LNBH :: Volume #1

#20: Does not contract widowed contracts unevenly


LNMTL needs user funding to survive Read More

Bathroom Xu Le has not really repaired well, the nozzle that only then a simple wash basin as well as a squat toilet, takes a bath continually does not have, second floor did not say the bed, including opening the straw mat has not placed, merely brought purely, when the small warehouse used, because initial Xu Le must go home every day. 卫生间徐乐并没有真的装修得多好,只有一个简单的洗脸池外加一个蹲坑,连洗澡的喷头都没有,二楼不说床了,原本连张草席都没安置,只是纯粹拿来当小仓库使用,因为当初的徐乐每天都是要回家的。 Even if in the family/home has one pair to look down upon his father and mother-in-law, 哪怕家里有一对看不起他的岳父岳母, Even if in the family/home has an insufferably arrogant sister-in-law, 哪怕家里有一个颐气指使的小姨子, Even if in the family/home has a wife who doesn’t sleep with him, 哪怕家里有一个不和他睡的老婆, But Xu Le meets finishes in the bookstore not many matters to close the door to go home every day in the evening leisurely. 徐乐还是会每天忙完书店里本就不多的事儿晚上关上店门悠哉悠哉地回家。 These are the days of one’s life, 这是日子, Is far from the dignity, 谈不上尊严, Could not say comfortably, 也说不得自在, But he endures gladly. 但他甘之如饴。 He is bad, he instigated, he does not have the frame of mind. 他孬,他怂,他没心气儿。 Because he is Xu Le, he is not the great person who some position historically once left behind the name, therefore everyone thought that he does not matter ; 因为他是徐乐,他不是某位在历史上曾经留下名姓的大人物,所以大家觉得他无所谓; If put on a status of ancient some character, will think that the Xu Le’s life was wise often appear slow-witted, even white increased too much too much taste. 如果套上一位古代某个人物的身份,又会觉得徐乐的生活是大智若愚,平白地增添了太多太多的滋味。 Zhou Ze could not realize that the Xu Le’s taste, he grew up from the orphanage, the mood in the heart feeling inferior although will not display, but has truly existed, therefore he was sensitive he to go all out, lived in the work in oneself in the study on, was, has so insisted that must achieve best outstandingly. 周泽是体会不了徐乐的滋味的,他自孤儿院长大,心中自卑的情绪虽然不会表现出来,但确实是一直存在的,所以他敏感他拼命,于学习于工作于自己生活上,都是如此,一直坚持要做到最好最优秀。 merely, at present, looks in the mirror this wet face, Zhou Ze appears at heart wiped to pity. 只是,眼下,看着镜子里这张湿漉漉的脸,周泽心里出现了一抹怜悯。 Pities Xu Le, pities itself. 怜悯徐乐,同时也怜悯自己。 Everyone, has the basket that oneself are, nothing but the basket design and size are different, but has the basket after all. 每个人,都有自己所在的笼子,无非笼子款式和大小不同,但总归是有笼子的。 Zhou Ze does not want to go to work as what ghost king, without expecting is depending on the special strength to control the forces of nature in the world of the living, on the one hand he is clear, if extremely estimated in high-profile manner will immediately have not the good matter, on the other hand, was on is very for a lifetime tired, this whole life wants to change a way of living. 周泽不想去当什么鬼王,也没奢望着靠着自己特殊力量在阳间呼风唤雨,一方面他清楚如果自己太过高调估计马上就会发生不好的事儿,另一方面,则是上一辈子已经很累了,这辈子想换一个活法。 No matter how, he is to live, by this mortal body , to continue to go on living. 不管如何,他是想要活下来的,以这具肉身,继续地活下去。 Spreads out the palm, places itself in front , the nail had abated, does not see slightly unusually, 摊开手掌,放在自己面前,指甲早就消退了,不见丝毫异样, Zhou Ze smiles, 周泽笑了笑, Ok, 算了, Perhaps is gets what one deserves. 兴许就是自己活该吧。 Takes the towel to wipe the face, scratched the hand, when Zhou Ze went out of the bathroom, merely comes out again, intertwining on face, does not see, becomes somewhat free and easy. 拿着毛巾擦了擦脸,又擦了擦手,周泽走出了卫生间,只是再出来时,原本脸上的纠结,已经不见,变得有些洒脱。 little loli sits on the plastic backless stool as before reads own illustration book wholly absorbed. 小luoli依旧坐在塑料板凳上专心致志地看着自己的插画书。 Uncle, Ruri is thirsty.” “叔叔,蕊蕊口渴。” little loli shouts to Zhou Ze. 小luoli周泽喊道。 Probably acts like a spoiled brat the pet that to the master sells to sprout/moe. 像是一个向主人撒娇卖萌的宠物。 Zhou Ze nods, with paper glass but actually one cup of water, cold hot even, delivers to front of little loli. 周泽点点头,拿纸杯倒了一杯水,冷热均匀,送到小luoli面前。 little loli received the drinking glass, drank one, the corners of the mouth smiled the crescent moon. 小luoli接过水杯,喝了一口,嘴角笑出月牙。 Zhou Ze sat on the ceramic tile simply, put out a hand to rub the head of little loli, natural, did not do guards slightly. 周泽干脆在瓷砖上坐了下来,伸手揉了揉小luoli的脑袋,大大方方,不作丝毫防范。 The time, passes slowly, 时间,慢慢地流逝, little loli continues to read, 小luoli继续看着书, Zhou Ze continues to lie down in side, 周泽继续躺在旁边, one big and one small, 一大一小, Is together really peacefully. 相处甚安。 little loli will attain in front of Zhou Ze with him to share the interesting story that oneself see, Zhou Ze also made the response, tells the truth or other stories of some fable deep places to her. 小luoli会把自己看到的有趣故事拿到周泽面前和他分享,周泽也做出了回应,给她讲讲一些寓言深处的道理或者其他小故事。 Also has not known how long, that red sedan started again. 也不知道过了多久,那辆红色的轿车再度开了过来。 Girl's mother opens the door, expressed gratitude for Zhou Ze, when her hair came what, what, the Zhou Ze corners of the mouth outline a curve now as before, really wants to suggest that this woman looked for that barber shop to ask for an explanation, did not bring so to deceive the person. 女孩儿的母亲推开门,对周泽表示感谢,她头发来时什么样,现在依旧什么样,周泽嘴角勾勒出一个弧度,真想建议这位妇人去找那家理发店讨个说法,不带这般糊弄人的。 Naturally, really must say, the woman could not say that will blame you to mind others' business. 当然,真要这么说了,妇人说不得会怪你多管闲事儿了。 little loli bent the waist to say thanking to Zhou Ze, then followed mother to leave together. 小luoli周泽弯腰说了谢谢,然后跟着自己母亲一起离开了。 From beginning to end, little loli has not looked back own eyes. 自始至终,小luoli没回头看自己一眼。 Walked, walked. 走了,就是走了。 Zhou Ze arrives at the counter, the gift box that the woman will deliver from the beginning takes, in this discovers unexpectedly one pack of bills, 3000. 周泽走到柜台边,将一开始妇人送的礼盒拿起来,这才发现里面居然有一叠钞票,三千块。 Also good, 还不错, Zhou Ze has not been thinking also goes back, 周泽没想着还回去, He is short of money, first takes with. 他缺钱,先拿着用用吧。 Zhou Ze felt oneself were thought through, looking like cultivating true virtue thought understanding was suddenly same ; 周泽觉得自己是想通了,就像是修真者忽然念头通达一样; But also felt oneself are abandoning something as beyond redemption, manages your repeated difficulties, I from natural. 但也觉得自己是在破罐子破摔,管你风风雨雨,我自潇洒。 merely in any event, oneself present was at least more relaxed. 只是无论如何,至少自己现在轻松多了。 Zhou Ze takes up a front cover very big book from the bookshelf conveniently, this is the famous expert copy book appreciation, belongs goods that pure cannot sell, does not know that Xu Le forehead whether or not by the big iron gate steamroll innumerable, even this type of book entered initially back and forth unexpectedly. 周泽随手从书架上拿起一本封页很大的书,这是名家字帖赏析,属于纯粹卖不出去的货,也不知道徐乐当初脑门子是不是被大铁门来回碾压了无数遍,竟然连这种书都进。 Turns at fingertips, 信手一翻, This page is rare muddled four characters, 这一页正好是“难得糊涂”四个字, tsk tsk.” 啧啧。” Zhou Ze smacks the lips, 周泽咂咂嘴, Interesting. 有趣。 Looked at the time, the discovery already quickly to the evening, thinks own evening also made Dr. Lin to watch the movie together, Zhou Ze planned that first ate meal. 看了看时间,发现已经快到傍晚了,想到自己晚上还约了林医生一起去看电影,周泽打算先去吃个饭。 Arrived at the next door, Zhou Ze gawked, saw to kneel to sit in ground Xu Qinglang. 走到隔壁,周泽愣了一下,看见跪坐在地上的许清朗 Xu Qinglang both eyes are red, the side is putting many beverage bottles, at this time his in the hand is taking one bottle of liquor , to continue to drink. 许清朗双目通红,身边放着好多酒瓶,此时他手里正拿着一瓶酒,继续喝着。 Unfair...... is unfair......” “不公平……不公平啊……” Xu Qinglang muttered, even if Zhou Ze entered in the shop, he seemed like simply had not discovered. 许清朗喃喃自语,哪怕周泽走进了店里,他也像是根本没发现。 Hey?” Zhou Ze put out a hand to pat the Xu Qinglang’s shoulder, „were you good?” “喂?”周泽伸手拍了拍许清朗的肩膀,“你还好吧?” He wants to remind Xu Qinglang, is drunk merely possibly to be stolen a money to other man, but his Xu Qinglang, if got drunk to run, did not lose money merely is so simple. 他很想提醒许清朗,对别的男人来说喝醉酒只是可能被偷个钱,但他许清朗如果喝醉了跑出去,就不是仅仅丢钱那么简单了。 Even, if lets him and a girl lies down on the night street together, Xu Qinglang possibly by the assaulted number of times compared with that girls must. 甚至,如果让他和一个女郎一起躺在深夜的马路上,许清朗可能被侵犯的次数比那位女郎都要多吧。 The Xu Qinglang body trembled, slowly raised the head, the pear flower belt/bring rain, I see still pity, the hand pinches the orchid, referred to Zhou Ze, said disappointed: 许清朗身体颤了一下,慢慢地抬起头,梨花带雨,我见犹怜,手掐兰花,指了指周泽,怅然道: Today, is my parents memorial day.” “今天,是我爸妈祭日。” Zhou Ze silent a while, said: Restrains grief.” 周泽沉默了一会儿,道:“节哀。” Waited for a while, 等了一会儿, Xu Qinglang continues to drink. 许清朗继续喝酒。 Zhou Ze can only remind: Tonight, doesn't prepare food?” 周泽只能提醒道:“今晚,不做饭了?” Does! Prepares food!” “做!做饭!” Xu Qinglang sway stands up, that willow slender waist, graceful, particularly arouses, especially that creakying stance, wishing one could makes one come up to support by the arm him directly, smells his fragrance. 许清朗摇摇晃晃地站起身,那杨柳细腰,婀娜多姿,分外撩人,尤其那种摇摇欲坠的架势,恨不得让人上去直接搀扶着他,嗅一嗅他身上的香味。 Can not force?” “可以不勉强的?” On the Zhou Ze mouth said that but sat on the chair, prepares to eat meal. 周泽嘴上这么说,但还是在椅子上坐了下来,准备吃饭。 He eats meal, is not easy, therefore does not want to look for second. 他吃顿饭,不容易,所以也就不想去找第二家了。 Xu Qinglang beckoned with the hand, walked into the inside room, 许清朗摆摆手,走入了里屋, Quick, 很快, Inside broadcasts the sound that the stove opened fire, Xu Qinglang in the stir-fried dish. 里面传来了炉灶开火的声音,许清朗在炒菜。 Zhou Ze puts out the cell phone, seeing Dr. Lin just to send an information to oneself, said that she met herself immediately. 周泽拿出手机,看见林医生刚刚给自己发了一条信息,说她马上就来接自己。 Zhou Ze returned to one well. 周泽回了一个“好”。 Thinks and feels insufficiently grandly, 想想又觉得不够隆重, Also returned to one laughing soldier emoji, 又回了一个“哈哈哈的炮炮兵表情”, Immediately feels extremely frivolously, 随即又觉得太过轻浮, Withdrew this expression. 把这个表情撤回了。 Thinks to withdraw felt more exposed very much, 想想撤回了又觉得很欲盖弥彰, Also replied one hehe, 又回复了一个“呵呵”, immediately afterward thought that hehe two characters are not very friendly, 紧接着又觉得“呵呵”两个字不够友好, But thought that withdrew for the second time appears too artificial, 但又觉得撤回第二次显得太做作了, Puzzled...... 纠结啊…… Zhou Ze is very puzzled near the dining table, 周泽在饭桌边很纠结, Another cooking master, is very puzzled. 另一位正在炒菜的师傅,也很纠结。 In the pot is the twice-cooked pork, frying the top plate on the rice is a basin twice-cooked pork rice served with meat and vegetable topping, is very simple, gets food down very much. 锅里是回锅肉,炒完后盖在米饭上就是一盆回锅肉盖饭,很简单,也很下饭。 Why she does not catch you, catches my parents?” “凭什么她不抓你,抓我父母?” Cooks Xu Qinglang while is thinking aloud. 一边炒菜许清朗一边自言自语着。 Archaism has the cloud, does not contract widowed contracts unevenly, these words, said completely too many too many truth , said that will of the people darkest side. 古语有云,不患寡而患不均,这句话,说尽了太多太多的道理,也道出了人心最阴暗的一面。 This is unfair, really inequality.” Xu Qinglang continues to think aloud, “这不公平,真的不公平。”许清朗继续自言自语, How can you practice favoritism? How can you practice favoritism?” “你怎么能徇私呢?你怎么可以徇私呢?” Xu Qinglang is glassy-eyed, under the hand the frequency of stir-fried dish actually has not changed, he is a good chef, the stir-fried dish, almost became an instinct. 许清朗目光呆滞,手底下炒菜的频率倒是没变,他是一个好厨师,炒菜,几乎成了一种本能。 silently, Xu Qinglang takes out a yellow jar from the top following cabinet, poured some powder to place in the twice-cooked pork from inside. 默默地,许清朗从灶台下面的柜子里取出一个黄色的罐子,从里面倒出些许粉末放在了回锅肉里。 My parents carried off, why haven't you walked? Difficult to be inadequate is you rescued her life?” “我父母被带走了,你为什么没走?难不成是你救了她的命?” Hehe, joke.” “呵呵,笑话。” „Do you want to eat meal?” “你要吃饭?” Good, I give you food to eat.” “好,我给你饭吃。” Xu Qinglang keeps the deep breath. 许清朗不停地深呼吸着。 Good?” Zhou Ze is urging outside. “好了没?”周泽在外面催促着。 Was quick.” “快了。” Xu Qinglang gawked, in the vision flashed before some to be terrified and scruple, but covered the pot cover, he discovered that oneself food has not put in the microwave oven to hit, must again the hot food. 许清朗愣了一下,目光里闪现出些许惶恐和迟疑,但还是盖上锅盖,他发现自己的饭还没放微波炉里打,只得再重新热饭。 After the rice hits, Xu Qinglang puts to cover the twice-cooked pork above, this carried the tray to walk. 等米饭打好后,许清朗将回锅肉放盖在上面,这才端着盘子走了出来。 Zhou Ze is looking that the phone screen is intertwining, looks that Xu Qinglang somewhat absent-minded goes down in the world to walk, puts down the food, some worries said: 周泽正在看着手机屏幕纠结着,看着许清朗有些失神落魄地走来,将饭食放下,有些担心道: „Won't your appearance, forget to add the salt?” “你这个样子,不会忘记放盐吧?” Xu Qinglang shakes the head. 许清朗摇摇头。 Zhou Ze takes up the chopsticks, prepares to eat. 周泽拿起筷子,准备吃。 Xu Qinglang’s shook, lip slightly, when is preparing to open the mouth, Zhou Ze actually put down the chopsticks. 许清朗的手抖了一下,嘴唇微张,正准备开口时,周泽却放下了筷子。 pickled plum juice or bitter melon juice?” Zhou Ze asked. 酸梅汁儿或者苦瓜汁儿呢?”周泽问道。 oh, good.” ,好。” Xu Qinglang walks, took one cup of pickled plum juice to walk. 许清朗走回去,拿了一杯酸梅汁儿重新走回来。 Zhou Ze first takes up pickled plum juice, heard when a flavor, then deeply inspires, prepares to drink, the cell phone in this time vibrated, 周泽先拿起酸梅汁,闻了一下味道,然后深吸一口气,准备喝下去时,手机在此时震动了一下, I arrived, comes out.” “我到了,出来。” Zhou Ze hesitant, puts pickled plum juice. 周泽犹豫了一下,还是将酸梅汁儿放下来。 He knows that after oneself depends this eats meal, possibly the good long some time whole piece face to be sour, the probably surrounding person is owing the feeling of a large sum of money money. 他知道自己靠这个吃了饭之后,可能好长一段时间整张脸都是酸的,像是周围人都欠着自己一大笔钱的感觉。 Thinks, ok. 想想,算了吧。 In addition previous life, this is the first time that made the person younger sister to go to watch the movie, oneself are grave point good. 加上前世今生,这还是自己第一次约人妹子出去看电影,自己还是庄重一点的好。 Without the means that oneself to the Dr. Lin’s dungeon difficulty are the primary new duty, 没办法,原本自己对林医生的副本难度是初级新手任务, Now after changing into Xu Le’s skin, the rookie duty turned into the big BOSS level duty instantaneously, 现在换成徐乐的皮囊后,新人任务瞬间变成了大BOSS级任务, Don't oneself understand should chuckle or this/should compels painstakingly? 自己也不懂是该窃喜还是该苦逼呢? What own present must try hard, 自己现在要努力的是, Beats oneself? Then can bring her home. 把自己击败?然后才能抱得美人归。 Money, in the accounting, calculates at the end of the month together, I first walked.” “钱,记帐上,月底一起算啊,我先走了。” Zhou Ze sets out, opens the door to go out, 周泽起身,推开门出去, Dr. Lin’s car stopped in the roadside, the glass puts down, was waiting for itself. 林医生的车就停在路边,车窗放下了,正在等自己。 But in the noodle restaurant, Xu Qinglang complexion was momentarily gloomy and uncertain, immediately afterward all scattered that twice-cooked pork rice served with meat and vegetable topping fiercely on the ground, 而面馆里,许清朗面色一阵阴晴不定,紧接着猛地将那一盘回锅肉盖浇饭全都撒在了地上, Is holding the head, cried on the ground, 抱着头,在地上哭了起来, He cries more and more loudly, 他哭得越来越大声, Arrived finally, 到最后, Turned cried loudly without tears...... 变成了干嚎……
To display comments and comment, click at the button