Xu Dachuan is shouting loudly, acts like a madman, this man, after oneself son died in the days, is withstanding the enormous pressure and psychology at heart suffers. 徐大川大喊大叫着,疯疯癫癫,这个男人,在自己儿子死去后的这段日子里,承受着极大的心里压力和心理折磨。 He thought that oneself is very suffering, 他觉得自己很委屈, He thought that oneself is very painful, 他觉得自己很痛苦, He thought that own this whole life is very rough, is not very easy. 他觉得自己这辈子很坎坷,很不容易。 If trades to be another person to replace the Zhou Ze station here, perhaps will also be stimulated some sympathies as well as pitying by him. 若是换做另一个人代替周泽站在这里,兴许还会被他激发出一些同情以及怜悯。 But is a pity very much, 但很可惜, Stands before him, is Zhou Ze. 站在他面前的,是周泽。 Everyone is possible to sympathize with him, 谁都可能去同情他, But except for Zhou Ze. 但除了周泽。 He died, 他死了, This is sobbing at present, is in the crazy, hysteric coarse man, 这个眼前正在哭泣,正在疯癫,正在歇斯底里的糙汉子, Also kills one of the own accomplices. 也是杀自己的帮凶之一。 Why you felt oneself feel sorry, 为什么你们都觉得自己可怜, Why you felt oneself put in great inconvenience, 为什么你们都觉得自己委屈, I? 那我呢？ Who feels sorry for me? 谁来可怜我？ Who comes to think for me? 谁来替我想一下？ Zhou Ze arrived in front of Xu Dachuan’s naturally, he lifts oneself lower jaw, at this time, he had the innumerable mood to actuate him front man killing crazily. 周泽自然而然地走到了徐大川的面前,他抬起自己的下颚,在这个时候,他心里有无数个情绪正在疯狂地驱动他将面前的男人给杀死。 Tears into shreds him, 将他撕碎, Not only his body, 不光他的身体, His soul! 还有他的灵魂！ Must make him withstand the biggest pain and suffering, can counter-balance the innermost feelings the anger! 要让他承受最大的痛苦和折磨,才能抵消自己内心的怒火！ The life, as if always has many coincidences, a police vehicle started from the distant place. 生活,似乎总是有很多巧合,一辆警车从远处开了过来。 Zhou Ze looks at the brilliance twinkle of police vehicle upper extreme, in this moment, he has not dreaded, fear, even there is an abandoning something as beyond redemption relaxedness. 周泽看着警车上端的光彩闪烁,在这一刻,他没有畏惧,也没有害怕,甚至有了一种破罐子破摔的轻松。 If all these, a real merely pocket. 如果这一切,真的只是一个口袋。 Then, 那么, I also followed together insanely. 我也跟着一起疯了吧。 Makes me withstand the grievance to suffer hardships with it, 与其让我一个人承受委屈受苦, Is inferior to everyone together, 不如大家一起, Mutual injury! 互相伤害！ Xu Dachuan was still shouting, but also is jumping, the police vehicle stopped in side, gets down two police officer, they are possibly going on patrol, possibly is by chance the process, but they get out to plan to know the situation. 徐大川还在喊,还在跳,警车在旁边停了下来,下来两个警察,他们可能是在巡逻,也可能是碰巧经过,但他们还是下车打算了解一下情况。 police officer walked, Xu Dachuan suddenly peaceful, he looks at Zhou Ze by the hatred vision, then looked at police officer. 警察走了过来,徐大川忽然安静了下来,他以怨毒的目光看着周泽,然后又看了看警察。 He starts to walk toward police officer on own initiative. 他开始主动地向警察走去。 But Zhou Ze loses to behind both hands, the nail has grown completely, that bunch of black qi keep surrounding in ten fingers. 而周泽负于身后的双手,指甲已经完全长出,那一团团黑气不停地在十指间环绕。 Close your eyes, 闭上眼, Pupil deep place, 瞳孔深处, As if there is black turbulent current to flow. 似乎有黑色的激流正在流淌。 At this moment, Zhou Ze as if found that day the feeling gradually in rooftop, as if oneself by the entire society, had been lived, abandons completely. 这一刻,周泽仿佛又渐渐找到了那日在天台上的感觉,仿佛自己已经被整个社会,被生活,完全地抛弃。 That lonely, that helplessness, 那种孤独,那种无奈, Keeps releasing constraining that the heart of hearts saves. 不停地将他内心深处积攒的压抑给释放出来。 I am ghost messenger, 我是鬼差, I have died one time, 我死过一次, I self-cultivation, 我修身养性, But does not like swallowing an insult. 但并不喜欢忍气吞声。 What if coming is storm, 如果即将来临的是一场暴风雨, I in this rainstorm, 那我就在这暴雨之中, Indulges again. 再放纵一把。 Before, Zhou Ze has dreaded very much, he was afraid himself becomes same as Chengdu that turned into the blocked example. 以前,周泽一直很畏惧,他害怕自己成为和蓉城那位一样,变成被封杀的例子。 But sometimes, you are very difficult to control yourself, 但有的时候,你真的很难控制住你自己, Naturally, is more difficult to control, is your vortex, it will be pushing you on own initiative, is instigating you, is forcing you, 当然,更难控制的,是你身边的漩涡,它会主动推着你,怂恿着你,逼迫着你, Step by step, 一步一步地, Advances to the abyss. 迈向深渊。 „What's the matter?” police officer arrives in front of Xu Dachuan, another middle-aged police officer looks at Zhou Ze. “怎么回事？”一个警察走到徐大川面前,另一个中年警察则是看着周泽。 The instinct place, middle-aged police officer detected that from Zhou Ze dangerous aura, this is his many years of the sixth sense that experiences to accomplish from the police. 本能地,中年警察从周泽身上察觉到了一丝危险的气息,这是他多年从警经验造就出来的第六感。 Although the present young people are somewhat thin, seeming like somewhat is also fragile, moreover he also closes one's eyes, but this middle-aged police officer actually some lips become dry. 虽然自己眼前的这个年轻人有些瘦削,看起来也有些弱不经风,而且他还闭着眼,但这位中年警察却有些嘴唇发干。 Saying a little loses face, this little while, he feels a little anxious unexpectedly. 说出来有点丢人,这会儿,他居然觉得有点紧张。 Hey, really damn, 嘿,真是见鬼了, My anxious anything. 我紧张什么。 „All right, I drink, teach the younger generation, the younger generation is not obedient, must make to divorce with the young married woman, must teach him!” “没事儿,我喝了点酒,训晚辈呢,晚辈不听话,要和婆姨闹离婚,得训他！” Xu Dachuan withstand/top the glowing red eyeball to say. 徐大川顶着红通通的眼珠子说道。 Two police officer looked at each other one, since is in person each family the matter, they do not manage, two people return to the car(riage) immediately, the police vehicle starts out. 两个警察对视了一眼,既然是人家家里事儿,他们也就不管了,二人当即又回到车里,警车开出。 Middle-aged police officer leaned again looks excessively to behind. 中年警察再度侧过头看向了身后。 „Does Brother Cui, what look at?” “崔哥,看什么呢？” „No.” “没什么。” Middle-aged police officer sat the body, shook the head. 中年警察坐正了身子,摇摇头。 Roadside, 路边, Xu Dachuan has turned head, looks again to Zhou Ze. 徐大川扭过头,再度看向周泽。 „Throat......!” “喉……呸！” Thick phlegm, spat by him layer on layer/heavily on the ground. 一口浓痰,被他重重地吐在地上。 Just made must report to the police, must report that Zhou Ze’s Xu Dachuan had not reported to police officer. 刚刚闹着要去报警,要去举报周泽的徐大川没有对警察举报。 As one already the father who loses the son, he is insufficient was worried oneself take in the responsibility therefore not to dare to report, can only say, in that moment, he was tenderhearted. 作为一个已经失去儿子的父亲,他不至于是担心自己担上干系所以不敢去举报,只能说,在那个关头,他心软了。 „You best ask the person also to kill me together, this no one can know before you, has done anything!” “你最好找人把我也一起弄死,这样就没人能知道你以前做过什么事儿了！” Xu Dachuan lowered roared, 徐大川低吼了一声, His son died, he is not willing also to send to the execution grounds this nephew, otherwise his, must root out. 他儿子死了,他不愿意把这个侄子也送去刑场,否则他这一家,就得断根了。 His idea is very plain, 他的想法很质朴, Really very plain. 真的非常非常的质朴。 Own nephew's young married woman had the person of liking outside, 自家侄子的婆姨在外面有了喜欢的人, Helps do that fellow! 就帮着搞死那个家伙！ At present, oneself had died the son, cannot make his Xu again never recurring. 眼下,自己已经死了儿子,就不能让他老徐家再绝后。 Very great? 很伟大？ Right, 对, Very great. 很伟大。 But looks like in Zhou Ze, 但在周泽看来, Actually particularly disgusting. 却分外地恶心。 Xu Dachuan bends the waist to prepare to pick up own tobacco smoked dry pole, he is about to leave, he is about to go home, he thinks is very long, angry was very long, but at this time, he did not have the courage to go really to draw Xu Le to be buried along with the dead to own son. 徐大川弯下腰准备捡起自己的旱烟杆,他准备离开,他准备回家,他想了很久,也愤怒了很久,但在这个时候,他还是没有勇气去真的拉徐乐给自己的儿子陪葬。 However, the Xu Dachuan’s tobacco smoked dry pole was actually stepped on by Zhou Ze in the sole. 然而,徐大川的旱烟杆却被周泽踩在了脚底。 Xu Dachuan raised the head, is somewhat in a daze. 徐大川抬起头,有些发愣。 Zhou Ze bends the waist slowly, picks up the tobacco smoked dry pole. 周泽慢慢地弯下腰,捡起旱烟杆。 „Bang!” “砰！” The tobacco smoked dry pole pulled out layer on layer/heavily on Xu Dachuan’s. 旱烟杆重重地抽在了徐大川的身上。 Xu Dachuan exuded one stuffily, a face does not dare to believe looks at Zhou Ze. 徐大川发出了一声闷哼,一脸不敢置信地看着周泽。 „You dare ............” “你敢…………” „Bang!” “砰！” Also is one pulls out ruthlessly, Xu Dachuan was overthrown on the ground, his leg has undergone the surgery a while ago, did not have well completely agile, at this time stuck out suddenly facing Zhou Ze’s suddenly, he can only curl up is falling down. 又是一记狠狠地抽上去,徐大川被打倒在了地上,他的腿前阵子做过手术,还没好完全利索,这个时候面对周泽的忽然暴起,他只能蜷曲着倒在地上。 police officer has receded, naturally could not discover this time picture. 警察已经远走,自然发现不了这时的画面。 „I called you to be great!” “我叫你伟大！” „Bang!” “砰！” Pulls out again. 一记再度抽上去。 „I called you to be tenderhearted!” “我叫你心软！” „Bang!” “砰！” Also is one pulls out again. 又是一记再度抽上去。 „I called you to think that I was very suffering!” “我叫你觉得自己很委屈！” „Bang!” “砰！” „I called you to think that I was not very easy!” “我叫你觉得自己很不容易！” „Bang!” “砰！” „I called you to think that the day was difficult!” “我叫你觉得日子艰难！” „Bang!” “砰！” „I called you to feel pitiful!” “我叫你觉得可怜！” „Bang!” “砰！” ............ ………… Endured patiently to constrain for a long time Zhou Ze to go crazy to be the same probably, to a Xu Dachuan continual strong drive, is pulling out Xu Dachuan to fall down keeps shivering. 忍耐压抑了许久的周泽像是发了疯一样,对着徐大川一阵连续的猛抽,抽得徐大川倒在地上不停地颤抖。 Finally, 最后, Threw down the smoke pole in hand, 丢下了手中的烟杆, Zhou Ze staggers retrocedes several, 周泽踉跄地后退几步, By telephone pole. 靠在了电线杆上。 „cough cough ............ cough cough ............” “咳咳…………咳咳…………” The cough sound transmits from his mouth layer on layer/heavily, 重重地咳嗽声从他嘴里传来, He raised the head, 他抬起头, Looks at the gloomy nighttime sky. 看着暗淡的夜空。 The anger in heart was vented, 心中的怒火被发泄出去了一些, But heart of hearts, not, therefore happy many. 但内心深处,并没有因此舒畅多少。 This group of people, 这帮人, Their proper family relationships, 他们父慈子孝, Their brotherly harmony, 他们兄友弟恭, They help each other, they sympathize mutually, 他们互相帮助,他们互相体贴, But is this, more is to make Zhou Ze feel the nausea. 但越是这样,越是让周泽觉得恶心。 Has turned around, stays behind to curl up there black and blue Xu Dachuan, a Zhou Ze person proceeds slowly. 转过身,留下蜷曲在那里鼻青脸肿的徐大川,周泽一个人慢慢地往前走。 Lit cigarette, deeply attracted one, 点了一根烟,深深地吸了一口, Then pinched out the flame with the nail, breaks up by rubbing the remaining tobacco, puts in the mouth, slowly is chewing. 而后用指甲掐灭了火头,将剩下的烟草揉碎,放入嘴里,慢慢地嘴嚼着。 Puts out the cell phone, prepares to take taxi, but the nearby does not have the car(riage). 拿出手机,准备打车,但附近却没有车。 Unavoidablily, 不得已, Zhou Ze dialed the Xu Qinglang’s telephone: 周泽拨通了许清朗的电话: „Hey, does Old Zhou, do, today does not open the door to do business.” “喂,老周啊,干啥呢,今儿个不开门做生意了啊。” „Meets my.” “来接我一下。” Zhou Ze sent out the address. 周泽报出了地址。 „Under, I telephone to old daoist, he just drove my car(riage) to go out to give that woman to buy the sugar to go, making him take you to come back on the way.” “等下,我给老道打个电话,他刚开我车出去给那个女人买糖去了,让他顺路接你回来。” Hung up the telephone, 挂断了电话, Zhou Ze spits the smoke dregs of mouth, depends on the telephone pole, was in a daze for a long time. 周泽将嘴里的烟渣吐出来,就靠在电线杆上,发呆了许久。 Xu Dachuan, he has not killed. 徐大川,他没杀。 Under this pocket, 在这张口袋之下, Actually no one is innocent, 其实没有谁是无辜的, But as if everyone raises the line puppet, handles the matter that should handle in the scheduled node, 但似乎每个人都是提线木偶,在预定的节点做着自己应该做的事情, Arrived finally, 到最后, Uses up the destruction. 用完销毁。 Has a person, is guiding all these occurrences, looking like the catalyst is the same, intensified all these revolutions. 有个人,在引导着这一切的发生,就像是催化剂一样,加剧了这一切的运转。 That person, 那个人, Is the true promoter, was harms the ancestors in the chief criminal who in car crash died. 才是真正的推动者,才是害得自己上辈子在一场车祸中身亡的罪魁祸首。 Crossed for probably 20 minutes, a black Nissan stopped by Zhou Ze, the glass shook down, revealed the old daoist form. 过了大概二十分钟的时间,一辆黑色的尼桑停在了周泽旁边,车窗摇下,露出了老道的身影。 „Boss, found you.” “老板,找到你了。” old daoist first got out attentively, helping Zhou Ze open the vehicle door. 老道殷勤地先下车,帮周泽打开了车门。 Zhou Ze sat, old daoist takes out together the toffee from the big sack attentively, gives Zhou Ze: 周泽坐了进去,老道又殷勤地从大包装袋里取出一块奶糖,递给周泽: „Boss, eats.” “老板,吃。” Zhou Ze shoves open the hand of old daoist, hints itself is not in no mood. 周泽推开老道的手,示意自己没心情。 old daoist smiles embarrasedly, thinks little. 老道讪讪一笑,不以为意。 Compared with Zhou Ze, on him the underworld shop boss, is actually more difficult to be together. 要知道,比起周泽,他上一任开冥店的老板,其实更难相处。 Zhou Ze compared with previous, gentle was actually more harmonious much, naturally, was not said that had the multi- temperament to be bad, but he, so long as after the counter sat, old daoist does not dare is too loud the speech naturally. 周泽比起上一位,其实平和融洽得多了,当然,也不是说上一位有多脾气差,但他只要往柜台后一坐,老道就自然而然地连说话都不敢太大声。 „Does not eat the sugar, smokes.” “不吃糖,抽根烟吧。” old daoist distributed cigarettes to Zhou Ze , helping its ignition again, later sits own driving position. 老道给周泽递了一根烟,再帮其点燃,随后才坐回自己的驾驶位置。 The vehicle starts, old daoist turned curved, the round trip walked. 车子开动,老道拐了一个弯,往回走。 Arrived the front crossroad, old daoist right turns, in after the subdistrict entrance, he reduced the vehicle speed subconsciously, simultaneously the probe head looked to subdistrict. 到前面路口,老道右拐,在经过小区门口时,他下意识地降低了车速,同时探头向小区里看了看。 Here, is Lin family subdistrict. 这里,是林家所住的小区。 Before, Zhou Ze arrived here, picked Xu Dachuan, they to take a walk a distance, but was impossible to walk is too far. 之前,周泽来到这里,接走徐大川、俩人散步了一段距离,但也不可能走太远。 „What looks at?” Zhou Ze asked. “看什么？”周泽问道。 „Boss, is here, don't you know?” “老板,就是这里啊,你不知道？” „What?” “什么？” „ Before Miss Tang was not and you have said that when she was injured can only choose under the lamp a black place conceals conceals, Tongcheng also under black place on two lamps. “之前唐小姐不是和你说过,她受伤时只能选择灯下黑的地方藏一藏么,通城也就两个灯下黑的地方。 One is your bookstore, 一个是你的那家书店, One is here subdistrict. 还有一个就是这里的小区。 However Miss Tang said that the lamp of this place has problems probably, therefore we choose by chase down finally in your side avoidance. ” 不过唐小姐说这个地方的灯好像出了点问题,所以最后我们还是选择靠在你那边躲避追杀。” old daoist is saying, 老道自顾自地说着, Has not noticed, 没有注意到, Zhou Ze takes the hand of smoke, 周泽拿烟的手, Shivers slightly...... 微微颤抖……