Money is old daoist, how he must spend to be able how to spend, Zhou Ze has not butted in again anything, he does not have the qualifications to butt in anything. 钱是老道的,他要怎么花就可以怎么花,周泽也没有再置喙什么,他也没资格去置喙什么。 After all although old daoist his subordinate staff, but never in oneself here lead(er) the one cent wages, has followed sometimes Zhou Ze „business trip”, old daoist must give instead of taking some money. 毕竟老道虽说是他的下属员工,但从未在自己这里领过一分钱的工资,有些时候跟着周泽“出差”,老道还得自己倒贴一些钱。 Moreover, is supercilious look wolf anything, or worth this discussion, said with old daoist too, is useless. 而且,白眼狼什么的,或者值得不值得这种讨论,和老道说太多,也没什么用。 His lived the 70-year-old person, what disturbance was widely traveled not to experience? 他一个活到70岁的人了,走南闯北什么风波没经历过？ Haven't all sorts of people, what the person of appearance met? 三教九流,什么样子的人没遇到过？ He is not that old man old woman who believed mistakenly the prize-winning fraud to greedy for petty profit, perhaps, the person were at heart with the bright mirror same actually in rare muddled. 他又不是那种误信了中奖骗局想贪便宜的老头老太,兴许,人自个儿是心里跟明镜一样其实是在难得糊涂。 When old daoist many remittances ended, Zhou Ze pushed the old daoist wheelchair to lead him to return to the bookstore, on the way when old daoist after convenience store, bought some between-meal snack for the monkey. 等老道一笔一笔汇款结束,周泽推着老道的轮椅带着他回了书店,途中老道经过便利店时,给猴子买了一些零食。 After returning to the bookstore, the Zhou Ze cleaning disinfected both hands, changed the white coat again, they and inspected a physical condition to old daoist old permits as well as Bai Yingying, when these complete, is the evening. 回到书店后,周泽洗净消毒了双手,再换上了白大褂,给老道老许以及白莺莺他们一个一个地又检查了一遍身体状况,等这些做完时,已经是傍晚了。 Took off the white coat, let out a long breath, walks into the bathroom to wash the face. 脱下了白大褂,长舒一口气,走入卫生间洗了一把脸。 Feared, naturally lingering fear. 怕,当然后怕。 That night one week ago, oneself really almost became „loner”, oneself ancestors had basically committed to flames, this whole life lived with great difficulty the rhythm, but that old man, almost „was actually really started from zero” by the life of his whole life. 一周前的那个夜晚,自己真的就差点成了“孤家寡人”,自己上辈子基本已经付之一炬了,这辈子好不容易重新活出了节奏,但那个老头,却真的几乎让自己这辈子的人生“从零开始”。 The sensation the exciting feeling of cold water on own face, Zhou Ze was shaking the head, takes up the towel, prepares to wipe the face. 感知着冷水在自己脸上的刺激感,周泽晃了晃脑袋,拿起毛巾,准备擦脸。 Actually at this time, Zhou Ze saw in the mirror to present a shadow unexpectedly, the towel in Zhou Ze hand also fell instantaneously. 却在这时,周泽看见镜子里竟然出现了一道黑影,周泽手中的毛巾也瞬间落了下来。 Has turned around, behind oneself actually radically no one. 转过身,自己身后却根本没有人。 Has turned head again, the shadow in mirror also vanishes does not see. 再回过头,镜子里的黑影也消失不见。 It is not the illusion, possibly is not the illusion, Zhou Ze now to own „big heart” is very confident, he did not have to the situation of being very suspicious frailly. 不是幻觉,也不可能是幻觉,周泽现在对自己的“大心脏”很有信心,他还没脆弱到杯弓蛇影的地步。 Opens the door of bathroom, the person has not walked, together the familiar and old sound conveys from the bathroom in: 推开卫生间的门,人还没走出去,一道熟悉且苍老的声音就自卫生间里面传来: „Is looking for me?” “在找我么？” Zhou Ze this time has not turned head, but is sideways slightly, said: 周泽这次没有回头,而是微微侧身,道: „Yes.” “是的。” He, 他, Really has not died. 果然还没死。 That of own within the body said right, he has not died, 自己体内的那位说得没错,他没死, He appeared. 他又出现了。 Zhou Ze has at heart some are astonished however, he thought of own within the body, even if cannot kill him completely thoroughly, but at least can guarantee that he will not appear in a short time again, whose to become thinks, this crossed for a week, he really „being haunted by the ghost” came back. 周泽心里有些许讶然,原本他以为自己体内的那位哪怕没能完全彻底地杀死他,但至少能够确保他短时间内不会再出现,谁成想,这才过了一个礼拜,他真的“阴魂不散”又回来了。 Just, this time, is a little probably different. 只不过,这一次,好像有点不同。 When that night, oneself face this old man, can clearly the sensation to that on the opposite party sends out as biased as the extreme holds to read, however this time, the opposite party actually appears some cleanly excessively purely, probably was purified is the same. 那个夜晚,自己面对这个老头时,能够清楚地感知到对方身上所散发出来的那种偏执到极点的执念,然而这一次,对方却显得有些过分地干净纯粹,像是被净化过一样。 Is altar/jar vintage vinegar, now is Wang Qing water. 原本是一坛老陈醋,现在则是一汪清水。 But the old man after all is an old man, his appearance is very mystical, his experience is very mystical, even including his death, is very mystical. 但老头毕竟是老头,他的出现很神秘,他的经历很神秘,甚至包括他的死亡,也很神秘。 That of own within the body can only leave behind one „he not dead” the deep sleep in the past, proved his specialness again sufficiently, otherwise, by that characteristics, will definitely stamp out the source of trouble. 自己体内的那位都只能留下一句“他还没死”重新沉睡过去,就足以证明他的特殊,否则,以那位的特性,肯定会斩草除根。 He disdains in annoying in a big way troublesome, even if he also during restore, but that type of father world most flamboyant two aura actually almost explosive tables, no one not bird, monkey understood to cultivate the behavior. 他是不屑于惹多大的麻烦的,哪怕他还在修复之中,但那种老子天下最牛逼的中二气息却几乎爆表了,根本谁都不鸟,比里的猴子更不懂做人。 „You killed me, therefore I am thinking comes to see you, but is a little strange, you have not as if died to me this matter, is not surprised.” “你杀了我,所以我就想着来看看你,不过有点奇怪,你似乎对我没死这件事,一点都不惊讶。” „You may really look like a sticky candy.” Helpless Zhou Ze said. “您可真像个牛皮糖。”周泽无奈道。 „Hehe.” The old man smiled, then his sound changed, from near to far. “呵呵。”老头笑了,而后他的声音发生了变化,由近及远。 Zhou Ze raised the head, sees in the entrance of reading room, is standing that old man's form, he seems like waiting for Zhou Ze. 周泽抬起头,看见在书屋的门口,站着那个老头的身影,他似乎是在等着周泽。 Zhou Ze walked, opened the door of bookstore. 周泽走了过去,推开了书店的门。 „I had died, before you kill me, I have died.” The old man said very much calmly. “我早就死了,在你杀死我之前,我就已经死了。”老头很平静地说道。 He wears the green coat, what the under foot is stepping on is contaminating the sneakers of mud, is slightly cramped, on the face has one type to seem like inherent simple and honest and shyness. 他还是穿着绿色的大衣,脚下踩着的是沾染着泥泞的解放鞋,略显局促,脸上带着一种似乎是与生俱来的憨厚和腼腆。 But is such a old man, 但就是这样子的一个老头, A week ago, 在一周前, Almost killed bookstore excluding Zhou Ze everyone. 差一点就杀死了书店除周泽之外的所有人。 If Zhou Ze merely ordinary ghost messenger, possibly all these do not have the means to change. 如果周泽只是一个普通的鬼差,可能这一切都没办法改变。 Zhou Ze went out of the bookstore. 周泽走出了书店。 „42 years ago, I have died.” “四十二年前,我就已经死了。” „76 years.” Zhou Ze said. “七六年。”周泽说道。 „That year of right, turbulent conclusion.” “对,动荡结束的那一年。” The old man has turned around, walks forward two steps, arrived at a public transportation platform, got off work the person who to stand with side and other public transportation. 老头转过身,向前走两步,走到了一个公交站台边,跟着旁边等公交车下班的人站在一起。 Zhou Ze has looked back a bookstore, he in hesitant, whether this one time is lured the enemy out of his stronghold. 周泽回过头看了一眼书店,他在犹豫,这是否是一次调虎离山。 But a moment later, Zhou Ze followed the past. 但片刻之后,周泽还是跟着走了过去。 The appearance of this old man, gives his feeling to be very different . Moreover, he does not need to lure the enemy out of his stronghod, can such as it come to appear in bathroom that suddenly, in oneself are, this means that if the old man currently really also has „murder” ability, oneself in the bookstore, Xu Qinglang and Bai Yingying they, cannot obtain any safe guarantee. 这一次老头的出现,给他的感觉很不一样,而且,他根本不需要调虎离山,能够忽如其来地出现在自己所在的卫生间里,这就意味着如果老头现在真的还有“杀人”的能力的话,自己在不在书店,许清朗和白莺莺他们,都得不到什么安全的保证。 Some matters, need to ask after all understand, must clarify. 有些事,终归需要去问明白,也必须要去弄清楚。 Zhou Ze is impossible to pass day in the detective story in the future, in the bookstore everyone must the food and lodging line the same place, unable to separate, otherwise possibly gives the murderer the opportunity. 周泽不可能日后一直过着侦探小说里的日子,书店里所有人必须吃住行都在一起,不能分开,否则就可能给凶手可乘之机。 Such day is too tired, 那样子的日子太累, Moreover is not realistic. 而且也不现实。 A public transportation stopped, some people get out, but more people board, here is South Avenue, is the town center, the stream of people were many, especially now or the card in getting off work node, was so. 一辆公交车停了下来,有人下车,但更多的人是上车,这里是南大街,是市中心,人流本就多,尤其现在还是卡在下班的节点,就更是如此了。 The old man has turned head, looked at Zhou Ze, smiles, boards. 老头回过头,看了一眼周泽,笑笑,也上了车。 Zhou Ze also followed to board together, throws two coins to go, walked toward, his vision has been staring at the old man, he wants to know that in this old man bottle gourd, what this time sold was what medicine. 周泽也跟着一起上了车,丢了两个硬币进去,往里走,他的目光一直盯着老头,他想知道这个老头葫芦里,这次到底卖的是什么药。 On the vehicle the person are many, Zhou Ze is standing, same is standing with the old man. 车上人很多,周泽就站着,跟老头一样站着。 „That evening, was I lost, of your within the body, was too fierce.” The old man is saying very much gentle, as if he can take up completely, can put down. “那一晚,是我输了,你体内的那位,太厉害。”老头很平和地说着,似乎他完全拿得起,也放得下。 „But...... you are fierce, cannot kill me.” The old man said that in the words, does not have actually slightly happily, tranquilly seems like stating a fact merely. “但……你再厉害,也杀不死我。”老头说道,话语里,倒是没有丝毫的得意,平静地就像是仅仅在陈述着一个事实。 Did not seem like a person, 不像是一个人了, Really does not seem like a person. 真的不像是一个人。 That likes talking about the major principle, likes posing as with the card say/way, likes anything placing the old man in moral high ground oneself, 那个喜欢讲大道理,喜欢以证道自居,喜欢任何事情都把自己放在道德制高点的老头, At this time present, one week ago that presents, 此时眼前的这位,和一周前出现的那位, It seems like two people radically. 根本像是两个人。 „What thing are you?” “你到底是什么东西？” Zhou Ze had not asked that who he is, but asked he is anything. 周泽没问他到底是谁,而是问他是什么东西。 Obviously, Zhou Ze discovered some unusually, looked to understand anything probably, 显然,周泽发现了一些异常,也像是看明白了一些什么, old man, 老头, Does not seem like a person. 好像不是一个人。 „What thing am I?” The old man put out a hand to refer to itself, „ I was one, although had died, thing that but has also continued to have. “我到底是什么东西？”老头伸手指了指自己,“我是一个虽然已经死了,但还一直继续存在的东西。 My appearance, is accidental, accidentally to me forgot how oneself is appear. 我的出现,是一次偶然,偶然到我自己都忘记自己是怎么出现的了。 My conclusion, many were times, including the previous conclusion in your hands, after too repeatedly, when I also forgot am the true conclusion. 我的结束,很多次了,包括上次在你手中的结束,太多次之后,我也忘了到底何时才是真正的结束。 Does not show off, does not show off, I was tired, but died after each time, I can come back again, moreover sooner or later will come back. 不是炫耀,也不是显摆,我自己都累了,但每次死了之后,我都能再回来,而且迟早会回来。 Naturally, 当然, Possibly comes back when next time, was not now this appearance. ” 可能下一次回来时,就不是现在这个模样了。” The public transportation stopped in the next station, had one group of people. 公交车在下一站停了,有上来了一拨人。 An age boards in the 60-year- old lady probably, walks toward, halted in front of Zhou Ze. 一个年纪大概在60岁的老太婆上了车,往里走,在周泽面前站住了。 The automobile starts to continue to start, the compartment starts to sway. 汽车开始继续启动,车厢开始摇晃起来。 „You make way, making me sit, my leg acid.” “你让开,让我坐一下,我腿酸得要死。” Stands points at front girl to say in Zhou Ze front old lady. 站在周泽面前的老太婆指着面前的女孩说道。 The girl heard probably, but she has closed one's eyes before, when the old lady passes through, she has also closed one's eyes, she does not want to offer one's seat to somebody, but thought that does not give the old person not to offer one's seat to somebody well, therefore she appearance that pretends herself not to see. 女孩像是听到了,但她之前一直闭着眼,老太婆走过时,她也一直闭着眼,她是不想让座的,但又觉得不给老人让座不好,所以她就装作自己没看见的样子。 Side the girl has a plastic bag, inside is putting should be the work clothes of nearby market shop employee, should stand for day just to return home from work , was very tired. 女孩身边有一个塑料袋,里面放着的应该是附近商场营业员的工作服,应该是站了一天刚下班回家,也是累得很了。 „Hey, spoke with you?” “喂,和你说话呢？” The old lady put out a hand to pull a girl's hair. 老太婆伸手扯了一下女孩的头发。 The girl opens eyes, is somewhat bewildered, she will not seem to expect the old lady so to be direct. 女孩睁开眼,有些莫名其妙,她似乎没料到老太婆会这么直接。 „ What can't you understand to be called the politeness? “你懂不懂什么叫做礼貌？ What can't understand to be called to respect the elderly and take good care of the young? 懂不懂什么叫做尊老爱幼？ My such big age, arrived at your here, you also pretended to be sleeping to install unable to see, interesting? 我这么大一把年纪了,走到你这里来,你还装睡装看不见,有意思么？ Your family does not have the old person, 你家没老人啊, Your family member in childhood not the truth that taught you to cultivate the behavior? ” 你家里人小时候没教过你做人的道理啊？” Girl's face suppresses all of a sudden red, but sets out, stood, made way the position. 女孩的脸一下子憋得通红,但还是起身,站了起来,让开了位置。 The old lady seems like fought to win the cockerel, is holding up the head to sit, started to rub to pinch own calf, but her mouth did not have: 老太婆像是一只斗胜了的公鸡,昂着头坐了下来,开始揉捏着自己的小腿,但她的嘴还是没: „ My this is educating you for your parents, how teaches you to cultivate the behavior. “我这是在替你爹妈教育你,教你怎么做人。 You have not married, my was also helps your later woman family education teach you. 你还没结婚吧,我这也算是帮你以后的婆家教教你了。 Present young people, 现在的年轻人啊, What does not understand is the politeness, what also does not understand is respects the elderly and take good care of the young, this way how this society may. ” 一个个的都不懂什么叫礼貌,也不懂什么叫尊老爱幼,这社会这样下去可怎么得了啊。” On the vehicle many people cast the vision, the girl face of standing rise red. 车上不少人投来目光,站在旁边的女孩脸涨得更红了。 When stands the car(riage) to below, the girl escapes landing of also resembles, her eye socket flood red, obviously has been restraining the impulsion that are wanting to cry. 等车到下一站时,女孩逃也似的下了车,她眼眶泛红,显然一直在克制着自己想哭的冲动。 „.” “呵。” Saw the girl to get out, the old lady seemed like has not satisfied a craving, quite very disappointed feelings. 见女孩下车了,老太婆像是还没过瘾,颇有一种很失望的感觉。 The public transportation starts again, 公交车再度启动, Zhou Ze suddenly discovers the old man to disappear, where did he go to? 周泽忽然发现老头不见了,他去哪里了？ Zhou Ze pledged, he actually has just been staring at the old man, but his person seemed like actually disappearing in an instant was the same. 周泽发誓,刚刚他其实一直在盯着老头,但他那个人却像是在刹那间消失了一样。 His words have not said, 他的话还没说完, Deceived itself on the public transportation to finish? 骗自己上公交车就结束了？ Quite baffling, 没头没尾的, He must say anything. 他到底要说些什么。 „Hey.” “喂。” Old man's voice resounds. 老头的声音响起。 Zhou Ze looked at the past following the sound card, the discovery was that old lady sends out. 周泽循声卡看过去,发现是那个老太婆发出的。 At this time, 这时候, The old lady has turned away, looks to the glass. 老太婆转过脸,看向车窗外。 But her sparse hair also scatters, 而她那稀疏的头发也飘散开, In the back of the head position revealed old man's the face of that tension fold, 后脑勺位置上露出了老头的那张褶皱的脸, The old man is smiling, 老头在笑, Revealed old yellow teeth, 露出了一口老黄牙, He smiles very happily, 他笑得很开心, Smiles very much gives birth for the first time, 笑得很开怀, With stylish: 同时道: „ Now knows, “现在晓得, Why did I die to finish have not died? ” 为什么我死了却还没死吧？”