的人,都死了, Xu Le also died, 徐乐也死了, And, 而且, Even his body, was cleaned soars cleanly, 连他的身体,都被打扫干净腾空, Only to greet admires the arrival of soul. 只为了迎接一个自己心仪灵魂的到来。 The line of sight, somewhat seems to be absent-minded in this time, 视线,在此时似乎有些恍惚, Zhou Ze as if sees, 周泽仿佛看见, In bedhead wedding picture, 床头结婚照中, In Xu Le’s double pupil, 徐乐的双眸里, Has two lines of tears of blood, 有两行血泪, Slowly drops...... 慢慢地滴落下来……