„Mother, I came back.” “妈,我回来了。” The girl opens the door, shouted, quarrelling sound that in the inside room transmits the parents. 女孩推开家门,喊了一声,里屋里传来自己父母的吵架声。 She comes back or not as well as whether has had the dinner, is unimportant in the parental eyes. 她回来与否以及是否吃过晚餐,在父母眼里都不重要。 The father is paralyzed in the bed, although can move, but can go to bathroom in the spittoon besides oneself reluctantly, could not do other matters. 父亲瘫痪在床,虽然能移动一下,但除了自己勉强可以在痰盂上上厕所以外,做不了其他事儿。 Outside mother must go to set up the stall every day, from early to late. 母亲每天要去外面摆早点摊,起早贪黑。 Properly speaking, the atmosphere of their family/home should such as many television reports and newspapers publishes such, 按理说,他们家的氛围应该如很多电视报道和报纸刊登得那样, Poor, tenacious, 贫寒,坚韧, Actually does not lose the warmth and harmoniousness of family. 却又不失家庭的温馨与和睦。 Oneself should also the academic record be very good, makes every effort to succeed for the parents. 自己也应该学习成绩很好,替父母争气。 But perhaps is the fairy tale story after all is a few, 但或许是童话般的故事毕竟是少数, Own family/home, before similar report that watch, the difference is very big. 自己的家,和以前自己所看的类似报道,差别真的很大。 The father is paralyzed at home, actually cannot self-cultivation, his temperament is very hot tempered, particularly regarding mother of daily work, often scolded outside, said that mother had the man outside, had the cohabitant. 父亲瘫痪在家,却没能修身养性,他脾气很暴躁,尤其是对于每天在外工作的母亲,经常斥骂,说母亲在外面有了男人,有了姘头。 The mother is not concerned about face, is cheap goods. 说母亲不要脸,是个J货。 The mother often can quarrel with the father, then the father will fall the thing, roared. 母亲每每都会和父亲吵架,然后父亲就会摔东西,咆哮。 This man the strength of latter half of life, possibly used in lying down curses at people on the bed. 这个男人的下半辈子的力气,可能都用在躺在床上骂人了。 But oneself do not have the means to sympathize thoroughly to mother, small jewelry as well as some clothes that because mother dresses occasionally, clearly is not that mother will buy ; 而自己却对母亲没办法彻底同情起来,因为母亲偶尔穿戴回来的小首饰以及一些衣服,分明不是母亲自己会去买的那种款; Moreover once she and boyfriend in the hotel, bumped into should mother and another man of feed material and have walked into the same hotel. 而且有一次她和男友在宾馆,碰到了本该去进食材的母亲和另一个男人和自己走入同一家宾馆。 At that time two side people almost walked into the same elevator, if not she responds is quicker, to the boyfriend said oneself first went to a bathroom, possibly a fearful awkwardness will be born. 当时两方人差点走入同一个电梯,如果不是她反应快一些,对男友说自己先去上个卫生间,可能一场可怕的尴尬就将诞生。 This is a torn to pieces family/home, 这是一个支离破碎的家, Seemingly precarious, in fact, indeed leaks out everywhere. 看起来风雨飘摇,事实上,也的确是四处漏风。 She does not know why mother does not divorce the father, she does not know that lies down as one on the bed loses the going to work earning power even making the housework ability did not have the father, why did not have little self-knowledge at heart. 她不知道母亲为什么不和父亲离婚,她也不知道作为一个躺在床上失去上班赚钱能力甚至连做家务能力都没有了的父亲,为什么心里却没一点点自知之明。 In brief, 总之, Routine opens the door with the key, 习惯性用钥匙打开门, Routine hears parents' quarrel, 习惯性听到父母的争吵, Routine walks into itself the small room in garret, 习惯性走入自己在阁楼上的小房间, Routinely gave itself but actually one cup of cooled boiled water, 习惯性地给自己倒了一杯凉白开, Routinely opens own latest apple notebook, 习惯性地打开自己的最新款苹果笔记本, Routine puts out the temperate taking off one's jewelry water that oneself just bought, 习惯性拿出自己刚买的温和的卸妆水, Routine opens the beauty blogger video that oneself look at often, 习惯性打开自己经常看的美妆博主视频, Routinely registered the knowledge. 习惯性地登录了知乎。 This is her life, is her nowadays rhythm. 这就是她的生活,也是她现如今的节奏。 The college entrance examination, to her, has been one is unattainable vainly hoped, because her result is too bad, despairs the difference to oneself. 高考,对于她来说,早就是一个遥不可及地梦想了,因为她的成绩太差,差到自己已经绝望。 She somewhat regrets, 她有些后悔, When the regret in the junior middle school should not for that tens of thousands dollars, say own teacher in charge assaulted oneself. 后悔在初中时不应该为了那几万块钱,就说自己的班主任侵犯了自己。 At that time mother was very excited, the father was very excited, said this in oneself afterward, mother several days have not gone out to set up a stall, are called several relatives, carried the father of paralysis to go to the school entrance with the stretcher. 当时母亲很激动,父亲很激动,在自己说出这件事后,母亲几天没出去摆摊,叫来几个亲戚,用担架扛着瘫痪的父亲去了学校门口。 The couple cry on each other's shoulders, 夫妻俩抱头痛哭, Pitiful intimate, 凄凄惨惨戚戚, The reporter comes, probably saw the shark of blood. 记者闻讯而来,像是见了血的鲨鱼。 Moral ethics, humane defect, 道德伦理,人性缺失, Often is the hot spot that the reporter most likes immediately, because it will not step on the line, the risk is extremely low, hot spot effect that but can harvest, is actually the incomparable hugeness. 往往是当下记者最喜欢的热点,因为它不会踩线,风险极低,但所可以收获的热点效应,却是无比的巨大。 In brief, 总之, The trend of that matter, making her be somewhat unexpected. 那件事情的走向,让她有些始料未及。 From the beginning, her merely wants a point spending money to buy the clothes. 一开始,她只是想要更多一点的零花钱去买衣服。 Own teacher in charge and language teacher, knows own family's situation, had once given financial aid some, usually some miscellaneous school fees he will even help himself hand over ahead of time. 自己的班主任兼语文老师,知道自己家里的情况,也曾接济过自己一些,平时一些学杂费他甚至会提前帮自己交掉。 Occasionally, mother who is the teacher will also ask herself to go to her home to eat meal. 偶尔,任老师的母亲也会请自己去她家吃饭。 Is the teacher not to get married, 任老师还没成婚, In addition she goes to his office and in the family/home frequently runs, 再加上她经常去他办公室和家里跑, Also truly gives the opportunity that many people made groundless accusations. 也确实给了很多人捕风捉影的机会。 The Gossip, has before exposing in her, but that time she, did not care. 流言蜚语,在她自曝前就已经有了,但那时的她,并不在乎。 Although, she also heard. 虽然,她也听说了。 In once her goes to the bar to play secretly, on the after road of coming out the teacher bumps into, teacher to her indifferent, he seems disappointed, to oneself. 在有一次她偷偷去酒吧玩,出来的路上被老师撞见后,老师就对她冷漠了下来,他似乎很失望,对自己。 His mother also no longer shouted oneself eat meal, 他的母亲也不再喊自己去吃饭, He even no longer paid some miscellaneous school fees to himself ahead of time, 他甚至不再提前给自己交一些学杂费了, Also no longer gives financial aid itself, 也不再接济自己, This makes her feel very angry. 这让她感到很愤怒。 Then she by oneself was assaulted as the threat, looks the teacher to ask for money, she needs money, the lipstick that she has a liking , the had a liking for clothes, had a liking for purchasing, needs money to buy. 然后她以自己被侵犯作为威胁,去找老师要钱,她需要钱,她看上的口红,看上的衣服,看上的代购品,都需要钱去买。 But the teacher rejected her, even if she threatens to expose the matter. 但老师拒绝了她,哪怕她威胁将事情曝光出去。 Even if now, she felt that teacher in charge of own middle school, truly is a scholar. 哪怕是现在,她都觉得自己中学的那位班主任,确实是一个读书人。 Then he, even is knocking the table to scold to: „justice is free in a person’s heart.” 当时的他,甚至对着自己敲着桌子呵斥道:“公道自在人心。” However, 然而, Really is this? 真的是这样么？ After matter opens noisily, 事情闹开后, He was suspended by the school directly. 他直接被学校停职了。 The huge pressure from social opinion, makes him collapse finally. 来自社会舆论的庞大压力,最终让他崩溃。 He has counter-attacked angrily, 他愤怒地反击过, The lengthy speech has online counter-attacked, 长篇大论地在网上回击过, Full mouth „incomprehensible rambling”, 满口“之乎者也”, Even if she a merely middle-school student, her merely study dregs, can look at that time at that time, the counter-attack of teacher, is very pale, is very weak. 哪怕她当时只是一个中学生,她只是一个学渣,在那时也能看出来,老师的回击,很苍白,也很无力。 Although is seemingly loud and clear, a noble, does not fear the rumor. 虽然看似掷地有声,一身浩然正气,不畏流言。 But outside in the person eyes looks like, this is the dead duck is obstinate argumentative, thinks oneself infallible, depends on the status of teacher to get by under false pretences. 但在外人眼中看来,这是死鸭子嘴硬,自以为是,靠着教师的身份想要蒙混过关。 The teacher taught for a lifetime the language, how taught the student to write the thesis group by group, but his „thesis”, actually wrote not well. 老师教了一辈子语文,教了一批又一批学生如何写好作文,但他的“作文”,写得却不好。 The outside world and public opinion want to look, is not his literary style, moreover his brings the counter-attack and ironic of Lu Xun style loud and clear, was more exciting the public opinion nerve. 外界和舆论所希望看的,并不是他的这种文体,而且他那掷地有声带着“鲁迅”风格的回击和反讽,更是刺激到了外界舆论的神经。 What, 什么, Are we wrong? 我们都是错的？ Are you wise? 就你英明？ Is impossible. 不可能。 Then, is counter-attacks intensely. 然后,是更加强烈地反扑。 Nowadays, the star falls into the scandal on to invite the public relation firm immediately, by various operations, smooths the situation. 现如今,明星陷入绯闻就得马上请公关公司,以各种操作,将事态抚平。 If merely said the truth, presenting the facts, if matter is so simple, 如果只是说道理,摆事实,事情如果真的就这般简单, Then most public relation firms must starve to death now. 那么现在大部分的公关公司就得饿死。 But at that time, dug out a news, the uncle of teacher, is the section chief in the local Bureau of Education. 而那时,又被挖出一条消息,老师的一个叔叔,在当地教育局当科长。 A very young section chief, over 50-year-old, usually in observes the morals, is an old pedant, likes the research heart study, therefore, the interpersonal relationship is very bad, 50 years old, without the opportunity rose again upward. 一个很小的科长,年逾五十,平日里恪守道德,也是一个老学究,喜欢研究心学,也因此,人际关系很差,五十岁了,没机会再往上升。 But the outside world regarding this news, only needs short a few words the title: The beast teacher background opens! 但外界对于这个消息,只需要短短一句话的标题:禽兽教师背景揭幕！ All, thorough detonation. 一切,彻底引爆。 People are venting to one's heart's content oneself „anger”, felt oneself are fighting with the dark forces and human world powerful official, 人们纵情发泄着自己的“怒火”,觉得自己正在与黑暗势力和人间权贵做着斗争, The media are seeking the current capacity and sensitometry heartily, 媒体尽情地博取着流量和曝光度, This is one a gluttony grand feast that is started by her. 这是一场由她掀起的饕餮盛宴。 Finally, by teacher's jumping up in classroom building, changed finished. 最后,以老师在教学楼上的纵身一跳,化作了结束。 But the school authorities from the beginning to settle a quarrel and make peace with the parties involved to restore the normal teaching to tens of thousands Yuan that oneself the family/home pays damages, made „final judgment on a person's life can be made only after he is dead and buried” for this event. 而校方一开始为了息事宁人恢复正常教学给自己家赔付的几万元,也为这起事件做了“盖棺定论”。 Is unafraid, 不心虚, Possibly how to lose money? 怎么可能赔钱？ Yes. 是吧。 After knowing the teacher dead, 得知老师死后, She painful one in the evening, then regretted for a month. 她痛苦了一晚上,然后遗憾了一个月。 The pain one in the evening , because she also has the conscience ; 痛苦一晚上,是因为她还有良知; Regrets for a month, is she discovered , when if go to college, comes in this manner one time, oneself can make a profit are more, for example guarantees the research, for example more indemnities. 遗憾一个月,是她发现,如果等到自己上大学后再以这种方式来一次,自己可以获利更多,比如保研,比如更多的赔款。 Took out the wallet from the pocket, is that female student named Lin Yi, she is oneself schoolmate. 从口袋里取出了钱包,是那个叫林忆的女生的,她是自己的同学。 In the wallet the cash are many, many VIP cards. 钱包里现金不少,还有很多张VIP卡。 Her corners of the mouth revealed wiped the smile of ridicule: Rich man. 她嘴角露出了一抹讥讽的笑容:呵,有钱人。 Rich bitch. 有钱的bitch。 Takes again 5000 in pocket, put in the locked small drawer, she thought that today harvests well, in fact afterward she had once received many donations, was the parents to the half a point. 再将兜里的五千块取出来,放入了自己上锁的小抽屉里,她觉得今天收获不错,实际上事后她曾收到过很多次捐款,都是自己和父母对半分了。 Takes off one's jewelry, washes hair, 卸了妆,洗了个头, She turns on the homepage, 她重新打开网页, Registered the knowledge, 登录了知乎, Today, prepares to write a day of life. 今天,准备写自己一天的生活。 For example she has a brother-in-law who opens the bookstore, for example she has an elder sister who is the doctor, for example she had one to have the pharmaceutical company also once to become the father of director of the hospital. 比如她有一个开书店的姐夫,比如她有一个做医生的姐姐,比如她有一个开医药公司也曾当过医院院长的父亲。 She wrote about one once by teacher assaulted in fact is actually the green tea bitch schoolmate, the wallet loses today, she despised her very much, took 5000 from own brother-in-law there as before to her. 她写到今天有一个曾被教师侵犯实际上却是绿茶婊的同学,钱包丢了,她心里很鄙夷她,却依旧从自己姐夫那里拿了五千块给她。 Because of 5000, to her, but is the odd change of each month spending money. 因为五千块,对于她来说,不过是每个月零花钱的零头。 When feels sorry for this green tea bitch. 就当可怜这个绿茶婊吧。 She has large quantities of fans, pays attention to her trend, so long as she reports the news, many people come the reply and point to praise, she likes this feeling, here, she found the new life. 她有一大批粉丝,关注她的动态,只要她一发消息,就有很多人过来回复和点赞,她喜欢这种感觉,在这里,她找到了自己新的人生。 Even, sometimes she somewhat divides not the clear network the reality of virtual reality and reality. 甚至,有时候她都有些分不清楚网络的虚拟和现实的真实。 She thought that she is Lin Yi. 她觉得她就是林忆。 Naturally, some people satirized her to depend oneself rich family condition good to look down upon the poor person, was a snobbish SOB. 当然,也有人讽刺她仗着自己有钱家庭条件好就看不起穷人,狗眼看人低。 She replied very much calm: Whocare? 她很淡定地回复了:Whocare？ She closed the computer, prepares to rest, staying up late, is the natural enemy of woman, she needs to maintain itself good, own skin, seems like the parents to leave the truly valuable thing. 她合上了电脑,准备休息,熬夜,是女人的天敌,她需要保养好自己,自己的皮囊,似乎是父母留给自己真正有价值的东西。 She went to the bathroom, washing. 她去了卫生间,洗漱。 Parents' quarrel is still continuing, the father is falling the cup, scolded mother, mother curses back his good-for-nothing, why did not hurry dead, 父母的争吵还在继续,父亲在摔杯子,骂母亲,母亲回骂他窝囊废,为何不赶紧去死, In the way looks for a car(riage) to lie down toward, then compensated a sum of money to the family/home in is also completely arrives at the responsibility of man. 去路上找辆车往底下一躺,然后给家里赔一笔钱也算是尽到男人的责任了。 She listened to smiling, 她听了笑笑, After washing, returns to the bedroom. 洗漱好后回到自己卧室。 Opens the door, 打开门, Actually discovered on own bed sits a person, 却发现自己床上坐着一个人, A man, 一个男人, The men are smoking, 男人在抽着烟, The cigarette ash exposes in a model of skin appliances cover that in oneself just bought. 烟灰就抖落在自己刚买的一款护肤品盖子里。 Suddenly, she does not know oneself should go with what stance facing this man. 一时间,她不知道自己该以何种姿态去面对这个男人。 The notebook that she closed was opened by the man, 原本她闭合上去的笔记本被男人重新翻开, Men in looking oneself in knowledge on receipt. 男人在看自己在知乎上的回帖。 Silent, 沉默, Continued for probably three minutes. 持续了大概三分钟。 She asked finally tremblingly: „You make anything.” 她终于颤颤巍巍地问道:“你来做什么。” She knows him, had just seen, brother-in-law who Lin Yi that opens the bookstore. 她认识他,刚见过,林忆的那位开书店的姐夫。 Zhou Ze inserts the cigarette butt inside her skin appliances, 周泽将烟头插在她护肤品里头, Her corners of the mouth pulled out pulling out, that is very expensive, after was she accompanied one old man one time, bought. 她嘴角抽了抽,那一款,很贵,是她陪了一个老男人一次后才买回来的。 The Zhou Ze faint smile visits her, 周泽似笑非笑地看着她, Then very earnest said/tunnel: 然后很认真地道: „Renders back the money.” “还钱。”