„ The 2002 first snow, “2002年的第一场雪, Compared with the past time late, 比以往时候来的更晚一些, Anchors in the No. 2 buses of eight buildings ......... ” 停靠在八楼的二路汽车………” Outside the car(riage) the street does not know that which store is using the sound to broadcast Daolang song, 车外街道不知道哪家商铺正在用音响播放着刀郎的这首歌, Meanwhile, 同时, Zhou Ze sees outside the glass, 周泽看见车窗外, Unexpectedly starts to snow, 居然开始下起了雪, Roadside, 路边, Really was unexpectedly snow gleams white. 竟然真的白雪皑皑了。 Today, was on June 27, big in the summer, 今天,是6月27日,大夏天, Snowed. 下雪了。 The car(riage) arrived, stopped ; 车又到站了,停了; The old man appeared on the street serrated edge outside car(riage) suddenly, both hands inserted in the green coat pocket, the sneakers stepped on the snow, the body a little trembled, the mouth that side kept exhaling the white clouds. 老头忽然出现在了车外的马路牙子上,双手插在绿大衣口袋里,解放鞋踩在积雪之中,身体有点发抖,嘴巴那边不停地呼出白气。 Before the vehicle door is closed, Zhou Ze jumped out of the car(riage), this made the bus driver frighten cursed several „courted death!” 在车门关闭前,周泽跳下了车,这让公交车司机吓得大骂了好几声“找死呐！” Hū ............ 呼………… Cold, 冷, Truly cold, 确实冷, Obviously big in the summer, 明明的大夏天, Suddenly became the winter. 忽然成了冬天。 However, clothes frail Zhou Ze extremely has not been hard to accept, he is every day needs to hug the man who the female zombie is sleeping, even had also rested freezer before. 不过,衣裳单薄的周泽并没有太过难以接受,他可是一个每天需要搂着女僵尸睡觉的男人,甚至以前还睡过冰柜。 „Young people, the anger is prosperous, really good.” “年轻人,火气旺,真好。” The old man is sizing up Zhou Ze, envies very much said. 老头打量着周泽,很羡慕地说道。 „What's all this about?” Zhou Ze asked. “这是怎么回事？”周泽问道。 „False, is false.” The old man put out a hand, met some snowflakes, continued saying: „ A very simple imaginary technique, you are not willing to wake up, wants to continue to look, I also lead you to continue to have a look. “假的,都是假的。”老头伸手,接了些许的雪花,继续道:“很简单的一个幻术,你不愿意醒来,想继续看,我也就带你继续看看。 So many years, 这么多年了, I also want to find a person to speak. 我也想找个人说说话。 You killed me, 你杀了我, Has the qualifications and I chats. 有资格和我聊聊天。 What kind of , to continue? 怎么样,继续走走？ If you do not want to walk, this simple environment cannot surround your. ” 如果你不想走,这个简单的环境也是困不住你的。” The old man is saying, starts to proceed in low spirits. 老头说着,闷着头自顾自地开始往前走。 What he said is right, 他说的是对的, This is the simple illusion, 这是再简单不过的幻境, Cuts very stiffly, compared with Yin-Yang book that „sleek/moist thin silent” the big terrifying, those images and scenes, appeared some simple and rough. 切换得很生硬,比起阴阳冊那“润物细无声”的大恐怖,此情此景,就显得有些过于的简单和粗糙了。 Such that but just like the old man said that 但正如老头所说的那样, An oil painting work of student, its value height, not necessarily entirely depends on this picture quality, but also depends on her father's position. 一幅学生的油画作品,它的价值高低,不一定完全取决于这幅画的质量,还取决于她父亲的地位。 This illusion, cannot surround Zhou Ze, but Zhou Ze merely in low spirits, is also welcoming the snowflake , to continue the following old man to proceed. 这个幻境,困不住周泽,但周泽也只是闷着头,迎着雪花,继续跟着老头往前走。 He wants to look, he must look, 他想看,他要看, This does not have the thing that the means kill completely including of oneself within the body, 这个连自己体内的那位都没办法完全杀死的东西, This after being killed also dares to cover the fellow who comes to chat on own initiative, 这个在被杀死之后还敢主动罩上门来聊天的家伙, His true feature, 他的真正面目, Actually is anything! 究竟是什么！ Although Zhou Ze at heart, 虽然周泽心里, Actually also had the answer, but need many verifications. 其实也有答案了,但还是需要更多的印证。 The old man seems like opening the heart to him, Zhou Ze will not aloof. 老头像是在向他敞开心扉,周泽也不会拒人于千里之外。 The snow was getting bigger and bigger, 雪越来越大了, After the old man took a section of road, probably could not take a walk, in the roadside, squatted, extracted a tobacco smoked dry pole, is inciting leaf tobacco, then „pounded to pound” to pull out. 老头走了一段路后,像是走不动了,在路旁,蹲了下来,抽出了一根旱烟杆,鼓捣着烟叶子,然后“砸吧砸吧”地抽了起来。 Sees Zhou Ze to stand side him, he also delivers the smoke pole to Zhou Ze that head, hinting Zhou Ze must pull out, you're welcome. 见周泽站在他身边,他还把烟杆送向周泽那头,示意周泽要不要抽,别客气。 Zhou Ze also squatted, takes out own smoke, the ignition. 周泽也蹲了下来,取出自己的烟,点燃。 One old azure, 一老一青, Squats near the street, 就蹲在马路边, Whatever the snowflake falls gently to their heads, on shoulder, in incline, 任凭雪花飘落到他们的头上,肩膀上,斜面上, silently is smoking. 默默地抽着烟。 The old man did not speak, Zhou Ze did not speak, 老头不说话,周泽也不说话, But should come, 但该来的, Always must come. 总是要来的。 „I want dead .” The old man is putting out thick phlegm to the ground, then coughed continuously several, „I was tired .” “我很想死,真的。”老头对着地上吐出一口浓痰,而后又连续咳嗽了几声,“我累了,真的。” Old man's two „really”, disclosed a helplessness. 老头的两个“真的”,透露出了一种无奈。 I want dead, cannot die, 我想死,死不了, This helplessness, 这种无奈, In most people's eyes, is speaking irresponsibly and sarcastically, envy Sha many others! 在绝大部分人的眼里,是一种站着说话不腰疼,羡煞多少旁人！ Through the ages, many people vainly hope to live forever, many kings wallow in this, many nobilities aristocrats do not hesitate all for this reason. 古往今来,多少人梦想长生不死,多少君王沉迷于此,多少王侯贵族为此不惜一切。 But feels strange strangely, 但奇怪就奇怪在, Zhou Ze hear, what the old man said is the innermost thoughts. 周泽听出来了,老头说的是心里话。 He wants dead, 他想死, But he cannot die, 但他死不了, This is not artificial, but buries in old man heart most deep place is also the most real helplessness. 这不是矫情,而是埋藏在老头心底最深处也是最真实的无奈。 „What thing are you?” Zhou Ze also asked. “你到底是什么东西？”周泽又问道。 „Hasn't oh, looked?” The old man smiles, tobacco smoked dry pole knocked knocking on the street serrated edge, „or, was you have looked, but you cannot believe that whether or not?” “哦,还没看出来么？”老头笑了笑,旱烟杆儿在马路牙子上磕了磕,“或者,是你已经看出来了,但是你不敢相信,是不是？” The old man finishes speaking, 老头话音刚落, Opposite of the street walks one group of people, 马路对面走来一群人, Is holding high the banner, 举着横幅, Is playing the signboard, 打着招牌, Is shouting the slogan, 喊着口号, Some people join unceasingly, 不断有人加入, The slogan, resounded through the skies, scattered this winter chill in the air, making it blazing, just like the scorching sun in the day, the summer reappeared. 呐喊声,响彻云霄,驱散了这个冬天的寒意,让它变得炽热,宛若骄阳在天,夏日重现。 „!” “！” „...... Ap ;!” “……ap;！” The slogan is neat, 口号整齐, Several people of lead, hit the chicken blood to be the same probably, facial color flushed, excited. 带头的几个人,像是打了鸡血一样,面色潮红,激动不已。 This team, walks in Zhou Ze and old man's front, in them some people saw to squat the old man who smoked there with Zhou Ze, in many eyes revealed despising. 这支队伍,就在周泽和老头的面前走过去,他们中有人看见了蹲在那里抽烟的老头跟周泽,不少人眼里露出了鄙夷。 Looks like looking at one group of numb compatriots, looks at similar of one crowd of ossification, 就像是在看一群麻木的同胞,看一群僵化的同类, Loves its unfortunately, gets angry him not to struggle! 爱其不幸,怒其不争！ Zhou Ze scratches the head, 周泽挠挠头, The old man laughs, 老头哈哈大笑, Smiles to continue saying: 笑完继续道: „I want dead, why that person in your within the body, cannot kill me, no, he can kill my, but he cannot kill me now, or is he is not willing to spend that big energy to kill me.” “我想死啊,为什么你体内的那个人,也杀不死我,不,他是能杀死我的,但他现在杀不死我,或者是他不愿意花费那么大的精力去杀死我。” The old man was saying was saying stood, 老头说着说着站了起来, Tobacco smoked dry pole is pounding to front tree, 旱烟杆儿对着面前的树砸过去, Does not have the landslide cracks in the earth water to flow backwards, 没有山崩地裂水倒流, Does not have „Lu Zhishen pulls out weeping willow” the aggression, 也没有“鲁智深倒拔垂杨柳”的霸气, The old man instead shakes himself the fingers/tiger mouth to be painful, 老头反而是把自己震得虎口生疼, Covered own finger to jump on the ground funnily several. 捂着自己的手指在地上滑稽地跳了几圈。 „ A possibility, he looked that I want dead actually cannot die, therefore he makes me live intentionally, making me continue to receive this suffering! “还有一种可能,他看出来我想死却死不了,所以他故意让我活着,让我继续受这种折磨！ deserve to die, 该死, I have not offended him. 我没得罪他啊。 He is really also ruthless, the words that I have not died thoroughly, will also come back after a period of time, but also some people will die because of me, that does not care, he does not care about the human life, merely looks at my uncomfortable, rather makes me continue to be suffered like this. 他也真狠啊,我没死透的话,过段时间还会回来,还会有人因我而死,那位不在乎,他不在乎人命,只是看我不舒服,宁愿让我继续这样受折磨。 Good vicious, has complete disregard for human life radically. ” 好狠毒的啊,根本是草菅人命啊。” The old man continues to scold. 老头继续在骂着。 Zhou Ze was sees behind the team to come out several people, they moved toward by a nearby car(riage), is looking around regarding a Mitsubishi car(riage). 周泽则是看见队伍后面出来了几个人,他们走向了旁边的一辆车旁,围绕着一辆三菱车在张望着。 The vehicle door opens, walks two high strong men from inside, two groups of people looked at a while mutually, that group of people walked, two men of landing board. 车门打开,从里面走下来两个高壮男子,两拨人互相看了一会儿,那一拨人就走了,下车的两个男子又上了车。 That group of people are walking, stopped by the Toyota car(riage) of front not far away. 那拨人走着走着,又在前面不远处的一辆丰田车旁停了下来。 What they seemed like see in the car(riage) to sit was, 他们似乎是看见了车里坐着的是什么人, They start to be away from the glass to point at inside person to scold, 他们开始隔着车窗指着里面的人骂, Starts to scold, 开始呵斥, Starts to educate, 开始教育, Even starts to tell the water. 甚至开始吐口水。 They are fervent, their bold side unyielding, they are passionate, even if they seem like, is actually not very young, the big stomach intestinal fat of bald person, on the shoulder also has the old style tattoo. 他们慷慨激昂,他们挥斥方遒,他们激情洋溢哪怕他们看起来,其实也不是很年轻,秃顶的大肚腩,肩膀上还有老式纹身。 With shouting curses conducts, 随着叫骂的进行, The surroundings start to gather the increasing number of people, some people are looking, some people in the racket, some people are applauding. 周围开始聚集越来越多的人,有人在看,有人在拍,有人在叫好。 That several most start to gather round the person of vehicle, starting to be getting more and more excited, encouragement of surroundings person seemed like gave their infinite strengths, 那几个最开始围着车子的人,开始越来越激动,周围人的鼓励似乎是给予了他们无限的力量, They feel themselves to be in favor with the public, 他们感觉自己众望所归, They thought that oneself advocate to high, 他们觉得自己崇尚至高, They even feel, 他们甚至觉得, Oneself are shining! 自己正在发光！ Finally, 终于, A person cannot restrain this impulsive, 一个人克制不住这种冲动, Jumped up directly the vehicle roof, started to jump. 直接跳上了车顶,开始跳了起来。 Steps on while was shouting, jumps while is scolding, 一边踩一边在喊,一边跳一边在骂, He is infatuated, 他陶醉, He, 他自我, He cannot be stopped! 他锐不可当！ Another person also refused to admit being inferior, takes up has prepared the good spanner, in the screams of people, was pounding to the glass windshield directly! 另一个人也不甘示弱,拿起早就准备好的扳手,在众人的惊呼声中,直接对着车窗挡风玻璃砸了下去！ „pā!” “啪！” The windshield was cracked a big piece. 挡风玻璃龟裂了一大片。 They are divulging oneself anger, even if enemy in ten thousand li (0.5 km) away, the person who even if inside sits, has with the ID card of their exactly the same design. 他们宣泄着自己的怒火,哪怕敌人在万里之遥,哪怕里面坐着的人,有着和他们一模一样设计的身份证。 But they feel the honor, feels great, in the booing of all around person, he felt oneself brandish is not a spanner, but is a broadsword, in character who night files each television station just like oratorio can broadcast. 但他们觉得荣光,觉得伟大,在四周人的起哄声中,他觉得自己挥舞的不是扳手,而是大刀,宛若深夜档各个电视台都会播放的神剧里的人物。 As if in his all around, 仿佛在他的四周, Has howling of bullet, 有子弹的呼啸, Has the noise of fire, 有炮火的喧嚣, Has the combustion gunsmoke, 有燃烧的硝烟, He strengthens, 他坚定, Resolute, 刚毅, Calm, 沉着, Holds up own spanner time and time again, pounds to the glass, pounds to the vehicle door, 一次又一次地举起自己的扳手,砸向车窗,砸向车门, As if he pounds is not the car(riage), 仿佛他砸的不是车, But is the armored tank of enemy, 而是属于敌人的装甲坦克, He is the Polish Surprise-attack forces, 他是波兰奇兵, Is playing the charge sound, is protecting own country, is protecting own nationality, is starting the great charge toward the steel mighty current! 吹奏着冲锋号,保护着自己的国家,保护着自己的民族,向着钢铁洪流发动着伟大的冲锋！ Although thousands of people I toward, 虽千万人吾往矣, This is his time faith! 这是他此时的信念！ The surrounding person keeps applauding, cheering, 周围人不停地叫好,欢呼着, As if they will soon win a great victory, 仿佛他们即将迎来一场伟大的胜利, Dawn, 曙光, In their front! 就在他们的前方！ They will show oneself courage, reveals own mind, informed own strength of spirit! 他们将证明自己的勇气,袒露自己的胸襟,昭告自己的骨气！ They are excited, they burst with joy, they are in high spirits! 他们激动,他们沸腾,他们神采飞扬！ Finally, 终于, The vehicle door was shoved open from inside, 车门被从里面推开, Inside person frightens gets out. 里面的人吓得下了车。 Is a woman, the attire is ordinary, another side has a girl also to get out together, the girl is crying, was shouting, is scolding. 是一个妇人,衣着普通,另一边则是有一个女孩也一起下了车,女孩在哭,在喊,在骂。 The women keep pleading to these people, 妇人则是向这几个人不停地恳求着, But what is done cannot be undone, in battlefield, only then charges, without retreat! 但开弓没有回头箭,战场上,只有冲锋,没有后退！ They shoved open the woman , to continue to smash the car(riage), and is scolding her loudly, simultaneously is pointing at the trademark of car(riage), gives scolding her despicable, her shamelessness, her lower reaches. 他们推开了妇人,继续砸车,并且大声呵斥着她,同时指着车的商标,痛骂她的卑鄙,她的无耻,她的下流。 Standing Zhou Ze sees this, deeply inspires. 站在旁边的周泽看到这一幕,深吸一口气。 The old man traded one bag of smoke , to continue to pull out. 老头换了一袋烟,继续抽着。 „Interesting?” Zhou Ze asked. “有意思么？”周泽问道。 „Answer that you want, here.” The old man puts out smoke rings, „I want dead.” “你要的答案,就在这里。”老头吐出一口烟圈,“我想死啊。” The old man kept saying this words, probably Xianglinsao met everyone saying: I know snows the wild animal not to eat to eat in the level area only, will arrive in the village ; I do not know that spring will have ......... 老头不停地说着这个话,像是祥林嫂遇见每个人都说:我单知道下雪的时候野兽在山坳里没有食吃,会到村里来;我不知道春天也会有……… The women set out, stops to pound the person of car(riage). 妇人起身,去阻拦砸车的人。 Person but who side that takes the spanner, 但旁边那位拿扳手的人, Actually pounded the spanner directly! 却直接将扳手砸了下来！ „Bang!” “砰！” The head opens the sound of wooden scoop, 脑袋开瓢的声音, Crisp, 脆脆的, Also is depressed, 也闷闷的, The women fell down, 女人倒在了地上, The blood keeps flowing out, 鲜血不停地流出, In a winter snow day of piece of white around this, 在这四周一片白的冬雪天中, This wipes red, 这一抹红, Appears is such dazzling. 显得是那样的刺眼。 The Zhou Ze pursing the lips lip, told itself, this was the illusion. 周泽抿了抿嘴唇,告诉自己,这是幻境。 Has turned head, Zhou Ze discovered accidentally/surprisingly that just also stood in the old man who own side smokes, disappears. 扭过头,周泽意外地发现那个刚刚还站在自己身边抽烟的老头,又不见了。 Then, 而后, When Zhou Ze looks again to the car(riage) that side, 周泽再看向车那边时, Sees in the pool of blood, 看见血泊之中, Produced an inverted image old man's form, 倒映出了老头的身影, His face is thin and pale, 他的脸憔悴, His vision is disorderly, 他的目光杂乱, He is crying, 他在哭, He is shouting, 他在喊, He in noisy, 他在闹, He is entreating loudly: 他在大声地哀求: „ I want dead, “我想死啊, Why does not make me die! ” 为什么不让我死啊！”